Evelyn Dellcerro

Brian I hear that and next time take a good pic of that booty shake for me.

Damn I love you guys so much !! Save some of the fun for me. I have loved the squish and the poogasm since I was 13 years old and nothing and I mean nothing or no one is going to dissuade or deter me from enjoying my poop and mashing it all over my privates and giving me a mighty orgasm. My wife loves when I take an enormous poop and then she gives me the squish with her arm and rubs me to orgasm. I in turn do the same for her. I love feeling the erection in her diaper and just mashing it all over her balls and penis. This makes the poogasm so much better. Love you guys and keep on pooping them diapers and I promise to do the same.

I started at the age of 13 wearing pampers. Back in the 70's they were made a whole lot bigger and a whole lot stronger and a whole lot noisier. To keep my subconscious at rest I wore bracelets on my wrist so I could hear the jingling instead. I had a talk with my good friend of over 20 years and we had such a laugh together. He told me thats the reason for his big key chain on his belt. It keeps his mind off the crinkle of the diaper and hence keeps the paranoia of getting discovered at bay. I laugh because its still a habit of mine to wear bracelets to date.

@Ginger Sweetie we as women sit to pee so that is the most natural thing for us. Try this in your diaper. Drink 3 glasses of water and go watch an hour of tv. when that hour is up make sure you have your diaper on and go sit on the toilet bowl and lean back. Like youre going to rest your head against the wall. You will see how fast and strong you will pee. Standing is just cheating. If you really wanna make a thing out of it, run the hot shower and let the bathroom fill up with steam and just let the steam relax you. Im around, so let me know what happens. Hugs and kisses.

Sweetie nothing wrong with what you do in the privacy of your own bedroom. You play with pee and I play with poop. Its all in fun and fetish. Me and my wife have the entire house until Sunday night by ourselves. I got home from work today and seen that my wife did a little redecorating and placed tarps throughout the house. So I cooked a huge pot of venicen stew and rice. She had candles lit all over the house. It is going to be our weekend to just let everything go and throw our inhibitions out the window all stress and worries go in the garbage and just us getting as dirty and filthy as we possibly can. Get yourself a cup of pee and I will have a glass of champagne and I salute you CHEERS !!!! Enjoy and have fun and no matter what anyone says ,,, You enjoy it !! We only live life once !!

I agree with you @Stroller 110% sweetie !! Nothing like having a partner that understands you and loves you beyond a normal love. I have been with my partner 4 years and married 10 months. We knew from day one about each others love of diapers. We share so much more. Life is very easy when you can share a kink or a fetish with someone and not have to hide, or do it on your own outside the house, or by yourself. You dont know how sad it makes me when I read stories here and you have partners that fight, argue and bicker over a piece of plastic with padding. What a pleasure it is to get home with a full diaper all wet and messy then to have your partner lay you down and caringly and lovingly change you and make love to you. If only more couples understood and felt this type of love for their partner. I do love cloth diapers and we save them for special occasions. Putting in that work is what many people are afraid of. Enjoy it and have fun. Keep loving your partner and make them happy.

@Littlealienprincess Being a female and a Diaper Lover over 43 years, I still empathize all that is going through your mind. I started fighting my demons at 13 years old it was 1978 and I was all alone and no one to really tell or explain to. I couldnt tell my parents, because I knew what that meant. If I was lucky maybe the next 10 years in therapy or being locked away in an institution until the age of 18 and not knowing what kind of psychoactive substances or mind altering drugs I would have been subject to. I accepted myself and kept my secret to myself. I enjoyed pooping diapers and it was for very personal and sexual feelings. Many people here will understand and know what kind of pain this is. You cant tell your parents, you cant tell relatives, you cant tell friends, you cant tell your teachers or counselors, hell most here cant or wont even tell their spouses or loved ones, these are people that are closest to him. You say it yourself in your opening sentence "The absolute love of my life has had this fetish since he himself was in diapers" You love this man with your heart and I am sure he loves you enough to tell you how diapers make him feel. He opened up to you, he told you a secret about himself that truly says it all in one word TRUST .. The 3 major factors of any relationship are trust, communications, and love. Without any of these a relationship is doomed. You say you are happy for him "But my dumb ass normie brain keeps getting her feelings hurt! How can I try learning about the desire for this when the community is so obscure!? Yes the shroud, the cloak, the screen with which we hide behind is what keeps us safe in our own world. Hence the ABDL World. Dont let him go through this alone. Alone and in the shadows is a horrible place to be. I know because I lived it for 25 years. I was married to a man that despised diapers but had a love for me so profound and extreme that we made it work. Even though I wasnt able to share my love of diapers with him, I enjoyed my diaper time alone and when he shipped out on tour. Believe me its not easy for me to spill my guts like this, but if it will help just one person open their eyes then I have done my good deed. Sites for diapers for XXL women are a dime a dozen and I am sure you will find hundreds. You say "help me understand how my love feels and how to better make him comfortable". He feels alone, abandoned, rejected, foresaken, deserted, shunned, forgotten, outcast, do you get my meaning, and all this, only for loving diapers ? For many the "normie brain" as you say has to expand amd broaden its horizons. Believe me once you put those demons to rest, and clear your mind of how the internet portrays the ABDL Community you will see how a harmless piece of plastic with padding brings so much relief, comfort, solace, relaxation and sustenance to his well being. I am so happy at least you are open and asking for help, and people to chat with and yes it is very therapeutic to let it out and not feel stifled or suffocated. There are so many here that are still in the closet about diapers. So many "normie brain" people ask the question "why diapers" ? Ask a mountain climber why he wants to climb a mountain.. He will tell you "because it is there" . One of my biggest idols in history and I thank my father for taking me to a few of his stunts was" Evel Knievel" Ask him what drove him to risk his life and batter his body, and he gave one simple answer "Without the death defying thrill of jumping, life was boring" A very simple man with a very simple answer. I wear diapers very simply because I enjoy them, and they make me feel comfortable, and I never have to go in search of a bathroom. Others wear them because it regresses them to when times were good, life was simple, No worries or cares in the world. We are simple people, and all we want is dignity and to be loved and treated as human beings, nothing more, mothing less. I really hope and pray that this puts your mind a little at ease. Drop me a message anytime sweetie and I will be more than happy to chat with you. In your own words Peace and Love,,, and thats what its all about.

@DiapergirlWB May everything get back to normal for you and may god be watching over you love. Surgery is no joke, but so glad you are in high spirits. I am sure you have a world of support and you have 2 cheerleaders here. You are a living inspiration to everyone here ! Lots of love !

WTG !!!!!!!!!

Bless You, And we hope and pray for the best solution for you.

Pooping my panties is what started me on this lifes journey that will only end with my dying breath. I started pooping my panties at 12 years old. At 12 years old I thought to myself "there has to be a better way". I had to figure out a way to save my panties and myself from a scolding. How to not get caught with poop stains in my panties in a simple way. I started babysitting and there behold in front of my eyes was the answer I was looking for. Diapers became a way for me to enjoy poop to its maximum and full orgasmic potential. Sweet poop, now I can sit in it, squish it, smash it, rub it all over my privates, roll in it, and just enjoy it. As a teen growing up my treehouse was my haven, my sanctuary, my shelter, my retreat, my refuge and yet so much more. Pooping my panties I do on special occasions now, anniversaries, birthdays, holidays, special moments when me and Elle can enjoy it by ourselves in a locked room. Dont get me wrong, now that I have no worries about a paltry or measly pair of 3 dollar panties I can throw a tarp on the bed and me and my beloved can bounce up and down together and spank each others messy bottom and just let go of a weeks worth of stress and enjoy a loving weekend in each others arms. Summertime is right around the corner for us. going out for that 100 mile drive upstate and just wearing tight jeans and tee shirts and not a diaper or wipe in miles. Just to poop our jeans and pull over and smash the poop into each others privates and continue our drive till we get back home, tired and exhausted from our trip. We enjoy our fun together. Diapers are great for containment, but its nice to let loose every now and then. I dedicate this to all you panty, jeans sweats, shorts, tighty whities, boxers and diaper poopers worldwide !!! Lets all enjoy and have pride in how far we have gone. Those that are still in the closet, you all shine and be proud ! Gross is only your opinion because you have never had the pleasure, Once you like crap, you never turn back ! peace baby

A very loving and caring mom @~Brian~ and a very wise woman. She raised a very intelligent, loving and caring man.

Marc sweetie dancing is a universal language and always will be. Dancing is just the vertical movement to sound, just think of what you want to do horizontally and you will be dancing in no time. If you have rhythm in bed you have rhythm on a dancefloor. I wouldnt be embarrassed baby, I would love to show you some steps and moves.

I enjoy masturbating alone when in a bath. Nothing is better than having my partner masturbate me, and we masturbate each other to orgasm in a dirty diaper. Be careful masturbating online too sweetie. its a good way for people to record you without your knowledge.

Love you more baby !!

Baby first of all stop using powder. I know is smells nice and feels good. All it does is dry you out. We are both here right now giving you this advise. We use A&D ointment. Its inexpensive and it works well. Liberally coat your privates and your booty and poop away and enjoy it.

Rod Stewart was just so sexy !! Love Ya Brian !!

I spend a lot of time here only because I really have nothing to do the hours I am home. Mon - Fri I work from 4:30 AM to 2 PM. I get home average 3 PM. I was never much of a big sleeper. If I sleep 3 hours when I get home and 2 hours later in the evening I am good. I get on here to pass the time. I am married and my partner also works. Her hours are from 11 PM until 6 AM Sun - Thurs. We have entire weekends off together where we can cuddle talk read and watch TV together. Yes and we have sex also. I know people are under the misconception that we have sex all week and thats all we do, sorry to burst your bubble, but we are human too. I also have hobbies as does my wife and we support each other as much as any couple can. I am and have been into Ameteur Radio since I was 8 years old, My fathers hobby and mine. My partner loves working on engines and working with cars and trucks and makes a pretty good buck on the side. @Bel Georgeyou say you have a wife that does not agree with your diapers which is very sad. I went through that for 25 years so I know exactly how you feel there. My husband found diapers repulsive, but he adored me and turned a blind eye. The good thing for me was that my husband was a career military man. He was gone for months at a time so diapers kept me company and kept me sane. Even though my husband was not into diapers we shared a love for each other that was unimaginable and inconceivable. We went out and had fun when he had his 30 days of leave. Right now with this virus going its not easy to really do things outside the house. Hobbies are great, reading is fun and concentrating on work you have to do more of. Its not easy but you have to limit yourself times to be on this site. Spring and summer are right around the corner and yard sales and country drives with the wife might help to soothe things down. You have children which is a blessng in disguise. Picnics and cookouts and pool time comes and goes. You can do many things at home like cooking and baking, I am sure if you keep the wife happy the liberties can be rewarding. It all depends on you sweetie, the ball is in your court. If ever you want to chat drop me a message, I promise to answer messages because I get plenty. I would say go to the chatroom, but then you would be spending more time here. One thing I can say is let your wife read forums here and let her get a taste of how many people feel. Let her read the good and the bad. How diapers have ruined and saved many peoples lives. For people to hate a piece of plastic with padding, there has to be a lot more. Love and peace and get to work sweetie.

Thats not a bad idea if it wasnt for the fact that potholes feel good and by the time I get home she is asleep. Our hours are totally different. She works nights, I work days. Now weekends all bets are off !! Weekends we go all out to have messy fun. I drive a tank, a 1995 Cadillac. Suspension has been beefed up. As for suspension damage, my brother owns a shop, so I get a discount, and his mechanics get pizza and cake all weekend. I make sure that they are well compensated. Thanks for caring sweetie, Love Ya !

As easy as 1 2 3 We Love Ya Brian !!

I had a nice hands free on my drive home in a totally messy diaper. And as my wife says it will be a loving diaper sex and masturbation filled weekend for both of us. Baby keep that tarp warm I am on my way home.

@TJ-DL Sweetie I have to agree with everyone here. Always weigh your pros and cons. I know you have a love for family and that is a wonderful thing. Can your cousin handle this ? You say you told her when you were teens. Many things change through the years. Will she accept your diapers as you have. Will she be able to handle your stress and depression and overlook the diapers and be there for you? Will her rejection send you into a deeper depression ? Does she really need to know ? There are so many things to think about. I am a diaper lover and to be honest I have never come out to family members except those I know that will handle it, honor it and still love me unconditionally. Here and only here where I am amongst diaper family can I really speak freely.The choice is yours and yours alone to make. I pray for you and wish you the best. You have gotten very good advise from some very loving and caring people here. Peace.

Kira from day one when we spoke, you never questioned me. You welcomed me as a friend with open arms as you did my wife. Yes you are mentioned because you are a friend without question and possess a very open and loving heart. There are many here that I want to mention like I said the list is long. You my friend still shine amongst the stars ! No one has the answer to hate my dear there are only excuses ! Love is a word that many people will shy away from Jesse. There are many that cannot handle love. I gave my love for a quarter of a century and recieved nothing but love back. My parents raised me with unconditional love and I use that everyday in my life. There are many still that have to learn acceptance and forgiveness and even how to open their hearts. There is a God, but he cannot pry every heart open and shove love in. We as humans have to want to open our hearts ! I mention you Jesse because you show love without question.

Duck you have gone through a lot sweetie and you have shown me how strong you are and how far you have come. All the crap youve gone through and you let it go like water off a ducks back. Saving Private Ryan was a great movie my friend and yes I have seen people pass out and faint. My father taught me to be tough. We all will die eventually and our teachings and lessons will live on.

The only true possessions we have are our actions. Very wise words from a very loving and intelligent and sharp man. Geebee we have spoken on many occasions and you strike me as a very loving and compassionate son, father, and grandfather. I dont even want to begin to share how many times my father has visited me, and how many times I cried myself to sleep thinking of him and wanting to just hug him and smell his after shave or hold his hand. Yes you are very wise my friend dreams are very powerful indeed.