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Not really sure why im writing this here?. but i just dont have a lot of places to write stuff on. So if anybody reads this im just trying to get some stuff out of my head. This is not abdl related.
Im a trans woman and for a a while now i have been trying to find other trans people. I thought it would be nice to have some people who went trough the same things i did.
But unfortunately i but heads a lot with other trans people over trans issues. And this has made me question recently why i wanted to know other trans people.
With my appearance and voice i dont have any trouble. People always accept im female without me even telling them. I havent had any real negative experience when telling people im trans. So i do think with that i have it pretty easy.
I have also had friends who where trans. And had a lot of fun with them. But i dont think thats becaus they where trans, we where just good friends. Its not like we even talked about trans stuff all the time. Most of the time it was just having fun watching movies playing games.
So i think im mostly just looking for people who are trans becaus i want to be friends with them. Not becaus they are trans but becaus im lonely and having such a thing in commen might make it easyer for me te be friends with them. But with how i am and how things are going. Going to stuff like meetings doesn't seem to be really great (at least not the ones i went to) becaus it feels like most people there are really there for support something which i dont really need (at least in regards to me being trans).
With all that in mind i think im going to try and not participate in stuff like meetings and other trans focused stuff anymore. Unless its just to have fun and not talk about trans stuff. Still have a group on whatsapp with other trans woman that i dont plan on leaving. Mostly becaus even tough i have been on hormones for 3 years now. Its still helpfull to have such a group to ask questions in about surgerys and stuff.
That being said i think it would be beter for me to look for friends in other places where i have a bit more mutual intrest in stuff. And hopefully dont butt heads as often.
And for now im trying to figure out how i should handle me being trans with new people. Lately i have told it pretty fast that im trans. But im not even sure why anymore. So the persone knows? So that if they dont like trans people i dont have to deal with it when they find out later? So i can talk about me being trans? I do still plan on telling it when i get romanticly involved with people, but just not sure about the rest. Have already kinda done that by just saying im female instead of transgender when websites give that option.
Oh well if anybody reads this, thnx for reading these rambles.
TLDR
I want to make me being trans a small part of my live. And want to be a bit less lonely.