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Oh yes, it's very much the pedophilia thing. My ex-wife used that in the divorce and it's why I can't see my kids unsupervised.

I recently had some experience with this. It seems to have passed and I'm not sure how I feel. For a little while there, I would wake up wet every 3-5 days. I'm honestly not sure. At first I was concerned that my slight incon was getting worse, or that there was a medical issue. I ended up not going to the doctor because it passed on it's own. I find myself slightly disappointed. I always woke up feeling very relaxed when I did wet because I didn't have to pee first thing.

My two cents: it's never a good idea to keep something like this from a spouse. I tried that with my ex-wife and eventually got divorced. The diapers were used against me in the divorce and now I can't see my kids unsupervised (because the judge thought I might molest them). With my current flame (whom I've only merit on line so far because she lives far away), I told her right away. So far, she's said she may be willing to change me if I go down on her. Eat pussy and get changed? Sounds like I win either way!

You know, peeing in a toilet just seems so unnatural to me. I don't like it. Thoughts?

Well, you can wear all the time and not mess in them. I also suffer from PDD, which I think contributes to my slight dribble. At any rate, wearing diapers for whatever reason is not necessarily the wrong choice.

You know, I'm not certain how I really feel about it. If it's just a new normal and there's not a major health concern, I'll adjust fine. Happy about it? I don't know.

I generally like Tranquility, even the slim lines. For a lesser priced diaper, you get good bang For your buck. I have, however, had problems with their tapes. For some reason, always the bottom left.

So update: it's not happening every night, but it does happen every 3 or 4 nights. Twice more since I originally posted.

I'll bite. For me it started at age 3. I was out of diapers, and I was going to visit my grandparents for the weekend. I guess for some reason, my mom decided it would he good to put me back in diapers for this excursion. I remember being at the store with her and she bought a box of Pampers. I was confused because I didn't wear diapers anymore. Fast forward a tiny bit and I'm with my grandparents for the weekend. I was out running errands with my grandfather and needed to pee. My first thought was to tell him, but then I remembered I was wearing a diaper. I had a weird feeling of pleasure. I recognize in retrospect that it may have been my first feeling that was any kind of "sexual." I also remember later, possibly the same day and my grandmother was changing my diaper on the bed. I was on the edge of the bed and she was down on the floor changing me. I was having a play argument with my grandfather about whether my pajamas were called "jammies" or "sleepers." After the trip, I guess there were diapers left over so I remember my mom putting me in one and then remarking to my dad that "we have a Pampered boy." Ever since that time, I wanted to be in diapers. I wanted to recapture that feeling I had.. Fast forward to the era of the internet. It was in it's infancy at the time, but since my father sold computers for a living we were relatively early adopters. He got a book. Kind of an "internet for dummies" before that series came out. I saw in it a listing for a Usenet group alt.sex.fetish.diapers. I was amazed that there were people into diapers. I was probably 13 or 14 at the time. I never figured out how to access the Usenet group, but I knew now. There were others!

I suffer from persistent depressive disorder.

It is weird. Weird isn't necessarily bad, it really just means "unusual" and to want to wear diapers and use them is...well, it's unusual. Let your freak flag fly! Everybody is unusual in some way.

I guess it's how you see it. For me, I get depressed without diapers. So I've learned to never go without. I sometimes wish things were different, but on the whole I just go on. I think if there's a deep psychological need, that's just as valid as a physical need. It goes beyond the boundaries of "fetish."

I guess it's how you see it. For me, I get depressed without diapers. So I've learned to never go without. I sometimes wish things were different, but on the whole I just go on.

And the thing to me is that the stigma is not as bad as you'd think it would be. While I remain very careful about who knows about my diapers, I have never gotten a bad reaction,With the exception of - and these are big - my ex-wife and the judge in the divorce. Every friend I've told is still my friend. Every girlfriend I've had since The divorce have been pretty cool about it. Last one didn't want to play, but was ok with me wearing. New girlfriend says she's willing to change me on occasion. It's a bit off topic, but I wonder what others experiences have been.

If pull ups count, I wear 24/7. I usually tell myself they count because it tickles me, however I usually can't wait to get home from work and change into an honest to goodness diaper.

Some of us, while not physically dependent, are psychologically dependent. Is that really so bad? I don't think so.

I think there's two things about wanting to be incontinent. One of which is that it means you never balance out the "I want to wear, but should I?" You just do because you have to. I decided that I would live as if I were diaper dependent. I do have some minor leaking issues, but usually not bad enough to need a full diaper. But I need something and since I like diapers, well, I wear them more often than not. Now because I have some physical and some mental priblems, it would be much simpler to eliminate the "could I help that, or did I choose to" dilemma. Of course, I'm wet either way at that point, so the end result s the same. The other thing I think is people want "permission." This is a dumb reason. Nobody wants to see a doctors note if you're wearing a diaper. If you can't handle just deciding to do it and hold your head up high, you can't handle needing diapers. I say if you want to wear diapers all the time, do it. If you find that you can't handle the lifestyle, then you don't have to and now you know.

My ex-wife and I did therapy about my diapers for a long time. She never could accept it and it was used against me in the divorce. I always bring it up with any therapist. Whenever I start up with a new one. I figure they can't help as well if they don't see the whole picture.

Well, to answer some questions asked: I have been down the urologist road. Tests determined that I get strong urges sometimes when my bladder isn't full. They offered medication at the time, but I chose not to do that (side effects, effectiveness...just didn't make sense). I wear diapers at night mostly as a DL thing - I wake up in a foul mood if I don't, though last night I was also being safe. The minor leakage usually is a very small deal and one pull up gets me through the day. Since it didn't happen last night, right now I'm going with a one time thing, but will monitor.

I once had a diaper completely fail on my way home from my girlfriend's house. I was very wet. Just as I got home, my tenant/housemate (who happened to be my girlfriend's adult daughter) also arrived. I kind of rushed in the house. I heard she noticed and a few weeks later after Pride weekend, she figured out that I wear diapers. She was pretty cool about it.

Yeah, I wet the bed. It's ok, my diaper held it in. I have mixed feelings. The ABDL side is happy. The incontinent side is concerned that it represents a bigger problem with incontinence. I have both - I am a DL, but with minor incontinence. I wear diapers most of the time because I need something and like diapers. So basically, who do I listen to? ABDL says "hooray, lets wear diapers." Incon says "go back to the urologist, this isn't good." Maybe I go back to the doctor just to see if there's anything to worry about, but settle for just wearing?

I regularly wear Tranquillity diapers. I generally find them good and the best bang for the buck as far as diapers go. However, in this last batch I've noticed a little problem with tapes. Always the bottom left tape. Doesn't stick well. Has anyone else noticed this?

Everybody is different, but some of us just aren't comfortable undiapered. There was a time when I actually felt physical pain. Just do it. Chances are nobody knows, especially if you aren't using them.

Oh for sure. It's unlikely anyone noticed or would say anything, but there was still a stirring of the excitement circuits!

Right in the heart of the Cities here (Columbia Heights). I thought MADE kind of disappeared. Even the fetlife group is almost silent.