OneSickPuppy

luckily its just beginning. for those interested in seeing how a poly family develops and so we can have a record of who screwed up what were going to have a poly family group just for us to talk publicly and share stuff. me and baby have never been in a true poly household. but that will be on fetlife as its going to be graphic im sure and this is not the place for extreme openness as we intend to let it be. hopefully people will give advice freely when they see a problem developing or comment on their experiences so I can learn something from others rather than ruin the beatiful thing that this might become.

Im a convert. Ive been into playing in diapers since I was 15. I enjoy playing in them but have no interest at all in staying in them more than a few minutes. I got involved in the local bdsm community about 7 years ago and thought I might enjoy them more if I had someone else to play with ... wrong. Im a sadist first and a Dominant second. Over the last 2 years with my current puppy/wife shes tried to help me along in the fetish as im so driven by it sexually and emotionally. Shes tried diapering me but ends up with a baby that plays her. Shes tried being in diapers but shes a puppy ... not a baby, so shes not "in" to it. She will do it but the feelings just aren't right as I point out to her. Ive appreciated her attempts but its obviously not what I needed or what she was 100% comfortable with. About a month ago I was talking to a babygirl friend of mine online that ive talked to for a few years and helped mentor at times when she has needed someone to call and talk to. She got interested in the conversation and sat down to watch for a bit and make comments. A bit later we were having our normal relax and talk time and she brought up the fact that we should find a local babygirl to come play in my nursery so I could have the outlet I so obviously need. At first I was confused and tried to play it off as if it wasnt necessary as I felt like I was caught in my own fantasy. Who am I kidding ... my mate knows about all the babygirl pics on my computer. Its not like I got busted for having impure thoughts. Since I was obviously more sheepish about admitting I could share myself, she posted an ad for a babygirl for play/possibly to enter a poly family. I wasnt as surprised as some people would be... we already play with other sub girls on occasion in the local bdsm community and shes had 2 girls on the side to fulfill her needs since weve been together, I simply had no interest in them. Ive never been in a poly relationship so I had no clue that she would be willing to share me with another female ... as there is no way I would share her with another dom for anything except a play scene and even then only a close trusted friend while I was present. I went with this new info to my babygirl friend that she had posted the ad online and she was as speechless as I was. Over the next few days I kind of kept our playful conversations online and on the phone hidden and to myself. She was having small fantasies about the offer and I was too. But it was only fantasies ... i did not think it was anything more than that. I knew my pups offer was real but myself nor baby were keeping it to conversations of "wouldnt it be so cool if ...". On the third day of this she called my cell at 2 am. It stays right next to me as I was on call 24/7 from my previous job and always on the run day and night. I snatched up my cell phone trying to be discreet hoping my mate had not woke up (yeah right, she sleeps light and I have to get squirted with a water bottle sometimes to get up for work). I told baby one sec and got some pants on and hustled the dogs out for a walk. The first thing she wanted to know was "how much do you really know about me". From there we talked until almost 3 am about the real possibilities of "what if". Ok now theres a Dom/Daddy being grilled and on his toes answering tons of questions at 2 am on a work night nonetheless from babygirl. We ended the call at "if this is serious I would definately submit to you as my daddy/dom". I go back in with the dogs and crawl back in bed as queitly as possible. Im ready with excuses as to why I was on the phone that long and actually took the call privately at 2 am ... she already knows the who. As soon as im in bed my pup rolls over on me and tells me I dont have to act like I have to sneak around with this and goes to sleep. From there its progressed a long way for us all. We all pitched in and got a plane ticket as its cheaper to fly than to drive it .... not to mention easier than driving it. Now im getting to watch my puppy nest and redo the nursery while waiting the last 3 weeks. She needs a bit of time to say bye to her family and friends and we need time to get prepared for having another person living in our home. I still have the burden of trying to find a balance to make damn sure there is no jealousy from my puppy.

Just like with a sub or slave, require your little one to keep a journal or to write no less than 2 times a week. Quite often little ones have a hard time opening up, and being in charge its hard to always know what they need without knowing whats really going on in that head. Keeping those logs forever on your computer gives you a chance to catch patterns and change things that your little doesnt even know are going on inside them. I have a sub/wife that no longer writes as theres simply no need. We have great open communication most nights laying in bed. We have a babygirl moving in in less than a month who luckily already has been keeping a daily journal long before us. Im very tempted to start the mate on a journal so I can see where she is without having to rely on her telling me.her percieved feelings. Things are a bit more complicated in a poly family.

When are you going to have diapers up for sale again?

erf!!!!!!

save it for temp checks and aquick stroke while mommys gettin your bottle. other than that theres no good use for it anymore.

mommy likes the idea of it for her own sanity! trash cans do not do justice to used diapers unless you take them out daily. how much would shipping be to 77063?

might want to let people know about them. what features do they have? how many tapes?

i can send you payment up front for all of them if you want them all gone at once.

I have to say ... very well spoken DK Daddy. I finally got around this year to booting out the roomie so we could have our house to ourself and ageplay/puppyplay groups that we run. I do not charge at my nursery, but then again ... the only people allowed in it are those close to us in the local groups and our personal friends/playmates. We could never do what DKD does. Its a huge investment of time and personal energy beyond the money itself. We discussed it jokingly one night after an ageplay group meeting was over and its just not gonna happen. I dont want to share my home and invest that time for even $500 an hour. And for people who think ageplay equipment is expensive ... stay out of bdsm. I consider the cost of ageplay to be relatively acceptable when compared to many of the other fetishes that need money thrown at them in my home. You think a crib is expensive??? My mommy/puppygirl is in love with a pair of shoes/paws that cost over $2400. Thats worth a crib/highchair/all the supplies you need to live like a baby for a month for just one article of rarely used clothing for play. Like anything else, you painstakingly save up and collect one piece at a time. Mommy was upset that even though I have this fetish and have everything invested in baby stuff that I do, I avoided playing seriously in diapers due to expense. Turns out that I can stay in abenas and bambinos full time at home and still have leftover cash just by quitting smoking. You only live once and if the price of fun is too costly ... get a better job.

im interested if you still have them

Have to admit this is by far the cheapest sample of wellness briefs per piece with shipping and product. Businesses arent in business to go bankrupt. If you would like them to be in business for that point, please dont complain if you dont have a job as there wont be any jobs without the ability to pay employees. That also means no diapers for you, as there is no money to produce them or spend on research, development and patenting. btw acecool ... get my samples here quick as I do intend to purchase a case within 24 hours of trying them out if mommy and I like them.

spam tastes good?

Jeff ... if you need to save money, you can set up on fetishpuppy when we get back up and going early next year. We bought out our vanilla partner so all will be well as soon as we get the arguments out of the way on site devopment and direction.

I have 4 of your adpds. Yes there is a bit of a problem with leaks at the legs. The sizes are a tad different with them also. The waist/longness of these vs the AIO is built for two different builds of wearer. As for the AIO velcro diapers, I have 7 of them and 1 has ripped PUL from the stitching after only 1 night of sleeping and another only lasted through 3 times (one ripped is a s-m and another is an m-l). I am a little worried about their ability to hold up long term. also a note .... there is a huge size gap between a s-m and a m-l size. Several of my friends that have tried them on for size noted this also. Possibly making a medium would fill a huge gap for the average sized person. Have to admit though ... even with the problems im experiencing with them, I do like the way they feel very much. If the quality control got a little better I would stop using disposables completely and buy a lot more from you. -OneSickPuppy-