diaperguy85

just killed about 2 hours on it right now

my dream is very simple, really. just to be happy and loved (and of course diapered!) with my special someone, who also loves diapers

and now people start wondering if this really happened or am i fueling some fantasy of mine and making any/all of this up well, it did happen! hard to believe, yes. i dont think coming out to her about diapers while wearing a really wet diaper was the best option that day. perhaps no diaper and coming out would be better, and then take it from there if its a positive reaction

i relate to myself as a DL, however i have very little experience with the AB side of it. however, i dont have much interest in that aspect. binkies, bottles, frilly things, mommies/daddies/sitters, etc etc, perk my curiosity very little. no real reason that i can say, honestly, just have no interest. now if my g/f was into the AB side of things, i might be able to adjust

i tried sleeping naked in college. wasnt too bad, but i got cold too easily if i lived on my own, i'd sleep in t-shirt and diapers, or maybe a onesy and diapers but i live with my family still, so shorts and t-shirt do for now. but no undies i's also like a pair or two of footie pjs for the winter time

funny little thing happened sunday (ha-ha): diapered up saturday night (always sleep better diapered), got up late sunday morning, wet, and went back to dozing in bed. then about 11-ish, my door opens. not an odd thing, considering i still live at home and mom pokes in to rouse me out of bed from time to time. turns out to the the g/f!! and im laying there in bed in a very wet diaper!! and my g/f is in the door way and coming to snuggle!! apparently she got out of work early and popped by for a surprise visit(something she does fairly often)! she shuts the door behind her, and climbs in bed, and we start snuggling, and some little chit chat. how was work? rough weekend? etc etc. then i turn the convo to my closet. turns out the things she said she wasnt shocked by finding was the porn binder, and some old stuffed animal stuff (not related to anything). i describe my diaper bag/pillow case to her and she claimed she didnt remember any such item like it. she says that she was in a blind cleaning frenzy and not much registered to her. now whether i believe her or not, is up for debate, but either way, i wussed out and didnt mention any more. i got out of it easily since i had laundry in the dryer that i sent her down to get while i got out of the diaper and hopped in the shower. BUT!! i had a very wonderful snuggle time with my lovey, while diapered! thanks, cbabab, if/when it gets time to spill the beans, i just may point my girl your girl's direction. and for all i know, she did some research since the cleaning and is on here somewhere already! let me know if anyone new contacts your wife lol so anyway, she may/may not know, and i dont know for sure. kinda driving me nuts. she may know, but be protecting me from mortifying embarrassment or something, or truely doesnt know. either way, she'll know sooner or later, if she doesnt already

thanks bettypooh, i hope it ends with a "happily ever after", too. and best of luck with you with finding someone no, she knows i dont have those kinds of mental issues lol or any physical issues either. repaid1 - no baby stuff, just plain white/whatever color diapers lol. tenas, plain bambinos, a molicare or three and some plastic pants. the only thing non-DL i have interest in is getting a few plain onsies or footie pjs. no paci's, frilly stuff, bottles or anything else, i have no interest in those. of course if my g/f got into that stuff, i'd change my mind im not sure just wearing one and her finding it is the best way. i did want to talk to her about my diapers sooner or later (sooner than i thought, apparently lol). my wearing is mostly for my relaxing, mental unwinding, and such. with some sexual stuff in there too if she does get into diapers like that, that would be awesome!! someone to relax with in diapers! ...and...other..fun stuff too we'll just see what happens.... ::fingers crossed::

first some background: my lovely girlfriend and i met on an online dating site, chatted for a bit, met up finally, then began dating and havent looked back for the last 8 months. we love each other an awful lot, and both of us had lousy relationships before we found us. there isnt much we dont agree on, and we share more interests than anyone else i know. she's really open-minded, and we've shared some secrets and histories, as well as explored some sexual stuff together. anyways, she was over the other day, and she offered to help clean my room and straighten things up a bit (my room REALLY needed it!). we started one night and just did a small corner and some of the top of my desk. we stopped before too long and headed downstairs to watch tv, her saying she'll do some more cleaning the next day when i was at work. i told her i'd prefer to help too, but i let her and tell her dont go too crazy with it, and she knew i cleaned my closets earlier in the week (where my meager stash is hidden). i go to work, she does some cleaning, and she textes me a bit near the end of my work day about her progess. im a bit concerned about her finding anything, but i dont think too much of it. work day ends, i come home, she's waiting for me at home with a snack (told you she's awesome lol). i, of course, want to see my room, so we head up and my room looks great! boxes are moved around, shelves are organized and everything else.of course, she didnt throw anything out, and moved much of what i have to go through into a stack/pile in the corner. then i noticed my diaper bag/pillow case in the pile! i dont say anything about it, and it turns out that she did clean my closet, and organized that, too! good thing: it looks awesome. bad news: she had to move my diaper bag thingee, plus two little boxes with more diapers in them. anyway, the day goes on, nothing is said about the possible find until we're outside grilling up dinner. she mentions that she wasnt shocked at anything she found in the closet. i did have a school binder with some porn and such in it, and i mentioned that, and we laughed about it and was actually expecting to find some porn somewhere lol. nothing else was mentioned for the rest of the night. i get up this morning, get going for work, notice my diaper bag in the pile still, and go to work (she has work a few hours after me). i go to work, she leaves shortly after me, work day for me as usual, nothing special at work, and she goes to work and then her home. i get home, and i want to start going through the stack of stuff and start putting things away. so i go to my room, and i notice the bag is moved and empty!! i start to freak a bit, looking through the pile, consider going outside to the trash can to look, and then i look in the closet, and the diaper bag is placed on top of my currently open diaper box. plus my other box is placed in there too. also, im not entirely too sure, but i think one or two diapers were missing, but i really dont know and havent counted them, ever. they just seemed a bit looser than before. maybe just wishful thinking so obviously she knows!! but she hasnt said anything to me yet about it. so either she doesnt want to talk about it, or is waiting for me to say something first. either way, we had a lovely snuggle night and seemed extra snuggley, in hindsight lol. other info, she loves anything eeyore, disney movies, stuffed animals, and owns a pair of footie pajamas lol. now i know those dont really mean much, but i dont know just yet. i know i wanted to tell her at some point soon, but it seemed to have happened on its own lol. any input or advice? anything at all? comments? congrats? words of warning and/or wisdom?

i never really wanted to be out of diapers, really. but mom and dad wouldnt have it. i was caught one day when i was about 5 wearing a diaper and stayed out of them for about 8-10 years until i started puberty. slowly the diaper feelings started to well up again. i started slow, using towels and toilet paper to make pads. then i found a half-used pack of diapers from my younger sisters (by now they were out of them), and used them when i could. then i was in a dry spell again with paper pads and towels until i was old enough to drive and mustered up enough courage to go buy a pack of diapers and enjoy them. a year or so later, i found some ab/dl websites, felt alot better about my interest/fetish and never looked back now if only i knew my g/f was into diapers or at least tolerate me in them... :/ **edit - woo!!! 200th post!! go me!! **

my mom told me long ago that i was difficult to potty train and didnt want to give up my diapers. i didnt ask when i finally succumb to the porcelain fixture, but it was probably around 4-ish. my little brother, (already looking up to me) simply watched and copied me and was PT-ed early and easily by the time he was 2. from what i remember, my little sisters were easy enough to PT, since i dont remember many issues with them. seems to me that the child must decide for themselves, with a little coaxing from mom and dad.

horndog - do you happen to be italian? mid-eastern? lol drynot and beallucanb - if straight razors and shaving cream hurt and slice you up, then you should try a stab at electric razors. good ones dont hurt, sooth the skin and still leave you feeling baby-bottom smooth i tried standard razors for a bit when i first started shaving way back when. but it didnt end well. so i went electric and never looked back. however, im just lazy most days/dont have time in the mornings and dont shave for days on end. plus, like nhdl, my g/f also likes a bearded/scruffy man and cringes when i actually have to shave lol ps- that 'lectric shave preshave liquid stuff actually does work

went in a pool at work, $5/person buy-in, 40-some people put in, going for cash option, which is about $460-something, which boils down to around $11.5 mil/person if we win! so after taxes and such, about $10 million each. family bought some tickets too, so here's hoping!! anyway, either way, things i would do (in no particular order): 1- buy a cozy house somewhere not too far off, probably in PA somewhere, in a rural area, near water and some terrain (kinda flat where i live currently and i love the mountains), on a good sized plot of land big enough to let my rifles out for a good long run once in a while 2- a pick-up truck 3- more firearms 4- other toys 5- make my mom retire 6- pay for sisters' college (yup, twin sisters, no, not identical lol) 7- give some cash to friends and family 8- donate to charities/organizations i care about 9- pay off girlfriend's student loans 10- diapers and diaper related stuff (DUH!!) 11- put rest in savings for family and future family 12- possible beach house near atlantic city (which i would rent out during the off-season and certain holiday weekends) it's fun to dream sometimes

i can say the only time i was ever caught, was when i was very little, like 5 or something like that. i snuck into my little brother's room one night to find a diaper to wear (my bro was in the process of potty training and in and out of diapers, and i still want to wear them, period), i put one on a then promptly fell asleep lol mom found me in the morning wearing, repremanded me somehow and i didnt wear again until high school. other than that, i had several close calls. a few times i was wearing at home, and people came home much earlier than i expected and i had to clean up, hide the diaper and say hey to whomever came in. other times i was wearing diapers and a bathrobe in the kitchen, and people came in. luckily i didnt use the diapers much, if any, so i didnt smell, and there was enough surrounding noise to mask whatever crinkle i was making heading up the stairs. after that, i havent been wearing much at all, too unpredictable of a household to totally enjoy diapering

UPDATE!! Age: 26 Status: Happily taken by a loving girlfriend Occupation: Machinist/toolmaker Frequency: Much less than I'd like

on the rare occassion i wear diapers, and on the even more rare occassion when i wear diapers out, i wear regular underwear over my diapers. keeps things together, keeps the noise down, and helps it from sagging too much. also i feel it keeps my zipper from rubbing any holes in my diaper. just a personal choice

i usually cut three slits running from back-to-front (or front-to-back, depending how you slice). they dont have to be deep, or even a clean, solid slice. always worked for me the punch idea sound nice, but easy to go too deep and punch through the diaper. if you want alot of holes really quick, try a jaccard meat tenderizer. it uses anywhere from 15 to over 50 little blades that do a number on meat, and would do a number on a diaper! http://www.ebay.com/sch/i.html?_nkw=jaccard+meat+tenderizer

havent told a soul i honestly thought about telling my last ex a few times during our relationship, but never did. she was a little kinky thing, liking some bdsm, pain, biting, clawing (i thought my back would never heal up!), tying up, spanking, etc etc. plus she liked doing the cute "wittle-girwl" talk with me, whining and coloring books, so i kinda figured diapers wouldnt have been that big of a leap. i dropped a few hints here and there on diapering her if she didnt put the phone down and go to the bathroom or give her a pacifier for her whining, and dressing her in fuzzy footie pjs lol she didnt seem to care for the ideas and called me wierd that i brought it up every now and again. then the trains collided! and they didnt stop colliding for a long time. she cheated on me with her ex, i kept her on (for some... reason unknown to me... ::rolls eyes and face plam:: ), more of her cheating, she ran off for a bit..... ya know? i'l just stop there, because that's another topic lol long story.... shortened up a bit, she turned out to have more issues than national geographic and playboy combined, severely skewed look and expectations of me and life in general, and if i did tell her, she probably would have told everyone she knew, plus some, and just would have turned out horribly!! and im glad i never did my current lover-girl, however, i kinda see that conversation happening within the year, perhaps ::fingers crossed::

i love the feel and weight of a totally saturated diaper, how it feels on me as i sit and walk around, the bulky, warm, soggy, soft squishyness. and then a change and the oh-so-soft, fuzzy-warmth and the lightness compaired to just before it's downright magical

depression sucks, it hits everyone, you are not alone. i wish i could wear diapers more often, as they are my ultimate release, making me feel warm, comfy and relaxed. for me personally, my ways to feel better without diapers are: 1- call up my close friends for a get-together and vent 2- nap! preferably in a warm, fuzzy fleece blanket or shirt 3- crafts (i paint pewter miniature like the ones used in D&D, have a train set in limbo, and home brew beer) 4- a good drink (in moderation!) or tastey meal (again; moderation!) 5- go out to the shotgun range and blow away my lousy feelings! 6- drive somewhere, anywhere. as long as im back before too long lol 7- find something funny online (memebase, reddit, cyanide and happiness, illwillpress, various forums, etc etc) 8- find something funny on tv to watch, movies, cartoons and so on to each their own, i hope you can pull yourself out of it

i got about half a pack of tena ultra, two molicare, three bambino, a couple of bambino boosters, two plastic pants, one home-made onesy, and some cream and lotion but i want soo many more diapers!! i want to be able to wear them whenever i want to! living at home sucks, in that aspect. kinda nice not having to pay rent, however

oooo interesting, but cool looking. nice departure from the usual white or pastels of other diapers im used to. any word on importing? lol

is that a full diaper or are you just happy to see me?

hmm... sounds like you need chipoltlaway!! im not sure how that would feel in a diaper... probably hot and kinda burning, same way it felt going in btw, try here for those not familiar with chipoltlaway! http://www.eatmedaily.com/2009/10/south-park-billy-mays-chipotlaway-video/

considering i can sometimes barely remember what i had for lunch today, i dont think i ever was a big bedwetter. im pretty sure i did a few times during potty training (which, according to my mom i didnt want to do at all!), but nothing much more than that. i hate(d) waking up in a cold wet patch on the bed, then changing the sheets, flipping the matress, changing pjs, and then trying to get back to sleep. or the embarrassment of having to wake my parents. so it was only a brief time i was bed wetting. fast forward 15 or so years to college, i had discovered diapers again, and got drunk one night in college. coming back to the dorm, i diapered up, and then passed out in my bed. lucky me, i had a single!! a few hours later, still hammered, i woke up in soaked diapers and soaked sheets. i cleaned up, changed, flipped, went to the bathroom, had some water and passed out some more until the morning lol woke up dry ever since! lol

a very good story!! full of compassion, twists, a bitch-of-a-babysitter, and so on so forth lol keep up the story!!