Smash-N-Dash

Man, you guys are seriously lucky. I wish I had the opportunity to do this more, but between living in a fairly-populated neighborhood with houses grouped close together, as well as nosy neighbors, I've maybe had the chance to head outside in just a diaper and t-shirt once or twice. Makes me wish I had a onesie now too...

I've gone through this cycle several times, and each time, I always go back. I can't help it, it's who I am. I still live at home, and my mother is aware of me being a DL/borderline AB. Her policy is that she doesn't care if I wear diapers, but she isn't too fond of me using them as nature intended. I enjoy using my diapers at any opportunity I can, and part of the enjoyment for me is the adrenaline rush and the feeling I get when I sneak wet and occasionally messy diapers out of the house without her noticing. I only really purge if I get caught, and it doesn't happen too often. Still, I stray away from wearing if she's around. She heads out of town often, and that helps, but I still wish I could wear more often.

I know this topic hasn't been discussed in a while, but I decided to go ahead, bite the bullet, and order some. Now, I'm 100% disposable, there's just something about it, but these will be my first cloth diapers. I ordered a pair of the Adult Nighttime pants, and a pair of their Adult Snap-On Diapers (Unfortunately they only had pink in my size, but no biggie). I got a few stuffers as well.

I'm from Pittsburgh, North Hills-area.

I'm part of the category that doesn't like anyone finding out I wear. I've only worn out in public one or twice because of it. Preferably, I'll only diaper up if no one else is home, or there's little to no chance I'm caught, or at night. Apart from that, no way, unless the person/people I was with knew and understood. Would be even better if they wore too.

If it's a cheap, store-bought diaper and I'm in a pinch, 2 or 3. If it's a higher quality diaper, generally only one.

*Raises hand* Guilty as charged. To me, it's like diapers have a natural feel to them. It feels good to feel the plastic and inner lining touch my body, whether it be wet or dry. It's kinda a reminder of feeling safe, secure and innocent. Overall, it's a great feeling.

There are a lot of answers to this question. For me, it's a combination of a few things: As a child, I was potty trained very late (roughly at 4.5 years, give or take), and I think it left me with memories and feelings about being diapered and being babied throughout my life. I'm not going to go into detail, but I haven't had an easy life. Diapers, to me, take me back to a time where I didn't have to worry about a bunch of BS in my life. They take me back to a simpler, easier time. Along with that, I get the feeling of security, safety, warmth, and comfort with not only being diapered, but remembering those times. Utilitarian. I, for the most part, am a very practical-minded individual. There's a certain level of practicality and use diapers have over bathrooms. A kink. Yeah, I enjoy and love "playing" in diapers. There's just something different about it. There are other things, but for the most part, they fall into those sorts of categories. Bottom line is, to me, there is nothing like diapers and being diapered.

In all honesty, a week. I tried several times to convince myself that I didn't need diapers and would throw them all out, but within a week, I'd just buy more. If I have some in my possession that I can easily access, a day at most. Even if it's just wearing for a few minutes, I can't go a day without.

Right now, nothing. I just had emergency surgery the other day, and won't be able to wear for at least a month as a result.

*Sighs* Yeah, I did. My whole life, I've had a fascination with diapers, and being diapered, and not having to be potty trained. Early on, I'd steal my little brother's diapers, or from a friend's sibling, or a relative. Some time passed, and I kinda lost interest, but something sparked the fascination in me again. At one point, I stole from the nurse's bathroom at school (only one at a time), and even shoplifted a few on occasion (the packs I shoplifted from were already damaged or opened). No, I'm not proud of what I did by any means.

Now, I know we've probably all seen pictures and videos of other ABDLs, and their diaper is severely sagging, to the point where the bottom of the diaper itself is sagging a few inches below their bodies. Now, I'm not a huge person (6' 0", 155 pounds), and I wear diapers that are my size (31" waist), but it seems like I can't get my diapers to sag much when I've done my business. Any tips on how to get a diaper to sag more, like in the photos?

The only real issue I have with them is the way the tapes attach to the plastic backing isn't the greatest. I've found after wearing them for a while that they'll tear away from the back of the diaper. Apart from that, they're really thick, absorb a lot, and have one large thick tab on the side. Think ABU Cushies, but a lot thicker.

Hello everyone, I am Smash-N-Dash. I was previously a member some time ago here, but between deciding to shake my account, and deleting the e-mail address that went with it, I decided to come back. Anyway, a quick rundown: I am 20, from Pittsburgh, PA, and a male. I've been DL secretly for years now, but I've begun to scratch the surface of reaching my AB side. Outside of ABDL stuff, I'm a sports nut, a Brony, and a gearhead. I look forward to being a part of the community again, and contributing as a valued member of this community.