lumpybritches

i haven't told this to very many people at all. when i was really little (less than 1 year old) my mom took me to a baby sitter that pinched me every time i wet my diaper. this resulted in me being potty trained by the age of 1. not a good start. i did have occasional accidents but from what i have been told, not very many. my father left before i was born. i don't think my mother really wanted me, and probably blamed me for her new husbands exit. anyway, 5 years later my mother re-married. and a few years after that my mother gave birth to her second. he was barn sick and almost died. i guess i saw all the attention that he was getting, and the kindness he received during diaper changes got me experimenting with makeshift diapers at night in my room while everyone else was sleeping. this became my coping mechinism as once my adopted father now had a biological son, i was forgotton about. by him and his parents (my grandparents). i was starving for attention. diapers were my way of taking care of myself. into my teens diapers became a way of sexual release. it was the only thing that i knew. diapers aren't sexual for me anymore. but i have gone through long stents (as much as 5 years) of 24/7. an i, like every other person that started wearing diapers before the internet, went through many, many, many binge and purge periods! i thought i was the weirdest person on the planet! for the most part i have accepted myself. but still struggle with balance. the quest goes on....

i'm not far away in roanoke!!

hey Adrian!

the Nightproofs are terrible!!

security, comfort, keeping my clothes dry, and some odd sense of completeness!!

i like the Fit Right diapers!!

i've been 24/7 for about 4 years!!

i'm still in sw virginia, and come that way pretty often!!

i come here to read about other people, as it insures me that i am not the only person in the universe that wears diapers!!

i really like them!

i'm in sw va.

i don't think so!!

so... i know it makes me nervous to meet others (as i never have)!

after years and years of trying to figure out this very question, it's easier not to and just wear diapers...pretty much all of the time so that i don't wish that i was wearing a diaper.

changing while traveling!!

i shave that area, pretty much everyday!

movies-yep!!

wow!

anyone out there in the western part of Virginia???

i'd be in!!

i wear everyday all day, to work or where ever.

i find that there are very few negatives to being in diapers!

still here!!

daily di, any help?