minachan16

*gasps* The...story section...in the forums.....I....*continues gasping for air*.... I went in and I barely made it out.... There were so many spelling errors...Ne'er again shall I set forth to that dark place.

I wish I could curl up in a ball & rapidly fade away to nothingness...That's how sick & tired of my emotional & mental pain & suffering that no matter what I do, I cannot escape, I am.

Its weird when you learn from your own mother shes into the same thing and stole diapers from your stash years ago. Good to know i wasnt crazy. Odd though to learn it runs in the family.

That moment when you realize you wish you could jus do your life over.

The three worst places to get a cut/scrape/abrasion/whatever are: your privates; your lips or tongue; and (as I'm finding out) the tips/pads/touch-things-part of your index fingers.

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!

Angry, angry, angry, angry, angry!

Ready to kill myself.

If I don't sleep well tonight, it will be a very rough rest of the week. Wish me luck.

I think Stephen King is AB/DL!!!!!!

Got daddy little time today! YAY!!!

I tried to get a baby bottle today, but just couldn't. I don't know why I'm still afraid, when several of my home health care aides know about my pacifiers. I pretty much hate myself right now.

It's so cold and quiet right now. Can't get into little space right now. It just makes me feel scared I've been abandoned

When they leave you to die

Rock n a Hard place

It feelts like a vodka and V8 Splash kinda night. Microwave some nuggets, get in my little mermaid pajamas, set a blanket and some stuffies out on the floor and let's Netflix some Monster High and My Little Pony. I am an ABDuLt and this is how I spend my sunday night.

My aunt's battle with stage 4 cancer begins on Tuesday. I'm not only considering shaving my head to support the cause, but will also be setting up a gofundme.com link, which I'll put up when ready. Please keep the positive thoughts and vibes coming our way!

I feel so empty and hopeless. I don't know what to do anymore. Don't be surprised if I disappear. Maybe for forever.

life sucks...I suck....everything sucks....death & hatred to all mankind....suck

Love is a daddy who turns on British sitcoms to bring out his baby's smile. I'm so lucky.

Coming out was scarey...

So happy, after a horrible experience trying to buy the huggies disney's frozen wipes cases, I was finally able to buy all four designs in our local Walmart today.

Hoping to record a new episode of the show tomorrow

whats your favorite thing to drink from your bottle?

Woo! Writing takes a lot out of you! I had no idea how long a single chapter can take. :3