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And the Oxy-Clean worked great too! Might not have totally erased the stain, but it's pretty hard to see any more. Looks like I'll be relocating in a few weeks, and temporarily living with my parents. Having done an inventory, I see I've got about two-dozen diapers to make "go away" the end of the year. I wonder what I shall do? Hmm, that's a tough one...

It's a mistake I don't intend to repeat :| Well, I guess I can with THOSE ones.

vinegar, hot water, cool, i'll try that!

Yeah, but they also - umm - smell. Bad. Real bad. Maybe I'll have to bleach them and make them white plastic panties. I wonder if that would destroy them?

I was wearing my favorite plastic panties (lemon yellow, lace trim) over my diapers and decided to make messy diapers. It turned out to be a bit - runny. And came out of the diaper on the the plastic pants. No big deal, it held it in. But when I went to clean them, they seemed to have a permanent brown stain on them! What can I do? I wanna cry for real. They were my favorites

I've loved these sort of pics for years. Don't know why, I just DO. I subscribe to a site. Don't care much for the ones where a girl is peeing her panties, like the ones where they're peeing their pants. Tonight I had an "Ah hah" moment. I was im'ing a friend, and we were telling each other dumb kids jokes, and I told him that once, when I was in grade school, I was telling this girl I had a crush on jokes and she laughed so hard she peed her pants. I wanted to see what she'd done, but she ran and wouldn't show me. So know, fast foward nearly forty years, and I'm thinking "is this where THIS fetish came from?"

Iowa isn't the arch-conservative hell-hole outsiders might think it is. It's more liberal than some places I've lived, such as St. Louis and parts of Illinois I've lived in. I remember reading a local news story (this was over ten years ago) about a drag-queen wanting to bring his boyfriend to the prom. What did the principal say? "Ok, sure, fine"

I'm from Iowa, the news brought a tear to my eye. As long as it lasts.

Trus story, when I was in college in a small town in Missouri, I was downtown with a friend of mine. He pointed at something and was really upset about it. VERY ANGRY. I asked what he was on about. He said "look over there". I looked, didn't see anything out of the ordinary. I said "At what?" He said "over there". All I saw was two people kissing. I said "I still don't see what you're talking about." He finally said "Those TWO, SHE'S white and HE'S black. I don't want to see THAT in public." And then went on about how much the interracial couple disgusted him. So redneck, does that offend you too? Should they have 'kept that at home' because someone might find it repulsive? My one friend sure did. So interracial kissing be banned in Missouri because he may see it and be offended? Poetic justic ending: He found out his fiancee had once dated a black guy. He ALMOST broke up with her over it, but married her anyway.

I had a friend who had been a cop, and he told me the other cops hated him because he wouldn't adopt the role of a corrupt thug. He told me dozens of stories about corruption, turning a blind eye to injustices, and being punished for trying to be a "good cop"

> Telling my family is going to be a pain. My family was cool. Your experience may vary... > Finances seem nearly impossible. You're in England, NHS wold't cover electrolysis or hormones? > And lastly, if i go to college next year what dorm to do I stay in?! Where I went to college, the university bought a small house off campus specifically for transgendered students. Anything like that where you are? > They said I'm supposed to maintain a full female persona... Let the university figure it out, or demand to be released from the dorm requirements. You can't be the first to ask.

Not like here. In the US social class and legal protection is determined by money. That's more fair I guess.

Sissy Missy got more abuse tonight, although not as elaborate as last night. And yes, he licked it up again.

I remember reading the UK had the most restrictive system in western europe, and was dragged kicking and screaming along by lawsuits filed when the joined the EU and were FORCED to make changes, so that doesn't suprise me.

Bummer, nvm.

Want to read a text of me humiliating my sissy last night? http://www.sissykiss.com/showthread.php?t=6587 If you like it, please feel free to leave a comment in the thread.

> Perhaps maybe even before college, but I don't know how long it takes... Good time for it, you'd have your identify firmly established by graduation. And, as a full time student at your university, you should get cheap health insurance. Does it take long? I wouldn't say so. I don't know if any laws King George passed after 9-11 changed things, but in CA it was pretty quick when I did it in '97. My shrink wrote me a letter I took to DMV to change my name and SEx on my driver's license. AFter the DMV, I took the form and DL to the Social Security Office, and had a new Social Security Card by the end of the week. Your experience my vary depending upon where you live. > like the whole hormone replacement thing, will that change my voice too? Absolultel positively NO. Females to Males yes, Males to Females no, you've got what you got. You can probably learn to speak at the higher end of your vocal range, practice! When I went back to my high school reunion, people asked me how the hormones had changed my voice, they hadn't, of course, but they thought it had. > What are the risks of complications in these sorts of things? Nothing serious, just a risk of a blood cloth and death if it cuts loose and ends up in your heart. Yeah, I had a blood clot once. Oral estrogen (the favored delivery method) will do that EVENTUALLY. If you stay on a high dosage. I guess your dosage comes down after surgery. I ended going to a specialist inthe LA area who puts hormones under the skin, no risk of blood clot from THAT delivery method. > How much does all it cost? The pills only cost $10 a month on insurance. Insurance didn't cover the new guy I went to, I ended up paying $600 a quarter. > How much time does it take? Maybe a few month to notice your breasts growing. Now, what about facial hair? If you have an issue there, start getting electrolysis NOW. That takes longer than growing boobs. > What are your situations on how family and friends reacted? My parents were shocked at first, but they were cool. I only lost one friend. Most everyone I knew was like "oh, fine, whatever..." > Are you happy with the decision you made (assuming you wenthave felt this way before)? Best decision I ever made for ME. The physical changes are easy, it's the social changes that are hard. If you haven't been spending any time doing regular girl things in your life, do so. Not just going to the mall and going shopping for shoes. Taking your car to Jiffy Lube (and the the guys explain what an oil filter is to you like you're a moron), riding the bus, going to a club and get a string of guys hitting on you that don't know how to take 'no' for an answer. Encountering the guys that want to f**k a tranny, but would never want you as a girlfriend. Coming to the realization that you may not be able to have a stable relationship with a man (if you want that) until after you have surgery, which can cost $20,000. Being talked down to at work or in class like you're a girl, you can't possibly understand this. Yeah, you want THESE experiences too before you take any irrevocable steps. But for MTF, if you stop taking hormones, things go back to normal and 'it' returns to full functionality in a few months.

HAr. In my experience, guys can be just as bad. Just bad in different ways.

I don't recall having a crush on anyone I actually knew. For celebrities, Debby Harry. This was when Heart of Glass was a hit. Twenty some years later, I saw her in concert on the No Exit tour for the first time. We were in the like 5th row, center section. Could see the whites of eyes, that's how close. I was shaking for hours after the concert.

Man it's irritating when people don't listen. I was running a toon through ZF. When we started, I told everyone "stick together, if you kill an important npc when someone is 'too far away', they won't get credit." So, what do they do, I die. I say "wait for me, don't go ahead", Naturally, they run ahead and kill the guy I needed for the First Tablet of Mosharu, necessitating me doing the dungeon AGAIN even if we did complete it. Which I didn't see, I got so irritated I logged. Morons.

I have the same problem!

Yeah, I find drinking two quarts of water will do it. It's pretty easy then...

You WOW with diapers too huh? It's the best way...

Actually, the hot coffee thing wasn't so crazy. I had a class in college on Insurance (rather dull really), and the guy told us that McDonald's had received hundreds of complaints about their coffee being super-heated and cause 2nd or 3rd degree burns, and they continually ignored these complaints until the lawsuit. Coffee lawsuit

I would think a company would be reluctant to fire someone who was wearing a diaper to work. AFter all, if they fire them, and get sued, and the person could bring evidence from a doctor saying it was medically necessary, slam dunk lawsuit, I would think.