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The worst nappies I have ever purchased are European Attends special care 10, Total waste of money. I've had better cheap brands. Tena slips are the best.

Great post again Babykeiff. I don't undersatnd how anybody with a overwhelming desire to archive incontinence and then follows through with it would somehow feel shame and embarrassment? Like Babykeiff said if you feel comfortable and confident within yourself why care what other people think or say about you. For me I have been in many situations where people have seen my nappies and I have never felt humiliated, nappies are apart of me and make me feel whole. When I was going 24'7 my friend had an epileptic seizure and within the hurry before the ambulance came I packed my largest and thinkest nappies into a plastic shopping bag without realising the tops was sticking out the top. I got into the ambulance and when I friend was stabilized the paramedic asked me what I have in the bag, I tild her honestly I'm incontinent and have to wear nappies. She was aware the NHS in my area don't deliver that brand of nappy and that I must see my doctor to why I have problems and that she will hat me a larger bag when at the hospital which she did, I felt no loss of self worth or embarrassment. I felt whole and happy. Incontinence is something I've always wanted.

I have been fighting this sexual and emotional desire to become incontinent ever since I can remember. My earliest memery is at seven wanting to wear a used baby nappy I found on the street. Its something I don't take lightly. I want to be an incontinent person. I have spent months wearing continually and nothing happens, it feels like nothing is happening and I revert back to fantasizing and looking at ways to make myself incontinent. I'm bloody sick of spending countless hours lookingat ways. I have read on many professional medical journals (which I have paid for) that wearing a catheter will seriously damage my bladder and sphincter to the point that they stop functioning althoughter. They lose the strength to even expel urine resulting in urine retention. I guess at this point my bladder would of severely shrunk and sphincter muscle atrophied to the point of no return. My only option being a external sphincterotomy resulting in total incontinence. I don't understand why I have never thought of this before since its so in reach and easy to do. Please don't tell me I should think about going downn this road. I now what I want and have lived with this for 13 years. I want it.

I was thinking receently about the prospect of me using catheters for extended periods of time so they completely destroy my sphincter muscles and bladder. Leaving me with an atrophied muscle. I understand that this will make me unable to uriarte and will have urine retention because the muscle is unable to function at all requiring me to have external sphincterotomy. I could say to doctors I was so embarrassed about my incontinence issues I turned to catherters without realizing what they were doing to my bladder. What do you think? Could it work. PS. I undertsand about the possible infection risk so you don't need to tell me. I'll be really clean down there.

Land of the free my arse. God bless America.

I was very frightened of the dark as a child, I slept in my Mum and Dads untill 11. They mother used to carry me back to my own bed around 1am but if I was awake if freaked me out being in my own bed and used to take my a long time to work up the courige to run to my parents bed.

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Before I made the decision its time to become incontinent I was masturbating at least six times daily, thinking about all the possible ways I could hurt both my sphincter muscles so I would wet amd mess without control and spending stupid amounts of time searching the internet on the subject. It became something of an obsession because I was reading the same material over and over again every day for years. This desire completely consumed my life and was my only sexual turn on. I guess I'm asexual because I find sex disgusting and would not ever participate in it. But the desire to become incontinent is strong. I started wearing full time on the 13th March and since them have totally lost the deire to masturbate and am finding it hard to get an erection. I'm just not horny anymore. I used to need one before i went to sleep when I was wearing this resulting in me pulling my diaper off so I could get to myself then lossing interest in wearing again till morning. I'm just not masturbateing anymore. Is this normal? Although since wearing 24/7 I've never been happier. I don't even care how long it takes me to become incontinent because I just going to wear all the time anyway. I read people lose interest withiin a couple of days but I'm still going strong and not even had the slightest intressed in going without a diaper even for a couple of hours.

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I thought this was an interesting article. A women who was repeatedly punched in her rectum extending them out seven to eight centimetres was made permanently fecal incontinence. '''''The tears had damaged the muscle to an extent that without surgical repair (judged as unfeasible) there would be faecal incontinence. He thus performed a Sigmoid Loop colostomy''' So without the colostomy she will be in diapers the rest of her life. I kinda wish something like that would happen to me and be quite willing to pay for it. http://www.supremecourt.nt.gov.au/archive/...0926walker.html

I think the lights in supermakets are very unflattening to your arse, I'm always paranoid that mine sticks out a mile when shopping. Diaper will never replace nappy in the UK, that word is engraved in our brain since childhood and sounds more frieindly then 'diaper'.

I've deleted my post just in case they charge me after reading it. Anyhow I have nothing but respect for the police, they treated me with dignity and respect when I was arrested wearing a huge nappy and they delt with it discreetly and did not even handcuff us both walking to there car. I think here in England that if you make a complaint against them it remains on there file. Not a law to themselfs like in America.

Just want to say Babykeiff I really appreciate you sharing your knowledge with us, I am sure I'm not the only one. I always thought that if one used extremely large anal toys and could with-stand the pain of damaging one's anal sphincter you could make yourself fecally incontinent, like documented cases of fisting can cause incontinence.

Never been to England then? £32 just buys you two mild curries and plain rice, two garlic nans and poppadoms. Ripp off or what? Although we get paid more here then the states. We have no tent cities.