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You're welcome, and thanks for taking my suggestions in the spirit they were offered Soooo, when's the next installment coming? {grin}

Sorry Don't mean to be nitpicky. It's just one of these things. If it helps, here's some I found going through it rapidly. There may be more. Working to many hour. Working too many hours I never wear my diapers during the weekend unless my wife was visiting my mother in law, away or I had the house to myself. Wrong tense. Use: [...]unles my wife IS visiting [...] or I have the house. or I never wore my diapers [...] I was awakened from my sleep Awakened isn't right Her maternal in stinks Her maternal instincts She would help me take my cloths off take my clothes off She made silly sounds as she feed. Whom is she feeding? Should it not read [...]made silly sounds as she fed me. ?? As faith would have it a few months later I meet my first love at the bowling alley I hung out in. I think it should be [...] I hung out at. But then again, finishing a sentence with either "in" or "at" isn't ideal She went over to my dresser and started to open all the draws. Drawers, not draw. You just lay quietly and mommy well be with you in a minute”. [...]mommy will be[...] “It’s my babies birthday [...]baby's birthday[...] Mommy returned in a see threw red baby doll [...]see-through[...] Rubbing my hard dick threw the diaper. [...]through[...] Mommy came back out with a warm rage [...]warm rag[...] Hope this helps, and thanks again for writing

Good story, looking forward to see what happens next The one thing that would make a big difference, for me, would be if all the typos and spelling mistakes were corrected But that's just me

I don't ceare for messy diapers myself. It's the smell that gets to me. And yes, gogglediapered is right. after the first ten minutes of mild cramps disappear, I usualy end up having no reaction for about an hour, then the URGE to go, and no matter how tight I hold it, there's a bit of dribble that gets expelled, and then WOOSH. /me shrugs

I *do* know better than using cheap, ill fitting nappies, but sometimes, it's the only thing I can get my hands on in this neck of the woods And i'm unlikely to repeat the experience, even with a good nappy, unless I forget again (and it seems I'm growing forgetful as I'm growing older...). Time will tell, won't it?

Note to self. Don't repeat the following steps in that order: 1- Use a glycerin suppository 2- Use a poorly fitting, poorly designed nappy 3- Forget you used the suppository 4- Go to the grocery store on a busy time of day Ohhh boy. That turned out bad!

I thought the .co.nr was a typo, it's not! the .co.nz site is a site for babies. Though it appears that co.nr is down at the moment.

Kia ora mate I'm in NZ myself I guess it's a question of figuring out which needs are met by wearing nappies. Can you meet those needs in other ways? Do you really have to not tell new girls? It's always a bit daunting to come out, but it's often worth it. Who knows, maybe that girl you're having a date with tomorrow has a secret fetish fantasy? And if she doesn't, then maybe she doesn't mind or is intrigued by the idea of you wearing them. Alternatively, you could always have "incontinence problems". GOod luck, and have fun.

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I am a wheelchair user, and a diaper user. Both are different forms of need. At the risk of upsetting you, I refer you to my website (listed below)...

I'm not in OZ, but this link might help you http://www.sancella.com.au/index.cfm?parea...13D00A0CC617B10

Food for thoughts... A patient/therapist relationship is supposed to be confidential. Particularly since you are legally an adult, your therapist cannot legally tell *anyone* anything about what is said during sessions, unless you've signed a waiver allowing her to do so. In fact, in theory she's not even supposed to confirm or deny if someone asks if you are in therapy with her. I'm actually amazed at the change in situation you've described from your first post to now. I may not agree with everything, but I think in general y'all are in the right direction. But do make sure to confirm with your shrink that what you tell her remains confidential. Otherwise, how can you really open up to her, knowing that what you say will go straight back to your mother?

Thanks for the response pipsqueak. You're right, it could have been a case of "not now" rather than the "are you stressed" approach. In context, it's pretty clear that it was a case of the later rather than former. It follows several discussions surrounding the "need to diaper to feel better" concept (either about diapers, or crossdressing, or wheelchair...).

I'd been thinking about something for a few days, and finally formulated it into words (I sometimes take time to think things through ). My partner knows that I wear diapers occasionaly. She's definitely not into diapers, and I have not been telling her when I do wear them, as she's told me in the past she thinks it's dirty and makes her feel uncomfortable. A few weeks ago, my partner walked in on me while I was putting on a diaper. She did a double take, and I give her kudos for not freaking out. She then asked me if I "needed" them that day and I said yes. She walked away shaking her head saying that I was "fucked in the head". She didn't say it as an insult, more like she was a little boggled, but like you'd say a friendly "yer nuts" thing. Yet, it bothered me. Still does. Yeah, perhaps I *am* fucked in the head, but... And there's this question of "need". Why can't I wear diapers just because it feels good? Why do I *need* (emotionally) to have to wear them before it becomes acceptable? Not expecting answers, just needed to vent Thanks for your collective ear

Robert, thanks for your feedback, much appreciated. Your suggestions are good, but mostly don't work for me. Both my fiancee and I work from home. We're pretty much here all the time, so that excludes pulling a sickie, or trying to get her out of the house when I expect a delivery The hospital... Worth a try at some point, when/if I'm travelling on my own for business. I live right accross the street from our local hospital, and I'm on one of the Board's subcommittee. I am known there :/ I've dealt with USL medical, but they won't deliver to P.O.Boxes. I suspect they wouldn't deliver to "care of the counter". I did get them to deliver to the hotel I was staying at once, so might have to figure out a way to ask a local hotel to accept delivery for me, dunno. Don't want to be paying for a night there, the cost of the nappies would grow up exponentially Since I posted, I did get in touch with Comfort Care, who seem ok with shipping to a PO Box, so that might solve my problem, but they are having website and email problems currently, so that complicates things. Phones are no good for me, as I have a hearing impairment. :-/ Anyway, thanks again Robert

I've left my shame behind a long time ago. But at the same time, my life would be *way* easier if I didn't have the feeling I have. Diapers come into this, but my other "main" thing (see website listed below). I really enjoy wearing/wetting diapers. Or rather, it feels good to do so. Very sensual, somewhat sexual. But I often end up feeling empty when I do so. It is what it is, I am who I am. I can't change that. Doesn't make it any easier to accept. Frankly, it causes me so much pain that I sometimes wonder if I'd not be better to throw myself from a bridge, or sumthin'. So yeah, life would be easier if it wasn't this way. But it is. What can you do? Hunker down and keep going. Take it a day at a time, an hour, a minute, a breath at a time. No choice.

My favourite response to that is: "Yes, I'm actually fluent in American Sign Language, can I help you?" (FWIW, I *am* fluent in ASL)

Hmmm. I'm curious, Michelle, what is your heartfelt post in response to?

Me, I've used Depends in the US/Canada, they were ok and the only thing I could really find at the time (1991). Then I found Attends, which I preferred as they weren't quite as crinkly. But then they both did changes to design and it went back and forth for a while... I'm now in New Zealand and having a hard time finding what I need. I can easily find Tena Discreet (pullup), but that leaks rather quickly. I can also easily find a brand called Affective, which is made by one of the major manufacturer, out of Argentina. They hold next to nothing, crinkle badly, and the tapes don't stick well at all I have found a source for Molicare Maxi and managed to order some (though they won't deliver to PO Box, and I can't have them delivered at home...). They are, by far, the best diaper I've found (and while the tapes are not as good as desired, they do stick more than the Affective ones). However, they *are* pricey. I've asked for samples of Tena Slip and Tena Flex, and have been told they are on the way, but it's been over a week now, no sign of them. It'll be the same problem though, trying to get them delivered to a PO Box will be a problem I have hopes for the Tena Flex, as I am looking for a silent diaper, but in the end, cost is a huge factor for me and the best price seems to be on the Slip.

Well, difficult topic, that... First, I have to agree that it's not always a good idea to come out of the closet with all familly and friends, but it appears that in this case you did the best you could on short notice. Though... Perhaps unconsiously you did want to get caught, if you left the nappy easily accessible like that... I must agree as well, time you stood on your own, but... If you live under your parent's roof, that does give them certain rights. If you can't afford to move, figure out a way to afford it, plan for it. Me, a bit like buzzcat, I was forced to move out on the very day I turned 17. Not because of nappies, but other issues (read about them on my website if you're so inclined). I must admit, I find a bit of a problem with people offering advice along the line of telling mum to piss off. This seems, to me, very drastic and potentially harmful. But then, that could just be my own take being a little weird. Chuck it off on experience

Hello all, New to this forum, but I've been hanging around the "main" site for a while now. Submitted a couple stories (by Sean) that you might have read. Anyway, I wonder if I could pick your brain and see if you have any brilliant ideas to assist. I live in a smallish town where I can't readily purchase diapers. I can find some decent pullups, but pullups are, well... Not full briefs I have found a couple sources for online purchases (I'm in New Zealand, don't have as much choice as all of you in the US). The problem is, they won't deliver to a P.O.Box, and I can't have them delivered at home (while my fiancee knows I like diapers, she'd throw a fit if I had some delivered here ). So, any thoughts on how to figure out a way to get purchases delivered? Thanks for any thoughts.