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Ok I've added most of the guildleader folk to my friend list. But no one is online right now. I'll try to hop on and off that character for a bit. So if you see AByzzmal friend him and stuff!

Ok crap it takes a lot of patching!! lol. I've had to restart the patching like 5 times now. Sooner or later today I'll get in the game!

Ok Check it out!! I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!!! YAY!!!! Anyway it will run WoW...which I now have a 10 day free trial. My nephew plays too, so I'm gonna spend most of my time between Sentinel (sp?) and his server. But I got a character on Sentinel. His name is AByzzmal. I will email ya DailyDi when I finish patching. I'm super excited. But have never played and am BRAND new today. But I've played other online games so I'll catch on pretty quick. I'm played Ultima ONline, Anarchy Online and Starwars Galaxies for a bit too. Looking forward to it all!

Umm...yeah title says it all I guess. I just joined Netflix..again. And I need ideas for new cool movies and tv shows I've not seen. What awesome movies have I missed out on the last couple of years?? I'm a pretty big horror/scifi fan but the wife enjoys most of the rest. I've already got some 200 discs on my queue thingie. But some of those are like six discs per season of something. So anyway throw me your best stuff!! It doesn't have to be new but I probably won't watch something super old either.

Aaron, most of us are binge and purgers of the diaper lifestyle. I recently just came back from a two year hiatus from diapers. So its not shocking to us you needing a break for mental health reasons. I've quit and come back to diapers a ton of times. But when life calms down and you get things straight they will be calling you like a long lost friend. Take care of yourself first. Its good that the diapers don't rule over you.

Be prepared this might be a long one. Ok here goes: I've been trying to pinpoint this exact time line for years but still not sure what did it. First thoughts were my Mother was a total complete psycho and did not nurture me the way a child needs a mother. But there were other circumstances surrounding the diaper ideas. My Godparents, who were my Dad's best friends, had a handicapped child who was the exact age and I am. We were so close I always thought of him as a brother or a close cousin. We spent a lot of time at their house. He was completely incontinent and wore diapers all the time. For me it was so amazing at the age of four to see him get babied and diapered by his Mom that I remember at four stealing diapers from their house and using them at home. I would hide the diapers in my dirty clothes. For years this went on when I would visit. Until I got older I moved in with them for a couple of years during high school and it came out that I liked to wear the diapers because they found them. My God mother was ok with it and I could use my allowance to buy them and wear around her. Nothing of her changing me or anything weird like that...lol. But she said they had other adult friends that were into diapers also...AHHHH!! I was so freaked. This was way before the net. Anyway this stayed with me for years until I found the net and then my AB side started kicking.

I remember years ago when I was in my early 20's and just finding the net for all things diapers how I thought I could find someone who is soooo into diapers I will live a dream live. The problem is this, and has been stated multiple times recently on these boards and I agree, that if you find a girl or companion from the net who is into diapers first and foremost most likely no substance will be attained from the relationship and it will probably not last because you have nothing else in common. That's a huge maybe. But then the other way I think is worse. The other being that you find "said companion" in the real world and hope that she will accept and love your diaper side. I'm not sure which side is best. With one person you have nothing in common but with the other you have deep relationship substance but no diapers. Its a cruel cruel catch 22 in aspects. Some of us feel diapers or our AB side comprise who we are on the deep internal reaches of our soul. But I could be wrong, its happened before.

I'm sure that many many posts but will be directed right back towards diapers. I think that is the key ingredient to "most" of us. I say most because some of community has the privilege of having a Mommy or Daddy. And that in itself must be great but the core of it all started with diapers. For me personally this is one of those innocent thoughts years and years ago. I remember the whole diaper desires starting at the age of four or so. Maybe younger. We've all tried for years to hit that key moment that started it all but there were probably many factors that tied into it. Anyway....yes, diapers. The soft cloth inner lining going up against your skin when you pull it between your legs and wrapping yourself in utter safety. The comfort of knowing you can let loose and something will do its job. Indeed the butterflies. Ooohh a side note...new idea for new thread. *runs out to start new thread*

Its kinda true on my behalf anyway. I live in Ohio but definitely have more of a desire to wear big thick diapers during the winter than the summer. But its simple math with wanting to be warm in the winter and cooler in the summer. I guess if I have my A/C cranked up then its ok to wear thick diapers..lol.

WOW!!!! I'm so jealous and envious at the same time of you guys!!! CONGRATZ for the having the courage to go out there and share our lifestyle with them. Maybe some day I'll get a chance to go to a function like that. That sounds sooo awesome! Thx for the pics. And Fetish balls have always intrigued me. We need more positive influences in our community like you guys!!

OH!!! Ok that's kewl!! Umm..your phone messed up? Does that mean....you use dial up????? *gasps* LOL just joking. Anyway welcome. And also good for you to have never drank. I wish I could say the same.

Hi and Welcome!! But seriously what was up with the other three posts with you using the + after every word? A little drunk??? Or just a fun way to mess with people? I gotta know! Is that a l337 thing? And if you just suck at typing or your keyboard had Coke spilled on it then its ok.

Well I wish I could play but my computer is actually too crappy...lol. Its the oldest computer in the universe and its ran with gerbils as a processor. BUT...when I get a new computer I will most certainly hook up with all of you on that server!!! But until then have fun!

Sweet! Sounds Yummy! We usually only make deviled eggs on Thanksgiving but your recipe sounds much better than mine.

Well Welcome welcome welcome!!! I'm new to posting here but I've been in the scene for years and years. I guess it doesn't take a genius to tell you that you're very special for opening up your mind for your fiance' and taking all this ABDL with stride and then coming out on the other side to realize you like it also. I wish for both of you to enjoy this new found interest. Not everyone can find someone who understands and participate in it with them. So again Welcome!

Welcome welcome!!! A lot of folks from Texas it seems. I'm from wayyy over in Ohio. Just wanted to say Hey and hope you stay long time and make lots of friends.

Hi Hi!!! I'm way away from Seattle but yer still speaking English, so all is good. I'm waaaaaay over in Ohio. Welcome to the boards! What kewl recipes ya got for us? I'm always looking for kewl new stuff to make. My wife loves to eat and I enjoy cooking when I'm off work.

Square Duck! I totally remember you! Well at least your screen name. I never used the same one over the years so no one would remember me. I wouldn't say I was a constant member of the community back then either. I was very nomadic and flakey. I was in and out and on and offline. But either way I still remember you! lol.

Welcome welcome welcome!!! I'm new here also! Well I've been a lurker for a bit but never posted till yesterday. So yay us!!!

Only thing I can say is.....I've had those days! LOL

So I'm one of those folks that has been into the net diaper scene since about 97 or 98 and boy OH boy has it changed or evolved through time. I was one of those horny diaper lovers who was posting on DPF's site and reading all the crazy stuff posted on there. Back then there were not too many sane ABDL or didn't seem it...lol. But this forum as by far the largest member numbers I've ever seen and the most eloquently spoken people on it. Its amazing to read "normal" posts by everyone. Instead of everything degrading into some teenage hormone induced rant. Its awesome to see the maturity and intelligence in this forum!! I applaud all of you. Like Forest Gump..."that's all I got to say about that".

Well I've lurked on this forum for a few months now and posted nothing until today. Since I've now broke the ice and wrote a few posts I guess I'll say hello and speak a bit about me for everyone's ultimate enjoyment. I'm a stereotypical ABDL in many regards. My screenname is BackInDiapers, well because I am a frequent binge and purge ABDL. As with most I'm sure. This last stint took me away from my beloved diapers for more than 2 years and I just snapped and told my wife I was buying some again. Wait lets go back a bit about me as a person..lol. I'm 32 male, married and have been happily for over 2 years now. I've been blessed with meeting women who will accept my diaper tirades. My wife accepted my obsession pretty well back then but it got to be too much. I was trying to wear 24/7 and wanting more and more diaper related things and I kinda left her outta the loop and was very selfish. So as the story goes we started going to church a LOT and with church came all these feelings of guilt over the diapers and POOF, the diapers went bye bye. With much tragedy in our lives and realizing that church wasn't for us I started thinking about diapers again. This time in moderation because after all I'm older and wiser, right? lol. But I think there is a change this time. I won't let it rule me and I already don't feel so drawn to it like I once did. I've pretty much only wanted to wear diapers now and not so much an AB aspect of it. Anywho....I'm long winded about such things. Just wanted to say HEY! And that I'll be a regular poster I'm sure. Nice to see so many intelligent sophisticated posters on this forum. Some folks with brains always make forums much more entertaining.

OMG! I'm from Cincinnati also. Well close enough, kinda like a suburb of cincy. I know this was posted forever ago but I thought I would reply to it anyway. Hiya!

Well here's a thought I didn't see mentioned on this whole thread. So most of us have that desire to be seen in our diapers in public or just by other folks. There are many avenues to do this that would seem perfectly legitimate depending on where you go. For instance....they have all over the country Fetish Balls, where folks go dressed up in all kinds of kinks. Now granted I realize this is a sexual function at its core but you could go just to mingle take in the sites and wear whatever diaper outfit that would suit you. The next place would be most Goth Clubs would not be too far out of reach, especially for girls dressing up. I've seen a number of girls dressed up like little girls in these clubs. I guess sissy guys might have a problem but the original poster was looking for places for females to go. Third would be The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Sounds odd enough and not sure if everyone has heard of it but it runs at local theaters all over the country and in most cities on saturday nights. Again I've seen all variety of strange outfits there and most people go there to show off their inner exhibitionist. You could go as far as go boating and wear nothing but diapers on the boat in the middle of the lake/ocean/river. Just a few thoughts. Since I believe the poster was looking for alternative things to do.