Khaymen

I'll say I try to keep a clean shave but am not diligent enough to keep it up

The only problem i had with these is that the tapes pulled loose from the diaper and I didn't even have them that tight.

I am of the opinion that the want and need of the object of a fetish or paraphillic attachment is a gray area. I tried to quit this years ago. I ended up making myself so miserable that I took a midnight run to a store, back when you could still get halfway decent products on your average drugstore shelf, just so I could get a few hours of untroubled sleep before work at 6am. That said I classify them as a strong desire to a need these days and rarely sleep unpadded.

I like the comfort of wearing and only occasionally use them.

I buy Abriform X-Plus from drugstore.com, and Assurance from Walmart.

I respectfully suggest that you weigh your options before you do anything. Lying may be the easiest way out but I am convinced that it is not the right choice. I’ve gone through both ignoring being found out, and talking with my mother about this issue, and there doesn’t seem to be much difference between the two. If your parents do not want to talk about it now they will most likely not want to discuss it later. Giving some story about why they were in your room is delusion. Unless your parents are idiots I doubt the will believe what you tell them, there are too many variables at play. The best advice may be to let sleeping dogs lie. They have hit upon something that they cannot comprehend, and most likely do not want to. They will most likely keep from bringing it up to you, and will let it lapse into the obscurity of distant memory in short order to protect their image of the little girl they know, rather that face the psychological stress of getting to know parts of your life that they don’t want to, and arguably have no right to given your age.