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I recall I once worked with a girl a long time ago (I was about 18-19 at the time, as I had just finished school). I wasn't "attracted" to her in the strictest sense of the world - ie I didn't see her and think "hot chick", but occasionally she would surprise me, and I would feel a raging urge to be "with" her. These moments usually passed. Initially, she was friends with another co-worker of mine, and she would come to visit this co-worker on occasion. The first time I saw her, I thought nothing of it. At the time, she worked at Target, which was a few shops away from where I worked. Employees at the time had the choice of wearing a red or white blouse. She normally wore the white blouse, which occasionally left little to the imagination. I do recall at one point she wandered in to visit this co-worker friend of mine, and the co-worker wasn't in the shop at the time, so I asked her to wait around for the co-worker to come back. At any rate, I was just being polite, and we got talking, and at some point in the conversation I quoted a line from Futurama (that has NOTHING to do with diapers or anything like that) about a robot that says to a lady "My two favourite things are commitment, and changing myself". I can't even recall what we were discussing that made me bring it up (again, it was NOTHING diaper related). At which point she looked really serious and said "what, you change yourself? As in a nappy?". I must have turned beet-red, because I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and I managed to stammer out "no, changing myself as per the womans expectations - isn't that a hobby of women? Finding bad boys that they can 'change' in some way?". Needless to say, I was rather aroused to even consider the fact that the girl standing before me (whom I did not find attractive in the least until that point) was talking about that kind of thing. She later came to work at my shop (she took her friends job when her friend moved overseas, as she hated working at Target). Of course, me being young and naieve at the time, I didn't press it further, but there could have been a slight chance that there was something there. I don't reckon there was, but nothing ventured, nothing gained, eh?

Molicare Plus, although I think I've just about reached it's limit. Probably just change into another, I'm not feeling imaginative tonight.

I use talcum powder, it helps to disguise the smell in your skin afterwards.

You mention it lets you save money because you wear longer. I'm curious, and hopefully you can help: When using a booster with the diaper, I assume you're using less diapers because the booster lets it hold more. However, does the cost of the booster make each diaper significantly more expensive? Obviously boosters are not free, I'm just interested to hear how you rate time spent in a diaper + booster before changing, as opposed to a diaper which is changed. If that makes sense? I'm keen to try it out. Do they add a noticible bulk, or is it minimal?

Haha, you're doing better than me - the time I finally got up the guts to go to my local shop and buy some, I spent ages working up the courage, then walking up the road (ten minutes never felt so long), then spent ages "browsing the store", before rushing over to the right section, hoping to see something quickly and grab it... only to find out that they only had pull-ups. Never been so dissapointed in my life! I ended up buying the largest Huggies avaliable, and I was so miffed that I even said to the cashier "oh yeah, these are for me", and laughed... Got home to find them too small (obviously), then turned to online suppliers and I've never looked back.

Mmm, that happened to me the other week. Just before I left the bar, I used the facilities, and then went to my bus stop to await my bus, which only took about ten minutes to arrive. Now, I have to take two buses to get home, so this part of the ride took about 40 minutes, bouncing along over the old road that leads to my half of Sydney (it really is quite rough in places, and those bendy buses don't really allow much in the way of shock absorbtion). I jumped off the bus at the right stop, and I was standing there waiting 10 minutes for the next bus, and thinking how badly I needed to pee. I was going to go behind a shrub, but I felt like everyone would be watching (although, there was nobody around, I guess it's the same feeling as when you're diapered in public, you just feel like people can see you...). I was also worried that, being a Thursday night, the bus I was supposed to get might be running a bit early, so I stuck it out. Grinding up the road towards my bus stop was rather unpleasent, I could feel the need to pee pushing down on me, but I just kept forcing myself to hold on. By the time I got off the bus, I only had another km to go until I got home, so I walked home very quickly. When I bowled in the door, I was nearly bursting at the seam (not as badly as you, but close to it), so I went down to my bathroom and grabbed out an Molicare Super and just went nuts. I think I flooded the thing first go, and I don't think I've peed that much since. Letting go of the floodgates was quite a relief! I guess what I'm trying to say is, +1 for beer!

I'd second the above comments re: the Molicares. I believe they are "Molicare Super: Medium", and they are my favourite night diapers. I'd recommend them strongly!

I've only dipped my toe in the thickness department compared to some of you folks! Once I woke up in a Molicare Super with a pair of Huggies stuffers, and as it wasn't too wet, went for a walk around the suburb before returning home for breakfast, and a shower. As I was out walking, I did wet quite heavily, and I was very self concious about how swollen it must be! The other time I went out in something more than a single diaper was when I went out in an Abena X-plus with a couple of Huggies as stuffers, and walked up to the local KFC to get some takeaway. I wasn't planning to wet, although I wanted to see if I could do it, so while waiting for my food, I let go. It swelled up more than I thought (I usually wear jeans which are not skinny or tight, but I imagine they are not bulky enough to conceal much...). I can't imagine wearing anything more bulky than that outside of the house! The best I've done at home is three diapers over the top of each other, but that is childs play (no pun intended) compared to some here....

I'm from Sydney too.

I've had one collapse under the sheer weight of it. Shouldn't have jumped in the pool... The tapes tore off and everything went everywhere

Yikes . I feel sorry for him with that photo on the internet...

I've seen "adults" with a paci in their mouth before. I say "adult" in those inverted doodads, not to take the p!ss out of anyone here who might enjoy a good paci, but because the people in question were legally adults, but behaved in no sense of the word - they were off their faces on drugs, and one of the side effects was that it made them grind their teeth, so they would buy a cheap baby paci and use that to stop them grinding after the rave or whatever was over. Perhaps that is what the other bloke was thinking, and he was shocked to think that you might have been into drugs? I must admit, before becoming involved in the wearing of diapers and finding out it is on the internet, this would be the only reason I would suspect someone to have a paci in their mouth. YMMV, of course, I'm sure "adults" who do this might also use a mouthguard, or something else to force their teeth apart...

Inside the box with an "M" on it is three more bags of Abena X-Plus that I've not bothered to unpack. The older bag of X-Plus are those I got from a supplier on eBay, they seem to have heaps of them as whenever I ordered from them, I got those ones delivered. It's cheaper to order from another medical supply store though, so I know order my X-plus that way.

I remember my first time was when I was still only a baby. It's one of my earliest memories, and I, to this day, believe it's what got me involved into all of this. I can remember waking up from an afternoon nap, and looking around my room. I remember I was in a cot at the time, and that I was diapered, but can't really remember much else. I remember waking up and needing to void my bowels, and so (being a child), I did so. I then remember looking around the room a bit more and lying there for a bit before finally starting to cry or scream or whatever to alert my parents. I honestly can't remember if I was a toddler at the time or not, but that memory always stuck with me, and I remember that as being a "perfect life" when nothing could ever go wrong. It was this memory, brought on at random when I was about 15 or 16 that got me thinking "I wonder what it would be like to be diapered again". I remember I was having a tough time at school, and in my personal life, and I think I wanted to go back to the feeling of safety and satisfaction. Still to this day, stress brings out the need to wear most of all. Funny thing is, first time I messed as an teenager/adult? No idea. It wasn't a significant moment, although I imagine I thought about that first memory at the time.

To be perfectly honest, I always doubt the validity of posts of this nature. Sure, coming from Australia, we probably don't have the same diverse mix of people that other, more populated countries have. Personally, I think some people get off from sitting at home on their computer in a diaper, and unloading while trying to play their fantasy out as reality on forums. I have not had a massive experience outside of the house in diapers, a couple of walks around the block wet and buying baby powder while wet are the best I can do - but I'm honest about it. I wish people could just share realy, honest stories and not try to pass off their wild fantasy as "their outrageous diaper story". I think the community would be better off if the fantasies were either labelled as such, or were kept to the fantasy section of the site. But of course, then I would be denying Johnnynoname a chance to abuse the annonyminity (sp?) of the internet for a boner. Sorry for the rant, I read daily, or every second day or so, and enjoy reading what most of you write, but some people like to make these outlandish claims, and it just detracts from the site. I'll hush up now - stressful day at work, so I'll probably spend the evening relaxing and unloading into a diaper, to unload the stress and get on with it. I won't regale you with my tale of going out on the town in six diapers filled with a month of backed up... well, you know.

I have a memory of wetting my bed when younger, and thinking that it wasn't normal (turns out it was for my age). Knowing my cousin was having bed wetting issues much worse than mine, and he was still in "night nappies", I remember asking my mother hestitantly if I would be made to go back to "night nappies". Of course, I was secretly hoping she would say yes, but instead she told me not to be silly that I didn't have a problem and was quite normal. I feigned pleasure at this answer, but I was secretly disapointed inside...

I've been into the diaper play thing for nearly a decade now, and have suffered no adverse effects whatsoever. 99% of the time, I am still a completely normal adult who uses the bathroom just like anyone else. I've gone to sleep diapered and woken up in the middle of the night to wet, but have never had any involuntary actions while sleeping or awake, diapered or not. Unless you go to great lengths to "un train" yourself, I can't imagine you would be any different from most of us here, who can switch diaper play on or off. Some people wear 24/7 due to an existing medical need, and others wear 24/7 and are at various stages of untraining, but, aside from medical reasons, that is all by choice. Don't be afraid, you're a completely normal rational person, you won't un toilet train yourself overnight! Heck, a lot of posts on forums like these are people concerned with trying to wet or mess their diaper and being unable to - certainly the first few times I had to sit on the toilet to be able to use my diaper. I still have a little stage fright when in public, or when walking or doing something other than standing still and focusing on the need to pee - it just doesn't happen right away.

I stick to a single Huggies as a stuffer, and inside an Abena X-plus, it does become a little noticeable when wet and under clothes, as you get a bit of bulk in the front.

I've done this before - I wore a pair of Abena X-plus diapers together, with the inner one slit as is standard practice. After a day wet, I was cooking so, figuring that I would change anyway, I threw myself into the pool to cool off. All was well until I got out of the pool and stood there toweling off, when the outer diaper fell off (the tapes failed under the pressure) and fell off - not a major issue... until the second one fell apart through the tear, and I ended up with absorbent mess everywhere! I only ended up wearing the plastic shell! I quickly ran inside, showered and changed into a dry diaper and cleaned the mess up - not fun!

Having never tried the Bambinos being in Australia, I can't help but recommend the Abena X-Plus, these are outstanding!

Although it is a "mini-series", each episode watches like a movie in its own right, and it is a fantastic series to watch, without the diaper reference. In one of the early episodes, the soldiers mention that they never get the supplies they need, including "adult diapers". In a later episode the soldiers reveal that they often have to take a dump in the most inopportune places, sometimes without leaving the humm-vees. Thought it was interesting.

Further to my last post, I decided to go for a walk this evening up to the local KFC to get some dinner. As I am still new to this "wearing in public" deal, I wore an Abena X-plus with a Huggies stuffer inside to really give me peace of mind. I put my jeans on over the top, and aside from looking a little big in the front (although, funnily enough, I was more worried about people noticing and thinking I was walking around with a hard-on or something other than my diaper, haha). As this was not my first time out in public, it wasn't so bad walking up the street to the KFC, but it did feel a little odd walking in past people eating dinner, and I realised that last time, the people I interacted with (at the pharmacy) were used to people with medical problems, and wouldn't bat an eye at someone wearing a diaper under the clothes. This time was different. Still, ordered my food without fuss, and wet while waiting for my order. I wasn't intending to, but it just happened. Felt strange taking a whizz while collecting my burger! I then walked home to eat dinner!

Just lying in bed with a fully loaded Molicare and considering getting out of my warm bed for a change... But I'm so warm!

I only went out in public for the first time the other week. I had ordered some diapers to be delivered and so I showed up at the door to sign for the diapers in my diaper (which at that time was still dry), under my tracksuit pants. After signing for the package and the driver left, I realized I needed some more diaper powder, so I put on some jeans and a shirt, and I thought "stuff it", and went out. As I got to the bottom of my driveway, I thought it wouldn't be worth doing unless I did it wet, so I flooded and then walked the ten minutes up the road to the pharmacy to pick up some powder. It felt odd standing there making small talk with the lady behind the counter while thinking that I was in a wet diaper. I paid for my powder and walked out, talking the alternate route home alongside the main road, which felt really odd. It felt like all the passing cars were slowing down as if they had noticed something. Of course, it was all in my head, as I'd not sprung a leak or shown any sign of my diaper. When I returned home, perhaps spurned on by my recent success, I went around to the back door, and as soon as I was behind the side gate, I paused to remove my pants and shirt, and let myself in the back door in just my diaper. Later that day, I went out into the backyard with nothing but a diaper on and sat with my legs in the pool for a while, before returning inside after things got a little "full". I will be going out in public again in the future.

Thanks again guys, have found a couple of reliable sellers that ship to my area at reasonable prices.