I guess i would say the biggest fear of mine is "what if someone finds out?" I mean sometimes if feels like the outside world looks down on us. I mean right now the only people who know are people on this page. Just from looking at the rest of the world you can see what i mean. Up till this point i have always tried to say no, there is nothing different about me. But know i accept it. It doesn't bother me that i am different. imagine if all your fiends knew. That is why i tell people on this website. We are all in the same boat.