LilEllsABDL

Really like this design. None of mine have been successful (in the comfortable to wear, criteria) yet, i think it’s because i’ve been trying a straight cath that i bend with the heat gun. Plus i need more tools in general. I guess i need to buy some secondary tubing to pull this off properly. I just want a comfy stent. After i installed my first one and felt a gush come out without being able to stop it, i knew this was something i’d have to pursue further. I wish these were just for sale around the web and not so difficult to make well!

Glad i didn’t sit through it, don’t need that shit rn, dysphoria hitting hard and my diapers full soo… no thanks. too negative

Well i guess i’m on the right track hehe, this is my way forward. Diapers everyday to keep the wet clothes away!! hehe thanks for the warm welcome(:

I am on a diuretic. that's what's given me the OAB

hey you can dm me if you need to chat. can always lend an ear

Well here's to that progress and our future in diapers!! Cheers!!

Oh i know i could take something else, but i'm leaning into it finally. Won't need constant potty breaks! Thanks for the bedwetting advice. Sometimes i struggle to start when i get woken up at night. depends on my position. Some nights i've just let go while being on my side and not knowing... Woke up with very wet sheets that night lol. Hopefully things progress quickly cause i want it asap lol. I'm assuming you mean bottom surgery? It's a shame ya didn't give in then but it's never to late right?

Yeah, stuff makes ma pee run like a river somedays lol. If it keeps happening then i'll take it as a little win bc at least urinary incon is a huge goal for me, mostly so i can stop being interrupted to need to wet my diaper. I just want to empty into my protection and stop having all this bladder pain when i can't get myself to start going or waking up in my sleep aaaa. That's good advice. I wanna be urinary incon, so i'll just take the win and consider it the beginning of my bladders downfall hehe. Can't wait for it to get worse!

So today i've been drinking a fair bit of tea, caffeinated, and drinking a lot of water. I am on a medication that makes me pee more, for my hormones, so i've had an annoying OAB for the last 2 years, lotta interrupted sleep, some nights being over 4 times woken up to go with the NEED to go right away or else. I've been getting more and more used to diapers over the last two years (although i wore for a few years on and off before that too) and i've recently decided on going 24/7, almost 2 weeks ago now. Anyways onto the Q, i've had moments today where i'm peeing or finished and at least not feeling urine flowing anymore, a few minutes later If i cough more urine spurts out, just a smidge. A lot of todays wettings have started with ease as well, not sure if it's just the extra hydration today or what. Is this incontinence? Anyone got some info?

I couldn't resist Abu for black friday and then today i got some new rearz onsies. 35% is hard to pass up... I have too much stock now but i am going 24/7, sooo never enough diapers in my brain lolol

i could see this becoming muscle memory or even just weakening the muscles from being overused so frequently. that’d be the only way this would workout in the long term if you ask me. not a doctor but, i do know some stuffs and things 👉🏻👈🏻

I hope so too. I could see it being bothersome, i might have to play around with a different design type or even something that just lets the tip in, maybe i could figure out how to shove a bead into the top to keep it in place like that. we’ll see. once all the materials arrive next week i’ll get to working on a couple (one after i put the first one in bc the excitement will be far too great to have it in) and see how they feel. i might not mind the little agitation compared to the feeling of having a full bladder that i sometimes struggle with letting go of, which just leads to pain in ways i never thought i’d feel. So here’s to hoping!! Gonna do some of my own creative flare to help secure things and make me feel less worried about losing it inside me. I’ll post an update on it after i finish the first and wear it for a bit (if it works!) Thanks for all the information you’ve provided over the years, i’ve read through what i can given that a lot of the old stuff was lost for whatever site reasons. Especially photos of your designs. BUT, i am confident in what i’m gonna do, i have a visual in my head, here’s to hoping i can experience what i want by this time next week!!(:

Lol yeah i found some on a backpack that i forgot i even had, i have adhd so object permanence is a huge problem for me, so that's definitely why i forgot i had them lol. I remember stashing them away because they were a sample of something that didn't fit me, but would fit my fiance if and when i punish her with diapers hehe

1. Severe / Total incontinence 2. Nonstop Leaky faucet 3. No awareness of having to pee. Total amnesia 4. Heavy wetting, frequent pee dreams 5. Permanent 6. Mild/ occasional bowel incontinence 7. Yes Pls install, i hate feeling the urge to go and then the pain... i just wanna release in my dip ALL the time when any urine touches my bladder... plsss