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This just needs a bump.

I use any bottle but I have the Nuk 2 fast flow nipples on them and I like them a lot. I also have the Avent with the fast flow nipple (4) which is really good. I think the nipples that come with a bottle are too small for an adult size mouth, but thats just my opinion. Just try some out, see what you like and enjoy.

I must have angered God or at the very least a minor diety. Luckily it helped with finding my current job that I love.

I get this feeling that a lot of people won't like or be happy with what you wrote. For the recored, I agree with most everthing you have here. I struggle with diapers often when I think of returning to my faith. Is it right or wrong? I' don't know. I am glad you found an answer for yourself and believe that through prayer you can deal better with this compulsion. In my life I wonder if it's ok if I leave out the sexual aspect which isn't always possible. If I wear for comfort or to relax is that ok? Thanks for your post, it has helped me think about my feelings a little more.

Hey Brian, I worked in Barre from January thru July. Its about an hour from me, I'm in Granby. Have you heard of it?

Just wondering if anyone in Wmass is up for hanging out sometime.

I saw this today and thought it was great. I'm a Leo so it's actually a fitting horoscope, Check it out. http://www.theonion.com/content/horoscope/mar-11-2008

Bump

I'm about 15 minutes from Springfield and I'm interested in the New Years Party. I think it would be great to meet some other Ab/Dls around here. Keep us updated, Thanks Ken

I'm near springfield.

I don't know about anyone else here but I feel lonely. I really feel like I have found peace with myself as an AB but I know the world can't deal with this. I guess I would like to tell my friends and family about this part of me but I am afraid of their reaction and what they may do to get away from me. I don't want my friends and family to ridicule me or treat me differently because I like to wear diapers but I know if I came out of the diaper closet that would happen. I am happy the online people are here but wish there was a real life community of Ab/DLs in my area. I just feel isolated and need to get out with other people but don't know how to. I feel lost in the world like I don't belong anywhere. I know you are all busy with your lives but I would appreciate any advice on what I can do to feel better. Thanks, Ken

I thought this was funny. I'm a Leo btw.

Hey Mr.Otter, That really does stink. I was in a similiar isituation, My wife of 10 years left me for another family member. I was a mess for a long time. I couldn't do my job, I couldn't eat or sleep and was having panic attacks. For a few months I drank a lot and did a lot of drugs just to get away from myself. I would start fights at bars hoping that someone would beat me up. I ended up finding a therapist because my wife talked me into it, I thought this would get us back together, it didn't. I went to therapy weekly for 2 years and just took things slow. Everyday was a struggle but with time and learning about myself things are better. I guess I wrote this so you realize you're not alone. Don't look for a quick fix because that won't work. Time is the only thing that will help you to move on and feel better about yourself and where you are in life. I do believe that everthing happens for a reason even though I'm sure that reason isn't clear to you at this time. Good Luck and if you ever want to talk or vent just email me. Ken

Is it wrong that this sounds like a fun night to me?

I saw a woman today at my local walmart. She looked like she was in her mid 40s. Shewalked with a cane so I think there was a physical need. I still couldn't take my eyes off though, it's the first time I ever spotted anyone.

I think what Tadpole had to say was a really good explanation of why some might want to be incontinent, self acceptance. To take it further it may also be the desire to be accepted by others. Who would imagine a friend not being by our side if we have a medical problem but if the friend thinks you are a pervert or sick he may not want to have anything to do with you. Maybe people think others accept what can't be helped and reject out of the norm choices. So self acceptance and the acceptance of others may, in people's minds, be easier to get if we are helpless about a situation. Just my 2cents. Ken

Damn Yankees

My friend's band just released their new CD on July 11. The disc is "The Fall of Ideals" by All That Remains. I consider it metal some say metalcore, all I know is the songs are well written and the music is amazing, check em out.

Check out The Boondock Saints for action and Run Ronnie Run for comedy

About You Whats your 'real life' alias (name most people call you? Ken or Kenny What country are you in at the moment? US Are you Straight/bi/Gay? Straight How old are you going to be on your next birthday? 34 Are you a morning person? I hate mornings Do you drink or take any drugs? I drink and every now and then a little coke Do you live at home? Yeah, I live at my home AB and DL stuff Do you consider your self an AB or a DL? Both, more towards the dl side but sometimes I need to let the baby out How old were you when you stopped sleeping with a teddy as a child? about 6 What was the earliest age you can remember that got you intrested in diapers? 6 or 7 Does your partner know about 'this' part of you? No partner at the moment Does your family know about 'this' part of you? Ex wife knows What If If you could choose not be a AB/DL/Sissy/Mommy/Daddy would you choose not to be? Not sure If there was something you could fix in the world what would it be? Don't know If the world was going to end in 5 minuits what would you do? Hug my kids If you could choose any age to be, what would it be and why? I like my age now, I've learned more about life in the last five years and wouldn't want to give that up. Random Questions Whats your favourite song at the moment? "Fall Back Down" by Rancid Do you drive? Too much Are you in education of some sort? Full time student If you have a job, what is it, if you dont have a job, what do you do? I work in admitting at a hospital My question: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be? For me its Egypt

Question: What do you do when a philosopher knocks on your door? Answer: Pay him for the pizza.

"This Calling"- All That Remains

The last few years I found myself to be on a rollercoaster. Everything is great for a while then it changes and I get so down. There are times I just want to disappear. I also always feel the need to be "happy-go-lucky" around my friends, acting like everything is good and making everyone else laugh. I know I should go back to my therapist but I can't seem to make the call. I've been thinking lately that this (AB/DL) has a lot to do with it. I hide this from everyone in my life and feel like I can't be me, like I'm living a lie. Isolation, shame, fear, I feel these things and I wonder how prevalent they are among us?

I have 2 daughter and coudn't wait for them to be potty trained. I think it would be wrong to not do so.