CuteFantasy

welll i dont need them physically by im certainly helpless to my psychological need for them. i will literally go in my regular underwear on purpose because of it

yea thats kind of what i went through but i still think i always wanted the diapers since the beginning, i vaguely remember not wanting to grow out of pullups.

yupp the color pink goes so good with messing. my pink/purple diapers are princess pink and little bella both from rearz, little fantasies from littleforbig, unicorns from tykables, and bunnyhopps from ABU.

it does make me self concsious because i like to smell good and all so its important to put the diaper on right without too many openings. it does make me happy to do it though. wearing a diaper has a purpose so you might as well use it, as long as you dont offend your environment. and even still, some people smell far worse than a heavily surpressed odor through a diaper. im just a firm believer that the purpose of a diaper is not having to hold it anymore

yeah i get into position a little bit but my favorite way to feel it fill up is to only use what force my body naturally does

ive heard of people holding for days and days just to get the biggest load they can get. just try to eat different combinations of different things until you figure it out probably

i never mess my diaper without sitting in it, it feels too good to me not to do. i make sure i get as much sensual enjoyment as i can without irritating my skin, ive kinda figured out how long i can be in it until the amount of vaseline i use starts to wear off, my skins still stays healthy with my routine

nice!!! messing is the best. i woudl definitely tell your partner that youre doing it here and there. i think i get on my knees most of the time, but lately ive just been bending down just a little bit, and sometimes when im laying on my belly and have to go ill just push it out laying like that.

honestly no, ive worn around people my fair share for someone who wasnt always 24/7, and even people that know i wear them dont really comment.

i think ive posted this in here before but it was 2016 and i was 21, i lived at my parents house still, so i got pullups from the grocery store and had very juvenile diaper time in them. in 2021, i was 26, and finally had a place all to myself, so i ordered my first pack of ABDL diapers from tykables. they changed my life.

if you mean how i store them, i keep each pack they come in because at least it holds them organized, and i bought these big bags in my closet to keep all the packs of diapers in. back when i only got myself cheap pullups from the store 1 pack at a time, i would just put them in some backpack i had or something, hidden.

im happy i found this thread because i literally just posted about how im getting into 24/7 for real now. it feels good but its hard to predict how it will go. there so many parts of my life that ive yet to go into diapered. at the very least i still have pullups but i barely trust those so i dont know

crinklz are pretty good diapers. ive gone through a decent amount and i still have some left and im buying more. however i can heavily vouch for the northshore megamax. that diaper is no joke. as long as you tape it on good, its like a bottomless pit and it doesnt leak.

yeah my diaper was showing last night when i was doing laundry. the laundry building for my apartment complex has a camera so i was all giddy about whether or not it was noticeable in there, but i know that when i was carrying all my laundry in 3 trips up and down the stairs to my place, my sweatpants started to sag and my diaper was definitely showing. no idea if anyone saw

milestone post, my relationship with diapers has always been a matter of growing as a person and getting to know myself. my timeline with it is something to be mapped out in another thread, another time. my point is, a few days ago, i had to go to the bathroom, and i purposely went in my regular underwear, #1 and #2. so, i cleaned up and got into a diaper because i could clearly see the mood for them was there. and they just wouldnt stop feeling so good, like always. im always growing though, and having figured myself out in the world of kink, knowing what my life is like, and just understanding good and bad very well, i just couldnt see a reason to ever stop wearing diapers again. i think it had been about a month since i had worn diapers, and before that, maybe 2-3 months, and before that, i think a long time. i havent been active the past year so maybe it just feels good to be back into them, and maybe ill get tired of the feeling soon like i typically would. but the past 2 years have been pretty impactful and ive done a lot of growing and when i put on a diaper a few days ago, its just like a switch was flipped. i would typically wear a diaper at home, with just a t shirt, socks and a blanky, maybe sometimes a pair of sweatpants over the diaper, but i always take it off as the diaper fills up anyway. but now, i am fully wearing my diapers under my casual clothes, regardless of now discreet the outfit might be. i am better at not leaking and changing at the proper time, for the sake of sustainability. i dont feel tense in public anymore. ive gone to parks, stores, made natural chat with strangers, all in a state of relaxation, maybe even bliss, simply just being me. and last night when i was at the dock, i reconnected with some high school friends that i hadnt seen in a while and had no nerves flare up whatsoever, almost like i was being tested by the universe. none of this stuff was possible before, wearing a diaper in public had me so tensed up and irritable all the time and so i barely did it. diapers made me so reclusive. now it just feels like my cozy way of living. ive shut out the worries if people find out, because frankly i like who i am and think im cool either way. i think diapers make me cooler honestly. it sounds a lot like i just made a huge leap in loving who i am, and wearing diapers aallllll the time is what got me there. i still have to work on my productivity at home, but i was already bad at that anyway so it doesnt matter. a lot of it has come down to not caring what people think about me if they found out. worst case scenario is if family finds out, or friends that i havent told. the friends i have that i havent told arent judgemental, i just think that they dont need to know, have nothing to do with it, and i guess i just have friends that i wouldnt necessarily go to for diaper support even though they are good friends. as for my family, i seem to be a little worried about judgement or attitude towards it. they are good people, but we have our struggles as a family, and considering they have nothing to do with it, i guess i just dont care too much for the idea of them knowing. if they somehow found out and i had to help them understand, i know what id tell them. but i also know i have a right to privacy and nothing could make me stop loving myself so its not a worry. almost a year ago exactly, i had a few days of a diaper phase where it began with a surge of wanting to go 24/7 and wearing pullups to kind of blend into it. i was sure of myself, but it was all to an overwhelming extent. i told more friends i wore, and really did think about how life would change. but it didnt end up happening. certain factors just lead me away from it and i went back to normal underwear most of the time. these past few days arent the same though. ive actually formed a new plan to begin staying stocked on diapers since ive been kind of burning through my huge stash i made a few years ago, i actually sense that i really dont need my underwear that much anymore, and my diaper side is being combined with parts of my life that it wasnt previously. maybe i just had to get old enough or something. the absolute last worry i have is losing control of holding it. i want to be able to turn it on and off, and im just not sure it will work like that. should it ever come down to not wearing diapers for whatever reason, i dont want any trouble. bottom line, i never knew if i could or not, but I wear diapers 24/7 now. im proud of myself, and im posting this in case anyone else has that battle on the inside. 24/7 might come one day, just never force it. go with the flow of your life and be yourself ❤️ ill be more active in these forums moving forward, see yall around

little for big little dreamers <3

no, this is a part of me and it will always catch up to me if i try to run away from it. i enjoy it too much anyway so its a good thing ❤️

ive only doubled up once, i put a crinklz on and put some cuts in it so it could leak into the second diaper, which was little for big nursery blue. it was pretty nice, just a huge, thick, heavy diaper. i couldnt tell when it began leaking into the outer diaper, it was just one big gradual fill up. there's pics of it on my blog

if you fluff the whole thing enough, there actually isnt any room for that, thats the best part is that it gets really stuffy and poofy all throughout and stays where it is

yesterday afternoon, and it was an absolutely huge load, i did not want to change ??

long enough to squish around and enjoy myself for a bit

this has been such a game changer for me lately, i had no idea! my process of diapering up already involved some molding of the diaper to fit between my legs perfectly, but i would see some photos on tumblr of really puffy diapers, some of which i already owned and it made me wonder. and i remembered when i tried cloth diapers i would have to fluff them up and i realized i can literally do the same thing with disposables. and the difference is huge, the diaper feels amazing right from the start, and i think it helps with the absorbing too. this is definitely something that has made just about every diaper ive worn feel amazing, from when its completely dry all the way up until its loaded to the max. i basically just grab the inside and outside of the diaper in kind of a handful way, and pull apart just enough not to damage or tear it but to get all the stuff inside broke apart and fluffy. im never going to wear a diaper again that isnt fluffed ❤️