I love ? this!
Growing up, I had feelings of wanting to wear girl clothes and diapers, but in my family, like a lot of families this was taboo. So in order to suppress these feelings, I chose to go to the other extreme and do things that were dangerous and "manly". From football in school to Special Forces in the military to logging to cowboying! I did everything to prove my toughness and grit. But those feelings were always there. I did my best to keep them stuffed but they never left.
I admire and commend those that had the courage to do what they did and lived their lives as their hearts directed them. You are truly the courageous ones, not us.
God bless all of you and keep living your beautiful lives. I envy and adore you all!