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IslandDaddy
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I don't want to live on this planet anymore.
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Woo. WAY too much pepper on dinner last night. ?
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Sometimes the worst thing that can happen is when you overdo it with spices. Spices are awesome when you're trying to make food, and you have to find the right amount to use. Because I have problems with acid reflux, I try not to put too much spice in anything that I eat. Also, I tried to avoid eating food that would be overly spicy common because if it's too hot, it might set off my acid reflux. I also like certain foods, that might cause problems with my acid reflux, so sometimes I'll just say screw it and eat them anyway, but then I may have to pay for the privilege of doing that because I might be in the bathroom for a few minutes afterwards, or I might end up having a dirty diaper to change.
My brother likes cayenne pepper, and I dare say he probably uses it like I use salt. It has its particular uses, and I don't mind it, but I don't think I'd want to be overly inundated by it, because it causes issues with my acid reflux. It can be used to help you clean out your sinuses also, but I'd rather not do that unless I absolutely have to because that stuff can be hot and it can burn like crazy .
daddy: I hope you're having an awesome day! Right now I can't even see in front of my face because my left eye is just pouring out water like crazy. I can barely see the screen that I'm looking at, and I can barely see the monitor: I wish sometimes I didn't have to deal with allergies this bad, do you one thing if I couldn't see out of my left eye and my right eye, but it's just my left eye, just because of that, I have to double up on my loratadine, even though the doctor said that's not a very good idea. I want this to stop so I can at least see and then I can blow my nose and function. Right now it's impossible to do anything when I can't see.
I hope you're doing well this morning: at least overusing pepper isn't too bad, but it can cause problems with your stomach, your acid, and of course pepper can cause issues throughout your digestive system. I love pepper on eggs and other things, but I try to stay away from salt as much as possible. There's also things that I love salt on, so I have to be extra careful with that.
Love
Brian, son of island daddy (if you remember In Star trek the next generation, every time worth would talk about his family karma he would say I am Wharf, son of mog calling so I modify that to say: Brian, son of Ireland daddy he he he.)
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Good evening daddy!
Just figured I'd let you know that Sarah told me to tell you that she went to bed at 9:00 o'clock last night. Hope you are doing OK, and that you are feeling a lot better! Spent most of today working, and then I got home at like 630, after going after some food when I got home from work. Thought of you peachy Rachel Sarah and others most of today. Been working on making sure I have all of my technological equipment so that I can function on my surface at any one point. Apparently I lost one of my mouse receivers, as well as the USB C to A adapter that I used for almost two months. Dropped it and ended up having it disappear, so I had to order a few backups just so I wouldn't have any more issues. Now I'm home for the weekend, had a pretty good day, we'll be talking to my case manager this week about possibly getting some time in the pool, hopefully that won't be too hard to do. With COVID-19 protocols still in effect in some places, swimming will be something that is hard to do, but I need to be able to strengthen my legs, because they feel weak, and I need my legs to be stronger in order to mount the stander, or my legs will give out and my knees will hurt for weeks.
****** sends you plenty of hugs and kisses, as well as Sarah, Rachel, peachy, orangutan Amy and others, including Big Brother GB! Hope everyone is doing well love you all************
Brian, son of island daddy
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Yes I'm in a much better mood today, thank you. And thanks for passing Sara's message, too.
Yesterday ended up a complete write off in the end. Saw someone that I don't get along with at all and have a vendetta. But that's not for here. I chose to not log on for fear of my mood and saying something I would regret. It's not a common thing. Only on the chance that person and his partner does this situation arise. Anyway.
I hope you had a good day. Mine has improved even tho I didn't get to talk to Peachi today. I miss her and all my other special littles. I truly am blessed to have the privilege to be you and your sisters in my life and care. I can honestly say my life has changed and been very bright and hopeful.
Thank you all my sweets. You all mean a lot to me.
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Daddy: I also feel good today: and I haven't been able to talk to peachy today, and like you, I miss her a lot as well.Hopefully, we'll be able to talk to her tomorrow, I know that the day goes by faster some days, but this day for some reason it was kind of warm, but a day goes by slow for some reason. At the start of today figured that the day would be extremely slow because I only had like 15 customers and the first two hours, and most of those were new customers and only three people bought something during that entire period from about 9:30 till about 11 . Once 11:00 o'clock hit then it started picking up a little bit, and by one it was pretty pretty busy . Thought of all of you today, was checking the boards when I had some time free, because it was pretty darn boring down there when there's nothing going on for hours on end, but for most of the time it was pretty cool. Spent some time on the phone with my case manager in the last couple of days myself, trying to figure out how I'm going to be able to get back into the pool so I can strengthen my legs, my legs feel kinda tired, weak, and my legs hurt. I don't like either one of those scenarios, but I have to find a way to be able to take care of that. I think I need some peachy magic: maybe that will make me feel better: I ordered a new game from my switch today, Donkey Kong country tropical freeze : and I also got a couple of online membership codes for the switch as well . Maybe sometime in the near future I will get another copy of Animal Crossing so I will be able to have two islands : who knows. I may even get a copy of Splatoon 3, but right now I have enough to play with at this point. Always have like Donkey Kong, and I guess that's because I always used to play it on the Nintendo, but my brothers used to always help me all the time, so I didn't really get a chance to hold the controller too long. My dad used to kick everyone out of the house for a couple hours and let me play Nintendo by myself before so that was pretty cool.
glad to hear you're feeling better: when I got done talking to my case manager the other day kind of felt better, I hope everything goes according to plan and I will be able to get what I'm looking for. I really want to be able to get back in the water and move around. Sometimes I miss the old days when I could see anybody I wanted, or to be able to do what's fun. Apparently my brother James is ill, and my stepmom is in New Hampshire tending to her granddaughters needs. Word is my brother has COVID-19, so I hope he's OK.
Hopefully I have a good week next week: not sure what will happen but hopefully we'll be able to have a better week than last week
Brian, son of island daddy
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Maling coffee while waiting for my little wife and gurls to wake up.
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Daddy funny! Big Brother sees little sister peachy peeking around corner! He smiles at you and says good morning sleepyhead! Would you like to do something fun this morning? What would you like to do? Would you like to take a horsey ride or would you like to play games in the castle or outside the castleZ?
Big Brother gives you big hugs and kisses, and prepares your Peach tea: you end up drinking it very slowly because it is hot, and we don't wanna burn you! ******HUGS&KISSES*****
me love daddy and baby peachy and big sister Rachel as well he he????
Big Brother Bribri ❤️????
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I spent my Labour Day the same as my birthday. Driving around for someone else. Was nice day weather wise. But I spent a lot of time in the car yesterday and not one KM of it for me.
❤️ Daddy
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Good evening daddy:
I hope you are doing well! I spent Labor Day with my family yesterday, and took today and just rested at home. This year, we are able to partake in our family reunion. For the last three years, we've had to cancel it, so this is the first year since the beginning of the pandemic that we were able to get together. Several of our family members were not there, but at least we were able to get together with those that were there, and we weren't required to wear masks, but I still had one with me should the need arise.
I was pleasantly surprised that there was no drama or problem the entire day. I just had a bad taste in my mouth after my 50th birthday dinner, and it wasn't the best to be sure! I felt like somebody had punched me in the head punching in the stomach and just stomp me into the ground. Yesterday, it wasn't as bad as I thought, and I didn't think it would be that bad, if people worked together and made sure that I had what I needed while I was there. My brother Michael and my stepdad Gary made sure that I had exactly what I needed, because I had my chair with me at all times. I was all dressed in black, black pants black shirt black diaper black trifacta, and no one was any of the wiser, and I had a diaper on all day. I was pretty lucky, because all I had to do was pittle all day. I didn't have to have a BM until I had to come home, and that happened this morning, so at least that was something that was good.
Everybody got along, we all had fun, and we're able to talk 2 several people karma as most people were on separate tables, so we went table to table talking to individuals. I saw my mom's cousin Ernie, who is my dad's former boss, because he worked at his garage, so that was pretty good, and I talked to my mom for a few moments and I basically stayed out of her way, because I didn't know what my mom was gonna do, what my mom was gonna say, and I didn't wanna start anything. I heard that my aunt and my uncle got very sick because of the COVID shots, and that my uncle got the shingles on his face, and there was an adverse reaction for both of them on COVID shot #4. I will make sure before I take COVID shot 4 that I will be OK, because I don't wanna take the shot again if it could cause that, because it didn't cause that for anybody else, but the doctor will take care of that.
I felt better because of the way it was taken care of yesterday: if we work together, and we did, it made my day a lot easier, I didn't have to worry about any stress, I didn't have to worry about explaining myself to my parents, I didn't have to explain anything, and I didn't have to feel like I was being punished. I'm 50 years old, and I'm getting sick and tired of being treated like I was 12, and that's the way I felt when I went to my birthday dinner back in may. Now I feel a little bit better, I just hope that my parents remember that it isn't my fault that I'm in a chair, it isn't my fault that I have gone downhill, and I'm trying to live the best life I can. I can no longer just hang on the notion that I've done something wrong, because I haven't, I've done everything that I can do, and there's nothing wrong with what I have done or the way I have done things. I help people all the time, and I make sure that people are taken care of, and I even go out of my way sometimes to make sure that they are happy. Those are good qualities of me, and they make it and they make me feel like I am a positive influence and a positive role model for a lot of different people. My mother can live in her own world, but I am not a bad guy, I just have been having some difficulties, I'm getting older, I hurt like you do sometimes, and it doesn't make me feel any better when I have to tell somebody that I hurt, because who the heck cares?I know as a family, we care for each other and we take care of each other, so that's a good thing, I just think that sometimes with all the worldly things that happen in our lives we forget the most important things we forget that we're a family we forget that we need to take care of one another we need to remember that sometimes words hurt and they can cause trouble and there can be misunderstandings and overreactions, but what my mom did back in may was something that was totally alien to anything I've ever never dealt with , and I just can't understand why my parents would be that nervous : I'm not going anywhere, and I'm sure as hell not gonna die . I've lost too many of my family members not to be nervous about that, and I'm not gonna give up yet : that's just not my style daddy never will never has been
by the end of this message, I will have sent two messages via status to two family members, and I will make sure that I send one to Rachel as well. I hope that you were able to enjoy something of a halfway decent Labor Day weekend, and that your pain was low, if you had any at all. Sometimes pain can be quite excruciating and quite debilitating, but I hope that you are able to enjoy some part of this weekend and be able to do whatever it is that you want to do.
I have yet to contact my father since he moved into the assisted living facility with his wife. Once I'm able to talk to him, I'm sure that we will be able to set up a time where I'll be able to go up to see them both. The advantage to being able to go up to this facility is that it's on the bus route, and it's quite easy to get in and out of there. I used to be able to go to my dad's are pretty close to dads on the bus, but the bus would have to come over a mile and a half out of its root range in order to get me off the hill period now that my dad lives in Berlin Vermont, it's not that hard to get to him or his wife, and the good thing is I can roll in there with a wheelchair and it's no big deal. Someday, dad will call me and ask me to go up, and I'll make sure that I do. I can't wait to see him again.
Yesterday, I had almost every conceivable thing that I could ever imagine as far as food calling several different types of salads four different types of beans 3 bean salad, sandwiches, fruit, cookies, ice cream you name it whole bunch of stuff they'd probably put 25 pounds on me. I've started to use things that have zero sugar when I'm drinking liquid, and most of what I'm drinking is either crystal light or water enhancer. I want to see if this can help me to be able to lose some weight, and I know that I must have eaten my fill of fruit for the next three months as well as any type of vegetables, because we had them there. I ate as much as I could, because I didn't get too much chance to do that this year, because no one brings me any home cooked food anymore: mom says that it makes me too fat and she's afraid that I will turn into some blimp if she brings me any food, which I know is ridiculous! My mom is a damn good cook, and most of the time they are gone anyway on their Harley-Davidson and it wouldn't surprise me if they went to Canada couple times as well as to be able to go to Florida and a lot of different states on the eastern seaboard. My parents like to ride the motorcycle as much as they can in the spring in the fall and in the summer as well. You might as well call my mom and my stepdad the Harley guys because they're never home in the summer, they usually come home after a long ride, and they take pictures and let us know where they are cause they post on Facebook. Sometimes my parents going to different restaurants make me hungry because the food they eat looks incredibly yummy!
I love you daddy, and I hope you had a wonderful holiday! Now I'll write to Rachel and see how she is doing ********HUGS*******
Brian
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Today, I'm 53. And up at 4.30 to drive someone in for an operation. What a great way to start.
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I'm feeling so giddy today. Such a great mood now.
Tomorrow is my birthday, and I don't think that can top how I feel today.
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Yes and later on of course I have to do some laundry
Sunday will be the first family reunion that I have actually attended in the last three to four years. The last three of course were COVID-19 so nobody did that because we have people that are in their high 90s, and that is it concerned I've everyone, including my mom, who was in charge of planning the reunion. So for the last two years we haven't done anything, and I believe that we will finally be able to get together, which is pretty cool, except for one thing:
this year will also be the first year in the reunion that I am going in my wheelchair. I've been having trouble with my legs and general pain comma and it is a pain in the **** period I'm more mobile in the chair anyway, but I feel as if my mom and my stepdad would end up using that as something against me, because they think I'm just gonna go down the toilet and die. That is the worst thing that I have ever heard my parents say even if they're scared and they're shocked. There's a lot of things that have changed in the last three years, and I still want to be able to go swimming to be able to help my legs, but there's no way I can do this, and this time when I go back to PT I'm going to push the limit because I want to be able to get into the water and strengthen my legs I don't care if I have to be there for two hours. Getting in the water and being able to move my legs around or make my legs stronger because I won't have to worry about things. Maybe in the Peach Kingdom, @PeachiUwU can design A magic swimming pool that has the building to give me the strength to be able to do almost anything on my legs. In her Kingdom, her magic is powerful, and would help me, but in the real world, I just hope that I don't end up getting a lecture from my parents all day long because that is not the reason I'm there. I end up not going home because I know what the heck what turn into, me and my health and my condition, and then all I would hear all day is how bad it is and how they love me and how they want me to change, and I want to change, but I don't wanna do it at the expense of anyone else or be someone scapegoat that they make one of or they end up yelling at period my parents are so ridiculous sometimes it makes me mad
sometimes I wonder: I try my best to do everything I'm supposed to do, I know I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm not in any trouble, I heard a little bit I'm healthy I'm a little bit chubby, but at least I'm here and I'm enjoying myself. As long as I'm able to do most of the things I do, I don't understand the problem other than it might be a tad bit different for them having to load wheelchairs into trucks.I wish it wasn't that way, but it seems to be the only way, and my mom insisted that I use my wheelchair anyway because she thinks be more comfortable for me and she doesn't want to have to worry about me. I understand her and what she's saying, and I agree with that, I just don't want to be the scapegoat every time something happens, because if I go home I go home because I want to not because of anything else. Going home to me is like asking for a **** whipping when I didn't do anything wrong .
I know I haven't done anything wrong, so why am I worried?Probably because I'm not sure what the reaction will be, and I've already been told in no uncertain terms last 4th of July and on my birthday that I'm one step closer to the grave . Talk about being really negative and over melodramatic - if I end up having reactions like that I'm not sure what to do or how to take them, but I will continue to roll and do what I do best.
Brian
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Evewy cutie needs a papa tuu make them feel safe an loved... tyy for being mine☺️☺️??
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Feeling lonely.
