IslandDaddy

Now I'm extremely confused. I'm not sure exactly what is going on Sir, but this is getting to the point where I do not know what to think anymore!

Brian

Sometimes the worst thing that can happen is when you overdo it with spices. Spices are awesome when you're trying to make food, and you have to find the right amount to use. Because I have problems with acid reflux, I try not to put too much spice in anything that I eat. Also, I tried to avoid eating food that would be overly spicy common because if it's too hot, it might set off my acid reflux. I also like certain foods, that might cause problems with my acid reflux, so sometimes I'll just say screw it and eat them anyway, but then I may have to pay for the privilege of doing that because I might be in the bathroom for a few minutes afterwards, or I might end up having a dirty diaper to change.

My brother likes cayenne pepper, and I dare say he probably uses it like I use salt. It has its particular uses, and I don't mind it, but I don't think I'd want to be overly inundated by it, because it causes issues with my acid reflux. It can be used to help you clean out your sinuses also, but I'd rather not do that unless I absolutely have to because that stuff can be hot and it can burn like crazy .

daddy: I hope you're having an awesome day! Right now I can't even see in front of my face because my left eye is just pouring out water like crazy. I can barely see the screen that I'm looking at, and I can barely see the monitor: I wish sometimes I didn't have to deal with allergies this bad, do you one thing if I couldn't see out of my left eye and my right eye, but it's just my left eye, just because of that, I have to double up on my loratadine, even though the doctor said that's not a very good idea. I want this to stop so I can at least see and then I can blow my nose and function. Right now it's impossible to do anything when I can't see.

I hope you're doing well this morning: at least overusing pepper isn't too bad, but it can cause problems with your stomach, your acid, and of course pepper can cause issues throughout your digestive system. I love pepper on eggs and other things, but I try to stay away from salt as much as possible. There's also things that I love salt on, so I have to be extra careful with that.

Love

Brian, son of island daddy (if you remember In Star trek the next generation, every time worth would talk about his family karma he would say I am Wharf, son of mog calling so I modify that to say: Brian, son of Ireland daddy he he he.)

There she is!

Daddy funny!  Big Brother sees little sister peachy peeking around corner! He smiles at you and says good morning sleepyhead! Would you like to do something fun this morning? What would you like to do? Would you like to take a horsey ride or would you like to play games in the castle or outside the castleZ?

Big Brother gives you big hugs and kisses, and prepares your Peach tea: you end up drinking it very slowly because it is hot, and we don't wanna burn you! ******HUGS&KISSES*****

me love daddy and baby peachy and big sister Rachel as well he he????

Big Brother Bribri ❤️????

Car ride with papa❤️??

Enjoying the view of the ocean and trees!!

Hold mee tight while I dweam of chu..??

Think of me papa..... am think of chu otay?<3

Always thinking about you.

Good morning daddy! Have to go out later today and pay some bills and get some money so I can do some laundry! Already paid my phone bill so I'm halfway there!

******HUGS*******

Ah yes. Bills. Yay yippee woohoo *snore*. Too bad bills prevent fun!

Yes and later on of course I have to do some laundry

Sunday will be the first family reunion that I have actually attended in the last three to four years. The last three of course were COVID-19 so nobody did that because we have people that are in their high 90s, and that is it concerned I've everyone, including my mom, who was in charge of planning the reunion. So for the last two years we haven't done anything, and I believe that we will finally be able to get together, which is pretty cool, except for one thing:

this year will also be the first year in the reunion that I am going in my wheelchair. I've been having trouble with my legs and general pain comma and it is a pain in the **** period I'm more mobile in the chair anyway, but I feel as if my mom and my stepdad would end up using that as something against me, because they think I'm just gonna go down the toilet and die. That is the worst thing that I have ever heard my parents say even if they're scared and they're shocked. There's a lot of things that have changed in the last three years, and I still want to be able to go swimming to be able to help my legs, but there's no way I can do this, and this time when I go back to PT I'm going to push the limit because I want to be able to get into the water and strengthen my legs I don't care if I have to be there for two hours. Getting in the water and being able to move my legs around or make my legs stronger because I won't have to worry about things. Maybe in the Peach Kingdom, @PeachiUwU can design A magic swimming pool that has the building to give me the strength to be able to do almost anything on my legs. In her Kingdom, her magic is powerful, and would help me, but in the real world, I just hope that I don't end up getting a lecture from my parents all day long because that is not the reason I'm there. I end up not going home because I know what the heck what turn into, me and my health and my condition, and then all I would hear all day is how bad it is and how they love me and how they want me to change, and I want to change, but I don't wanna do it at the expense of anyone else or be someone scapegoat that they make one of or they end up yelling at period my parents are so ridiculous sometimes it makes me mad 

sometimes I wonder: I try my best to do everything I'm supposed to do, I know I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm not in any trouble, I heard a little bit I'm healthy I'm a little bit chubby, but at least I'm here and I'm enjoying myself. As long as I'm able to do most of the things I do, I don't understand the problem other than it might be a tad bit different for them having to load wheelchairs into trucks.I wish it wasn't that way, but it seems to be the only way, and my mom insisted that I use my wheelchair anyway because she thinks be more comfortable for me and she doesn't want to have to worry about me. I understand her and what she's saying, and I agree with that, I just don't want to be the scapegoat every time something happens, because if I go home I go home because I want to not because of anything else. Going home to me is like asking for a **** whipping when I didn't do anything wrong .

I know I haven't done anything wrong, so why am I worried?Probably because I'm not sure what the reaction will be, and I've already been told in no uncertain terms last 4th of July and on my birthday that I'm one step closer to the grave . Talk about being really negative and over melodramatic - if I end up having reactions like that I'm not sure what to do or how to take them, but I will continue to roll and do what I do best.

Brian

Wuv you daddy❤️

Wuv Daddy LOTS and LOTS ****HUGS****

Brian

Hope Daddy Feel Better Now ****Hugs and smiles***

Brian

My papa ish sho good that he wins even when not trying at all yup.

His name is Diesel. He decided to move in with me back in December. Used to live next door. Seems Papa has better treats here.

He's kitten's big bwother tuu<3☺️

Very cute daddy very cute sis!!  Big Brother can't have any pets, so he has Amy, my orangutan : I love her and I love my family!

Brian

when i was about 16 or 17 comma i would go with my dad and my brother James or my brother Dan when we went fishing. Would you use a 16 foot aluminum boat with a Johnson 10 horsepower motor. Had a lot of fun fishing with my dad, caught a lot of fish, including a small mouth and a large mouth bass. Sometimes we weren't as lucky because we weren't able to get much fish, but the fun part was on Sunday morning early in the morning we would be able to enjoy each other's company on a nice quiet lake or pond before a whole bunch of people would come in off the boat launch with these great big huge ski boats.

now, every year, my brother James my uncles and a couple of their friends go to New Hampshire to lake Francis and there is a bunch of different wakes around that they go to. My brother James will post a whole bunch of pictures about this, and for years my father went with him, right about my brother's birthday which is mid-May. Not sure if my dad will be going this year, because of his conditions, but every time they would go fishing it seemed like everybody had fun. I know that my uncle was one of the first people that I went fishing with, because I went with my dad. It's been years since I've seen my uncle Jack in person, but I always remember what he taught me and he is amazing in his own right. I love fishing and I love spending time with my dad and my family.

I have fond memories of having fun with them, but I lost my grandpa in 2009, and I lost my grandmother in 2011. And I lost my mom's parents in 2002. Have fond memories of each one of the adventures we would be going on regardless of what said if grandparents I went with period sometimes I wish that I could go fishing again, but I would need help to be able to get in and out of the boat, because I'm getting older I guess. Fun times, and songs like that bring back memories of time on board the boat with my dad. Even if it was only a few hours a week, it was really relaxing and allowed me to be in a situation where I could think and I didn't have to worry about worldly problems or anything like that, because we were in one of the best places in the world. God creates a lot of different places for us to hang out, and some places that we go, are miracles in nature, and well, sometimes I miss it calling sorry daddy, I must be getting nostalgic, as I missed some of the fun things we used to be able to do in a boat with a fishing rod and a few soldiers and a few laughs. Your songs bring back fond memories my friend, and for that I thank you.

Brian

If my having a moment made you smile, Brian, then I have done a good thing. 

I was having a conversation with a friend and got reminded of a bit from MacLean and MacLean and that eastern Canada folk song was part of it. I felt like posting it here, too.

For some reason daddy, I kind of remember the song sundown, by Gordon Lightfoot. Don't know why it kind of reminds me of we're relaxing outdoor outing, but it does.Sometimes it's hard for me to be able to express some emotional responses effectively , because you don't know what to say or how to say it , or you know what to say , but you don't know if you should say it, this makes it hard: there are so many things in life that we take for granted : I'm damn lucky for example that I have my computers and all the things that I do to be able to communicate online. I'm also very appreciative of my Internet connection which keeps me connected to the world around me, and to the friends like you like the Princess and like Rachel little . You all are awesome people, and I'll always remember time we spend together.

sometimes I have dreams for example that I'm going somewhere, and I get into the woods. When I get into the woods, I end up walking for several miles, and then I find this incredible clearing, with the sun shining brightly, and the sky blue is the water, with waterfalls, and fish, birds, green grass, you name it. It's like Shangri-La da da: a place where everybody can just relax and be themselves, just like some people in chat the other night we're talking about some sort of island where we could all go and just be ourselves.

There are times that I miss the days when I was younger, then I realized that the days that we end up living are like a page in a book. We end up putting words pictures or emotions or whatever in the book. And the book is our mind: we'll always remember the memories that we cherish and that we hold, but basically this means that everyone that has gone before us that we have met, or interacted with, changes our life forever. My mom used to tell me that memories are there because it helps us to remember the good times and the person that you love. Sometimes it's hard to allow those memories to come forward, because it is something that remind you of something that you did with someone who was no longer with us. For that, when I see a cardinal, I know that someone that is close to me or has been a part of my life is close by. I'm not sure why sometimes that happens, but it happens. There are times when I can sense in my head somebody being around, and I'm not sure why they're there, but they are there and they help me deal with things that I might not know come up, but they are always there.

I like to think that my life is worth something and that it's meaningful, and I always think that way. Thinking any other way would make me feel really bad period someone told me not to feel sorry for myself and not to think in the negative, but sometimes I think my parents my mom at least doesn't remember that. Life is too short to worry about the things that you can't control, and you should worry about the things you can. For that I will end up using all of my skills and all of my strengths and all of my will to be able to live the best life possible. That's the best I can do God has given me the chance to do my best and I'm gonna give it 120%, just like I did the day I was born and I've defied the odds from day one period I'm not giving up yet, and my mom isn't going to bury this guy in the ground! I doubt that I will have to worry about me dying, it'll probably be my mom first, unfortunately: love my mom but sometimes she drives me crazy Colin's dad is awesome because he uses his head, and even though he loves me and he is emotional from time to time, he's always got his head screwed on straight and can think things through, and give a guy like me a lot of advice. You Sir are amazing and you are a good role model! Keep it up! You are the daddy, and I am the Big Brother I guess, and that's cool.

Brian

PAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BIIIG HUGGIES AN KISSIES MEOWW??????

Level rising. Life returning. Kitten hugz have saved me!! ???

giggles

Yip sis and peach are your littles!! hmph! Our daddy....... grrrrrr

Princess ish closing her eyes papa.... am feel smolllll?❤️?❤️?❤️

take care of peachi cause am rly helpless UwU?

That's Papa's duty. Keep his little gumdrops safe and sound.

Meowwwessssss!!!?❤️?❤️❤️❤️

But my papa can do evewything good<3 hehe?

Aw pumpkin. You make papa feel good!