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Why? You're 27. AS or otherwise, it sounds like you need to stand up for yourself a little bit here and express your independence. If moving out isn't an option for you (I understand why it may not be) then you and your mom need to sit down and come to an amicable agreement about certain things, mostly that you're an adult and adults have certain needs, like privacy and freedom to decide what you do behind a closed bedroom door. It's easy for the parents of young autistic adults to think their 'child' isn't capable of X, Y an Z and that they have to 'protect' them but that's just mollycoddling. It's up to us to be our own advocates when that happens or you'll end up stuck in that situation for a long time. Stand up for yourself, show your mother that AS doesn't change the fact that you're an adult and deserve to be treated like one. But try do it civilly.

Caitlin sighed. "Okay... yeah... okay, its no big deal." she said. "Trust me, Caitlin, you're gonna see things a lot nastier than this if you become a nurse." said Jess. Jess put her arm around Sam's shoulder. "I'll make sure she does a good job." she whispered to Sam. As the three of them slowly walked toward the bedroom, Sam felt another cramp in his stomach. He waited for Jess and Caitlin to enter the bedroom before pushing the last of his poop into the seat of his diaper. Luckily, it didn't make much of a sound. Sam stood by his bed while Jess laid down a towel. He felt strangely calm considering what was about to happen. After all, this wasn't really anything new. Sure, Caitlin had never changed one of his messy diapers before but she'd certainly seen Jess do it during his accident at the museum. So it wouldn't be a shock to Caitlin. She'd be gone in 24 hours anyway so there was no reason to be embarrassed. As he watched Caitlin walk over to the dresser, pulling out his package of disposable diapers, he thought about what Jess had said the previous night... about 'punishing' Caitlin for calling him names. But this was hardly 'punishment' really- if she wanted to be a nurse, then there really wasn't anything wrong with her changing a diaper. Of course, Jess had also said she wasn't cut out for the job. But there was only one way to find out for sure. Sam reasoned that if Caitlin was gonna change his diaper, then he would give her a diaper change she wouldn't forget. Sitting down on the bed, Sam could feel the warm mess spreading out in the seat of his diaper and, for the first time, he didn't cringe. He knew exactly what to expect and, while he wasn't crazy about how he smelled at the moment, he had to admit there was something slightly arousing about the feeling in his diaper. He wiggled his butt from side to side a little, making sure Caitlin would have to spend plenty of time wiping. Briefly, he caught sight of Jess who was covering her mouth with both of her hands. Immediately he felt self conscious until he realized that Jess was actually covering up a smile, trying not to laugh. She playfully tussled his hair just as Caitlin gathered up the last of his supplies from the dresser. Sam stopped wiggling and went completely still when Caitlin turned around. "Okay, first, you're going to roll up his shirt as far as it'll go, and before you untape him, you're gonna want to make sure you have a few wipes in your hand." said Jess. "Okay." nodded Caitlin as she set the supplies down on the bed. Sam caught sight of Caitlin's light blue panties through her skirt as she parted her legs, kneeling down in front of him. When he thought about it, diaper changes had become a little sensual now that he'd gotten used to them. He felt strange for thinking that way but, in the end, it made sense considering that he could recall more than one diaper change where Jess decided to pleasure him. Although the prospects for that were next to nothing considering that Caitlin was there, still... it would be interesting to feel how well she wiped him. Jess and Shelby were trained nurses but Caitlin was an ammeter. Just then, he felt Jess' hands on his shoulders pulling him back onto the bed. She sat down on the bed just above his head and began slowly stroking his hair. "So roll up his shirt... all the way... there ya go." said Jess, as Caitlin rolled it up to reveal Sam's bare chest. Sam heard Caitlin pull out a few wipes and take a deep breath. A few seconds passed and, staring up at the ceiling, Sam couldn't help but wonder what the delay was. "C'mon, Caitlin, the sooner you start, the sooner you'll be done. I'll walk you through it." said Jess. "Okay... okay... here it goes." she said opening the diaper up. "Okay, grab your knees, honey." said Jess. "Uhh... is it always this gross?" said Caitlin wincing. "Lets have a little less talking and a little more wiping. C'mon, its a dirty job but someone's gotta do it." said Jess. This last remark made Sam smile. First he felt Caitlin wipe him with the damp part of his diaper, then she started in with the wipes. Her slow pace made him realize just how quick and thorough Jess and Shelby had been when THEY changed him- no doubt a result of their professional training. Sam was quickly growing tired of holding his legs up about 2 minutes into the change but he had to admit, it was much better than dealing with it himself. Sam couldn't imagine having to change himself in this condition. He realized just how crazy he'd been to offer to change himself after his first messy diaper. It would have been nearly impossible. Now he would NEVER make such an offer. He was happy to let someone else deal with the mess. With someone changing him, using a diaper was beginning to sound like a lot less effort than using the toilet- as long as he didn't have to change himself. Sam felt like he was in the lap of luxury as he felt Jess slowly stroking his hair while Caitlin wiped him off. "Almost clean. There ya go." said Jess. Sam felt Caitlin run the last cold wipe through the crevasse of his butt cheeks. "And that was a pretty big mess so you better use some rash cream." said Jess. Sam sighed a little knowing that this extra step would make the diaper change take longer but he knew it was for the best. In all of his months in diapers, he hadn't gotten a single rash. Jess reached over Sam to pull a new diaper from its package. Out the corner of his eye, Sam caught sight of her unfolding it. He smiled as he felt Caitlin's soft hands rubbing the powder into his testicles and sliding the new diaper into place. Feeling the padding under his bare butt, Sam knew he could finally release his legs. Caitlin pulled the diaper up and taped it into place. "See? Piece of cake." said Jess. "Okay, I really don't wanna think about food right now." said Caitlin. "Okay, okay." said Jess with a giggle. "Thanks, Caitlin." said Sam with a slight grin on his face. "I gotta go wash my hands." said Caitlin as she headed to the bathroom. Sam felt a playful pat on his diapered bottom as he stood up. He turned around to see his smiling wife behind him. "Plenty of room there. Is it fitting okay?" asked Jess as she slid her fingers into the leg band of his diaper. "Yeah, fine." said Sam putting his hands on Jess' hips and leaning close to Jess. For a few seconds, her eyes remained fixed on his diaper, genuinely concerned that Caitlin had put it on properly. Finally, she made eye contact with Sam. "Looks like you're good." she said with a smile. "Happy you didn't have to change me for once?" asked Sam. "I don't know... sometimes I like changing you... I get to play with your little friend." she said grasping his crotch through the thick padding. Sam smiled. "But... I guess this time... it was nice to have a break... it was a load off, you know?" she said. "Yeah, no pun intended, right?" said Sam with a small smile. Jess giggled a little. "Oh my gosh, I so didn't mean it THAT way." she said. "I'm just kidding around." said Sam, now grinning from ear to ear, his hands still on his wife's hips. "I love you." he said. "I love you too, sweetheart." said Jess smiling, leaning in closer. Now not more than 2 inches away from Sam's face, she looked deep into his eyes before leaning in and kissing him. Sam relished the kiss. It wasn't as if they were frenching but a slightly longer, open mouthed kiss at this hour of the morning was rare for Jess and it pleasantly surprised him. "Get a room you two." said Caitlin emerging from the bathroom. "This is our room." said Jess with a smile. "Then give me a chance to leave." said Caitlin, rolling her eyes. "Okay, okay, I think Caitlin has seen enough PDA from us for now. We're ready to go, my boy is in a fresh clean diaper, I got my make up on, and we're dressed and ready to head out. Well... as soon as we get some pants on you." said Jess smiling at Sam. Jess then pulled two new folded diapers out of the package. "Caitlin, I'm just gonna refill Sam's diaper bag and then we'll be ready to go!" shouted Jess. Jess then pulled a pair of jeans out of the dresser and knelt down on the floor, holding them open for Sam. Without any argument, Sam walked over to her and stepped into his pants. Jess quickly pulled them up over his new diaper and buttoned them up. As she slung the diaper bag over her shoulder, Sam couldn't help but stare at himself in the mirror. His jeans weren't quite as baggy as he thought they'd be. He wondered if the bulge underneath would get any bigger if he wet. His train of thought was abruptly interrupted by Jess taking his hang and pulling him out of the room. "C'mon, what are we waiting for?" she said. 'Oh well, no use worrying about it now' Sam thought to himself as they walked out the door. "So I know its kinda boring Sam but Caitlin and I wanted to go shopping while she was in town so I thought we'd hit the mall first before doing anything else. Plus I wanted to get your opinion before I buy anything. I wanna look good for my boy. And after that expert diaper change, I'd say Caitlin deserves a little down time." said Jess smiling at Caitlin. The ride to the mall was fairly short. Sam spaced out as he listened to Jess and Caitlin talk about which stores they wanted to visit and what items they wanted to buy. Jess held Sam's hand as they walked from shop to shop. Once they were in the store, he felt her gently release his grasp when she picked up a blouse to check the tag for the size. "Hey Caitlin." she shouted. "What?" she asked, now standing a few feet away from Jess. "Come here for a second." said Jess. At first, Sam didn't pay any attention to what they were talking about, until he saw Jess motion towards him as she spoke to Caitlin. Now curious, Sam walked over to them to find out what they were talking about. "Can you do that for me real quick? I'm just gonna run up front to see if they have any of these in my size, okay?" said Jess. "Sure." said Caitlin. "Whats going on?" asked Sam. "Caitlin's gonna take you to the dressing room and check your diaper real quick." said Jess. "Oh, its okay, I'm dry." said Sam. "Well, Caitlin is gonna double check you just to be sure." said Jess walking off. Sam sighed. "Okay, you heard her." said Caitlin, taking Sam's hand. At first, Sam was caught off guard by this move and wondered if Caitlin might be coming on to him. But after changing his dirty diaper this morning, Sam knew just how ridiculous that was. If anything, it was probably a move designed to belittle him, like taking a child's hand while crossing the street. Caitlin led Sam into the changing room and shut the door behind them. She then began unbuttoning his pants and sliding them down until they were around his knees. Sam thought about objecting and telling her that he could pull down his own pants but he didn't bother. If someone else was going to do it, why bother? After all, if someone was going to diaper him, wipe him, clean him, and re-diaper him, it really didn't matter if they wanted to take care of his pants too. It was one less thing for him to worry about. "Okay, you're dry. Turn around." said Caitlin. "Why?" asked Sam. "Um... so I can finish checking you." said Caitlin, as if he'd just asked the dumbest question in the world. "I think I'd know if I pooped my pants, okay?" said Sam, now trying to whisper. "Well I'm sorry, Sam but after this morning, I'm not taking any chances. Now turn around." Sam rolled his eyes, doing as he was told, feeling Caitlin's fingers pulling back the elastic of his diaper before patting his butt. "Okay, all set. Turn around again." said Caitlin. Sam did so as she proceeded to pull his pants back up and button them again. As they walked toward the front of the store to find Jess, Caitlin made no effort to hold his hand and actually walked ahead of him at a far quicker pace. With that, the three of them left the store and continued through the mall. Entering into another store, Sam aimlessly followed Jess around, watching as she picked up a pair of jeans and a tank top. She then took his hand and began leading him toward the changing room. "Wait here, I want your opinion on how this top looks." she said disappearing into the changing room. Bored, Sam now realized that he had to pee. Without giving it a second thought, he began releasing his pee into the diaper. It wasn't a lot but he liked the feeling of peeing in his diaper and he saw no need to hold it in. "Can I help you with something?" he heard a voice say. Startled, he immediately jumped seeing a girl with a name tag standing next to him. He instantly tried to reassure himself that she couldn't possibly have any idea what he was doing. "Oh uh, no... just... waiting for my wife." he said. Sam was starting to feel a little paranoid. Jess had always said he had a 'potty face' but it wasn't as though the girl working at the mall would have been able to recognize it. Although, he began to wonder if he'd been standing funny or done anything to attract attention to himself. Finally, Jess emerged wearing a pair of tight jeans and a sexy top that revealed a little more cleavage than usual. "What do you think?" she asked. "Um good... you wanna turn around?" asked Sam. "Why? So you can get a good look at my ass?" asked Jess. "I don't know, its the best why to decide if you should buy those jeans." smiled Sam. Jess smiled and rolled her eyes before doing a brief twirl. "So do you like the outfit or not?" she pressed. "I like it. You look gorgeous." said Sam. Jess smiled. "Okay, mister. I got a pair of pants in there for you to try on too so come on." "Try on?" asked Sam apprehensively. "Um, yeah. Why, whats the big deal?" "Its just that... I don't know... if they're too tight... and you can see my... what if someone in the store saw?" "You're cute, you know that?" "What?" "When you blush like that... its just cute... how self conscious you are about your diapers." "Jess! Shh! Not so loud, okay?" Jess giggled. "Okay, fine, if you're that worried about it, I'll just go in with you, that way no one else will be able to see." she said taking his hand. Sam then began to wonder if his diaper would be wet enough for Jess to feel it, and if she'd even care. But his nervousness disappeared as Jess closed the door behind them and began unbuttoning her jeans, revealing a pair of black, lacy boyshorts, then stripping off her shirt to reveal a matching bra. The lacy lingerie covered more of her butt than Sam would have liked by the color and the fabric clearly suggested something much sexier than the underwear Jess usually wore. After slipping back into her dress, she began unbuttoning Sam's pants and taking them off. Despite the fact that it was becoming more common for his wife to dress and undress him from time to time, Sam was still surprised when she held open the new pair of pants for him to step into and pulled them up around his waist. Not only that, but she hadn't even bothered to check his diaper. "Turn around." she said. "I can't see it at all, can you?" said Jess. "Uh, no I guess not." said Sam looking in the mirror over his shoulder. "Good, I guess we'll get these too then." said Jess unbuttoning them and pulling them down. She then slid two fingers into the leg band of his diaper, then looked up at him with a curious look on her face. "Did you pee?" she asked. "Yeah... uh... just a little." said Sam. "Yep, I thought it felt a little damp but I wasn't sure. You don't need a change yet though. Lets go find Caitlin and we can grab lunch." "Sounds good." said Sam, smiling as he stepped into the old pair of jeans Jess was holding open for him. The 3 of them then began walking towards the food court. After ordering a slice of pizza each, they all carried their trays to a nearby table. Once again, Sam felt a little left out as his mind began wondering while Jess and Caitlin talked with each other. Sipping on his Dr. Pepper, Sam released more pee into his diaper. The warm stream cascaded over his balls before being absorbed into his swelling diaper. "Okay Jess, I don't think its fair for me to have to change his diapers all day if he's going to be wetting himself on purpose." said Caitlin. "Yeah, well, I don't think it was fair for you to call him names but you did." said Jess. "C'mon, he was just making the potty face! He was just peeing himself." said Caitlin. "Okay, okay, calm down." said Jess. Sam immediately began blushing, his diaper saturated, now afraid of what Jess would say. "Its kind of funny to think you were actually excited about taking care of Sam when you came down here and now you're complaining about it. But you did a great job this morning and... I know that was a lot to ask first thing in the morning. So I'll take Sam to one of the family bathrooms and change him this time, okay?" "Okay, fine." said Caitlin. "But afterwards, I'm gonna give the diaper bag to you and its gonna be your responsibility for the rest of the day, okay?" "Okay... fine." After they finished eating, the 3 of them stood up and walked toward the family restrooms. Upon entering, Jess locked the door and laid out a towel on the floor before opening up the diaper bag and pulling out a pack of wipes and some powder. She then unbuttoned Sam's pants and pulled them down around his ankles. Sam awkwardly sat down on the towel. He knew that holding his legs up would be more difficult with his pants around his ankles. As he laid back, Jess opened his wet diaper and he grabbed his legs. With his shoes and socks on, his lower body felt so heavy as Jess ran several baby wipes over his bare butt. Out the corner of his eye, he could see Caitlin pulling down her skirt and panties underneath the stall and sitting down on the toilet. Feeling the tickle of the baby powder as he listened to the trickling sound in the stall, Sam couldn't help but feel so childish. He'd just wet his diaper on purpose without even thinking about it. He could have easily made it to the bathroom and Jess didn't even seem to care. But his brief moment of embarrassment didn't last long. Even if he'd asked to go to the bathroom, he would have still had to lie down for Jess to untape him, so what was the point? And his diaper was already damp when he let loose. So he would have still been powdered and put into a new diaper anyway. In the end, Sam couldn't really see much difference between the 2 scenarios- wetting or using the toilet- aside from the fact that using the toilet would have been a hassle while wetting himself at least felt good. He breathed a sigh of relief as Jess taped up a clean diaper. Caitlin quickly shot him a dirty look as she exited the stall. He quickly looked to Jess but she hadn't seen it. She had been too busy buttoning up his pants. "Okay, all done, who wants to see a movie?" smiled Jess. There wasn't much talking as the 3 of them walked back to the car. Sam was glad to be leaving the mall and going to do something that he actually enjoyed. They pulled up to the theater, exited the car, and bought their tickets. There was something about Caitlin holding his diaper bag that made Sam so self conscious. Maybe it was the fact that she already had a purse so anyone would naturally wonder what could be in the other bag. Why did she need to bring the diaper bag inside anyway? He tried to put it out of his mind as they walked towards their theater. There was something that Sam just loved about 3D movies. Maybe it was the funny glasses. Maybe it was the special effects. But the fact was that Sam was excited for the movie. The 3 of them slowly moved across the rows as they looked for seats in the darkened theater. The previews had already begun and the room echoed with loud sounds. Sam smiled as he watched Jess lift up the arm rest that separated the two of them. She then put her arm around him and pulled him close. She kissed him deeply again. It was the same kiss from that morning- longer than usual but not too intimate. Sam held Jess' hand as they watched the movie. Sam jumped a little when the first object jumped out of the screen. He was so startled that a little pee had escaped into his diaper. 'No big deal' he thought to himself. Sipping his coke, Sam didn't worry when he decided once again to pee into his diaper. He'd given up on holding it and wet himself slowly and frequently throughout the movie. Jess looked over at him once or twice, but he suspected that was just a coincidence. By the time the end credits began, his warm diaper had swollen up considerably. As the 3 of them exited the theater, he felt the heavy droop between his legs. But now that they were out of the theater, Sam took comfort in the fact that it was dusk and the dim blue twilight revealed very little in the way of bulges under his pants. Jess put her arm around him and whispered in his ear. "So... uh, Sam..." she began. At first, Sam thought she might be about to say something seductive. "Um... don't look now but, um, I think you may have leaked while we were in the theater." "What?!" said Sam immediately stopping and feeling the back of his jeans. They were indeed damp. "How did you... I mean, could you see the wet spots?" asked Sam nervously. "Yeah... a little bit. I mean, I saw them when you got up." said Jess. "Oh dammit... do you think anyone else saw them?" "No, sweetie, I'm sure no one else saw." "How can you be sure?!" "Sweetie, come here." said Jess hugging him. "We gotta get back to the car." whined Sam. "Sweetie, shhh... its okay. Its dark out no one can see your pants. Its okay. Jessie's here. Its okay." "Whats the hold up?" asked Caitlin. "Sam's diaper leaked a little but no one saw and its NOT a big deal, right Sam?" "Uh... yeah... I guess." said Sam calming down a little more. "Its okay, honey. We're only 10 minutes away from home. We'll put a towel on the seat, you'll be fine." said Jess. "Wait, exactly how bad is he leaking here? I mean, I have to sit in that seat on my way to the airport tomorrow. Can we just change him before we go?" asked Caitlin. "No, no, there are way too many people around." said Sam. "Hey, I'm in charge of changing your diapers so I think I should get a say in this!" said Caitlin. "Well, we're sure as hell not doing this with all these people around!" "Hey I didn't ask for YOUR opinion, diaper boy!" shouted Caitlin. "HEY!!! Settle down! Both of you!" said Jess. They immediately fell silent. Sam couldn't believe Caitlin had called him that. "I CANNOT believe you just said that Caitlin. Now if you don't apologize to Sam this instant, I'm gonna call your parents and tell them how you've been acting." Caitlin sighed. "Okay... fine... I'm sorry." she said. "For what?" prodded Jess. "For... calling you 'diaper boy'... you don't deserve that." said Caitlin. "Good. Now Caitlin, Sam's diaper hasn't leaked that much. But since you are still our guest, I'm sure Sam would be more than happy to sit in the back seat on the way home so that your seat can stay dry, okay?" "Okay... sure." said Caitlin. "Okay, now we're gonna go straight home and I don't wanna hear another word out of either of you. I had a lot of fun with you guys today... I truly believe that you two can get along for the rest of the night, okay?" They both nodded. Jess took the diaper bag from Caitlin and pulled out the towel and laid it down on the back seat. Sam moved to sit down. "Wait, wait, wait." said Jess, grabbing his arm. "What?" "I just wanna check something real quick." said Jess as she began unbuttoning Sam's jeans. He nervously glanced around the parking lot to see if anyone could see them. He couldn't see anyone but the large pickup truck parked right next to them was making it hard to see anything beyond them. She slid two fingers into the leg band of his soggy diaper and groped his diapered butt. "Okay... I think you'll be okay until we get home." said Jess. With that, they pulled out of the theater and began their drive home. Sam said nothing as they headed back. With the air conditioning on 'high' in their car, Sam shivered a little. His diaper was no longer warm and the cool, wet bulge around his waist was quickly becoming a nuisance. On top of all that, he now realized that he had to poop yet again. He held it in but it seemed like they were hitting almost every red light and with the added traffic, he began to wonder if the 10 minute trip might be closer to 15 minutes. Shivering in the back seat, Sam began thinking about Caitlin's snide remark. On the one hand, it was nothing but a childish insult but, on the other, it was downright mean. Knowing full well Caitlin would have to change him, he reconsidered holding it. There was no reason to. He had an opportunity for real revenge... not to mention the fact that he'd probably be warmer and more comfortable. But he couldn't be too obvious about it. He loosened his seat belt, leaned over, and lifted his butt off the seat ever so slightly but made sure that it just looked like he was tired and trying to get more comfortable. He didn't want to grunt or make any faces that would give him away so he tried to just relax and let go. At first he peed just a little more which made things just a tad warmer, then he slowly began filling the seat of the diaper. For the last few minutes of the car ride, Sam fought the urge to push it all out in one powerful grunt. Instead, he just rubbed his lower stomach a little like Jess had done earlier in the day. Sam pulled his cell phone out of his pocket. The second they pulled into their parking space, Sam popped his seat belt and got out of the car. He tossed his cell phone on the ground. It was the perfect excuse to squat down. With a quiet grunt, he forced the rest of his poop into his diaper in one big push quickly standing up just as Caitlin got out of the car. Since Sam's diaper was already soaked, Caitlin paid no attention to his awkward waddle up the steps to their apartment. Jess had a feeling Sam might have messed himself but she didn't ask. As they entered the apartment, Caitlin plopped down on the couch and turned the TV on. "Okay, I want you to go straight to the bedroom and we'll be in to help you in a second. Don't sit down on anything yet." said Jess. Jess grabbed his arm as Sam turned to walk away. "Did you poop?" she whispered to Sam in a barely audible tone of voice. Sam nodded. "Wow, you're just full of surprises tonight aren't you?" she whispered, with a small smile on her face. Sam nodded and walked into their bedroom. Caitlin stared at the TV screen. "Well... what are you waiting for?" asked Jess. "What? I can't take a break?" said Caitlin. "Look Caitlin, I know you put in a lot of work today and all I really want at this point is to sit down with my favorite cousin and have a nice glass of wine with her but with your attitude today and the way you were talking to Sam, I'm starting to reconsider that. Maybe you're not mature enough to be a nurse... and maybe you're not mature enough for me to even share a drink with me..." "Okay, okay, I'm sorry Jess. I guess I've just been stressed about starting school in a few days. I didn't mean to take it out on Sam. I know its my job to change him. I'm sorry." "Its okay, honey. Now c'mon. I'll help you but you gotta do most of the work." said Jess as they walked into the bedroom. Jess laid two towels down on the bedroom floor and had Sam stand on top of them before she began unbuttoning his pants and sliding them down. "Your first leak. It was bound to happen sooner or later. Actually, I'm pretty impressed with these diapers. You soaked yourself and it doesn't look like more than a couple of drops made it onto your pants." said Jess as Sam laid down on the floor. "Okay Caitlin, just so you know, Sam messed himself again on the way home. He didn't do it on purpose. He couldn't help it." "Seriously? I thought that was just the smell from before." said Caitlin. "Uh, eew, no. Trust me, I'd be pretty upset if my bedroom smelled like it does now. Although I guess a little Fabreeze in here couldn't hurt when we get done. So you know what to do. Roll up his shirt. Grab a handful of wipes." Sam laid back as he felt Caitlin's warm hands on his chest. Jess sat on the floor next to him stroking his hair as Caitlin opened up his diaper. "Okay, grab your legs, Sam." said Jess. As Caitlin began wiping him, Jess pulled a clean diaper out of Sam's diaper bag and began unfolding it right above his head. The cold baby wipes made Sam shiver a little bit but he knew he'd be much warmer when he was in a dry diaper. As Caitlin wiped off his balls, he couldn't help but become a little aroused. Caitlin sighed, obviously frustrated with the chore in front of her, but said nothing. "Okay Caitlin, its a natural reaction that boys have. Its not a big deal. Keep wiping. Get every inch... there ya go... okay thats good. Now just toss his poopy diaper in the diaper genie and I'll finish up here." said Jess. Caitlin did as she was told and walked out of the room, shutting the door behind her. "Okay, you can put your butt down now." said Jess sprinkling some baby powder into his new, unfolded diaper. Sam rested his butt on the dry diaper, his erection still standing tall. He was disappointed that he didn't get powdered. His genitals still felt a little cold after all of those wipes. "I think maybe you enjoyed making a mess in your diaper a little too much." said Jess looking down at him. "No, uh... I just..." "Hush, sweetie." said Jess placing her finger on his lips. "Honestly Sam, I don't care if you pooped your pants on purpose or not. Caitlin kinda deserved this after the way she spoke to you. And if it was an accident, then thats okay too. Accidents happen." Jess grabbed a bottle of baby oil and squirted some into her hands before rubbing them together. She then rubbed the oil into his balls and stroked his shaft a little. Her hands felt incredible not only because of her gentle touch but also because of the warmth they provided. After a few seconds, he came explosively. Jess then quickly wiped off his chest before taping up his diaper. She kissed him on the forehead. "I love you so much, sweetie. And from now on, I'm the only one who gets to call you 'diaper boy'." she whispered to him with a smile.

Hi Everyone, Right now Don and I are still up in Las Vegas. We flew up On Thursday, 1 Sept, so we avoided the brush fire delays on Friday. Anyway, we came up to participate in the Shadow Lane adult spanking party and weekend. Of course our pals are all here, including Clare Fonda who produces the Naughty Diaper Girls content. By happy coincidence the 2 Sept up-date photo shows Clare discussing adult disposables. These photos are from a series based on the current video. I thought you would enjoy seeing this. Oh yes, during two of the Shadow Lane events the audience voted that I needed bare bottom spanking.

Wal-Mart Exclusive. very cute.

Rule of thumb. Never use any computer other than your own to browse sites like this(no offense) If my mom found out about this, I'd be devastated, I was one to never take chances....I kept this secret for over 25 years now.

Kari - You can retape the blue tapes on top of the bottom white tapes several times without ripping. The problems start when you try to pull off the white tapes. When you're done, you can use the blues to tape the diaper shut.

Bump redundant post.

It's funny. When I admitted to my fetishism to the shrink that did my psych profile for the last divorce, since my ex chose to play the "diapers" card with her attorney. MY attorney said that I was not the first to have a diaper thing brought up in a divorce. That kind of got my attention. However, I let my ex have her way and "win", lest I lose custody of my kids because of my kink. The shrink assured me that MY kink was pretty common, though not much admitted or talked about, and harmless on the whole. He also said that while diaper fetishism, like any addiction, can be treated and an attempt can be made to eradicate it, however, like with virtually any OTHER addiction, the "cure" is pretty much trading ONE addiction for another one - like chewing gum instead of smoking. He said it COULD be done, but it would be terribly expensive, as it is for any addiction eradication. I can only agree that diaper addiction is pretty harmless, and the worst thing we have to worry about is more the embarassment of being discovered, and what others will say when it IS "out". Thing is that we can't change what people think, anyway, so how we present it or react to discovery goes a long way with how the discovery affects us. My diapers? My choice. Use my diapers? My choice. That what I do doesn't fit into someone else's thought patterns or idea of acceptability? Too bad. MY choice. The less seriously we take how our choice might affect us when discovered, the easier it is to laugh it off if it is discovered. IMHO, I think we take our fetishism and choices way too seriously.

Once again, it boils down to WHY would someone that is NOT an incon, want to do diapers 24/7? I'm also amazed that instead of quietly and thoroughly thinking through the decision, a person wants to blindly forge ahead armed only with the ideas and input of others... Diapers are a legal, legitimate product for a legitimate need. That a person chooses to wear them and use them IS a personal choice. And, if you're prepared for the reaction to any discovery of your having made such a choice - which, unless you prefer to be a "flaming" diaper fetishist reaction is going to be less and less negative than anticipated - the doing your thing is going to be no big deal. It's diapers! WE, in our community, make it more of a deal than it really is, IMHO. Whatever you choose, it's your choice. Just do NOT foist YOUR choice upon others unless they ask you to!

I don't know your personal circumstances so I don't want to judge too much, but it's hard not to see your mother's decision as being reasonable. I lived at home until I was 25 because I was going to school and even though I had my own laptop since I was 18, I was hesitant to visit fetish websites because I was in my parents' house and wanted to respect their rules. I waited until I was out of the house and in my own place to join a site like this and really start indulging in my desires, not out of a fear of getting caught, but out of respect for them. You can't expect your parents to be comfortable with this kind of thing.

all the cool lookin diapers are for babies

Vids were sent and reviewed by the hospital from witch they were found. I have spoken on the phone with someone in charge(admin?) and he has submitted these vids to the police. He also says he had the nurse that day review the vids and she can make a confirmation on who the person is as this has happened very recently because this person was in for intense coughing and claimed needing diapers, because they did not want to be cathed. According to the nurse this person told her he was having accidents from coughing and needed diapers. Also peed in the bed that she herself cleaned up. She stated that she changed this person's diaper about 11 times approximate in the two day stay. I explained that this person has a fetish having to do with regression and fantasy role playing as a baby and sometimes they take these fantasies to far. I explained that it wasn't fair to post these vids on youtube without that nurse's consent and it really ticked me off as well as others that this person used this nurse as a star in a twisted fetish video. he especially was interested in the comments section where this person says "You're the boss, they tried that shit with me(cathing) and I demanded diapers." I did not say anything about here, but told him I will help any way possible if they need me. He thanked me for the information and the evidence DvD I sent. Of course I stated my full ID for the police to rule me out lol.(I won't be in the hospital records) HAHA I see the user has erased their account...this tells me something has happened! HAHAHHAH . I'm very tolerant in people's fantasies and lifestyles, but go faking to get people to change your diaper in the hospital..ummm no....screw that.... That poor girl had to change his dirty ass 11 times and all the while he didn't need diapers, then posted them on youtube with that nurse as the star. He probably even crapped too.... It just pisses me off....hopefully this idiot gets a little scare or even arrested.

You Know What Grinds My Gears? For me it's not pushing the clutch in far enough.

I just handed this story off to my therapist, the true 'Marie'. Nervousness strikes now

"This is the first and last time I am going to be a toddler. I can't handle the embarressment of others seeing me like this. I doubt Wendy is going to care one way or the other if I am part of the group. She is just happy to have a friend at all." Melody nods. "Well what do you have planned to break her will? I'm sure you have one. You did for breaking all the other baby girl's wills when we made them babies."

"Maybe it could be you. I think it would have to be done from the inside though. After all, you really don't have much to go on. No one in school would testify against them. You would need an inside source. Maybe you could go undercover as a baby or toddler? Wendy was saying something about them wanting a toddler girl as sort of a trial program. I have no idea who they were thinking of getting to be a toddler though. It's just a thought. It would mean whoever became a toddler would probably have to wear a diaper all day and do other demeaning things like drink out of a sippy cup.On second thought, forget it. You don't seem right for the roll." Rebecca ate her dinner and then threw away the trash. "Would you like to watch a movie or something?"