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I'm having the urge to pee every 10 minutes and going straight away without doing the clench reflex. I'm only releasing small gushes when I go with some after dribble. repeat this every 10 minutes if I drink water continually during the day.. My bladder is defiantly over sensitive now. When I pee I feel like my bladder isnt irritated but after 2/3 minutes my bladder feel irritated and wants me to pee, but I have nothing to pee.

One of my staff hung my IC bedwetting Kylie protecters on my clothesline when he emptied the washing machine once. It was quite obvious what they were but on a shared supported living complex of 6 people and many support staff coming and going nothing was said to me. When they are in the drier, dried he folds them up for me. Everybody here knows I wear nappies, the only real insult I get is from David from his bungalow in the garden and when we have a fall out he insults me by saving 'go change your nappy'. I kinda like it.

Looks dodgy to me. I like poopy pics myself from males.

No way I would do this.

For them to be washed sufficiently? I've hang them on the washing line outside if it's a nice day or on the hot radiator. They seem okay?

I want to become double incontinent. For over 20 years now I have struggled with this intense desire to become incontinent. Binge and purge cycles. I'm nearly 40 and I want to live my life as an incontinent person, Even if I don't become incontinent from wearing nappies I'm going to continue wearing 24/7 as this really improves my mental health and wellbeing and I love nappies so much. I'm in a good place where I am and already wear openly here, plus I'm on antipsychotic injection and in a group home. I don't need an excuse to become IC anymore. I want bowel IC so I decided when I need a BM I'm just going to go without clenching my sphincter muscles. I already have urge IC and I think post void dribble from years of wearing.I had a small BM this evening infront of a group home resident and he didn't say anything, It was very easy having the BM and just slipped without any clench relax, only the stairs it clenched.. I then went and changed. From now I'm on both 24/7 All my group home residents and staff know I have ''IC'' issues and wear nappies, it's kinda hard to hide when you sharing a house with other people. When on a purge and not wearing I already have to find toilets very often to relieve myself. I do have a small bladder, and when I've got the shits I 'need to go' straight away. I won't leave the house when I have the shits. My mental health community nurse has already wrote it on their NHS computer systems I have 'toileting problems'. So from now I'm I'm 24/7.

I already have a number of serious mental disabilities and live in a group home for people with mental disabilities. It would be easy for me to live as a double/bowel incontinent person with regards to my peers and support staff. A number of people who go to my day centre I attend are incontinent so I already use their clinical waste bin for my IC pads. The staff here and at the day centre staff know I already wear nappies but I've not started messing in front of any of my peers or staff yet. I want to mess straight away when the urge hits so this can be anywhere and I want to do it without clenching. I will remain discreet and not flaunt it. I will change straight away. On a disability related footing if a person is seen to have bowel IC and wears IC nappies that would make the person seem to be quite disabled, right? If they are already in that kind of setting? I think I do have BIID for wanting this. I just want to be seen as a disabled person, which I already am but bowel IC would really define it for me.

I posted this in the wrong category, so reposted it here. Every time I have a poo I uncontrollable pee on the bathroom floor. Also even though I have been very thorough with wiping with wet wipes, 10 minutes later I'm staining my underpants with skid marks which is unnoticed, the worst part was I was with one of my support workers on holiday and I sat on her white clean bedsheets I marked the sheets. That was embarrassing. With my urine difficulties I'm needing to use the toilet very often, my bladder feels uncomfortable until I pee, then I have it a small gush in the toilet when not wearing a nappy. I have to use the toilet every opportunity I get which has been noticed by my support workers in the group home. I made my bladder super sensitive from long binges wearing 24/7. Because I'm wetting in little gushes and dribbles when wearing nappies I don't really pay much attention and can wet in all positions, with sleeping I always wear a nappy because without a nappy on and up and down using the toilet all night. I just wake up and straight away first thing I do is pee and go back to sleep, its not disturbing my sleep like it used to do with having the strong urge to pee. I'm going to chuck in the towel and just go 24/7 again but differently full time this time which isn't a problem for me. I'm going to for for both wetting and messing my nappies. I'm very good at wetting straight when I feel the urge and leaving my anal sphincter unclenched when having a poo, I don't even push and and not automatically reflex clenching. I always have have a BM in the early morning so that I'm not messing in front of anybody which I'm still embarrassed about. Will this happen if I continue to abuse my body like this? And I don't want to start clenching and exercise my anal sphincter. I'm pretty good at cleaning up after a BM with dry wipes and Emollient cleaning foam, I always use disposable gloves and put my nappy in a sealable nappy bad and toss in the outside bin. I love the smell of clinical smelling IC wipes. I feel shame wearing nappies and doing this to my body sometimes and I know I would hate incontinence but I can't stop from doing this? I have binge and purge cycles. Does this sound like I'm becoming IC?

Every time I have a poo I uncontrollable pee on the bathroom floor. Also even though I have been very thorough with wiping with wet wipes, 10 minutes later I'm staining my underpants with skid marks which is unnoticed, the worst part was I was with one of my support workers on holiday and I sat on her white clean bedsheets I marked the sheets. That was embarrassing. With my urine difficulties I'm needing to use the toilet very often, my bladder feels uncomfortable until I pee, then I have it a small gush in the toilet when not wearing a nappy. I have to use the toilet every opportunity I get which has been noticed by my support workers in the group home. I made my bladder super sensitive from long binges wearing 24/7. Because I'm wetting in little gushes and dribbles when wearing nappies I don't really pay much attention and can wet in all positions, with sleeping I always wear a nappy because without a nappy on I'm up and down using the toilet all night. I just wake up and straight away first thing I do is pee and go back to sleep, its not disturbing my sleep like it used to do with having the strong urge to pee which I don't get anymore. I'm going to chuck in the towel and just go 24/7 again but differently full time this time which isn't a problem for me. I'm going to for for both wetting and messing my nappies. I'm very good at wetting straight when I feel the urge and leaving my anal sphincter unclenched when having a poo, I don't even push and and not automatically reflex clenching. I always have have a BM in the early morning so that I'm not messing in front of anybody which I'm still embarrassed about. Will this happen if I continue to abuse my body like this? And I don't want to start clenching and exercise my anal sphincter. I'm pretty good at cleaning up after a BM with dry wipes and Emollient cleaning foam, I always use disposable gloves and put my nappy in a sealable nappy bad and toss in the outside bin. I feel shame wearing nappies and doing this to my body sometimes and I know I would hate incontinence but I can't stop from doing this? I think I'm cursed wanting this because I have a horrible bing/purge cycle and in a purge don't wear nappies. Does this sound like I'm becoming IC?

This would be a dream come true for me.

And the security wearing nappies will give you. Like a mental dependency instead of psychically. Is this easier to achieve?

I never noticed this SPH before but I guess I kinda got it. I would love nothing more then never getting an erection again, total incontinence and a very small penis just dribbling constantly. I like the thought of being changed by a care giver and them laughing at my penis.

I would love the operation, but I want all my prostate taking out, left 100% incontinent, with no erections ever again. Also a smaller penis would be nice. Also I would go for the bowel surgery as well which will leave me permanently bowel incontinent, with passive incontinence where I'm unaware I've messed until I can smell it. This would become a dream come true.

I just purchased another 4 cases (12 packets) of Drylife slip super. Starting my incontinence journey again. I already have a tone of IC nappies stacked in my bedroom.

To help with achieving stress incontinence, I don't want to automatically clench when coughing. I'm very good at remaining unclenched and wetting at the slightest urge in any position. Do you think if you can manage to not clench and actually wet when coughing will this help with incontience training?