treasuresman Posted October 14, 2019 Share Posted October 14, 2019 I would love to be in Japan as the Rugby World Cup is currently there 1 Link to comment
IslandDreamer Posted October 21, 2019 Author Share Posted October 21, 2019 Well I have internet access and some free time to post. @Jayme I highly recommend you do go see Japan some day just from what I have seen so far it is really cool and I only know a hand fully of Japanese phrases thanks to anime and still have no problem getting food and transportation @SGTbaby Thanks to the lovely couple we stayed with last night I think I do have an idea for a short story I would love to tell after this one ? @treasuresman Lol I'm not much of a sports fan and have planned most of my trip around staying away from where ever the Rugby Cup is being played but they have sooooo much merch here there and every where now time for that update *** Part 23 Off to the Zoo Another day, another wet diaper, I rolled over doing this just confirmed my thoughts and I wondered if I would ever stop wetting the bed in this world after all I didn't even remember wetting my bed as a child, I’m sure it happened but I don't remember it “Are you wet?” came a whispering voice, I looked over the edge of the bed and just managed to make out the face of Abby looking back at me, I briefly considered not replying and just pretending that I was still asleep but if I could see her then I’m sure she could see me too “Yes” I whispered back, not sure why she was asking “I don't remember the last time I had a dry night” I remained silent not sure what to say to a statement like that “Do you remember the last time you had a dry night?” she asked in her whispered voice “I do” I said thinking back to those glorious mornings that I would wake up and didn't have what felt like a liter of liquid wrapped around my legs, but I guess for the next two and a bit months this was my new mornings “If it bothers you talk to Wendy” I whispered to her “It's not that, I was just wondering what it would be like to not wake up in a wet diaper that mommy takes care of” I rolled my eyes but continued to watch her for a few more seconds “Is Kaylee awake yet?” I asked “Not that I know of” that was odd, I always expected her to be one of the first ones to be awake “I’ll wake her up for you” the words left Abby's lips and in the time it took for my brain to register it she had poked the then still form of Kaylee “No wa…” “I’m up” from sleep to bolt upright sprang Kaylee, she looked around the room a couple of times before asking “Where am I?” yea she wasn't fully awake that much was clear “Your at aunty Rose’s house” whispered Abby “Oh” replied Kaylee rubbing her eyes and not even trying to keep her voice down “Wheres mommy?” Asked Kaylee looking around again “In another room probably still sleeping” I answered in a whisper, hoping that she would take the hint that she still had to be quite, no such luck “I’m hungry” she said in her regular voice and proceeded to stand up “I’ll send mommy in to change us” Abby and I both got out of bed and tried to stop her but Kaylee was out the door in seconds. “Kaylee get back here” I stage shouted as I followed her through the hall “But I’m hungry” she answered and continued to waddle down the hall, after waking Rose up yesterday I didn't really want to do that this morning, I looked in front of Kaylee and saw that both the kitchen and living room lights were on then heard the soft voice of Gwen “Where did I…” she didn't get to finish as Kaylee called out “MOMMY I’M HUNGRY” well I suppose if Gwen was awake then there was a good bet that Rose and Wen were too “Kaylee bear what are you doing up” asked Gwen now poking her head around the corner of the door way “Looks like all three of you are up early” said Gwen shaking her head “The Littles are up” called Gwen, shortly after Rose and Wendy could be seen in the doorway of the kitchen “It's a weekend, we thought you would sleep in” said Rose with a smile “I’m hungry” said Kaylee again still seeming to care less that she might have woken everyone up, she walked over to Gwen and was promptly picked up into the Amazons arms “I think you need a change first Kaylee bear” said Gwen patting Kaylees diapered behind “No, food first” said Kaylee grumpily “Kaylee remember what happened last night when you didn't listen” Kaylee shrunk down and seemed to relent “Ok mommy” “Rose you right if I change Kaylee in your room?” asked Gwen “Sure” replied Rose “OK while we wait for Kaylee, lets gets some food” said Wendy bending down to our level, I smiled, Abby cheered and all of us heard a grown from Kaylee as she was carried out of the hallway. Of course Kaylee was not the last one to get a diaper change, far from it, Abby was second then of course I went with Rose “What is that?” I asked Rose as she raised the days new diaper to my eye level, I was sure that I must be seeing things “It's your new diaper” replied Rose sounding confused “I can see that, why does it have animals on it?” I asked frowning at it “Wasn't that some kind of punishment for yesterday?” Rose chuckled “It was… but I just thought this too appropriate for today to pass up” “You are a cruel woman” I said deadpan “I love you too” she said with a smile and proceeded to get me ready for the day. Bellies full courtesy of the Amazons and bags packed for a long day the car was loaded then one by one Kaylee, Abby and myself were strapped into the three car seat now in the back of Roses car “How is everyone going to fit?” I asked as Rose was strapping me in “There isn't enough seats” just like in my dimension the car only had the two seats up front and the back seat that was now full with the three of us Littles “Don't you worry about that” said Rose with a quick tussle of my hair and closed the door, I grumbled for a bit to the giggles of my fellow captives. It turned out that Rose and Wendy were in the car with us while Gwen was taking her own, in my opinion this was good for two reasons, first that having Wendy in this car prevented Abby from going into a meltdown about being apart from each other and secondly it gave Rose and Wendy a good chance to talk, it felt kind of strange listening to them, almost like I was looking through their house while they weren't there and of course this didn't bother the other two as they were playing some electronic game with each other that I had declined to join so I could get a better look at the world I had found myself in and listen to the Amazons talk. “Finally” said Kaylee stretching as she was let out of the car seat “That trip took forever” added Abby “It was only forty minutes or so” I said and stretched myself “Well it doesn't matter we are here now” said Rose still collecting things from the boot of the car “YEY!” cheered Kaylee and was about to run off but came to a stop as Gwen clipped the strap to Kaylees harness, Kaylee looked around and saw she was now on the leash so to speak and groaned “Mommy I want to run around” “I don't think so Kaylee bear we don't need you getting lost and mistaken for one of the animals” Kaylee giggled “That wouldn't happen” “I don't know about that…” Gwen kneeled down and started to tickle her Little “Your just like a monkey aren't you” Kaylee was laughing too hard to reply with anything coherent, Abby joined in on the laughter and was none the wiser as Wendy attached her leash to Abby's harness. “Why do I have to be in this?” I asked as we were walking to the entrance of the zoo, I was the only one that was forced to ride in a stroller “It's just incase you get tired” answered Rose from behind me “I won't get tired” I said trying to weasel my way out of not having free reign “I’m sure you won't, don't worry you won't be in there all day” this quited me down some as I had thought that I would have to be pushed around everywhere “I’m sure these two will need a rest from time to time so it's not just for you” added Wendy, Abby and Kaylee both turned back and in unison said “We will not” the Amazons chuckled and the six of us joined the line to enter the zoo. “Hello, can we get tickets for three Amazons and three Littles” said Wendy to the Amazon man at the ticket counter “Sure thing” he replied, Wendy waved her hand over the desk and the gate opened allowing us entry, I am really going to have to ask Rose if Amazons use money. We entered to the semi large crowd of Littles and Amazons going about the various storefronts and information booths “Where should we go first?” asked Rose, Abby and Kaylee shouted there answers over top of each other “ELEPHANTS” “TIGERS” “How about we just take the first path” suggested Wendy “Good idea, then we won't miss anything” added Gwen, both of my fellow Littles groaned as we started to walk to the first of six forking paths and saw the sign read “This way too monkeys, birds and the lepidopterarium” I looked at the sign as I was wheeled passed and had to ask “What's a lep… i… dop… terarium?” Rose was quick to answer my question “A lepidopterarium is a place where they keep butterflies meerkat” “Oh” hearing the word said aloud I knew what the word ment but I just couldn't spell out the word in time. Kaylee and Abby ran back and forth in front of me to all the displays and painting meant for kids and I assumed Littles “Hes soooo cool” said Abby looking up at the plastic gorilla that Littles were crowding around so their Amazons could take pictures “Can we, can we mommy” said Kaylee nearly jumping up and down as she tugged on Gwen's pants leg “Ok Kaylee bear” smiled Gwen and the six of us waited in line for three minutes to get to the front and have our picture taken by the park employee “Ok great, did you want individual pictures?” asked the woman, Kaylee and Abby were already starting to run off at this point so Gwen and Wendy declined but Rose took the woman up on the offer and quickly took me out of the stroller and we stood together, her kneeling down to hold me by the gorilla that was bigger than I was “Ok here we go” said the woman and Rose held me tighter, the click went off for a second time and I knew that the picture was done, Rose moved us aside and returned me to the stroller but before catching up with the others Rose handed me her phone “What do you think?” asked Rose, I looked at the picture of the two of us, Rose with her bright warm smile and me with clearly half assing the smile, Rose looked like she truly enjoyed being here but my lack of enjoyment must have been obvious to her “It looks good” I lied and handed the phone back to Rose “I think she took the photo before you were ready” chuckled Rose and we were off to join the others, did Rose truly believe that or was she just giving me an out? I didn't know the answer but I resolved to try and be more happy today for her. The actual gorilla enclosure wasn't that far down the track, we found the other four already looking into the glassed off enclosure with Abby and Kaylee with their noses to the glass “Look look he's coming closer” said an excited Little I didn't know “Rose can we get closer?” I asked wanting a better look “Sure we can” Rose rounded the stroller and removed me allowing me to join Abby and Kaylee at the glass to see the much larger than I was used to gorilla walking around the enclosure almost like he was greeting everyone, I smiled to myself at the thought “I think he's showing off for you” said Rose as the closest gorilla started to thump his chest “Cool” I smiled. Seeing the animals was more interesting than I thought it was going to be, we had made our way through all the different types of monkeys and quite a few birds but it was the butterfly house that really captured my imagination. We entered the building and immediately felt the warmth of the place wash over us, moments later as we could see through the curtain that covered the doors we saw butterflies flee in every direction “Wow” “Soooo pretty” I couldn't help but agree with Abby and Kaylee “What do you think Emy?” asked Rose “Quite beautiful” I replied with all honesty and watched the butterflies flutter around slowly getting accustomed to our presence. Abby and Kaylee ran through the weaving concrete paths chasing away the butterflies resting near their path, from my seat in the stroller it was like watching multiple waves of the creatures show us exactly where the two Littles were if their giggling wasn't enough of a give away. As I was looking at one particularly beautiful butterfly I felt someone softly poke my arm, I turned to see Rose smiling at me and sucking one of her fingers but offering no explanation as to why she poked me. A couple of minutes after walking through the place one of the more colourful butterflies came fluttering right up to me and landed on my arm, I blinked in confusion, not a single one had even come close to anyone inside the butterfly house apart from when someone managed to sneak up on one “You must have something good on you” said Wendy, the other two Amazons turned to look at me too “That is sooo cute” said Gwen and all three Amazons took out their phones to take pictures of my stunned face and the colourful butterfly, it didn't take long for me to work out what happened and I smiled for the last of the pictures “Mommy, mommy what about me?” asked Kaylee pulling on Gwen's pants leg “Are you missing out Kaylee bear” chuckled Gwen and she started to take pictures of Kaylee going up to butterflies. I was smiling as we left the butterfly house, my friend had stayed with me through the entire walk through till we got to the exit where the attendant sadly had to remove him but offered me a toy version in exchange which of course made Kaylee jealous so she and Abby got one too. As Rose and the other Amazons were reading the signs for the next set of paths it occured to me why the butterfly stayed with me and no one else, when Rose poked me she must have had something sweet on her finger, I smiled to myself as I thought how it was like a magic trick she had played on me, it was magical too begin with seeing the butterfly choose to land on me and knowing how Rose did it didn't take any of the magic away “What are you thinking about Meerkat?” came Roses voice, I looked around and noticed we were on the move again “I was thinking about all the butterflies” I said with a smile even though Rose couldn't see me through the stroller “They were very beautiful weren't they” “Very” I echoed “And you must be sweet because you even made a friend” I wanted to tell Rose that I knew what she had done but simply said “It was like magic” and smiled to myself once again. “Pleeeeeeeese” whined Kaylee “You are too little” replied Gwen “But I want to pet the elephant” she whined again, I had to admit that even I was curious as to how an elephants skin felt “Excuse me miss…” all heads looked over to the Zoo employee “We have a petting area just for Littles” the sheer joy that came over Kaylee's face was priceless, there was an area for Amazon children to get up close and personal with the younger elephants but of course Kaylee, Abby and myself were to short for this “I’m afraid this does cost extra though” Kaylees face dropped and she gave Gwen the biggest puppy dog eyes I had ever seen “Mmm… I don't know Kaylee bear…” said Gwen as if there was some doubt that she would deny her Little this heartfelt desire “Ok then” said Gwen and Kaylee started jumping with joy, Gwen started to talk with the employee and I leaned out of the stroller to get Roses attention “Rose could I… you know…” Rose leaned closer to me with her trademark smile “Do you want to go too?” I nodded meekly. We had to wait ten minutes before myself and four other Littles were aloud into a closed off section, holding each of our hands was an Amazon at the employee's request or there was no getting in, I held Roses hand tightly as we walked through the door to see another three zoo employees standing around two baby elephants, each not much bigger than I was “Welcome Littles and carers, I am Johno and this is Lin and Henry…” said one of the Amazons patting the closest elephant “They are both eight months old so I’m sure that some of you Littles are older than they are” the Amazon carers chuckled including Rose “Now parents I want you to keep a good eye on your Little because Lin and Henry are still young and don't fully know their own strength” the elephant must have liked his pats because the moment Jono stopped his trunk started to pull on Jonos shirt “With that said your welcome to come meet Lin and Henry, if anyone has any questions at all we…” he gestured to himself and his fellow workers “Would be more than happy to answer them” the two Littles that I didn't know hesitantly walked upto the baby elephants while both Abby and Kaylee were pulling at their Amazons hands to get there first, I looked up at Rose and with a smile and a quick squeeze of my hand we too went over to meet the elephants. It was finally my turn to swap places with Kaylee so I was now walking while Kaylee was trying to free herself from the stroller “This SUCKS!” cried Kaylee “Kaylee” Gwen shot Kaylee the look that let the Little know she had said the wrong thing, I smirked to myself, the stroller did suck “Looks like up next is…” Rose looked at the sign up ahead in the road “Oh no… reptiles” I looked up at Rose and saw that she was clearly nervous “Are you afraid of snakes?” I asked her “No…” she replied shakaly “I… just don't like them is all” I nodded showing I totally believe her lie one hundred percent, that was sarcasm. As we walked up to the entrance of the fake cave that housed the reptiles Rose seemed to freeze “You know you don't have to come in” I said as I looked back to see her frozen form “I have to be there incase you get scared” I heard Rose say in an almost whisper “It's ok everyone is afraid of something, besides I’m sure Gwen and Wendy can look after me” in the back of my head I heard myself say these words and laugh at the complete ridiculousness of them and at how much I would have thrown a fit at the idea I needed someone to hold my hand for something like this just a week or two ago “Right?” I asked turning to the two other Amazons “Exactly” replied Gwen with her smile, Rose looked at Gwen and gave her a shaky smile “Thanks Gwen that would be great” Wendy walked over to Rose and put an arm around her “I think I’ll stay here with Rose if you don't mind taking Abby too” said Wendy, Gwen agreed and Abby and I followed Gwen pushing the stroller with Kaylee inside, I looked back just before rounding the corner to see Wendy still comforting Rose. “LIZARDS!!” squealed a random Little, I had to cover my ears because of her high pitch, thankfully her Amazon quited her down by forcing a pacifier into her mouth, the sight reminded me that Rose had not forced one of those in my mouth for some time thankfully, it also turned my mind back to Rose and I wondered how she was doing. The tanks up ahead had a large crowd of Amazons and Littles around them “Mommy can we go see?” asked Kaylee still trying to force herself higher to get a better look “Ok, Abby, Emy stay close to me please” said Gwen, the two of us got closer to the stroller and went into see what the crowd was watching. One of the Zoo employees was showing Littles all the different types of lizards he had in the small tank with him, occasionally letting the odd Little touch the Lizard he was explaining at the time, it didn't take long for us to have other Littles and Amazons surround us making it the perfect cover for me to escape and check on Rose “I’m going for a closer look” I said and without waiting for a reply from Gwen I pushed my way through the crowd of Littles “Emy don't…” I didn't manage to hear the rest of what she was going to say because of the amplified voice of the Zoo employee, I bobbed and weaved my way to the front then off to the side and doubled back behind Gwen who was frantically looking over the heads of the Littles looking for me, I did feel bad for doing this to her but something just told me that I had to go see Rose right now besides if I’m quick I might be able to be back in time to hide myself back in the crowd with Gwen none the wiser. I exited the cave and sneaked around the wall to find Rose and Wendy talking, at the distance I was from them it was hard to hear so I sneaked over to a bush closer to them “...You know I didn't move to this city for my job, it was for you” said Wen looking into Roses eyes, Rose let out a little sigh and replied “I know and I’m sorry for that…” Wen placed a finger on Roses mouth to silence her “I don't care what happens, I love you and I want to be with you” I could not believe what I was hearing, my movie conditioned mind knew what was coming next and reality didn't disappoint, Wendy leaned in and kissed Rose full on the lips with the kiss lasting both seconds and an eternity for me “We will handle this together” said Wendy as she broke off the kiss, Rose was about to say something but I didn't get to hear what it was because an Amazon sized hand touched my shoulder “Hey there Little one are you lost?” I turned to see a female Amazon wearing a security guards uniform “No I…” “It's ok your not in trouble, let me just check who your carer is” the woman pulled out something that resembled a smartphone, with the grip she had on my shoulder I didn't think I was going anywhere, the Amazon started to move the device behind me when the both of us heard a shout then running footsteps “EMY!” Rose and Wendy came running to us and Rose threw her arms around me forcing the security woman to let go of me “Is this your Little miss?” asked the guard, I looked at Roses face and knew her well enough to know she wasn't just scared she was terrified for some reason “Rose whats…” I started to ask “Yes officer this Little belongs to Rose here” said Wen “I just need to check your registration to confirm” Rose squeezed me tighter and there was a clear hesitation before Wendy answered “I’m sorry mam we don't have the card with us” replied Wendy “That's not a problem, I’ll just scan the Littles ID tag and you can show me your ident card” said the officer “The reason we don't have the registration is because we were robbed last week and are in the process of replacing all our cards but if you need proof that this Little belongs to my friend shouldn't the fact that she said my friends name suggest that they at least know each other” there was another pause as the officer was clearly thinking and I could feel Rose holding her breath “Alright then I guess because she did know her name I’ll take your word for it but be sure to get your cards replaced asap” “Will do officer and thank you” there was a massive exhale of breath from Rose as I heard the footsteps of the officer recede, while Rose was still hugging me tight I said “Ok what the hell was that?” 5 Link to comment
Little Andrea Posted October 22, 2019 Share Posted October 22, 2019 Yay, another chapter! And it was such a good one too. Link to comment
SGTbaby Posted October 23, 2019 Share Posted October 23, 2019 Glad you were inspired and I hope it keeps coming! Lol Link to comment
treasuresman Posted October 23, 2019 Share Posted October 23, 2019 Emy needs a harness just as much or more than Kaylee as she is a brat Link to comment
IslandDreamer Posted November 6, 2019 Author Share Posted November 6, 2019 @treasuresman I'm with you she defiantly can be lol Sorry everyone for not posting Monday I was with family for the last couple of days or flying (no internet) but I'm home now so heres the next chapter though I should add that if you are reading this story because you like the cutesy thing I try to write I recommend you stop reading for a couple of months, the chapters after this move away from that for a while so I can tell the story, I believe it was Orson Welles that said "If you want a happy ending that depends of course on where you stop the story" Enjoy *** Part 24 Confessions and joy Wendy too let out a large breath she had been holding “Emma you don't know how dangerous that was running away from Gwen like that” said Wendy as Rose was still not letting me go “I got that thanks…” I said annoyed “Now tell me why” Rose finally released me from her embrace but still kept ahold of my wrists, Rose and Wendy looked at each other like they were asking each other what lie they should tell me “I’m quite sure you weren't robbed like you claimed so what's going on? Are you illegals in this country?” “No we are legal citizens” said Rose in a shaky voice “So your running from the law?” Rose and Wendy looked at each other again “I can see it on your faces, so what did you do?” I asked now sure that they were wanted by the law here “Emma, it's not that simple” said Wendy no longer using the cutesy name Rose liked to use on me “Then explain it to me” I near shouted, Wendy was about to say something but Roses phone started to ring “I can't” said Rose handing the phone to Wendy who answered it “Slow down she's here with us… yes… we will keep her with us till you get back out… ok bye” Wendy hung up the phone and handed it back to Rose “Gwen was freaking out because she lost you” said Wendy looking at me, her face was impassive, I felt the guilt shoot through me at hearing this “I didn't mean to make her worry” I tried to defend myself “I was going to be back before she noticed I was gone but the officer… wait don't change the subject” “Rose we need to…” began Wendy “Yea” replied Rose and she lifted me into her arms “Wait what are you doing” I protested, not wanting to fall onto my head… again… I didn't squerm like the first day in this world. We ended up in the corner of two fences out of the way of most of the visitors to the zoo “Ok ask your questions” said Rose now having regained her strength "What did the two of you do?" I asked more aquusitory than I meant to "First off Wendy here hasn't done anything, she's just been a good friend helping me" I rolled my eyes "Please Rose I saw the two of you kissing" the two of them looked at each other again "Don't worry I'm more than happy for you" I said before remembering that I was questioning them "So what did you… do?" I asked making sure to emphasize the you part, Rose paused for a couple of seconds probably gathering her thoughts "Without going into specifics I helped some people and the law got involved" I gave Rose a look over the same way she does when I think she's reading my mind "Did you kill someone?" "No" she said immediately "Did people get hurt" Roses face turned to a look of sadness "Yes… some people did get hurt in the process" admittedly I'm not the best lie detector but my gut was telling me that everything Rose was saying was true, I must have left the silence hang to long "Emy do you like Rose?" Asked Wendy out of nowhere, both Rose and I looked at her "I guess" I answered “Then does this information change anything about Rose?” I took my time to think about it “As long as you were honestly trying to help and you haven't killed anyone then I guess not” a look of relief came over Roses face, I guess she worried about what I thought of her “If I could go back and do it over so no one got hurt I would” said Rose “I’m sure you know this but you can't tell anyone about this or Rose will be in a lot of trouble” said Wendy “Yea I got that and I’m guessing that I would somehow give her away by talking to security” Rose nodded while Wendy explained “There is a chip right about here…” Wendy reached behind me and placed a finger on my spine just below the neck “That if scanned would be like announcing that Rose is here” the thought that something like that was placed inside me without my consent was disturbing but what else was new for this dimension besides when I get back to my dimension I’m sure I can have it removed by a doctor, I stood there thinking then started to shake my head in laughter “What's funny?” asked both Amazons “My life is feeling like some badly written novel” I chuckled “The innocent boring Rose actually ends up having this secret past, that I still don't know by the way...” I shrugged my shoulders “Well at least your not boring” I said still chuckling to myself “I’m not boring” said Rose in a mock hurt voice that was broken by the both of them having their own smirk, I remembered back to my first days when I made the joke of living with a druggie, I guess I was sort of right… though she's not a druggie just evading the law, I sat down on the table that I had been standing on to be head height with the Amazons “At least there's that” I mumbled to myself, Roses indiscretion was because she was helping someone I could live with that after all everyone has broken the law at some point or another but if she had truly done something bad like murdering someone then I don't think I would have been able to stay with her for the last two months needed for Kaylee to take me home, just as Rose was about to speak again we all heard animal sounds which wasn't out of the ordinary for being at the zoo, the reason we all looked at me was that the sounds were coming from my diapered crotch “Fuck sake!” I cried and through my head back in annoyance that I had another unconscious accident at such an important talk with Rose “Emy” said Rose in her warning voice “Yea yea” I said and waved her off, Rose smirked with her shaking head and before I knew it, I found the pacifier placed inside my mouth, I began to take it out but of course was stopped by Rose “That's for the bad language and for running off on Gwen you will be with me for the rest of the day” I quickly pulled the paci out of my mouth “What your still punishing me after all this” I complained and placed it back in my mouth “Yes, it could be much worse wouldn't you agree?” “I guess” I mumbled around the paci and pulled it out “I could just turn you in if I was petty” I said, both Amazons chuckled “We know your a good person and wouldn't do that” said Wendy, I rolled my eyes and placed the paci back in my mouth “I guess not” I mumbled, Rose scooped me up and we were off again. Gwen was waiting for us at the cave entrance “There you are Emy, why did you run off?” Asked Gwen, Rose answered for me “Emy had to tell me that she needed a diaper change” Gwen chuckled to herself, I briefly wondered why Rose lied to Gwen but that's a question for another time “I think we had better do a round of changes then, someone here wet themselves out of fear of the snakes” Abby seemed to turn a deeper shade of red at Gwen's words “I’m with you, nothing to be ashamed of...” said Rose “Snakes are scary” she continued and hid behind Wendy pretending to be scared, this got a good laugh out of everyone. Back in my home world there would be a male toilet, a female toilet and maybe a family slash disabled toilet but here there is the first two then there's also the “Littles change room”, inside there were five changing tables, with one currently being used by an Amazon and her female charge, it would have been very uncomfortable if they had have been male “Yes we had our photo there too” said the Amazon “Misty loved it, didn't you?” the Little was watching the ceiling with her thumb in her mouth not paying the slightest bit of attention to what her carer was doing between her legs “I think we need to go back to it, the photographer took the photo before Emy here was ready and it makes her look grumpy” said Rose as she started to wipe my diaper area “But she loved the butterfly house” continued Rose “Well if you take the first left up that way there is a great place to take some photos with your Littles” “What is it?” asked Rose, the Amazon smiled “I take it this is your first time here, trust me it's better left as a surprise but if you want the best pictures try to wait till it gets dark” Rose thanked the woman and they both talked about other uninteresting topics while the other Little and myself were changed. “Are we good to go?” asked Wendy as Rose and I walked out of the change room “Unless anyone else needs a change I think we are good to go” replied Rose with a chuckle and everyone started off “Emy” I looked back to see Rose standing there with her hand outstretched to me “Really” I mumbled around the pacifier and walked back to take her hand “Good girl” she said with her smile, I rolled my eyes and we caught up with the others. We were quickly approaching the next display of animals “I bet none of you have seen these animals” said Gwen after reading the sign, I looked up to read the sign but was dragged along by Rose before I could get a good look “Ooooo hes sooooo cute” said a random Little in the crowd of people, I stood straighter and tried to look over the heads of everyone with no success, we moved off to the side some more and I could see it “What is that? A small bear?” asked Kaylee “It's a koala” said Abby and I in unison though my words were probably more hard to understand with the dam pacifier in my mouth, Kaylee stared at us in puzzlement “A what?” she asked “Oh so you have seen them before?” asked Gwen “I have seen them back in my old home” said Abby cheeraly watching the fluff ball hang onto the Amazon that was talking about it, I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth and asked “Are you from Australia Abby?” Abby looked at me in surprise “Yes, I guess your not American then” I shook my head and laughed “No I thought you were American” she giggled “Nope” “Well isn't that nice you two have something in common” said Rose looking at the two of us with her smile “Did I hear correctly…” came the voice of the male Amazon holding the koala, we all looked over to him “That we have some Littles that are native to our friends home” he continued and scanned the crowd “Over here” called Wendy pointing down to Abby and myself “Mam would you care too bring your Littles up here?” asked the Amazon, Wendy looked at me as if asking “want to come” and I answered her unasked question with a shake of the head and placing the pacifier back in my mouth “Go on” said Rose and gave me a quick nudge “They must be feeling shy let's give them a hand of encouragement” the crowd started to applaud and Abby made her way to the zoo employee with Wendy, Rose followed Wendy and since she was still holding my hand I was brought along with her. The four of us looked out at the small crowd in front of us with Kaylee and Gwen now near the front “So can you tell me where Willow here is from?” the zoo employee asked Abby while giving Willow a few pats “Yes, he is native to my old dimension and country Australia” “Very clever” said the employee “How about you, can you tell me what he likes to eat?” he asked after turning to me, I froze just looking at all the people watching me, in some small part of my mind I felt Rose pluck the paci out of my mouth but my attention was still on the crowd, I had never been very good with crowds and coming to this world didn't help “She's a bit nervous with everyone watching” said Rose “That's ok, Willow here eats leaves or more specifically eucalyptus leaves…” words continued to flow from the employees mouth but they didn't register in my brain. The zoo employee continued to ask questions of Abby and myself, it took a couple of questions but eventually I came out of my paralyzed state mostly thanks to Rose and ended up able to answer a couple of questions, after he was done with all the information about Willow as a thanks for as the employee put it “being brave” Abby and I were aloud to pet Willow as he happily munched on some leaves, as I was stroking his fur I wondered why he remained the same size in this world while I apparently shrunk. “Do you know why Willow remained the same size but I shrunk?” I asked Rose as we were walking to the next exhibit “I’m afraid I don't meerkat, you should ask Wendy, she probably knows because of her job” Wendy over heard her name, stopped showing Abby the pictures they had been viewing together and looked back to us “Wendy what do you do for a living?” I asked, she smirked at me “Oh you know just the normal boring things” that was an odd reply “Soooo a teacher like Rose?” I asked, she bobbed her head “I guess you could say I teach” I looked to Rose hoping for a proper answer and was met with a smile that seemed to say “she's messing with you” yea thanks Rose I got that “We don't fully know why some living things come through full sized while others come through smaller, though we do know that your kind in particular seems to almost always come through smaller” answered Wendy “Ha so even the all knowing Amazons don't know why” I laughed, it made me very happy to know that even with how much smarter the Amazons were they still didn't know everything “Nope” chuckled Wendy and we kept walking on. Our timing worked out quite well as we ended up at the Zoos food court “Just before lunch” said Rose looking at her watch “Whos hungry?” immediately Kaylee and Abby were making it known how much they were starving, Wendy offered to get food for everyone, in the meantime Abby and Kaylee were entertaining themselves by chasing the pigeons who were trying to clean up dropped food from the ground “Girls don't go too far” called Gwen and returned to her conversation with Rose “I think you should let Emy go play with the girls” I saw Rose look at me from the corner of my eye, I was facing the same direction as Abby and Kaylee but my mind was somewhere else and giving a small amount of attention to the Amazons conversation “Emy has to stay with me for the rest of the day to remind her not to run off without us knowing” answered Rose “Go on, just till lunch gets here” prompt Gwen “The trio is missing a member aren't they Emy?” I heard my name and snapped my head round to face the voice “What?” I asked confused “She wasn't even listening” chuckled Rose “I was…” I shot back “You were talking about what you were going to do for dinner” I said with as much confidence as I could manage, both Amazons chuckled “That was a while ago my little airhead” said Rose giving me a side hug “Then I wasn't listening” I said giving her a smile “Told you” said Rose to Gwen. Wendy returned with food on trays and the two loonies were called back much to their reluctance until they saw the food “Well that was too much for me” I said as I drank the last of my drink but still had at least half of my meal left on the plate, I patted my stomach to emphasize the point “I’ll ave it” Kaylee tried to say with her mouth full of chips “Eat what you have first Kaylee bear” Gwen told her Little, Kaylee rolled her eyes and shoveled more food into her mouth “I’m sure you still have room left for that snack” said Wendy taking one of my chips and popping it into her mouth “If I eat any more I think it’ll be forced out somewhere else” I heard my own words and could not believe what I had just said, Rose chuckled “Maybe you should I noticed you didn't do your business this morning” I felt the red warmth reach my cheeks, something that hasn't happened for a while now “Can we not talk about my bathroom habits while eating” I said trying to keep my voice quite “Alright we wont talk about when you fill your diapers” smirked Rose “Child” I retorted and gave her a light punch on the arm. While my diaper didn't need changing yet the other two weren't as lucky “Will you two be alright if I take Emy to see an exhibit just the two of us?” asked Rose “Sure we have two Littles to change” answered Wendy “We can meet you at the next stop” added Gwen “Thanks” Rose waved to the others as they left for I assumed the Little change room and took my hand “This next sight I wanted to be just the two of us” said Rose as we started to walk off “What is it?” I asked now curious “You will see soon” said Rose smiling down at me. It's a good thing that Rose knew where we were going because if I would have walked straight past the next animals we came to see and with only one other Amazon and Little looking made me wonder if it even housed some animal “Are those…” I looked through the glass and saw small creatures scurrying around while others were standing tall on guard “MEERKATS!!!” I shouted and broke free from Roses grasp to run to the glass, the meerkats scattered as I reached the glass but this didn't bother me, I was ecstatic, beyond ecstatic, there just simply wasn't a word big enough to describe how happy I was to finally see meerkats in person “Were you surprised?” Rose asked knowingly “Most definitely” I didn't take my eyes off the meerkats as they slowly came out of their hidey holes, Rose was kind enough to just let me watch the small creatures in silence and I was grateful. As the excitement started to die down it occured to me that I had been trying to avoid acting like a child the whole time I had been with Rose but this brought it out of me naturally and with no acting required, it was sheer joy that I could not contain and Rose had seen “They are just so cool” I said as if Rose had been reading my mind, my voice still full of excitement “I can see why you like them” replied Rose in an equally happy voice, unlike almost every animal I had seen here today so far these meerkats had not changed in size, they remained standing a foot tall, if they had turned Amazon sized I don't think I could love them as much but just looking at them now, unchanged it was great. Squatting down I placed my hand on the glass and to my delight one of the nearby Meerkats spotted it and tentatively came closer “Rose, look look” I near squealed with joy, one of the things I most wanted to do some day was coming closer to my hand, closer, ever closer, then it happened, the meerkat placed a paw up to my own on the other side of the glass, we were separated by meer inches “Thank you” I mouthed to the meerkat, he cocked his head clearly not understanding what I was saying but that was ok I like to think he got the meaning all the same, as one of the meerkats fellows made a sound my now favorite meerkat scurried off back to the pack, I was sad to see him go but I was still happier than I had been in a very long time. I got about another ten minutes before familiar voices greeted us “Oooh look at the rats” I turned to see Kaylee and Abby running to join me at the glass “They are meerkats” I said correcting them “Really? Well they look funny” said Kaylee pressing her nose to the glass to get a better look, I proceeded to telling the two of them everything I knew about these adorable creatures and was vaguely aware that the Amazons were talking to each other in the background. What a surprise Rose was right at the beginning of the day when she said I would get tired, with all the walking and food I ended up back in the stroller and found myself nodding off here and there not completely sure where I was dreaming or seeing the real world with some of the stranger animals that were present in the zoo “How much longer do you think she will be asleep?” I heard the distant voice of Gwen ask in my foggy mind “I hope not much longer, it's almost time for the last surprise” came Roses reply, I opened my eyes to the sun just starting to touch the large buildings “We could always help things along” came Wendys voice “No let's let them sleep for a bit longer” Rose said, I could see her and the other Amazons from the side and realised that the stroller wasn't facing them nor away, it was side on to the Amazons “No need…” I said with a stretch “Look whos awake” said Rose now beaming at me and turned the stroller so I could see everyone better, I was greeted to the strangest sight, both Abby and Kaylee were asleep in their Amazons arms “I guess I got the more comfortable sleeping area” I said in a now whisper, Rose put on a mock hurt look “And how do you know I’m not more comfortable?” I rubbed my eyes then grinned at her “I guess I don't” I replied simply “I think we had better compare” said Rose and she bent down to unbuckle me from the stroller, in moments I was scooped up and resting in Roses strong arms “This is warmer” I said making myself comfortable, Rose chuckled and we waited for another couple of minutes. “Kaylee…” “Abby…” “It's time to wake up” “Waky, waky” said the gentle voices of both Gwen and Wendy to their Littles, it was funny to watch both of them slowly come back to consciousness and realise what was going on “Is it time?” asked a sleepy Kaylee “It is Kaylee bear” Kaylee went from the look of wondering where she was to fully awake in less than a second “YEY!” she cheered and was bounding onto the ground ready to run once again. The six of us walked yes walked towards the spot that I remembered the random Amazon telling Rose about during my diaper change, the lights of the zoo turned on and I was starting to wonder how a certain area could make for a better photo at night than in the day when I saw it, just up ahead was an old time looking caracel just like I remembered from my younger days back home when the town had a festival, the lights hanging around the interior made every polished surface shine like many winking stars “That's beautiful” I said in a whisper, Kaylee giggled “We saw this before remember?” “Emy was asleep” cherped Abby “Oh right” she shrugged and continued walking to the small group of people lining up, Rose gave me a light nudge breaking me out of my trance and getting me moving towards the line. The line moved very quickly and in no time at all we made our way onto the carousel “Which horse do you like?” asked Rose, I had been watching the various horses and had not found a single repeated design and in that I did find one that I liked over the others “This way” I said and lead Rose over to the least ornately decorated horse, to me it was beautiful in its simplicity like finding a diamond among stones “Upsy daisy” said Rose as she lifted me up on the horse, I took hold of the leather rains and placed my feet in the fixed stirrups then smiled to myself as pleasant memories of a time I had done this exact thing with my mother when I was younger “Smile” said Rose, I looked in front of me to see Rose holding out her phone for a selfie of us, I smiled and heard the click of her camera going off “Lovely” said Rose and she showed me the picture of the two of us, I nodded and smiled. It didn't take long for the Amazons to get the Littles on a horse or seat then the music started back up and we were on the move, as my horse started to move up and down Rose tightened her grip on me slightly. I loved it all, the music, the movements and the lighting all came together perfectly and sent into euphoria, I closed my eyes and felt the motion “Rose if every day was like this I could see myself wanting to stay” I whispered, Rose heard me “I promise to make every day I can as good as this” she finished and kissed the top of my head before my horse rose once more. 7 Link to comment
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IslandDreamer Posted November 18, 2019 Author Share Posted November 18, 2019 Don't worry @littleTomás all that will be revealed soon ? So before the next part just two quick things to point out, like I said in my last post these next parts are not going to be as nice as previous ones and lastly the swearing returns in the this part so you have been warned. *** Third Arc “I am...” Part 25 The Little It was hard for Rose to make the boring weekdays fun but she made up for it on the weekends where we went to various places that were both fun and exciting, both Gwen and Wendy accompanied us from time to time along with their Littles of course. Thirty six hours that was all the time I had left to wait before Kaylee promised to return me to my home dimension I was practically counting down the minutes thanks to Roses watch, now you're probably wondering what happened during the time you have missed so let me give you a quick rundown on what has been happening, Rose and I agreed that I shouldn't know anything about her past indiscretions with the law for each of our safety besides I just had to make it till Kaylee's dead line, Wendy and Abby started spending more and more time at Roses place till just last week where they officially moved in, turns out that my plan of getting them to the zoo together bore lovely fruit but sadly it wasn't all good news, the day before Wendy and Abby moved in Roses place was broken into, I thought that Rose looked worried when she saw all of her possessions scattered over the floor but when she saw that the door to the basement was broken we had fled to Wendy's house, perhaps it was this that was the motivation for Wendy to join us. The four of us had returned to the house hours later to clean up, even my room wasn't untouched, the site of my diapers scattering the floor was in the first few days one of my better day dreams but seeing it just made me scared that some unknown person had gone through my stuff, even though Rose didn't go to any law enforcement about the matter Dave offered to track down anything that had been stolen which Rose would not tell me all I knew was that none of my stuff had been taken, within three days Rose was back to her chipper self and I felt safer having Abby sleeping in the same room as me even if she slept in a crib. Today like most weekdays I was at the daycare center but unlike most days Kaylee and I had a bit of a role reversal, I was near bouncing out of my skin while Kaylee was getting annoyed with me constantly asking if she was going to keep her word and if she actually could “For the last time yes” sighed Kaylee “I just want to make sure” I said bouncing my foot as we were painting, Kaylee was quickly losing her never ending spark and it made me briefly wonder if it was because I would be leaving or me bugging her for once “What are you two talking about?” asked Abby not for the first time “Nothing she's just being weird” sighed Kaylee, I grinned at her then went back to my painting, I would miss this among a few other things, the discussions I have had with Kaylee and Abby over these weeks have been pleasant and maddening while I have come to accept that they wanted the life style the Amazons offered it wasn't for me, I had friends and family back home that probably thought I was missing or worse dead. I had contemplated staying like I had told Rose all those weeks ago on the carousel but even though I was now almost completely dependent on these diapers I was told that if I was to get back to my home dimension that my bladder control would return and I was very much looking forward to that, it wasn't the only thing I was looking forward to I had started a mental list of the things I wanted to do as soon as I got home, number one being to get rid of these diapers once and for all and the second involved my boyfriend… ahem so yea Rose I still didn't know what I was going to do with Rose. I didn't know whether to tell Rose everything in person which I feared she may try to stop me even by force or to leave her a note explaining everything, I was leaning more towards this but the words never seemed to sound right, after all I have been here long enough to know that I could have ended up with some Amazon that made hitler look like a saint, thankfully they were rare but still Rose protected me from all the mind altering stuff she could minus Kaylee's meddlings of course but I couldn't blame her for that Kaylee on the other hand… “Abby… Emy…” came the voice of Holly the Amazon receptionist, the both of us looked up and jumped up knowing that Martha would keep our paintings safe for another day “Cya Kaylee” I said I ran off to the door to retrieve my shoes under the watchful eyes of Martha. The two of us ran through the hallway to our Respective Amazons “There you two are” said Rose with her warm smile and she embraced both of us as we ran into her open arms, While my own mother is great Rose truly did treat me like her own daughter even if a bit younger than I would have liked and I made sure to take in every hug she would offer now that they would be coming to an end “How was your day?” she asked “Gooooood” we both replied in unison “What about me?” asked Wendy as she knelt down, Rose released us and we gave Wendy a hug too “Ahh that's better” she said with a chuckle “I needed my daily hug fix” she added, this was something that she had been saying since Wendy moved in but it still managed to get a chuckle out of Abby and myself “You got one this morning” laughed Abby “That was days ago wasn't it?” asked Wendy in mock puzzlement “Noooooo it was this morning” giggled Abby, I enjoyed this banter between them. “So what are we going to do when we get home?” Rose asked with her smirk in the cars rear view mirror, this was a jab at me, I knew it, they knew it, I know they know it but just like every time we had driven home I had to say it anyway “Lets…” I started “Go for a walk to the park” finished my three fellow car mates “My words exactly” I said with a smile to myself. For as long as Abby and Wendy had been living with us I have always wanted to go to the park so I could talk with Dave, not that anyone knew that was the true reason not even Abby who I had to bribe with my nightly deserts so she would tell Rose and Wendy that the two of us had been playing together “Has there been any luck with your burglary?” asked Dave “Nope” I sighed “I don't even know if anything was even stollen” I added as we walked along “Again just let me know if there's anything I can do to help” “Thanks Dave” If and I stress the if I was to compare my current life to that of my soon to be reclaimed life Rose was like my mother, a kind and funny caretaker while Dave was like a farther, strong and there to listen or attempt to fix any problem presented, Abby was like the pet… ok thats a bit harsh maybe a sister that I never had and then of course there was Kaylee who was definitely like a best friend in that she annoyed me enough to keep me on my feet yet kind enough to actually be called a friend, without these people, I don't think I could have survived here. “It's not long now” I told Dave “and then I will be going home” “How are you going to be doing that?” this was not the first time he had asked and this time was not going to be the day I reveal my secret “Thats a trade secret” I told him and he laughed “Just be sure to let me know how to manage it some day” “You say that like you don't believe me” I replied with a grin, this also not being said for the first time “If there is a Little that can do it I’m sure you can” he laughed “You just wait, in a little over a day and you won't see me any more” we continued to walk on as I contemplated how to say goodbye to this man that was always there to listen to me and never tried to persuade me to stay “Dave I…” I was cut off as I heard my name being called, I turned to see Abby running in our direction “Crap…” I muttered, I didn't want Abby to know about Dave either “Emy mommy says we have to go n…” she stopped dead in her tracks as she saw I was with someone, her eyes bugged out and she bolted in the opposite direction she had been running “Don't worry thats just Abby, the one I told you I had to bribe so we wouldn't be bothered” Dave nodded his head but seemed distracted all the same “Well I guess I had better head back before Rose comes looking for me” Dave nodded again, I then heard yelling that I could only make out one word… my name, I looked around in confusion and saw two Amazon figures running toward us one behind the other, the last one clearly carrying something in their arms “Busted” said Dave with a grin, I rolled my eyes “I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later” I sighed, but Rose was overreacting sure Dave was a stranger to her but I have known him for months now “EMMA GET AWAY FROM HIM!!!” came Roses shouts, at the time it didn't even register that she had used my actual name “It's ok Rose, Daves a nice guy” I said as she bounded up to us breathing hard, there was a two meter gap between Rose and us now “Emma come to me now” said Rose in a breathless panic, at first it was hard to tell who the woman was that stopped beside Rose with the mess of hair covering her face until I noticed Abby in her arms hiding her face in Wendys chest "Rose this is Dave, Dave this is…" Dave answered before I could finish "Rugosa" I turn and looked up to see Dave smiling at Rose and not in a friendly way "Rugosa, who's that?" I asked now not so certain I was in safe hands "Emma come to me now" said Rose once more, I took a step towards her and quickly found a hand on my shoulder "Haven't you told her anything?" He asked Rose "Don't you say another word" Rose near spat the words at Dave "Well if you won't, I had better tell her her real name…" Rose flung herself towards Dave "Is Amelia Gardener" thump! Rose collided with Dave shoulder first into his chest, the moment I heard that name it was like a million rubber bands snapping into place telling me the stories of lives that I've never lived. --Rose-- The Amazon known as Rose collided with the man she knew all too well would not hesitate to hurt any of them to get the target he was after “RUN!!!” shouted Rose as she was getting to her feet, ignoring the groans of pain emanating from the man she had just knocked down, with a quick glance in her lovers direction she confirmed that she and her Little were moving away however a glance at her own Little revealed a wide eyed statue that clearly couldn't move, without thinking twice Rose Grabbed her Little into her arms and ran for it all the way home. Rose had never considered herself a fit woman but she made it back to her place in a time that athletes would envy and while carrying a Little at that. Heart thumping and breathing hard Rose brushed past her already open door and into the bedroom seeing that her lover was a step ahead and already packing the bare essentials needed to go back on the run “I have clothes for us, we just need things for the Littles and your drives” said Wendy still breathing hard herself, Rose nodded her head and laid her statue like Little on her own spacious bed, as bad as Rose felt for what her Little must be going through she simply didn't have the time to help her Little now that Dave knew where they were, with any luck Emy would be in that state till she could get on the road. Rose bolted down the stairs to the basement and ripped out the data drives of her computer hoping that her information would be safe but didn't have the time to be sure. Rose flew back upstairs and into the Littles room and grabbed the first two bags she saw there and started to throw any clothes and spare diapers she could get her hands on quickly, lastly Rose made sure that she grabbed the teddy bear she had made for Emy all those months ago it was becoming her favorite after all so even in this time of panic mr bear had to come. “I have things for the girls” said Rose panting at the before door “And I our stuff” answered Wendy “Abby dear everything is going to be fine” said Rose trying to comfort the crying Little on Roses own bed, the Little had rolled herself in the covers, Rose peeled back the cover expecting to see both Littles and was suddenly filled with more panic as she saw only Abby laying there “Wheres Emy?” asked Rose throwing her head around looking for her Little “She's just…” Wendy turned towards the bed and also saw only the one Little laying there sobbing “She ran away” howled Abby and she returned to her crying. -Emma- A sense of self returned to the Little once known as Emy, it was clear to her now that she was not who she thought she was but it wasn't the time to contemplate that now, now she had to get away to safety. Looking around the Little once known as Emy saw an Amazon she both knew and was a complete stranger to, voices spoke in her head voices she knew to be her own yet not making sense "Run, must escape" "The Amazon will protect us" "SHUT UP!" the voices were loud and frantic in their eagerness to be heard. The Little was bombarded from the inside while also listening to the crying of a fellow Little "Friend Abby" said a small part of her mind but this too was drowned out by the internal voices, it was all too much so the Little once known as Emy crawled off the bed and ran, ran like her life depended on it, through the open doors and out in the sun light that blinded her eyes as much as the internal voices deafened her ears. -Rose- “What do you mean she ran away?” asked Rose frantically “Out... there” Abby managed to choke out while pointing out the bedroom door, Roses mind raced as she pieced together what must be happening to her Little “Wen I need you and Abby to get somewhere safe, I’m going to go look for Emy” Wen didn't argue, merely nodded her agreement and added “Be safe and both of you come back too us” she then planted a kiss on Roses lips. Rose mentally scolded herself for leaving that front door open, she may have been in a rush but she knew what state Emy was in and should not have risked it, now she had to find Emy who probably wasn't fully herself before Dave did, all this because she didn't shut the front door “Emy I’m sorry I shouldn't have left your side” Rose whispered to herself as she drove past house after house, she didn't even know if Emy was heading this way or how far she could travel it was all going to depend on luck. -Emma- The Little once known as Emy awoke in the semi dark and felt the damp coldness all around her. The voices started up once more thankfully this time they sounded as tired as she did "What time is it?" "Where's the blanket?" "It's too early for this shit" the Little listened to the voices this time able to tell them apart "Who are you?" She asked barley sure of who she was yet had to know "Go back to sleep" "Where's mommy?" "Shut up" the voices weren't any help in their replies, the Little returned her attention to the world she could control, the first thing she noticed was that she was not in a bed if the cold of the morning didn't tell her that no she appeared to be in a flower bed with flowers all around her and a few under her, thankfully the brick house this flower bed was next too offered some warmth now if her clothing offered the same she could not complain but sadly her entire lower half was wet and freezing cold, she was also aware of the wet padding between her legs "That's just the diaper, ignore it" "Mommy will change it" "Why the fuck am I wearing this again? And worse still why the hell is it LEAKING!" The voices seemed to answer her thoughts more than her own spoken words this in itself was puzzling but as the voices pointed out there were more important things to deal with at this time. The Little once known as Emy tried to pull off the plastic tabs holding the wet padding to her hips "You can't remove it" "Only mommy knows the magic spell to remove a diaper" "Why the fuck won't these things come off" The Little listened to the voices and even though they sounded like her she could sense their… personality's apart, the first sounded easy going almost the stereotypical surfer, the second seemed to have a child like quality about it and the third just seemed to be annoyed at everything "I'm not annoyed at everything, that stupid bitch said I wouldn't have to wear these any more and here I am covered in my own piss" said the grumpy voice "I'm this many" added the childlike voice and the Little got the mental image of two fingers being held up "Who are you?" Asked the Little again aloud "Who are any of us?" Replied surfer voice "That's not helpful" grunted the Little as she tried forcing the wet padding past her hips to remove it like underwear and had a vague sense of doing this once before "Who are you miss?" Asked the childlike voice "I'm… I'm…" the Little thought and immediately four names came to mind, Madison, Grace, Nora and Emily "I don't know" the Little answered slowly "Surly one of those names is yours silly billy" giggled childlike, with a bit more poking around her memories the Little both found and didn't find anything there, there were memories but none of them felt right like they were someone else's "Who gives a crap just give yourself a name and get this fucking thing off… and find some food" grumpy almost whispered this last bit into the Littles mind "Yes yes, food I'm sure mommy has made something wonderful" "We are on the run you stupid fuck" "That's mean" childlike sounded like she was going to cry "Easy now let's just get along" the Little covered her ears but of course the voices did not quitetten into the slightest "But out surfet" shot grumpy "Surfet" chuckled surfer like a child who had just heard a potty joke "That's funny" "Please be quite" cried the Little still trying to block the noise out with her hands, she felt the attention of the voices turn to her somehow "We need to work together" said surfer now serious "Bite me" there was a short silence as the Little continued to try in vain to block out the voices "I will get control of this body again one day but till then…" grumpy let out a sigh and continued "There's a sharp rock to your right" said grumpy a bit kinder, the Little opened her eyes and like grumpy said there was a rock laying there like a stone arrowhead "What do I do with this?" Asked the Little as she picked it up "Are you fucking thick…" grumpy started to explode and stopped herself with a inhale of breath that the Little douted was needed "Use it to rip the sides of the fucking diaper" grumpy said through gritted teeth "But…" started childlike and the Little felt the invisible stare of grumpy at child. The Little used the rock and with some effort the garment was freed from her skin "What do we do with it now?" Asked the Little holding the soiled diaper by the now ripped tapes “Leave it here so we can go get food and new clothes” there was a tone in grumpys voice that sounded like there was meant to be a “duh” at the end of her statement, the Little didn't know what else to do so she did as told and left the well used diaper on the ground and ventured out into the world. It turned out that grumpy now using the name Nora was quite good at sneaking around and told the Little now Emily all the trick to sneaking around unseen, they had each decided to use one of the names that came to Emily's mind when she recalled what might be her name, surfer took the name Grace and child took Madison but insisted that it be shortened to Maddy because she said it sounds cuter but they all agreed that Emily was not a name for any of them because they thought it was the name of someone else but having no other name the Little decided to use it for herself after all she didn't feel any attachment to it and could change it later. “Wait… wait… ok now” Emily darted forward and snatched the toasted sandwich from the table of an Amazon that had left the table for a moment “Hey!” came the shout of the Amazon “What do I do now?” thought Emily and she continued to run past the cafe “Turn right” said Nora “But thats…” started Maddy “Deal with it, now IN!” Emily threw herself into the rose garden and received a number of scratches from the thorns “What now?” thought Emily looking at the sandwich and wanting to eat it right now but she had been told not to eat anything till she was told too “We wait” replied Nora, the Amazon ran past their hiding place clearly looking for the Little that had stolen his morning meal “Now can we eat” whined Maddy “Not yet” shot Nora in a whispered voice, Emily wondered why she did this seeing as she was the only one that could hear her, a few moments later the Amazon walked back past Emily's hiding spot “Now?” asked Emily in her mind “Give it a few more seconds” replied Nora, the Little waited and was finally given the green light by her mentor “We are going to get some seriously bad karma for this” remarked Grace as Emily was about to take a bite of her ill gotten gains “Would you rather go hungry?” asked Nora knowing that everyone of them felt the growing hunger coming from Emily, there was a clear hesitation but Grace finally spoke up “We will simply have to make up for it at another time” with that the Little now known as Emily ate her first meal both alone and surrounded by company. 3 Link to comment
littleTomás Posted November 18, 2019 Share Posted November 18, 2019 Great chapter. Very wild and I’m quite confused as to why that happened. Like who exactly is Dave and why are Emy and Rose on the run? Link to comment
HyperShark Posted November 19, 2019 Share Posted November 19, 2019 Super interesting turn of events! I was wondering when the whole thing they were trying to keep from Emy would finally pop up. Now I very eagerly am waiting a new chapter to learn more about what happened! Link to comment
IslandDreamer Posted December 2, 2019 Author Share Posted December 2, 2019 @littleTomás @HyperShark All will be revealed in this and the next update ? @HyperShark Do you read all the Diaper Dimension story's? I take a look at your google docs list of them at least once a week to see what I might have missed in others peoples story's. For everyone reading I apologise for the writing in this and the next update almost all of it was written while waiting in lines at Tokyo Disney and Universal studios Japan, I've cleaned it up as best I can but still... *** Part 26 Is that Emy? Now possessing a belly that was no longer hungry it was time for the next important item "How are we going to get clothes that fit?" Asked Emily in her mind as she walked past the Amazon houses "That's an easy one" answered Nora "You want us to steal them right?" Asked Grace "I prefer to call it borrowing without permission, looky there" Emily looked over to where the non existent finger pointed and saw a clothes line full with a mix of Amazon and Little clothing "Stealing is wrong" piped Maddy "Yes it is…" agreed Grace "But we aren't stealing persay…" Emily looked at the clean dresses waving slightly in the wind then felt her damp, torn and filthy clothing, this was her only memories of clothing but knew that clothing was not meant to be that way "As long as we aren't stealing, mommy says that's wrong" "That's a matter of opinion" muttered Nora then proceeded to tell Emily what to do. It was not easy and Emily didn't feel right with taking the clothing without asking first but when it was finally on she could overlook her misgivings about it "Well it isn't the most stylish thing I’ve ever worn and I would kill for some underwear right about now but fuck it we have clothes that dosent smell like piss, thank fucking whoever for putting the washing out at the ass crack of dawn" "Actually I think they were left out overnight" commented Grace "Whatever" muttered Nora. Emily had been wandering in some nearby forest aimlessly for a couple of minutes before one of the others finally spoke to her directly "Emily what are we doing?" Asked Maddy "Walking" answered the Little "We can see that and don't know what you are doing" said Grace "I don't know what to do next" answered Emily, she had been wandering not so much because she didn't know what to do but so she could explore these memories that she had, they were there but not in any particular order "Are you thick or something, we get back home" growled Nora "How?" Asked Emily not having seen any possible way home from the explored memories so far, in fact it seemed like a miracle that she had gotten away from that horrible Amazon "I don't know isn't that why you are in control of the body" "Kaylee" piped Maddy "Who?" Asked everyone else "Kaylee, she was going to take us home if we played together, it made me sad I wanted to stay and playyyyyyy" "Back up who is Kaylee?". -Rose- Rose was frantic and exhausted, she had almost gotten into multiple car accidents while searching for her Little with no success, come midday the following day Rose finally had to rest or she was convinced that she would probably kill herself and someone else if she kept going, her own life did not matter but injuring someone else because of her own stupidity was not acceptable "Knock knock" said Rose in a near zombie like voice as she knocked on the door of her sisters house, nearly dead on her feet it was all she could do to keep herself awake just that bit longer "Rose" said Gwen after opening the door looking like she had just woken up while at the same time not having much of that sleep "Come in, come in" Kaylee and Gwen had heard what happened to Emy and went out in search of the Little, with no success she reluctantly had given up on the search a couple of hours ago "Did you find her?" Asked Gwen now fully awake and hoping for the good news of Emy sleeping soundly in the car, another tear started to form in the corners of Roses eyes "I didn't… and… I can't" Rose started to collapse and was caught by Gwen "Let's get you to bed, you'll be no good to Emy like this" Gwen helped Rose to the spare bedroom and laid her down “Thank you Gwen” mumbled Rose before slipping off into her own memories of the events that lead to her predicament. “With this idea I believe we can finally give every Amazon the Little they want and better still the Little wont know any different so no one is hurt” Alex Harding was a bit of a visionary and always made sure to flush out his ideas with Rugosa his head of research and development, the man was in it all for the betterment of Amazon kind but he was too soft in that he wouldn't force the Littles into their proper place or at least that was Rugosas thoughts "Just think of it, if we could remove the Littles existing personality and add a new one of our own making then if say the Amazon wanted a Little that loved to be punished then that Amazon may have to wait years to find the right one, we can already modified their appearance so why not take that Little that is terrified of being punished and change their personality so they now crave it, the Little isn't harmed in any way and the Amazon doesn't have to wait years for their perfect Little" Rugosa didn't care for Littles one bit and couldn't understand why someone would want one, the only thing that they were good for was to let out her frustration on from time to time but even then they broke way sooner than she would have liked so they couldn't even do that properly, Rugosa started to think about how she would approach this new and interesting task her boss was setting her, his were never dull which is why Rugosa continued to work for the company all this time "Now for this task we may fall into some… um questionable territory so I have hired David King here" Rugosa looked at the other man in the room with them "Hi, call me Dave everyone does" smiled the man, Rugosa could tell straight away it was a fake smile, Rugosa nodded in the man's direction and returned her attention back to her boss "David here will be able to get anything you may need" "Just tell me what you need and I'll have it within twenty four hours" said Dave still wearing his fake smile "I'll have the full outline of the project on your desk before today's end" said Alex knowing the gears were already turning the the brilliant mind of Rugosa "Very good, I should have a better idea of where to begin tomorrow" her boss nodded and the unofficial meeting was concluded. "I've been looking forever and can't find one" sighed Rugosa's best friend Gwen Miller "I can't understand why you would want one of those horrible things" replied Rugosa after swallowing the sandwich she had been eating "I've been working closer with them more than I would like recently and all they do is make messes and scream about how unfair everything is" Rugosa took another bite of her lunch "You just haven't met the right Little yet that's all when you do they will change everything" Gwen and Rugosa had been as close as sisters since their earliest memories and Rugosa had been absent the last couple of months with her newest project, Gwen finally managed to drag her butt out of the lab for a lunch break and even now she was working away on her portable computer "The day I get a Little is the day I give up my job" joked Rugosa "Your so lucky to get to work with Littles everyday" sighed Gwen wishing for just a moment that she could trade places with her friend "Would you like a tour?" Asked Rugosa thinking that this might finally show her friend how annoying Littles can be, Gwen however thought this was a fabulous idea so she could show Rugosa how wonderful Littles can be. They finished up lunch and headed into Rugosa's lab area where Gwen was given the quick and dirty tour as she had seen it before there wasn't really a need to show her everything, just what's new "And in here we keep the Littles" Rugosa opened the locked room to reveal a collection of smaller rooms each with a glass looking cover "Can they see us?" Asked Gwen "No it's one way, we can see them but they can't see us" Gwen walked through looking at the Littles inside and wanted to hug each and everyone of them "They are so adorable" cooed Gwen "You say that now just wait till one bites you, I've had to remove more than one set of teeth" "They are just scared" replied Gwen all to sure that if they were adopted by her they would never want to hurt her because of how great of a mother she knew she could be to one of them "I bet if I gave you one you would be begging me to take the thing back within a couple of days, just go to one of those Little cafes and get it out of your system, it's cheaper in the long run" Rugosa was unaware that Gwen visited that very type of cafe at least once a week "I bet your wrong" said Gwen trying to hide the small embarrassment she felt at her friends words, Rugosa sighed as she realised that Gwen was not going to see her way unless she has one of the brats herself "Fine I'll let you take one home for the weekend but I warn you they are terrible things" Gwen's eyes lit up like she had just been handed the gift she had always wanted "For real?" Rugosa thought about the Little she had that looked half dead and didn't seem to be getting any better, if Gwen could help the thing, Rugosa could still use it when her friend inevitably returned the good for nothing thing and if not, well at the very least it will make her friend happy it's not like the company cares what she did with the Littles as long as the task was ultimately completed "Come with me" sighed Rugosa. Gwen looked through the viewing area and her heart nearly broke as she saw the battered and bruised Little inside, Gwen knew her friend could be cruel to Littles but this was bad and seeing the Little in this state brought out the mothering instinct to heal the Little "Believe it or not she's in much better condition now than when we got her" said Rugosa "Almost every bone in her body had been broken at least once and a couple of organs were on the verge of failing" Gwen was glad to hear that the harm hadn't been inflicted by her friend "She looks malnourished" added Gwen "I suspect that she has had more food since she has been here than she has in the last couple of months before arriving" hearing this did brake Gwen's heart "Rugo you have to let me take her home" pleaded Gwen as if Rugosa didn't actually intend to let her take the Little home "She's yours, just let me know when you want to return her" Gwen hugged Rugosa and thanked her over and over "Yea yea, don't say I didn't warn you about them" Gwen acted like she didn't hear the last statement and asked the only question she needed to know" "What's her name?" "Kaylee, but feel free to change it" after another round of hugs and thanks Gwen now had her very own Little that needed all the love and care that she could give. A month, one whole month and Gwen still had not wanted to return the Little, hell Rugosa had barely even seen Gwen since she left with the Little and Rugosa wasn't having much luck with work, there was one that was showing promise but Rugosa believed there was something wrong with the subject because she was… odd even for a Little. The Little was labelled subject seventeen and instead of begging to be let go and just generally causing trouble for Rugosa this Little actually begged to be mistreated, to be hurt and even to be killed and Rugosa was happy to oblige on her bad days, going as far as to break the Littles legs multiple times. It was clear to Rugosa that this Little didn't want the pain for some kind of twisted pleasure, no she wanted to die, Rugosa found this out after talking to the Little, this was not the sort of thing she ever did but the confusing traits of this Little baffled Rugosa and she wondered if this trait would lead to her successful completion. After a while Rugosa took over the task of healing the Littles wounds and spoke to her "Why do you keep wanting this? Doesn't it hurt?" Asked Rugosa "The pain is near unbearable" replied the Little through gritted teeth "Then why do you keep asking for this?" Asked Rugosa while applying the cream that would mend the bones within two or so days "You might finish the job" Rugosa expected something of this nature but was still baffled by it all the same. Over the next couple of months Rugosa found it harder and harder to hurt the Little and stopped using her in the experiments, it was only in the deepest areas of her mind that Rugosa would admit that she was coming to like the Little, she put it down to not wanting to lose a potentially valuable test subject "Admit it you like this one" grinned Gwen "That is absurd, she's just an interesting subject" "That's not the way you talk about her" sung Gwen, Rugosa shook her head and ignored the teasing of her friend "How's your rugrat going these days?" This being one of the few times that Gwen and Rugosa had been able to meet up in weeks given how far apart they lived these days she had not really had a chance to ask in person and Gwen was keeping everything hush hush online "She has really settled down these last couple of days" Rugosa grinned "She took a bite of you didn't she, I told you…" "No actually it was just hard to gain her trust" "You should have just drugged her, I did" said Rugosa "I didn't want to do anything she didn't want to do but just a couple of days ago she let me help her and she is just the most cuddly and adorable Little you will ever meet" Rugosa rolled her eyes "Amazon's are in charge, not the other way around" "I know you don't like my new age thinking but I truly believe it's working for us" said Gwen pulling back the shade cover of the stroller to reveal the sleeping Kaylee, wet diaper on full display, Rugosa rolled her eyes again and began to stand up "Whatever I'm just glad your happy, listen thanks for the meal but I've got to head back to work" "No, thank you it's your shout" called Gwen with a grin as Rugosa walked away and was rewarded with a single raised finger as a reward. The time had finally come to show Alex Harding how far the project has come “As we all know Littles minds are very malleable, they are very susceptible to drugs and hypnotics how ever this does not give us the ideal Little we all want” said Rugosa in front of the people that would decide if her funding was continued or not “Thanks to the brilliant ideas of Alex, I have been working on a way to basically print the mind you want onto any Little, say you have a Little that is still fighting you a couple of days after the adoption well bring them to us and we could print the mind of a Little that is truly down to the core content with you taking care of them” Rugosa couldn't tell if the crowd was impressed or not “How is this done if hypnotics and drugs can't change Littles how we want?” asked a Mid Amazon woman “I’m very glad you asked” said Rugosa “The Littles mind is actually stronger than any of us give it credit for so what I have done is managed to introduce a second personality then suppress the original permanently so only ours remains” this wasn't entirely true because the printing so far only held for a couple of days before the original personality re-emerged “And this works?” asked one of the males “The trials so far are very promising, would you care for a demonstration?” the male thought for a second then nodded “Right this way” Rugosa lead the crowd into the Little holding area “Would you care to pick a Little to imprint?” asked Rugosa, the man looked through the Littles and picked the only one he could see that seemed to be having a tantrum “JUST END THIS NOW!!!” screamed subject seventeen, Rugosas stomach dropped, the Little was in another of her depression cycles and it attracted the attention of the people Rugosa couldn't deny if she wanted to continue her work “I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!” the Little screamed “Quite a mouth on that one” commented one of the women “Agreed Littles should be seen and not heard, can you make her the perfect Little girl?” asked the man Rugosa had selected to choose the Little “While everyone's definition of perfect is different from person to person I can definitely imprint a personality that I believe will suit your tastes” Rugosa went to the microphone and turned it on “Subject seventeen, time for a treatment” “FUCK YOUR TREATMENT!!!” shouted the Little and smashed her hand into the fake window that of course didn't even leave a mark besides the blood stain, it was painful for Rugosa to see the Little in this state, lately she had found that just going to talk to the Little calmed her down and seemed to recenter her “Now” said Rugosa in the most authoritative voice she could muster, when the Little wasn't in one of her moods the Little actually saw things in such a simple way that she had actually helped Rugosa with a couple of problems “You have to the count of three” Rugosa saw that this didn't impress the crowd she needed to get seventeen on the table now “One…” without even waiting another second Rugosa pushed the button that electrocuted the room and the Little convulsed violently, Rugosa was forced to look back at her audience just so she didn't have to see the pain the Little was in “I apologize for this” said Rugosa and she released the button “Fuck… you” stuttered the Little, she had been through this so many times over the time she had been here that it no longer left her a drooling puddle on the floor… well for long, Rugosa turned on the robo nursery to place the Little on the exam table. In moments the Little was being held down on the table with a halo looking device fitted on her head "Now just give me a second to enter your prefered personality" Rugosa typed away and flipped through menus. It was ready, all Rugosa had to do was press the button and the interesting Little she had been growing to know would be gone, potentially for good "Is there a problem?" Asked the man, Rugosa hardened her heart and told herself that the Little was just a disposable subject "No" answered Rugosa and pressed the button to see the blue glow surround the Littles head "How long does this process take?" asked another member of the crowd "It verys for Little to Little but normally around five minutes is about the average" everyone waited in silence as the Littles face slowly went from pain and rage to the contented look of a Little that had found the joys of their Amazon carer for years. The blue light faded "How would you like to hold the Little?" Asked Rugosa knowing that this was the ultimate proof that her technique was working, the man looked surprised but nodded his agreement all the same. Rugosa lifted the contented Little out of the room and handed her to the man, everyone watched them "Daddy" cood the Little and snuggled herself into his chest, all remnants of the screaming Little she had been was now gone "That's incredible" murmured one of the women "In this case the Little will see the first Amazon to snuggle up with them as their caregiver" said Rugosa answering a question that wasn't asked. The live demonstration was a complete success and Rugosas funding was assured for another cycle. Rugosa tried to put subject seventeen out of her mind and it worked for a couple of days but she found herself constantly glancing at the surveillance monitor of the Little and saw her crying for the daddy that she believed she had known for years and had now left her for some unknown reason. Rugosa packed up for a another day of work and was just about to step out the door of her lab when she thought she could hear the crys of subject seventeen, this was impossible because the rooms had perfect sound insulation but none the less Rugosa turn and went over to see that the Little was indeed crying again, Rugosa cursed herself then opened the door of the Littles cell "Don't say I never do anything for you, your coming with me" said Rugosa and roughly dragged the Little closer to her and picked her up awkwardly "Stop wiggling" commanded Rugosa and the Little stopped moving but continued to sob "Are you… you… taking me… to daddy?" Asked the Little through her sobs "No" answered Rugosa simply and walked out of the lab with the Little returning to full balling. "Where's car seat?" Asked the Little now only sniffling "I don't have one so your riding in the front with me" Rugosa placed the Little in the front passenger seat and buckled her in as best she could "That's probably not safe" thought Rugosa to herself as she saw the seatbelts top strap go over the Littles head "Hold onto the belt" said Rugosa and without waiting to see if the Little complied she closed the door and walked around to her driver's seat. Rugosa managed to open the door of her apartment while balancing the Little on her hip "So this is my place" said Rugosa now seeing it through the eyes of this Little, it had everything she needed, a bed, a place to wash, a TV and a window to see the city scape, it did have a kitchen but Rugosa hadn't used that even once prefering to get take out instead "There… isn't much here" said the Little meekly "It's got everything I need" answered Rugosa and set the Little on the only lounge chair in the apartment "What do you want a burger or pizza?" Asked Rugosa not quite sure what Littles ate "Daddy…" started the Little and was cut off "He's gone and not coming back" said Rugosa perhaps a touch more angeraly than she ment too, the Little shrunk back on herself at those words and Rugosa saw the Little was starting to cry again "It's better you hear that now, I'll just get you pizza" Rugosa left the room and placed her order with the local pizza shop. The order arrived and Rugosa chucked a far smaller pizza box onto the Littles chair and dug into her own pizza. Rugosa got through the first slice and the Little hadn't even touched the box yet "Eat up, that's all I have for you" the Little wiped her eyes and looked at the box "I don't know how, daddy…" "He has never fed you in your life, now eat it's not hard" Rugosa trailed her last words as she saw the Little shrink inwards once more, this thing was so helpless it bogled Rugosas mind as to why anyone would want such a creature as a Little "Open the box, pick up a slice…" Rugosa demonstrated with her own pizza "Then put it in your mouth and chew" she took another bite as she watched the Little carefully open her box and take a slice from within "Now stick it in your mouth and chew" the Little did just that and just as Rugosa thought the Little had figured it out the Little began to swallow and immediately started to gasp, Rugosa knew that sound from her time with Gwen and her Little, the Little was choking. Rugosa ran over to the Little and started to slap her on the back until the mangled food was coughed up, Rugosa rolled her eyes, the Little couldn't even eat food without an Amazon "Are you alright?" Asked Rugosa, the Little nodded as she held her throat "Thank you" said the Little meekly. Rugosa ended up slicing the entire pizza up into small enough pieces that the Little couldn't chok again and after insurance from the Little she ended up hand feeding the Little, it wasn't like she had much else to do after her pizza had fallen on the floor when she went to save the Littles life. "There that should do you for the night" said Rugosa placing a spare pillow on the lounge chair, the Little was small enough to use it as a bed so with a few sheets that flowed off in every direction and a spare pillow the Little now had a place to sleep "Sleep tight and all that crap" said Rugosa and began to walk away "Aren't you going to change me before bed?" Asked the Little, Rugosa mentally kicked herself at not at least taking a spare diaper, every Little needs them after all, if she had just remembered that and brought one even if she just doubled up for the night so the nursery could take care of it tomorrow "I don't have any, don't leak" said Rugosa simply and turned out the lights. Rugosa did hear the Little sobbing herself to sleep but simply rolled over and went to sleep herself. Rugosa awoke to the sound of something hitting the floor then the sound of crying, Rugosa sighed and rolled back over to try and go back to sleep, pattering foot steps made that difficult "What?" Called Rugosa as she heard the crying Littles footsteps stop at her door way "I fell… out… of bed" sobbed the Little, Rugosa rolled her eyes "What do you want me to do about it, you can't be that hurt if you made it here, go back to sleep" there was about a minute of silence then "Can I sleep with you mommy?" Rugosa shot round and looked at the Little "I’m not your mommy" the Little shrunk a bit but continued to watch the Amazon "If I let you sleep with me will you stop annoying me?" The Little nodded her head "Fine" groaned Rugosa and lifted the Little up by her diapered butt onto the bed, Rugosa noted to herself that the thing was feeling quite full. "Now go to sleep" the Little nodded her head as she curled into the bedding near the wall, Rugosa moved herself closer to the edge of the bed so she didn't accidentally roll over and squish the Little "Thank you" said the Little in such a quiet voice Rugosa had to think twice about what was said, Rugosa turned away from the Little and went back to sleep. 5 Link to comment
littleTomás Posted December 2, 2019 Share Posted December 2, 2019 Very interesting! I'm very interested to see how things end up playing out. Link to comment
SGTbaby Posted December 2, 2019 Share Posted December 2, 2019 Wow fun shift and new twists! Link to comment
HyperShark Posted December 3, 2019 Share Posted December 3, 2019 @IslandDreamer I have read all of the ones with proper links that are in the list, the ones below those that are just hyperlinks are generally ones I have either not read yet, I admit it is missing a fair amount of stories (including the original). I don't put much effort into it to be honest, just a tiny amount of work as I go. But I maintain it as I thought others may want to find and discover more stories. Anyway, the story is great so far! Looking forward to all the pieces fitting together! Link to comment
IslandDreamer Posted December 16, 2019 Author Share Posted December 16, 2019 Part 27 New Life Rugosa awoke and was immediately aware of the wetness covering her upper half, she turned and saw the Little right there without a worry in her own small dream world "Wake up" said Rugosa grumpily and started to shake her "Mmmm…" the Littles eyes opened and recognition seem to return to her "Mo…" "You leaked on my bed" growled Rugosa, the Little sprang to life and started to feel her cold wet self "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" the Little repeated over and over, Rugosa sighed knowing this was mostly her fault, she knew that all Littles needed diapers for a reason and stupidly forgot to get some for a Little she was taking home for some reason "Stop that" growled Rugosa and the Little returned to shrinking in on herself. Rugosa ended up wrapping the Little in plastic bags and tape then headed into work slightly earlier than usual to get the nursery to take care of the Little and get a jump on the day's work. Even with the horrible night Rugosa had with the Little she took the Little home with her every second or so night until it turned into every night "I think I have it" said Rugosa looking at the words on her display "simulation successful" "You sound happy mommy" the Little had continued to use this Ridiculous title and finally Rugosa just stopped correcting her out of annoyence, Rugosa had told the Little to just use her name but the Little knew where her name came from, rugosa a type of rose and insisted in calling her Rose because it sounded pretty, Mommy or Rose, the Amazon just could not win against stupid "I am, I think I have found out how to make you feel better" Rugosa had long ago stopped trying to tell the Little what she was doing "But I feel fine" said the Little and started to pat herself down to be sure that she didn't have any injuries that she didn't know about, Rugosa rolled her eyes she was starting to get used to this Littles strange behaviours just as she had the one she had been trying to bring back this last month "I'll be back in a minute and we can play dress up" the Littles eyes lit up with pure joy, it was a rarity for Rugosa to play with her "For true?" "Sure" answered Rugosa and left the room. Rugosa had borrowed some of her equipment from work and brought it home to work on this project of finding a way to reverse her own treatment during the nights. Rugosa re-entered the room carrying the halo device that had created this Little "Do you want to be an angel?" Asked Rugosa, the Little nodded with enthusiasm. Rugosa fitted the device and got the Little to lay down under the guise of pretending she was floating on clouds, Rugosa set everything up and hovered over the button that should bring back the Little she had known for months but hesitated as she realised that this would erase this Little, as annoying as she was Rugosa was finding it hard to see herself without her "Your going to go to sleep now" said Rugosa in the most gentle voice she could manage "Will you be here when I wake up?" Asked the the Little innocently "Of course" replied Rugosa and smiled to reassure herself and the Little that everything will be ok, the Little smiled too "You should smile more, you have a wonderful smile" said the Little and settled in for her sleep, Rugosa pushed the button and the blue light surrounded the Littles head "Thank you" whispered Rugosa and almost, almost shed a tear for the Little that she was sending away. It worked with complete success, the old Little she had known for months returned, mood swings and all. Rugosa continued to bring this Little home with her and was both glad and missing the fact that this Little wanted to be completely independent. Rugosa was a cauldron of bubbling emotions and needed to talk to someone and the only person she could trust with this was also the person that would give her crap for a bit and help in the end, her best friend Gwen "Ha I knew you would come around" laughed Gwen "Aunty Ruru got a Little" sung Kaylee "I'm serious Gwen I need your help I don't know if what I'm doing is right anymore" Gwen stopped laughing and calmed her Little down by giving her an icy pole "Ru you know that I have never questioned your work but if you want my opinion then your work should not see the light of day, Little may be inferior to us but if you take away who they are then we are no better than the monsters in the movies, we do these things to give them a better life but they are still themselves, what you are doing will take that last bit of self they hold onto" these words hit Rugosa hard, she had been thinking along these lines for some time now and was dragging her feet on completing her work "Yeah I thought so… I just don't know what to do now" said Rugosa and held her head in her hands "Talk it over with Wendy" smirked Gwen "How do you know about her?" Asked Rugosa giving Gwen the death stair "Word travels" replied Gwen still smirking, ever since the Little had been softening Rugosas heart she had started to see the woman she had considered dating, Wendy only dropped into the "undateable" section because she had a Little, now that was becoming less of an issue for Rugosa they had started to see each other hear and there, Rugosa sighed and began to finally eat her lunch. Rugosa span on her chair to avoid watching the Littles play in the nurseries, almost all of them had been altered in various ways and with the final review was coming up in a couple of hours and Rugosa didn't know what to do not just with the review but with her whole work, resting her head on the desk she closed her eyes to rest. Rugosa was awoken by a hand shaking her awake, Rugosa jerked awake “What?” she looked around and saw the evaluators “Oh, sorry I was just resting” said Rugosa straightening herself and greeting everyone. “We are very impressed with your work thus far but now we want to have a longer demonstration of your work” said one of the evaluators “A longer demonstration?” questioned Rugosa “Yes my colleague here will be taking home one of your subjects to test just how effective your modifications are “Sure this can be arranged, did you have any Little in mind?” asked Rugosa “We were quite impressed with the last subject that was selected and we are curious as to how having multiple modifications affects the Little longer term” Rugosa involuntary glanced over to subject seventeen just now realising that she didn't even know the Littles name, some carer she was being, she decided to find out the Littles name right after this “Yes that one, we will send you what we would like and be back later tonight” Rugosa felt like someone had just pulled the rug out from under her and was now more confused than before. “I’m sorry to bother you with my problems” said Rugosa slumping over her coffee, she had just told the woman that she was thinking about dating all her work problems and the feelings that went with it all “This sort of stuff is supposed to come much later” mumbled Rugosa “I’m glad you told me” replied Wendy and she placed her hand on Rugosa’s “Just let me know what I can do too help” Rugosa smiled for a second “Thanks but I don't think there is anything that can be done at this point, shes gone and I don't know when or if I will get her back, I went home last night and for the first time the apartment felt so empty” as if the coffee shop knew what was happening the room fell silent for a couple of seconds “Come stay with me and Abby” Rugosa looked up at the woman “Wen I couldn't impose like that we barely know each other” “I know all I need to know to know that I like you” smiled Wendy “And I’m not the type of person to dance around who and what I like, I will say it, I like you and if you want you can stay with me and Abby” Rugosa thought about it for a moment, smiled and accepted Wendy's offer. The first night at Wendy's house was awkward as Rugosa didn't know what to do with or how to treat Abby, the Little was playful and curious right from the start, nothing like the Little she was used too. Living with Wendy and Abby showed Rugosa a life that she might be able to have one day, this also made up her mind on what to do with her work and it was not the answer she ever thought that she would make. Two months after her first night with Wendy and Abby, Rugosa got word that her Little that she now knew was originally named Amelia would be returned to her tomorrow “When I get Amelia back I’m going to destroy my work and run away so that I can offer Amelia the life she deserves” Rugosa couldn't even look at her friend especially after everything that she had done for her over the last two months “I hope your planning to take us with you” said Wendy “Wen you know I would love too but this… well it's going to make a lot of people very angry and I will not put the both of you in danger” Wendy knew that Rugosas mind was made up and there was no changing it now “Let me know where you end up at least, you know Abby won't forgive you if you don't” Rugosa smiled, something she was doing more often these days, Amelia would be proud “I promise I will, can't make Abby upset after all, both women chuckled and knew that their time together maybe over. “In… and out” Rugosa had to keep telling herself this, Amelia would be here any minute “It won't be…” she didn't even have time to finish her sentence as the door opened to reveal an Amazon woman carrying a sleeping Little in her arms “When your work goes public I think I will be the first in line” said the cheery Amazon “Oh… thanks” Rugosa replied awkwardly “Make sure to save this personality, she's so laid back and will let you do anything” “I'm glad you liked her” replied Rugosa getting closer to take Amelia “I almost don't want to give her back to you” Rugosa held her breath “But I guess you need her for your tinkering” “Afraid so” replied Rugosa extending her arms out to take the sleeping Little “Shame, I guess I’ll have to wait” the woman handed over Almelia and it felt like a piece of Rugosa was returned to her. With Amelia returned Rugosa started on her plan, finding every trace of her work was not easy but she had to get it all or someone might be able to recreate it, while her searchers were going she made sure to write out her resignation letter as she determined to break as few laws as possible in this plan, resigning without notice was a crummy thing to do but it wasn't against the law. Rugosas last few months of work now only resided on a flash drive that would soon be destroyed, she had one last thought to ensure the safety of Amelia even if things got rough for Rugosa herself. With the Little still asleep Rugosa placed the halo looking device on Amelia's head and ran a custom version of her program, this would not imprint a personality only memories, memoires that the Little shouldn't ever even know are there. Rugosa regretted that she didn't have time to revert Amelia back to her old self but the gear was waiting for her back at her previously unused apartment and time was running out before someone was bound to check on her or her digital work, Rugosa crushed the thumb drive with a rock from her fake garden until it was little more than powder but to be extra sure she threw the remaining bits into the sink and let the water wash it away, with that done it was time to load up the Littles, she had considered just taking Amelia but she didn't know what the company would do with them if she left them here. It took a dozen trips but thanks to Rugosas lab being so close to the parking lot she had no trouble getting the Littles into the minivan she had rented just for this occasion unseen from her coworkers, Rugosa strapped Amelia in the front seat as the Little was waking up “Mummy… where are we going?” asked Amelia “We are going for a surprise trip” answered Rugosa thinking quickly on her feet “Go back to sleep and I’ll wake you when we get there” the little didn't even open her eyes just simply nodded slowly and drifted back off to sleep “Ok” came the soft reply, Rugosa kissed the Little on the top of her head and knew that she was doing the right thing now. Rugosa dropped the Littles off at a Little adoption center three towns over, the reception woman had a lot of questions but Rugosa said she would explain everything after they were all unloaded but of course drove off hoping that they would all be adopted before being found by her own company, it was a small hope but that's all she had, Rugosa would later find out that because of the owner chip that each Little had they would be returned before the end of the next day. Rugosa ran back inside her apartment which she had doubled back for and loaded up everything she had packed the night before, two bags and the equipment she would need to help Amelia that was what her life had boiled down too “Mommy I’m wet” said a sleepy Little, Rugosa looked over to Amelia and saw that she had leaked through the diaper she was wearing, Rugosa didn't have time to change the Little by now someone would have noticed that all the Littles were missing along with Rugosa herself and technically that was theft of property and worse Littlenapping a far worse crime that if convicted Rugosa would be lucky to see outside of a prison cell ever again “Your just dreaming dear just go back to sleep” Rugosa hated lying to the Little but at least this way what the Little didn't know wouldn't hurt her, the Little rolled over and was probably already back asleep, Rugosa was amazed at how long the Little could sleep but for this day it was a good thing. It was a close one, Rugosa saw official vehicles turn into her apartment complex just as she was turning out of the street, they turned up faster than she thought anyone would but a lot of money had gone into her research and now they wouldn't get a return if she was gone, these and many more thoughts circled Rugosas head through her drive. Rugosa untapped Amelia's diaper, it had clearly leaked because of how poorly made it was “It's a good thing I have better diapers for you isn't it?” asked Rugosa in a silly voice “Your funny mommy” giggled the Little and Rugosa beamed from the inside at hearing those words and proceeded to clean Amelia's diaper area, this personality was so happy to do anything that Rugosa almost considered not reverting her back to the Amelia that she knew till she got a slap to the face, literally Where are we going mo…” the Little trailed off and her eyes went blank “Amelia are you…” *slap, it wasn't hard by any means but it shocked Rugosa all the same “Rose why the fuck am I here?” asked the Little in a quietly angry voice, this was clearly not the personality that had been programed, this was original Amelia and in one of her moods at that “AND NAKED!!!” Amelia covered her lower half, a show of modesty that Rugosa had not seen since she started her work, this puzzled Rugosa immensely “Amelia…” Rugosa leaned in closer as if this would give her more information, sadly this resulted in a Little foot colliding with one Amazon nose and being sent to the ground “DON'T LOOK PERVERT!” screamed the Little and looked for something to cover herself, Rugosa felt her nose from the ground, the one good thing about all this was that because she had decided to change Amelia from the back seat of the car instead of in a change room she was now on soft grass instead of concrete, Rugosa looked at the red liquid covering her fingers “That was a good kick” muttered Rugosa under her breath and stood up while holding her nose, she saw a Littles bottom as the front was rummaging through the bags in the back seat “Isn't there anything here I can wear that isn't wet” muttered the Little “Next bag to your left” said Rugosa nasally and watched the Littles bottom turn from her view to be joined by the Littles head "If you say anything about this you are dead meat" said the annoyed Little "I wont" answered Rugosa and stepped forward to take a couple of Little wipes for her nose, the Little jumped and covered herself again "Pervert" sneared the Little, Rugosa turned so she could clean up her nose and try to work out what was going on "Mommy?" Came the higher pitched voice of the Little she was used to, Rugosa turned around to see Amelia sitting on the back seat looking confused. Rugosa was back on the road after completing the diaper change, Amelia was now happily colouring away in the passenger seat back to the personality that was programed as Rugosa drove and contemplated what happened “Amelia can you hear voices?” asked Rugosa as they stopped at a red light, the Little looked up from her drawing “I hear your voice mommy” said the Little confused “That's a good girl, go back to your drawings” Rugosa was starting to wonder if her treatment to revert the personalities was allowing others to pop up after all they aren't erased just suppressed, this problem would have to wait till they got to their destination. Two more times other personalities came out before arriving at Gwen's new place and after getting a scan of the Littles mental state Rugosa was worried “I don't know what I’m going to do to fix this” said Rugosa and slumped onto the kitchen table “What's wrong?” asked Gwen from her cooking preparation “I think I might be killing Amelia” Gwen looked up at Rugosa in shock “The Little mind was not made to handle what I have done to it at least not this many times” Rugosa was glad that Kaylee and Amelia were playing in the backroom unable to hear any of this “Can't you just undo what you have done?” asked Gwen “If I was over writing her mind each time sure but I’m not it's like you holding a brick and each time I imprint a new personality it's giving you one more that you have to hold, eventually you and are just going to let go of them all” Rugosa let this sink in “I know you can find a way to help her” said Gwen getting back to her cooking “Easy to say” muttered Rugosa under her breath. Another two weeks passed and the minor headaches that Amelia was experiencing in the first few days were becoming constant migraines. Without access to the computing power Rugosa was used too she could not run anywhere near as many simulations that she wanted to and was about ready to resign herself to the fact that she had killed her precious Little, in that gilt she thought she owed it to her Little to explain everything “I’m so sorry for all this” sobbed Rugosa and hugged Amelia tighter as she was sitting in Rugosas lap “I don't fully understand but I know you can make me someone else and that will make you happy again, I can hear them whispering to me…” this whole statement startled Rugosa with it said so simply, if the barriers she had placed in Amelia's mind where breaking down then Amelia might be right in how she could help. With a final brain scan Rugosa worked through that night and found it, a way to save her Little “When did you wake up?” asked a sleepy Gwen carrying an even more sleepy Kaylee “I haven't gone to bed but I think I have it” Gwen perked up at this “Are you sure? You look sleep deprived” it was true Rugosa was finding it hard to concentrate but she was sure this was right, it may not be the way she would have liked it but if it was the only way to save her Little so be it “Get some sleep, I’ll look after the Littles, if you are going to help anyone you need to think clearly” there was definitely truth in this “But I…” started Rugosa “Don't make me treat you like a Little and force you to sleep because I will diaper you” it might have been the lack of sleep but Rugosas brain thought she heard Gwen say she would diaper her if she didn't get some sleep and this did not make sense, it was Gwens smirk that finally broke Rugosa from her frozen state “I’m joking, get some sleep” Rugosa rubbed her eyes and relented “Just like an older sister” muttered Rugosa as she started her last simulation “You better believe it little sister” said Gwen placing Kaylee in her high chair “Mommy and aunty Ru are sisters?” asked Kaylee looking between the two Amazons, Gwen chuckled “Yes aunty Rugosa is my little sister and she has to go take a nap now" Rugosa yawned and left Gwen and Kaylee to talk, Amazon's adopted Littles all the time this made the idea of family much more flexible "Family is what you make of it" smiled Rugosa to herself, she liked the idea of having a sister, the whole idea of a family passed through Rugosas mind as she drifted off to sleep. With the knowledge that Amelia would be alright as soon as Rugosa finished writing her final program Rugosa and Gwen decided that Amelia needed house for just the two of them so with a lot of help from Gwen Rugosa managed to find a house in her price range after all unemployed people don't make much and better still was ready to move in today if all the paperwork was completed "You never told me how you were going to help Amelia" said Gwen after the Littles were put down for a nap "Oh didn't I" replied Rugosa looking up from her screen, she thought about it just how to put it then spoke "Well since the mental barriers are disappearing as we have seen…" "That's an understatement" added Gwen, Amelia were jumping personalities randomly now "I'm going to bring them together" finished Rugosa "How are you going to do that aren't they different people?" Asked Gwen, she wasn't as smart as Rugosa in this subject but was sure that it wouldn't work or it would and madness would be the end result "True but the ones I made are incomplete, only the important memories are there, the ones that make the personality I needed" Gwen still looked like she didn't follow "If we go back to the brick metaphor from the other day, it's like all the bricks I packed on were broken so I'm playing a big game of Tetris and merging most of them to complete each other, after that it just takes time for the brain to sort itself out and presto Amelia becomes the person she wants to be" Gwen still didn't follow Rugosas explanation but trusted that she knew what she was doing. It was finally time, the time to finally start both of their new lives "Rose I'm scared" said Amelia as she lay with the device ready "I don't want to die" with the growing pain Amelia was convinced she was going to die "Your going to be perfectly fine" smiled Rugosa down at her Little "This is going to make you all better, you will feel so good you will feel like a whole new person" Rugosa said stroking the Littles hair "I will?" "You sure will, then we can start our new life together" "Then you will be Rose for real?" Asked Amelia "That's right it won't just be your name for me" the Little looked in thought for a few seconds "Do I get a new name too?" Asked the Little "Do you want one?" Asked Rugosa and the Little nodded "I gave you your name so you should give me one" Rugosa smiled "How about… Emily?" "Emily" said the Little trying out the name "I like it, Emily… I will be your Emy" Rugosa smiled her biggest smile to date "My Little Emy, when you wake we will be in our new house, with our new lives and you will see just how much I love you" "Will we still see Kaylee and aunty Gwen?" "We will see them as much as you want" the Little smiled at that "I would like that" with everything said Rugosa made one final tweak to her program so her Emy would know her name and started the program. "How long is this going to take?" Asked Gwen and Amelia's eyes closed "I'm not sure" answered Rugosa "The old programs took minutes but that was simple, this program isn't just dumping information it's got to rearrange the existing information without causing damage and that is not simple" there was a silence between the two Amazon's before Gwen spoke again "Let me know if you need anything… my sister Rose" Rose smiled "Thank you Gwen" said Rose and she watched her Little through the day and into the night, when the process finished Emily was left with in a comatose state and even then Rose never left her side thanks to the help of her friends and new sister, Roses house was furnished and moved in. Four days after getting settled into their new house Emily opened her eyes with no memory of her loving carer Rose. 1 Link to comment
littleTomás Posted December 17, 2019 Share Posted December 17, 2019 Wow! So that's how Emy and Rose came to be. Very interesting! I have to wounder what will happen to our runaway Emy and fugitive Rose who has just been discovered? Link to comment
IslandDreamer Posted December 30, 2019 Author Share Posted December 30, 2019 Part 28 On the way home -Emily- The other voices in the Littles head told the stories that they knew about the Amazon Rugosa along with her friend Gwen and her Little Kaylee, there seemed to be a lot of gaps but Emily got the picture and knew she wanted to stay clear of this Rugosa “So if we want to get back home we need to find this Kaylee?” asked Emily as she was watching the Amazons walk past her at the mall, hidden in the small garden of course so no one bothered her “That's the only way I can think of unless we find out where they cross dimensions” said Nora “That could take a long time” added Grace “Do any of you know where she lives?” there was silence from the voices “Or how to contact her?” more silence, watching these Amazons was interesting but not helpful just like the voices in her head “So what do we do?” asked Emily, the silence continued till she was about to ask again “I’m thinking” answered Nora, Emily continued to watch the passing Amazons when Maddy spoke up “There's that miss Jenny, I didn't like her” “The one from the daycare?” asked Emily making sure she got it right, there was agreement from Maddy and the wheels turned in the Littles head. “What are you doing?” asked Nora as Emily darted out of their hiding spot to run after Jenny “You said the last us did her a favour well lets see if she repays the favour” there was a shiver from Maddy as it was clear she didn't want to see the Amazon again. -Rose- Rose awoke from her memories to the instant knowledge that she was a failure of a carer, instead of looking for her Little she was here resting all the while she was sure that Dave would also be looking for Emy. Rose pulled herself out of the bed she had been sleeping in and walked out to the kitchen to find her friend slash sister Gwen making food, Rose tried to sneak past her so she could be out looking once more but was spotted “And where do you think your going?” came Gwen's voice, Rose turned to face her “I was going to go back out looking for Emy” said Rose almost guilterly “Not without eating something first your not” said Gwen and pointed to the chair. "So what did happen to Emy to make her run off?" Asked Gwen after placing a plate of food Infront of Rose “Do you remember the last time I altered Emy?” “Yea” “Well just incase it wasn't stable I put in a sort of safety valve, by saying her old name it would break the joins and barriers that I had to put in place for a short time, I don't know what exactly happened inside Emys mind but I think she wouldn't have any memory of us” Rose took a bite of her food not even looking to see what she was chewing “Why did use us her old name?” asked Gwen “I didn't, do you remember me telling you about a man I used to work with called Dave?” Gwen nodded as she remembered he seemed to give Rose the creeps back in the day “I don't know how but he and Emy knew each other” “An old memory?” asked Gwen, Rose shook her head “I made sure to remove all of those from our Emys memories” “Wait…” it just clicked in Gwen's head “Wouldn't Dave be taking Emy back with him if he found her?” “I think he was using Emy to find out about where I stored my research, thankfully I never told Emy about any of that and after that didn't work, I think he must have been the one who broke into my house the other week, the research itself wasn't on any of my drives but if he knew to use Emys old name then there is no doubt that he went through what was on my computer” Rose took another bite of her food taking no pleasure in the normally brilliant creation “Ok so let me get this straight, Dave and Emy somehow knew each other and he used your safety thingy on Emy just because…” “No Abby saw them together and told Wendy and myself, that girl has a brilliant memory, Wen showed her a picture of him after I Left the company” “Ok so he was busted and changed tactic?” “I guess so, Emy was like a doll after hearing her old name” “But after she woke from it she didn't have a memory of who you and Wendy were and ran off because she was scared?” asked Gwen “I think so yes, it should be temporary, in a day or so the Emy we know should be back and if I can't find her in time…” tears started to well up in Roses eyes “She's going to be scared and lost” Rose choked out, Gwen leaned into her sister and embraced her “Shhh now, it's going to be ok, I’ll call the sitter for Kaylee and we will both go out looking for Emy” Rose did break down then and fell into full sobs. -Emily- “You do remember when I said she tortured us right?” asked Nora as Emily dodged and weaved past Amazons to get to her target “Yes but Grace said she was better towards the end” answered Emily “This is not a good idea” added Maddy. Jenny felt a tap on her leg and stopped walking then looked down to see a Little panting heavily, she had clearly been running “I’m not your carer” said Jenny and began to walk off but was stopped by the Little holding onto her pants leg “I know…” said the Little now looking up to her “What do you want then” it came out more as a statement than a question “I… umm…” Emily felt brave just hearing about what this Amazon had done to them but now that she was talking to her, the fear that Maddy had of the Amazon poured out into Emily and made her stutter her words “I don't have all day” said Jenny getting impatient “I was…” the words still didn't want to leave her mouth “Just say it” prompt Nora to Emily in her head “You do it then” replied Emily equally in her head “Ok” Emily felt like her perspective changed and could no longer move her body. Jenny looked at the trembling Little for a bit longer then turned away “Wait you owe me” came the now strong voice of the Little, Jenny turned back to see the Little was no longer trembling but was looking determined “Owe you? I don't owe you anything” said Jenny Looking at the Little more closely, she did look familiar but couldnt place her “I’m done brat, go bother someone…” started Jenny “Jenny you owe us for your job” a light went off inside Jenny's head, this Little was from the daycare she used to work at for that short time “How is the new job” said Nora now smirking at the Amazon as she realised that she did in fact recognise her “I…” Nora cut her off “Don't say you don't recognise me because I know you do now… you owe me” Nora stared right into Jennys eyes as she made her statement. Not wanting to be seen talking to a Little in the mall Jenny moved there conversation to an empty cafe and ordered herself a coffee and the cheapest drink on the Littles menu so she wouldn't look any different from any other Amazon Little that came into the cafe. “So what do you want?” asked Jenny as she sipped her coffee “I need your help finding someone” said Nora not touching the milky looking thing in the sippy cup in front of her “Look them up on Group Space” said Jenny with a shrug “I don't have access to that” said Nora figuring it must be something like Facebook from her dimension “What, did your mommy ground you or something” mocked Jenny “Are you going to help me or not?” asked Nora ignoring Jennys jab “It has bothered me that I got my job because of you…” said Jenny part in thought “If I help you now I won't be in debt to you anymore…” Jenny seemed to be going over the options in her head “Fine” she said turning back to Nora who hasn't taken her gaze off the Amazon “Who do you want me to find?” asked Jenny “I want you to find the address of one of the Littles I went to daycare with, Kaylee Miller” the name didn't ring a bell for Jenny but that didn't mean much and thought about how she might be able to find the Littles address. They agreed to meet back at the mall around closing time and as they parted ways Emily felt her perspective shift once more to find that she was once again in control of the body “Your scary” said Maddy to Nora “You got a scary Amazon to do something for us” she continued “She's just a piss ant and I can deal with them” shrugged Nora, Emily vaguely listened to the conversation that was taking place in the back of her mind but was more curious how Nora was able to control the body and the sudden liquid running down her legs. After running from the mall Emily found another hiding spot to camp out in wait for Jenny to return. “If we were with mommy we would be in a diaper and we wouldn't have had an accident” mumbled Maddy in the back of Emily's mind “For the last time we are not going back to that prison guard” said Nora Loudly, Emily knew that the prison guard Nora was talking about was Rose because in the couple of hours of waiting for Jenny, memories had been returning, flashes at first then memories of her own thoughts during those events “But mommy will make everything better, I’m tired of playing this game” whined Maddy “This is not a game” shot back Nora, with the return of memories Emily examined them through new eyes, Nora’s hatred of diapers and all things baby that Rose offered but also the love and joy of all that through Maddys eyes, she thought that Graces opinions on the subjects would help sort out her own feelings of it all but either way Grace was content, not happy, not sad just content. It did look like Rose had changed a lot of her destructive ways but knowing how she used to be kept coming to Emily's mind, she originally was just going with Nora’s plans because she didn't know enough about what was happening, now that she did it was looking like a solid plan, assuming they could get back to their original dimension there would be an adjustment period but it had to be better than what she had seen here in this one. With no diaper Emily found that she was leaking little bits every couple of minutes or a large amount after she stopped concentrating on holding it back and that was starting to become another problem for her borrowed clothing, as much as she hated to admit it a diaper would come in handy right about now. Finally Emily saw Jenny walking towards the store and ran to catch up to her “Forgot your diaper?” asked Jenny looking Emily up and down “Something like that” answered Emily feeling much more confident than their last meeting now that she was starting to feel more like her old self, Jenny opened her handbag and rummaged around for a bit then pulled out two items, a piece of paper and diaper “We don't fucking need diapers!” raged Nora in the back of Emily's mind “Have you seen the state of our borrowed dress?” asked Grace rhetorically “That doesn't mean we need them” huffed Nora, Emily just looked at the two items being offered to her “I noticed your seat after we met last time” Jenny said and looked away, Emily took both and read the note “Sixty three Argyle place” then she realised she had no idea how to find this house even with the address without her phone, then looked over to the diaper “Um I don't know how to put this on” said Emily a little embarrassed “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING!, SHOVE THAT STUPID DIAPER BACK IN HER FACE!” screamed Nora “Until we find a toilet we can use I think we might need to use these” said Emily in her mind, Jenny looked back at Emily “Littles” she scoffed “Fine I’ll help you but this is the last time” Jenny lead Emily over to her car and helped Emily lay down in the back seat “I’m not cleaning you and I don't have any of those cream things” Jenny said as she was opening up the diaper, Emily nodded her understanding and pulled up her dress to reveal her naked state underneath “If your trying to show how grown up you are then at least get some underwear, didn't anyone ever tell you it's unlady like to be like that” Emily felt heat rush to her cheeks and if her current set of memories were anything to go by that had not happened for long time “It really is no wonder you Littles wear diapers, uncivilised” this sparked a new fire in Nora “What did that bitch say, let me back in control, I’m going to punch her fucking lights out” Emily shook her head at hearing Noras out burst but to Jenny it must have looked like she was shaking her head to Jennys question “Well next time you see that mother of yours get her to teach you some etiquette” said Jenny and taped up the diaper, Emily ignored the jab and recovered herself with the dress “I need one last favour” said Emily looking Jenny right in her eyes “I got your stupid friends address and even put a diaper on you and you expect me to do something else for you?” “How goods your job?” asked Emily back, there was a pause then Jenny answered “What else do you want?” “A lift” answered Emily with a smile. All the voices in Emily's head were surprised that Jenny actually drove them to Kaylee's house but there it was just one house down the road after their ten or so minutes drive “Thanks for this” said Emily and she watched as the Amazon she recognized as Gwen getting into her car “So we are even now” Emily wasn't sure if Jenny was meaning this as a statement or a question “I guess so” said Emily as she watched the car pull out of the driveway and bent herself down so she wouldn't be seen by it's driver, Jenny looked at Emily with a puzzled face but let it be. “They are gone” said Jenny after the car had turned the corner into another street, Emily sat back up and looked around, Gwens car was gone but there was a strange car in the driveway it couldn't be helped, Jenny wouldn't wait here forever it was time to leave, Emily pulled on the door handle but could not get the door to open “Um” stamered Emily “Here” Jenny bent over the passenger seat and opened the door for her Little passenger “You know… if your having trouble with your carer… there are people to help” Emily turned to look at Jenny finding it strange to see the evil witch of a woman actually being… well… nice “If you want I can…” Emily cut her off “Thanks for the help but I’m fine from here” said Emily and undid her belt then hopped out of the car “Before you go take this” Jenny reached into the back seat and grabbed a Little sized backpack “A friend gave it to me so I could look after their Little but I get the feeling you could use it more” Jenny handed over the bag, Emily took the bag, looked at it for a second “Um thanks” Jenny nodded, closed the passenger door then drove off up the street. Emily ran into a nearby hedge that had a gap just big enough for her to squeeze in, someone would have to be actually looking for her to see the tips of her toes poking out “What's in the bag?” asked Maddy, Emily opened the bag to find three diapers, Little wipes, powder, an empty bottle and various edible snacks “Oh food, I’m hungry” said Maddy as she saw the food, Emily felt her stomach growl “We all are but we don't know if the food is poisoned or not” said Nora “As much as I don't like plastics the food is sealed so I doubt that it's poisoned” said Grace “You know what I mean, it might have those drug things in it” Emily had forgotten about them because Rose had been so consistent in knowing what was safe that Emily had not questioned anything she was given by Rose, her thoughts of Rose where overheard and got Maddy sad once more “I want to go home to mommy” whined Maddy “For the last time we are not going back to the prison guard” said Nora “I’m going to miss her” said Maddy solemnly “Don't worry Maddy I’ll miss her too” replied Emily “But this is for the best, we have to get home and live our life with people our size” Maddy mumbled some things that were mostly unintelligible so Emily put her focus back to the food they now had in their possession “How do we know if it has been drugged?” asked Emily hopeing that one of them knew “The Amazon always read the back of the things before giving it to us” said Nora, Emily pulled out something that looked like a muesli bar and started to look at the back, she looked at it because even though the words were in english the ingredients list was using words that Emily didn't even know how to pronounce “Um what are we looking for?” asked Emily thoroughly confused “I have no idea” sighed Nora “We could always take a chance” said Grace “Fuck no, what if we turn into a drooling mess, it's bad enough to be back in these fucking diapers” “You have such a colourful tongue Nora” said Grace cheeraly. Deciding to put the food away for now they slowly made their way into Kaylees backyard “Hide in the cubby house” offered Grace as a possible place they could wait for either Kaylee to come out or night so they could try to sneak inside “Can't, I remember Kaylee hinting that the Amazons watch that place” said Emily “Yea just before she made us piss ourselves” mumbled Nora, Emily ignored Nora and continued “We might be able to use Kaylees trick at the daycare and hide behind the garden shed” said Emily remembering the time Kaylee had taken her into that hiding spot so she could win a game of hide and seek “Little cheater” smirked Emily and started to shake her head at the memory. It took a long time and a lot of patients but Emily was able to make it to the garden shed unseen or at least she hoped, she made herself comfortable and waited for the sound that would tell her of Kaylees arrival into the garden after all there was no way Kaylee wouldn't be noisy. “I can't take it anymore, lets just eat” whined Maddy, it felt like hours they had been sitting there waiting for Kaylee and all of them were now starting to feel the hunger, even Nora was having a hard time arguing against trying the muesli bar now “I think we might have to take a chance” added Grace Emily looked at the bag for a moment then opened it up and dug out the bar in it's colourful plastic wrapping, Nora groaned and said “Just a bite” with all of them in agreement Emily unwrapped the bar and brought it to her mouth, she could feel the saliva filling her mouth in anticipation of food, Emily stopped as she heard the sound of a sliding door open “... no more than fifteen minutes ok?” came an unfamiliar female voice “Yep yep” came the reply of Kaylee “SHES HERE!” said the three voices in Emily's head in unison, all thoughts of hunger vanished, now it was time to go home. Peeking around the corner of the garden shed Emily watched Kaylee waddle over to her play castle, she waited for a couple of extra minutes just incase who ever was watching Kaylee was watching her through the glass screen door, a thing that Grace used to do while she used to baby sit apparently. Finally it was time, Emily picked up her pebbles she had found laying around and tossed one against the side of the castle *thunk Another look and Kaylee was still playing with her dolls, another pebble *thunk Kaylee looked around for a second then went back to her play *thunk Kaylee stood up and went to investigate the outside of her castle wall that had been making a sound, Emily tossed another pebble so it lightly collided with Kaylees leg, the Little looked down and looked at the pebble “Psst” Kaylee looked around at the unfamiliar sound “Over here” hissed Emily, Kaylee waddled over to the shed with a puzzled look on her face. “Em…” started Kaylee with a look of surprise on her face but was stopped as she found a hand covering her mouth and being dragged in between the gap of the garden shed and fence “If you can be quite I’ll remove my hand, can you do that?” there was a moment of shock on her face then she nodded and the hand was slowly removed “Everyones looking for you” spouted Kaylee the moment the hand was removed, Emily rolled her eyes, she should have known that Kaylee couldn't be quite even for a minute “I should go tell mommy your here” Kaylee started to turn back but Emily grabbed her arm to stop her “If I wanted the Amazons to know I was here I would have shown myself to them” Emily said calmly “Then why are you here?” asked Kaylee after she turned back around “I’m here because of the promise you made three months ago” the near joy of finding Emily here vanished “I wondered if it might be that” the childish voice Kaylee normally used was gone in those words, it was replaced with the voice that more be fit her age rather than her appearance, a tone of voice that Emily had heard only a small handful of times before “I held up my end” said Emily “Actually you were still a day off since I said to be with Rose, not running around on your own” Emily glared at her “Did you know what she did to me?” asked Emily ignoring this small fact “Not the specifics but I did see what happened to other Littles there before Gwen saved me” “Then I would think you of all people can understand why I can't be around her any more” “So it's true what I overheard… you have your memories back?” Emily nodded “So are you going to honor your end of the promise?” asked Emily after the silence between them got to be too much, Kaylee was about to answer when they both heard the clear sound of a grumbling stomach, Emily looked down and wondered why her stomach had to be so vocal everytime it was hungry and at the worst possible moments too. Kaylee had her childish giggles then back in her childish voice said “Let's eat then I’ll take you home… I guess” Emily opened up her bag to show the food that she had been given and Kaylee sorted them into two piles “These ones don't have anything you don't want” said Kaylee pointing towards the pile of two items, neither of which was the muesli bar she was going to eat minutes before “How do I know these don't have anything, it wouldn't be the first time you have drugged me” Kaylee rolled her eyes “That was just to get you too relax a little here I’ll eat them if you want…” Emily moved the two items from Kaylees reach more out of old habit of protecting her meal for the ever hungry Kaylee, Kaylee smiled at the reaction. They ate in silence until Emily was finished her small amount of food “So what now?” asked Emily “Now I ask you one last time it you would reconsider staying” Emily shook her head “If Rose had not done what she did maybe but I can't, please take me home” Kaylee sighed in resignation “Very well” Kaylee looked at the bag now sitting at Emily's feet “Are you taking that with you?” Emily too looked at the bag and shook her head “I won't need it” “Take it anyway bags always come in handy wherever you are” Emily looked at the bag and didn't want to take it because of its contents but she figured she could always get rid of that later and picked up the bag “What now?” Emily asked again “Come with me” answered Kaylee and started to exit the hiding spot “Wait what if the Amazon sees us?” “Do you want to go home or not?” Emily let out a sigh and followed Kaylee into the middle of the grass “Are you sure?” asked Kaylee one last time and just the same as the last Emily nodded her head, Kaylee bowed hers and said in a quiet voice “I’m going to miss you Emy” Kaylee reached inside her shirt and pulled out the metal cross she wore, there was a blinding white light and Emily's world disappeared. 2 Link to comment
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