IslandDreamer

@HyperShark when I saw this story changed on your list I was so happy that I almost started writing a continuation short story there and then. Now I have to figure out how to move this to the completed thread.

Well I'm afraid this is the final part of this story with 305 pages, 145K words and a little over a year to write, I can say that I am mostly happy with my first ever story. @HyperShark I look forward to seeing this story being changed from "In Progress" to "Finished" :D *** Part 34 Welcome Home Rose was taken to what was commonly known as an interview room but Rose knew from television it was just another name for an interrogation room, just like all the shows she had watched Rose was forced to sit there in the room all alone for two hours before another soul entered the room, the female Amazon started with Roses full name and continued “May I call you Rose?” Rose raised her head from the table she had been resting it on to see who that familiar voice belonged to “We…” Rose was going to say Wendys name but was cut off “We don't know each other, no” she said in a voice like this was a question she got asked a lot and she sat down on the opposite chair facing Rose. Rose knew that her girlfriend worked at a transport terminal but not this one let alone why she was pretending to not know her but Rose got with the program “I was going to ask when you were going to return my new Little" said Rose putting on an aggravated tone "As my section leader told you, we have had a report that the Little that accompanied you was taken from another Amazon here before your departure, we have finished speaking to this person now we need to get your story" Rose heard the extra touch Wendy added to "story" almost like she was telling Rose to make something up, thankfully Rose had had plenty of time to think while she had been kept waiting and so she told a tale of how she had been told how there was the perfect Little for her in that particular dimension and where to find them only for her to return and be accused of Little napping by an ex colleague that she used to work with. Wendy nodded her head as she clicked off the recorder “Please wait here" Wendy said and walked out leaving Rose alone once more. Fifteen minutes later Wendy returned with David and a fellow guard carrying something in his arms, Rose looked again and saw the thing in her arms was a sleeping Emy “What did you do to her?” asked Rose rushing out of her chair to check on Emy “Please sit back down miss, the Little is simply asleep” Rose reluctantly sat back down on her chair but didn't take her eyes off Emy “Mr King please take a seat” the smug looking Dave took the seat opposite Rose so they were facing each other, both Wendy and the unknown guard sat next to each other in the middle “Now we have heard both sides of what has been happening...” Rose briefly wondered what David had told Wendy “And if true these are serious crimes…” Rose really hoped whatever plan Wendy was playing would work because if it didn't she wasn't going to have much freedom for a very long time and all the truth and proof for that matter was on Daves side, Rose was technically guilty but surely the universe would cut her a break after all she had changed her ways and did it all to help her Little “And it would seem there is a simple way to check the validity of both sides, Mr King did you chip your Little?” the smug smile on Dave's face grow larger “I did” he said looking directly into Roses eyes, Rose did start to panic then, "what the heck is Wendy thinking, she knows that Emy has been chipped" "By scanning the Little we can sort out all this out, do you agree Mr King?" "Definitely" he replied "And you Rose?" asked Wendy, Rose was very hesitant to agree and it showed in her voice "I… guess" Wendy nodded "Good, Aden please scan the Little for an identification chip" said Wendy. The Amazon named Aden pulled out his phone with his free hand and brought it closer to Emy, Rose thought her heart was going to beat out of her chest the closer Aden brought the phone to her Little. The phone touched the Littles back and it seemed the entire room held it's breath as the device scanned for the identification chip that would change everything for Rose. The phone cherpped to alert it's user that the result of the scan was ready, bringing the phone to his eyes Aden opened his mouth to tell the room it's results "The result is… no chip found" Rose let out the painful breath she wasn't even aware she had been holding, not even considering how it was possible that the chip was not found "That can't be" Dave slammed his hand on the table "Scan again, that Little belongs to Artic labs" the shock and anger in his voice was clear as day "Sir are you questioning the findings of the transport authority?" asked Wendy no longer hiding her annoyance at the man who had annoyed her girlfriend for all these months "No but…" he tried "This Little is not currently owned by any Amazon and as the one who brought her here I am placing Rose…" the next word was lost to Dave's outburst "Your working together aren't you?" Aden finally spoke up "Sir I suggest that you hold your tongue, you have already accused this woman of a truly unthinkable crime in submitting this false report and now you are questioning the integrity of an officer that has been working this job since her first work experience, I suggest you hold your tongue before you receive more than a fine" Rose beamed at both Aden and Wendy "But… no…" Dave was clearly lost for words "Miss Colleen's please show mr King the door and come back after you are finished '' Wendy gave a quick nod and led Dave out of the room. Rose didn't think her smile could be any bigger, after Wendy had taken Dave out the door Aden moved closer to Rose and offered her the sleeping Little "I figured you would like to hold her" he said with a smile, Rose looked down at her sleeping Little, she truly believed that she had screwed up so badly that this day would only ever be a dream. "With that taken care of…" said Wendy re-entering the room "Rose as the Amazon who brought this Little to our dimension you have the first option to adopt this Little, if you refuse…" "I accept" said Rose cutting off Wendy "I thought you might" replied Wendy and placed a sheet of paper on the desk infront of Rose "Just fill in the details and sign the bottom and this Little will belong to you" Rose took the pen from Wendy's hand and filled in the required information then signed the paper making Emy officially Roses Little "With this signed you now have full custody of…" Wendy glanced down at the paper Rose Horten you are now the legal guardian of Emily Horten…" Rose smiled down at her Little… she now truly is was her Little in every sense of the word "This is a temporary card to give to any law enforcement incase anyone questions your guardianship of your Little" Wendy made sure to emphasise the 'your' part "Now if you will come with me I will show you the way out" said Wendy in a broad "I do this everyday" voice, on the way out Wendy looked straight at Rose "Aden wanna catch some lunch at the burger place on the first floor after this?" Rose was sure this message wasn't for Aden but for Rose "I'll think about it" he mumbled and they all left the room. My life without Rose flashed through my mind's eye, it didn't help I knew it was all a dream or rather a nightmare, I was powerless to wake myself and was forced to watch endlessly how Rose was just out of reach or behind prison bars or worse killed before my eyes and large Amazon hands stopping me from helping her. Each and every image tore my heart until finally like bursting through water into the air I finally awoke to the semi dark room, I placed my hand over my heart in the attempt to slow it. After a few deep breaths I finally calmed down enough to look around and my heart started up again for a completely different reason, I was wearing a onesie, was sitting in a crib with a piece of my diaper peeking out and just outside the crib was an Amazon sized shape sleeping on a wooden chair, can you see where I'm going with this? "Rose" I hissed in excitement, the scene was too close to the first day I woke in her dimension that I couldn't believe that wasn't Rose sitting there, the figure moved but didn't wake, it was time to use the word that means so much to Rose and was starting to mean so much to me too "Mommy!" I whined, the figure jerked awake immediately "Whats wrong?" I heard a sleepy Rose ask and the desk light flicked to life showing that I was right, it was Rose watching over me "Mommy it's really you" I was on the verge of crying with joy, Roses sleepy face turned to a smile "You just can't let me introduce you to this world properly can you?" said Rose walking over to the crib "You know I can't let you control my life” I replied in a way so Rose knew I was joking, I was ready to let her take control, Rose bent down and picked me up holding me to her chest “It's great to have you home” she whispered to me “It's great to be home” I said equally as grateful. We stayed like that until my curiosity got the better of me “So what happened? I thought we had to be on the run and this looks like your room” I said looking around again just to make sure I wasn't mistaken “That is a story for later, for now I know a Little that needs her diaper changed” I blushed… just a little. It was good to be back with Rose even when she removed my diaper and took me into the bathroom for you probably guessed it, a bath. After going the last couple days being naked in front of someone that only wanted to help me didn't seem so bad so unlike every other time she wanted me to have a bath I asked her to help me, partly because I still wasn't feeling one hundred percent and because I knew it would make Rose… my mommy happy. As Rose bathed me I told her what had happened in the other dimension, I was thinking of it that way now, another dimension not my home dimension because this is my home, where there are people… well Amazons that love me and the people I love. Rose was just about ready to go back to the other dimension and kick the butts of the men that felt me up in the ally way when I told her, it was sweet that she wanted to do that for me but it was also terrifying when she got mad “If I had been there…” muttered Rose as her fingers dug into my shoulder “Ah Rose that hurts” I said wincing, she removed her hand and I looked at the finger nail marks she left “I’m sorry honey, I have a bit of a temper when someone tries to hurt you” “I’m still here, you don't need to finish me off” I said rubbing my shoulder and giving her a ‘everything is ok now’ grin. I honestly considered leaving out anything about Maddy, Nora and Grace but ended up telling Rose everything I could remember about them, instead of telling me that I was crazy and that she didn't want a crazy Little Rose listened to every word as I sat there in the bath pushing bubbles around like the whole experience was just a story I was telling her. “I haven't heard from any of them since Maddy said goodbye” I finished and sank down under the water and blew bubbles, Rose sat back like she was thinking for a minute “It's a good thing I didn't have anything planned” I looked at Rose and wondered what she was thinking “If you trust me I might know a way for you to talk to them again” Rose said slowly, she couldn't be serious could she? “How?” I asked “Using the machine I used to… well… make you” I had known that Rose essentially made my mind thanks to Nora and Grace but it was still hard to hear coming from Roses mouth, almost like I could deny that part being true as long as Rose didn't say it but there it was. There was no doubt that I trusted Rose but what if the machine malfunctioned and I was deleted like the other personalities before me, I told Rose my concerns “I won't be using it like I did back then, this will be more like helping you into a lucid dream” “So no chance of me disappearing?” I asked wanting to be sure “I would never take that risk again” Rose said, I believed her and that was enough for me. After getting towelled dry and re diapered Rose had me lay down on the couch, she disappeared through the one door I had not been through and returned a minute later holding a large donut looking thing or maybe haylo either way part or me remembered it and I tensed up “You don't have to do this” said Rose “I want to” I replied and metally kept telling myself that I was going to be alright, Rose was watching out for me. Rose placed the device on my head and fiddled with her tablet thing “Ok are you ready?” she asked, I nodded and nothing happened “Did it fail?” I asked, she chuckled “It's only helping you too dream, you still need to help it by going to sleep, you should be feeling more tired by now” since Rose mentioned it I did feel the yawns coming on even after all the sleep I had recently so I let my eyes close and slowly drift off. Like the snap of a finger I could see the park I had first arrived at back in the other dimension “This is very Inception like” I mumbled to myself and examined my clothing, I half expected to see the clothing I liked to wear seeing as how this was supposed to be my dream and all that but I was wearing a flowing yellow sundress and I could feel the thick diaper between my legs “Even in a dream” I chuckled to myself and looked at the three approching bodys. Even though the three voice in my head were just that, voices I could tell that the three people walking towards me were them, Maddy, Nora and Grace “There you are” I said as they were close enough “You would think she hadn't seen us before” said Nora to Grace, who nodded “Emy!” squealed Maddy and ran to me giving me a big hug “I knew you would choose mommy” she squealed looking up into my eyes “She was just the better choice than jail” I said trying to play it off “You can't hide anything from us here” said Nora “That's right, we are a part of you remember?” added Grace “And yet I can't hear your thoughts or memories” I said with a huff “That would make you too OP” said Grace with a smirk “It would have been nice though” I sighed and got a laugh out of the others. After a quick catchup we ended up playing silly games thanks to Maddy because as she said “No one can see us here and we might not see each other again” she was right and I did have fun playing with them but I could feel that time was almost up “Remember what I said, ask her all those questions, she might actually answer now” said Nora and she gave me a hug as I told her I would ask Rose what happened while I was away. Stepping back I took one last look at the voices that had helped me during my time with out Rose “Thank you for all your help” I said trying to hold back the tears “We will always be here” said Grace and dabbed at her own eye, I nodded and we all said our final goodbyes, I stood there for a second then thought of the perfect way to end this “Well since I’m dreaming I think it's time to leave like Superman” I looked to the sky, thrust one arm up “Up, up and away” I said, my feet letting go of the ground moments later as if gravity had suddenly decided to ignore me. Unlike my more recent wakeups, I knew where I was with very little effort, the warmth under me, the soft squishy thing I was laying on and the biggest give away was the steady rhythmic thumping of a heart all told me I was laying on top of Rose. Opening my eyes I saw the other of Roses breasts that I wasn't using as a pillow “Your awake” said the soft whispering voice of Rose, pushing myself up and looking at her I smiled “Yep, thank you for letting me say goodbye” Rose smiled too “Your perfectly welcome Meerkat, now how are you feeling? Are you hungry?” she asked, as a matter of fact I was hungry “Im starving” I fake whined, her smile grew and she carried me off to the kitchen. “Why not” I whined, as Rose was making food she told me all about what happened to her while I was away but she would not tell me how she tracked me down or how she knew I wanted her “If I told you that then I wouldn't be able to do it again” she smirked, I huffed again “Thats mean” I whined “Well tough your with me now” she said smirking “Can I see the card?” I asked, Rose told me how I was now officially adopted by her and while I believed her I wanted to see the card, Rose fished around in her pocket and pulled out a plastic looking card “Rose and Emily Horten” I said the names to test them in my mouth “Emily Horten… it's sounds right” I finally smiled and Rose returned it ten times greater “As your new mommy I think we need to get you a fresh diaper then a nap for you” my face fell “Nooooo” I whined “I’ve been asleep most of today I feel awake and…” Rose cut me off with a finger to my lips “None of that, do you forget where I found you?, I’m not blind, I can see you are still in pain” she was right, my muscles were still an ache all over and the sun burn was a a pain everywhere but my ass and apparently I wasn't as good at hiding all this as I thought I was “You aren't that good at hiding things from me” she said “That darn mind reading again” I mumbled, Rose smirked at me “Your face gives away what your thinking about” said Rose with a chuckle and she lifted me out of the highchair. In a fresh diaper Rose helped dress me into a footed sleeper and rested me down in the crib “You know I’m just going to be laying here the whole time right?” “Thats fine, there is nothing wrong with just resting every once in a while, now here drink this” Rose presented me with a tiny cup of blueish liquid “Do I need to taste it first?” asked Rose with a smile, I grinned back and remembered our first days together “No that's ok I trust you” I said and drank the whole thing in one go, it was actually quite nice “I’m glad and incase you were curious it's just something to help with your pain” I nodded because I thought it might be that… or something to make me sleep “Now rest up and I’ll check on you in a couple of hours” said Rose softly and she closed the blinds “Can't you read to me?” I asked, it was something I had missed “Of course Meerkat” Rose took out a book and began reading and despite my best efforts I found myself drifting off for the second time today. “Trying to sleeeeeep” I groaned at the noise that was invading my sleep but it didn't matter how much I rolled around, covered my head with the pillow or groaned at it the noise fully woke me. Sitting up I rubbed my eyes and listened to the sound of laughter and Amazons talking, I wondered what was going on and why Rose hadn't woken me for it “Mommmmmmmy” I called and smiled at myself, it was ridiculous but I supposed I would get used to it. Moments later the door cracked open and I saw Rose poking her head in “I see you” I said looking right at her “I'm not here” she said quietly, I shook my head at her “What's going on and why didn't you wake me?” I asked “Oh I just invited some friends over” replied Rose nonshalontly “It sounds like there is more than just friends” I said as she picked me up “Nonsense” Rose quickly dressed me into a dress “Um Rose are we going to have a problem here” I said nodding at the dress “Whos your mommy here?” I groaned “You are” “And who thinks you look adorable it this dress” I stared at her “That would be me” she said after the silence got to her “Now come on let's meet our friends.” The moment we left the hallway there was an explosion of noise “WELCOME HOME EMILY!” I blinked in surprise, it looked like every Amazon and Little that Rose and I knew were here now crowding me. “Who knew you were so shy” Laughed Wendy as she flipped another burger on the BBQ “You try having a zombie horde crowding you” I said in a huff, I may or may not have cuddled into Rose in the attempt to hide from the masses trying to see me moments after the big welcome home, thankfully now things had calmed down and Rose was somewhere talking with other Amazons and I was outside with Wendy “They were just happy to see you” chuckled Wendy “It was definitely a better welcome than I got in the other dimension” I said and flashed a quick smile “Your home now” said Wendy simply “Yes and I hear that I have you to thank for that and for keeping Rose out of jail, how did you do that?” I asked, Wendy grinned at me “I didn't do anything, electronics malfunction all the time and sometimes friends help friends” I looked at her in surprise “Your friend sabotaged the scanner” she winked at me “I was just doing my job and that states that if the Little is not already owned then the Amazon that found said Little has the first option to adopt” I smiled at her “Thank you Wendy” she smiled and bobbed her head. “So how did Rose find me? And Dave for that matter” I asked “What you haven't figured that one out yet” laughed Wendy “No” I said a little annoyed “Do you remember that watch that you never had” she bobbed her eyebrows at me and I blushed “You mean Roses watch” “Bingo” “Soooo… you two knew that I still had it?” I asked “Knew, Rose was thrilled you wanted it, not so much that you wanted to hide that fact from her but yes we knew” she replied still chuckling “Wait, wait I destroyed that watch before I asked Ro… mommy for help” Wendy started to full on laugh “Stop laughing at me and tell me what I’m missing” it took Wendy a few seconds to stop laughing “Do you really think you can break Amazon tech?” said Wendy still trying to get ahold of herself “Yes, I saw it smash to pieces” Wendy got ahold of herself long enough to clearly say “It's play time” and from the corner of my eye I saw the watch appear out of nowhere back on my wrist “What the hell, it can teleport?” this started Wendy all over again “No, it's been there the whole time” I looked at the watch then at Wendy and back “Yep, neat trick hey” “Ok…” I said slowly “That explains Rose finding me but how about Dave?” Wendy looked more serious this time “Rose found a separate tracker in the watch but it must have been damaged or something because it's logs say it only started working an hour or so before Rose got to you” I was about to ask how this Amazon tracker could stop working like that when I heard Roses voice “What are you two talking about?” asked Rose stepping out onto the deck with Wendy and myself “Nothing” I said quickly and out of habit covered the watch, then consciously took my hand away and I showed Rose the watch, Rose shook her head “You told her” sighed Rose, Wendy shrugged at her “It wasn't me, she's a smart Little” "What am I going to do with the two of you" said Rose still shaking her head. With the food ready and served up everyone was eating… or drinking something, I will never understand how some Littles can survive on just milk. "You know there's still one thing I don't understand" said Rose thoughtfully after hearing me tell Wendy and Abby what I had been up too while in the other dimension "What's that?" I asked "How did you get back to your dimension?" I blinked in confusion "Didn't I say?" The listeners around me all shook their heads, I thought they all knew "Kaylee sent me" every listener looked in shock at the Little who was in the process of biting a chicken nugget "What? It was a one-time use" said the Little like everyone should know this, and pulled out a severely melted version of the metal cross Kaylee wore, I laughed at it and the looks over everyone around us. It was great to be home, there really is no place like home because here I am... myself. The End *** Ah I never thought I would actually finish writing the whole thing so for you who have read the whole thing till now, a huge thank you and I would like to share with you the original short story I wrote about Rose and Emily. It is really short and there are missing characters but its what got me wanting to tell Emily's story. *** New years festival “There you go little miss puddle pants” said Rose as she booped my nose “Back in a fresh clean diaper” “Thank you mummy” I giggled “Now which do you want to wear tonight?” asked Rose holding up my denim skirtalls and the stupid blue dress mummy knowns I hate “That one” I said pointing at the skirtalls “What this one?” she asked covering my skirtalls with the dress “I didn't think you liked this dress but if that's the one you want to wear” “Silly mummy” I giggled “The other one” she smiled at me “That makes more sense” Rose clipped on my skirtalls and skillfully put my shoes on without much help from me “Can we go now?” I asked with a slight whine in my voice “Hold those horses little girl, we just need to get your diaper bag then we can go” “Oooooh hurry mummy, aunty Gwen and Kaykay will be waiting for us” I whined “Hmm what if I can't find the bag” she said turning around “looking” for the bag “It's right there mummy” I said pointing at my unicorn diaper bag hanging from Roses shoulder “Where back here” she turned and looked at the pile of my stuffys “Nope I don't see it there” “Mummmmmy” I whined, she grinned at me “Oh here it is, I guess we are good to go then” Rose carried me out to the car and buckled me in “Onwards to the beach!” I shouted as she started the car “Off we go” Rose confirmed. “Kaykay!” I shouted the moment I saw her “Emy!” she returned and we ran into each other's arms to hug “Can you believe it we are here, I thought it would never come” “I know, I know it as taking forevers” both Kaykay and I looked up to see aunty Gwen and mummy chuckling “Littles” they both said in unison “That's not nice mummy” I huffed “Oh have I hurt your feelings my little princess, would getting a bag of cotton candy help?” I looked over at the stall vender and uncrossed my arms “yep “ I grinned “Oh me too Mummy… um you hurt my feelings too” said Kaykay “And cotton candy will help you too?” Gwen asked her “Ah huh” both Gwen and mummy laughed. “Here you go girls” Mummy handed me a pink cloud of cotton candy as Gwen gave Kaykay a rainbow cloud “Thank you mummy” we both replied in unison. Kaykay and I tried to walk beside the Amazons but between eating our cotton candy and just trying to keep up we failed and retired to our respective strollers. Mummy pushed us through the crowds of people to various attractions “Can you believe the Amazons do all this just for the new years eve” I heard Kaykay call to me “We used to do parties like this back in my home dimension” I called back “I love coming to these we never have many celebrations back home” I just nodded while eating my cloud not even knowing if Kaykay could see me. “Please, please, please” I whined, the cotton candy was long gone and I now wanted an ice cream “Are you going to make a mess of it?” asked Rose “No I swear I wont” I lied while holding my crossed fingers behind my back, she glared at me for a moment then replied “Ok then, would you like an ice cream too Kaylee?” “Yes please Aunty Rose” Rose went over to one of the food stalls to purchase our ice creams, I brought out my hand to show Kaykay and we both cracked up giggling “What's so funny?” asked Aunty Gwen “Nothing” we both said and started giggling all over again. I’m glad I had my fingers crossed because I would say about a quarter of the ice cream had gone on my face or down the front of the bib “I thought you weren't going to make a mess” said Rose I crossed my fingers again, showed her and gave her my biggest smile “You sneaky little” she chuckled and placed the last mouthful of ice cream in my mouth, we had taken to sitting in a relatively uncrowded spot in the grass that overlooked the beach and I was having the time of my life “The fireworks will be starting shortly” came the voice over the speaker “Oh mummy fireworks” I cried, Rose shook her head “For someone that was originally scared of fireworks you seem to really like them now” There so pretty” I replied, Amazons and their littles started to make there way down to the beach shaw. BANG! The first firework went off lighting up the sky “Mummy I can't see good” I cried “Ok upsy daisy” Rose lifted me up and onto her shoulders now I could see perfectly over all the other heads “Ohhhhhh… ahhhhh” I just had too it didn't feel right without making those noises a couple of times. Half way through the show I felt the need to pee and unlike what I used to do I just let it go into my diaper without a second thought nothing was going to stop me watching the fireworks. “That was sooooo cool!” cried Kaykay as we were being strapped back into our strollers “Did you see that big one it went BOOOOOM!” “Yea, yea, yea and the smaller ones after that went pop, pop BANG!” I called back, it was all so exciting “I think we have two over excited littles Gwen” “I think you might be right, we had better head home to settle them down” Kaykay and I turned to face our mummys “No please” “just a little more” we whined “It's past your bedtime” replied Gwen “And I don't know about you Gwen but I have a puddle princess that needs changing” “I do not” I huffed “I must have imagined my neck getting warm during the fireworks then” I felt my cheeks grow instantly warm “It's… it's just your imagination mummy” Rose reached a hand up my skirtall and gave a quick squeeze of my diaper “Yep puddle princess strikes again” proclaimed Rose “Kaykays messy!” I cried “Trator!” “Oh we know about that” replied Gwen and both of us blushed for a moment then cracked up laughing “Should we get these littles back to your place for their sleepover?” asked Rose “I think so seeing how they need a change” replied Gwen. The four of us went back to Gwen's place but Kaylee and myself were fast asleep before the cars pulled into the driveway. *** Again thanks for reading and I hoped you liked it, Emily, Rose and friends might return from time to time in short stories but for now this story is told ?

I had a bit of time in my lunch break, heres another part *** Part 33 Roses side Before Rose and Emma were reunited Rose was in pieces barley living day to day. It was only because of her best friend slash sister Gwen that Rose got out of bed and ate food since Emy had disappeared, all the searching in the world could not reveal where Emy was and Rose had knocked on every door for blocks of her house in the faintest hope that someone had seen her “I told you before you messed with her head that you should have put a tracker on her” said Gwen as she rushed around the kitchen preparing the days lunches for her Little Kaylee and her sister who was currently slumped over the kitchen table “I did…” growned Rose “It'll only turn on when she wants me” mumbled Rose into her arms, she now wished that she had have just left it as a normal tracker but if Emy had found out that the watch she had given the Little all those weeks ago then Emy wouldn't forgive her, Rose was one hundred percent sure of this. Rose did smile just a bit at the thought that Emy really thought she was hiding the watch from her, Rose was happy that Emy liked it well enough to try and keep it hidden from her. Rose turned and watched the Little Kaylee slowly drawing with her crayons in the highchair, if Rose was more attentive to the world around her she would have noticed the Little wasn't acting like her normal cheery self and talked to her about it but because of this and Gwen putting Kaylee's abnormalities down to losing her friend both Amazons would not learn that Kaylee herself had sent Emy back to her home dimension just last night “Why the heck would you set the tracker like that?” asked Gwen, she loved her sister but for someone that didn't care about Littles only a few months ago was now giving her Little way to much freedom “If she found out…” Rose didn't bother to finish because she knew that Gwen already knew her reasoning, Rose curled in on herself more, if she had given Emy just that tiny bit less freedom then she would know where Emy was and they would be back home together by now. It wasn't much of an exaggeration that Rose felt like her very heart was ripped from her chest, she missed waking to get things ready for Emy, all the little things from packing her lunch, making breakfast even changing Emys wet diapers in the morning, she missed it all. Gwen had suggested for Rose to look after Kaylee until Emy was back home but as much as Rose loved kaylee, the Little just wasn't a replacement for Emy and they all knew it. Days after Gwen and Roses breakfast discussion it finally happened, the thing that brought Rose back from the edge of pure zombie hood in her day to day life “Ok class take out your textbooks we are going to be…” started Rose when she felt her phone go off at full volume, every single person in the room looked at their teacher wondering why she had her phone off silent for class. Roses heart seemed to float as she heard the sound she never wanted to hear when she had first set it up but now it was like god himself was calling for her, Rose picked up the phone and looked at the screen and saw the message “I’m ready to go home… please help me Rose” Rose pressed the message and her tracker app came up showing exactly where Emy was “Ahhh…” Rose looked up at her staring class “Just… just start reading I have to be somewhere very important, Chris will you let the principal know that I don't know when I’ll be back” before Rose could hear a reply from the boy Rose was out the door and running as fast as she could to her car. The speed limit was less than a suggestion with how fast Rose was flying through the streets, there were many near misses as she was sending messages to both Gwen and Wendy letting them know how Emy had somehow managed to make it back to her dimension and that Rose was on her way to the nearest Dimensional travel port. When Rose finally got to the building she was about ready to murder someone for their parking space but ended up having to park so far back from the terminal that she was sure she would go out of her mind with worry before she would make it to the building. Rose ran the entire way into the terminal building with her lungs on fire and many angry Amazons left in her wake, this was more exercise than her already exhausted body could take but this was her chance to see Emy again and she wasn't going to let her Little down again. “Hello how can I…” started the desk woman but Rose cut her off in a rush “I need the first portal to… fuck” Rose cursed under her breath as she looked up Emys dimentional identification, finding it she rushed it out so fast the Amazon at the desk had to ask Rose to repeat her self twice more just to be sure she had gotten it right “And I need it to around these coordinates” Rose showed the woman her phone “Alright mam but you understand that that will be extra seeing as how we will have to verify it's safety first” “Yes, yes” said Rose in a rush, they all knew how portal travel worked “I just need your passport to place your booking” Rose was so thankful that her work had taken her to other dimensions before, her passport should still be valid “I don't have it with me but it's identification is…” Rose rattled off the alphanumeric code that even she was surprised that she remembered and after all the biometric verifications the booking was finally placed “I have that all set, would you like…” the Amazon at the desk started to try getting Rose to purchase all the insurance and leisure packages she could before Rose exploded at the woman “I DON'T WANT ANYTHING ELSE!” the woman at the desk recoiled “I’m sorry, I just need to get there as fast as possible” said Rose forcing herself to at least act like a reasonable being, the Amazon nodded and brought up the amount that Rose owed for the trip, Rose thought she must be seeing a few extra zeros at the end of the screen but nope after rubbing her eyes the trip was still going to cost more than she made in two years, it was not going to be cheap retrieving Emy but that was ok. Rose handed over her credit card and just hoped that between her savings and credit that she had enough. After those few agonising seconds of waiting the machine approved the purchase and Rose was issued her digital ticket and was instructed where to go next. It always seemed that when you are in a hurry the rest of the world slows down to a crawl, at the security check Rose just had to be stuck behind the one person that had more Amazon tech on them than any other person forcing the guard to check each and every piece against the Amazons destination and borderline getting into an argument about how he should be allowed to bring that item with him. Rose finally got to check in all of her tech aside from her phone which the guard was hesitant about letting her bring seeing how Roses destination was still a primitive world but after explaining how long she thought she was going to be there the guard allowed her through. It was all down to waiting in the lounge and Roses foot was tapping up a storm, it was clearly disturbing her fellow waiting travelers but Rose couldn't think of anything of then “Hurry, hurry, please wait just a bit longer Emy, I’m on my way” this thinking was keeping Rose sane and driving her mad at the same time. She was finally called to her gate and Rose wasted no time in getting there. After the report of the conditions on the other side and then a semi lengthy lecture on the rules she had to follow or risk fines or imprisonment upon her return, Rose was finally allowed through the portal. Rose knew that some Littles weren't mentally strong enough to pass through a portal and still be conscious on the other side, thankfully Rose wasn't a Little and merely forced her way through the gelatin like resistance of the portal all the way to the other side. Rose made the quick check to make sure there were no Littles when she passed through and checked her phone which now showed a map of the building she was in and it's path to Emy “Not much longer” thought Rose and she left through the only door. There she was, laying with her back to Rose laying in the bed, Rose was about to go right in when she caught sight of what she guessed was some security guard or something, it was definitely a uniform of some kind and different from all the others Rose had seen on her way here, then there was the metal cuffs holding Emy to the bed frame, this was worse than Rose thought and would require some thinking about to get Emy back. Rose was walking the halls when she saw another uniformed guard similar to the one that was watching over Emy, a plan quickly formed in Roses head. The setup was better than Rose could have planned, Rose kept pace with a man in a business suit and at the moment they and the guard were passing each other Rose bumped the man gently into the guard causing a domino effect, bringing down a nearby cart causing more mess and confusion, Rose acted like she couldn't believe what was happening and from the corner of her eye saw the second guard come out to investigate the noise just as Rose hoped he would. Passing the guard Roses finger passed through the key hanging there on his belt and continued on into Emys room. Roses heart raced as she stepped closer to her Little, her much bigger Little but there was no doubt that she was her Emy, would she be angry, upset or some combination, there wasn't time for doubt, she had to be fast and Emy had asked for her help. Placing a hand on Emys shoulder caused her to roll over “What do you…” Emys angry face turned to joy as they made eye contact “Rose” said Emy with clear excitement in her voice, Emy was happy to see her and that made Roses heart fly “Hey meerkat” replied Rose “I heard you needed help” it was a dumb thing to say and Emy must have thought so too because her cheery smile turned to saddness, a small part of Roses mind wondered how Littles changed emotions so rapidly “Rose I’m sorry, I’m…” Rose cut the Little off before she went into full on tears and bring the guard back “Hush now, none of that” Roses words werent enough to stop her Little from sobbing “But I was horrible to you and you were only trying to help me” it was clear to Rose that Emy was now ready to let herself be guided by Roses hand “It's ok, we can talk later, for now we have to leave” the Little tried to wipe her eyes and winced in pain, which near broke Roses heart to see her Little in pain “Here” Rose wiped away the tears trying to form from the corner of Emys eyes with her sleeve “Lets get you out of here then we can get caught up” said Rose and held up the key she had borrowed. Rose and Emy left the room and Roses diversion but it didn't go unnoticed by Rose that Emy wasn't walking right or quickly, Rose had thought that Emy looked injured but now she was sure and she wanted to hurt who ever it was that did it to her Little girl “Rose where are we going?” asked the Little trying to hide the fact she was struggling with even this short walk, Rose wanted to answer all of her Littles questions but now wasn't the right time so decided to help her Little instead “Here meerkat” said Rose taking a knee, she had hoped Emy would just get on her back like any normal Little would but just as Rose had known she would Emy questioned it “Rose you can't carry me here, I’m to heavy” Now that was just silly of her Little to assume, Rose knew down to the core of her that she would always have the strength to carry her Little even if she was bigger than normal “I can always carry you if you need me too, do you trust me?” after a moment or two of watching Emy go through something in her head she wordlessly collapsed onto Roses back, immediately Rose could smell Emys mess of her hair and it was not the cute sent that she was used to, now it was a mix of things that told Rose that in the short few days Emy had been gone she had a hard time of it. Lifting Emy did take a bit more effort than usual but Rose made sure to act like it was nothing so Emy wouldn't feel bad “Thank you for saving me” said Emy weekly near Roses ear, Rose never felt like she should be thanked for helping Emy after all that she had done to the Little, if anything Rose should be apologizing to Emy but she knew this wouldn't help Emy right now so she said what she always did “You should know that I’m here to help you meerkat” something Rose hoped Emy knew to be true. Emy didn't make another sound all the way to the basements room that Rose had first left from, the closer they got the more Rose feared that Emy may not truly want to come back with her and thought she owed it to the Little to offer her another way out if that was what her Little wanted “Before we go any further I need to know that you want to come with me” said Rose as she knelt down to let Emy off her back so they could face each other “What do you mean?” asked her Little “I can't offer you the same life you left because of Dave…” Rose saw her Little wince at hearing Daves name but she had to say this “You could stay here and…” Rose stopped as the Little shook her head violently “You know what happened to my family” Rose did and at the time it was just background information but now it made Rose sad to think her Little had to find out about that again all by herself “I do…” answered Rose “I’m going with you… if you still want me” said Emy meekly, how could this beautiful Little even think that Rose wouldn't want her after all this “Oh meerkat, I wouldn't have it any other way” said Rose pulling Emy into a hug. Rose still felt she had to lay out their situation for Emy and so as much as she didn't want to she broke their embrace “If you come with me we might have to be on the run for some time and even if we find a safe place for a while we still may have to leave at a moments notice” there was clearly a moment that Emy didn't like that news but she answered with “I’m coming with you, after all your my… you're my mommy” the one last word nearly brought tears to Roses eyes, Emy had said it, she had finally called her mommy without anyone forcing her too. Rose through her arms around Emy once again “Thank you Emy” Rose could feel the tears of joy well up in the corners of her eyes but it must be said again “Thank you” she whispered again. Now with no doubt that Emy wanted to return with her Rose let go of her Little and stood to her full height “I think it's time we go home” a smile came to Emy then quickly dropped away “Umm… how are we getting home?” Rose walked to the center of the room and waved her hand through where she was sure the portal lingered and as her hand passed through the portal she felt the slight resistance and smiled “Are you ready to go home?” asked Rose taking a knee for Emy to be carried home like the princess Little she was to Rose “Never been more ready” answered Emy and hopped onto Rose without hesitation, Rose stood and walked through the semi resistive portal. There is a moment that blocks out all senses at once but every Amazon knows to just keep walking, it was because of this that Rose was not ready for the Security guards waiting for her on the other side “Hold it right there miss” said the first guard, Rose immediately stopped walking, she had not expected to see any sort of Law enforcement right after stepping through the portal after all no one had scanned Emy yet and she technically had not broken any laws getting here “Can I help you officers?” asked Rose in the most cheery voice she could manage while checking on Emy from the corner of her eye, the Little was asleep thankfully, her now much smaller head resting on Roses shoulder “We have received a tip off that you might have kidnapped a Little against their will” given that it was a serious crime to take a native Little against their will Rose tried to act surprised while wondering how the hell they could have possibly received a tip like that, thinking fast Rose answered with “If you will check my departure records I left by myself and I picked up this little cutie on my trip and I will be registering her shortly” for something she came up with on the spot Rose was quite pleased with herself “All the same Miss we need to scan her to verify” Rose saw more guards starting to surround her “But I just picked her up” said Rose again then she saw him “David King” Rose near spat the words as she saw the man that was hunting her and Emy “Ah Rugosa how good to see you again, no wait you go by Rose now right?” “That's right” growled Rose, she had legally changed her name so there was no way they would get her for giving the travel port miss information, a small victory “Well if you will hand over our property you will be free to go” said Dave looking smug “She doesn't belong to you” “Actually as you well know that Little is the property of Arctic Labs” “You are not taking her” Rose made sure to let everyone there know she wasn't kidding around “What's going on?” asked a sleepy voice next to Roses ear, dropping her angry voice for something Emy was more accustomed to she replied “Nothing sweety, go back to sleep” “Be reasonable Rose, you know you have nowhere to go” Dave said taking another step forward almost like he believed if Emy saw him she would want to go with him instead of her, Rose heard her Littles soft voice “Oh no” and the movement of her Little, Emy must recognise Dave thought Rose. “Just return the Little you kidnapped and we won't press charges” Dave was trying to act like the concerned parent but Rose knew it was all a lie, an act for the onlookers “She's not yours” shot Rose, Dave rummaged in his pocket for a second then pulled out the Little adoption license that Rose was sure had Emys details on it “This licence says otherwise” “It's fake” shot Rose, it was a weak defence but Rose could tell that the guards watching her were not on her side “It's not fake miss” said one of the guards, Rose wanted to answer with “and how do you know that” when another guard spoke up “Just give us the Little and the law will go easy on you” Emy chose that extremely bad time to speak up “I don't want to go with him” Rose took a deep breath to tell them all where to go “I will…” Rose stopped as she felt Emys arms pull free from her neck, turning she saw a guard that must have sneaked up on her retreating with Emy in hand screaming and kicking for all she was worth, time seemed to slow down as Roses mind could not accept the fact that she had just let her Little be taken from her again and this time to be delivered into the hands of David. Something crashed into Rose bringing her back to her senses and she immediately tried to fling her attackers off her in the small attempt to get Emy back. “Don't fight, trust me” whispered a quiet voice close to Roses ear, the voice was familiar but Rose was still trying with all her might to throw off the Amazons. Rose struggled until she knew it was too late and stopped resisting just like the voice had told her. It didn't matter how much Emma screamed, kicked or tried to bite the Amazon holding her would not let go until he opened a door and placed Emma inside. Emma didn't even have time to try and run out with the Amazon the door closed so fast, Emma sat down with her back to the door in defeat, she had somehow managed to not only talk to Rose again but Rose actually wanted her back and now they were forced apart by an Amazon that she had trusted whole heartedly less than a week ago. Emma rested her head on her legs she had brought to her chest, trying not to let tears over take her. If Emma was either a child or a true Little the room she had been dumped in would have been a dream come true, there was a ball pit, a maze like padded fort, a toy area and art supplies the list went on but Emma knew what it all really was and that was a place to hold Littles while their Amazon was tortured… ok well maybe not tortured but it surely wouldn't be anything nice. To fight off the sadness Emma explored the room in the slim attempt to find a way out but a holding area for Littles wouldn't be any good if it didn't hold Littles right? Her exploration revealed no escape just as she had thought but it was a good distraction for a couple of minutes, nowhere near as long as she needed and so she ended up curling herself into a ball on the soft floor and let out her sadness of losing another family. With no watch and no clock Emma didn't know how long she had been making a fool of herself as she saw it, the thought of how she had treated Roses watch almost brought her back to a sobbing ball on the ground but she knew that if Nora was still in her head she would say something like “Ok you have had your pity party now it's time to plan” or something like that and so she dried her eyes as best she could and did another lap of the room looking for something she could use as a weapon for when the Amazons came back. Emma was in the process of wondering if it would hurt to be stabbed with a crayon when she heard the slightly electronic voice of some thing that couldn't be anything other than a robotic nurseries voice “Did someone have an accident?” Emma looked up in shock both from the surprise of the voice and because she realised that she had indeed just wet herself… well actually she was still going… and the rubbish diaper of her home dimension wasn't up to the task of catching it all so she could feel a dribble run down the inside of her leg. Emma pressed her hand onto the hospital gown to try and force her bladder to stop but this just seemed to make it worse “It's ok, I’ll get you cleaned up” said the artificial voice, Emma knew that the femine voice was supposed to be friendly if not motherly but it just creeped Emma out, robotic arms just like the ones at her daycare center came out of the ceiling and picked her up. Thanks to the daycare and talks with Kaylee, Emma knew that as long as she didn't fight the machine and there was no Amazon telling it to punish her it would do its job and not bother her further so Emma let it carry her to a change table that was fenced off from the rest of the room. This change table must have been better than the one Rose had because unlike the cold plastic of Roses change table this one was almost warm but it was still a plastic cushion. The care and gentleness that Emma remembered from Rose changing her was missing from this machine, the machine was straight to the point to get the job done then plop Emma back into the play area of the room with a much thicker diaper that she remembered all too well. Emma waited at the door with her semi sharpened crayon for as long as she could but her energy quickly gave out, she guessed that she wasn't fully healed yet and ended up falling asleep there on the floor when she could no longer keep her eyes open.

There are 2 more parts @elfenlied I just need to proof read them then I'll post them

This story is now fully written so I just need to proof read the last remaining parts and I should post them before this week ends. *** Part 32 Old Life There it was directly before her, it was the house she grew up in, the one that held her family and it felt to Emma as if there should be some music playing behind her for such a reunion but life wasn't like the movies. Each sight, smell and foot step brought back memory after memory of playing just in this front yard by herself or with her brothers, Jason teaching her to play football, the crushed down pipe that was left as a monument of her first driving lesson, it was all wonderful to remember but it was time to see her family again. Standing in front of the door had never felt so nerve wracking before, she had gone through this very door so many times before yet this one had her heart racing. Emma brought her hand up to the door and knocked three times “Knock, knock” called Emma the very thing she had done so many times as a kid because it made her mother smile to answer “whos there?” then be greated to “me” when the door was opened, this time it took a full minute before the door was opened to reveal not her mother who she expected but her father looking like he was on the verge of death. In the back of Emma's mind she thought it was strange that he wasn't out on the farm but simply took in his appearance “Hi da…” she started “It's you, what do you want” the question sounded more like a statement than a question somehow, this was strange behaviour for her father, he was normally warm and comforting even to a stranger “I’m home” Emma answered dumbly like that statement would explain everything “I can see that” both didn't seem to know what to say so a silence grew between them, without warning her father turned and walked inside their home, Emma was shocked “Well come in if your coming… and shut the door behind you” called her father halfway through the hall, that kicked her brain into action again and walked inside making sure the door was closed behind her. Watching her father walk she saw that he had a very bad limp, something that wasn't there the last time she had seen him. She followed him into the kitchen “Well take a seat” he said when she just stood there in the doorway, Emma did and sat down on the closest chair. Emma watched her father slowly hobble from one spot to another as he made some hot drinks “So… where is everyone?” asked Emma starting to feel uncomfortable with the silence, this was not going anything like what she expected, he turned to face her with an annoyed look on his face “Wow he's gotten grumpy” said Nora in Emmas head “Yea it looks like time wasn't kind to him since we have been gone” replied Emma equally as silent to her father, he went back to making the drink and Emma started to wonder what had happened since she had been gone. Without asking what or how she wanted a drink her father placed a slowly steaming mug in front of her “Thank you” said Emma softly, he grunted and sat down across the table with his own drink “Soooooo…” started Emma as she lifted the mug to her nose “Coffee” growned Emma to the voices in her head “Suck it up and drink it, you know we would have killed to have just one more of his drinks a couple of days ago” Nora was right so Emma took a small sip trying not to grimace as the liquid ran past her taste buds “You look like crap” said her dad and Emma nearly spat out what was left in her mouth “Thanks dad, you aren't looking so hot yourself” he shrugged “What are you asking for this time?” he asked “I’m not after anything dad” answered Emma confused why that would be his first question and not “where have you been all this time” “I’m home” said Emma like this was the most obvious thing ever “And?” this shocked Emma “Are you sure he's your father?” asked Grace “Positive” shot back Emma, aloud she said “And I’ve been gone for years, I thought you would be happy to see me at least” Emma had not seen this side of her father much in her life but she knew just by looking at his body language that he was trying hard to hold back something, he got himself under control and answered “It has been a long time since I’ve been happy” this still didn't make sense, she knew he would take losing her hard but she thought he would eventually move on, her father was a strong man and besides she was back now “I didn't know you cared that much” said Emma both touched and disappointed that her father had not moved on since she had been away “Of course I care” whispered her father, Emma stood up and walked around to comfort her father “It's ok dad I’m back now” said Emma equally as quite, he threw off the hand she had laid on his back “Why are you here? Just to torture me?” “What? No none of that” answered Emma quickly “I get the feeling he has a few screws loose” said Nora not liking the situation “Then why would you return here Amelia?” the name was almost spat, in the back of Emma's mind the name spark something but Emma had her father to deal with first “Haven't you ruined my life enough” Emma recoiled at that, while it was true she was a bit of a handful at times growing up, she and her dad always got along well, there was no way she would deliberately hurt him much less ruin his life “Dad… I don't know what you think I have done…” the words failed her so she tried to explain “I was kidnapped for the last…” he cut her off “And you want me to feel sorry for you after what you did” the sadness and anger were mixing in the man's voice “No I…” Emma looked up to the wall were the picture used to be of their whole family, now there was just an empty wall “I thought you finally came here to apologize and own up to what you did but I see you are still too selfish” Emma ignored his statement because that picture had been her fathers pride and joy he had once told her that it would only be removed if his family were dead and this shook Emma to the core, far far worse than her father not sounding like himself “Where…” Emma squeaked and tried again “Where is everyone? Wheres mom, Jason…” He stared at her in disbelief “They're dead… you killed them” her terrifying thoughts were confirmed, they were dead and she… no it couldn't be, Emma ran out the kitchen and up the stairs calling the names of her family members. “Mom” said Emma opening the door to the room that once held her caring mother and loving father only to find her father's belongings, clearly nothing of her mothers. Jason's Room was completely empty just like the others “No no no” Emma muttered to herself and raked her hair “This can't be right” Emma just knew that it must be some horrible trick they were playing on her but the dust on the floor told her that these rooms had been vacant for quite some time “Get out” growled her father's voice “I don't know what your playing at but I will have none of it, get out” “It's a trick” muttered Emma to herself “GET OUT!” shouted her father and he hobbled to Emma, not believing any of what she was seeing but also not wanting to be on the bad side of her father she moved around him and down the stairs taking two at a time until the last few steps that Emma took too quickly and began to tumble. As if she was falling into honey things seemed to slow down around her till everything stopped and in the next blink of an eye she was no longer hanging in mid air but watching herself from the bottom of the staircase “What the…?” was all Emma could think to say, she was quite sure that she had never had an out of body experience before or could manipulate time for that matter “It's more like a dream than a super power” came a voice that Emma knew all too well because it was her own, spinning around it was like looking into a mirror “Soooo I’m not really falling down a staircase?” asked Emma more concerned with what she last remembered happening than this strangeness “Oh no you are but in times of stress it can seem like things slow down and here we are” Emma was somewhat used to the voices in her head but each of them had slight variants of her own voice but this mirrored her voice exactly and as strange as what was happening was, the voice was the thing that unnerved Emma the most “Sooo are we here to delay being in pain?” asked Emma, she had heard people say that in times of stress it was like time slowed down but this was ridiculous, at this rate she could easily make a meal before her next body part would touch something “More like to fill you in now that you know the truth” the moment the copy said truth it brought what she had been running from back to the foreground of her thoughts “Tell me it's not true” “I’m afraid it is” replied the copy “The family you thought you had, died some time ago” “Your all lying” said Emma not sounding as sure as the words “Come now, you know when father lies, was he lying?” asked the copy of Emma “No…” answered Emma softly “Just because he believes it doesn't mean it's true” the clone shook her head “You are just making the same mistakes I did” Emma peered closer at her doppelganger “Who are you?” the copy grimiced “You know who I am, you have been thinking about me the whole ride with Lin” Emma took a step to the clone “So it's true then” Emma’s face fell, Emma had been wondering if she was real or just another voice like Nora, Grace and Maddy, now coming face to face with this apparition she knew that she isn't real “Your Amelia… the original” said Emma softly “Amelia Gardener, yes” in the silence many thoughts flew through Emma's head like a rushing stream, passing over her quicker than she could latch onto any one thought “Why… why aren't you hear then? Why can't I remember their death? Why did I have to go through all this?” Emma's voice rose in volume with each question as if everything was the person, this Amelia's fault. Amelia looked sadned “To be honest I didn't think you would ever find out let alone make it back to our dimension… Rugosa or Rose as you know her was kind enough to take those painful memories awa…” Emma cut off Amelia in fury “She wasn't kind and you are a fucking COWARD! If it wasn't for the two of you I wouldn't be here to feel this pain of losing a family that isnt even mine, you should be here not ME!” the rush and anger of Emma's voice forced Amelia to step back “I just wanted…” tried Amelia but Emma was done, done with Amelia, done with Rose, done with this conversation and done with this messed up life that made no fucking sense “YOU ALL JUST USED ME TO MAKE YOUR OWN LIVES BETTER, screw the made up girl right? She won't care right? She's not much better than a robot that will thank you for the opportunity to be fucked at every turn in life right?” though her near screaming Emma didn't notice the world narrowing in and Amelia move away as if the whole world was made of rubber bands, stretching away “WELL FUCK YOU AND FUCK ROSE!” the world snapped back and time resumed forcing Emma to tumble down the last few stepps. Ignoring the pain Emma picked herself up and continued to run out the front door, not even bothering to stop and collect her bag from the kitchen, a thing that would have been easy to do before her hobbling father caught up with her but both the physical and emotional pain blinded her to any possessions she may have left in her haste to escape. So many thoughts flew through Emma's head for minutes after running out of the house, none louder than the ones telling her how badly she just wanted it all to end and when she got to the bridge an idea finally stuck in her head. The normally flowing river below the bridge was now dry and filled with rocks that would surely send her to the great beyond, standing atop the rail the gentle breeze was almost telling her that she was doing the right thing all it would take is one more step and the pain would be over, just… one… more… step. She couldn't do it, even with the pain she wanted to end she couldn't leave this life without knowing how her family died, instead she through Roses watch into the rockiest part that she could see as a final screw you to Rose and seeing it smash to bits felt like just that. Using the public library computer Emma read the news article how she was driving her family home and ran into an oncoming car, adding further salt to the wound the police found illicit drugs in her system, the article ended by telling the reader that “after being charged Amelia Gardener escaped custody and is believed to be on the run from the law”. Reading the new article sent Emma into a further depression, something she didn't think was possible, all the things she had done just to get back to a lie, it was all gone and there was no comfort to be found from the voices in her head who had left her altogether, she was now truly alone. Emma completely gave up on trying to make it to the bathroom and with her backpack of diapers left at her father's house she moped around with wet clothing, just barely eating enough food to live. Three days of moping around the public parks waiting to die Emma was finally confronted by the local police “Hello miss” Emma opened an eye from her place laying in the grass, the sun glared down at her, further burning her already sunburned skin “We have had reports that you have been here for the last couple of nights” said the male voice, Emma closed her eyes again, if the voice wanted something of her they could have it, she wouldn't fight them “Could you please pay attention miss” Emma groaned as loudly as her saw and dry throat would allow, the officer was sure the lady in front of him must be on something to be looking in this bad of a shape, footsteps joined the man “Here you go” Emma heard the newcomer pass something to the first voice then the sound of their startlement “Amelia… is that you?” asked the second voice, the voice sounded vaguely familiar but it was of little importance to Emma, all she cared about was the fact that the footsteps retreated from her. “Are you sure that's her?” asked the first officer after they had left earshot of the suspect “I was on guard the night she escaped, it's not the sort of thing you forget when you have no idea how they escaped” said the second officer, they both knew of Amelia having escaped their own police station, it's that sort of thing that made them look bad for quite sometime and now the chance to change that had just laid down in their backyard so to speak. Both officers thought their suspect would attempt to flea once it was known they knew who she was, instead Amelia remained as still as a rag doll and the ambulance was called. Emma awoke again for the… she didn't know how many times she had awoken, this time she was able to keep her eyes open for more than a second. She felt more drained than she had in her life, just trying to bring the white room into focus was using more energy than Emma thought she had. With effort Emma brought the room into focus, the white boring room could be nothing other than a hospital room “Not heaven then” thought a small voice, trying to raise her hand she felt something prevent her hand moving much, Emma raised herself up enough to see that she was handcuffed to the railing. Seeing the railing brought back some flashes of the previous couple of days none of them good, she wholeheartedly expected to be dead by now not cuffed to a hospital bed. Emma tried to bring her other hand over to try and remove the cuff but felt a stinging pain there, looking at her other hand showed she was connected to a drip, Emma always hated needles not because of the pain but because of the idea that something was forcing its way through her skin and she shuddered as she realised this one was tapped in. Emma knew she must have fallen asleep again or fainted she thought as she saw the dripp in her hand again, this time Emma was not alone, on a chair a good couple of meters from her a police officer was playing with his phone, he looked up and saw she was awake “Finally awake I see” he drawled, Emma growned and slumped back into her bed because she knew what must be coming next. Sure enough within ten minutes there were two more police officers and a doctor, Emma was only catching every second or so word of what everyone was saying but the basic idea that was forming in Emmas head was that after reading all the criminal charges against Emma, including the stolen bike, was that the doctor didn't want to move her just yet but the strangest of all was that Rose was standing there in the doorway just watching the whole thing take place. Even though her eyes told her that Rose was there watching she knew that it was just her mind playing tricks, the biggest giveaway was seeing someone walk right through her. The doctor got his way in the end and Emma was left with her guard and her thoughts “Playing sick isnt going to stop you going away for a long time you know” said the officer almost like he was talking to no one, just the air but it was clearly meant for Emma to hear, ignoring his words Emma thought about all the things that had happened, all the things she had done and stolen to get here, all for what? The large part of her family was dead and her remaining family hated her, the worst part was that she couldn't blame him “There's no escape this time” said the officer again to the air. Emma briefly thought about attempting to escape but gave up on that idea, she didn't know enough about all that, Nora now if she was here then maybe she stood a chance but no Emma was now on her own, Emma's eyes flicked to Rose standing there watching “No ones coming to save you this time” said the officer this time to Emma directly, but Emma remembered how Rose had told her that if she ever needed help all she had to do was ask and Rose would be there to offer all the help she could. Remembering Roses words brought back the other memories of her time with Rose and the Amazons, sure they were strange and quirky but they were also fun, the trip to the zoo was a strong memory for that and the more she remembered the more she thought that compared to everything she had experienced so far back in her home dimension it really wasn't so bad. It was decided that if she could return to Roses arms she would be her baby again “Ok…” said Emma in a low husky voice that she didn't recognise but continued anyway “I’m ready to go home… please help me Rose…” and in a voice so quietly she didn't even know if she said the word aloud she added “Mommy” the guard looked at her like he could not believe what he was hearing “Those doctors must be doping you up good, there is no way you are going home” Emma ignored him and watched as the figment of Rose walked off in the hallway out of sight, even knowing that she wasn't the real Rose, it was still painful to see her walk away the moment Emma finally asked for help but what did she expect she had Roses love but practically threw it in her face and came here, it was a bed of her own making and it was time to lay in it. Sleep helped some but when you try sleeping all day the night doesn't want to let you sleep as Emma was finding out the hard way, between the handcuffs and the drip there wasn't many positions Emma could use to sleep comfortably but she had finally found one and could tell she was just on the edge of sleep or consciousness when she heard the loud sound of something being smashed which brought her back to full wakefulness. Emma watched as her guard left to investigate what was happening, she was finally alone and she didn't even know how to slip off handcuffs, what a wasted opportunity that was, Emma curled back onto her side in the attempt to sleep again only to hear footsteps entering the room “The guard must be back” thought Emma, with her back to the guards chair she didn't just open her eyes to see him even if she cared too. Emma felt a hand on her shoulder gently shaking her which pissed her off, it was one thing to guard her it was another to lay hands on her unnecessarily “What do you…” started Emma as she turned to face not the face of the guard but the smiling face of Rose “Rose” said Emma excitedly, Roses smile grew larger “Hey meerkat, I heard you needed help” Emma's happy smile turned to sadness “Rose I’m sorry, I’m…” “Hush now, none of that” “But I was horrible to you and you were only trying to help me” sobbed Emma feeling like the Little she was back in Roses dimension “It's ok, we can talk later, for now we have to leave” Emma brought her non cuffed hand up to wipe away the tears that were trying to form in the corners of her eyes and felt the pain of the needle as her hand made contact “Here” Rose dabbed at Emma's eyes with her sleeve when she saw her Littles pain “Lets get you out of here then we can get caught up” said Rose and she showed Emma what had to be a key for the handcuffs. Even here in Emma's dimension Rose was tall, her head only just clearing the door frames as they were walking the hospital “Rose where are we going?” puffed Emma, they had barely gone a couple of doors and Emma was on the verge of collapsing “Here meerkat” ignoring Emma's question Rose took a knee and motioned for Emma to climb on “Rose you can't carry me here, I’m to heavy” whispered Emma trying to force her head to stop spinning by hugging the wall, Rose turned her head to face Emma “I can always carry you if you need me too, do you trust me?” given that all her family was gone yes, Rose was the only person that Emma truly trusted. Wordlessly Emma crossed the foot of distance between them and leaned her weight onto Rose, the moment Rose held Emma's legs in place Rose lifted herself off the ground with the same ease she had when Emma was the size of a toddler. “Thank you for saving me” Emma said weakly into Roses ear, she knew that she didn't deserve to be rescued from her own mess let alone know how Rose got here but she was extremely thankful that Rose came for her “You should know that I’m here to help you meerkat” Emma didn't reply, just leaned closer into Rose, enjoying her smell, her warmth and her very presence. Rose carried Emma all the way down to the basement level and into a restricted room, it looked like a supply room to Emma “Before we go any further I need to know that you want to come with me” Rose knelt down to allow Emma off her back as she spoke “What do you mean?” asked Emma puzzled, in her head it was already decided that if Rose would want to have her Emma would follow Rose to the better life she offered “I can't offer you the same life you left because of Dave…” Emma winced at his name, it was because of Emma herself that Dave was even apart of Roses life any more “You could stay here and…” Emma shook her head violently at that idea “You know what happened to my family” it wasn't a question but Rose answered any way “I do…” said Rose slowly clearly saddened that Emma had to find out all by herself “I’m going with you… if you still want me” said Emma meekly “Oh meerkat, I wouldn't have it any other way” Rose pulled Emma into a hug, they stood there for seconds that could have been minutes or hours, each content with being in the others arms again. Rose finally had to break off their embrace “If you come with me we might have to be on the run for some time and even if we find a safe place for a while we still may have to leave at a moments notice” that didn't sound good but as long as she had Rose Emma knew she would be safe and they would be happy “I’m coming with you, after all your my… you're my mommy” said Emma, she may not be Roses real daughter but Rose was as good as family why not be Roses baby girl, after all as strange as the life she offered was it was better than the one she had here. Rose through her arms around Emma to try and show just how thankful Rose was “Thank you Emy” Emma wasn't sure why Rose was thanking her after all things had only gone bad because of Emma not Rose “Thank you” whispered Rose again, she released Emma and like a leader addressing her army she said “I think it's time we go home” Emma was very happy to hear that but looked around at the closed off room “Umm… how are we getting home?” asked Emma, Rose walked into the middle of the room and waved her hand around to reveal a shimmer in the air “Are you ready to go home?” asked Rose taking a knee once more “Never been more ready” answered Emma and happily hopped onto Roses back once more for the world to start spinning then fade with a final message ringing in her head from a voice she knew to be Maddys “Thank you for going back to mommy” as the last of Emma's senses faded away Emma knew that Maddys words were a final goodbye. Emma felt the movement before she was fully awake but while that was the equivalent of a gentle rocking motion that could almost send her to sleep again but the shouting woke her “...that Little is the property of Arctic Labs” Emma's eyes fluttered open to see a large airport type lounge spanning out in front of her then the security looking Amazons surrounding them “You are not taking her” Roses voice sounded like it had claws to it, Emma looked at her mommy to see the anger on her face, still resting on Roses back Emma could feel every syllable Rose spoke “Whats going on?” asked Emma confused “Nothing sweety, go back to sleep” the flip in Roses voice was fast as the Amazon realised her Little had awoken “Be reasonable Rose, you know you have nowhere to go” a man stepped forward and Emma saw Dave looking as smug as the last time she had seen him “Oh no” squeaked Emma and tried to hide herself behind Roses shoulder, as nice as the Amazon had been to her, she now knew that he was no friend of hers and would only make trouble for Rose “Just return the Little you kidnapped and we won't press charges” said Dave putting on the tone of a concerned parent, being the smart Little she was Emma looked around at came to realise that they were indeed surrounded by guards of some kind and the only reason they hadn't just taken what they wanted was because Rose was effectively using Emma as a hostage but with both of Roses hands used to hold Emma up there was no way Rose could fight back “She's not yours” spat Rose “This licence says otherwise” replied Dave holding up something that looked like a drivers licence from her own dimension “It's fake” said Rose quickly “It's not fake miss” said one of the security guards “Just give us the Little and the law will go easy on you” “I don't want to go with him” said Emma still trying to hide behind Rose “I will…” started Rose but three things happened all at once, Emma felt hands pull her off of Roses back with shouts of fear which caused Rose to spin round mid sentence as she felt her Little being forcibly taken from her allowing the remaining guards to pounce on Rose preventing her from launching herself a the guards holding her screaming Little “No, let go, let go I want to be with Rose” screamed the Little as she was being rushed away from her Amazon. Every thump of her fist, every kick of her leg seemed to mean nothing to the Amazon whisking her away as she watched Rose try to fling away the guards holding her with the last sight of Rose that Emma saw being Roses outstretched hand.

Lol thanks for the comments @Scarlet, @Mugi and @Cuddy Princess, I actually dont like how I've written it since Emma "got back to her dimension" so I'm glad someone does. @Cuddy Princess you make a valid point with Emma not really going home and I added something for that when I wrote this last month, for now you will have to wait and see ? This story is wrapping up, I'm currently writing the last chapter and after that's finished I'll release the remaining parts as I proof read them, no point making everyone wait for no reason when the story is done, for now heres another part. *** Part 31 Travel “She can't be here, I’m losing my mind” Emma was on the bed after checking that all the doors and windows were locked good and tight, in the dark every smell, every touch was replaying itself through her mind and the worst thing… “She knows we are here” “Who?” asked Grace in a strangely calm voice “Rose, she's here to drag me back and become her prisoner again” fingernails raked Emma's face as all of these thoughts and memories fed on each other making everything that much worse. The only thing that calmed Emma’s mind was the childish act of hiding under the bed covers in the dark, there the outside world could not touch her only her mind could spin out of control “Shes here, I should have gone with them, I’m not a baby, I’m not, I’m not...” worse and worse went her thoughts. As Emma’s mind was losing grip of it's sanity two of the other voices that shared her mind were having their own discussions “She's really losing it” said Grace “How would you be after something like that?” asked Nora putting on an overconfident tone to her voice “I must admit I turned away while all that was happening” answered Grace “Then let me tell you if they had have gone through with… that, it would have been the worst day of her life and probably fucked her up for years to come” there was a silence between the imaginary voices as they both heard the ramblings of Emma “Is that why you are so… well… ready for anything?” “It is” answered Nora “I swore it would never happen again then that happened… we got lucky you know” “Very lucky” replied Grace, their silence was once again filled with the near unintelligible ramblings of Emma “Why didn't you take over and beat them up?” asked Grace eventually “It wouldn't have made a difference, you felt how tightly they were holding onto us… besides I tried, it was like Emma wasn't letting me take control” “Maybe she thought she could handle it by herself?” “I don't know” the whole ordeal could not have lasted more than a couple of minutes at most but it shook Emma to her core, disterbed Grace and brought up memories that Nora would have rather forgotten “Did Emma really see Rose?” asked Grace “It definitely looked like there was someone there but I don't know if it was Rose, we are voices in her head whos to say she's not now seeing things too…” both of them thought about this and hoped it wasn't true, their own existence was strange enough, they didn't need more. At some point during the evening Emma wore herself out and mercifully fell asleep, this was good for her troubled mind since the sleep was dreamless but it wasn't as good for the condition of the pullup she did not change before going to sleep. The eyes of Emma opened with another seeing through them “Well we're awake” thought Nora then with the normal mental and physical probing that everyone does as they awake from slumber she realised that the other voices were still sleeping “Well this is new” she thought wondering how she was the only one awake, it was shortly after this thought her probing found the condition of the pullup “Well I was wrong it can hold more than it looks” said Nora, there was no doubt the pull up was at its maximum and with how flimsy it looked Nora wondered how it hadn't already leaked, getting out of bed revealed the small wet patch on the sheets “Ok… it didn't quite hold everything” Nora sighed and set to work removing the wet pullup and reluctantly putting on one of the diapers after all it wasn't even midnight yet a pullup would just not last with their nightly habits. Emma found herself waking with the memories of the night before slowly trickling in and her melt down after and she felt ashamed, she knew she shouldn't but she did, she said she would do anything to get back home so a couple of fuckwits wouldn't stop her from getting there, taking a deep breath in she decided to put it out of her mind, those dicks are probably long gone and she was not in a crib instead she was in a… rundown crappy motel room, she breathed out, the room Rose gave her was always clean unlike this place “But we control our own life here” replied Nora to Emmas internal thoughts “I know, I don't want to get back… I just can't help comparing things” Emma pushed herself up and noticed the difference between her legs “Didn't we go to sleep with the pullup?” asked Emma “Oh that, yea I changed us some time last night” replied Nora with a yawn “You can do that?” “I guess so” shrugged Nora “I’m insane” murmured Emma while rubbing her eyes “We all know that” said Grace cheerfully. After a shower, a new pull up and doing her morning business they hit the road once more not wanting to get a meal at the pub again even if it were open. “We have to” shot back Nora “I don't want to hitchhike” complained Emma “It has been hours and I swear I can still see that crappy town behind us” there is no way Nora could but it made her point… somehow “What if we get someone like those guys from last night?” “Then let me take over and I’ll kick the crap out of them” Emma sighed, she was hungry and already tired of walking, all that time being carried or pushed around in a stroller by Rose had clearly taken its toll on her stamina “Fine” breathed Emma and started to hold out her thumb as each vehicle passed them. It was another hour or so before they finally had someone pull over “Thank god, it's too freaking hot out here” said Emma to herself and ran to the driver side of the large truck “Where you heading little lady?” asked the gruff female voice, Emma blinked in confusion of the strangeness, she expected those words to come from a fat old dude not a woman “Um…” Emma collected herself and told the driver “Your in luck, I’m heading that way myself, I can get you about ninety percent of the way there” Emma was again shocked, this driver would be crossing two state borders “That would be amazing” replied Emma still not believing her luck “You pay for a couple of meals and the rides yours, I could use the company” said the woman with a smile “Sure, sounds great” “Hop in then” the woman motioned for Emma to round the cab and she did, eager to get on the road and more importantly out of the heat. Emma was starting to wish she had been picked up by some old dude… well no not really but Lin, the truckers name, she talked near non stop, Emma got the impression she didn't have a lot of conversations with other people and you wouldn't think it would matter to a person like her just by looking at her but it did stop Emma's mind from drifting back to last night. “So what you running from? Family I’ll bet” Emma had to catch up with the conversation since her brain had been running on autopilot, now being asked a question she had to participate more than an agreement or the occasional chuckle for a joke “Don't worry I won't tell anyone” “She wanted to be my family” answered Emma slowly trying to let her words be lost to the engine noise “So an ex then?” Emma shook her head “No… she’s…“ Emma tried to find the words to explain Rose to this stranger without going into the unbelievable story of crossing dimensions “She was…” Emma couldn't find the right thing to say, how could she explain that this giant wanted to keep her as a baby, what did you even call them to you? Kidnapper? No that somehow still implied Emma herself was still a child “I get it, it's hard to describe because of how new it was” said Lin, could this woman also read Emma's mind like it seemed Rose was able to, no that was silly “Yeah I guess so” answered Emma “How long were you together?” asked Lin “Three months” Emma didn't know why she was telling this complete stranger any of this, she thought that she would never talk about that part of her life ever again, Emma for some reason she didn't know gave a vastly edited version of her time in the other dimension to Lin. There was a silence between the two of them as Emma finished telling her tale to this stranger “It does sound like this Rose person probably should have told you about her past but also that was her past, we all have them, can you say that yours doesn't have anything in it you wish you hadn't done?” Of course she had, Emma wished she hadn't tried to take the last few pieces of chocolate from her grandmother, Emma was sure she couldn't sit right for a week after that punishment “I heard something like a poem once that seems to fit quite nicely for your situation, now how did it go again… every rose begins its life in the dark of the earth slowly gathering the life giving nutrients it can until that final day it breaks free and can enjoy the light of the sun while also sharing it's newfound beauty with those who see it” Emma wondered if that really was a poem, it didn't sound right “So you think that she started life in a dark place and is now a good person?” asked Emma trying to make sense of the so called poem “I can't say for sure because I have never met this Rose of yours but my brother was a bit of a dick but then he and his wife had a child and he told me that was the ray of sunshine that made him truly want to change his ways, it was him who told me that thing about the rose” Lin was grinning “If you want this strangers option, go home for awhile like you are then visit or talk to your friend again, just because she's in a different country doesn't mean you can't try to patch things up with her” Actually there wasn't any way that Emma knew of how to contact Rose even if she wanted to, but she made an agreement sound and Lin changed the subject. “Are you alright?” asked Lin a few hours after their talks about Rose, Emma had her hands between her legs and was slowly moving from side to side in an attempt to hold back the flood gates she knew was trying to break through, it was great that she could feel the need to use the toilet again but there was no god damn toilet in sight “I’m fine” lied Emma “Ok you just look like your about to wet yourself” Emma looked away to try and cover her shame of being caught so easily “Oh… um… why don't we stop for some lunch, there's a truck stop about ten minutes up the road” Emma vigorously nodded her agreement, every bump was torture upon unending torture for those ten minutes. The moment the truck stopped Emma was out the door and running as fast as she could with her full bladder to the restroom, in seconds of getting into the room Emma had her pants down and was on the toilet, if only her bladder hadn't decided to start releasing the moment her pants were down she could have said she made it. “Did you make it?” asked Lin smirking when Emma was walking back to the truck “Yea” chuckled Emma nervously “You should have said you needed the toilet” said Lin “I didn't want to distract you from your delivery, your doing so much for me” answered Emma bowing her head slightly, Lin shrugged “Come on, I need some food”. Inside the truck stop there was a variety of almost every kind of junk food Emma knew of “I highly recommend the burgers if you're stumped on what to have, unless you're one of those vegans or something then theres something over there” Lin pointed to the corner of the store where there was a very small collection of foods but it was dwarfed by the sheer amount of the junk food “No no I was just looking” said Emma recovering from being startled by Lin “Well just remember this is your shout” said Lin “Ah… yes” replied Emma looking at the three iced coffees in Lin’s arms and Emma briefly wondered how on earth Lin would be able to drive for long with that much coffee “Thats easy” replied Grace in her head “Care to explain?” asked Emma after Grace finished “Really? You haven't worked it out… here's a hint, you are wearing them too” Emma shook her head in annoyance “Not everyone we meet wears diapers!” shot back Emma as loud as she could in her own head, Emma felt the laughter of Grace and strangely Maddy, shaking her head slightly in an attempt to ignore the voices in her head and ended up just getting a second of the burger Lin had ordered. Back on the road Emma was half way through her burger before Lin was finally on a stretch of road she could start eating her own meal. Emma watched as Lin was through her first iced coffee and onto her second before even getting half way through her burger “Umm not be be rude but isn't having that many coffees bad for a truck driver?” Lin laughed “For most drivers sure” Emma thought Lin must have a bladder of iron… “Whats your secret? Bladder of iron?” asked Emma, Lin laughed harder “God no, it's the same as yours I would expect” Emma deliberately looked away from Lin “Oh” cherpped Emma, it couldn't be the same “Here” Emma turned back to Lin and watched as Lin revealed the top of what was clearly a white diaper “fuck , my world isnt real, just the delusions of some twisted person” sobbed Emma on the inside as both Maddy and Grace were laughing their heads off “Umm…” Emma didn't want to admit it or even talk about diapers for that matter, this went beyond coincidence, she had to be dreaming or having a nightmare more like “You must be new to it” said Lin and flicked a small piece of the pullup that had stuck out above Emma's jeans “Shit!” hissed Emma and poked it into her pants once more “Don't worry” laughed Lin “You've got more control than I do if you made it to the toilet back there” Emma just growned, her life wasn't just messed up it had to be weird too. With the day and a half passing Emma no longer felt like talking with Lin even though Lin was more than happy talking to Emma for the many more hours that passed. Emma felt the light shaking trying to bring her back to consciousness “Mmm…” “We are here” came Lin’s words “Here?” Emma looked around at the dark surrounding the cab of the truck “This is as far as I can take you” said Lin, Emma rubbed her eyes while trying to take in Lins words “What time is it?” asked Emma “Sorry, it's three in the morning, I need to turn off here and get some shut eye but that will take you away from your destination” Emma finally understood what was going on “Oh… thank you” Emma collected her bag and water bottle “It's been great having the company, if you follow the road that way it will take you to the place you wanted” Emma nodded and thanked Lin again “And Emma” Emma turned back to face Lin “Remember what I said about your friend, no one is all evil” Emma nodded once more and got out of the truck. Emma stretched as the truck took off down the road, the moon was light enough to see by but it was still clearly early morning “What now?” asked Grace, Emma looked around and realised she recognised the intersection Lin had dropped her at “We are only three towns away from home” the excitement was growing in her voice “That sounds like a lot of walking” said Grace “You better change first” Emma mentally felt the wet pull up between her legs “God damn it” she cursed and stormed off into the nearby bushes. Emma felt bad flinging the used pull up into the bushes but figured it would dissolve and no one would have to deal with it, it wasn't like she had spare room in her bag even if she wanted to hold onto it… which she didn't. “So close yet so far” said Emma as they walked into the small town that she knew because some of her school friends lived in the town “Could we get a ride from one of them?” asked Nora who was clearly tired of the walking and letting it show in her voice “If I had my phone sure” Emma thought about it a bit longer “Then again I might know where one of them live” it had been years since Emma had been to his place but she thought it was worth a shot if she didn't have to walk the rest of the way home which could take days by foot. The morning sun was starting to rise above the houses allowing Emma to get a better look at the buildings “Please tell me we are almost there” groaned Nora “I think so” replied Emma getting quite exhausted herself, why did Dylan have to live out in the stix. “Here it is… finally” said Emma now really feeling how out of shape she was, the house was nothing special to look at but if Emma was right sleeping inside was her ride back to her life even if that meant having to explain to her friend where she had been for the last couple of months “Do you have anything in mind of what you are going to say about where you have been?” asked Nora “Nope, just wing it I suppose” without dwelling further Emma began walking up the garden path to the front door only to stop half way as the door opened to reveal a teen aged girl walking out in her running clothes “Oh” the girl jumped as she saw Emma standing there “Ah… hello” said Emma not recognising the girl “Hi…” said the girl tentatively “Can I help you?” “I was wondering if Dylan Viney was home?” the girl looked puzzled “No one with that name lives here” “Crap we have the wrong house” complained Nora in Emmas head “Hmm… would you happen to know where he lives?” asked Emma sure that this was his house, she remembered the broken porch swing that was still sitting there useless “I’ve never heard of him” replied the girl “Maybe he moved since we were away” whispered Grace trying to be helpful, Emma paused for a moment like she was thinking “I was sure he lived here… I don't suppose you moved here recently?” asked Emma “I’ve lived here all my life so no” answered the girl, Emma's heart fell at hearing those words, her quick ride home was gone “Ok… thanks” Emma started to turn to leave but had a last thought “Do you know if there's a bus stop around here?” “Just around the corner” replied the girl slowly and pointed down the street “Thanks” Emma left without another word. Emma found that the buses didn't start till eight so she thankfully had some time to sit down and rest “That might not have been his house” said Nora out of the blue as Emma was starting to drift off to sleep “I remember that swing, it's hard to forget when it broke as you were sitting on it” mumbled Emma and a smirk came to her face as the memory of her first kiss came back to her, if she hadn't known better she would have thought her father planned that to happen just before the kiss “Yea yea very memorable, so if he doesn't live here what could be the reason?” asked Nora “Bad memory on Emma's part, the girl was lying, we aren't really in our dimension…” Emma opened an eye at hearing Nora's words “You think Kaylee dumped us in another different dimension?” asked Emma “Maybe but I was wondering if we are dreaming or in Virtual reality or something equally weird” “That sort of thing doesn't exist” retorted Nora “Just like other dimensions don't exist?” asked Grace, the three of them fell silent as they realised their thoughts on how the world worked were so much bigger now and that ment they couldn't assume anything. No conclusion was reached with the discussions they had on the bus, just like most of the last few months there was nothing they could do whether they were or were not in VR or another dimension, aside from trying to pry off a non existent VR headset before the bus had arrived, they were here and this was the life they had to work with. Just as Emma thought getting off at the bus depot was the right call because there was another charter bus heading past her home town in an hour or so. After paying for her ticket Emma headed off to get some food from the take away store down the road “Just think, in two hours all this mess can be over, we can forget all about Rose and get back to our old life” said Nora “Well yours” Nora corrected “Im sure thats got to be better than being in the other place” said Emma “For sure, just make sure to work on this whole diaper thing” Emma agreed, she had been dry this far so that was progress. The bus came too quick and not fast enough as Emma was rushing out of the bathroom when her bus was called. Emma used the ride to sleep, drifting in and out till she heard it “Stop for Nambrok” Opening her eyes as the bus coasted to a stop Emma saw the town she knew so well, she was home “I am finally here” said Emma softly and collected her bag to exit the bus. Each step she saw that almost nothing had changed since she had left apart from the odd paint job and some of the gardens. The old Lady who ran the local cafe was cleaning the table just like she did every day, it was tempting to drop in and get a drink before going home but she owed it to her family to see them first then she could catch up with everyone in town “They are going to be so happy to see us” said Nora “If I know them they sure are” smiling to herself Emma forced herself past the shops and onto the final road that would take her home.

Part 30 Outta there They didn't get far before Nora spoke up "Looks like there is a shopping centre up the road, let's pull in and get some new clothes I'm not liking riding with a dress" the breeze had been blowing the dress around and Grace had been doing a good job holding it in place but it left her driving with only one hand most of the time "I wouldn't mind getting some warmer clothes myself" added Emma. They came to the turn off, Grace indicated and turned into the parking lot, as far as shopping centres went it was quite small "Where did you learn to ride a motorbike?" Asked Emma as Grace turned off the bike "You know… around" she answered and slipped back to being a passenger as Emma retook control of the body, Emma wondered if Grace even knew where she had learned anything seeing as how the three of them weren't real, just a collection of separate memory's in her head thanks to the Amazon Rose. Despite being small there were many clothing stores to choose from the moment Emma stepped foot inside the main building “Now I’m starting to feel like I’m home, just need daddys credit card” Emma briefly wondered if Nora was joking but ended up ignoring her statement and went over to the closest store “Not that one, jezz don't you know anything, the best shops will be further in” said Nora “We don't need fashion, we need function” replied Emma internally and started to browse the store “Just because we aren't home yet doesn't mean we can't look good” whined Nora “We don't know how much we are going to need to get home so we will be spending the least possible” said Emma firmly in her mind “Is something wrong miss?” asked a woman's voice from beside Emma, Emma turned to see a store employee looking at her “No” replied Emma simply “Oh good you looked like you were annoyed at something” said the employee “Just thinking about something” replied Emma, the woman nodded like this made complete sense “Well is there anything I can help you with today?” asked the Woman “As a matter of fact there is” replied Emma. Emma left the store with three sets of every article of clothing and was aloud to change into a set using the change room, Emma had forgotten how uncomfortable it was wearing a bra again, now she wore a pair of loose fitting jeans despite the sales woman telling her all about how skinny jeans were all the rage at the moment and a hoodie "At least this is warmer" commented Emma feeling more at home, Emma had come to the conclusion that there were three things that made a place home, the people, the food and the clothing. Emma had just gotten the third of her ideas of home and was now working on the second, food and it wouldn't be long till she found the first. "They have a burger bar" said Emma happily Ah no, do you know how fattening those are?" Asked Nora in disgust "Burgers are what make life worth living so we are getting one" Nora tried arguing all the way to the register but Emma ignored her and ordered her meal. That was so good" smiled Emma happily patting her stomach "Eww I feel like we have just eaten a gallon of grease" complained Nora "It was just an egg and bacon roll, get over it" Emma could vaguely hear Nora continuing to complain in the background but Emma could not be happier, she had money, stollen yes but money and she had eaten normal sized food not the oversized stuff she was eating back in Roses dimension. Emma was happily walking back to the parking lot when she stopped in her tracks as she saw someone she recognised, someone who should not have been there “Rose” said Emma softly, she blinked and the figure of Rose was gone “Wheres mommy?” asked Maddy excitedly, Emma blinked again and looked at the location she thought she had seen the Amazon, there was no sign of her “I… I must have been imagining her” said Emma slowly, Maddy was clearly upset at that news and withdrew again “Maybe your more insane than we thought” said Nora deadpan “Shut up” shot Emma even though she was wondering the exact same thing herself. Just to be sure she hadn't missed the Amazon walk off Emma examined the faces of her fellow shoppers as she walked along “Um… I think we should go in there” said Grace pointing over to a store, breaking Emma out of her own thoughts Emma looked at the store in question “Why do we need to go into a pharmacy?” asked Emma but answered her own question as she said it “We are going to need more diapers” said and thought Grace and Emma at the same time, Emma sighed and knew Grace was right, her bladder control wasn't getting any better yet so she had better get some more protection, maybe she could get those pullup things Rose had used the first couple of days. With heart racing and trying to hide the fact that she was in the store at all Emma walked the isles thinking that everyone she passed knew exactly why she was there and what she was going to buy as absurd as that seemed “They know, they all know” thought Emma starting to feel her cheeks grow warm just at the thoughts. Finally Emma arrived at the incontinence isle and stared at the large range of diapers and pull ups “Where do I even start?” asked Emma to her imaginary voices “This is not a subject I have experience in” commented Nora, just as surprised at just how many brands of diapers there were, yet every single one of them were white unlike the ones Rose used, even the one currently hugging Emma's hips had an autumn leaf pattern, Emma hated to admit it but she had come to expect seeing all the different designs Rose came out with, these ones in comparison were… well… boring "Would you like any help?" Asked a male voice from behind Emma, she jumped in fright and if she was honest her padding may have become a bit damper, heart still racing Emma turned to see a white coated male about her own age standing there with a friendly smile even though if looked friendly Emma was sure in that moment it was a condescending smile just because she needed diapers and he didn't… lucky bastard “I umm… there for a friend… I mean a relative” Emma blurted out in a rush to cover her butt “Very good, would you like some help choosing a brand for your relative, you looked lost staring at the products and I’m here to help” he smiled his friendly smile again and Emma frowned thinking “why did he have to be good looking” “Umm yes” stammered Emma to the man, he nodded “Do you know what type of product you're looking for?” he asked “Umm” Emma couldn't even say the word, she never thought trying to buy diapers would be worse than actually wearing them “Let's start with this, does your relative need them for the day, night or both?” asked the man “Ah both” Emma choked out and felt her face grow warmer “Ok, next how much control do they have? I mean are they a light, medium or heavy wetter?” Emma chewed on her lip for a second wishing she was anywhere else… well except maybe the Amazons dimension “Mommy wouldn't make us do this and make us feel better” said Maddy a little snobby sounding, Emma tried to ignore Maddy and answer the guys question “Heavy” whispered Emma while looking at the guys shoes, she felt like she was a child again admitting she had just wet the bed to this stranger no less “Then I recommend going with these types” He grabbed a pack off the shelves and showed Emma “They are an all in one product, good for day and night use, I know they look like baby diapers but I’m sure your relative would be much happier wearing these then what's currently happening” Emma nodded still not wanting to look at the man “Lastly I just need to know the size of your relative” Emma chewed on her lip again not even knowing what to say to that “Umm… five foot…” she started but the guy cut in “Sorry miss that's my fault for the misunderstanding, I ment waist size” Emma mentally kicked herself of course he meant waist size not hight but Emma didn't know her own waist size or even if diapers went on the same size as normal pants “Umm… they are… about the same size as me” Emma said shakily and she felt the guy look her up and down, Emma wished a hole would just swallow her there and then, even with her masterful lying there was no way he would believe the diapers were for a relative now, she may as well have just come out and said they were for her. The employee looked Emma over for a second then placed the package he had been holding and picked out another one “Here we go, I think these ones should fit someone around your size” said the guy handing Emma the package “Umm thank you” said Emma looking down at the diapers in her hands “Your welcome, is there anything else I can help with?” Emma hated that she had to ask but it had to be done “Do you… you have… pull ups in this size?” God this was the worst moments of her life “Yes, just down here” the Employee walked a couple of paces, looked at the shelves then plucked out another pack of incontinence products “Depending on how bad your relatives condition is these should do the job but it is recommended to use the products you currently have because they hold more” Emma nodded not trusting herself to speak “Is that all?” Emma's mind had practically frozen up by now and just nodded wanting to get this over with as quickly as possible “If you want, I can take these up to the cash register for you” Emma nodded and handed the pack of diapers to him, he took it and casually strolled off like he was carrying two bags of washing not two bags containing the fact the buyer of said bags couldn't use the toilet unlike so many children could do with ease, Emma turned to follow him as she saw a boy bordering on his teens standing at the end of the isle snickering at the sight “Kill me now” said Emma and forced herself to walk past the boy and up to the cash register. Emma got to the register and there he was waiting as if all this was the most normal thing in the world “That will be…” he told her the price and Emma fished it out of the stolen wallet, he took the money then handed over the change “Would you like these in a bag?” Emma didn't even think about it and nodded, he placed the two packs of diapers into a large plastic bag and handed them over to her “If I might say miss…” this time his smile faltered for a moment “A dress might hide them better” she stared at him in shock, he knew, there was no doubt now, she looked at his name tag “No you may not Jason” snapped Emma and stormed out of the pharmacy in a combination of sheer embarrassment and fury that he a complete stranger would tell her how to dress. “To be fair he didn't tell you how to dress just offered advice to hide them better” said Nora as Emma speed walked for the malls exit “How should he know they were for us huh? Hes probably sexest and thinks that all women should be…” Grace cut her off “Pull your shirt down” Emma froze and reached behind her to feel the shirt and hoodie material bunched into the back of the diaper, it must have been on full display that whole time, Emma quickly pulled them back down to cover her diaper again “I just want to die” groaned Emma. It was a tight fit but Emma managed to fit the two bags of diapers into her now filled to capacity backpack then hit the road once more after all they decided to ditch the bike by four in the afternoon so they had to hustle if they wanted to get as far as they could. Before hitting the open road Emma asked Grace to stop in at the tourist information center “Where are you heading?” asked the woman behind the desk as Emma was looking at the collection of maps, Emma told her “If your planning to drive you’ve got a couple days travel ahead of you” Emma smiled to the woman “Yea I thought I might, can you recommend the maps I will need to get there” “Sure” answered the woman and rounded the desk to get to Emma “I’m surprised you're not using your phone, I don't see your generation in here these days because of those things” there was no malice in the woman's voice, it was just a statement of fact “I would if I could” thought Emma “Yea I’m trying to do this old school” said Emma, the woman chuckled “I bet one of your older relatives put you up to this right?” Emma tried to chuckle too “Yeah that's right” “Well then you will need this one… this one… and this one” she continued to explain what each would be good for and the basics on how to read the maps. Once Emma had all the information she needed and her maps she thanked the woman and was back onto the open road, now with a proper direction for Grace to guide by. Since Emma was only a passenger as Grace drove she tried to think of what else they had to do but came up blank and just tried to entertain herself by playing eye spy with Nora, Emma thought Maddy would have joined in but she was remaining silent “I spy with my little eye something beginning with D” “It had better not be dead tree again” sighed Nora, Emma huffed “It is but what else is there?” they had been driving for hours and the fastest route home was basically through a desert with nothing but the occasional dead tree and sand and… well actually that was basically all there was, Emma suddenly felt her bladder release but since she wasn't in the driver's seat so to speak there was nothing she could do to stop the flow “Grace what are you doing we are supposed to be trying to use the toilet” growled Emma “I have been holding that for the last hour, where in that period did you see a bathroom or a building for that matter” Nora spoke up “I’m sure you all know my opinion on these diapers but there are three things that slow us down, fuel, food and bathroom breaks, the more of these we can eliminate the further we go with this bike, after that we are back to walking” Emma felt the hunger pains creeping up just as the others surely did but Nora was right and she did swear to herself that she would do anything to get back home even if that meant using the diapers a little bit longer, she could always work on regaining control after getting home, Emma sighed and went back to her pointless game with Nora. The hunger pains continued off and on all the way to their destination, a tiny little town who's most prominent building was either the pub or the hardware store right beside it "It's time to ditch the bike but we can't leave it here in town" said Grace driving slowly through the town's very small main road "Keep heading out of town and find some bushes we can hide it in, that should buy us a couple of days before it's found" Said Nora looking at the town with clear disgust "A small town should make it harder to find" added Emma “still a terrible place to stay” said Nora “there's nothing wrong with small towns” “says the farm girl” Emma rolled her eyes at Nora and they both remained silent until the bike was stashed away. The best place they could find to hide the bike also meant a thirty minute walk back to town, none of them were impressed because of the wet diaper hanging from their legs “we are going to get a rash at this rate” complained Nora, Emma facepalmed "Shit, we don't have any things to cleanup with" growned Emma "What why not? there were some when Jenny gave us the bag" said Nora "When we got the diapers back from the bin I didn't even think about the powder and all that, they must have sunk under the paper towels" "And the pharmacy?" "That guy got me all bothered and I forgot to get some" Emma was really kicking herself for this one, she herself could not ever remember having a diaper rash but she had heard how bad they could be "Fuck" Emma kicked at the dirt underfoot "When we get a room for the night just remember to wash thoroughly" said Grace, Emma nodded and continued her walk back into town. It turned out that just behind the pub was a small ten room motel, it took a bit of convincing and a bit of extra money for them to accept them but thanks to the quick thinking of Nora they had a room for the night without using ID “I can't believe it, they took half of our money” Complained Nora “You got us the room let's just get changed and have dinner then have an early night” Emma opened the door to their room for the night “Bit of a crap hole” commented Nora “It's not that much worse than the last one” said Emma “We didn’t pay for that” replied Nora, Emma nodded her agreement and closed the door. Throwing her bag to the ground Emma checked that she couldn't be seen from the window and dropped her pants “I don't think this diaper could have held another wetting” commented Emma “I’m surprised it didn't leak” added Grace as they all saw the sodden mess hanging from their hips “Too it's credit it doesn't seem to smell” said Nora “Or we have grown used to it” replied Emma, without further discussion Emma untapped the diaper, rolled it up and placed it in the bin. During her shower Emma wondered what the cleaner would think when they found the used diapers in the bin tomorrow, she almost smiled at the thought then realised that someone else was having to clean up after her again killing her almost happy mood. Reluctantly Emma opened the bag of pullups and pulled one out to examine “Dam that looks flimsy” said Nora in disgust “Are you sure it can even do the job?” “The guy said that it would” answered Emma and pulled it up her legs, if it wasn't for the stretchy sides Emma could almost imagine these were her old underwear. Fully dressed once more and not feeling like she had a waddle Emma walked into the pub looking for food, immediately the people in the pub watched her “I have pants on right?” asked Emma in her head “Pretty sure” answered Nora, with that reassurance Emma walked up to the counter like she did this everyday and most of the eyes left her for what they had been looking at “Hey, could I get something to eat here?” asked Emma to the guy behind the counter “Menus up there” pointed the guy without looking up from the book work he appeared to be working on, Emma quickly scanned the small menu, it was clear you were meant to drink here not eat “Can I get some chips to take away?” “Sit down only” answered the guy in his bored voice, Emma rolled her eyes “Fine I’ll have it to sit down” “And your drink?” he asked “I don't want a drink” answered Emma, again without looking up he pointed to the menu, Emma looked it over again and saw in small print “no food without the purchase of a drink” “What the f…” Emma started under her breath “Fine a water” Emma smirked thinking she had gotten the best of the stupid rule “Only drinks from the menu” droled the man, Emma breathed in and scanned the menu… again, there wasn't one single drink that wasn't alcoholic on the menu, she ordered the cheapest drink there, paid and sat down at a table. The meal if you could call it that was terrible and the beer equally didn't agree with her taste buds, forcing her to scull the last of it “God that was terrible” mumbled Emma under her breath and stood up to leave only to find herself stumbling for no apparent reason "Leg must have fallen asleep" thought Emma, she caught herself and walked out without further trouble. As she was walking back to the motel room Emma quickly glanced behind her as she saw three men following her "Maybe they are going to the motel too?" Thought Emma "The receptionist told us no one else was staying tonight" said Nora in response, Emma turned the corner that would decide if they were following her or not, there was only the motel down this area. Another quick glance and yep they turned down and Emma could now see they each had a beer in hand "Hey pretty lady wanna have some fun with us" called one of the men, Emma turned back and started to move faster "Oh come on I know you like to party, you city girls are all the same" Emma heard their footsteps quicken then turn into a full on run, before Emma could get a dozen of her own running steps the men held her to the wall “Why you runnin?” asked the guy right in Emma's face, she could smell more than one beer in that breath “Please I don't want any trouble” said Emma now scared that she knew what was coming “Don't panic, stay calm” said Nora in her head “Good we don't want trouble either, we just want to party seeing it's friday night and we know you'll be down to party right?” said one of the men holding her right arm, Emma tried once more to break free from their grips only to find them holding tighter, Emma shook her head not trusting her voice “I get it, she's from one of those countries where shaking the head means yes” said the last man near unintelligible through his slurred speech “No” squeaked Emma and she felt hands starting to explore her body, this was a small town like her own home, this sort of thing simply didn't happen in small towns “That face” said the first guy and he ran a hand down her cheek moving towards her chest “Stop” stammered Emma recoiling from every touch and no longer able to hear the voices in her head or the voices of the men helping themselves to her body “This is not happening, this is not happening” said Emma over and over again in her head. The hands made their way to her crotch and stopping “What the fuck” said the first man and Emma felt her pants be forced open revealing her wet pullup to the three holding her “What a fucking baby” “That's disgusting” “She's pissed herself” Emma crumpled to the ground as she felt all hands on her release “Grow the fuck up then you can party with us” spat one guy and they walked off “I need to wash my fucking hands now…” Emma vaguely heard as they walked off. Emma didn't know how long she was sitting there holding herself before she finally found the strength just to open her tear filled eyes, there was a familiar figure standing over her, Emma wiped her eyes and the figure she thought she saw was gone, not wanting to be here any longer Emma forced herself up and ran for her motel room.

Lol your so right @littleTomás I think I will have to write a short story about Kaylee after finishing this story. Truth be told I only decided that Emily was going back to her dimension a chapter before writing it and am regretting that now, there could have been so many "wheres Kaylee?" moments

Part 29 The Return She was home, she knew this not by sight but the smell of the light breeze brushing her hair, the grass underneath her felt right and opening her eyes it just confirmed what her other senses were telling her. From the trees to the flowers, the signs and even the dog but best of all the people she saw were all the right size and no one was wearing a diaper that she could see, Emily got to her wobbly feet and just took it all in, she was in a community park that she didn't recognise but that didn't matter, she was in her dimension, the only thing that spoiled the moment was the realisation that there was still a soggy diaper hugging her hips. Emily walked around the park watching all the people from the runners to the children playing and they were children not adults acting as children, she did receive a few odd looks because of her attire but this couldn't kill her delighted mood. There it was and with a ray of light shining down on it as if God himself was saying “you have earned it” a public toilet had never looked so beautiful in her life, Emily pulled at the taps on her diaper and found that they came apart with ease unlike every other time she had tried and pulled it off without waiting any longer Emily sat on the normal sized toilet and let herself go knowing that for the first time in months it would not be hanging around her hips for the next couple hours. “I never thought using a toilet could feel so good” sighed Nora in contentment, Emily jumped a little in surprise as she realised that the voices in her head were still present, she had almost forgotten about them “I don't know it feels weird to not be using a diaper” added Maddy “So you lot are still here?” asked Emily in her head “Of course, why would we be gone right after we get back to our dimension” “Not mine” muttered Maddy under her breath “Now we can throw away that bag of diapers and start using the freaking toilets again” it was clear that Nora was very excited by her own words and Emily couldn't help but agree with the sentiment. Unlike the public toilets she was used too this one was so small it only had a waste paper basket for a bin, Emily tossed the used diaper in, unzipped her bag and tipped it upside down letting the unused diapers fall out all to the shocked look of the woman washing her hands next to Emily… Emily that name no longer sounded right… she's back in her dimension and there she was always known as Emma so it was time to reclaim her name, she was not Emily nor the cutesy Emy, she is a grown woman and her name is Emma. Emma walked out of the restroom feeling better than she had in so very long “I’M HOME!!!” shouted Emma into the park for no other reason than because she could, there were a few odd looks but she was mostly ignored… perfect. Emma and Nora’s joyful mood was diminishing as they walked to the local bus stop, first it reminded them that they had no money or phone to call someone, secondly they saw the city name along with the state they were in and that was on the opposite side of the country “Kaylee screwed us” said Nora bitterly “It's not that bad, I’ve traveled across the country before” answered Grace, we all mentally looked at her “Sure, so have I using a plane but that required money” said Emma in her head “People will give us rides if we ask” said Grace “What are you a hippie? People don't do that anymore” grumbled Nora and they moved on to walk the streets. From various signs, boards and papers Emma found out that she had been gone for a lot longer than she thought she had been “Six years” muttered Emma to herself “I thought a year tops” replied Nora equally as confused “Maybe we don't have all the memories?” offered Grace “Possible” Emma thought about it and came to the conclusion that it didn't matter, it was not the most important thing at this point, money was “Ok so we have been gone longer than we thought so what I’m sure our family is still there waiting for us” said Emma aloud probably sounding crazy to the passes by “And how do you propose we get there without money huh?” Emma turned the corner and saw something that might help “Why don't we just go and get out some money” said Emma looking at the local branch of her own bank. “I’m sorry miss I can't help you without some form of ID” said the cashier of the bank “Tell her you were robbed” whispered Nora, Emma didn't like to lie like that but this did require some out of the box thinking “I don't have ID because I was robbed recently…” the words brought the memory of when Roses house was broken into, probably by Dave now that Emma knew more “..and I’m from out of state so I can't just go get more” finished Emma “I’m very sorry to hear that miss but there's nothing I can do” Emma got annoyed but tried one last time “Please can you just let me get a little bit out so I can get home, Emily Taylor of…” she gave her address to the lady “I’m really sorry miss I can't help” Emma turned in a huff and left the bank. “Well that was a bust” said Nora “Banks really don't like giving out money of any kind” grumbled Emma “It makes sense” added Grace “They can't just give out your money to anyone, they have to know it's your money and we don't have ID” continued Grace “ID right lets try to get that then” sighed Emma and walked on. After waiting in line at her local government office for almost an hour and a number of arguments with the lady at the desk Emma stormed out with nothing to show for her troubles “How the fuck am I supposed to show them some form of ID if I’m asking to get some of my ID” Emma threw up her hands in disgust at the situation, Emma looked at the sky “Dam it will probably be dark in another hour or two” and once more walked along the streets trying to think of what to do next. Still with nothing in mind Emma felt the feeling she had not needed to actively listen to for a couple of months, she needed to pee “See it was just that dimension that made us need diapers” Emma smiled at this thought then two steps later her smile dropped as she felt the liquid running down her bare legs, the nearby people stared at the woman next to them as she pissed herself right there in front of them not only that but while wearing some childish dress, it was a shock for most of the onlookers “Fuck” whimpered Emma and ran as fast as she could the moment she felt the stream stop. In a nearby ally way the sobs of a woman could be heard but the passers by merely kept walking after all it was none of their business what was making someone else's day miserable “I thought… thought we were done with diapers” sobbed Emma as she rubbed her watery eyes “We need our dipees and mommy” said Maddy almost smuggly “SHUT UP” shouted Emma aloud, it was not what she wanted to hear, she is not a baby, she is back in her dimension and it was time to reclaim her life not get reminders of how she spent her last couple of months “You know how much I hate diapers soooo it pains me to say this but maybe we should go back and get the unused diapers we threw out” Emma sniffed at Nora's words and knew that it might be a good idea “It wouldn't make us a fucking baby or nothing, it would just be till we get used to going to the toilet again, a day, two tops I’m sure” the whole idea of being back in her home dimention and still being in diapers disgusted and infurated Emma but if or rather when she finally managed to get some new clothes she could not aford to be wetting herself in them, the back of her dress was wet because of her accident it would show her shame to everyone she walked past “Well?” asked Nora “I guess” mumbled Emma and wiped her eyes and forced herself to calm down then when she was ready made her way back out to the street. There were a number of looks from the people on the streets but no one said anything to her just the whispering to their friends as she passed. Emma looked down in the bin at the used paper towels that covered the unused diapers she needed to retreive, just the thought turned her stomach more than if she had to put her hand into raw sewage “It's just paper towel” said Grace helpfully “I know but…” Emma didn't finish her thought and continued to stair, she was supposed to be all better now, getting home was supposed to fix everything “We are not home yet” sighed Nora, she was right Emma maybe back in her dimension but she was on the other side of the country from her home “let's just get this crap over with, I will do whatever it takes to get home” and with a newfound determination Emma dove into the bin and retrieved the three brightly coloured diapers. Emma put the diaper on herself with a bit of difficulty since she didn't have anywhere to lay down but managed, it was nowhere near anything Rose would let Emma run off with but it would do for her own purposes, the hand dryer managed to remove most of the wet stain on Emma's dress but their was still the urine smell lingering. When they stepped out of the public toilet Emma saw the sun just starting to touch the tree line “If you really are willing to do anything to get home I might know a way we can get some money” said Nora “I don't care what it is, what do I have to do?” Emma felt the inward smile of Nora and knew she just agreed to do something that she was not going to like. She was right Emma did not like the idea one bit but thankfully with their experience with Jenny Emma didn't need coaching for this, she could just leave it to Nora "Stay calm, stay calm we have never been inside a bar before I'm sure it will be fine" Emma said in her head as she watched through her eyes but could not control the body while Nora was driving "Relax, you just have to look like you belong here and no one will think twice" answered Nora as she walked around to examine what she liked to call "her turf" it was practically her second home before the previous dimension… or at least she remembered it that way "With the right bar you can get drugs, guns, fake IDs, beat up ass holes and make a quick buck" said Nora in her head "And which type is this?" Asked Emma "Let's see we have… IDs over there…" Nora pointed towards a man wearing a motorcycle outfit "Drugs galore over there…" she pointed to a guy who looked like he was far out of high school talking to some ladies "And here… hello… money" Emma saw the scrawny looking man that looked as uneasy at being at the bar as Emma felt "Wait your not…" Emma didn't get to finish her sentence because Nora strolled up to the young man and started a conversation. It was painful to watch as Nora talked with the guy, getting some free drinks and food while slowly weaving in a story on how she needed some money but wasn't going to take charity, three times she refused to take cash that the man was offering only for it to be forced into her hand and told to take it along with his phone number written on a napkin, before leaving the Bar Nora bought a small bag of something from one of the men she pointed out before much to the protests of Emma and Grace. “How did you know that would happen?” asked Emma still not quite in control and was glad of it because she felt the whole world spinning like she never had before and didn't think she could possibly walk in that condition “He was a geek” giggled Nora aloud “That's the reason nice guys finish last…“ Nora squinted off into the distance of the street “They don't take what they want” Nora said louder and more slurred “Be quite someone will hear you” said Emma trying to stop the wobbling but of course she wasn't in control “Too right babe” came a deep male voice, Nora turned towards the voice “Fuck nice guys, come play with me and see how the other side live” Nora squinted at the biker “You better have beer with that” said Nora, the biker laughed and held up a six pack of beer “Got you covered there babe” Emma felt the corners of the mouth rise so slightly that she doubted anyone but her and her voices would even notice it. Emma awoke in a fog and felt her head throbbing “What the hell happened?” asked Emma to the air “Quite down it's too early” came Nora's groans, Emma opened her eyes slowly and felt the extra pain shooting through her skull and closed them again. Emma tried opening her eyes again and braced for the pain, it did not disappoint, Emma growned at the pain but managed to take in her surroundings, she felt the cheap motel bed and scratchy sheets, compared to where she had been sleeping in was wonderful, the street lamp from outside the window lit the room well enough to see around the room even with the curtains closed “Turn off the light” grumbled Grace sleeperly “Why is our head hurting so much… and for that matter why does my tongue feel like a desert” asked Emma again “Haven't you ever had a hangover before” groaned Nora, Emma could not remember ever having a hangover but if this was how they felt she was glad she never had “Just get some water and go back to sleep” sighed Nora and Emma felt her attention leave almost like she had rolled over to avoid light. Emma lay there for a couple of minutes holding her head until she finally found the strength to push herself out of bed, on shaky legs Emma walked to the door she assumed was a bathroom and felt the familiar soggy diaper between her legs, it was so normal for her these days that it didn't even reach her conscious mind that she was badly in need of a change and that she was supposed to be using the toilet. Emma opened the door and let out a scream in panic and quickly shut the door “Whats wrong?” asked the three voices in a panic now clearly awake “Theres a guy in the bathtub” answered Emma in a whisper while holding her body to the door so it couldn't be opened “Oh him” said Nora nonchalantly and she seemed to slip back to a sleepy state “Yea he did his job just tell him to piss off when he wakes up” Emma thought about these words for a second then a blush came to her face “Wait he didn't… we didn't…” Emma looked down to her crotch and metaly tired to feel if there was something different, with no mental confirmation Emma stuck her hand down past the waist band and felt herself but felt nothing strange, just herself and the damp padding of the diaper, Nora laughed “Like I would let that fat fuck touch us let alone do that to us” “Then why is he asleep in the tub?” asked Emma slightly less nervous but still feeling like she was going to have a heart attack any minute “Because that's where I left him, he was not easy to move” Emma cracked open the door and saw the big man breathing slowly, now that she got a better look there is no way any human being would choose to sleep in that position “Yea he's going to be saw when he wakes up” said Nora with a yawn “He must be a deep sleeper” replied Emma “Nah I drugged him remember?” Emma shook her head slowly not wanting the pain to remember it was supposed to be crushing her head more than it currently was “Jezz you are a light weight, I slipped a pill into his beer when he wasn't looking” Emma chuckled a little at this, she had never heard of a woman drugging a guy, it was always the other way around so they could do unpleasant things to the woman “What did you give him?” asked Emma not sure if she really did want to know “A little of this, a little of that, he should be out for another couple of hours but if your worried just tip a bit of beer in his mouth. Emma found the beer bottle and slowly poured the liquid into the guys open mouth “Aww just like a baby drinking a bottle at night” mocked Nora “Speaking of, I think we better get this changed and go back to sleep” there was a round of agreements so Emma cupped water into her mouth till she was satisfied, changed from the soiled diaper to a clean one then slipped back into bed only to get back out and place a chair on the door handle of the bathroom just incase the guy woke up then made her way back to the bed once more, after tossing and turning as she thought about the unconscious man in the other room Emma finally drifted back off to sleep. The morning was better than when she had woken during the night, Emma's brain was no longer threatening to burst from her skull instead settling with a dull ache “Let's never drink again” groaned Emma “Your just a lightweight” sighed Nora “That used to be nothing to me” Emma ignored the statement and asked the question that needed answering “Did we get any money?” “Look on the table” Emma pushed herself up at Nora's words and stumbled over to the table, it had a number of items on it, money, three empty beer bottles, a fat leather wallet and a set of keys “Is this the guys stuff?” asked Emma now looking towards the bathroom door, she was mildly thankful that she was wearing a diaper, she did not want to go in there even for the toilet “I didn't think you would want to go searching through his pockets so I took the liberty of helping myself to his stuff” Emma didn't like the idea of stealing from this guy but see need the money more than this guy if his wallet was anything to go by. Inside the wallet Emma saw seven one hundred dollar bills along with some small change “And he's even donating a ride” yawned Nora nodding her nonexistent head at the keys sitting on the table “Conning and stealing money is one thing but won't that just get us caught?” asked Emma, she was starting to wonder if this whole thing was a good idea “As long as we leave soon we should get a day or so of use before anyone starts looking for it” “And how would you know, you've never done this before” said Emma wondering how a voice in her head knows anything about this sort of thing “Well actually…” the silence in the room seemed to ring with that one word from Nora “I remember doing it at least and so far my information has been good” Emma couldn't deny that, there was no way she could have survived as long as she had without the help of Nora, transportation would be useful “Ok then” Emma made sure to add her newly acquired items to her bag and looked inside at the last remaining diaper “We went through these pretty fast” commented Emma “Almost makes you wonder how many Rose changed” added Grace, Emma expected a comment of some kind from Maddy but none came, come to think of it she hasn't said much since returning to their home dimension “Maddy?” asked Emma aloud she waited for a reply but nothing came “Maddy?” asked Emma more forcefully this time “What” came a grumpy reply “Just checking your still with us” a grunt was all the answer Emma got in return, Emma wanted to figure out what was going on with her but if Nora was right they had to get moving so with a quick change into their last fresh diaper. After removing the chair from the bathroom door Emma took one last look at the bathroom door, wishing that she could have a shower first Emma left the motel room and went looking for her borrowed ride. “Well there are some nice cars here, which is ours?” asked Emma “None” “None?” questioned Emma “Our sweet ride is right here in front of us” Emma looked at the fancy looking motorbike standing in front of her “Do you know how to ride a motorbike?” asked Emma “No, I thought you would know how” replied Nora “Me? What makes you think I know how to ride a motorbike?” “Your a country girl aren't you, I would think you did this sort of thing every day” “No we used a quad bike or the horses” “Quad bike, motorbike what's the difference” Emma looked the bike over “This has gears, the quad bike is automatic, I don't know how to use this” “Well fuck” Emma was just starting to think about what she could do next when Grace spoke up “I know how to ride a motorbike” Emma and Nora inwardly stared at Grace “You know how to ride a bike?” asked Nora not believing it for a second “Aren't you all about save the earth and all that?” asked Nora “I never said I was like that or a hippie for that matter, you assumed I was” Emma felt a bit guilty at that remark because yes she had assumed that based on how Grace presented herself “Umm… ok then yes could you please drive?” asked Emma “Gladly” replied Grace with a smile that transferred from the inner mind to the physical world as Grace slipped into control of the body. As if the bike belonged to her for years Grace unlocked the helmet from it's lock and strapped the helmet on “The helmet is a little big for us but it should do the job if it's just for a day or so” commented Grace and she mounted the bike, turned the key and they all heard the roar as the engine sprang to life “Oh yea, I’ve never ridden anything this nice before” grinned Grace and she kicked the kickstand out of the way, reversed out of the parking spot and tore off out of the parking lot and into the early morning traffic.

Part 28 On the way home -Emily- The other voices in the Littles head told the stories that they knew about the Amazon Rugosa along with her friend Gwen and her Little Kaylee, there seemed to be a lot of gaps but Emily got the picture and knew she wanted to stay clear of this Rugosa “So if we want to get back home we need to find this Kaylee?” asked Emily as she was watching the Amazons walk past her at the mall, hidden in the small garden of course so no one bothered her “That's the only way I can think of unless we find out where they cross dimensions” said Nora “That could take a long time” added Grace “Do any of you know where she lives?” there was silence from the voices “Or how to contact her?” more silence, watching these Amazons was interesting but not helpful just like the voices in her head “So what do we do?” asked Emily, the silence continued till she was about to ask again “I’m thinking” answered Nora, Emily continued to watch the passing Amazons when Maddy spoke up “There's that miss Jenny, I didn't like her” “The one from the daycare?” asked Emily making sure she got it right, there was agreement from Maddy and the wheels turned in the Littles head. “What are you doing?” asked Nora as Emily darted out of their hiding spot to run after Jenny “You said the last us did her a favour well lets see if she repays the favour” there was a shiver from Maddy as it was clear she didn't want to see the Amazon again. -Rose- Rose awoke from her memories to the instant knowledge that she was a failure of a carer, instead of looking for her Little she was here resting all the while she was sure that Dave would also be looking for Emy. Rose pulled herself out of the bed she had been sleeping in and walked out to the kitchen to find her friend slash sister Gwen making food, Rose tried to sneak past her so she could be out looking once more but was spotted “And where do you think your going?” came Gwen's voice, Rose turned to face her “I was going to go back out looking for Emy” said Rose almost guilterly “Not without eating something first your not” said Gwen and pointed to the chair. "So what did happen to Emy to make her run off?" Asked Gwen after placing a plate of food Infront of Rose “Do you remember the last time I altered Emy?” “Yea” “Well just incase it wasn't stable I put in a sort of safety valve, by saying her old name it would break the joins and barriers that I had to put in place for a short time, I don't know what exactly happened inside Emys mind but I think she wouldn't have any memory of us” Rose took a bite of her food not even looking to see what she was chewing “Why did use us her old name?” asked Gwen “I didn't, do you remember me telling you about a man I used to work with called Dave?” Gwen nodded as she remembered he seemed to give Rose the creeps back in the day “I don't know how but he and Emy knew each other” “An old memory?” asked Gwen, Rose shook her head “I made sure to remove all of those from our Emys memories” “Wait…” it just clicked in Gwen's head “Wouldn't Dave be taking Emy back with him if he found her?” “I think he was using Emy to find out about where I stored my research, thankfully I never told Emy about any of that and after that didn't work, I think he must have been the one who broke into my house the other week, the research itself wasn't on any of my drives but if he knew to use Emys old name then there is no doubt that he went through what was on my computer” Rose took another bite of her food taking no pleasure in the normally brilliant creation “Ok so let me get this straight, Dave and Emy somehow knew each other and he used your safety thingy on Emy just because…” “No Abby saw them together and told Wendy and myself, that girl has a brilliant memory, Wen showed her a picture of him after I Left the company” “Ok so he was busted and changed tactic?” “I guess so, Emy was like a doll after hearing her old name” “But after she woke from it she didn't have a memory of who you and Wendy were and ran off because she was scared?” asked Gwen “I think so yes, it should be temporary, in a day or so the Emy we know should be back and if I can't find her in time…” tears started to well up in Roses eyes “She's going to be scared and lost” Rose choked out, Gwen leaned into her sister and embraced her “Shhh now, it's going to be ok, I’ll call the sitter for Kaylee and we will both go out looking for Emy” Rose did break down then and fell into full sobs. -Emily- “You do remember when I said she tortured us right?” asked Nora as Emily dodged and weaved past Amazons to get to her target “Yes but Grace said she was better towards the end” answered Emily “This is not a good idea” added Maddy. Jenny felt a tap on her leg and stopped walking then looked down to see a Little panting heavily, she had clearly been running “I’m not your carer” said Jenny and began to walk off but was stopped by the Little holding onto her pants leg “I know…” said the Little now looking up to her “What do you want then” it came out more as a statement than a question “I… umm…” Emily felt brave just hearing about what this Amazon had done to them but now that she was talking to her, the fear that Maddy had of the Amazon poured out into Emily and made her stutter her words “I don't have all day” said Jenny getting impatient “I was…” the words still didn't want to leave her mouth “Just say it” prompt Nora to Emily in her head “You do it then” replied Emily equally in her head “Ok” Emily felt like her perspective changed and could no longer move her body. Jenny looked at the trembling Little for a bit longer then turned away “Wait you owe me” came the now strong voice of the Little, Jenny turned back to see the Little was no longer trembling but was looking determined “Owe you? I don't owe you anything” said Jenny Looking at the Little more closely, she did look familiar but couldnt place her “I’m done brat, go bother someone…” started Jenny “Jenny you owe us for your job” a light went off inside Jenny's head, this Little was from the daycare she used to work at for that short time “How is the new job” said Nora now smirking at the Amazon as she realised that she did in fact recognise her “I…” Nora cut her off “Don't say you don't recognise me because I know you do now… you owe me” Nora stared right into Jennys eyes as she made her statement. Not wanting to be seen talking to a Little in the mall Jenny moved there conversation to an empty cafe and ordered herself a coffee and the cheapest drink on the Littles menu so she wouldn't look any different from any other Amazon Little that came into the cafe. “So what do you want?” asked Jenny as she sipped her coffee “I need your help finding someone” said Nora not touching the milky looking thing in the sippy cup in front of her “Look them up on Group Space” said Jenny with a shrug “I don't have access to that” said Nora figuring it must be something like Facebook from her dimension “What, did your mommy ground you or something” mocked Jenny “Are you going to help me or not?” asked Nora ignoring Jennys jab “It has bothered me that I got my job because of you…” said Jenny part in thought “If I help you now I won't be in debt to you anymore…” Jenny seemed to be going over the options in her head “Fine” she said turning back to Nora who hasn't taken her gaze off the Amazon “Who do you want me to find?” asked Jenny “I want you to find the address of one of the Littles I went to daycare with, Kaylee Miller” the name didn't ring a bell for Jenny but that didn't mean much and thought about how she might be able to find the Littles address. They agreed to meet back at the mall around closing time and as they parted ways Emily felt her perspective shift once more to find that she was once again in control of the body “Your scary” said Maddy to Nora “You got a scary Amazon to do something for us” she continued “She's just a piss ant and I can deal with them” shrugged Nora, Emily vaguely listened to the conversation that was taking place in the back of her mind but was more curious how Nora was able to control the body and the sudden liquid running down her legs. After running from the mall Emily found another hiding spot to camp out in wait for Jenny to return. “If we were with mommy we would be in a diaper and we wouldn't have had an accident” mumbled Maddy in the back of Emily's mind “For the last time we are not going back to that prison guard” said Nora Loudly, Emily knew that the prison guard Nora was talking about was Rose because in the couple of hours of waiting for Jenny, memories had been returning, flashes at first then memories of her own thoughts during those events “But mommy will make everything better, I’m tired of playing this game” whined Maddy “This is not a game” shot back Nora, with the return of memories Emily examined them through new eyes, Nora’s hatred of diapers and all things baby that Rose offered but also the love and joy of all that through Maddys eyes, she thought that Graces opinions on the subjects would help sort out her own feelings of it all but either way Grace was content, not happy, not sad just content. It did look like Rose had changed a lot of her destructive ways but knowing how she used to be kept coming to Emily's mind, she originally was just going with Nora’s plans because she didn't know enough about what was happening, now that she did it was looking like a solid plan, assuming they could get back to their original dimension there would be an adjustment period but it had to be better than what she had seen here in this one. With no diaper Emily found that she was leaking little bits every couple of minutes or a large amount after she stopped concentrating on holding it back and that was starting to become another problem for her borrowed clothing, as much as she hated to admit it a diaper would come in handy right about now. Finally Emily saw Jenny walking towards the store and ran to catch up to her “Forgot your diaper?” asked Jenny looking Emily up and down “Something like that” answered Emily feeling much more confident than their last meeting now that she was starting to feel more like her old self, Jenny opened her handbag and rummaged around for a bit then pulled out two items, a piece of paper and diaper “We don't fucking need diapers!” raged Nora in the back of Emily's mind “Have you seen the state of our borrowed dress?” asked Grace rhetorically “That doesn't mean we need them” huffed Nora, Emily just looked at the two items being offered to her “I noticed your seat after we met last time” Jenny said and looked away, Emily took both and read the note “Sixty three Argyle place” then she realised she had no idea how to find this house even with the address without her phone, then looked over to the diaper “Um I don't know how to put this on” said Emily a little embarrassed “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING!, SHOVE THAT STUPID DIAPER BACK IN HER FACE!” screamed Nora “Until we find a toilet we can use I think we might need to use these” said Emily in her mind, Jenny looked back at Emily “Littles” she scoffed “Fine I’ll help you but this is the last time” Jenny lead Emily over to her car and helped Emily lay down in the back seat “I’m not cleaning you and I don't have any of those cream things” Jenny said as she was opening up the diaper, Emily nodded her understanding and pulled up her dress to reveal her naked state underneath “If your trying to show how grown up you are then at least get some underwear, didn't anyone ever tell you it's unlady like to be like that” Emily felt heat rush to her cheeks and if her current set of memories were anything to go by that had not happened for long time “It really is no wonder you Littles wear diapers, uncivilised” this sparked a new fire in Nora “What did that bitch say, let me back in control, I’m going to punch her fucking lights out” Emily shook her head at hearing Noras out burst but to Jenny it must have looked like she was shaking her head to Jennys question “Well next time you see that mother of yours get her to teach you some etiquette” said Jenny and taped up the diaper, Emily ignored the jab and recovered herself with the dress “I need one last favour” said Emily looking Jenny right in her eyes “I got your stupid friends address and even put a diaper on you and you expect me to do something else for you?” “How goods your job?” asked Emily back, there was a pause then Jenny answered “What else do you want?” “A lift” answered Emily with a smile. All the voices in Emily's head were surprised that Jenny actually drove them to Kaylee's house but there it was just one house down the road after their ten or so minutes drive “Thanks for this” said Emily and she watched as the Amazon she recognized as Gwen getting into her car “So we are even now” Emily wasn't sure if Jenny was meaning this as a statement or a question “I guess so” said Emily as she watched the car pull out of the driveway and bent herself down so she wouldn't be seen by it's driver, Jenny looked at Emily with a puzzled face but let it be. “They are gone” said Jenny after the car had turned the corner into another street, Emily sat back up and looked around, Gwens car was gone but there was a strange car in the driveway it couldn't be helped, Jenny wouldn't wait here forever it was time to leave, Emily pulled on the door handle but could not get the door to open “Um” stamered Emily “Here” Jenny bent over the passenger seat and opened the door for her Little passenger “You know… if your having trouble with your carer… there are people to help” Emily turned to look at Jenny finding it strange to see the evil witch of a woman actually being… well… nice “If you want I can…” Emily cut her off “Thanks for the help but I’m fine from here” said Emily and undid her belt then hopped out of the car “Before you go take this” Jenny reached into the back seat and grabbed a Little sized backpack “A friend gave it to me so I could look after their Little but I get the feeling you could use it more” Jenny handed over the bag, Emily took the bag, looked at it for a second “Um thanks” Jenny nodded, closed the passenger door then drove off up the street. Emily ran into a nearby hedge that had a gap just big enough for her to squeeze in, someone would have to be actually looking for her to see the tips of her toes poking out “What's in the bag?” asked Maddy, Emily opened the bag to find three diapers, Little wipes, powder, an empty bottle and various edible snacks “Oh food, I’m hungry” said Maddy as she saw the food, Emily felt her stomach growl “We all are but we don't know if the food is poisoned or not” said Nora “As much as I don't like plastics the food is sealed so I doubt that it's poisoned” said Grace “You know what I mean, it might have those drug things in it” Emily had forgotten about them because Rose had been so consistent in knowing what was safe that Emily had not questioned anything she was given by Rose, her thoughts of Rose where overheard and got Maddy sad once more “I want to go home to mommy” whined Maddy “For the last time we are not going back to the prison guard” said Nora “I’m going to miss her” said Maddy solemnly “Don't worry Maddy I’ll miss her too” replied Emily “But this is for the best, we have to get home and live our life with people our size” Maddy mumbled some things that were mostly unintelligible so Emily put her focus back to the food they now had in their possession “How do we know if it has been drugged?” asked Emily hopeing that one of them knew “The Amazon always read the back of the things before giving it to us” said Nora, Emily pulled out something that looked like a muesli bar and started to look at the back, she looked at it because even though the words were in english the ingredients list was using words that Emily didn't even know how to pronounce “Um what are we looking for?” asked Emily thoroughly confused “I have no idea” sighed Nora “We could always take a chance” said Grace “Fuck no, what if we turn into a drooling mess, it's bad enough to be back in these fucking diapers” “You have such a colourful tongue Nora” said Grace cheeraly. Deciding to put the food away for now they slowly made their way into Kaylees backyard “Hide in the cubby house” offered Grace as a possible place they could wait for either Kaylee to come out or night so they could try to sneak inside “Can't, I remember Kaylee hinting that the Amazons watch that place” said Emily “Yea just before she made us piss ourselves” mumbled Nora, Emily ignored Nora and continued “We might be able to use Kaylees trick at the daycare and hide behind the garden shed” said Emily remembering the time Kaylee had taken her into that hiding spot so she could win a game of hide and seek “Little cheater” smirked Emily and started to shake her head at the memory. It took a long time and a lot of patients but Emily was able to make it to the garden shed unseen or at least she hoped, she made herself comfortable and waited for the sound that would tell her of Kaylees arrival into the garden after all there was no way Kaylee wouldn't be noisy. “I can't take it anymore, lets just eat” whined Maddy, it felt like hours they had been sitting there waiting for Kaylee and all of them were now starting to feel the hunger, even Nora was having a hard time arguing against trying the muesli bar now “I think we might have to take a chance” added Grace Emily looked at the bag for a moment then opened it up and dug out the bar in it's colourful plastic wrapping, Nora groaned and said “Just a bite” with all of them in agreement Emily unwrapped the bar and brought it to her mouth, she could feel the saliva filling her mouth in anticipation of food, Emily stopped as she heard the sound of a sliding door open “... no more than fifteen minutes ok?” came an unfamiliar female voice “Yep yep” came the reply of Kaylee “SHES HERE!” said the three voices in Emily's head in unison, all thoughts of hunger vanished, now it was time to go home. Peeking around the corner of the garden shed Emily watched Kaylee waddle over to her play castle, she waited for a couple of extra minutes just incase who ever was watching Kaylee was watching her through the glass screen door, a thing that Grace used to do while she used to baby sit apparently. Finally it was time, Emily picked up her pebbles she had found laying around and tossed one against the side of the castle *thunk Another look and Kaylee was still playing with her dolls, another pebble *thunk Kaylee looked around for a second then went back to her play *thunk Kaylee stood up and went to investigate the outside of her castle wall that had been making a sound, Emily tossed another pebble so it lightly collided with Kaylees leg, the Little looked down and looked at the pebble “Psst” Kaylee looked around at the unfamiliar sound “Over here” hissed Emily, Kaylee waddled over to the shed with a puzzled look on her face. “Em…” started Kaylee with a look of surprise on her face but was stopped as she found a hand covering her mouth and being dragged in between the gap of the garden shed and fence “If you can be quite I’ll remove my hand, can you do that?” there was a moment of shock on her face then she nodded and the hand was slowly removed “Everyones looking for you” spouted Kaylee the moment the hand was removed, Emily rolled her eyes, she should have known that Kaylee couldn't be quite even for a minute “I should go tell mommy your here” Kaylee started to turn back but Emily grabbed her arm to stop her “If I wanted the Amazons to know I was here I would have shown myself to them” Emily said calmly “Then why are you here?” asked Kaylee after she turned back around “I’m here because of the promise you made three months ago” the near joy of finding Emily here vanished “I wondered if it might be that” the childish voice Kaylee normally used was gone in those words, it was replaced with the voice that more be fit her age rather than her appearance, a tone of voice that Emily had heard only a small handful of times before “I held up my end” said Emily “Actually you were still a day off since I said to be with Rose, not running around on your own” Emily glared at her “Did you know what she did to me?” asked Emily ignoring this small fact “Not the specifics but I did see what happened to other Littles there before Gwen saved me” “Then I would think you of all people can understand why I can't be around her any more” “So it's true what I overheard… you have your memories back?” Emily nodded “So are you going to honor your end of the promise?” asked Emily after the silence between them got to be too much, Kaylee was about to answer when they both heard the clear sound of a grumbling stomach, Emily looked down and wondered why her stomach had to be so vocal everytime it was hungry and at the worst possible moments too. Kaylee had her childish giggles then back in her childish voice said “Let's eat then I’ll take you home… I guess” Emily opened up her bag to show the food that she had been given and Kaylee sorted them into two piles “These ones don't have anything you don't want” said Kaylee pointing towards the pile of two items, neither of which was the muesli bar she was going to eat minutes before “How do I know these don't have anything, it wouldn't be the first time you have drugged me” Kaylee rolled her eyes “That was just to get you too relax a little here I’ll eat them if you want…” Emily moved the two items from Kaylees reach more out of old habit of protecting her meal for the ever hungry Kaylee, Kaylee smiled at the reaction. They ate in silence until Emily was finished her small amount of food “So what now?” asked Emily “Now I ask you one last time it you would reconsider staying” Emily shook her head “If Rose had not done what she did maybe but I can't, please take me home” Kaylee sighed in resignation “Very well” Kaylee looked at the bag now sitting at Emily's feet “Are you taking that with you?” Emily too looked at the bag and shook her head “I won't need it” “Take it anyway bags always come in handy wherever you are” Emily looked at the bag and didn't want to take it because of its contents but she figured she could always get rid of that later and picked up the bag “What now?” Emily asked again “Come with me” answered Kaylee and started to exit the hiding spot “Wait what if the Amazon sees us?” “Do you want to go home or not?” Emily let out a sigh and followed Kaylee into the middle of the grass “Are you sure?” asked Kaylee one last time and just the same as the last Emily nodded her head, Kaylee bowed hers and said in a quiet voice “I’m going to miss you Emy” Kaylee reached inside her shirt and pulled out the metal cross she wore, there was a blinding white light and Emily's world disappeared.

Part 27 New Life Rugosa awoke and was immediately aware of the wetness covering her upper half, she turned and saw the Little right there without a worry in her own small dream world "Wake up" said Rugosa grumpily and started to shake her "Mmmm…" the Littles eyes opened and recognition seem to return to her "Mo…" "You leaked on my bed" growled Rugosa, the Little sprang to life and started to feel her cold wet self "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" the Little repeated over and over, Rugosa sighed knowing this was mostly her fault, she knew that all Littles needed diapers for a reason and stupidly forgot to get some for a Little she was taking home for some reason "Stop that" growled Rugosa and the Little returned to shrinking in on herself. Rugosa ended up wrapping the Little in plastic bags and tape then headed into work slightly earlier than usual to get the nursery to take care of the Little and get a jump on the day's work. Even with the horrible night Rugosa had with the Little she took the Little home with her every second or so night until it turned into every night "I think I have it" said Rugosa looking at the words on her display "simulation successful" "You sound happy mommy" the Little had continued to use this Ridiculous title and finally Rugosa just stopped correcting her out of annoyence, Rugosa had told the Little to just use her name but the Little knew where her name came from, rugosa a type of rose and insisted in calling her Rose because it sounded pretty, Mommy or Rose, the Amazon just could not win against stupid "I am, I think I have found out how to make you feel better" Rugosa had long ago stopped trying to tell the Little what she was doing "But I feel fine" said the Little and started to pat herself down to be sure that she didn't have any injuries that she didn't know about, Rugosa rolled her eyes she was starting to get used to this Littles strange behaviours just as she had the one she had been trying to bring back this last month "I'll be back in a minute and we can play dress up" the Littles eyes lit up with pure joy, it was a rarity for Rugosa to play with her "For true?" "Sure" answered Rugosa and left the room. Rugosa had borrowed some of her equipment from work and brought it home to work on this project of finding a way to reverse her own treatment during the nights. Rugosa re-entered the room carrying the halo device that had created this Little "Do you want to be an angel?" Asked Rugosa, the Little nodded with enthusiasm. Rugosa fitted the device and got the Little to lay down under the guise of pretending she was floating on clouds, Rugosa set everything up and hovered over the button that should bring back the Little she had known for months but hesitated as she realised that this would erase this Little, as annoying as she was Rugosa was finding it hard to see herself without her "Your going to go to sleep now" said Rugosa in the most gentle voice she could manage "Will you be here when I wake up?" Asked the the Little innocently "Of course" replied Rugosa and smiled to reassure herself and the Little that everything will be ok, the Little smiled too "You should smile more, you have a wonderful smile" said the Little and settled in for her sleep, Rugosa pushed the button and the blue light surrounded the Littles head "Thank you" whispered Rugosa and almost, almost shed a tear for the Little that she was sending away. It worked with complete success, the old Little she had known for months returned, mood swings and all. Rugosa continued to bring this Little home with her and was both glad and missing the fact that this Little wanted to be completely independent. Rugosa was a cauldron of bubbling emotions and needed to talk to someone and the only person she could trust with this was also the person that would give her crap for a bit and help in the end, her best friend Gwen "Ha I knew you would come around" laughed Gwen "Aunty Ruru got a Little" sung Kaylee "I'm serious Gwen I need your help I don't know if what I'm doing is right anymore" Gwen stopped laughing and calmed her Little down by giving her an icy pole "Ru you know that I have never questioned your work but if you want my opinion then your work should not see the light of day, Little may be inferior to us but if you take away who they are then we are no better than the monsters in the movies, we do these things to give them a better life but they are still themselves, what you are doing will take that last bit of self they hold onto" these words hit Rugosa hard, she had been thinking along these lines for some time now and was dragging her feet on completing her work "Yeah I thought so… I just don't know what to do now" said Rugosa and held her head in her hands "Talk it over with Wendy" smirked Gwen "How do you know about her?" Asked Rugosa giving Gwen the death stair "Word travels" replied Gwen still smirking, ever since the Little had been softening Rugosas heart she had started to see the woman she had considered dating, Wendy only dropped into the "undateable" section because she had a Little, now that was becoming less of an issue for Rugosa they had started to see each other hear and there, Rugosa sighed and began to finally eat her lunch. Rugosa span on her chair to avoid watching the Littles play in the nurseries, almost all of them had been altered in various ways and with the final review was coming up in a couple of hours and Rugosa didn't know what to do not just with the review but with her whole work, resting her head on the desk she closed her eyes to rest. Rugosa was awoken by a hand shaking her awake, Rugosa jerked awake “What?” she looked around and saw the evaluators “Oh, sorry I was just resting” said Rugosa straightening herself and greeting everyone. “We are very impressed with your work thus far but now we want to have a longer demonstration of your work” said one of the evaluators “A longer demonstration?” questioned Rugosa “Yes my colleague here will be taking home one of your subjects to test just how effective your modifications are “Sure this can be arranged, did you have any Little in mind?” asked Rugosa “We were quite impressed with the last subject that was selected and we are curious as to how having multiple modifications affects the Little longer term” Rugosa involuntary glanced over to subject seventeen just now realising that she didn't even know the Littles name, some carer she was being, she decided to find out the Littles name right after this “Yes that one, we will send you what we would like and be back later tonight” Rugosa felt like someone had just pulled the rug out from under her and was now more confused than before. “I’m sorry to bother you with my problems” said Rugosa slumping over her coffee, she had just told the woman that she was thinking about dating all her work problems and the feelings that went with it all “This sort of stuff is supposed to come much later” mumbled Rugosa “I’m glad you told me” replied Wendy and she placed her hand on Rugosa’s “Just let me know what I can do too help” Rugosa smiled for a second “Thanks but I don't think there is anything that can be done at this point, shes gone and I don't know when or if I will get her back, I went home last night and for the first time the apartment felt so empty” as if the coffee shop knew what was happening the room fell silent for a couple of seconds “Come stay with me and Abby” Rugosa looked up at the woman “Wen I couldn't impose like that we barely know each other” “I know all I need to know to know that I like you” smiled Wendy “And I’m not the type of person to dance around who and what I like, I will say it, I like you and if you want you can stay with me and Abby” Rugosa thought about it for a moment, smiled and accepted Wendy's offer. The first night at Wendy's house was awkward as Rugosa didn't know what to do with or how to treat Abby, the Little was playful and curious right from the start, nothing like the Little she was used too. Living with Wendy and Abby showed Rugosa a life that she might be able to have one day, this also made up her mind on what to do with her work and it was not the answer she ever thought that she would make. Two months after her first night with Wendy and Abby, Rugosa got word that her Little that she now knew was originally named Amelia would be returned to her tomorrow “When I get Amelia back I’m going to destroy my work and run away so that I can offer Amelia the life she deserves” Rugosa couldn't even look at her friend especially after everything that she had done for her over the last two months “I hope your planning to take us with you” said Wendy “Wen you know I would love too but this… well it's going to make a lot of people very angry and I will not put the both of you in danger” Wendy knew that Rugosas mind was made up and there was no changing it now “Let me know where you end up at least, you know Abby won't forgive you if you don't” Rugosa smiled, something she was doing more often these days, Amelia would be proud “I promise I will, can't make Abby upset after all, both women chuckled and knew that their time together maybe over. “In… and out” Rugosa had to keep telling herself this, Amelia would be here any minute “It won't be…” she didn't even have time to finish her sentence as the door opened to reveal an Amazon woman carrying a sleeping Little in her arms “When your work goes public I think I will be the first in line” said the cheery Amazon “Oh… thanks” Rugosa replied awkwardly “Make sure to save this personality, she's so laid back and will let you do anything” “I'm glad you liked her” replied Rugosa getting closer to take Amelia “I almost don't want to give her back to you” Rugosa held her breath “But I guess you need her for your tinkering” “Afraid so” replied Rugosa extending her arms out to take the sleeping Little “Shame, I guess I’ll have to wait” the woman handed over Almelia and it felt like a piece of Rugosa was returned to her. With Amelia returned Rugosa started on her plan, finding every trace of her work was not easy but she had to get it all or someone might be able to recreate it, while her searchers were going she made sure to write out her resignation letter as she determined to break as few laws as possible in this plan, resigning without notice was a crummy thing to do but it wasn't against the law. Rugosas last few months of work now only resided on a flash drive that would soon be destroyed, she had one last thought to ensure the safety of Amelia even if things got rough for Rugosa herself. With the Little still asleep Rugosa placed the halo looking device on Amelia's head and ran a custom version of her program, this would not imprint a personality only memories, memoires that the Little shouldn't ever even know are there. Rugosa regretted that she didn't have time to revert Amelia back to her old self but the gear was waiting for her back at her previously unused apartment and time was running out before someone was bound to check on her or her digital work, Rugosa crushed the thumb drive with a rock from her fake garden until it was little more than powder but to be extra sure she threw the remaining bits into the sink and let the water wash it away, with that done it was time to load up the Littles, she had considered just taking Amelia but she didn't know what the company would do with them if she left them here. It took a dozen trips but thanks to Rugosas lab being so close to the parking lot she had no trouble getting the Littles into the minivan she had rented just for this occasion unseen from her coworkers, Rugosa strapped Amelia in the front seat as the Little was waking up “Mummy… where are we going?” asked Amelia “We are going for a surprise trip” answered Rugosa thinking quickly on her feet “Go back to sleep and I’ll wake you when we get there” the little didn't even open her eyes just simply nodded slowly and drifted back off to sleep “Ok” came the soft reply, Rugosa kissed the Little on the top of her head and knew that she was doing the right thing now. Rugosa dropped the Littles off at a Little adoption center three towns over, the reception woman had a lot of questions but Rugosa said she would explain everything after they were all unloaded but of course drove off hoping that they would all be adopted before being found by her own company, it was a small hope but that's all she had, Rugosa would later find out that because of the owner chip that each Little had they would be returned before the end of the next day. Rugosa ran back inside her apartment which she had doubled back for and loaded up everything she had packed the night before, two bags and the equipment she would need to help Amelia that was what her life had boiled down too “Mommy I’m wet” said a sleepy Little, Rugosa looked over to Amelia and saw that she had leaked through the diaper she was wearing, Rugosa didn't have time to change the Little by now someone would have noticed that all the Littles were missing along with Rugosa herself and technically that was theft of property and worse Littlenapping a far worse crime that if convicted Rugosa would be lucky to see outside of a prison cell ever again “Your just dreaming dear just go back to sleep” Rugosa hated lying to the Little but at least this way what the Little didn't know wouldn't hurt her, the Little rolled over and was probably already back asleep, Rugosa was amazed at how long the Little could sleep but for this day it was a good thing. It was a close one, Rugosa saw official vehicles turn into her apartment complex just as she was turning out of the street, they turned up faster than she thought anyone would but a lot of money had gone into her research and now they wouldn't get a return if she was gone, these and many more thoughts circled Rugosas head through her drive. Rugosa untapped Amelia's diaper, it had clearly leaked because of how poorly made it was “It's a good thing I have better diapers for you isn't it?” asked Rugosa in a silly voice “Your funny mommy” giggled the Little and Rugosa beamed from the inside at hearing those words and proceeded to clean Amelia's diaper area, this personality was so happy to do anything that Rugosa almost considered not reverting her back to the Amelia that she knew till she got a slap to the face, literally Where are we going mo…” the Little trailed off and her eyes went blank “Amelia are you…” *slap, it wasn't hard by any means but it shocked Rugosa all the same “Rose why the fuck am I here?” asked the Little in a quietly angry voice, this was clearly not the personality that had been programed, this was original Amelia and in one of her moods at that “AND NAKED!!!” Amelia covered her lower half, a show of modesty that Rugosa had not seen since she started her work, this puzzled Rugosa immensely “Amelia…” Rugosa leaned in closer as if this would give her more information, sadly this resulted in a Little foot colliding with one Amazon nose and being sent to the ground “DON'T LOOK PERVERT!” screamed the Little and looked for something to cover herself, Rugosa felt her nose from the ground, the one good thing about all this was that because she had decided to change Amelia from the back seat of the car instead of in a change room she was now on soft grass instead of concrete, Rugosa looked at the red liquid covering her fingers “That was a good kick” muttered Rugosa under her breath and stood up while holding her nose, she saw a Littles bottom as the front was rummaging through the bags in the back seat “Isn't there anything here I can wear that isn't wet” muttered the Little “Next bag to your left” said Rugosa nasally and watched the Littles bottom turn from her view to be joined by the Littles head "If you say anything about this you are dead meat" said the annoyed Little "I wont" answered Rugosa and stepped forward to take a couple of Little wipes for her nose, the Little jumped and covered herself again "Pervert" sneared the Little, Rugosa turned so she could clean up her nose and try to work out what was going on "Mommy?" Came the higher pitched voice of the Little she was used to, Rugosa turned around to see Amelia sitting on the back seat looking confused. Rugosa was back on the road after completing the diaper change, Amelia was now happily colouring away in the passenger seat back to the personality that was programed as Rugosa drove and contemplated what happened “Amelia can you hear voices?” asked Rugosa as they stopped at a red light, the Little looked up from her drawing “I hear your voice mommy” said the Little confused “That's a good girl, go back to your drawings” Rugosa was starting to wonder if her treatment to revert the personalities was allowing others to pop up after all they aren't erased just suppressed, this problem would have to wait till they got to their destination. Two more times other personalities came out before arriving at Gwen's new place and after getting a scan of the Littles mental state Rugosa was worried “I don't know what I’m going to do to fix this” said Rugosa and slumped onto the kitchen table “What's wrong?” asked Gwen from her cooking preparation “I think I might be killing Amelia” Gwen looked up at Rugosa in shock “The Little mind was not made to handle what I have done to it at least not this many times” Rugosa was glad that Kaylee and Amelia were playing in the backroom unable to hear any of this “Can't you just undo what you have done?” asked Gwen “If I was over writing her mind each time sure but I’m not it's like you holding a brick and each time I imprint a new personality it's giving you one more that you have to hold, eventually you and are just going to let go of them all” Rugosa let this sink in “I know you can find a way to help her” said Gwen getting back to her cooking “Easy to say” muttered Rugosa under her breath. Another two weeks passed and the minor headaches that Amelia was experiencing in the first few days were becoming constant migraines. Without access to the computing power Rugosa was used too she could not run anywhere near as many simulations that she wanted to and was about ready to resign herself to the fact that she had killed her precious Little, in that gilt she thought she owed it to her Little to explain everything “I’m so sorry for all this” sobbed Rugosa and hugged Amelia tighter as she was sitting in Rugosas lap “I don't fully understand but I know you can make me someone else and that will make you happy again, I can hear them whispering to me…” this whole statement startled Rugosa with it said so simply, if the barriers she had placed in Amelia's mind where breaking down then Amelia might be right in how she could help. With a final brain scan Rugosa worked through that night and found it, a way to save her Little “When did you wake up?” asked a sleepy Gwen carrying an even more sleepy Kaylee “I haven't gone to bed but I think I have it” Gwen perked up at this “Are you sure? You look sleep deprived” it was true Rugosa was finding it hard to concentrate but she was sure this was right, it may not be the way she would have liked it but if it was the only way to save her Little so be it “Get some sleep, I’ll look after the Littles, if you are going to help anyone you need to think clearly” there was definitely truth in this “But I…” started Rugosa “Don't make me treat you like a Little and force you to sleep because I will diaper you” it might have been the lack of sleep but Rugosas brain thought she heard Gwen say she would diaper her if she didn't get some sleep and this did not make sense, it was Gwens smirk that finally broke Rugosa from her frozen state “I’m joking, get some sleep” Rugosa rubbed her eyes and relented “Just like an older sister” muttered Rugosa as she started her last simulation “You better believe it little sister” said Gwen placing Kaylee in her high chair “Mommy and aunty Ru are sisters?” asked Kaylee looking between the two Amazons, Gwen chuckled “Yes aunty Rugosa is my little sister and she has to go take a nap now" Rugosa yawned and left Gwen and Kaylee to talk, Amazon's adopted Littles all the time this made the idea of family much more flexible "Family is what you make of it" smiled Rugosa to herself, she liked the idea of having a sister, the whole idea of a family passed through Rugosas mind as she drifted off to sleep. With the knowledge that Amelia would be alright as soon as Rugosa finished writing her final program Rugosa and Gwen decided that Amelia needed house for just the two of them so with a lot of help from Gwen Rugosa managed to find a house in her price range after all unemployed people don't make much and better still was ready to move in today if all the paperwork was completed "You never told me how you were going to help Amelia" said Gwen after the Littles were put down for a nap "Oh didn't I" replied Rugosa looking up from her screen, she thought about it just how to put it then spoke "Well since the mental barriers are disappearing as we have seen…" "That's an understatement" added Gwen, Amelia were jumping personalities randomly now "I'm going to bring them together" finished Rugosa "How are you going to do that aren't they different people?" Asked Gwen, she wasn't as smart as Rugosa in this subject but was sure that it wouldn't work or it would and madness would be the end result "True but the ones I made are incomplete, only the important memories are there, the ones that make the personality I needed" Gwen still looked like she didn't follow "If we go back to the brick metaphor from the other day, it's like all the bricks I packed on were broken so I'm playing a big game of Tetris and merging most of them to complete each other, after that it just takes time for the brain to sort itself out and presto Amelia becomes the person she wants to be" Gwen still didn't follow Rugosas explanation but trusted that she knew what she was doing. It was finally time, the time to finally start both of their new lives "Rose I'm scared" said Amelia as she lay with the device ready "I don't want to die" with the growing pain Amelia was convinced she was going to die "Your going to be perfectly fine" smiled Rugosa down at her Little "This is going to make you all better, you will feel so good you will feel like a whole new person" Rugosa said stroking the Littles hair "I will?" "You sure will, then we can start our new life together" "Then you will be Rose for real?" Asked Amelia "That's right it won't just be your name for me" the Little looked in thought for a few seconds "Do I get a new name too?" Asked the Little "Do you want one?" Asked Rugosa and the Little nodded "I gave you your name so you should give me one" Rugosa smiled "How about… Emily?" "Emily" said the Little trying out the name "I like it, Emily… I will be your Emy" Rugosa smiled her biggest smile to date "My Little Emy, when you wake we will be in our new house, with our new lives and you will see just how much I love you" "Will we still see Kaylee and aunty Gwen?" "We will see them as much as you want" the Little smiled at that "I would like that" with everything said Rugosa made one final tweak to her program so her Emy would know her name and started the program. "How long is this going to take?" Asked Gwen and Amelia's eyes closed "I'm not sure" answered Rugosa "The old programs took minutes but that was simple, this program isn't just dumping information it's got to rearrange the existing information without causing damage and that is not simple" there was a silence between the two Amazon's before Gwen spoke again "Let me know if you need anything… my sister Rose" Rose smiled "Thank you Gwen" said Rose and she watched her Little through the day and into the night, when the process finished Emily was left with in a comatose state and even then Rose never left her side thanks to the help of her friends and new sister, Roses house was furnished and moved in. Four days after getting settled into their new house Emily opened her eyes with no memory of her loving carer Rose.

@littleTomás @HyperShark All will be revealed in this and the next update ? @HyperShark Do you read all the Diaper Dimension story's? I take a look at your google docs list of them at least once a week to see what I might have missed in others peoples story's. For everyone reading I apologise for the writing in this and the next update almost all of it was written while waiting in lines at Tokyo Disney and Universal studios Japan, I've cleaned it up as best I can but still... *** Part 26 Is that Emy? Now possessing a belly that was no longer hungry it was time for the next important item "How are we going to get clothes that fit?" Asked Emily in her mind as she walked past the Amazon houses "That's an easy one" answered Nora "You want us to steal them right?" Asked Grace "I prefer to call it borrowing without permission, looky there" Emily looked over to where the non existent finger pointed and saw a clothes line full with a mix of Amazon and Little clothing "Stealing is wrong" piped Maddy "Yes it is…" agreed Grace "But we aren't stealing persay…" Emily looked at the clean dresses waving slightly in the wind then felt her damp, torn and filthy clothing, this was her only memories of clothing but knew that clothing was not meant to be that way "As long as we aren't stealing, mommy says that's wrong" "That's a matter of opinion" muttered Nora then proceeded to tell Emily what to do. It was not easy and Emily didn't feel right with taking the clothing without asking first but when it was finally on she could overlook her misgivings about it "Well it isn't the most stylish thing I’ve ever worn and I would kill for some underwear right about now but fuck it we have clothes that dosent smell like piss, thank fucking whoever for putting the washing out at the ass crack of dawn" "Actually I think they were left out overnight" commented Grace "Whatever" muttered Nora. Emily had been wandering in some nearby forest aimlessly for a couple of minutes before one of the others finally spoke to her directly "Emily what are we doing?" Asked Maddy "Walking" answered the Little "We can see that and don't know what you are doing" said Grace "I don't know what to do next" answered Emily, she had been wandering not so much because she didn't know what to do but so she could explore these memories that she had, they were there but not in any particular order "Are you thick or something, we get back home" growled Nora "How?" Asked Emily not having seen any possible way home from the explored memories so far, in fact it seemed like a miracle that she had gotten away from that horrible Amazon "I don't know isn't that why you are in control of the body" "Kaylee" piped Maddy "Who?" Asked everyone else "Kaylee, she was going to take us home if we played together, it made me sad I wanted to stay and playyyyyyy" "Back up who is Kaylee?". -Rose- Rose was frantic and exhausted, she had almost gotten into multiple car accidents while searching for her Little with no success, come midday the following day Rose finally had to rest or she was convinced that she would probably kill herself and someone else if she kept going, her own life did not matter but injuring someone else because of her own stupidity was not acceptable "Knock knock" said Rose in a near zombie like voice as she knocked on the door of her sisters house, nearly dead on her feet it was all she could do to keep herself awake just that bit longer "Rose" said Gwen after opening the door looking like she had just woken up while at the same time not having much of that sleep "Come in, come in" Kaylee and Gwen had heard what happened to Emy and went out in search of the Little, with no success she reluctantly had given up on the search a couple of hours ago "Did you find her?" Asked Gwen now fully awake and hoping for the good news of Emy sleeping soundly in the car, another tear started to form in the corners of Roses eyes "I didn't… and… I can't" Rose started to collapse and was caught by Gwen "Let's get you to bed, you'll be no good to Emy like this" Gwen helped Rose to the spare bedroom and laid her down “Thank you Gwen” mumbled Rose before slipping off into her own memories of the events that lead to her predicament. “With this idea I believe we can finally give every Amazon the Little they want and better still the Little wont know any different so no one is hurt” Alex Harding was a bit of a visionary and always made sure to flush out his ideas with Rugosa his head of research and development, the man was in it all for the betterment of Amazon kind but he was too soft in that he wouldn't force the Littles into their proper place or at least that was Rugosas thoughts "Just think of it, if we could remove the Littles existing personality and add a new one of our own making then if say the Amazon wanted a Little that loved to be punished then that Amazon may have to wait years to find the right one, we can already modified their appearance so why not take that Little that is terrified of being punished and change their personality so they now crave it, the Little isn't harmed in any way and the Amazon doesn't have to wait years for their perfect Little" Rugosa didn't care for Littles one bit and couldn't understand why someone would want one, the only thing that they were good for was to let out her frustration on from time to time but even then they broke way sooner than she would have liked so they couldn't even do that properly, Rugosa started to think about how she would approach this new and interesting task her boss was setting her, his were never dull which is why Rugosa continued to work for the company all this time "Now for this task we may fall into some… um questionable territory so I have hired David King here" Rugosa looked at the other man in the room with them "Hi, call me Dave everyone does" smiled the man, Rugosa could tell straight away it was a fake smile, Rugosa nodded in the man's direction and returned her attention back to her boss "David here will be able to get anything you may need" "Just tell me what you need and I'll have it within twenty four hours" said Dave still wearing his fake smile "I'll have the full outline of the project on your desk before today's end" said Alex knowing the gears were already turning the the brilliant mind of Rugosa "Very good, I should have a better idea of where to begin tomorrow" her boss nodded and the unofficial meeting was concluded. "I've been looking forever and can't find one" sighed Rugosa's best friend Gwen Miller "I can't understand why you would want one of those horrible things" replied Rugosa after swallowing the sandwich she had been eating "I've been working closer with them more than I would like recently and all they do is make messes and scream about how unfair everything is" Rugosa took another bite of her lunch "You just haven't met the right Little yet that's all when you do they will change everything" Gwen and Rugosa had been as close as sisters since their earliest memories and Rugosa had been absent the last couple of months with her newest project, Gwen finally managed to drag her butt out of the lab for a lunch break and even now she was working away on her portable computer "The day I get a Little is the day I give up my job" joked Rugosa "Your so lucky to get to work with Littles everyday" sighed Gwen wishing for just a moment that she could trade places with her friend "Would you like a tour?" Asked Rugosa thinking that this might finally show her friend how annoying Littles can be, Gwen however thought this was a fabulous idea so she could show Rugosa how wonderful Littles can be. They finished up lunch and headed into Rugosa's lab area where Gwen was given the quick and dirty tour as she had seen it before there wasn't really a need to show her everything, just what's new "And in here we keep the Littles" Rugosa opened the locked room to reveal a collection of smaller rooms each with a glass looking cover "Can they see us?" Asked Gwen "No it's one way, we can see them but they can't see us" Gwen walked through looking at the Littles inside and wanted to hug each and everyone of them "They are so adorable" cooed Gwen "You say that now just wait till one bites you, I've had to remove more than one set of teeth" "They are just scared" replied Gwen all to sure that if they were adopted by her they would never want to hurt her because of how great of a mother she knew she could be to one of them "I bet if I gave you one you would be begging me to take the thing back within a couple of days, just go to one of those Little cafes and get it out of your system, it's cheaper in the long run" Rugosa was unaware that Gwen visited that very type of cafe at least once a week "I bet your wrong" said Gwen trying to hide the small embarrassment she felt at her friends words, Rugosa sighed as she realised that Gwen was not going to see her way unless she has one of the brats herself "Fine I'll let you take one home for the weekend but I warn you they are terrible things" Gwen's eyes lit up like she had just been handed the gift she had always wanted "For real?" Rugosa thought about the Little she had that looked half dead and didn't seem to be getting any better, if Gwen could help the thing, Rugosa could still use it when her friend inevitably returned the good for nothing thing and if not, well at the very least it will make her friend happy it's not like the company cares what she did with the Littles as long as the task was ultimately completed "Come with me" sighed Rugosa. Gwen looked through the viewing area and her heart nearly broke as she saw the battered and bruised Little inside, Gwen knew her friend could be cruel to Littles but this was bad and seeing the Little in this state brought out the mothering instinct to heal the Little "Believe it or not she's in much better condition now than when we got her" said Rugosa "Almost every bone in her body had been broken at least once and a couple of organs were on the verge of failing" Gwen was glad to hear that the harm hadn't been inflicted by her friend "She looks malnourished" added Gwen "I suspect that she has had more food since she has been here than she has in the last couple of months before arriving" hearing this did brake Gwen's heart "Rugo you have to let me take her home" pleaded Gwen as if Rugosa didn't actually intend to let her take the Little home "She's yours, just let me know when you want to return her" Gwen hugged Rugosa and thanked her over and over "Yea yea, don't say I didn't warn you about them" Gwen acted like she didn't hear the last statement and asked the only question she needed to know" "What's her name?" "Kaylee, but feel free to change it" after another round of hugs and thanks Gwen now had her very own Little that needed all the love and care that she could give. A month, one whole month and Gwen still had not wanted to return the Little, hell Rugosa had barely even seen Gwen since she left with the Little and Rugosa wasn't having much luck with work, there was one that was showing promise but Rugosa believed there was something wrong with the subject because she was… odd even for a Little. The Little was labelled subject seventeen and instead of begging to be let go and just generally causing trouble for Rugosa this Little actually begged to be mistreated, to be hurt and even to be killed and Rugosa was happy to oblige on her bad days, going as far as to break the Littles legs multiple times. It was clear to Rugosa that this Little didn't want the pain for some kind of twisted pleasure, no she wanted to die, Rugosa found this out after talking to the Little, this was not the sort of thing she ever did but the confusing traits of this Little baffled Rugosa and she wondered if this trait would lead to her successful completion. After a while Rugosa took over the task of healing the Littles wounds and spoke to her "Why do you keep wanting this? Doesn't it hurt?" Asked Rugosa "The pain is near unbearable" replied the Little through gritted teeth "Then why do you keep asking for this?" Asked Rugosa while applying the cream that would mend the bones within two or so days "You might finish the job" Rugosa expected something of this nature but was still baffled by it all the same. Over the next couple of months Rugosa found it harder and harder to hurt the Little and stopped using her in the experiments, it was only in the deepest areas of her mind that Rugosa would admit that she was coming to like the Little, she put it down to not wanting to lose a potentially valuable test subject "Admit it you like this one" grinned Gwen "That is absurd, she's just an interesting subject" "That's not the way you talk about her" sung Gwen, Rugosa shook her head and ignored the teasing of her friend "How's your rugrat going these days?" This being one of the few times that Gwen and Rugosa had been able to meet up in weeks given how far apart they lived these days she had not really had a chance to ask in person and Gwen was keeping everything hush hush online "She has really settled down these last couple of days" Rugosa grinned "She took a bite of you didn't she, I told you…" "No actually it was just hard to gain her trust" "You should have just drugged her, I did" said Rugosa "I didn't want to do anything she didn't want to do but just a couple of days ago she let me help her and she is just the most cuddly and adorable Little you will ever meet" Rugosa rolled her eyes "Amazon's are in charge, not the other way around" "I know you don't like my new age thinking but I truly believe it's working for us" said Gwen pulling back the shade cover of the stroller to reveal the sleeping Kaylee, wet diaper on full display, Rugosa rolled her eyes again and began to stand up "Whatever I'm just glad your happy, listen thanks for the meal but I've got to head back to work" "No, thank you it's your shout" called Gwen with a grin as Rugosa walked away and was rewarded with a single raised finger as a reward. The time had finally come to show Alex Harding how far the project has come “As we all know Littles minds are very malleable, they are very susceptible to drugs and hypnotics how ever this does not give us the ideal Little we all want” said Rugosa in front of the people that would decide if her funding was continued or not “Thanks to the brilliant ideas of Alex, I have been working on a way to basically print the mind you want onto any Little, say you have a Little that is still fighting you a couple of days after the adoption well bring them to us and we could print the mind of a Little that is truly down to the core content with you taking care of them” Rugosa couldn't tell if the crowd was impressed or not “How is this done if hypnotics and drugs can't change Littles how we want?” asked a Mid Amazon woman “I’m very glad you asked” said Rugosa “The Littles mind is actually stronger than any of us give it credit for so what I have done is managed to introduce a second personality then suppress the original permanently so only ours remains” this wasn't entirely true because the printing so far only held for a couple of days before the original personality re-emerged “And this works?” asked one of the males “The trials so far are very promising, would you care for a demonstration?” the male thought for a second then nodded “Right this way” Rugosa lead the crowd into the Little holding area “Would you care to pick a Little to imprint?” asked Rugosa, the man looked through the Littles and picked the only one he could see that seemed to be having a tantrum “JUST END THIS NOW!!!” screamed subject seventeen, Rugosas stomach dropped, the Little was in another of her depression cycles and it attracted the attention of the people Rugosa couldn't deny if she wanted to continue her work “I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!” the Little screamed “Quite a mouth on that one” commented one of the women “Agreed Littles should be seen and not heard, can you make her the perfect Little girl?” asked the man Rugosa had selected to choose the Little “While everyone's definition of perfect is different from person to person I can definitely imprint a personality that I believe will suit your tastes” Rugosa went to the microphone and turned it on “Subject seventeen, time for a treatment” “FUCK YOUR TREATMENT!!!” shouted the Little and smashed her hand into the fake window that of course didn't even leave a mark besides the blood stain, it was painful for Rugosa to see the Little in this state, lately she had found that just going to talk to the Little calmed her down and seemed to recenter her “Now” said Rugosa in the most authoritative voice she could muster, when the Little wasn't in one of her moods the Little actually saw things in such a simple way that she had actually helped Rugosa with a couple of problems “You have to the count of three” Rugosa saw that this didn't impress the crowd she needed to get seventeen on the table now “One…” without even waiting another second Rugosa pushed the button that electrocuted the room and the Little convulsed violently, Rugosa was forced to look back at her audience just so she didn't have to see the pain the Little was in “I apologize for this” said Rugosa and she released the button “Fuck… you” stuttered the Little, she had been through this so many times over the time she had been here that it no longer left her a drooling puddle on the floor… well for long, Rugosa turned on the robo nursery to place the Little on the exam table. In moments the Little was being held down on the table with a halo looking device fitted on her head "Now just give me a second to enter your prefered personality" Rugosa typed away and flipped through menus. It was ready, all Rugosa had to do was press the button and the interesting Little she had been growing to know would be gone, potentially for good "Is there a problem?" Asked the man, Rugosa hardened her heart and told herself that the Little was just a disposable subject "No" answered Rugosa and pressed the button to see the blue glow surround the Littles head "How long does this process take?" asked another member of the crowd "It verys for Little to Little but normally around five minutes is about the average" everyone waited in silence as the Littles face slowly went from pain and rage to the contented look of a Little that had found the joys of their Amazon carer for years. The blue light faded "How would you like to hold the Little?" Asked Rugosa knowing that this was the ultimate proof that her technique was working, the man looked surprised but nodded his agreement all the same. Rugosa lifted the contented Little out of the room and handed her to the man, everyone watched them "Daddy" cood the Little and snuggled herself into his chest, all remnants of the screaming Little she had been was now gone "That's incredible" murmured one of the women "In this case the Little will see the first Amazon to snuggle up with them as their caregiver" said Rugosa answering a question that wasn't asked. The live demonstration was a complete success and Rugosas funding was assured for another cycle. Rugosa tried to put subject seventeen out of her mind and it worked for a couple of days but she found herself constantly glancing at the surveillance monitor of the Little and saw her crying for the daddy that she believed she had known for years and had now left her for some unknown reason. Rugosa packed up for a another day of work and was just about to step out the door of her lab when she thought she could hear the crys of subject seventeen, this was impossible because the rooms had perfect sound insulation but none the less Rugosa turn and went over to see that the Little was indeed crying again, Rugosa cursed herself then opened the door of the Littles cell "Don't say I never do anything for you, your coming with me" said Rugosa and roughly dragged the Little closer to her and picked her up awkwardly "Stop wiggling" commanded Rugosa and the Little stopped moving but continued to sob "Are you… you… taking me… to daddy?" Asked the Little through her sobs "No" answered Rugosa simply and walked out of the lab with the Little returning to full balling. "Where's car seat?" Asked the Little now only sniffling "I don't have one so your riding in the front with me" Rugosa placed the Little in the front passenger seat and buckled her in as best she could "That's probably not safe" thought Rugosa to herself as she saw the seatbelts top strap go over the Littles head "Hold onto the belt" said Rugosa and without waiting to see if the Little complied she closed the door and walked around to her driver's seat. Rugosa managed to open the door of her apartment while balancing the Little on her hip "So this is my place" said Rugosa now seeing it through the eyes of this Little, it had everything she needed, a bed, a place to wash, a TV and a window to see the city scape, it did have a kitchen but Rugosa hadn't used that even once prefering to get take out instead "There… isn't much here" said the Little meekly "It's got everything I need" answered Rugosa and set the Little on the only lounge chair in the apartment "What do you want a burger or pizza?" Asked Rugosa not quite sure what Littles ate "Daddy…" started the Little and was cut off "He's gone and not coming back" said Rugosa perhaps a touch more angeraly than she ment too, the Little shrunk back on herself at those words and Rugosa saw the Little was starting to cry again "It's better you hear that now, I'll just get you pizza" Rugosa left the room and placed her order with the local pizza shop. The order arrived and Rugosa chucked a far smaller pizza box onto the Littles chair and dug into her own pizza. Rugosa got through the first slice and the Little hadn't even touched the box yet "Eat up, that's all I have for you" the Little wiped her eyes and looked at the box "I don't know how, daddy…" "He has never fed you in your life, now eat it's not hard" Rugosa trailed her last words as she saw the Little shrink inwards once more, this thing was so helpless it bogled Rugosas mind as to why anyone would want such a creature as a Little "Open the box, pick up a slice…" Rugosa demonstrated with her own pizza "Then put it in your mouth and chew" she took another bite as she watched the Little carefully open her box and take a slice from within "Now stick it in your mouth and chew" the Little did just that and just as Rugosa thought the Little had figured it out the Little began to swallow and immediately started to gasp, Rugosa knew that sound from her time with Gwen and her Little, the Little was choking. Rugosa ran over to the Little and started to slap her on the back until the mangled food was coughed up, Rugosa rolled her eyes, the Little couldn't even eat food without an Amazon "Are you alright?" Asked Rugosa, the Little nodded as she held her throat "Thank you" said the Little meekly. Rugosa ended up slicing the entire pizza up into small enough pieces that the Little couldn't chok again and after insurance from the Little she ended up hand feeding the Little, it wasn't like she had much else to do after her pizza had fallen on the floor when she went to save the Littles life. "There that should do you for the night" said Rugosa placing a spare pillow on the lounge chair, the Little was small enough to use it as a bed so with a few sheets that flowed off in every direction and a spare pillow the Little now had a place to sleep "Sleep tight and all that crap" said Rugosa and began to walk away "Aren't you going to change me before bed?" Asked the Little, Rugosa mentally kicked herself at not at least taking a spare diaper, every Little needs them after all, if she had just remembered that and brought one even if she just doubled up for the night so the nursery could take care of it tomorrow "I don't have any, don't leak" said Rugosa simply and turned out the lights. Rugosa did hear the Little sobbing herself to sleep but simply rolled over and went to sleep herself. Rugosa awoke to the sound of something hitting the floor then the sound of crying, Rugosa sighed and rolled back over to try and go back to sleep, pattering foot steps made that difficult "What?" Called Rugosa as she heard the crying Littles footsteps stop at her door way "I fell… out… of bed" sobbed the Little, Rugosa rolled her eyes "What do you want me to do about it, you can't be that hurt if you made it here, go back to sleep" there was about a minute of silence then "Can I sleep with you mommy?" Rugosa shot round and looked at the Little "I’m not your mommy" the Little shrunk a bit but continued to watch the Amazon "If I let you sleep with me will you stop annoying me?" The Little nodded her head "Fine" groaned Rugosa and lifted the Little up by her diapered butt onto the bed, Rugosa noted to herself that the thing was feeling quite full. "Now go to sleep" the Little nodded her head as she curled into the bedding near the wall, Rugosa moved herself closer to the edge of the bed so she didn't accidentally roll over and squish the Little "Thank you" said the Little in such a quiet voice Rugosa had to think twice about what was said, Rugosa turned away from the Little and went back to sleep.

Don't worry @littleTomás all that will be revealed soon ? So before the next part just two quick things to point out, like I said in my last post these next parts are not going to be as nice as previous ones and lastly the swearing returns in the this part so you have been warned. *** Third Arc “I am...” Part 25 The Little It was hard for Rose to make the boring weekdays fun but she made up for it on the weekends where we went to various places that were both fun and exciting, both Gwen and Wendy accompanied us from time to time along with their Littles of course. Thirty six hours that was all the time I had left to wait before Kaylee promised to return me to my home dimension I was practically counting down the minutes thanks to Roses watch, now you're probably wondering what happened during the time you have missed so let me give you a quick rundown on what has been happening, Rose and I agreed that I shouldn't know anything about her past indiscretions with the law for each of our safety besides I just had to make it till Kaylee's dead line, Wendy and Abby started spending more and more time at Roses place till just last week where they officially moved in, turns out that my plan of getting them to the zoo together bore lovely fruit but sadly it wasn't all good news, the day before Wendy and Abby moved in Roses place was broken into, I thought that Rose looked worried when she saw all of her possessions scattered over the floor but when she saw that the door to the basement was broken we had fled to Wendy's house, perhaps it was this that was the motivation for Wendy to join us. The four of us had returned to the house hours later to clean up, even my room wasn't untouched, the site of my diapers scattering the floor was in the first few days one of my better day dreams but seeing it just made me scared that some unknown person had gone through my stuff, even though Rose didn't go to any law enforcement about the matter Dave offered to track down anything that had been stolen which Rose would not tell me all I knew was that none of my stuff had been taken, within three days Rose was back to her chipper self and I felt safer having Abby sleeping in the same room as me even if she slept in a crib. Today like most weekdays I was at the daycare center but unlike most days Kaylee and I had a bit of a role reversal, I was near bouncing out of my skin while Kaylee was getting annoyed with me constantly asking if she was going to keep her word and if she actually could “For the last time yes” sighed Kaylee “I just want to make sure” I said bouncing my foot as we were painting, Kaylee was quickly losing her never ending spark and it made me briefly wonder if it was because I would be leaving or me bugging her for once “What are you two talking about?” asked Abby not for the first time “Nothing she's just being weird” sighed Kaylee, I grinned at her then went back to my painting, I would miss this among a few other things, the discussions I have had with Kaylee and Abby over these weeks have been pleasant and maddening while I have come to accept that they wanted the life style the Amazons offered it wasn't for me, I had friends and family back home that probably thought I was missing or worse dead. I had contemplated staying like I had told Rose all those weeks ago on the carousel but even though I was now almost completely dependent on these diapers I was told that if I was to get back to my home dimension that my bladder control would return and I was very much looking forward to that, it wasn't the only thing I was looking forward to I had started a mental list of the things I wanted to do as soon as I got home, number one being to get rid of these diapers once and for all and the second involved my boyfriend… ahem so yea Rose I still didn't know what I was going to do with Rose. I didn't know whether to tell Rose everything in person which I feared she may try to stop me even by force or to leave her a note explaining everything, I was leaning more towards this but the words never seemed to sound right, after all I have been here long enough to know that I could have ended up with some Amazon that made hitler look like a saint, thankfully they were rare but still Rose protected me from all the mind altering stuff she could minus Kaylee's meddlings of course but I couldn't blame her for that Kaylee on the other hand… “Abby… Emy…” came the voice of Holly the Amazon receptionist, the both of us looked up and jumped up knowing that Martha would keep our paintings safe for another day “Cya Kaylee” I said I ran off to the door to retrieve my shoes under the watchful eyes of Martha. The two of us ran through the hallway to our Respective Amazons “There you two are” said Rose with her warm smile and she embraced both of us as we ran into her open arms, While my own mother is great Rose truly did treat me like her own daughter even if a bit younger than I would have liked and I made sure to take in every hug she would offer now that they would be coming to an end “How was your day?” she asked “Gooooood” we both replied in unison “What about me?” asked Wendy as she knelt down, Rose released us and we gave Wendy a hug too “Ahh that's better” she said with a chuckle “I needed my daily hug fix” she added, this was something that she had been saying since Wendy moved in but it still managed to get a chuckle out of Abby and myself “You got one this morning” laughed Abby “That was days ago wasn't it?” asked Wendy in mock puzzlement “Noooooo it was this morning” giggled Abby, I enjoyed this banter between them. “So what are we going to do when we get home?” Rose asked with her smirk in the cars rear view mirror, this was a jab at me, I knew it, they knew it, I know they know it but just like every time we had driven home I had to say it anyway “Lets…” I started “Go for a walk to the park” finished my three fellow car mates “My words exactly” I said with a smile to myself. For as long as Abby and Wendy had been living with us I have always wanted to go to the park so I could talk with Dave, not that anyone knew that was the true reason not even Abby who I had to bribe with my nightly deserts so she would tell Rose and Wendy that the two of us had been playing together “Has there been any luck with your burglary?” asked Dave “Nope” I sighed “I don't even know if anything was even stollen” I added as we walked along “Again just let me know if there's anything I can do to help” “Thanks Dave” If and I stress the if I was to compare my current life to that of my soon to be reclaimed life Rose was like my mother, a kind and funny caretaker while Dave was like a farther, strong and there to listen or attempt to fix any problem presented, Abby was like the pet… ok thats a bit harsh maybe a sister that I never had and then of course there was Kaylee who was definitely like a best friend in that she annoyed me enough to keep me on my feet yet kind enough to actually be called a friend, without these people, I don't think I could have survived here. “It's not long now” I told Dave “and then I will be going home” “How are you going to be doing that?” this was not the first time he had asked and this time was not going to be the day I reveal my secret “Thats a trade secret” I told him and he laughed “Just be sure to let me know how to manage it some day” “You say that like you don't believe me” I replied with a grin, this also not being said for the first time “If there is a Little that can do it I’m sure you can” he laughed “You just wait, in a little over a day and you won't see me any more” we continued to walk on as I contemplated how to say goodbye to this man that was always there to listen to me and never tried to persuade me to stay “Dave I…” I was cut off as I heard my name being called, I turned to see Abby running in our direction “Crap…” I muttered, I didn't want Abby to know about Dave either “Emy mommy says we have to go n…” she stopped dead in her tracks as she saw I was with someone, her eyes bugged out and she bolted in the opposite direction she had been running “Don't worry thats just Abby, the one I told you I had to bribe so we wouldn't be bothered” Dave nodded his head but seemed distracted all the same “Well I guess I had better head back before Rose comes looking for me” Dave nodded again, I then heard yelling that I could only make out one word… my name, I looked around in confusion and saw two Amazon figures running toward us one behind the other, the last one clearly carrying something in their arms “Busted” said Dave with a grin, I rolled my eyes “I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later” I sighed, but Rose was overreacting sure Dave was a stranger to her but I have known him for months now “EMMA GET AWAY FROM HIM!!!” came Roses shouts, at the time it didn't even register that she had used my actual name “It's ok Rose, Daves a nice guy” I said as she bounded up to us breathing hard, there was a two meter gap between Rose and us now “Emma come to me now” said Rose in a breathless panic, at first it was hard to tell who the woman was that stopped beside Rose with the mess of hair covering her face until I noticed Abby in her arms hiding her face in Wendys chest "Rose this is Dave, Dave this is…" Dave answered before I could finish "Rugosa" I turn and looked up to see Dave smiling at Rose and not in a friendly way "Rugosa, who's that?" I asked now not so certain I was in safe hands "Emma come to me now" said Rose once more, I took a step towards her and quickly found a hand on my shoulder "Haven't you told her anything?" He asked Rose "Don't you say another word" Rose near spat the words at Dave "Well if you won't, I had better tell her her real name…" Rose flung herself towards Dave "Is Amelia Gardener" thump! Rose collided with Dave shoulder first into his chest, the moment I heard that name it was like a million rubber bands snapping into place telling me the stories of lives that I've never lived. --Rose-- The Amazon known as Rose collided with the man she knew all too well would not hesitate to hurt any of them to get the target he was after “RUN!!!” shouted Rose as she was getting to her feet, ignoring the groans of pain emanating from the man she had just knocked down, with a quick glance in her lovers direction she confirmed that she and her Little were moving away however a glance at her own Little revealed a wide eyed statue that clearly couldn't move, without thinking twice Rose Grabbed her Little into her arms and ran for it all the way home. Rose had never considered herself a fit woman but she made it back to her place in a time that athletes would envy and while carrying a Little at that. Heart thumping and breathing hard Rose brushed past her already open door and into the bedroom seeing that her lover was a step ahead and already packing the bare essentials needed to go back on the run “I have clothes for us, we just need things for the Littles and your drives” said Wendy still breathing hard herself, Rose nodded her head and laid her statue like Little on her own spacious bed, as bad as Rose felt for what her Little must be going through she simply didn't have the time to help her Little now that Dave knew where they were, with any luck Emy would be in that state till she could get on the road. Rose bolted down the stairs to the basement and ripped out the data drives of her computer hoping that her information would be safe but didn't have the time to be sure. Rose flew back upstairs and into the Littles room and grabbed the first two bags she saw there and started to throw any clothes and spare diapers she could get her hands on quickly, lastly Rose made sure that she grabbed the teddy bear she had made for Emy all those months ago it was becoming her favorite after all so even in this time of panic mr bear had to come. “I have things for the girls” said Rose panting at the before door “And I our stuff” answered Wendy “Abby dear everything is going to be fine” said Rose trying to comfort the crying Little on Roses own bed, the Little had rolled herself in the covers, Rose peeled back the cover expecting to see both Littles and was suddenly filled with more panic as she saw only Abby laying there “Wheres Emy?” asked Rose throwing her head around looking for her Little “She's just…” Wendy turned towards the bed and also saw only the one Little laying there sobbing “She ran away” howled Abby and she returned to her crying. -Emma- A sense of self returned to the Little once known as Emy, it was clear to her now that she was not who she thought she was but it wasn't the time to contemplate that now, now she had to get away to safety. Looking around the Little once known as Emy saw an Amazon she both knew and was a complete stranger to, voices spoke in her head voices she knew to be her own yet not making sense "Run, must escape" "The Amazon will protect us" "SHUT UP!" the voices were loud and frantic in their eagerness to be heard. The Little was bombarded from the inside while also listening to the crying of a fellow Little "Friend Abby" said a small part of her mind but this too was drowned out by the internal voices, it was all too much so the Little once known as Emy crawled off the bed and ran, ran like her life depended on it, through the open doors and out in the sun light that blinded her eyes as much as the internal voices deafened her ears. -Rose- “What do you mean she ran away?” asked Rose frantically “Out... there” Abby managed to choke out while pointing out the bedroom door, Roses mind raced as she pieced together what must be happening to her Little “Wen I need you and Abby to get somewhere safe, I’m going to go look for Emy” Wen didn't argue, merely nodded her agreement and added “Be safe and both of you come back too us” she then planted a kiss on Roses lips. Rose mentally scolded herself for leaving that front door open, she may have been in a rush but she knew what state Emy was in and should not have risked it, now she had to find Emy who probably wasn't fully herself before Dave did, all this because she didn't shut the front door “Emy I’m sorry I shouldn't have left your side” Rose whispered to herself as she drove past house after house, she didn't even know if Emy was heading this way or how far she could travel it was all going to depend on luck. -Emma- The Little once known as Emy awoke in the semi dark and felt the damp coldness all around her. The voices started up once more thankfully this time they sounded as tired as she did "What time is it?" "Where's the blanket?" "It's too early for this shit" the Little listened to the voices this time able to tell them apart "Who are you?" She asked barley sure of who she was yet had to know "Go back to sleep" "Where's mommy?" "Shut up" the voices weren't any help in their replies, the Little returned her attention to the world she could control, the first thing she noticed was that she was not in a bed if the cold of the morning didn't tell her that no she appeared to be in a flower bed with flowers all around her and a few under her, thankfully the brick house this flower bed was next too offered some warmth now if her clothing offered the same she could not complain but sadly her entire lower half was wet and freezing cold, she was also aware of the wet padding between her legs "That's just the diaper, ignore it" "Mommy will change it" "Why the fuck am I wearing this again? And worse still why the hell is it LEAKING!" The voices seemed to answer her thoughts more than her own spoken words this in itself was puzzling but as the voices pointed out there were more important things to deal with at this time. The Little once known as Emy tried to pull off the plastic tabs holding the wet padding to her hips "You can't remove it" "Only mommy knows the magic spell to remove a diaper" "Why the fuck won't these things come off" The Little listened to the voices and even though they sounded like her she could sense their… personality's apart, the first sounded easy going almost the stereotypical surfer, the second seemed to have a child like quality about it and the third just seemed to be annoyed at everything "I'm not annoyed at everything, that stupid bitch said I wouldn't have to wear these any more and here I am covered in my own piss" said the grumpy voice "I'm this many" added the childlike voice and the Little got the mental image of two fingers being held up "Who are you?" Asked the Little again aloud "Who are any of us?" Replied surfer voice "That's not helpful" grunted the Little as she tried forcing the wet padding past her hips to remove it like underwear and had a vague sense of doing this once before "Who are you miss?" Asked the childlike voice "I'm… I'm…" the Little thought and immediately four names came to mind, Madison, Grace, Nora and Emily "I don't know" the Little answered slowly "Surly one of those names is yours silly billy" giggled childlike, with a bit more poking around her memories the Little both found and didn't find anything there, there were memories but none of them felt right like they were someone else's "Who gives a crap just give yourself a name and get this fucking thing off… and find some food" grumpy almost whispered this last bit into the Littles mind "Yes yes, food I'm sure mommy has made something wonderful" "We are on the run you stupid fuck" "That's mean" childlike sounded like she was going to cry "Easy now let's just get along" the Little covered her ears but of course the voices did not quitetten into the slightest "But out surfet" shot grumpy "Surfet" chuckled surfer like a child who had just heard a potty joke "That's funny" "Please be quite" cried the Little still trying to block the noise out with her hands, she felt the attention of the voices turn to her somehow "We need to work together" said surfer now serious "Bite me" there was a short silence as the Little continued to try in vain to block out the voices "I will get control of this body again one day but till then…" grumpy let out a sigh and continued "There's a sharp rock to your right" said grumpy a bit kinder, the Little opened her eyes and like grumpy said there was a rock laying there like a stone arrowhead "What do I do with this?" Asked the Little as she picked it up "Are you fucking thick…" grumpy started to explode and stopped herself with a inhale of breath that the Little douted was needed "Use it to rip the sides of the fucking diaper" grumpy said through gritted teeth "But…" started childlike and the Little felt the invisible stare of grumpy at child. The Little used the rock and with some effort the garment was freed from her skin "What do we do with it now?" Asked the Little holding the soiled diaper by the now ripped tapes “Leave it here so we can go get food and new clothes” there was a tone in grumpys voice that sounded like there was meant to be a “duh” at the end of her statement, the Little didn't know what else to do so she did as told and left the well used diaper on the ground and ventured out into the world. It turned out that grumpy now using the name Nora was quite good at sneaking around and told the Little now Emily all the trick to sneaking around unseen, they had each decided to use one of the names that came to Emily's mind when she recalled what might be her name, surfer took the name Grace and child took Madison but insisted that it be shortened to Maddy because she said it sounds cuter but they all agreed that Emily was not a name for any of them because they thought it was the name of someone else but having no other name the Little decided to use it for herself after all she didn't feel any attachment to it and could change it later. “Wait… wait… ok now” Emily darted forward and snatched the toasted sandwich from the table of an Amazon that had left the table for a moment “Hey!” came the shout of the Amazon “What do I do now?” thought Emily and she continued to run past the cafe “Turn right” said Nora “But thats…” started Maddy “Deal with it, now IN!” Emily threw herself into the rose garden and received a number of scratches from the thorns “What now?” thought Emily looking at the sandwich and wanting to eat it right now but she had been told not to eat anything till she was told too “We wait” replied Nora, the Amazon ran past their hiding place clearly looking for the Little that had stolen his morning meal “Now can we eat” whined Maddy “Not yet” shot Nora in a whispered voice, Emily wondered why she did this seeing as she was the only one that could hear her, a few moments later the Amazon walked back past Emily's hiding spot “Now?” asked Emily in her mind “Give it a few more seconds” replied Nora, the Little waited and was finally given the green light by her mentor “We are going to get some seriously bad karma for this” remarked Grace as Emily was about to take a bite of her ill gotten gains “Would you rather go hungry?” asked Nora knowing that everyone of them felt the growing hunger coming from Emily, there was a clear hesitation but Grace finally spoke up “We will simply have to make up for it at another time” with that the Little now known as Emily ate her first meal both alone and surrounded by company.

@treasuresman I'm with you she defiantly can be lol Sorry everyone for not posting Monday I was with family for the last couple of days or flying (no internet) but I'm home now so heres the next chapter though I should add that if you are reading this story because you like the cutesy thing I try to write I recommend you stop reading for a couple of months, the chapters after this move away from that for a while so I can tell the story, I believe it was Orson Welles that said "If you want a happy ending that depends of course on where you stop the story" Enjoy *** Part 24 Confessions and joy Wendy too let out a large breath she had been holding “Emma you don't know how dangerous that was running away from Gwen like that” said Wendy as Rose was still not letting me go “I got that thanks…” I said annoyed “Now tell me why” Rose finally released me from her embrace but still kept ahold of my wrists, Rose and Wendy looked at each other like they were asking each other what lie they should tell me “I’m quite sure you weren't robbed like you claimed so what's going on? Are you illegals in this country?” “No we are legal citizens” said Rose in a shaky voice “So your running from the law?” Rose and Wendy looked at each other again “I can see it on your faces, so what did you do?” I asked now sure that they were wanted by the law here “Emma, it's not that simple” said Wendy no longer using the cutesy name Rose liked to use on me “Then explain it to me” I near shouted, Wendy was about to say something but Roses phone started to ring “I can't” said Rose handing the phone to Wendy who answered it “Slow down she's here with us… yes… we will keep her with us till you get back out… ok bye” Wendy hung up the phone and handed it back to Rose “Gwen was freaking out because she lost you” said Wendy looking at me, her face was impassive, I felt the guilt shoot through me at hearing this “I didn't mean to make her worry” I tried to defend myself “I was going to be back before she noticed I was gone but the officer… wait don't change the subject” “Rose we need to…” began Wendy “Yea” replied Rose and she lifted me into her arms “Wait what are you doing” I protested, not wanting to fall onto my head… again… I didn't squerm like the first day in this world. We ended up in the corner of two fences out of the way of most of the visitors to the zoo “Ok ask your questions” said Rose now having regained her strength "What did the two of you do?" I asked more aquusitory than I meant to "First off Wendy here hasn't done anything, she's just been a good friend helping me" I rolled my eyes "Please Rose I saw the two of you kissing" the two of them looked at each other again "Don't worry I'm more than happy for you" I said before remembering that I was questioning them "So what did you… do?" I asked making sure to emphasize the you part, Rose paused for a couple of seconds probably gathering her thoughts "Without going into specifics I helped some people and the law got involved" I gave Rose a look over the same way she does when I think she's reading my mind "Did you kill someone?" "No" she said immediately "Did people get hurt" Roses face turned to a look of sadness "Yes… some people did get hurt in the process" admittedly I'm not the best lie detector but my gut was telling me that everything Rose was saying was true, I must have left the silence hang to long "Emy do you like Rose?" Asked Wendy out of nowhere, both Rose and I looked at her "I guess" I answered “Then does this information change anything about Rose?” I took my time to think about it “As long as you were honestly trying to help and you haven't killed anyone then I guess not” a look of relief came over Roses face, I guess she worried about what I thought of her “If I could go back and do it over so no one got hurt I would” said Rose “I’m sure you know this but you can't tell anyone about this or Rose will be in a lot of trouble” said Wendy “Yea I got that and I’m guessing that I would somehow give her away by talking to security” Rose nodded while Wendy explained “There is a chip right about here…” Wendy reached behind me and placed a finger on my spine just below the neck “That if scanned would be like announcing that Rose is here” the thought that something like that was placed inside me without my consent was disturbing but what else was new for this dimension besides when I get back to my dimension I’m sure I can have it removed by a doctor, I stood there thinking then started to shake my head in laughter “What's funny?” asked both Amazons “My life is feeling like some badly written novel” I chuckled “The innocent boring Rose actually ends up having this secret past, that I still don't know by the way...” I shrugged my shoulders “Well at least your not boring” I said still chuckling to myself “I’m not boring” said Rose in a mock hurt voice that was broken by the both of them having their own smirk, I remembered back to my first days when I made the joke of living with a druggie, I guess I was sort of right… though she's not a druggie just evading the law, I sat down on the table that I had been standing on to be head height with the Amazons “At least there's that” I mumbled to myself, Roses indiscretion was because she was helping someone I could live with that after all everyone has broken the law at some point or another but if she had truly done something bad like murdering someone then I don't think I would have been able to stay with her for the last two months needed for Kaylee to take me home, just as Rose was about to speak again we all heard animal sounds which wasn't out of the ordinary for being at the zoo, the reason we all looked at me was that the sounds were coming from my diapered crotch “Fuck sake!” I cried and through my head back in annoyance that I had another unconscious accident at such an important talk with Rose “Emy” said Rose in her warning voice “Yea yea” I said and waved her off, Rose smirked with her shaking head and before I knew it, I found the pacifier placed inside my mouth, I began to take it out but of course was stopped by Rose “That's for the bad language and for running off on Gwen you will be with me for the rest of the day” I quickly pulled the paci out of my mouth “What your still punishing me after all this” I complained and placed it back in my mouth “Yes, it could be much worse wouldn't you agree?” “I guess” I mumbled around the paci and pulled it out “I could just turn you in if I was petty” I said, both Amazons chuckled “We know your a good person and wouldn't do that” said Wendy, I rolled my eyes and placed the paci back in my mouth “I guess not” I mumbled, Rose scooped me up and we were off again. Gwen was waiting for us at the cave entrance “There you are Emy, why did you run off?” Asked Gwen, Rose answered for me “Emy had to tell me that she needed a diaper change” Gwen chuckled to herself, I briefly wondered why Rose lied to Gwen but that's a question for another time “I think we had better do a round of changes then, someone here wet themselves out of fear of the snakes” Abby seemed to turn a deeper shade of red at Gwen's words “I’m with you, nothing to be ashamed of...” said Rose “Snakes are scary” she continued and hid behind Wendy pretending to be scared, this got a good laugh out of everyone. Back in my home world there would be a male toilet, a female toilet and maybe a family slash disabled toilet but here there is the first two then there's also the “Littles change room”, inside there were five changing tables, with one currently being used by an Amazon and her female charge, it would have been very uncomfortable if they had have been male “Yes we had our photo there too” said the Amazon “Misty loved it, didn't you?” the Little was watching the ceiling with her thumb in her mouth not paying the slightest bit of attention to what her carer was doing between her legs “I think we need to go back to it, the photographer took the photo before Emy here was ready and it makes her look grumpy” said Rose as she started to wipe my diaper area “But she loved the butterfly house” continued Rose “Well if you take the first left up that way there is a great place to take some photos with your Littles” “What is it?” asked Rose, the Amazon smiled “I take it this is your first time here, trust me it's better left as a surprise but if you want the best pictures try to wait till it gets dark” Rose thanked the woman and they both talked about other uninteresting topics while the other Little and myself were changed. “Are we good to go?” asked Wendy as Rose and I walked out of the change room “Unless anyone else needs a change I think we are good to go” replied Rose with a chuckle and everyone started off “Emy” I looked back to see Rose standing there with her hand outstretched to me “Really” I mumbled around the pacifier and walked back to take her hand “Good girl” she said with her smile, I rolled my eyes and we caught up with the others. We were quickly approaching the next display of animals “I bet none of you have seen these animals” said Gwen after reading the sign, I looked up to read the sign but was dragged along by Rose before I could get a good look “Ooooo hes sooooo cute” said a random Little in the crowd of people, I stood straighter and tried to look over the heads of everyone with no success, we moved off to the side some more and I could see it “What is that? A small bear?” asked Kaylee “It's a koala” said Abby and I in unison though my words were probably more hard to understand with the dam pacifier in my mouth, Kaylee stared at us in puzzlement “A what?” she asked “Oh so you have seen them before?” asked Gwen “I have seen them back in my old home” said Abby cheeraly watching the fluff ball hang onto the Amazon that was talking about it, I pulled the pacifier out of my mouth and asked “Are you from Australia Abby?” Abby looked at me in surprise “Yes, I guess your not American then” I shook my head and laughed “No I thought you were American” she giggled “Nope” “Well isn't that nice you two have something in common” said Rose looking at the two of us with her smile “Did I hear correctly…” came the voice of the male Amazon holding the koala, we all looked over to him “That we have some Littles that are native to our friends home” he continued and scanned the crowd “Over here” called Wendy pointing down to Abby and myself “Mam would you care too bring your Littles up here?” asked the Amazon, Wendy looked at me as if asking “want to come” and I answered her unasked question with a shake of the head and placing the pacifier back in my mouth “Go on” said Rose and gave me a quick nudge “They must be feeling shy let's give them a hand of encouragement” the crowd started to applaud and Abby made her way to the zoo employee with Wendy, Rose followed Wendy and since she was still holding my hand I was brought along with her. The four of us looked out at the small crowd in front of us with Kaylee and Gwen now near the front “So can you tell me where Willow here is from?” the zoo employee asked Abby while giving Willow a few pats “Yes, he is native to my old dimension and country Australia” “Very clever” said the employee “How about you, can you tell me what he likes to eat?” he asked after turning to me, I froze just looking at all the people watching me, in some small part of my mind I felt Rose pluck the paci out of my mouth but my attention was still on the crowd, I had never been very good with crowds and coming to this world didn't help “She's a bit nervous with everyone watching” said Rose “That's ok, Willow here eats leaves or more specifically eucalyptus leaves…” words continued to flow from the employees mouth but they didn't register in my brain. The zoo employee continued to ask questions of Abby and myself, it took a couple of questions but eventually I came out of my paralyzed state mostly thanks to Rose and ended up able to answer a couple of questions, after he was done with all the information about Willow as a thanks for as the employee put it “being brave” Abby and I were aloud to pet Willow as he happily munched on some leaves, as I was stroking his fur I wondered why he remained the same size in this world while I apparently shrunk. “Do you know why Willow remained the same size but I shrunk?” I asked Rose as we were walking to the next exhibit “I’m afraid I don't meerkat, you should ask Wendy, she probably knows because of her job” Wendy over heard her name, stopped showing Abby the pictures they had been viewing together and looked back to us “Wendy what do you do for a living?” I asked, she smirked at me “Oh you know just the normal boring things” that was an odd reply “Soooo a teacher like Rose?” I asked, she bobbed her head “I guess you could say I teach” I looked to Rose hoping for a proper answer and was met with a smile that seemed to say “she's messing with you” yea thanks Rose I got that “We don't fully know why some living things come through full sized while others come through smaller, though we do know that your kind in particular seems to almost always come through smaller” answered Wendy “Ha so even the all knowing Amazons don't know why” I laughed, it made me very happy to know that even with how much smarter the Amazons were they still didn't know everything “Nope” chuckled Wendy and we kept walking on. Our timing worked out quite well as we ended up at the Zoos food court “Just before lunch” said Rose looking at her watch “Whos hungry?” immediately Kaylee and Abby were making it known how much they were starving, Wendy offered to get food for everyone, in the meantime Abby and Kaylee were entertaining themselves by chasing the pigeons who were trying to clean up dropped food from the ground “Girls don't go too far” called Gwen and returned to her conversation with Rose “I think you should let Emy go play with the girls” I saw Rose look at me from the corner of my eye, I was facing the same direction as Abby and Kaylee but my mind was somewhere else and giving a small amount of attention to the Amazons conversation “Emy has to stay with me for the rest of the day to remind her not to run off without us knowing” answered Rose “Go on, just till lunch gets here” prompt Gwen “The trio is missing a member aren't they Emy?” I heard my name and snapped my head round to face the voice “What?” I asked confused “She wasn't even listening” chuckled Rose “I was…” I shot back “You were talking about what you were going to do for dinner” I said with as much confidence as I could manage, both Amazons chuckled “That was a while ago my little airhead” said Rose giving me a side hug “Then I wasn't listening” I said giving her a smile “Told you” said Rose to Gwen. Wendy returned with food on trays and the two loonies were called back much to their reluctance until they saw the food “Well that was too much for me” I said as I drank the last of my drink but still had at least half of my meal left on the plate, I patted my stomach to emphasize the point “I’ll ave it” Kaylee tried to say with her mouth full of chips “Eat what you have first Kaylee bear” Gwen told her Little, Kaylee rolled her eyes and shoveled more food into her mouth “I’m sure you still have room left for that snack” said Wendy taking one of my chips and popping it into her mouth “If I eat any more I think it’ll be forced out somewhere else” I heard my own words and could not believe what I had just said, Rose chuckled “Maybe you should I noticed you didn't do your business this morning” I felt the red warmth reach my cheeks, something that hasn't happened for a while now “Can we not talk about my bathroom habits while eating” I said trying to keep my voice quite “Alright we wont talk about when you fill your diapers” smirked Rose “Child” I retorted and gave her a light punch on the arm. While my diaper didn't need changing yet the other two weren't as lucky “Will you two be alright if I take Emy to see an exhibit just the two of us?” asked Rose “Sure we have two Littles to change” answered Wendy “We can meet you at the next stop” added Gwen “Thanks” Rose waved to the others as they left for I assumed the Little change room and took my hand “This next sight I wanted to be just the two of us” said Rose as we started to walk off “What is it?” I asked now curious “You will see soon” said Rose smiling down at me. It's a good thing that Rose knew where we were going because if I would have walked straight past the next animals we came to see and with only one other Amazon and Little looking made me wonder if it even housed some animal “Are those…” I looked through the glass and saw small creatures scurrying around while others were standing tall on guard “MEERKATS!!!” I shouted and broke free from Roses grasp to run to the glass, the meerkats scattered as I reached the glass but this didn't bother me, I was ecstatic, beyond ecstatic, there just simply wasn't a word big enough to describe how happy I was to finally see meerkats in person “Were you surprised?” Rose asked knowingly “Most definitely” I didn't take my eyes off the meerkats as they slowly came out of their hidey holes, Rose was kind enough to just let me watch the small creatures in silence and I was grateful. As the excitement started to die down it occured to me that I had been trying to avoid acting like a child the whole time I had been with Rose but this brought it out of me naturally and with no acting required, it was sheer joy that I could not contain and Rose had seen “They are just so cool” I said as if Rose had been reading my mind, my voice still full of excitement “I can see why you like them” replied Rose in an equally happy voice, unlike almost every animal I had seen here today so far these meerkats had not changed in size, they remained standing a foot tall, if they had turned Amazon sized I don't think I could love them as much but just looking at them now, unchanged it was great. Squatting down I placed my hand on the glass and to my delight one of the nearby Meerkats spotted it and tentatively came closer “Rose, look look” I near squealed with joy, one of the things I most wanted to do some day was coming closer to my hand, closer, ever closer, then it happened, the meerkat placed a paw up to my own on the other side of the glass, we were separated by meer inches “Thank you” I mouthed to the meerkat, he cocked his head clearly not understanding what I was saying but that was ok I like to think he got the meaning all the same, as one of the meerkats fellows made a sound my now favorite meerkat scurried off back to the pack, I was sad to see him go but I was still happier than I had been in a very long time. I got about another ten minutes before familiar voices greeted us “Oooh look at the rats” I turned to see Kaylee and Abby running to join me at the glass “They are meerkats” I said correcting them “Really? Well they look funny” said Kaylee pressing her nose to the glass to get a better look, I proceeded to telling the two of them everything I knew about these adorable creatures and was vaguely aware that the Amazons were talking to each other in the background. What a surprise Rose was right at the beginning of the day when she said I would get tired, with all the walking and food I ended up back in the stroller and found myself nodding off here and there not completely sure where I was dreaming or seeing the real world with some of the stranger animals that were present in the zoo “How much longer do you think she will be asleep?” I heard the distant voice of Gwen ask in my foggy mind “I hope not much longer, it's almost time for the last surprise” came Roses reply, I opened my eyes to the sun just starting to touch the large buildings “We could always help things along” came Wendys voice “No let's let them sleep for a bit longer” Rose said, I could see her and the other Amazons from the side and realised that the stroller wasn't facing them nor away, it was side on to the Amazons “No need…” I said with a stretch “Look whos awake” said Rose now beaming at me and turned the stroller so I could see everyone better, I was greeted to the strangest sight, both Abby and Kaylee were asleep in their Amazons arms “I guess I got the more comfortable sleeping area” I said in a now whisper, Rose put on a mock hurt look “And how do you know I’m not more comfortable?” I rubbed my eyes then grinned at her “I guess I don't” I replied simply “I think we had better compare” said Rose and she bent down to unbuckle me from the stroller, in moments I was scooped up and resting in Roses strong arms “This is warmer” I said making myself comfortable, Rose chuckled and we waited for another couple of minutes. “Kaylee…” “Abby…” “It's time to wake up” “Waky, waky” said the gentle voices of both Gwen and Wendy to their Littles, it was funny to watch both of them slowly come back to consciousness and realise what was going on “Is it time?” asked a sleepy Kaylee “It is Kaylee bear” Kaylee went from the look of wondering where she was to fully awake in less than a second “YEY!” she cheered and was bounding onto the ground ready to run once again. The six of us walked yes walked towards the spot that I remembered the random Amazon telling Rose about during my diaper change, the lights of the zoo turned on and I was starting to wonder how a certain area could make for a better photo at night than in the day when I saw it, just up ahead was an old time looking caracel just like I remembered from my younger days back home when the town had a festival, the lights hanging around the interior made every polished surface shine like many winking stars “That's beautiful” I said in a whisper, Kaylee giggled “We saw this before remember?” “Emy was asleep” cherped Abby “Oh right” she shrugged and continued walking to the small group of people lining up, Rose gave me a light nudge breaking me out of my trance and getting me moving towards the line. The line moved very quickly and in no time at all we made our way onto the carousel “Which horse do you like?” asked Rose, I had been watching the various horses and had not found a single repeated design and in that I did find one that I liked over the others “This way” I said and lead Rose over to the least ornately decorated horse, to me it was beautiful in its simplicity like finding a diamond among stones “Upsy daisy” said Rose as she lifted me up on the horse, I took hold of the leather rains and placed my feet in the fixed stirrups then smiled to myself as pleasant memories of a time I had done this exact thing with my mother when I was younger “Smile” said Rose, I looked in front of me to see Rose holding out her phone for a selfie of us, I smiled and heard the click of her camera going off “Lovely” said Rose and she showed me the picture of the two of us, I nodded and smiled. It didn't take long for the Amazons to get the Littles on a horse or seat then the music started back up and we were on the move, as my horse started to move up and down Rose tightened her grip on me slightly. I loved it all, the music, the movements and the lighting all came together perfectly and sent into euphoria, I closed my eyes and felt the motion “Rose if every day was like this I could see myself wanting to stay” I whispered, Rose heard me “I promise to make every day I can as good as this” she finished and kissed the top of my head before my horse rose once more.

Well I have internet access and some free time to post. @Jayme I highly recommend you do go see Japan some day just from what I have seen so far it is really cool and I only know a hand fully of Japanese phrases thanks to anime and still have no problem getting food and transportation @SGTbaby Thanks to the lovely couple we stayed with last night I think I do have an idea for a short story I would love to tell after this one ? @treasuresman Lol I'm not much of a sports fan and have planned most of my trip around staying away from where ever the Rugby Cup is being played but they have sooooo much merch here there and every where now time for that update *** Part 23 Off to the Zoo Another day, another wet diaper, I rolled over doing this just confirmed my thoughts and I wondered if I would ever stop wetting the bed in this world after all I didn't even remember wetting my bed as a child, I’m sure it happened but I don't remember it “Are you wet?” came a whispering voice, I looked over the edge of the bed and just managed to make out the face of Abby looking back at me, I briefly considered not replying and just pretending that I was still asleep but if I could see her then I’m sure she could see me too “Yes” I whispered back, not sure why she was asking “I don't remember the last time I had a dry night” I remained silent not sure what to say to a statement like that “Do you remember the last time you had a dry night?” she asked in her whispered voice “I do” I said thinking back to those glorious mornings that I would wake up and didn't have what felt like a liter of liquid wrapped around my legs, but I guess for the next two and a bit months this was my new mornings “If it bothers you talk to Wendy” I whispered to her “It's not that, I was just wondering what it would be like to not wake up in a wet diaper that mommy takes care of” I rolled my eyes but continued to watch her for a few more seconds “Is Kaylee awake yet?” I asked “Not that I know of” that was odd, I always expected her to be one of the first ones to be awake “I’ll wake her up for you” the words left Abby's lips and in the time it took for my brain to register it she had poked the then still form of Kaylee “No wa…” “I’m up” from sleep to bolt upright sprang Kaylee, she looked around the room a couple of times before asking “Where am I?” yea she wasn't fully awake that much was clear “Your at aunty Rose’s house” whispered Abby “Oh” replied Kaylee rubbing her eyes and not even trying to keep her voice down “Wheres mommy?” Asked Kaylee looking around again “In another room probably still sleeping” I answered in a whisper, hoping that she would take the hint that she still had to be quite, no such luck “I’m hungry” she said in her regular voice and proceeded to stand up “I’ll send mommy in to change us” Abby and I both got out of bed and tried to stop her but Kaylee was out the door in seconds. “Kaylee get back here” I stage shouted as I followed her through the hall “But I’m hungry” she answered and continued to waddle down the hall, after waking Rose up yesterday I didn't really want to do that this morning, I looked in front of Kaylee and saw that both the kitchen and living room lights were on then heard the soft voice of Gwen “Where did I…” she didn't get to finish as Kaylee called out “MOMMY I’M HUNGRY” well I suppose if Gwen was awake then there was a good bet that Rose and Wen were too “Kaylee bear what are you doing up” asked Gwen now poking her head around the corner of the door way “Looks like all three of you are up early” said Gwen shaking her head “The Littles are up” called Gwen, shortly after Rose and Wendy could be seen in the doorway of the kitchen “It's a weekend, we thought you would sleep in” said Rose with a smile “I’m hungry” said Kaylee again still seeming to care less that she might have woken everyone up, she walked over to Gwen and was promptly picked up into the Amazons arms “I think you need a change first Kaylee bear” said Gwen patting Kaylees diapered behind “No, food first” said Kaylee grumpily “Kaylee remember what happened last night when you didn't listen” Kaylee shrunk down and seemed to relent “Ok mommy” “Rose you right if I change Kaylee in your room?” asked Gwen “Sure” replied Rose “OK while we wait for Kaylee, lets gets some food” said Wendy bending down to our level, I smiled, Abby cheered and all of us heard a grown from Kaylee as she was carried out of the hallway. Of course Kaylee was not the last one to get a diaper change, far from it, Abby was second then of course I went with Rose “What is that?” I asked Rose as she raised the days new diaper to my eye level, I was sure that I must be seeing things “It's your new diaper” replied Rose sounding confused “I can see that, why does it have animals on it?” I asked frowning at it “Wasn't that some kind of punishment for yesterday?” Rose chuckled “It was… but I just thought this too appropriate for today to pass up” “You are a cruel woman” I said deadpan “I love you too” she said with a smile and proceeded to get me ready for the day. Bellies full courtesy of the Amazons and bags packed for a long day the car was loaded then one by one Kaylee, Abby and myself were strapped into the three car seat now in the back of Roses car “How is everyone going to fit?” I asked as Rose was strapping me in “There isn't enough seats” just like in my dimension the car only had the two seats up front and the back seat that was now full with the three of us Littles “Don't you worry about that” said Rose with a quick tussle of my hair and closed the door, I grumbled for a bit to the giggles of my fellow captives. It turned out that Rose and Wendy were in the car with us while Gwen was taking her own, in my opinion this was good for two reasons, first that having Wendy in this car prevented Abby from going into a meltdown about being apart from each other and secondly it gave Rose and Wendy a good chance to talk, it felt kind of strange listening to them, almost like I was looking through their house while they weren't there and of course this didn't bother the other two as they were playing some electronic game with each other that I had declined to join so I could get a better look at the world I had found myself in and listen to the Amazons talk. “Finally” said Kaylee stretching as she was let out of the car seat “That trip took forever” added Abby “It was only forty minutes or so” I said and stretched myself “Well it doesn't matter we are here now” said Rose still collecting things from the boot of the car “YEY!” cheered Kaylee and was about to run off but came to a stop as Gwen clipped the strap to Kaylees harness, Kaylee looked around and saw she was now on the leash so to speak and groaned “Mommy I want to run around” “I don't think so Kaylee bear we don't need you getting lost and mistaken for one of the animals” Kaylee giggled “That wouldn't happen” “I don't know about that…” Gwen kneeled down and started to tickle her Little “Your just like a monkey aren't you” Kaylee was laughing too hard to reply with anything coherent, Abby joined in on the laughter and was none the wiser as Wendy attached her leash to Abby's harness. “Why do I have to be in this?” I asked as we were walking to the entrance of the zoo, I was the only one that was forced to ride in a stroller “It's just incase you get tired” answered Rose from behind me “I won't get tired” I said trying to weasel my way out of not having free reign “I’m sure you won't, don't worry you won't be in there all day” this quited me down some as I had thought that I would have to be pushed around everywhere “I’m sure these two will need a rest from time to time so it's not just for you” added Wendy, Abby and Kaylee both turned back and in unison said “We will not” the Amazons chuckled and the six of us joined the line to enter the zoo. “Hello, can we get tickets for three Amazons and three Littles” said Wendy to the Amazon man at the ticket counter “Sure thing” he replied, Wendy waved her hand over the desk and the gate opened allowing us entry, I am really going to have to ask Rose if Amazons use money. We entered to the semi large crowd of Littles and Amazons going about the various storefronts and information booths “Where should we go first?” asked Rose, Abby and Kaylee shouted there answers over top of each other “ELEPHANTS” “TIGERS” “How about we just take the first path” suggested Wendy “Good idea, then we won't miss anything” added Gwen, both of my fellow Littles groaned as we started to walk to the first of six forking paths and saw the sign read “This way too monkeys, birds and the lepidopterarium” I looked at the sign as I was wheeled passed and had to ask “What's a lep… i… dop… terarium?” Rose was quick to answer my question “A lepidopterarium is a place where they keep butterflies meerkat” “Oh” hearing the word said aloud I knew what the word ment but I just couldn't spell out the word in time. Kaylee and Abby ran back and forth in front of me to all the displays and painting meant for kids and I assumed Littles “Hes soooo cool” said Abby looking up at the plastic gorilla that Littles were crowding around so their Amazons could take pictures “Can we, can we mommy” said Kaylee nearly jumping up and down as she tugged on Gwen's pants leg “Ok Kaylee bear” smiled Gwen and the six of us waited in line for three minutes to get to the front and have our picture taken by the park employee “Ok great, did you want individual pictures?” asked the woman, Kaylee and Abby were already starting to run off at this point so Gwen and Wendy declined but Rose took the woman up on the offer and quickly took me out of the stroller and we stood together, her kneeling down to hold me by the gorilla that was bigger than I was “Ok here we go” said the woman and Rose held me tighter, the click went off for a second time and I knew that the picture was done, Rose moved us aside and returned me to the stroller but before catching up with the others Rose handed me her phone “What do you think?” asked Rose, I looked at the picture of the two of us, Rose with her bright warm smile and me with clearly half assing the smile, Rose looked like she truly enjoyed being here but my lack of enjoyment must have been obvious to her “It looks good” I lied and handed the phone back to Rose “I think she took the photo before you were ready” chuckled Rose and we were off to join the others, did Rose truly believe that or was she just giving me an out? I didn't know the answer but I resolved to try and be more happy today for her. The actual gorilla enclosure wasn't that far down the track, we found the other four already looking into the glassed off enclosure with Abby and Kaylee with their noses to the glass “Look look he's coming closer” said an excited Little I didn't know “Rose can we get closer?” I asked wanting a better look “Sure we can” Rose rounded the stroller and removed me allowing me to join Abby and Kaylee at the glass to see the much larger than I was used to gorilla walking around the enclosure almost like he was greeting everyone, I smiled to myself at the thought “I think he's showing off for you” said Rose as the closest gorilla started to thump his chest “Cool” I smiled. Seeing the animals was more interesting than I thought it was going to be, we had made our way through all the different types of monkeys and quite a few birds but it was the butterfly house that really captured my imagination. We entered the building and immediately felt the warmth of the place wash over us, moments later as we could see through the curtain that covered the doors we saw butterflies flee in every direction “Wow” “Soooo pretty” I couldn't help but agree with Abby and Kaylee “What do you think Emy?” asked Rose “Quite beautiful” I replied with all honesty and watched the butterflies flutter around slowly getting accustomed to our presence. Abby and Kaylee ran through the weaving concrete paths chasing away the butterflies resting near their path, from my seat in the stroller it was like watching multiple waves of the creatures show us exactly where the two Littles were if their giggling wasn't enough of a give away. As I was looking at one particularly beautiful butterfly I felt someone softly poke my arm, I turned to see Rose smiling at me and sucking one of her fingers but offering no explanation as to why she poked me. A couple of minutes after walking through the place one of the more colourful butterflies came fluttering right up to me and landed on my arm, I blinked in confusion, not a single one had even come close to anyone inside the butterfly house apart from when someone managed to sneak up on one “You must have something good on you” said Wendy, the other two Amazons turned to look at me too “That is sooo cute” said Gwen and all three Amazons took out their phones to take pictures of my stunned face and the colourful butterfly, it didn't take long for me to work out what happened and I smiled for the last of the pictures “Mommy, mommy what about me?” asked Kaylee pulling on Gwen's pants leg “Are you missing out Kaylee bear” chuckled Gwen and she started to take pictures of Kaylee going up to butterflies. I was smiling as we left the butterfly house, my friend had stayed with me through the entire walk through till we got to the exit where the attendant sadly had to remove him but offered me a toy version in exchange which of course made Kaylee jealous so she and Abby got one too. As Rose and the other Amazons were reading the signs for the next set of paths it occured to me why the butterfly stayed with me and no one else, when Rose poked me she must have had something sweet on her finger, I smiled to myself as I thought how it was like a magic trick she had played on me, it was magical too begin with seeing the butterfly choose to land on me and knowing how Rose did it didn't take any of the magic away “What are you thinking about Meerkat?” came Roses voice, I looked around and noticed we were on the move again “I was thinking about all the butterflies” I said with a smile even though Rose couldn't see me through the stroller “They were very beautiful weren't they” “Very” I echoed “And you must be sweet because you even made a friend” I wanted to tell Rose that I knew what she had done but simply said “It was like magic” and smiled to myself once again. “Pleeeeeeeese” whined Kaylee “You are too little” replied Gwen “But I want to pet the elephant” she whined again, I had to admit that even I was curious as to how an elephants skin felt “Excuse me miss…” all heads looked over to the Zoo employee “We have a petting area just for Littles” the sheer joy that came over Kaylee's face was priceless, there was an area for Amazon children to get up close and personal with the younger elephants but of course Kaylee, Abby and myself were to short for this “I’m afraid this does cost extra though” Kaylees face dropped and she gave Gwen the biggest puppy dog eyes I had ever seen “Mmm… I don't know Kaylee bear…” said Gwen as if there was some doubt that she would deny her Little this heartfelt desire “Ok then” said Gwen and Kaylee started jumping with joy, Gwen started to talk with the employee and I leaned out of the stroller to get Roses attention “Rose could I… you know…” Rose leaned closer to me with her trademark smile “Do you want to go too?” I nodded meekly. We had to wait ten minutes before myself and four other Littles were aloud into a closed off section, holding each of our hands was an Amazon at the employee's request or there was no getting in, I held Roses hand tightly as we walked through the door to see another three zoo employees standing around two baby elephants, each not much bigger than I was “Welcome Littles and carers, I am Johno and this is Lin and Henry…” said one of the Amazons patting the closest elephant “They are both eight months old so I’m sure that some of you Littles are older than they are” the Amazon carers chuckled including Rose “Now parents I want you to keep a good eye on your Little because Lin and Henry are still young and don't fully know their own strength” the elephant must have liked his pats because the moment Jono stopped his trunk started to pull on Jonos shirt “With that said your welcome to come meet Lin and Henry, if anyone has any questions at all we…” he gestured to himself and his fellow workers “Would be more than happy to answer them” the two Littles that I didn't know hesitantly walked upto the baby elephants while both Abby and Kaylee were pulling at their Amazons hands to get there first, I looked up at Rose and with a smile and a quick squeeze of my hand we too went over to meet the elephants. It was finally my turn to swap places with Kaylee so I was now walking while Kaylee was trying to free herself from the stroller “This SUCKS!” cried Kaylee “Kaylee” Gwen shot Kaylee the look that let the Little know she had said the wrong thing, I smirked to myself, the stroller did suck “Looks like up next is…” Rose looked at the sign up ahead in the road “Oh no… reptiles” I looked up at Rose and saw that she was clearly nervous “Are you afraid of snakes?” I asked her “No…” she replied shakaly “I… just don't like them is all” I nodded showing I totally believe her lie one hundred percent, that was sarcasm. As we walked up to the entrance of the fake cave that housed the reptiles Rose seemed to freeze “You know you don't have to come in” I said as I looked back to see her frozen form “I have to be there incase you get scared” I heard Rose say in an almost whisper “It's ok everyone is afraid of something, besides I’m sure Gwen and Wendy can look after me” in the back of my head I heard myself say these words and laugh at the complete ridiculousness of them and at how much I would have thrown a fit at the idea I needed someone to hold my hand for something like this just a week or two ago “Right?” I asked turning to the two other Amazons “Exactly” replied Gwen with her smile, Rose looked at Gwen and gave her a shaky smile “Thanks Gwen that would be great” Wendy walked over to Rose and put an arm around her “I think I’ll stay here with Rose if you don't mind taking Abby too” said Wendy, Gwen agreed and Abby and I followed Gwen pushing the stroller with Kaylee inside, I looked back just before rounding the corner to see Wendy still comforting Rose. “LIZARDS!!” squealed a random Little, I had to cover my ears because of her high pitch, thankfully her Amazon quited her down by forcing a pacifier into her mouth, the sight reminded me that Rose had not forced one of those in my mouth for some time thankfully, it also turned my mind back to Rose and I wondered how she was doing. The tanks up ahead had a large crowd of Amazons and Littles around them “Mommy can we go see?” asked Kaylee still trying to force herself higher to get a better look “Ok, Abby, Emy stay close to me please” said Gwen, the two of us got closer to the stroller and went into see what the crowd was watching. One of the Zoo employees was showing Littles all the different types of lizards he had in the small tank with him, occasionally letting the odd Little touch the Lizard he was explaining at the time, it didn't take long for us to have other Littles and Amazons surround us making it the perfect cover for me to escape and check on Rose “I’m going for a closer look” I said and without waiting for a reply from Gwen I pushed my way through the crowd of Littles “Emy don't…” I didn't manage to hear the rest of what she was going to say because of the amplified voice of the Zoo employee, I bobbed and weaved my way to the front then off to the side and doubled back behind Gwen who was frantically looking over the heads of the Littles looking for me, I did feel bad for doing this to her but something just told me that I had to go see Rose right now besides if I’m quick I might be able to be back in time to hide myself back in the crowd with Gwen none the wiser. I exited the cave and sneaked around the wall to find Rose and Wendy talking, at the distance I was from them it was hard to hear so I sneaked over to a bush closer to them “...You know I didn't move to this city for my job, it was for you” said Wen looking into Roses eyes, Rose let out a little sigh and replied “I know and I’m sorry for that…” Wen placed a finger on Roses mouth to silence her “I don't care what happens, I love you and I want to be with you” I could not believe what I was hearing, my movie conditioned mind knew what was coming next and reality didn't disappoint, Wendy leaned in and kissed Rose full on the lips with the kiss lasting both seconds and an eternity for me “We will handle this together” said Wendy as she broke off the kiss, Rose was about to say something but I didn't get to hear what it was because an Amazon sized hand touched my shoulder “Hey there Little one are you lost?” I turned to see a female Amazon wearing a security guards uniform “No I…” “It's ok your not in trouble, let me just check who your carer is” the woman pulled out something that resembled a smartphone, with the grip she had on my shoulder I didn't think I was going anywhere, the Amazon started to move the device behind me when the both of us heard a shout then running footsteps “EMY!” Rose and Wendy came running to us and Rose threw her arms around me forcing the security woman to let go of me “Is this your Little miss?” asked the guard, I looked at Roses face and knew her well enough to know she wasn't just scared she was terrified for some reason “Rose whats…” I started to ask “Yes officer this Little belongs to Rose here” said Wen “I just need to check your registration to confirm” Rose squeezed me tighter and there was a clear hesitation before Wendy answered “I’m sorry mam we don't have the card with us” replied Wendy “That's not a problem, I’ll just scan the Littles ID tag and you can show me your ident card” said the officer “The reason we don't have the registration is because we were robbed last week and are in the process of replacing all our cards but if you need proof that this Little belongs to my friend shouldn't the fact that she said my friends name suggest that they at least know each other” there was another pause as the officer was clearly thinking and I could feel Rose holding her breath “Alright then I guess because she did know her name I’ll take your word for it but be sure to get your cards replaced asap” “Will do officer and thank you” there was a massive exhale of breath from Rose as I heard the footsteps of the officer recede, while Rose was still hugging me tight I said “Ok what the hell was that?”

Thank you @Jayme I will most certainly try to enjoy my trip ? but not getting there, as fast as air travel is its not fast enough ? I promise not to mention my trip anymore unless asked so no one gets more jealous @SGTbaby ? I have set things up so that if I have internet and a spare couple of minutes the next part will be uploaded on time and the one after that a fortnight later

Its time for another update and you awesome readers have a choice to make, at the end of this week I will be heading to Japan for a couple of weeks so I don't know if I will be able to send another update in that time, I have the next two parts ready to go now so would you prefer to A: have me post the two part this week and wait for 1-2 months for another update or B: Hope that I will have the time to and internet to post them at the normal schedule (if not I will post the two when I get back) There may be a small delay with the part I'm currently working on now as I'm not sure how much time I will have to write over there anyway, with that out of the way heres the update. *** Part 22 The night before The three of us finished up the day and one by one went home, first Abby who I made show me the note I had written, second was Kaylee who I gave a note to give to Gwen and finally it was my turn “How was your day?” asked Rose as we were walking out to the car “You know same old same old” I replied “Yea life can get like that” she replied and got me strapped into the car seat. On the road Rose asked her real questions “So I was told you were a little upset today” I looked at her in the rearview mirror “Is there anything I need to know?” I sighed and brought out the canned response I had came up with “Just got a little homesick that's all” Rose used her mind reading stair and I must have came up clean “Emy I know how hard this has been for you, it'll just be you and me tomorrow so lets do something fun” I looked away from her in the attempt to hide my grin, it wouldn't be just me and her if I could help it “Sounds good, did you have something in mind?” I asked “I do have one or two things in mind but how about you think of something and if you can't I’ll let you in on my thoughts” I nodded and returned to staring out the window. Once back at Roses place I returned to my hermited ways of reading the comics I had started and glanced at my watch when ever I could sneak it past Rose “Not long now” I mumbled and hid my face in the comic. Part two of my plan didn't go off without a hiccup of course, no plan does but I knew it started when I heard the knocking at the door “Who could that be?” Rose said and got up from the chair to open the door, i stood up on the couch and looked over the top “Wen what are you doing here?” I heard Roses voice say in surprise “Hi Rose, I found a note from your Little” I smirked to myself “A note?” asked Rose, I had to use my imagination for the next part because the hallway wall blocked my vision of the front door “Yes see” Abby must have been there with Wen and Wen must have shown Rose my artistry on Abby's arm “Oh” “Yea and I’m told your Little may have more art too” my face dropped as I realise I hadn't removed the scribbles from my own arms and quickly removed the wrist watch just in time as I heard Rose call from me “Emy can you come here please” looking around I stashed the watch under the couch pillow and calmly went to Rose “Yes Rose” I said walking up too her “Hi Wen” I said with a wave to Wendy, and to Abby a nod of the head from her perch in Wendys arms “Can you please show me your arm” I gulped and pulled back the first part of my sleeve “The whole arm please” said Rose sternly, I closed my eyes, breathed in and revealed all the scribbles “Oh Emy” I heard Rose say in disappointment, I opened my eyes to see Rose shaking her head “I’m sorry Wen I’m sure Emy didn't mean too, Just Littles having fun you know” said Rose, Wen laughed “It's no trouble Rose, nothing a bath wont fix, right girls?” “Yep” cherped Abby happily, I nodded and started to slink away knowing what had to be next “Oh no you don't missy” I jerked as I felt Roses hand clasp the back of my jacket “Did you invite Wen and Abby for dinner?” I turned back to Rose “Noooo…” I said in a voice that convinced no one “Then how do you explain this” Rose lifted Abby's sleeve to reveal my note “Wendy, Rose and I would like to invite you to dinner -Rose & Emy” read the note now a little smudged in places “That sure is one strange rash” I tried, Rose frowned at me and Wen started laughing “She’s funny” said Wen still chuckling “She certainly thinks she is” sighed Rose “Anyway I just thought you should know…” said Wen and started to walk off, I started to get nervous that my plan was failing till Rose spoke up “Where are you going? I can at least get you something to eat after coming all this way” “Are you sure? I won't hold you to your Littles invite” “No please come in, you know your always welcome here Wen” I grinned to myself, Rose was predictable when it came to Wen, I would say that the second part of my plan was a success now time to work on the third part. Rose and Wen had left me and Abby in the living rooms playpen so they could spend time in the kitchen, thankfully Rose left the box of comics close enough that I could still reach for them though the bars, with the looks Rose was giving me before I was lucky to get away with this “Wow your mommy got you a lot of comics” said Abby eyeing the box “It's one of her work colleagues” I said barely looking over the top of my current reading material, Abby cocked her head to the side like she didn't understand “They aren't mine” I clarified “Oh” Abby said happily and started to look through the collection. Rose and Wen came back out after I had finished another comic “We have been talking and have decided your punishment” my head shot up upon hearing this, it couldn't be for anyone but me “W… what?” I stammered looking up from my comic “Did you think you would get away with this without some punishment, Littles don't get a say in what happens around here unless the Amazon says so” said Rose in a much more authoritative voice than I was used too, I stared at Rose not sure what to do or say “The two of you will be having a bath” said Wen with a smile that may have been friendly but to me looked evil. I stood in the bathroom naked apart from the diaper hugging my waist “Rose please” I hissed softly to her once more “Don't make me do this” Abby was happily splashing about in the tub with Wen watching over her “It's either this or you can wear your punishment paci for the rest of the night” I stood there thinking “Well which is it?” asked Rose “I’m thinking” I really didn't like the idea of being naked in front of Rose and she changes my diapers at least once a day, the thought of being naked in front of Wen and Abby too was mortifying “Your both Littles, what's the problem?” asked Rose, now why do I get the feeling that she would say that even if it was a male in the tub “Fine” I grudgingly relented, Rose smiled and removed the diaper so I could scramble into the splashing water. “How about some bubbles” I said still trying to hide myself in the corner of the tub “Yey bubbles” cheered Abby with another splash of water “It's not bath time without bubbles” I added, the two Amazons looked at each other “She's got a point” said Wen “Bubbles, bubbles, bubbles” cheered Abby once more “But this is supposed to be a punishment” added Rose to Wen “I think that's only working for your Little” chuckled Wen, they both looked at me covering myself then to the almost bouncing with glee Abby “True” said Rose and proceeded to add bubble mix to the water. Now that I was covered from the Amazons gazes I started to relax in the warm water, even the gentle splashing of Abby was easier to deal with “Alright girls time to say goodbye to your artwork” said Wen as she grabbed a sponge “Nooooo not my art” cried Abby and immediately stopped what she was doing and threw herself against me to protect the art she had drawn on my arms from being washed away “Abby that's sort of why we are here, they can't last forever” I said placing a hand on her shoulder “But mummy said that all my art is important to her” strangely neither of the Amazons answered and only continued to watch so I continued on “I’m sure it is but these have to go but you know what that means right?” “Whats that?” she asked now turning to face me “We can make more art” I said and shared a giggle with Abby. While Wen was scrubbing Abby clean Rose was doing the same to me and she did not stop at my arms “Your enjoying this way too much” I grumbled after seeing the dopey grin on Roses face “I’m just making sure you are clean” replied Rose raising my arm and washing it for a second time, I grumbled and sank low enough to blow bubbles in the water. “What do you think, are our Littles clean enough?” asked Wen “Squeaky clean” answered Rose “Ok girls you have a couple more minutes to play then it's time to get out” said Wen “Noooooo” whined Abby “I’m ready to get out now” I said and made to stand up “Don't you want to play some more before getting out?” asked Rose “Have you known me to play in the bath?” I asked her back “Well keep Abby company then” smiled Rose “Yea play with me” said Abby giving me a splash with the water, I flinched for a second then without thinking splashed her back. I think Rose regretted me staying in the tub, water went everywhere, the walls, the ceiling and of course half the water in the tub ended up on the floor “Now I know why you have showers” said Rose rubbing me all over with the usual fluffy towel “She started it” I said when my head was free from the vigorous rubbing Rose was giving it “Oh so you didn't have any fun with your punishment then?” she asked “I might have had some fun” I mumbled, Rose chuckled and scooped me up “Lets get you diapered and I can get to cleaning up your mess” a small wave of guilt washed over me at hearing that but only a small one. Abby and I were back in the playpen, me reading and her drawing on some papers when my unneeded backup plan showed up “Knock knock” I heard a familiar voice call from the front door then the sound of the door opening “Oh no” I said quietly as I realised that Gwen had just turned up probably with Kaylee too “Oh Gwen come in” called back Rose getting up from the couch, I then saw Gwen and Kaylee appear in the entrance to the lounge room “Hey I heard that…” Gwen stopped as she saw Wendy sitting on one of the spare chairs “Am I interrupting?” asked Gwen “Not at all” replied Rose and she took Kaylee from Gwen's arms “What brings the two of you by?” asked Rose “Your Little actually” Rose turned in my direction, if there had been anything to hide behind I probably would have dove for it at this point “Oh really, don't tell me, there was a note on Kaylees arms” Gwen looked surprised and I saw Rose glare at me, scary “Yes how did you know?” asked Gwen “She also wrote on Abby” said Wendy getting up the join the other two “Oh so we are all here because of Emy” said Gwen, she and Wendy turned to face me just as Rose had, I shrunk down a little more “How many other people did you invite missy” asked Rose sternly “No one” I replied meekly “Are you sure? Tell the truth” “That's all” she stared at me using her lie detecting gaze “I better not get any one else showing up” I nodded and quickly returned my face to the comic just to hide my face “Well Wen and I were just discussing what to have for dinner” said Rose returning her attention to the other Amazons “We can leave if you want” said Gwen again “Nooooooooo” cried Kaylee “I want to play with Abby and Emy” whined Kaylee, Rose smiled down at her “It's ok Kaylee you and your mummy are welcome to stay, we will make a girls night of it” “YEY!” cheered Kaylee and began bouncing around in Roses arms, Rose chuckled and came over to the playpen and set Kaylee down with us. Kaylee the ever energetic firecracker that she is bounced between reading with me, drawing with Abby and rummaging through the other toys that was with us all the way up to when dinner was delivered “OK who's hungry” called Rose walking back into the living room “Oh oh me me” said Kaylee now bouncing up and down with hand in the air “Your always hungry” I mumbled and put down my comic “I bet you are” chuckled Rose and unlocked the play pens gate allowing the three of us Littles to run free, Abby and Kaylee ran too the living rooms coffee table where Rose spread out the contents of the delivery bag “I hope you all like chinese” said Rose handing out the bigger containers of food to her fellow Amazons “Why do we have chinese food if we don't have a china?” asked Abby picking through the various containers “Because the style of food comes from your dimension that does have china” answered Wen “Oh” said Abby looking like she didn't even hear the answer in her search through the food, I looked across the table at the food plus the movies that the Amazons had picked out for the night, I just had one last question to ask then I think it was time for the third phase of my plan to take place, admittedly phase two didn't go smoothly but surely phase three will be better, I was about to ask if the food was safe for me when Rose spoke first "Yes Emy all the food is safe for you to eat" I nodded and picked out my food. With the immediate question out of the way it was truly time to start phase three "Rose won't take me to the zoo" the words escaped my mouth with the elegance of stepping in fresh dog poop despite all my plans of being sneaky and hinting till someone got the hint “Rose is that true?” asked Wendy, all eyes were on Rose now, time to run with my screw up and throw Rose under the bus… gently “Yes she won't take me to see the new tiger cubs” I made sure to sound whiny “Wo, wo I was the one who wanted to go and see the tiger cubs” Rose had her hands up in a defencive gesture, I really hope the bus has front padding “Are you saying I’m lying” I looked down to hide the fact that I was a terrible actress “I… no… wait… what?” Rose was at a loss for words “Depraving a Little of the joys of the zoo” Gwen shook her head in what looked like mock sorrow, crap she sees through my lie “That's just cruel” added Wendy though she was smiling “I think we will have to go there tomorrow” Rose Looked to Wendy with a disbelieving look on her face “ME TOO!!!” cried Abby with her mouth still partly full of food “AND ME” added Kaylee, Rose looked around at everyone “Ok, ok we will all go to the Zoo tomorrow” I couldn't help but grin, it wasn't my best plan but I would say that phase three worked, just one left. Maybe I shouldn't have thrown Rose under the bus she got her revenge in such an embarrassing way. “Thats not my normal diaper” I said as Rose pulled out a diaper that had animals printed all over it “Oh I know, I got you these last week but thought you wouldn't like them” I gulped as I saw the smile turn evil “But since I refused to take you too the zoo I had better make up for it with these cute animals” I could tell she didn't appreciate me throwing her under the bus, I wanted to cover myself to prevent her from placing that diaper on me but knew that with her strength one way or another I was going to be wearing those animals “Bum up” said Rose now with the brighter smile I was used too, now you're probably thinking that animal diapers isn't so bad and your right it isn't it's what came a little later that is. “Rose I’m not wearing any pants” I said as she picked me up once more “I know, since your using a new diaper I need to make sure you don't leak right?” “I guess…” I replied quite sure Rose could do this with my pants on “Then lets go and show your friends your new diapers” I groaned and we were off. “Soooooooo cute” squealed Kaylee poking my diaper “Hands off” I said and slapped her hand away, my face was burning with embarrassment so surely this is Rose's revenge… nope little further “I want animals” Whined Kaylee “I wouldn't mind them too” added Abby “Both of you have just been changed” said Gwen stopping her flick through the movie selection “BUT I DON'T WANT BLOCKS!!!” shouted Kaylee “Settle, it's only a diaper” I said to try and calm her down which had the opposite effect “NO I WANT ANIMALS” Gwen stood up “Kaylee Amber Miller you settle down now or you are going to bed early” said Gwen sounding quite serious “NOOOOOOO!!!” screamed Kaylee and lifted her dress and began pulling at the tapes, Gwen crossed the room in a few quick steps and took Kaylee by the arm “Thats it bed time now” Gwen flipped Kaylee and gave her three quick swapts to her diapered bum “NOOOOOOO” wailed the Little and was picked up into Gwen’s arms “You know you don't touch your diapers” said Gwen and carried the now crying Little out of the room “Wow what was that all about?” I asked after they had left “Kaylee likes her cute diapers a little too much” sighed Rose “Way too much” I mumbled and with the screaming now over I settled down and let go of my bladder, just as the stream was subsiding I heard animal sounds coming from my waist “Moo!... Baa... oink oink...” if it was possible to go from normal one second to burning with embarrassment the next then I did it, everyone left in the room started to laugh, including Wendy who had reentered the room with the three drinks for herself and her fellow Amazons in hand, I hid my face, just as the laughter died off Rose spoke up “I just changed you” she said with a grin, now that was how Rose got her revenge not by showing my diaper off to everyone but by letting everyone know each and every time I was using my diaper for the rest of the night. Most of the rest of the night was uneventful in comparison “Kaylee bear I told you not to leave the bed” said Gwen still watching the movie playing “I don't want to sleep” replied a timid sounding Kaylee and I saw her peeking a head behind the arm rest next to me “Have you learned your lesson?” asked Gwen “Yes” squeaked Kaylee “Are you going to be a good girl?” “Yes” she said again “Ok then you can finish the movie with us” Gwen patted her lap and Kaylee rushed over to snuggle up with her. “Ok everyone I think it's time for bed” said Wendy as the movie finished, the lights turned on and I saw Kaylee already asleep in Gwens arms and Abby wasn't far behind “Yea I think so” I said with a yawn “Let's get you ready” said Rose and I was lifted into her arms, likewise my two fellow Littles were picked up by their Amazons and carried off into Roses room. “I guess it's a good thing you didn't remove the change table in my room” I said rubbing my eyes as Rose went to work changing my diaper “That was just laziness on my part” chuckled Rose, Abby and Kaylee were using the changing table in Roses room while I had sole use of the one in my room “I guess it comes in handy at times like this” I mumbled “It does” Rose worked on my nether regions in silence for a bit before speaking again “Do you actually want to go to the zoo or do you have something else in mind?” I grinned “I have nothing against the zoo” I replied deliberately avoiding a proper answer “That's not an answer” I shrugged “I would like to think I know you well enough now to know how much of a schemer you are” I smiled “That's too big of a word for me” “Sure it is” replied Rose not believing me one bit “Well just remember meerkat that in this house Amazons say what happens not Littles like you” she said with a boop to my nose “Doesn't mean I can't try” she smiled at me “You can try all you like, all done” just like that another diaper change done and our conversation forgotten as Rose helped me into my pajamas. Rose put me into bed then set up a double mattress on the ground next to me, one by one Kaylee then Abby were brought in and tucked into the spare bed Rose had set up, it looked like they were both now asleep “Goodnight, sleep well girls” said Rose and with that turned out the lights, I settled myself in properly and let sleep take me tomorrow was going to be a big day after all.

Time for another update ? *** Part 21 Just another day It was only another half hour before Kaylee was called then another couple of minutes after that my own name was called “Emy” came the voice of Holly the Amazon receptionist, I put down my paint brush and was walking away when I was stopped by Martha “Did you want to take your beautiful artwork to show your mommy?” It seemed I was getting used to people referring to Rose as my mommy because I replied without much thought “Is it alright if I leave it? it's not finished yet” Martha smiled and said “Of course, I’ll leave it up on the bench here you just let me know when you want to work on it again” she patted the table top for good measure “Thanks” I replied and walked off to collect my shoes. Rose was as happy to see me as always “It's sooooo good to see you” said Rose with a bear hug “You saw me this morning” I said to try and wave off her remark, I had to admit it was good to see her too “That was too long ago” she replied and let me go “Did you have fun today?” asked Rose as we walked out the front door of the building “Sure” I replied for Roses sake “What did you get up too?” “Oh you know the same as the last few days, games, food, sleep all that stuff on repeat” I said barley even remembering what I had gotten up too other than my painting “And how did you and Kaylee go?” asked Rose, I just knew she must have been winding up to this, I rolled my eyes “We are fine Rose, I just don't really want to be around her for the moment” I mumbled the last part but Rose must have heard me loud and clear “You must be glad that Gwens car is fixed then?” I looked up from the sidewalk just now realising that Kaylee and Gwen weren't with us, I shook my head to try and clear it but Rose interpreted this another way, Rose started chuckling “No?, well I’m glad the two of you can remain friends” “Wait no that's not…” I trailed off as I saw Rose’s smiling face, I rolled my eyes and sighed “Yes we are friends” I mumbled, this whole exchange made me wonder if there really was some lingering side effects from last night's TV show, I continued to ponder this as Rose strapped me into the car seat, an event that was becoming so normal that I barely took notice. My ponderings really didn't come to anything after all the show only made me fall asleep and if it did change my personality would I even know that it was changed? Probably not I reasoned “Well that was wasted thoughts” I muttered to myself as Rose cleaned up the dishes from the nights evening meal “What was that?” asked Rose looking over to me “I said thank you for the meal” I lied “Your welcome meerkat” beamed Rose and returned to the cleaning. Rose it seemed had been listening when I told her I was bored with the books she had for me because she came out with a rather large tub full of comic books “Wow” I said peaking my head over the top “I was telling one of my work colleagues that you wanted something else to read and he lent me these” my appreciation of Rose listening to me dropped a notch because she was talking about me to other people “Nice” I said nodding my head “Wait isn't he concerned that I’ll wreck them?” I asked “Apparently his Little is a bit of a collector and probably wouldn't even notice that they are missing “I don't know about that” I muttered “My brother collected stamps and always knew when I pinched one” Rose thought about this “How about we just take good care of them then?” “Sure I can do that” I replied. I had settled down to reading the comics while Rose was playing on her Glass thing making her look like a mime once more, I was onto my seventh book in this series when it gave me an idea “What if Kaylees two druggings of me was another way for her to get me to stay here so she doesn't have to pay out our deal” either she is an evil genius setting up events to work in her favour or a lucky idiot, I looked down at the over dramatic villain in the comic… the more I thought about it she was just an idiot, I flicked the page over and continued to read. When you have nothing else to do including getting up for bathroom breaks it's amazing how many comics someone can get through in a night before starting to yawn “Getting tired?” asked Rose, I placed the comic on my chest and closed my eyes then nodded my head slowly “I think we should call it a night then” said Rose getting up from her chair, I reopened my eyes just in time to see myself be lifted into her arms “I think someone needs a change before bed” “Ok I’ll wait for you” I replied knowing all too well that she meant me “Cheeky” she smiled and I smiled back at her. “There we are” said Rose as she applied the last tape of my new night time diaper “These seem thicker than the day time ones” I said sitting up to get a better look at the light blue stars and moons covering my padded front, I squeezed my legs together and sure enough they definitely had a bigger gap to them than I was used too “They are thicker” replied Rose “The last couple of mornings I’ve been worried about you leaking” I looked up at her “It wasn't that bad” I said crossing my arms “I’m sure that's why I found a wet spot on your pajama bottoms this morning” she had to be bluffing or she would have said something “That must have been sweat from running after Kaylee” I tried this alternative reason “Sorry Meerkat, I should have insisted on the thicker night diapers when your accidents started” Rose rested her hand on my shoulder somehow making this worse situation tolerable, I sighed “It was getting close I guess” I said and flopped back down on the changing table “Hey hey no sleeping here you have a bed to sleep in missy” I smiled to myself and rolled on to my side “This is comfy enough” I whispered like I was trying to sleep “Come here then and we will get you ready for bed, it's far more comfy anyway” I opened my eyes and saw Rose holding my pajamas. Rose was right of course my bed was far more comfortable than the plastic of the change table, I was tucked into bed with the now empty sippy cup resting on the bedside table and listening to Rose read more of our current book as I slowly drifted off to sleep. My eyes flicked open to the semi dark room that I was slowly starting to think of as mine even if it did have somethings that I would rather not have in it like the change table… and the diapers that I seemed to be needing, I felt the new diaper to find it squishy but could definitely hold more if needed “Guess I do need them” I mumbled to myself and rolled over to see the bear that Rose likes to leave by me when I sleep, normally he ends up down the end of the bed or on the floor but today he was leaning by the wall watching me “Some might call that creepy” I mumbled to the inanimate bear, he just sat there watching “Orrrrr… I’m the weirdo for talking to an inanimate bear… again” I closed my eyes once more and tried to get some more sleep but my body knew what time it was and that Rose would be in shortly to wake me up. Yep no watch needed for this one, five minutes after turning over there was a knock at the door and who should peek their head in, Rose of course “Emy time to wake up” I groaned and rolled onto my back “I’m up” I replied while rubbing my eyes, Rose was by my side in seconds “How did the new diaper hold up?” asked Rose “It does feel as full as the others” I mumbled and Rose pulled back my covers “But with how much thicker it is I shouldn't be surprised” Rose gave me a smile before pulling down my pajama pants to reveal the wet diaper, after a few prods Rose said “I think these will do the job” “Good I don't want to wear another one like back at the daycare” the moment I said that I knew I shouldn't have, Rose raised an eyebrow at me “Nothing” I said trying to wave it off, she continued to stare “I may or may not have… had to… wear a…” I began to trail off and mumble “Wear a thick diaper when I was… fighting” the last word was so quiet I doubt Rose could hear me, Rose continued to watch me till I looked away “Sooooo… yea… whats for breakfast” I turned back to see Rose smirking at me. During my diaper change Rose filled me in on the fact that the daycare had told her all about me having to wear the super thick diaper during my “punishment” time “Did you think that I don't get told what goes on there?” asked Rose with a smirk “I might have thought you didn't know whats happening” I mumbled back, Rose chuckled and took me off to get breakfast. I had been waiting at the daycare for the last hour waiting for Abby to show, pacing back and forth enough that it seemed to be worrying Martha “Emy are you sure you are alright?” she asked for the fifth time “I’m fine” I said around the thumb nail I was biting “You are going to where a hole in the floor at this rate” said Kaylee “Seriously come play with me, I’m bored” she whined “There is nothing stopping you from playing with someone else” I replied “But…” Kaylee didn't get to finish what she was going to say because the main door opened and in came the crying Abby “I think I will go play with someone else” Kaylee said and she tried to sneak away “Not this time, you are going to help your friend” I shot back and grabbed her collar pulling her back. With this being the second day that Abby had come in crying over Wen leaving her I was starting to believe Kaylee when she said that this was a regular thing for Abby but thankfully with both Kaylee and myself comforting her the water works dried up faster than yesterday, it would probably have been faster if it wasn't for Kaylee trying to leave every couple of minutes “How are you feeling now?” I asked “Better” sniffled the girl, I had gotten a few tissues from Martha and got Abby to blow into it a couple of times before asking the question that I had been waiting to ask “What did Wen say about the note?” I finally asked, Abby looked up at me with confusion then she must have remembered “I forgot to give it too mommy” said the girl quietly, I inwardly groaned but aloud I said “It's ok, do you think you could remember to give it to her tonight?” Abby bobbed her head “Thanks” “Can we play now” whined Kaylee, we both looked at her and shared the look of “that's Kaylee for you” selfish Kaylee. Morning tea had finished with the first round of diaper changes for the day which today I wasn't one of “I thought you always need a change at morning tea” said Kaylee with a poke to my diapered behind “Quiet you” I said turning and slapping her hand out of the way “Shes right” giggled Abby “You do get a change then” “You haven't been here long enough to have an opinion” I shot back at Abby “I didn't feel the need to go” I huffed “You shouldn't worry about stuff like that, da Amazons will take care of it” Abby nearly sung in her more childish voice “That doesn't mean I want to be pissing myself uncontrollably” both Abby and Kaylee looked at each other with an evil grin that I didn't like one bit “Just hold on now” I said backing away “We aren't going to do anything” said Kaylee as the two of them crept closer “There's no point reasoning with you is there?” I asked “Nope” they both said in unison, I turned and bolted at a full run as the other two gave chase. My run didn't last long as one of them continued to chase me and the other rounded the garden bed to cut me off, in moments I was on the grass being tickled by the both of them “Haha… stop… ha… it” I managed to get out to no relief from the two of them. It was fun all the way up to the point I felt liquid flowing around my crotch and being absorbed by the diaper, in an instant my tears of laughter became tears of despair, the other two must have known that something was up because they stopped straight away “Emy are you ok?” asked Abby “Are you hurt?” cherped Kaylee, I ignored their questions and continued to hold myself and sob. “Emy dear what's wrong?” came the voice of Martha “See she's crying” said Kaylee walking alongside Martha, I felt the Amazons arms wrap around me “Tell me what's wrong” said Martha now holding me to her “N… nothing” I said through my tears, knowing that the reason for my tears wouldn't mean anything to her “Well it must be something if your crying” replied Martha in a soothing voice, I shook my head and tried to break free from Martha's grip “How about we go to the sleep room and you can tell me there” she whispered into my ear and rose into the air as Martha carried me “Linda could you look after the Littles while I take care of Emy here” “Sure” came the quick reply of Martha’s newest assistant. “Now what happened?” asked Martha after setting me on one of the sleep mats, my tears were mostly over now and I felt more than a little ridiculous having done it infront of everyone “It was something silly” I said slowly, hoping that she would take the hint and drop the subject “It's just the two of us here and if it makes you upset then it mustn't be that silly” Martha stroked my hair as she spoke bringing back memories of Rose doing a similar thing to comfort me “I… I wet… myself for the first time… out there” Martha didn't say anything just continuing to stroke my hair “It was the first time… I had no control of it...” I did not count the time at Gwen's place because of Kaylee drugging me, I clenched my hand at the memory “And… it made me… sad” even in hearing myself say it I knew it was stupid and that Martha would say something to the effect of “don't worry all Littles use their diapers thats why they wear them” or something like that “Its ok I understand, letting go of your old life can be hard” the thought of losing control of my bladder as a metaphor for losing my old life hadn't occurred to me and restarted the tears all over again. I had to hand it to Martha she does her job very well, she stayed with me through all of my tears giving me reassuring words of kindness “Are you feeling better?” she asked after I had blown my nose on a tissue she held to me, I nodded “Can you… not tell Rose about this?” now that I knew the daycare told Rose about my activities this was one I didn't want to worry her with “I’m afraid not” thought as much “But I don't have to tell her what it was about” I looked up to Martha “Thank you I would appreciate that” “Just remember that not all change is bad” I looked at Martha in thought “Remember that you will be just fine” I didn't have much energy left to even attempt to argue the point and just nodded and let out a yawn “Did you want to have a nap?” I again nodded “Let's get this diaper changed then you can have a nap” Martha as always was quick and gentle with the diaper change. Martha laid me down on the sleep mat, raising the covers over me “I’m sure you will feel better after your nap” said Martha and turned out the lights, Martha left and I got my sniffles under control as I slowly drifted off to sleep. Food in dreams may taste nice but they suck for satisfying your hunger, I opened my eyes and immediately felt the wet kiss of drool on my cheek “Yuck” I said and rolled over looking up to the dark ceiling, I pulled my arm up and looked at the watches barely illuminated face “Crap no wonder I’m hungry” I froze as I heard movement around “Thats a bad word” came a female voice, I set myself up and scanned the room looking for the source of the voice “It's not that bad” I said “Yes it…” the voice was cut off as a male voice interrupted “Quiet I’m trying to sleep” “Sorry” both the female voice and I said, each time I had awoken in this room there had never been any other Littles in here with me “What do I…” I started to ask and was cut off by the male voice “If your not going to sleep go back out there” I gathered he was pointing at the door, I smiled to myself, even in him just trying to tell me to go away he answered my question. Back out in the main room once more I was greeted by Martha “How did you sleep?” she asked stopping her play with the group of Littles she was with “It was good” I said with a shrug “Could I get something to eat?” I asked “You may if you use the magic word” I looked at her trying to think what she wanted with my still partly asleep mind “Abracadabra?” I said and heard the giggles of a few Littles “Please” stage whispered one of the Littles next to Martha, oh right “Could I please get something to eat” I said again, Martha smiled and got up from the floor returning to her towering height. “You must be hungry, you slept right through lunch” said Martha handing me my lunch box “I feel like I’m starving” I said setting the lunch box on the table and opening it up to reveal the goodies Rose had given me today “Now I just need to check” I felt something pull back the waistband of my pants, I spun on the spot to see Martha’s hand, seeing it I realised two things, first that she was intending to check the condition of my diaper and secondly that my diaper was indeed wet just like it always seemed to be after waking up these days “Sorry” I mumbled and turned back to the more important thing, food “Looks like you will need a change after you finish your meal” said Martha after actually being able to check me this time, I nodded as I stuffed my face with whatever was easiest to get to, manners be damned I’m at a daycare center. It didn't take long for Kaylee and Abby to find that I had awoken and was doing the unthinkable, eating without them “Come on surely you can share something” whined Kaylee “You have had yours” I replied and took another bite of my sandwich “If you want something to eat I have some lovely apples here” said Martha as she was cleaning the area around us, Kaylee looked at the bowl of apples for a second “Umm no thanks thats fruit” I rolled my eyes at her “Oh may I please have some” cherped Abby “You may” replied Martha stopping what she was doing and headed to the kitchen counter to cut up the apple into slices. Despite not “wanting” an apple Kaylee helped herself to more than half the slices on Abby's plate leading to another apple having to be sliced up as I finished the last of my meal. With lunch now over for me Martha took me to get my diaper changed, I was not the only one “There we go” said Martha pulling my pants back over the diaper “Now could you be a helper and get Kaylee for me?” she asked with a smile “Sure” I replied and was helped down so I could leave the room. “Kaylee your next” I said tapping the girl on the head “No” replied Kaylee not even looking away from her puzzle “Martha needs to change your padded butt” I said with a light tap to her behind with my foot “I was not told this” she replied smugly now looking at me “Actually…” Abby started to say but was cut off by Kaylee “Never told, miss Martha will come get me when I need a change” now I’m not an expert on diapers but I am quite sure that she needed a change if my tap was anything to go by “Fine” I said “Abby will you give me a hand with something?” I asked, Abby bobbed her head and got up to stand with me, I quickly and quietly whispered into her ear what I wanted her to do, an evil smile came to her face, luckily Kaylee wasn't watching “NOW” I shouted, both Abby and I grabbed one of Kaylees arms and started to pull her towards the change room, all to the kicking and screaming of Kaylee “NOOOOOOOOOO” “Come on Kaylee… I’ve dealt with calfs... better behaved than you” I panted and continued to drag her. I have been with Kaylee long enough now to know that just because she is kicking and screaming no doesn't mean she isn't having fun, I’m glad I was right because there was Martha standing in the doorway watching Abby and I drag the kicking Kaylee “Again, again” cheered Kaylee as Abby and I let her go “Delivering one Kaylee” I said looking up to see the grinning face of Martha shaking her head “Thank you dear but next time please get me if she doesn't want to go with you” I shrugged “She had fun, see” I nudged my head towards the giggling duo of Kaylee and Abby “So I see but please get me next time” she said, her grin not leaving her face “Ok troublesome lets get that diaper of yours changed” Martha bent down and picked up Kaylee who at the last moment had tried to make one last escape attempt. Having pulled Kaylee it got me thinking of an idea on how to make sure that Wen got the message I had given to Abby the previous day “Hey Abby did you want to draw?” “Sure” replied the girl and we walked off to the tables that had all the items we could want to use to draw with set up on them. Abby had barely started before I asked my next question “Would you like a tattoo?” She looked warely at me so I rolled up her sleeve and started to draw a heart on her arm, I’m guessing that once she saw I wasn't talking about a real tattoo Abby was fine with me drawing on her arm because she went back to her own drawing, After finishing the heart I made sure to add the same text that was on the note I had given Abby yesterday. Kaylee rejoined us as I finished the heart on Abby's arm and worked on her own drawings. Now that Abby was taken care of I thought I had better make sure there was some extra redundancy for my plan to work, I made another note on Kaylees arm but not before agreeing to allow Abby and Kaylee to have free reign drawing on my arms after I was finished, never let the equivalent of children draw on you, you end up with games of knots and crosses, stick figures of themselves and a bunch of random things that I can't make sense of.

@Little Andrea ? Glad you like it, I Should have another part out this coming Monday and at this point in time I have every intention of seeing this story to the end

@treasuresman @SGTbaby @Sarah Penguin ☺️I'm glad you liked the recent part @SGTbaby I try to bring out a part every second Monday though I'm not so good a checking for replies ?

Part 20 The trouble that is Kaylee “What do you think the girls are doing?” Gwen asked Rose as she pulled fresh bedding out of the spare rooms trunk “Hmm… I think my little meerkat would have parked herself in front of the TV by now” Gwen smiled at how different their Littles were “I’m sure Kaylees trying to talk over whatever they get up too” both Amazons laughed knowing that it was true. Rose took the linen from Gwen and started making the bed “Come to think of it Kaylee's favorite show would be starting about now” said Gwen looking at her wrist watch “What shows that?” asked Rose wondering what the flavour of the week was this time for the Little that couldn't make up her mind “Buddies Adventures, I swear Kaylee gets much more cuddly after that show than any other, she's probably going to be upset at missing her show” a sudden thought came to Gwen as she was speaking “I take it you locked out all hypno shows for Emy?” Rose nodded she tucked the sheet she was working with in place “Sure did, I don't want her watching that stuff unless she wants to by choice” “Did you lock them out for Kaylee?” asked Gwen “No Kaylees still got access to…” the horrifying thought hit Rose “You don't think she would…” Rose tried to ask but as she saw the look on Gwen's face both Amazons knew that Kaylee would get the remote and be sure to change the channel to something that Emy would not want to watch. Both Amazons ran out of the bedroom and into the living room where they saw the TV was on showing a cartoon dog walking along the screen “TV off” said Rose in a rush and rounded the couch to see the two Littles still staring at the now blank screen “Emy are you ok?” Rose searched Emy up and down but of course found that she was physically fine “Emy” still no response “Rose I’m so sorry” said Gwen rounding the couch to see the two Littles staring off into nothingness, Rose sighed “It's not your fault, I should have switched Kaylee and Emys access to the same level, it just didn't occur to me” Kaylee blinked then seemed to return to herself “Mummy” said Kaylee and leaned into her Amazon mother, Gwen collected the Little into her arms, a few moments later Emy two blinked and seem to come back to life “Mommy I tink I fell asleep” Rose looked to Gwen “Seems she's in a semi regressed state” Gwen said answering Roses unspoken question “Emy who am I?” asked Rose now holding both the Littles shoulders “Mummy” beamed the Little, the very name that Rose longed to hear come from Emys mouth was now just a confirmation that she had failed as a carer for her beloved Little “What wong mummy?” asked Emy now looking worried “Nothing meerkat” Rose said immediately and put her smile back on “Can we reverse this?” Rose asked Gwen knowing that it wasn't possible “Afraid not” confirmed Gwen “Nothing we can do but let it run its course” Rose nodded and brought Emy into her arms “I’m sorry Emy” whispered Rose and kissed her beloved Little on the top of her head. The bedding had been set up and now the two Amazons were back in the living room trying to ignore the Little friendly movie now playing in the background as the two Littles played in front of them in the playpen “You know this could be an opportunity for you” said Gwen after a sip from her coffee “How so?” asked Rose “This is your chance to really be with Emy the way you know you have wanted since you first showed her to me” Rose was silent for a few seconds as she watched Emy playing with her blocks as happy as could be “I would be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it” Gwen waited for Rose to finish whatever thought seemed to be going through her head “It would just feel too much like the old me plus it's not fair to Emy” “I can understand that but whatever happens for the rest of the night I can guarantee you that our two bundles of joy won't remember it” “That doesn't make it…” Gwen through up her hands in surrender “I’m just saying is all” Rose sighed and looked back to Emy still playing happily. “Do you smell that?” asked Gwen sniffing the air an hour or so later, Rose took a sniff and realised what it was straight away “I think Kaylee might need another change” smirked Rose “Kaylee bear did you do a poo?” Gwen asked the Little, Kaylee turned from what she was doing and shook her head “Nooooos mummy” and returned to her toys, Gwen sighed and got up from the couch and over to the Littles, Gwen Quickly ran her hand over Kaylees diapered bottom but didn't feel the all too familiar feeling of a messy diaper, Gwen grinned and looked over to Rose “I think you're the lucky one” Rose's face dropped in surprise both because it was she who had to clean up the mess and worse because Emy had messed herself without even stopping her play let alone border line begging to be changed straight away, just another reminder that the Little in front of her was not her Emy no matter how much she wished for this side to show through “Emy do you need a change?” asked Rose, Emy looked up to her Amazon carer and shrugged immediately returning to her blocks, Gwen burst out laughing “Come here dear” despite her word Gwen moved over to Emy and ran her hand over the girls diapered behind, sure enough there was something waiting inside for Rose “Ding ding ding we have a winner” said Gwen “I guess we will be back shortly” said Rose collecting Emy into her arms and carrying her off to the diaper change table. While Rose had known that it was easier to change Emys messy diapers straight after the Little had done her business in the mornings than it was to wait for her to squish the mess around by her active play and complete disregard of her bodily functions like she should after all it wasn't something the Little should have to worry about but after seeing the mess waiting for her this time there was no doubt which was easier to clean up “There we go Meerkat” said Rose placing the last tape snugly in place, Emy stared up a the ceiling and yawned “Is someone getting sleepy?” asked Rose as she picked up the girl leaving her clothing behind, something that the old Emy would not stand for but this one didn't seem to mind, the Little nodded her head then laid it on Roses shoulder, Gwen was right it would be all to easy to treat Emy how she wanted here and now but this was not fair to Emy so she had to stop herself from asking the Little if she wanted a bottle before going to sleep. “I have a sleepy Little here” said Rose reentering the living room “Yeah I think my little turbo bunny is starting to die down too” replied Gwen “Nah ah” came the voice of Kaylee followed by a yawn, Rose smiled to herself at the knowledge that even if her Emy was not herself Kaylee most certainly was “How about this you can have another thirty minutes if it's ok with your Mommy” said Rose to Kaylee, a smile came to the Littles face and she nodded a couple of times “What do you think Gwen?” asked Rose, Gwen knew that Rose wanted some time to get her Little to sleep before putting Kaylee to bed to but she put on a concerned face for the Little “I don't know… I guess she could if she packed up the toys she isn't using” said Gwen in thought, it seemed to take a few seconds for the words to register in the Littles brain “Oh ah” as it clicked the Little scrambled to clean up the playpen “Thanks” mouthed Rose to Gwen and she carried her own Little off to her room. Emy was dressed in her pajamas and laying in bed almost asleep before Rose could even start on the nightly story “Dwink peas” came the soft voice of Emy as her eyes fluttered shut once more, Rose brushed the Littles hair out of her face and with a smile said “Sure I’ll be back in a minute.” Better than her word Rose returned to the room and handed her Little the small bottle of apple juice and began to read. By the time Rose had seen her Littles breathing slowed to that of sleep she closed the book and slowly removed the nearly unused bottle from the girl and with one last glance of the room turned off the light and closed the door “Sleep tight Emy.” -Emy- “Hmmm… shut up” I mumbled as I was awakened by the sound of snoring then came more awake as I realised there shouldn't be anyone snoring but me, I bolted upright and glanced around the nearly dark room, my search returned to my bed and saw the extra lump down the other end “What the…” I mumbled and crawled over to the sound of another snore “Kaylee?” I asked in a quiet voice, the name started to bring back my last few memories of realising that Kaylee had basically fucked with my body and now my mind, without warning or further thought I poked the girl in the cheek and when I got no response I did it again “Mmm” groaned the girl in annoyance and rolled over “Oh no you don't” I said and poked her again this time to be waived off by a hand, one more poke and I saw one eye open “Hmmm… Emy… is that you?” she asked “Wakey wakey you have some explaining to do” I said, she merely close her eye and pulled the covers over herself “Sleepy” I heard her say “No you don't” I said and went to poke her once more but instead of feeling her skin under the blanket I felt pain “Oh no” I heard moments after I had pulled my hand back and was cursing up a storm, the brat had bit my hand “You’ll regret that” I cursed, in hindsight I don't think she meant to bite me because she was a great imitation of the Road Runner, as quick as a flash she was out from under me, out of bed and running out the door with me hot on her heels all the while she was screaming “AHHHH!!! SHE’S GOING TO KILL ME” I had managed to trap her in the living room just as two doors opened and both Amazons stepped into the room looking slightly sleepy but concerned “What is going on here?” asked Gwen, the moment Kaylee knew Gwen was there the Little ran behind her leg “Help mommy” Kaylee managed to get out through her heavy breathing, I chased after her but was scooped up into the arms of Rose “What's going on here?” asked Gwen once more with more authority this time, at the same time Kaylee and I tried speaking “She's going to kill me” “That brat bit me” “One at a time, Kaylee” said Rose, holding me back from the occasional lungers I made to escape and chase the brat once more “She's trying to kill me” said Kaylee hiding behind Gwens leg “Not kill just hurt” I said through gritted teeth “Both Amazons looked puzzled “Why are you chasing her?” asked Gwen “The brat bit me” I said and held up my hand to show the Amazons the red teeth marks forming there “Kaylee is that true?” asked Gwen looking down at her Little “Maybe” said Kaylee after a few seconds “Then I think you owe Emy an apology don't you” the Little took a few seconds of thought then nodded “I’m sorry for biting you Emy” came the quiet voice of Kaylee, I glared back at her wanting to say that I didn't forgive her but I heard Roses soft voice in my ear “You know what you have to do” it ticked me off hearing this because I did know what the grown up thing to do was but that didn't change the fact that I still wanted to kick her ass at least once, I groaned and rubbed my hands into my eyes for a second then said “Apology accepted” I saw Gwen smile and just knew that Rose must be doing the same “What time is it?” asked Gwen, Rose ducked her head back into her room and said with a sigh “To early to start the day and too late to go back to sleep, I have a wet diaper to change I’m sure you have the same” Rose gave my diapered butt a pat to show that it was me that needed changing, Gwen agreed and the four of us parted ways but I managed to hear something from Gwen as we parted “This is one of the reasons you sleep in the crib my bundle of energy…” if there was more I couldn't make it out. “So what happened?” asked Rose sitting me down on the changing table in my room, I huffed for a second then told her “After I woke up I remembered how she got me watching that stupid show and I fell asleep...” “So you don't remember anything happening?” Rose asked cutting in “No, so I wanted to ask her what happened and to tell her to never do it again, I might have poked her to get her to wake up” I played with my fingers as I knew this might be like telling Rose I started the whole thing “She wasn't having any of it so after she tried to hide under the covers I went to poke her again and felt the brat bite me, the rest I think you heard” I said with a shrug, Rose nodded her understanding “Rose do you think that show did anything to me?” I asked now concerned that I might always sleep when watching TV, some of the other Littles at the daycare had told me how some of them had subliminal triggers and the thought horrified me just about more than anything else I had seen so far “You’ll be fine, the show only has a short acting hypnosis nothing permanent” either way I winced at just hearing that hypnosiss had been used on me and gave me the shivers too but Rose said it's fine. The Amazons decide to have breakfast and because Kaylee couldn't be trusted in the kitchen while food was being prepared she was delegated to the high chair that Rose likes to put me in but today I was allowed to sit on the table under the condition that I didn't leave the spot I was sitting which was fine with me, I couldn't say the same for Kaylee, how the highchair wasn't bouncing with all the jumping she was trying to do is beyond me “I WANT OUT” Cried Kaylee for the seventh time “Just a minute Kaylee bear and food will be ready” replied Gwen with a sigh and Rose chuckled. The moment food was in front of Kaylees face she quieted down and tried to pack as much as she could into her face before Gwen forced her to slow down by removing her food and hand feeding the girl, I had the feeling that this was a regular thing with them. “Emy how are you feeling?” asked Rose while I was laying on the couch watching some morning cartoon that Rose told me was safe to watch “If I say sick do I get out of going to daycare” I half asked half joked, Rose smiled but waited for me to continue “Other than knowing that she… I pointed my thumb at Kaylee “Has now basically drugged me twice now I’m fine” we both looked at Kaylee “What?” asked Kaylee as she noticed that eyes were now on her “Nothing dear go back to your show” said Rose and waved for her to continue watching, Rose sat beside me and gently took my wrist in her hand just holding it for a few seconds “Um Rose what are you doing?” I asked “Just checking your pulse” “So there might be something wrong with me?” I asked now starting to worry “No no I just wanted to be sure though I am here to take care of you after all” Rose gave me her reassuring smile, something that reassured me more than her words “Finish up your show we will be leaving soon” Rose said and left Kaylee and myself alone once more. It was only going to be my third day at this daycare but it almost seemed routined, Rose drops me off, we say goodbye, I play something stupid with Kaylee until I get board or at least that seemed how it had been going so far until today, there was a new Little over in the corner of the room crying, Kaylee had gone to play outside seeming to ignore the crying Little “Whys she crying?” I asked one of the nearby Littles “Her mommy left her here” shrugged the boy and returned to his game, I rolled my eyes because I could have guessed that, I looked at the Little and couldn't help but think I knew her from somewhere. I wandered closer to the Little “Are you ok?” I asked, placing a hand on her shoulder, the girl sniffled and looked at me “Ye… yes” she sniffled and wiped her eyes, I immediately knew where I knew her from, she is Wen’s Little Abby and I thought one of Kaylee’s friends now what was her name it's right on the tip of my tongue… Angee… Agnus… “Your name is Abby right?” I asked hoping against hope I had remembered correctly, with a bit of hesitation the girl nodded, I breathed an internal sigh of relief “Do we… do we know each other?” she asked, the tears now starting to stop “Sort of” I said thinking about it “You came over to where I am staying a couple of days ago… with Kaylee” I said trying to jog her memory of me, there was the clear look of someone searching their memories on her face, it took a few seconds but the look of realization dawned on her face “The place where mommys crush lives” I was quite sure that Rose and Wen liked each other but this just confirmed it for me “That's right,” I said and tried to smile, it just didn't feel as warm and reassuring as the ones I see on Rose “Emy, right?” asked the girl, I reluctantly nodded “Yes that's me, look sorry to be rude but might I ask why you are crying?” as the words registered in the girls head tears started to reappear and the water works started all over again. It took some coaxing but I finally got her to stop crying and tell me what was wrong, it turned out the Little I had spoken to earlier was right she was just upset because Wen had left her in a new daycare and she thought she didn't know anyone, she told me she knew that it wasn't logical to think that Wen wasn't coming back for her even after the Amazon had always returned in the past, I reassured her that if Wen had always returned in the past then she would come again today as well, this seemed to calm her down a lot “I know it's not rassional but I can't help feeling this way every time” sniffed the girl “It's ok we all get emotional sometimes” I said rubbing her back, something that my mother had always done to calm me down when I was sad “Besides we are going to have fun and I’m sure Kaylee will help with that” Abby looked up surprised “Oh right, I forgot to tell you, Kaylee is here too” In comforting the girl I had forgotten to tell her that Kaylee was also here “Did you want to go see her?” I asked and got a nod of the head for a reply. We slowly walked outside to see the half dozen or so Littles playing and in amongst the middle of them was Kaylee “KAYLEE!” I shouted and saw her head turn to look in our direction, I waved for her to come over, Kaylee jogged over to us “Got the crying out of your system?” Kaylee asked Abby “Kaylee” I hissed at her both for the fact that Kaylee knew that her friend was crying while doing nothing and for being rude, Abby timidly nodded “She does this every time Wendy leaves her” “That doesn't mean you don't help your friend” I said to her “It's fine I told her not to if she didn't want too” said Abby with a last sniffle, I shook my head “Is this whole world messed up” I said to no one in particular. After starting to play with Kaylee Abby really perked up and returned to the Little I had known back at Rose’s place, I played with them off and on but most of the time I went back to the painting esale, after painting with Kaylee the other day it got me thinking about all the time I had spent trying to paint back in my home dimension and it seemed that Martha didn't mind putting out the paints, in fact it seemed to pull various other Littles over to join me painting, I was trying to go with something abstract for my first piece but honestly it looked more like a mess, I looked over at the Little next to me and saw how his looked better than my own, even if it was just his random brush strokes, I sighed and returned to my work. Morning tea came around and with that so did the first diaper checks of the day, as Martha felt my wet diaper I realised that Jenny was nowhere to be seen just some new Amazon woman “Come with me dear” said Martha and once more I followed the Amazon into the diaper change area “Martha?” I asked as she was removing my diaper “Yes dear?” “Where is Jenny today?” I asked, Martha looked up from her work at my lower half “Jenny is finished her work placement with us” “Sooooo… she won't be back?” I asked just to make sure I was understanding her “That's right, do you miss her?” “Um… sure” I replied looking back off into space while Martha returned to cleaning my lower half. If Jenny was ‘finished’ here did that mean that the card Dave had given me worked, I could not believe it, I just could not believe it, Dave might have saved my butt and if what the other Littles had told me about Jenny was true then this may be semi litteral. Another diaper change complete I rejoined Kaylee and Abby who were giggling conspiratorially “What did I miss?” I asked sitting back down with them “Nothing, nothing” giggled Kaylee, I frowned “It must be something good if your still giggling” I said, both of them looked at each other like they were having a mental conversation then turned back to me “We just find it amusing how… um accustomed you have gotten to your diapers” giggled Abby “Yea two weeks ago you seemed to fight to not have to use them now you use them like we do” Kaylee added, I crossed my arms “I do not use them like you two” I said glaring at the two of them “I still choose…” I made sure to emphasise the choose part “... when I go” I said “I bet you two haven't known when your… you know for a long time” the two of them looked at each other again and started giggling once more, I rolled my eyes at them as one by one they were also taken off for a diaper change “I have no other choice but to use these for now” I muttered to myself and looked down at my waist. Lunch came and went with another diaper change afterwards I felt that a short nap was in order, I was joined by a couple other Littles including Abby. After I awoke from my nap I knew it was nearing the end of the day so I was back at the esale painting while listening to two Littles chatting between each other “... it had soooooo many aminals” said the girl to her male friend “I want to go to the zoo so bad, daddy told me that's where he met mommy” said her male friend “How romantic” gushed the girl and I stopped paying attention as an idea started to form in my head. I took one of the crayons from the tables and started writing a note on the corner of my current painting, after rereading it half a dozen times I finally tore off the corner and stored it in my pocket right up to the point Abby was called to leave “ABBY” I heard the reception Amazon call, I immediately dropped what I was doing and rushed over to Abby “Abby can you give this too your mommy for me?” I asked as I handed her the note I had written “Um ok” she said as she took the note from my hand “Thanks” I said with a smile, the first phase of my plan down, I watched Abby leave the room and returned to what I had been doing before knowing that the effects of that note wouldn't take effect till tomorrow… or it wouldn't.

@Jayme She is troublesome ? @SGTbaby Lol I could not have said it better myself

@SGTbaby Maybe the words are to hard ? *** Part 19 Night out I was right in that I didn't hear a peep from Jenny nor did Kaylee which was apparently unheard of since she had started here, one of Kaylees friends even had the courage to ask for a diaper change just before lunch and got it properly changed with no fuss. I looked at my watch for the hundredth time “Relax she will be here soon” said Kaylee rubbing my shoulder, Rose and Gwen were late making Kaylee and myself the last ones to get picked up from the daycare center “What if something has happened?” I asked Kaylee and Martha “There's no need to worry if something did happen we would have been notified” said Martha and she tried offering me a stuffed bear to hold but I waved it away, if I wanted a bear there was one on my bed. I tried to draw with Kaylee but it was really half assed and came out looking like a very abstract house and that's only if you were being generous “Emy, Kaylee” came the two voices I had been waiting to hear for the last hour, both of us turned to see Rose and Gwen standing there in the doorway “MOMMY!” Squealed Kaylee alongside my call of “ROSE” we both ran to the two Amazons and were greeted with their embrace “Emy said something happened to you” said Kaylee as she buried her head in Gwens shoulder “I did not” I shot to her as I let go of Rose “It's ok we both are fine I just had some car trouble is all” said Gwen not looking Kaylee in the eye “So Rose gave you a lift?” I asked the two “She sure did, you have a helpful mommy” said Gwen and I rolled my eyes out of her sight of course, Rose stood up and addressed Martha who had walked over to us “Thank you for looking after them longer today” “It wasn't a problem” replied Martha “How was Emy today?” asked Rose looking worried “She was perfect” smiled Martha “I’m right here” I said making sure they all knew they were talking about me while I was still there, the Amazons chuckled and carried on like I hadn't said anything “No fighting today?” Asked Rose “None, she was an angel” I looked over at Kaylee and thought she was getting annoyed that she was being left out “That's great” Rose scooped me up into her arms and hugged me closer “But Kaylee wasn't” I said with a smirk, everyone looked at me “I was better than an angel” said Kaylee puffing out her chest and everyone including myself had a small chuckle at Kaylee being Kaylee. With the four of us all in Roses car we were on our way “We are going out for dinner to thank Rose for her help” said Gwen “Do you girls have any places you would like to go?” Gwen was facing Kaylee and me from her front passenger seat “Marly’s” chirped Kaylee immediately with a delighted look on her face, Gwen looked to me “Is there anywhere you would like to go?” I shrugged “We haven't been out anywhere” Gwen looked surprised and looked at Rose “You haven't been out once?” “I can cook” replied Rose not taking her eyes off the road “I don't think I’ve known you to go for a couple of days without eating out” “What can I say, Emy has changed me for the better” Gwen and Rose looked like they shared a very quick mental conversation that I couldn't work out then Rose returned her attention to the road “Well how about Marly’s?” asked Gwen now back to me “I guess so” I said with another shrug “YEY!!!” cheered Kaylee from her unicorn car seat, with no knowledge of the place I couldn't really say no if someone likes it. Before going out to dinner we first stopped off at Gwen and Kaylees place with Rose and myself waiting in the car for Kaylee and Gwen to return “Did you have a better day today Meerkat?” asked Rose shortly after the other two had left the car “Meerkat? Don't you have enough nicknames for me?” I asked and looked into the rearview mirror catching Roses smile “I’ll just replace kitten with Meerkat then theres no extra name” replied Rose “Now why do I get the feeling this is a nudge to get me to the zoo” I gave Rose my own smirk, Rose put on a mock hurt face “I’m offended you would even think such a thing, I wouldn't gently remind you about it” I smiled and shook my head, for someone that was supposed to be much smarter than me Rose was completely obvious sometimes “I believe you changed the subject this time” said Rose “What can I say it was daycare, hardly a mentally demanding thing” “Was the report I got today accurate then?” asked Rose “Since I haven't seen the report you got I can't say” I said deliberately dodging the question I knew Rose was trying to ask “Were there any more fights? Or other problems I should know about?” I considered telling Rose all about Jenny but with her seemingly no longer a problem I decided not to and looked Rose straight in the eyes “There were no fights or anything else you need to know” Rose seemed to search my face for any signs of deception but I must have passed the detection because she gave me a smile “I’m glad your starting to adjust” I would have replied but the back door opened and I saw Gwen place Kaylee into her car seat once more “All ready to go?” asked Rose “We should be now that this ones cleaned up” grinned Gwen and she tapped Kaylee on the nose to the delighted giggles of the girl “It's a good thing we went here first or we all would have been smelling the present Kaylee left me after getting inside” Kaylee looked a little sheepish but smiled none the less “That's gross” I said in such a quiet voice that I don't think anyone heard me, in no time Kaylee was strapped in, Gwen was back in the passenger seat and we were off for home. Back home it was Rose and my turn to go inside, first up was a diaper change, then with Roses help and some complaining by me I was in a fresh set of clothes, finally Rose went into her room and changed her clothes. I looked at the watches outline through my long sleeve shirt and wondered if there was any chance that I would be able to meet Dave today, I really wanted to thank him for that card it saved my backside in more ways than one but with how late Rose was picking me up Dave had probably gone home already. “What do you think?” asked Rose as she reentered the living room, I looked her up and down “It looks nice” I said with a nod, the outfit was as simple as you got and the only jewelry was a small beaded necklace “That's good but is it alright for Marly’s?” she asked now looking at her outfit “I have no idea what sort of place Marlys is but does it matter its not like your going on a date with Wen, Rose’s head snapped up to look at me and I grinned “Come on or Gwen will be wondering where we have gotten to.” Back on the road once more, this time into the town that I haven't really seen till now “I think we will walk from here” said Rose as she parked the car, I looked around the car park and saw exactly what I expected, cars, cars and more cars, it obviously didn't matter that it was a weekday the Amazons were still out and about “Mmm I can smell it already” chimed Kaylee bouncing in her seat “That's a good nose to smell it from three blocks away” chuckled Gwen as she started to unstrap the Little, the door beside me opened to reveal Rose “Would you like to walk?” asked Rose “Not really but I guess I don't have any other choice” this was one of the few times that I actually didn't want to walk mostly because Kaylee is exhausting trying to keep up with her antics for two whole days “Then you can ride with me” smiled Rose and she scooped me up into her arms. The car was locked up and the four of us were on our way, if we were back in my dimension I think we would have been a sight to see, two Amazons walking, one carrying a bag with one arm and a Little in the other like I was no heavier than the letters she would collect from the mailbox while the other Amazon had hold of a leash that struggled to maintain control of a pulling Little “All… most… there” puffed Kaylee as she tried with all her might to pull her Amazon “Is she always like this?” I asked Rose in a whisper “Almost every time we go for a walk” chuckled Rose “I’ve seen dogs better behaved when going for a walk than she is right now” “At least she isn't peeing on everything” whispered Rose, a few seconds later Kaylee's lead slackened and after watching this girl for two days I knew she was peeing herself “Spoke to soon” laughed Rose, I joined in for a good laugh and laughed harder at the confused look from Kaylee. I should have said no, the moment we entered Marlys I knew that I had been tricked by that little demon trying to run through the place but of course was stopped by the harness that Gwen was still holding onto “Why” I sighed which Rose heard “Cheer up you might like it” said Rose and she bounced me once in her arms, the place was a mix of McDonalds during a child's birthday and a sitdown restaurant “I don't have to eat spinach to know I don't like it” I replied and the four of us entered to take a seat near the corner, I sat on Roses lap and watched the madness of the opposite corner of the room “How is this a restaurant?” I asked Rose as I watched Gwen trying and failing to calm her Little down long enough to remove the harness, Rose chuckled “Take a closer look at the madness over there” said Rose gesturing to the corner I had been looking at “Do you see anything different about there and here” I looked at the corner then back to our area, there was a difference now that I looked, where we were sitting was only Amazon sized tables while over in the other corner was a mix of Amazon and Little sized tables along with a few highchairs not that the section we were in didn't have highchairs they were just somehow different “Does this place have different sections?” I asked Rose “That's right, we are currently in the sitdown area which assumes that your Littles are well behaved…” I looked over at the struggling Little across the table as Rose said this “And over there is were the Littles are aloud to basically run a muck...” “We need to go there” whined Kaylee now free of the harness and trying to escape Gwens hold on her instead “Wait till we order then you can go play” said Gwen into her Littles ear “I don't think I have shown you this yet but over there is were Amazons eat their meal while robots feed and take care of the Littles...” I looked over to where Rose was pointing and saw the same robotic arms that had handled me with ease in the nursery, I shrank into Rose a little more “I know how much you like to feed yourself so I didn't think you would like to be in that section besides whats the point of having a Little if you can't feed them right” I felt Rose kiss the top of my head breaking me out of the memory trying to take over. It was only a few more seconds before a young Amazon male turned up at our table “Good evening ladies it's good to see you again...” “Michal, Michal it's been this many days since I seen you” interrupted Kaylee holding up nine of her fingers That's right, keep this up and you'll be smarter than me” smiled the young man who I now assumed was Michal, Kaylee giggled and seemed to retreat a little “Here are the menus and today's specials are just up on the board over there” said Michal handing out menus then gesturing to a large board just near the main door “Has Kaylee been a good or bad girl this week?” Michal asked Gwen, Gwen looked at Kaylee “I’ve been a good girl” cherped Kaylee but her normal fire was missing “I think she has earned the chair” replied Gwen “Very good” smiled Michal “How about you Rose would you like a chair for your new Little?” I wondered what they were talking about “Not this time Michal, Emy will sit by me tonight” “Very good, I’ll be back in a minute with Kaylees chair” the guy left and I watched as Kaylee was like a turtle starting to come back out of it's shell “Whats with her?” I asked Rose pointing at Kaylee, both Amazons grinned “Kaylee has a crush on Michal” said Gwen “NO I DON'T” hissed Kaylee immediately, it was an obvious lie “You so do” I said with a grin of my own “How does he know your names?” I asked the table this time Gwen looked a bit guilty “We might come here more than we should” said Gwen “Perhaps we shouldn't let Kaylee decide where we eat” chuckled Rose “Noooooooo then we’ll never come here” I shook my head then saw Michal had returned with two highchars, one a bright rainbow of colors and the other was a standard single colour much like the one Rose had back home for me “I brought you a seat for your Little just incase” said Michal and he positioned the two highchairs on opposite sides of the table “Now princess would you like to take your throne?” Asked Michal making a slight bow to Kaylee, the Littles head nodded “May I?” he asked and Gwen handed Kaylee to him, he placed Kaylee in the highchair and attached the five clips preventing Kaylee from escaping, I thought he was done but I was wrong, Michal took Kaylees hand and strapped it down to the armrest, I was about to shout at him to stop that but found Roses hand over my mouth and the words “Just watch” whispered into my ear, I turned and glared at her while Michal strapped the other arm and both Legs “There we are my princess” he said with another slight bow and pushed the highchair into the table “Thank you” said Kaylee shyly “My pleasure, now would you like me to give you a couple of minutes to look over the menu or…” “I think we will have the usual” said Gwen with a quick look to Rose who nodded her agreement “And for your Little one?” he asked Rose The same as Kaylee but without the extras” said Rose “Very good” he said writing things into a tablet “I’ll be back when your food is ready” he said and left the table. Gwen and Kaylee were talking so I took my chance to talk to Rose “Why did you…” I was cut off “Does Kaylee look like she doesnt want to be locked into the chair” I looked at her smiling, nodding head, there was no sign that she didn't want exactly what she got “Just because you don't want to be fastened to a chair does not mean she doesn't” Roses quite words were accompanied by gentle strokes of my hair, I let out a breath, Rose was right, she was always right “Fine” I said and watched Gwen playing with Kaylee, the Little was obviously trying to escape Gwens fingers but laughing all the same. While the place wasn't full I was sure that our meals would be ready in maybe an hour but like most things in this dimension I was surprised as four plates were placed in front of us “I hope you like fish and chips” said Rose in a cheerful voice, I looked at the plate trying to find some tell that the meal wasn't safe but it looked like any normal plate of crumbed fish and a small helping of chips that I had been served plenty of times when I was a child “Is it safe?” I asked Rose as she lifted a forkful of salad to her own mouth “Yes, I had them remove anything that might affect you other than to fill your belly” she said with a chuckle and took her bite, if my meal was based on Kaylees but mine had the drug stuff removed than that meant that Kaylees… yep I looked over to see Gwen feeding Kaylee and within moments Kaylees eyes seemed to glaze over and a dopey grin appeared on her face, I shuddered and tried not to watch. My first bite of one of the chips told me that the meal would not be complete without some sauce and Rose was right there to help “Here you go” Rose handed me a classically red bottle of what I assumed was sauce, I squeezed the bottle over my meal and was delighted to see the red paste fall on every chip “Would you like some chips with your sauce?” asked Rose with a chuckle “Haha there's not that much sarce” I said putting the bottle aside even though the meal clearly needed more, I looked for a fork but found nothing, I could swear that Michal had placed one of those crappy plastic forks down “What's wrong?” asked Rose after a few seconds “I don't have a fork” I said moving a few items around to see if I had misplaced it or something “Don't worry about a fork” said Rose “It's good finger food anyway” “Says the person who got a steak and salad” I shot back, I took another look at my sauce covered meal and just knew that if I made too much of a big deal over this the chips would get all soggy and cold making the meal inedible so to avoid this I dove into the mess and pulled out the first chip of many for my meal. “I can do it myself” I said trying to pull my hands away from Rose who was trying to wipe away the sauce from my fingers “You’ll just wipe them on your pants again” replied Rose “So, thats what pants are for” I just knew she was rolling her eyes, I tried to leave Roses lap but was blocked in on all sides and Kaylee was no help being the now drooling idiot she is. A couple more struggles and finally my hands were freed from Roses grasp “There all clean” “I could have done it” I mumbled once more, I looked over at Gwen who seemed to be smiling at the two of us “What?” I asked her “Nothing, just thought you two seem perfect for each other” I turned to look at Rose who was smiling down at me “You make it sound like we are dating...” I said turning back to Gwen “And we are not she…” I through my thumb back at Rose “Should be dating Wen” Gwens smile turned to a grin as she seemed to get where I was going “Hey now we were talking about you here not me” said Rose from behind me “Us” I corrected “Speaking of Wen do you two have a date set up yet?” asked Gwen, I now had my own grin and looked up at Rose “I… We… it's none of your business” she finally managed to get out, I let out a short chuckle and Kaylee joined me with her mindless laughter “Not yet huh, better get on that, a woman like that wont be single forever” smirked Gwen “How about we talk about your love life” said Rose now sounding just that bit annoyed “That isn't anywhere near as fun to talk about” replied Gwen, even though I couldn't see Rose I just knew she was going to say something else but was stopped as four bowls were delivered in front of us, I looked inside my considerably smaller bowl to Roses and saw a serving of apple pie with two scoops of ice cream “Thank you Michal” said both Amazons, Michal smiled, bobbed his head and was off again “You’ll be bouncing off the walls if you eat all that” said Gwen looking over at my bowl “I don't know about that have you seen how much sugar she puts on her cereal” “Hey” I shot back ticked that Rose had turned the tables on me, I had barely had any time to have fun messing with Rose. I had always thought that my father's apple pie was the best I had ever tasted till now… sorry dad this one I would have eaten even if it had that drug stuff, it was that good “That was good” I sighed rubbing my stomach “Glad you liked it” said Rose rubbing my back, I looked over at Gwen who was having a little more trouble eating her desert “NO” said Kaylee for the seventh time “Come on Kaylee bear you like custard” said Gwen trying to get a spoonful of the yellowy custard into the girls mouth “No” she said again and turned her face away from the spoon, Gwen let out a heavy sigh “How's the food?” I asked with a grin “It would be a lot better if I could eat it” replied Gwen as she tried once more to find an opening in Kaylee's defences “Kaylee whats up there” I pointed at a random spot on the ceiling and just as I thought she looked up and opened her mouth, Gwen must have known what I was doing and managed to slip the spoon into the Littles mouth “Mmmm” Kaylees face lit up in delight as she tasted the custard “Thank you” mouthed Gwen to me and she continued to feed the Little as fast as she could swallow and sometimes before so. Rose and I watched Gwen and Kaylee slowly finish their meals “Ok are we all good?” asked Rose “I think so” sighed Gwen as she cleaned off the last of the custardy mess from Kaylees face “Righto then” I was lifted into the air with Rose as she stood up, it took a few seconds longer but Kaylee too was lifted into the arms of Gwen. Rose must have paid for the meals somehow because she spoke to the Amazon at the desk then we all left, in the back of my mind it was one of those things that made me wonder if they even used money. Gwen and Rose carried Kaylee and myself all the way to the car, as we were driving home I noticed Kaylees head starting to drift side to side like she was falling asleep “You right there Kaylee?” I asked, from the corner of my eye I saw Gwen looking back at me and Kaylee “Don't worry dear she will be back to her old self in a couple of minutes” Gwen was right it couldn't have been more than two minutes before Kaylee was speaking again “Oh it wore off” I simply shook my head at her. The four of us pulled up back at home and went inside “Emy why don't you and Kaylee go play for a bit I’m going to set up a bed for Gwen” “Oooookay…” I said gathering that they were staying with us tonight “I’m not sharing my bed though” I thought as I walked off into the living room with Kaylee. “I want to watch something else” whined Kaylee “Rose has locked out all the stuff you want to watch” I said and flicked to the next show at random “Can I search then?” asked Kaylee “Fine” I said with a sigh and passed her the remote “Hello Kaylee” said the TV “Hewo TV I want to watch Buddies adventures” said Kaylee to the TV, the frame shrank and moved along a couple of tiles and brought the show to the full screen, it took my near food comaed mind longer than I would like to admit before I realise that that particular show had been looked out for me moments ago, I immediately tried to look away but couldn't take my eyes off the cartoon dog “I mustn't watch” I thought but still my eyes were glued to the screen, slowly my mind fogged and it began to get harder and harder to think clearly, my last clear thought was “I’m going to throttle that twit if I get out of this” before my mind went blank.

Thank you @CDfm, Emy may not have a plan but I'm sure something will come up for Jenny to get whats coming to her ? *** Part 18 Jenny Part 2 “Emy time to wake up” I felt something shaking me “Mmmm…” I turned away from the source in the attempt to get more sleep “Come on now you don't want your food to get cold” more shaking and I came back to reality, I turned back to the sauce of the shaking to see Rose “It's morning already?” I asked feeling like I had just gone to sleep a couple minutes ago “It sure is, now let's get you some breakfast” I was scooped up and carried off to the kitchen. I felt like I was drugged or just sleep deprived because it took some time before I was fully awake, I think Rose knew this as I was vaguely aware she was talking to me but I have no memory of what she was saying till my last piece of toast “... you know? Anyway I’m sure today will be much better after all Wednesday is my day” I looked at her “You have a day?” I asked, I saw Rose smile “Finally woken up” smiled Rose “Yeah” I said and realised I was holding a piece of toast in my hand and took a bite “Everyone has a day that just seems to work for them” said Rose as if this was an undeniable fact, mine is clearly not Tuesdays “Right…” I said not believing her. With breakfast finished I did my morning business which was just as unpleasant as usual but this time a lot messier than usual “I think we need to get you into the shower” said Rose as she removed the now double soiled diaper “Sounds good to me” I said without hesitation and Rose started the shower but wouldn't let me in until she was sure it was at a reasonable temperature “Ahhhhh” I sighed in relief as I felt the warm water run over my body and better still wash away the last bits of morning mess, baths are nice but showers are better. Rose handed me the soaps and various hair care products “You know there's room in there for both of us” I glared in her direction not sure if she was actually wanting to get in, through the semi frosted glass it was hard to tell “I’ll be out in a minute then you can have the whole thing to yourself” I replied. It was more than a minute but Rose didn't join me just sat waiting on the bathtub with a fluffy towel “You could have gone and got ready for work” I said as she started to rub me dry with the towel “Then who would be here to dry you” I could tell she was smiling even though I couldn't see it. Now that I was all dry Rose got me into the daytime diaper and then into clothes after that I did my now becoming normal routine of being a sloth while waiting for Rose to get herself ready “Are you almost ready” I called while laying with my legs reaching to the top of the couch and my head dangling over the edge “I would almost think you are impatient to get to daycare” came Roses reply from her room “I’m bored” I whined, she wont let me watch TV this morning because she thinks I watch too much as it is and will turn my brain to mush “Then go play with your toys…” “You only have childish toys for me” I interrupted “If you don't like them then read a book there's plenty on your bookshelf” I sighed because it was the same problem as the toys, sure there were some proper books like Alice in Wonderland but I wanted to leave them for Rose to read. The blood finally rushed to my head and I returned to a normal sitting position when finally Rose walked into the Room “Are you ready to go?” she asked, I quickly patted myself down expecting for just an instant to feel my phone and wallet but quickly remembered that I didn't have either of them instead just feeling the watch on my wrist and clothing “Just one moment” I said and jumped off the couch to run to my room and collect the business card Dave had given me it couldn't hurt to try. I walked back into the lounge where Rose was waiting for me “What did you forget?” asked Rose curiously “Nothing, just needed to say goodbye to all my toys” I said sarcastically, though I don't think Rose heard the sarcasm because she simply smiled “Ready to go then?” she asked, I nodded and we were off. “Hello Emy” said the receptionist “Hello…” I just realised I didn't know her name, she seemed to take it well “Holly” she said filling in her name for me “Right, Hello Holly” Rose handed her the bag and the gate clicked open “Did you want me to walk with you?” she asked, I hoped she didn't ask that because she could hear how fast my heart was beating “No thanks” I said shaking my head, I clenched my fists and was about to take a step through the gate when I was stopped by Rose “What about me?” she asked, placing a hand on my shoulder “About you?” I asked all puzzled “Don't I get a goodbye” “Oh um yea, goodbye Rose… I’ll see you tonight” I didn't know if that was a question or just a hope “Of course we will” and she wrapped her arms around me, as I laid my head on her chest I wondered whose heart I was hearing, which ever one of us it was, was beating too fast. It felt like I was holding onto Rose for many months but I didn't want to let her go, turns out I’m a coward on the inside and no longer wanted to face Jenny alone, I wanted to bring Rose with me and she would make everything right again but it wasn't to be Rose let go of me and I had no choice but to let her go too “Alright be good and have a fun filled day” said Rose and gave me a smile, I tried to return the smile but failed I think and turned to face the music that was Jenny. I poked my head around the room to see Martha playing with three other Littles, scanning the room I didn't even see Jenny and remembered that she didn't get here till later in the day yesterday so maybe that's when she always arrives “Good morning Emy” said Martha now looking over to me “Good morning” I said now a lot calmer and began walking over to her and the others “Please wait” I stopped in confusion “Did you forget already?” she asked shaking her head and walking over to me “We take our shoes off and put them in here” said Martha patting the cubbys, I took off my shoes and placed them in the same cubby as yesterday watching as my name appeared under them. I didn't feel like playing with toys, let alone with the other Littles so I watched them from one of the bean bag chairs in the corner of the room, Martha did try to get me to join in a couple of times but of course I refused and watched, waiting for Kaylee to arrive. According to my watch it took Kaylee another thirty odd minutes before she arrived “What took you so long?” I asked as she made her way into the room “Oh hello Emy” she gave me a sadate wave, she looked off her game today like her battery was only half full or something “Mummy was checking me” she finally said “What for?” I asked “To see if I’m sick” I stepped back, I really don't like being around sick people “I'm not sick” she said after I had moved away “Are you sure? You don't look yourself” “Mommy says I might be coming down with something but for now I’m not sick” there was a short silence between us “I guess Gwen is going to be late to work now” Kaylees eyes seemed to open wide as I told her this. Yea telling Kaylee that her carer was going to be late for work she a bad idea, she started to cry and had to be taken away by Martha, sometimes ignorance is bliss “Did you want to help?” asked one of the girls I had wandered over to, they were setting up dominos in weird looping patterns, if they weren't careful knocking one over looked like it would knock the rest down with it “Sure” I said with a shrug “What do I do?” the girl divided the line she was currently working on into two different paths “Here I’ll work on this line and you can take this one” I continued to watch her place one colourful domino in front of the other, I took a couple of dominos from the plastic tub and carefully placed them in a line in between glancing over to Kaylee who was slowing in her sobbing, she takes that baby thing to far after all she is a grown woman. It took some time but eventually the last domino was used and the three of us stood back to look at the lovely curving and looping paths that Abigail had made then I looked at mine… a jittery mess “What now?” I asked Abigail and Kaylee “Now the fun part” replied Kaylee with glee “Did you want to do the honors Kaylee” I looked at the two of them puzzled “I would love too but we should do it together” replied Kaylee, Abigail nodded and both of them kneeled down at what I assumed was the start of the dominos “Join us” said Abigail waving for me to kneel down with me and it finally dawned on me that they are going to push the first one over making a chain reaction of falling dominos “Wait don't you want to leave them here? It looks so beautiful” “If we don't do this one of the boys will” said Abigail “Or miss Martha with pack it away” finished Kaylee, I sighed because they were probably right and told them to go ahead “Ok on three, one… two… three” together they pushed over the first domino and just as I thought that one knocked over the next which knock down the following until it was a racing line of falling dominos, seeing it divide into my line was cool because there were now two sets of falling dominos then three as it ran into Kaylees line. “Ok that looked awesome” I said as the last domino in the chain fell, both girls returned my delighted smile “Lets go again” said Abigail and she began to clear the floor for another run, seeing the falling domino's race along our lines may have looked cool but it didn't last long, especially for how long they took to set up besides I watched Jenny enter the room not more than five minutes ago I had better see if Daves card will do the trick “You two have fun, I’ve got to go talk to Jenny for a sec” both girls looked up at me probably checking to see if I had said what they thought they heard “Are you feeling alright?” asked Kaylee looking worried “I’m fine, you're the one who might be sick” Abigail had the same reaction that I did when hearing that Kaylee might be sick, she backed away “I’m not sick” grunted Kaylee, I shrugged and walked off leaving the two of them to talk about it. -Jenny- It was another day in the daycare looking after messy, lying, hyperactive Littles. How was it that her intelligence was being wasted here when any research site in the country would be likely to sell their Little to have her mind working for them no that giving up a Little wouldnt be much of a loss, Jenny had only been working in this daycare for a week and could not see why anyone would want the filthy things, they only take and never give anything back, they are selfish to the core each and everyone of them but they were fun to torment, it might even make them better mannered. Jenny was thinking this as she walked into the room she had been assigned since the first day, as always she made herself known to Martha and listened as the fellow Amazon filled her in on what they were going to be doing today. Jenny had been sent to clean up the mess that some nasty Littles had made like they normally did to her, it was the sort of work beneath her skills yet she had to do it or get a bad report for the school which would endanger her chances of getting a job at one of the firms she did want a job at. Just before starting to put the now useless toys away Jenny saw from the corner of her eye that there was a Little approaching her which was weird almost all of the Littles had now learned to avoid her, perhaps that Little from yesterday is to stupid to know to avoid someone who can make your life hell “Jenny can I speak to you” Jenny turned and saw that she was right, it was the Little from yesterday, she may have gone easy on the Little by only giving her a full exam yesterday but that was normally enough for them to stay clear, Jenny forced a smile that was anything than friendly and said “Hello again munchkin, didn't learn your lesson from yesterday?” Jenny saw that this made the little thing angry but she didn't lash out or run away “Can I speak with you” said the Little again through clenched teeth “We are talking munchkin haven't you been taught that yet?” said Jenny as if the Little didn't know this and was only trying to help, if the Little got angry enough and tried to fight back this would give Jenny the just reason to punish them with Martha's full knowledge and support “Fine whatever” grunted the Little and started to dig around in her pockets to produce a card “Here it's for you” Said the Little holding up the thing to her “Why would I want a piece of paper?” asked Jenny but took the card all the same incase Martha was watching “It's a job offer” Jenny's eyes couldn't help but show her curiosity and skepticism “I don't need a fake job” said Jenny and was about to hand the card back but stopped as she heard the Littles next words “It's not a fake job, it's real, an Amazon friend of mine set it up for you” Jenny looked at the card and read every word this time, this card wasn't some fake job nor even a job stocking shelves, if this was true, this Littles friend had set a job with the largest research firm in the country, joining them was almost impossible unless they wanted you. Taking a few moments to compose herself Jenny finally managed to speak “You probably stole this business card from their main office” the Little shrugged “If you don't want it then give it back” as if Jenny herself was a child she drew the card closer to herself and away from the Little “I’ll throw it in the bin later since I have to clean up after you Littles” said Jenny in the attempt to cover her mistake but it didn't work, the Little had a small smirk on her face “Go back to making your next mess” said Jenny trying to get rid of the Little, could it be true that this Little had a friend in her dream job “Whatever you say” said the Little and walked away. Jenny had to wait for twenty minutes before she could make her way to the bathroom to call the number on the card, she had been going back and forth on whether or not to call but now she was here she couldn't pass this opportunity up and if it was some prank then that Little would be sorry. The ringing stopped after the third ring and a male voice answered “Yes” Jenny took one last deep breath in then spoke “Hello this is Jenny G…” she was cut off “Ah yes Jenny I was told you would be calling.” -Emy- I wandered back over to the group of Littles after talking to Jenny “What did you do?” asked Kaylee the moment she saw me “I had a chat with Jenny” I said nonchalantly “You are insane” stated Abigail “Or a masochist” grinned Kaylee and the two of them shared a chuckle “Yea yea haha” I said without any humor and rejoined them with their domino sets making sure to avoid their questions about me and Jenny. It had taken longer for Jenny to leave than I had expected but finally she returned but nothing about her told me if she had good news or bad, I bit the end of my thumb nail “Here let me help” said Kaylee out of nowhere and I felt my hand push into my mouth, I removed my hand from Kaylees grip “What are you doing?” I asked confused as to what she was doing “I was helping you to suck your thumb properly, aunty Rose will be happy to know you were doing that” “I was not sucking my thumb” I shot back “It's just a bad habit” I murmured “Don't worry I suck my thumb as I fall asleep” said Abigail “See nothing to be ashamed of” grinned Kaylee “I WAS NOT SUCKING MY THUMB” I shouted much louder than I meant to, I could feel every eye in the room was now on me “Emma use your inside voice” came Jennys voice, the three of us turned to see Jenny walking off “What was that?” asked Abigail “I know, she must be in a good mood, she's never turned down a chance to punish someone before” added Kaylee then the two turned back to me “Maybe it was because Emy was sucking her thumb” snickered Kaylee “I was not sucking my thumb” I stage shouted but on the inside I was smiling. If you have ever had that feeling of being watched then you know what I had been feeling all the way up to morning tea. I sat down at the table and opened my bag to find another handwritten note from Rose “We ran out of chocolate milk I hope strawberry will be a good replacement” I reread the note and frowned, I wondered if Rose was punishing me for supposedly fighting yesterday then I remembered just how many of those glorious drinks I had been having lately “Where's your chocolate milk?” asked Kaylee looking into my lunch box “Were out” I said simply and looked over to see Jenny looking at me again, throughout the day I had caught her looking at me but looked elsewhere when she saw me looking back “Well if you don't want it…” Kaylee’s words brought me back and I saw her hand creeping ever closer to my lunch box “Hands off greedy guts” I said and moved it out of her reach, Kaylee gave me her innocent smile like that would work on me now “Eat your own food, Gwen has made you a feast” I looked over at her lunch box and saw that it was almost bursting with food “Yea but mommy makes this all the time, I want yours” she whined “To bad so sad” I said and flicked my finger right in front of her nose without actually touching it and took a bite of the muesli bar Rose had packed. With the Littles finishing up eating Jenny and Martha started to make the rounds of diaper checks and just like yesterday Jenny left me till the very last sending Kaylee and the other two Littles either off to play or to get their diaper changed “Lucky last” said Jenny I bobbed my head in acknowledgement, Jenny held out her hand “Aren't you going to check first?” I asked in a soft voice “Do you need a change?” she asked back, I nodded knowing that I had wet myself at least half an hour ago “Then come along” she said and nodded to her hand, hesitantly I took it with my own and we walk to the changing room. “Last again Emy” said Martha happily as she taped up the fresh diaper of one of the boys I didn't know “Did you want me to change her again?” asked Jenny “Yes please Jenny then I can check on the others” Martha finished up then left Jenny and myself alone once more. “We need to talk” said Jenny as she closed the door, a streak of panic shot through me because this could be really good or really bad “Hop up and we can talk” she nodded at the changing table and I climbed up and laid down not wanting to give her any excuse to try something that I might retaliate against “I called the number you gave me” she said as she pulled down my pants much gentler than yesterday “And what did they say?” I asked now curious myself, she eyed me as she untaped the used diaper “They not only knew who I was but wanted to meet me… tonight” she added the last almost as an afterthought “Are you going to go see them?” I asked as she lifted my legs into the air, Jenny took in a breath then asked “Is this a prank?” I looked at her wondering why she would even ask that after talking to them herself “No” I answered, she continued to examine my face probably looking for any signs of deceit, finally satisfied she resumed talking “I will go see them… how did you set this up?” she asked, I shrugged as she placed the new diaper under me “I told you I have a friend that did it for me” I flinched as I felt the cold wet wipe touch my backside. We both remained silent till the end of the change “Just because you did this doesn't mean anything” I shrugged, now that I knew Daves card worked and how much Jenny seemed to want this I was sure that she wouldn't be doing anything bad to me any more “I don't know, I would think you could be nicer to me and my friends” she eyed me again “You know because I could tell my friend how mean you are” I could tell she hated to hear this but she kept her cool and answered simply “I suppose I could” I was handed my pants and there wasn't another word exchanged as we both exited the change room. “EMY” called Kaylee as I found her outside with every other Little “COME BLOW BUBBLES WITH ME” she called, as I walked over to her I was stopped by Martha who gave me a bottle of bubble mix and a little wand to make them “Didnt you want me to show you how to use it?” she asked after I had thanked her and was about to walk off “I think I can work it out” I answered and went over to Kaylee who was blowing large bubbles for the boys who were happily trying to be the first to pop them. I blew my own smaller bubbles next to Kaylee happy to know that one problem was off my back, Jenny may not have annoyed me for long but if it hadnt been for Dave I have the feeling I would have done something stupid that would get me kicked out of here and make Rose Furious or at least disappointed, for this I will have to thank Dave somehow.

Thanks @CDfm I really didn't think people would still be reading to this point ? *** Part 17 Jenny Kaylee maybe really annoying at times but that also makes her very good at distracting you from the thoughts in your own head. After I managed to waddle over to the painting easel Kaylee had fun showing me her skills or rather lack thereof at painting all the way till lunch and we knew it was lunch because the machine told us “See it's a dog, heres the ears and tail and paws…” Kaylee droned on about how her current masterpiece was a dog and not a messed up raccoon “Excuse me Emily and Kaylee it is time for lunch” said the disembodied voice “Ok” said Kaylee instantly seeming to forget about the painting, I watched in part horror as I watched the mechanical arm once more changed Kaylee from the smock to her old clothing plus a baby bib then felt something lifting up the dress thing i was wearing which caused me to try and run away and just like the first time caused me to crash to the floor “Ow” I whined, even though the floor is soft it still sucked to face plant “Are you alright?” asked the voice “Yes” I replied hesitantly and pushed myself up to a sitting position, the hands returned to my sides once more and proceed to fully remove the dress this time I made sure that I didn't move much and simply let the machine do it's work in putting me in a plain white t-shirt plus a similar bib to the one Kaylee was wearing. I finally got to have the chocolate milk that Rose had made me but that was after the stupid machine made me eat everything else that was in my lunch box first “I’m stuffed” I said patting my stomach, Kaylee giggled “Must be food coma time then” “Nah not that much food but I could have a nap all the same” I replied thinking it wasn't such a bad idea “Be my guest, I might join you” said Kaylee letting out a fake yawn, addressing the room I said “I want to sleep… um please” I didn't quite expect it to do anything but the arms appeared once more carrying two items, the first being a blanket and the second was clearly a fluffy onesie, I groaned inwardly but let it manuver me into the fluffy thing and was instantly surprised when I felt the warmth of it adding to my growing desire for sleep “Nooooo I want a pink one” I heard Kaylee complaining and looked over to seeing she too was getting placed into a yellow onesie, the machine either didn't hear her or more likely didn't care because it didn't stop dressing her in the fluffy yellow thing “Don't worry about the colour, just imagine that it's pink” Kaylee looked at me for a second then smiled and looked down at her onesie “Much better” she said happily, I rolled my eyes and began to lay down, the blanket was laid over me and when Kaylee was also ready the lights of the room dimmed to the point that you could just make out other objects, I closed my eyes and let my mind drift off into sleep. It wasn't sound or even smell that awoke me this time it was the feeling of movement, my eyes slowly opened to see Amazon legs retreating “Hello” I said softly and saw the feet stop and turn back “Oh your awake” came the soft voice of Martha “Mmm” I mumbled back and pushed myself up “I was starting to wonder how long you would sleep for” said Martha now right next to me, it then clicked in my head that if Martha was here in the mechanical nursery she must know what happened “Am I…” I trailed off as I looked at the darkened room, it had changed dramatically instead of the empty room this room had a lot of mats, blankets and pillows lying here and there and the biggest give away was the window that was covered by blinds “Where am I?” I asked now confused “Your in the sleep room dear and you are the last to awake” “Sleep room does that mean I’m out of that other place?” Martha took a few seconds before replying “Yes your punishment time is up, I must say do you always get into so much trouble?” Jenny must have told her some lie about why I was there already, until I had something to use against her there wasn't much point telling Martha who would tell Jenny just making things worse “Just a bad day I guess” I sighed “Well lets get you up and you can run off some of that extra energy ok?” I nodded and threw off the sheets covering me and noticed that I was no longer wearing a onesie but a nightgown and better still that super large diaper was gone, I reached down to feel it and sure enough I was back to the diaper I was used to then I felt something else I was starting to get used to, I had wet myself in my sleep again “Do you need a change?” asked Martha “Ah no” I said quickly not wanting her to know I had wet myself “I’m sure your right but I had better check” Martha reached down under the nightgown and it seemed from the first touch she could tell I was wrong “Oh dear, it appears you have had an accident, it's ok most Littles don't know when they need a change that's what I’m here for” Martha gave me a warm smile and I knew she truly thought of me as some child that didn't know any better and I don't know if that helped… “Come on let's get you changed and you can be playing with your friends in no time” she held out a hand and I reluctantly took it. While up on the changing table I could tell that I must have wet the diaper early on in my sleep because there was no warmth between my legs at all unlike when I have just freshly used the diaper “I’ll get you all cleaned up in no time” I felt the cold wipe touch my nether region and I flinched bring me out of my thoughts “Sorry about that” and the cleaning continued “Can't they even warm those things up” I grumbled and saw Martha chuckling “You would think so wouldn't you” I was quickly powdered and the fresh diaper taped up, I pushed myself up and was about to get ready to hop down when Martha stopped me “Hold up I thought you might like these back” Martha pulled some clothes out from under me and I saw that it was the overalls and shirt I had been wearing this morning “Yes please” I said quickly. I was out of the nightgown and into my overalls in no time and back out in the playroom “What is that noise?” I asked covering my ears from the screeching and random bangs, it was the sort of noise that you would hear if you gave kids instruments to play but why would anyone in their right mind do that “We are making music” replied Martha loud enough for me to hear, she clearly isn't in her right mind “If you can call this music” I shouted back “Sure it is listen” I watched her smiling and lightly swaying to some tune that only she could hear because it surely wasn't anything coming from this room, I rolled my eyes and walked off into the madness. “EMY” I more saw the words come from the lips of Kaylee than I heard them, she waved me over “Here you can play this” I heard her say this time and was handed a toy sized xylophone “I saved it for you” I took the thing from her and looked at it, as far as I could remember I had never played one of these in my life “What do I do?” I asked and Kaylee proceeded to show me to strike the different metal plates with the stick to make different sounds. I was right it was madness, complete and utter chaos for the next half hour till the other Littles started to get board and put their instruments away “Sticking with it I see” said Martha walking over to the two of us “I guess” I replied and struck another random note “What's wrong?” she asked “I can't play anything, look at her” I pointed over to Kaylee who was sitting in a chair plucking at strings on the guitar making some beautiful sounds like she had been playing the thing for years “Why do you need to play something like Kaylee, play something you want to play” “I don't know what though” Martha looked in thought for a second then said “Your a portal Little right? well how about you make yourself a theme song as if you are part of a television show, this idea was so ridiculous that it brought a smile to my face “Ok why not” I set to work trying to make my theme song. While working on my song with input from Kaylee I noticed that I had stopped seeing Jenney “What happened to Jenny” I asked Kaylee “She left about ten minutes ago” “So she doesnt stay for the full day?” “Nope thankfully, no no this note needs to go before this one” I looked back at the xylophone and made the change “Besides it's almost home time just watch” Kaylee was right in another ten minutes names were called and the Little would go running to the door and with the help of Martha and one strange Amazon or another put on their shoes and left with the stranger. Finally it was Kaylees turn to be called and I saw Gwen standing in the doorway, Kaylee ran up to Gwen and hugged her leg like she hadn't seen the Amazon for a month but she did eventually let go and let Gwen put her shoes on and they left my sight, it was down to just me and three other Littles “How goes the theme song?” asked Martha as she neared me putting things away, I shook my head “Kaylee has a good musical ear I don't” “Why don't you play me what you have” I shrugged and began to play what Kaylee had helped me come up with, it was a short little boppy thing that transitioned to some slower beats “Sounds good so far” said Martha with a smile as she put away more items, she's a good liar “Thanks” I said and got up and put the xylophone away “Done for the day?” asked Martha “Yea I…” my words were cut off as I heard my name “Emy” I looked over towards the doorway and saw the Amazon I didn't know I wanted to see so badly till laying eyes on Rose and just as Kaylee had done I ran to Rose and only had to consciously stop myself from doing the exact same thing “Did you miss me?” chuckled Rose “Of course not” I lied “Well I sure missed you” Rose bent down and gave me a big hug, I waited a second before embracing her back. In the car ride home I thought about how just being in Roses presence made me feel safe even after what had happened today, it was something that I had not felt with anyone in my life after the age of six, sure I was comfortable with my family but I didn't have this feeling of being safe like I did with Rose “Emy are you listening?” asked Rose breaking me out of my thoughts “Sure am” I replied and I knew she was doubtful “What was I saying then?” crap my bluff was called “How you had a better day?” I tried “Incorrect, did you want to try again?” I saw her raised eyebrow in the rearview mirror “Ok I wasn't listening” she nodded and started again “I thought so, I was saying that I read the report of what happened today” I instantly looked away from her which must have been like an admission of guilt for her “Why were you fighting?” she asked, I continued to look out the window sure that if I said anything I would tell her the whole truth and Jenny was a bully I am sure I can handle without Roses help “Emy talk to me if there is something wrong I want to help” I continued my silence “Emma” it had been so long to me since she had used my preferred name that it shocked me into replying “It won't happen again” I mumbled still trying to skirt the question, I glanced at the mirror and saw Roses piercing eyes, I retreated back to watching the street fly past “I’ll let it go for now but if it happens again you tell me what is going on ok?” I looked again at the mirror “Ok” I replied wondering if I could even control what fake crap Jenny tells Rose “Oh and I want to go to the park” I quickly said before losing my nerves. Rose unstrapped me from the stroller “Is this going to become a regular thing?” asked Rose “Do you not like the idea of me playing with other Littles?” I countered even though this was another lie it seemed to make Rose somewhat happier “Of course not Emy, we will come here every day if that makes you happy” Rose smiled, gave me a pat on my diapered bum and I was off into the crowd of Littles. “There you are” I said as I was within earshot of Dave “Oh Emy hello” I ignored his greeting and stormed up to him “Your going to tell me everything that you didn't yesterday” Dave threw his arms up in surrender “Someones in a grumpy mood” “You would be too if you’ve had the sort of day I’ve had, it isn't pleasant when someone sticks something up your…” I cut myself off as I realalise what my mouth was about to say thankfully my brain caught up in time but I lost a bit off fire I was harbouring “Did you want to tell me about it?” asked Dave now sitting next to our tree “God no” he chuckled as I felt the warmth grow on my cheeks “I just meant your day” “Oh… fine” I sat down next to him and proceeded to tell him all about my first day at the daycare center, especially the parts about Jenny and how much of a bitch she is though I didn't tell him what she had the machine do to me during it's checks “That does sound like a rough day, did you find out where she really wanted to be?” “No” I sighed “But when I went to her school I saw she was doing some sciency stuff” Dave nodded “I see, yes those fields don't normally let students shadow them” Dave began patting himself down till he pulled out a card with some contact information on it and handed it to me “What do I need this for?” I asked “This is your ticket to getting her off your back” I examined the card “My boss runs a small company in that field and is currently looking for some fresh blood, show her the card and I will tell my boss to expect the call” I looked over the card once more then up at Dave “What does he do?” I asked curious “I’m not sure” laughed Dave “But you work there” “I’m just a runner, if my boss wants lunch I get it, if he wants a gadget for one of his experiments I have to get that too” “So… your the fixer then?” Dave looked puzzled “I take it they don't have that movie then” I waved him off “I guess not” we sat in silence for a few seconds “Sounds like you have an interesting job” Dave laughed “I sure do, it can be hard to find items that I can barely pronounce” I chuckled with him, I was about to ask him another question when his wrist started ringing “Excuse me” he said and answered his call “Hello” “...” “Just send the details through and I’ll be right on it” after a couple more words on the other end Dave said his goodbye and hung up “Let me guess you have to go” I said “Afraid so” “You work odd hours” I replied “I do” chuckled Dave “But the pays good” We said our goodbyes and walked our separate ways “Fuck!” I cursed “I talked about myself too much and forgot to get to him to tell me what he is hiding.” I managed to hide myself among some Littles and leave there group in such a way that I was sure Rose would think I was playing with them, it must have worked because Rose didn't say anything about it other than to ask if I had fun which if this card that Dave gave me works then I guess I did have fun. “I don't think I can call you a cat anymore” remarked Rose when we go home “Only because I don't have the option to laze around the house all day” Rose chuckled “This might be true” “Meerkat then” Rose looked at me “They are not part of the cat family” I shrugged “I’m just a Little and don't know any better” “Why meerkat then?” asked Rose “They have cat in their name and are active” I shrugged, Rose grinned at me “Ok then my little meerkat what are we going to do for dinner?” I thought about it for a moment then answered “Something with pasta.” It took some convincing but Rose and I ended up watching some TV after dinner, we were both lying on the couch with Rose resting her arm around me, this was unwelcomed at first till her body heat got to me and warmed me as the outside temperature dropped. It had been quite a long time since I had peed and my body was now telling me how unhappy it was about that, I contemplated leaving the couch to do my business but didn't want to disturb Rose so with a sigh I took a breath and let my body do its business right there next to Rose, thankfully with no leaks but I had come to expect that by now, the arm Rose had resting on me started tapping to the catchy shows opening making me think once just for a moment that Rose knew what I was doing thankfully I was proven wrong. I had the feeling that Rose had fallen asleep two or three episodes ago because I occasionally heard almost whisper quiet snoring coming from her, by now my diaper was well and truly cold making this the longest time I had spent sitting or laying rather in my own pee and strangely it didn't bother me, the commercials came on and I thought it was about time I check on the condition of my diaper, snaking my hand down the inside of my overalls I came to feel the plastic covering the diaper, unlike it's dry state I could feel whatever it was that soaked everything up puff out like a semi damp pillow… with a layer of plastic, no matter where I felt I didn't feel anything to suggest that it was going to leak any time soon which made me wonder if these were made to hold more than one wetting, with my hand still on the plastic I closed my eyes and began to push out what little liquide was still inside me. It wasn't much but I felt the diaper reclaim some of it's warmth and still with no leaks “Emy what are you doing?” came Roses suddenly awake voice, without thinking I pulled my hand out of the overalls in the hope that Rose didn't see anything “Nothing” I replied quickly, if she saw me then that might have looked bad… “I thought I might be leaking” I said with a spurt of inspiration “Oh honey you should have woken me that's not for you too worry about” Rose pushed herself up and got to her feet bringing me along in her arms. Rose laid me down on the changing table and got to her usual routine “I can't believe I fell asleep” said Rose as she untapped the diaper “I know you were snoring and everything” I moked “I wasn't was I?” asked Rose with a look of embarrassment, I contemplated teasing her a little but relented “No not really” “That's good to know” said Rose with a sigh of relief. There was silence till the end of the change “I think it's about time we get you to bed, what do you think?” she asked “I’m not tired” I whined for no other reason than because I could “If you go to bed without any further fuss I’ll get you a bottle of warm chocolate milk and we can finish our book” I grinned “Bargaining straight off the bat” “Would you prefer that I start with threats of spankings?” these simple and playful words killed my fun as it brought back the memories of today “No” I replied simply “Alright then let's get you into your PJ’s.” Rose helped me into my pajamas and I lay in bed as Rose was off getting the milk, part of me wanted her to come back with it in a glass or sippy cup but a greater part was looking forward to her returning with it in a bottle after all could drink from that on any angle, it wouldn't be for any other reason. Rose reentered the room and I saw that in her hand was a bottle with a brown liquid inside “Now are you going to sleep without a fuss?” asked Rose holding the bottle just out of my reach, I nodded but this wasn't good enough for her “Use your words” “Yes” I mumbled and was rewarded with the bottle “I guess that will do for now.” Rose got into her chair with our current book as I sucked on the divine milk that refused to flow into my mouth at a reasonable pace “Now where were we” said Rose flipping through the pages, she found the spot and began to read aloud, I tried to listen to the predictable yet exciting ending of the story but drifted off to my own world of dreams before the conclusion.