AmberStarfield

Growing up, I spent a lot of time with my Aunt. Most all my cousins were either much older or much younger than me so I only had younger kids to play with. I became curious seeing my younger cousins wearing diapers and at about age 8 I started to sneak a few diapers and pee in them. I would also take a few home and as I had more privacy there I would poopoo in the baby diapers too. This was random until I became 15 and discovered that I was a TB - teen baby / DL. By that time I was learning how to drive and could shop for my own diapers. Today I am wearing Pampers 7 with ConvertUps while at work and expecting a Northshore delivery by the time I get home. Looking forward to a wet and poopy weekend.

A few years ago when I was single, I use to pee in my bed purposely almost every night. During the day I would open a window and have a fan blowing over the bed and by the next night it was fairly dry. I would repeat this for about 4 to 5 days and then poo in my bed or remove a pooped diaper while in bed as toddlers will sometimes do, then wash everything and repeat. I miss the way my well peed bed smelled. If I become single again.. my bed will get this again.

Not quite 24/7 but close. Some nights I prefer to sleep nude and when doing so I use a chamber potty beside my bed. I also like to give my parts some dry time once in a while. I have both the astronaut and aquanaut diapers in stock. I like the trim colors on aquanaut a little better. Today I should get some of the new megamax diapers in size medium delivered. Adam at Northshore said they have been improved with yet more padding. I went with white color since I find the blue to be a bit too dark for my taste.

I like to sit on a hard chair or toilet lid and rock back and forth to squish my doodoo. Then I untape my diaper and rub my pee place. I am careful not to get poopoo inside, but it’s okay on the outer areas. While I don’t do this every time I make diaper poop, I do fairly often. Unless I am at work and cant hold it, I do all my poopoos at home In diapers.

Pushing poopoo in my diaper doesn’t make me feel like a baby, but more like my 5 year old little side. She does her peepee and doodoo in her Pampies on purpose, because she is too much of a brat princess to stop playing and be bothered with going to sit on the potty. Despite her parents attempts to lure her into a cute pair of Little Mermaid panties, she would only poop all over Ariel, so they have given up hope of potty training this princess. So yea.. that’s the idea that runs through my mind when I squat down and start pushing princess poo out my hole. And mmn.. the warm bliss of sitting on it.

This morning I pushed doodoo in the seat of my diaper and then sat down on toilet lid. It was fairly solid and felt good pressed against my hole. I enjoyed sitting on my poo for a while, then I untapped my diaper and played with princess parts for a bit, before using baby wipes and getting a shower. Making diaper poop really reduces my stress level before going to work.

I’m squatting in my wet Pampers 7 Cruizers now, starting to push a big poopoo out my bottom hole. Ummnff... it’s a big firm load.. my favorite. Rolling it to the front of my diaper so it can touch my peepee place. I think I will wear this load in my Pampers for a while now and relax.

I prefer squatting for both peepee and poopoo. However I can pee in most any position and sometimes poopoo while standing or in crawling pose on bed.

What goes through my mind? I often regress a bit to my little age a 5. I know that I am supposed to be using the potty chair for my poopoos, but I want the guilty pleasure of pushing a big warm load in my Pampers. So I close the lid on the potty and squat down in front of it, then admire the bulge in the seat of my diaper as it grows. After doing the deed, I stand up and look at the potty lid.. I know my butt will be get poopoo all over it if I were to sit down on it... but I don’t think little me would mind it at all.. So I carelessly sit down on the hard potty lid and feel completely satisfied as the warmth spreads below. Clean up takes some time and often warrants a shower as well, but I never regret it.

Congrats on pooping yourself! Cheers! It is such a simple but wonderful thing to do. I can hardly wait to leave work for the day and do the same.

Yesterday morning I woke up wearing a Crinklz diaper that was pretty wet, but not completely soaked yet. So I decided to continue wearing it while I got some yard work done before it got too hot outside. I got the riding lawn mower fueled up and just before I got on it, I felt the urge to make poopoo. So I squatted down in my shorts and diaper, pushed a load of medium consistency, then sat on my poopoo for about an hour while mowing the lawn. It made the boring task more enjoyable and afterward I removed the diaper and mostly cleaned up while still outdoors before going inside for a shower.

Hi everyone, I am new to this site, but have been in the AB/DL community since I found DPF in the late 90’s. Having been interested in diapers since I was about 8 years old, I learned what I was by the time I got my 1st PC with a modem at 15 and started to buy my own Goodnites. From that point on it has become a life long desire to use diapers whenever I wanted and now days I wear almost full time. I enjoy a lot of variety in the products I use and this includes brands such as Pampers 7, Goodnites, Always Discrete, Northshore lite to megamax, and my favorite - Crinklz. I have a partner who accepts the way I am but doesn’t participate. I use my diapers for both intended purposes and while it can be sexual at times, mostly it comforts and relaxes me completely.