for the last week, it seemed like another humdrum week - I do what I need to do, and PRAY that something GOOD happen to me  to me for a change:  I sometimes feel that I an run down, and that sucks, but 2 things that happened this week were memorable for a couple reasons.

1. PT:  for THREE weeks in a row, I was NOT in too much pain while building up stamina and making sure that I am stretched out:  very soon I WILL be ready to mount the prone stander again:  They also switched up the therapists:  The new PT has training in Neurological stuff, so that is a plus:  I have NOT felt this good AFTER a session in MANY years, and that is the truth - The people there REALLY know what they are doing, and I don't know why, but something WAS imminent, and let me just say that I was SO HAPPY that I was CRYING, being thankful for all that my family, and friends and team members do and have done for me.

2.  A week or so ago, my mom wanted me to investigate what it would cost for computer replacements, as hers (I believed) was giving her problems, and I thought that My Mom was replacing a laptop - NOPE, but when I didn't do it for a week, my mom called me:  She said that our cousin made one last request before he passed away:  He wanted to do something special:  He and I are tech geeks, so we like to talk about tech alot:  What My MOM said to me shocked me for my MOM said that before he died, our cousin made this request:  He wanted to make sure that I was "taken care of" as far as a newer computer.  You see, the iMac that I was using was about 15 years old, and it would probably on the way out, and I REALLY was wondering how that would happen.

Wednesday Morning I was talking to my mom again, and she wanted to "expedite" the purchase:  because DJT might decide to slap tariffs on goods:  As I was helping her, she told me that our cousin wanted her to take some money to do that:  Mom wanted me to choose 2 machines:  and then, she called me back, and guess WHO has a NEW Apple M4??  

ME - all I could so was sit on my bed in shock and awe, mouth hanging OPEN, and DAMN was THAT cool!  I chose one that was cheaper than the other:  I GOT my first choice:  The best one, and I will ALWAYS remember who gave of himself even when it probably was hard for him.  I am so HAPPY I could SCREAM with joy, as this computer will be the FIRST One that I own:  NEW right outta the box, and this will be the second mac I have had since about 2015.

SPECS: 

Apple M4, it has 10 CPU'S, and 10 Graphics Cores

Memory: 24 Gigs Ram

HDD:  512GB, SSD

Display:  24 In, Retina display

Magic Keyboard / Magic Mouse

Color: GREEN (man this thing is a DREAM come TRUE - like people get a new Car or a HOUSE, but for me, getting something that I can COUNT on again is awesome!!)

Its times like this that make me THANKFUL, and APPRECIATED:  Knowing that some day, something good will come of it:  I also got some help today with getting rid of stuff I don't need anymore, is pretty cool: I wish all my days could make me  feel like this:  Pain is the pits!

This new Apple M4 will serve me for many years to come, and each time I sit down in front of it, I will do it in HIS honor!  Wherever he is, I know that He is watching over me, knowing how grateful I am.

Have a Great Day!!

Holy SCRATCH!

I just looked down at my right foot, and I have a scratch there that I don't remember getting. Its probably a 2-3 inch scratch, that I have just noticed.......But I had my shoes ON all day because I was doing shopping - Don't know how I got that one

EEK

Brian

Good morning to everyone:
 

I just wanted to take a moment to post and let everyone know that I have been working very hard on making sure that my place is a lot cleaner than it was. A couple weeks ago. I posted a picture of the cabinet that was built for me, which is there in the pictures. Monday night I received this cabinet and had it put in. There is a picture in my photos that shows that.

right now I am dealing with a few things:

One. Bouts of IBS with accidents, which are kind of nasty which I have to clean up. Been doing that for the last couple to three weeks on and off when I have that type of an accident.
 

Two:  dealing with migraine, headaches, which are kind of ridiculous, because my body apparently is very sensitive to touch in certain areas which can aggravate my headache, and I also have arthritis in my neck which really makes it hurt.

Three:  I’ve been going through a lot of my documents, trying to get them together so that I can prepare to deal with life, insurance issues and other office type tasks because of the cabinet builds that have been done for me. They’ve been all invoiced out for time for materials for labor, so that means it should be no problem now I just have to scan those to my case manager, and she will make sure that the contractor is paid.  As I said, in the photo description of the completed cabinet, I am beyond happy! Now I can put things away, so they don’t have to be seen. It makes no sense whatsoever to have a messy unorganized cable nest where I can’t figure out what cable goes to watt or where there might be an electrical issue because of the amount of wires, extension, cords, cables, and everything else. I spent about $75 to be able to get halfway decent seven outlet 1080 Joule workshop type power strips so that I don’t have too much of a problem I want to make sure that I have enough power strips so I don’t have to keep on running extension cords all over Kingdom come. If I need to use a power strip and an extension cord. The good thing is I can open the cabinet and plug it in right inside the cabinet so nobody hast to see all the wires hanging behind it. There are several round drilled holes for me to be able to run those through but it’s good that Mr. EMMONS put those in for me, and I am thankful because now if I want to hook up something underneath, I can do it and it doesn’t have to be permanent 

Four:  i’ve  been having trouble sleeping. This morning I woke up at 2:30 AM, and here it is almost 9 o’clock, and I still feel as if I’ve been run over by a truck. I don’t feel sick anymore. It’s just that the way I’ve taken my medicine and probably will not help me to rest. Now that I have everything else that I can think of in place it really helps. I don’t have to worry. 

So that is why it’s been happening at Casa de Brian

Good evening
 

Holy smokes! If this isn’t the night, we remembered! I think this is the second night, where I have at least change the amount of diapers that are almost equivalent, time and supply to the night that I went into the hospital for a Colo

Ever since about 230, I have been running in and out of the bathroom and dealing with a lot of stuff. Around five however, I ate some dinner, and then waited for something else to happen, and then all hell broke loose.

I change my self at least seven times in the last four hours maybe longer. It was so bad that I can only stand there in my shower bay with a shower running and say I’m just gonna let it go and then just took the diaper off and then showering myself clean. It hurt like crazy because whatever I had burned a little, so that means anytime I was releasing it made my butt hurt as well.

after going through this, I now know, and understand exactly why I said exactly what I said about taking care of your skin because it is important. You also need to make sure that you’re keeping yourself clean all the way down because if you don’t you can get hit where you least expect it  as it can itch and bother you.

I just wish that it would stop whatever this is. I don’t know if it’s the school or what the heck are you? How are you as a salad for lunch must’ve been something that didn’t agree with my stomach but oh my God make it stop!

After experiences like this, I am still glad that I made that decision in 2020 to go to 24 seven! It’s been a hell of a ride, but it’s been a lot easier for me to deal with!

Brian

I sometimes wish I could get rid of the headaches I have been experiencing lately:  I will be able to get "Trigger Point Injections" in October, so hopefully, that will take care of it

Today, I've made updates to my Albums.  I have added information regarding the Upgrade of my Late 2011 imac, which I have successfully upgraded to Mac Os Monterey, which they say is not possible for a machine which natively runs Mac OS High Sierra.  Had to use OCLP 15 for that.

I've also added pictures of my new 6 Drawer Dresser, New 7 Drawer Dresser, and the cabinet I have had built to replace the "makeshift stacked up mess that is there now.  I have been busy making changes to the place, as I had to ask a friend to help me put together the furniture, and build the cabinet I need. 

He will also help me get rid of recycling and garbage and things that are just taking up space, that I dont want or need anymore - been trying to do these things for 15-20 years, but I always used to get some sort of crazy reasoning, and since I can buy the furniture, I cant put it together, so I asked a friend of mine for help, and have been making ready for changes.  You'll see the furniture all finished, and it looks good - need to figure out where i want the 7 drawer dresser:  Needed newer furniture, and NOW after all this time, you know what?

I am Happy!  Just figured I would let you know what I've been doing for the last month or so

Brian

@Emily Ruby Rose

Good Evening:

I hope you are doing well!  I've been dealing with headaches and arthritis in my neck for a while now, and I just found out in May that they are changing the way that the support program that I am in "Choices for Care" has to change the way that they manage Case Management Services and Support services:  basically, the Agency that provides my Support Services CANNOT also manage my Case File, so they will be assigning me a new case manager for now, and then they will transition to the Council On Aging by 2025.

I sort of feel like the state LIED to me because they said that the change would happen by JULY of 2025, but everything changed faster than that, my old case manager RESIGNED on friday, and I will be assigned another until the transition occurs - which sucks, but I dont know.......

I hope you are doing well, and are able to enjoy life with your daddy on the west coast:  Been thinking of you, and EVERYTIME I see you on, I want to jump into chat, but I have been dealing with a Radio Frequency Ablation, and then I had too see the Headache Clinic after I got my neck to not hurt like hell when I try to turn it -It sucks when you don't feel good   I have new Asthma Meds, so I think the new meds are helping me, and I am glad that my doctor took care of that - Part D insurance somehow denied the meds I needed for breathing, and then the "Preauthorization Department" for my Part D insurance was NOT exactly helpful, because they would not identify who the hell they were, and I thought it was a SCAM, so I called Medicaid and the Vermont ATG, and reported the company to Part D insurance:  Got that straightened out, but I wonder sometimes, why insurance is so STOOPID!!

I have my "bunny brigade" and they are SO SOOOOFT that I LOVE them, and can't Put them down: Check out the Album "Da Rabbits and Friends" to see them.  I betcha you would LOVE to see them, and they would give Olivia Rabbit some love too

***HUGS** Feel free to PM Anytime - Miss Ya

Brian 

Server:  Today I did some more work on the server:  I uploaded several images I snapped off of youtube, then used the WordPress Multi-File Uploader to upload them to my website.  I was in the middle of a post to my blog, when I heard a strange noise:  My server (Cardinal's) Monitor fizzled out - so I took a second, saved that post as a draft, and then lucky for me, I saved a Dell monitor, I just undid the screw connectors on the back of the Monitor, pulled the power cable from the back of the old monitor, and replaced it, then reconnected the power cord, and hit the power button - all set

I also have added several things to my album "Sage Advice and Sayings".  Check it out.

HOLY COW!!

Its 5:15am as I write this, and I am still awake and have not gone to bed yet:  I took my Hydroxyzine at 8PM. and I am still awake!! UGH - Oh Well, Time Well Spent as I posted a couple this morning

Brian

@LilRugrat

Sending You and @FretaBWetBIG HUGS, and I say I love and MISS you BOTH! !

Brian

@FretaBWet

Sends you and @LilRugratBIG *****HUGS*** and says "I hope you all are doing well, and that I Love and MISS You both

Brian

My Pastor posted this and I will remember it:

"Focus on what I can control and make peace with I cannot."

Brian

@Evelyn Dellcerro@Transfusionelle@amorfraldaJR

I want to wish ALL of you MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!  I hope you all have a wonderful holiday, and I hope you all had fun! 

Miss You all

Love,

Brian

@Emily Ruby Rose

I spy with my little eye:

a Cutie, whom I;m gonna give a **HUG** and a Kiss To, and wish you all the best.  I hope you are well, and if you have patreon, you are aware of the purge......

Brian

@~ashley~

I hope this message finds you well and I hope everything is going OK for you! I miss you Hugs!

Brian

@Emily Ruby Rose

I hope this finds you well! I havent seen you on but that once, but let me tell you it was awesome to see you online and talk to you for awhile. Hopefully everything is going OK.

Lately I've been dealing with my therapy, and other things that I've been dealing with, especially neck that hurts like crazy, and then when it really hurts it really gets on my nerves. There are times when I can't even turn my neck, and I have to use icy hot to be able to do it, but I'm working on it and I'm in therapy now so hopefully that will work.

Remind me and I'll take a picture of my rabbit family! I'm sure that Olivia would be in heaven because she sees a bunch of her animal friends! To me my rabbits are like my children, just like my orangutan amy is my daughter. I have one rabbit who's named Tommy Rabbit, then I have Jackie Rabbit, tiny Rabbit, and Tonya Rabbit, and finally timber rabbit, who happens to be the smallest of all my rabbits. One that I really like is tiny rabbit and she is white, and she is so soft, along with the rest of my rabbits. When I go somewhere I always take her with me, so there's always a friend with me just in case things get a little bit crazy. As I said I love them like my sons and daughters, and I probably will never have a son or a daughter, so the closest I'll have is my rabbit family and my orangutan amy who just turned 21!

Just figured I'd send you a quick message to let you know that I'm thinking of you and I hope everything is working out for you to the best it possibly can, and now that you're able to do what you want to do hopefully you will be able to live the life that you want to live with your partner and whoever else that you're with, and I am proud of you, so never forget that!

Love ya:  *** All of my rabbits wave at you, and give you a hug and a kiss, just like when you have a pigpile, in this case there's a rabbit pile over you and they're giving you plenty of hugs and kisses. They'll also give Olivia kisses if she likes some!*****

Brian

I just wanted to let everyone know that from time to time I see interesting stuff on Facebook or I see funny images or things that make me feel good about certain situations. Last night I posted a lot of pictures from Facebook because they were awesome sayings and they resonate with me.

This morning I also posted the new Vermont strong license plates. The ones that we used to have say " I AM Vermont Strong"  and these were authorized by the former governor of Vermont Peter Shumlin. This was done in 2011 after Tropical Storm Irene hit the area and did a lot of damage.

In 2023, after the floods, the state authorized plates that say " We ARE Vermont Strong, Tough Too"  I love this state and I've always lived here all my life, I ended up starting life in a place called East Hardwick, in a place where it was like a wooded area, and it was rural, and I really enjoyed the fact that it was far away from the city and all of the junk that happens.  When you're a kid you don't realize how important being a kid early is, or how having the ability or the drive to wanna do something fun and have fun outdoors and just laugh and play and enjoy life as it Is at the time. When you're a kid you don't have to worry about much, but then when you grow up you realize that the life you had when you're a kid is sometimes more beneficial than the one you had as an adult. This also can change because of who raises you and what type of influences they've had in your life and what things have happened to you. It was very very very lucky to have good parents good grandparents good aunts uncles and Cousins and other relatives, that care about me that love me and want me to succeed. Regardless of how bad it gets in Vermont, we are Vermont strong we are Vermont tough, and just like former Governor Cuomo in New York would say, New Yorkers are New York tough! After what happened with the World Trade Center and everything else happening twice once in 93 and once on 9/11, now I know why New Yorkers are so tough, because they care about the people around them and they also care about their city, and they always tried to do the best they can.

The picture of these is in my album if you want to see it, it's a slide so you may have to open the picture to see both plates. Is selling these plates for $35 a piece, and you can get them both if you pay the $72 fee! And Bill has already gotten both and he wants to know when they arrive, so we'll have to work with him to see what they say at DMV in Montpelier.

I'm very lucky that I had the people that I have in my life. When life is down when it feels like life is sucky and it doesn't make sense, having strong people and having strong devotion to your state and who you live with or who you want to live with or where you are makes it stronger.  Vermont has their problems comment New York has theirs and other states do as well, but the thing that makes Vermont unique is they care about the people just like in New York, they want the best for Vermonters, and that is why when I know I'm right I push the limits to see how they're going to react: when I had to have a fair hearing because of medication changes, also brought up my incontinence a little because I had to get what I have and keep it because they wanted to change it to something cheaper, and they wanted to put everybody under the same box, but sometimes what they want one person to do is not going to help the rest of us and not everyone belongs in the same box. I won that war when we're talking about incontinence supplies, now I'm wondering when they'll send me the necessary paper so I can get an exception to the rule that says that my drugs that are considered over the counter will still be covered under Medicaid. To get the paper and then try to talk the doctor into it and I'm sure he will do it. Than him trying to figure out what can replace it, because everything that is over-the-counter as far as antihistamines has been terminated for coverage.

All through my life I've been tough, and now there have been through at least three floods, now I understand what being Vermont strong is. Means that you care about your state and you care about what happens to it and why things happen, and you fight for what you think is right and you fight against what is wrong. Vermont may have its trouble but I love it, it's pretty, the only thing I wish that would happen is I wish I didn't have to live through cold cold winters that make mobility harder, but Vermont is where I live and I'll always remember it and I always cherish it because in other places it's a little harder for people to live, but I always will remember all of the pictures for example that my parents take as they take rides all over the state and then they go different places and they show us where they've been and where they want to go, or where they take a picture of a covered bridge or they take a picture of a farmhouse or something that makes me proud to be a Vermonter. Those plates may just say what they say, but being a Vermonter I live that philosophy because you have to be strong in order to fight for what you believe is right, you also have to be strong to fight against what you think is wrong, and I hope that I am the type of person that will be able to win when I know that there's a possibility I can lose.

There are several people on dd that also share this philosophy, as you be tough as you move forward, and you never back down. I know that it's hard sometimes to deal with certain situations, but because of certain people on DDI have learned that there are ways to deal with many problems, even if they might be unorthodox ways, I'm so glad to have the people that I do have here because they help me and they understand what's going on.

Just remember one thing: no matter how hard it is, just remember that you should remain strong and vigilant, and that is one of the things I try to do. I try to help people so that they understand what's going on, so when they ask questions about incontinence or diapers or whatever it is, and they think they're embarrassed or whatever I always try to help them understand that there's nothing wrong with doing what they're doing, and it's a lot better for you to be comfortable and be able to deal with it using diapers if that's what you want to do rather than worry about it. A diaper is just a tool, it's an underwear choice, and that is an important thing. Believe a person that is strong is one that can admit that they have a problem or that they need to have help, and they use the diapers they have or they use whatever solution they decide, and it makes them strong because they're willing to do it and they know it's right for them.

So I'm Vermont strong, but DD is a lot stronger, because they care about the people, and they care about what is going on around them. DD is a strong place because of the people that make it that way, and that is the important piece! This may just be a bunch of servers and wires, but it feels like home to me and it always will be! Michael always does his best and I appreciate everything that he does, and I appreciate all the moderators and chat mods and everyone else that makes DD tick, and I'm so glad that I'm here, and I'm so glad that because of people here I'm able to determine what's going on and be able to admit that I am what I am and always have been! I don't know why it took me so long, but I'm glad I'm finally here and I'll always remember everybody that helped me through this journey, and I'm not done yet, because the journey will continue: I might have made my decision and come to my own conclusion, but there's so many other people that may be on the same path as I was, so it's always a good thing to try to help as many as you can. Might not be able to answer every question and you may not be able to help everyone, but you always try your best: that is the best thing that my parents always told me, give it all you got give it your best, because if as long as you give your best that's as best as you can do!

Brian

I wish that my head and neck would not hurt:  Its tight up there, and it is hard to move head without pain:  PT has been started, so hopefully everything will work out for the good

Brian

Windows Sucks:  I have my roommate ask me to run updates on his laptop, and the nexct thing I know, it does a BIOS Update, and then asks for the BitLocker Key!  I never have seen that before, and I never enabled it, so how could I, or my roommate know what the key was?

Have to tell him later, then wipe and start over, this time, Bitlocker is TOAST, and if I get a code, I will make note of it, but I didn't configure it, and I CERTAINLY would not bitlocker the drive without reaizing it, I would disable it!

Such is my Friday :I

Brian

I just realized something and probably the reason why I had not really noticed it is because of all the things that have happened! On August 7th of 2023, I will have surpassed my 4th anniversary with DD! This is an accomplishment and of itself, because there's a lot of things that I have learned in those last four years, lots of good people that I've met, lots of lessons learned, and a lot of good advice and good times! I believe in my heart that COVID 19, even when it is so bad or when it was bad, it was a challenge, and it still is a challenge, but the people here on DD helped me in so many ways because if I hadn't had the friends here on DD during one of the lowest times in the life cycle, I would not be the guy I am today, I would not be accepting of my situation, and I would not be able to help those that need it!

I'm still in awe! Where the hell did the time go? I guess I was having so much fun I didn't realize where it went! It just seems it went from 2019 to 2023 in about two years, and it did, but it just seems like the years of the pandemic were like 10,000 years or something, where people were getting upset and people were getting sad and people were putting up their Christmas trees in August or something, because that was something that made them feel better, or they'd be doing other things like playing Christmas music! Either way, I'm proud to be a member here, and I'm proud to be able to help those in need! Regardless of what happens, we are a family here as well, and DD is strong, just like Vermont is or New York or something else, because without the friends and family here, I think I would be in Serious trouble! Thanks to those that help me, I love you all, and I'll never forget all the things that helped me become the guy I am right now!

Anniversaries are interesting because they always happen! They always say that the first anniversary is paper and then they have all of these other ones that go from 1 to Infinity! This year I celebrate four years, and it'll be interesting to see what happens in 8 or 12, but regardless of what happens this is home and will always be, regardless of how many people come in, how many people leave, how many people stay, or those that take hiatuses. I was a member of Tallahassee Franic for many many years, and I was thinking to myself we have to keep this going, and then of course a whole bunch of stuff happened, we ended up losing the server location and then we had to move the server, and it was sent somewhere else, and then we had to get it back, and it is still being stored, but regardless of what happens that community was awesome at its peak, and it still reminds me of a lot of different things, it is also my home, but DD has helped me in so many ways it isn't even funny, and time seems to fly, but the problem still remains when you want the time to go fast it doesn't it ends up going slower, and when you don't want the time to go fast it's gone! Time is a relative factor, and although we don't know how much time we have, we have to take advantage of every minute every 2nd! I am thankful for everybody that's been here for me, those that will support me, those that have supported me, and those who I have become friends with that I trust, because without those people I would be a hurting unit right now!

Thank you daily diapers! 4 years? Holy smokes where did the time go!

😁😁😁👍👍😁😁😍😍😍😍😁😁😁 I love you all!

Brian

Good morning everyone!

With all the things that have been going on around me, with all the flooding in the state of Vermont and all of the things that we've had to do as far as recovery, I ended up looking at a lot of different photographs that ended up on my church's Facebook page! Whoever had posted those had taken pictures of the devastation and all the damage that happened below! The damage is devastating! There was water all the way up to almost the ceiling in the downstairs area, and the water almost reached the top of the light fixture in the stairway!

When I looked at the devastation downstairs my mouth just about hung wide open! 15 years I've been doing this, and we've been through three floods the flood of 11 the flood of 16 and the flood of 23- throughout the entire experience each one is a different experience, each one was unique, and each one cause different challenges, but ohh my god this is the worst I've seen it! I thought that Tropical Storm Irene's flooding in 11 was bad! Man was I wrong! The flood of 2016 Flooded our basement and then caused damage because of a backflow Valve that was malfunctioning, then we had toilets overflowing a couple times, and that was bad because we had sewage and stuff all over the place, so they had to bring in serve pro to clean up the mess, and I thought that was bad!

Then we ended up getting cleaned up and we opened in 2017 with me at the helm. We ended up going from 2017 until 2023 before the next flood, and we dealt with all the stuff that had to do with the pandemic, were closed for two years, had a lot of different things happen and while each one is a challenge, I was up for that challenge and will continue to be, but there's things that make me wonder how we can recover from such devastation in 2023! My pastor tells us that we got this, and that the church itself is the people and the things that we do and how we do it, and not just the building itself, but I can tell you it's hard to not look at the devastation and say to myself what's going on, I had so much fun down there, there were so many people that were able to help, there were so many things that we can do, I had fun helping the church do certain events, and I had fun dealing with so much, and I learned a lot from it, but I have this funny feeling that for some reason someone is going to tell us something that will be bad! Maybe I'm just being a negative nancy I don't know, but The thing is, the pastor is always telling us that the church is the people and not the building, and that we got it, but the information I have comes from two different sources 1 telling us how bad it is and how we won't be able to recover 1 saying that we possibly could, so on Saturday the 26th I will go to the church itself and I will find out.

I hope that in the future, we will know more about what they want to do, and I pray that We will be able to help those in need still, I'm not sure how not sure where, not sure when, but I'm sure that we will: the question is to what level and how soon! Please keep praying, because that will give me strength as well as others! Trinity United Methodist Church is like a family, even though we lost the building or we need to fix the building, Trinity is more than just a building, just like the pastor said it's the people it's the compassion it's the love, and it's all the things put together along with the spirit of the Lord which will help us through the worst times that happen! I've learned that from experience and I'm not going to give up! To give up would be to throw my towel and I'm not the type of person!

Brian

for the last three or four days I have been in extreme pain because of a problem with my neck. Seem to have an issue where because of my age I am Dealing with disks in my neck that seems to be causing me problems. I have been told that I have problems with disks in my neck, but unfortunately the only way to solve that would be to remove the disk that is causing the problem because it is quite painful and then end up screwing a fake disk in there, but unfortunately that probably wouldn't solve the problem, as there are many many things that could possibly be wrong. Know that the disk problem will be prevalent, but also talk to a friend who must think I'm an idiot because I'm constantly calling the doctor, but there's nothing I can do, in the last couple of nights it just felt like my head had exploded! Sometimes I wish that I could take my neck and just quickly turn it to the left snap it left, quickly turn it to the right snap it right and then end up having it stop. I've requested from the doctor a referral to the pain clinic again maybe that could fix it or maybe a visit to my orthopedist will straighten it out.

Wish me luck everyone!

Brian

After 2 Days, I FINALLY have my Iphone 12 and my Music and Movies synced right:  Something happened last night, where I LOST most of the playlists that reside on my iMac, and it not only cleared the vast majority of playlists that resided there, but it also put a really OLD version of the playlists that were there in 2020 when I restored,

So, I used Itunes, IMazing 2, Switch File Converter, and my copier to copy the information on 16 80s CD's that my buddy let me borrow, imported them, and added them to Playlists.  I also added Sounds of The 80s, Ultimate 70s, and Greatest Hits of the 80's, and More Greatest Hits of the 80s to my ITunes Library, and when done, did the Sync Again, and she WORKED this time.  I also added some movies, as I will be a guest for a procedure at the hospital at tghe end of the week, so I don't know how I will feel, but wanna make sure that I have distractions, because I doubt I will get much sleep Sunday night to Monday Morning, when they do the procedure.  I also need an Ultrasound of my liver, as my bloodwork is abnormal, mostlikely due to High Cholesterol, which we will deal with after the two procedures are complete, and I have further info.

Wish me Luck!

Brian

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR........

If there's one thing I hate more than anything in the world, it's the fact that for the last four or five nights, my eyes have been on fire, if it's not because of the fact that there's a histamine in the air comment it's because of the fact that there's pollen in the air or something else or because of congestion or something else. The Doctor has prescribed me some nasal spray that will help me with that part of it, so hopefully it will allow me to get some steroids into me so that it will stop my eyes from watering so bad that I need to take medicine twice the strength, which I'm not supposed to do.

Luckily I have my hydroxyzine that I've taken along with my gabapentin pills because I've had nerve related spasticity all day long, and my legs are jumping around like Mexican jumping beans!

Brian 😒😒😒

(I HATE when I HURT, And I even hate complaining about it, because all through my life, my mom and other people would say that I'm the worst patient, and I always complain about things, but when you're in pain or you have spasticity, you can't help it) 

Part seven of my fantasy story:  "

~Brian's Dream Comes True~ (A fantasy story of what I wish would happen)

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• Brian