Lizzy

Haldo friends ❤️ It has been rough patches for my princess but I want to assure everyone she is very loved and we work hard to help her and take care of her. She is the most adorable little and always brings a smile to faces. Life can be hard sometimes and I know this wasn't easy for her to write but she wanted to tell everyone how she had been. Writing has kinda taken a sideline but we roleplay often with all sorts of fun venues be it the girl being regressed, the pet girl in diapers or just a good dark time. I'm sorry there hasn't been much story wise but often we just have private roleplays between us and other wise play games together. The thoughts and well wishes are always appreciated and honestly when someone finds her stories and shares their thoughts and feelings it really fulfills her and it means the world. Please message her through her Tumblr or even consider joining the S && P Patreon, we are always close to it. A little is a very special person and encouragement and feedback of their creations with their crayons as they express themselves in their art. It just can really make the whole big world a brighter place for them. "Look at my pretty picture isn't it great?" "Did you like my story?" Littles and their feelings are very big friends, so please love eachother and care for eachother and if a little touches your heart please let them know. Those feelings may change someone's day in a very big way ❤️

Some girls just dig their holes when given a shovel and then make the mistake of bonking everyone with it.

? ? Kimmy is a sweet and innocent princess *nods nods*

Its here! I enjoyed this one sooo much!

You forgot censored hun ? especially at the panel. No one can hide the birth of behemoth one liners!

Part one is here. Part two is soon. ? I'm happy it's being shared in its own thread now

Congratulations Personalias! Hope the best for you and your success for the coming year. ?

Thank You for your kind words, it was based on a dream I had earlier this year. It was very nice and enjoyable, rarely do I remember dreams that I have honestly and it seemed to me it would make a nice little story to share. The title actually is based on a post I made over at Tumblr a while back called Play With Me. My dream had an influence on this because what I felt was real and even looking back causes my heart to feel different things. Play With Me ❤️ When a little says play with me it can mean many things. Some simple and some complex. You never can tell sometimes what another person is feeling and many littles seek comfort in their little space when hurting or wanting to escape the worlds hurts. They may have had a bad day Gotten bad news Been hurt by someone else or a relationship They may also just want to play with you because they like you and want to share in a game they enjoy with you. We all hurt sometimes. Life can be cold, cruel and hard and nothing is harder than dealing with our own hurts and feelings. They aren't asking you to shoulder their hurt little heart, their owie or their sadness. They just want a bit of time with you to feel special and happy. Bring a bit of joy to their heart and share in that with you either with a game, your company or just whatever toys they have at the time. One of the most heart breaking things in the world is a lonely little, sad and feeling left out when no one will play with them. "No one will play with me" "No one will play my game with me that I like" "I'm sad and feel alone" Take a moment to stand back and see a little you love dearly saying these things, sitting alone in a small corner holding a toy in their arms curled up and rocking. They are weeping inside and the sorrow is very big. All they want is some time and attention, not to solve their worlds problems. If a little says "Play With Me" give them a bit of time. Play a game that you may not enjoy but may make all the difference in their day. Color a silly picture or two, make silly faces. Let your heart be open because one day it could easily be you asking someone else "Play With Me" Littles have very BIG feelings, show kindness and love and patience. "Play With Me"

This is a little short story I wrote based on a dream I had a few months ago and decided to share. White.... I was wandering in a place that stretched as far as the eye could see and it was all just plain white. How long had I been here? Hours? Days? Weeks? I walked on and on looking for something, anything aside from the just plain void I found myself in when I heard a shuffle behind me, spinning around I caught glimpse of what looked like a weird little stuffed animal being drug along. Turning, trying to catch sight of what was dragging it I found a small blonde girl scampering around. She was darting to and fro dragging the stuffie along in all random directions as she went. Seemingly looking for something but not noticing me watching her. Her head swinging side to side as she ran along exploring and her blonde locks bouncing as she went, a slight waddle to her step. The stuffed animal was along for the ride as she held it by its hand and it skipped along the floor behind her. "Hello" I called out to her the next time she came near me, watching her pause and look over and up at me as if noticing me for the very first time. Her little silver eyes shining in wonder and her little lips slightly agape. "Hewwo" she paused a moment as she placed a finger to her lips seemingly thinking and cocking her head to the side "Who're you?" "Me?" thinking a moment, I found I wasn't too certain myself. My mind a bit of a fog at the moment. "I don't really remember at the moment, who are you?" "You are silly" she giggled at me "I'm lost and wanna pway at the park but can't find it" "The park?" I ask while watching her eyes shine and head nod excitedly "I haven't seen a park but I wouldn't mind helping you find it." "Really really?" bouncing on her tip toes in her velcro shoes and a smile on her face . "Yes really" I felt myself smile as I took in her appearance in a bit more detail. Her adorable blonde locks cascading down her back framing an adorable little face with little pink lips and her silver eyes. Pretty little pink and white velcro shoes with ankle socks that had frills matching her little dress she was wearing with shoulder straps and puffy sleeves. She was an adorable little girl yet was taller than you would expect coming up to my chest, almost like a shrunk down adult actually. "Yay!" She threw her hands up in the air excitedly bonking herself in the head with her stuffed animal as she bounced with excitement. "Park, park, park!" Smiling warmly I offer my hand to her and almost instantly she grabs it and begins walking happily and humming while once again dragging the little stuffed animal with her other. On and on we ventured in the white nothingness until something seemed to appear in the distance. The closer we got the more easy it was to make it out, green trees and a fence were getting closer. I began to feel a slight drag from the hand I was holding as if she was slowing down, looking over I could see she was panting. Stopping a moment to let her rest I did the first thing that came to mind and reached down and scooped her up into my arms. "Eeep!" a little squeak came out in surprise as I settled her little frame in my arms feeling a thick padding and crinkle from her rear. "You seemed tired and we are almost there, see the gate?" I pointed to the fence with an open gate leading to a walking path that appeared to be the entrance. Wrapping her arms around my neck with her stuffie now at my back I felt her lay her head against my shoulder before whispering a little "Thank You" before I set off covering the small distance to the gate. Stepping past the entrance the scenery changed and suddenly there was a blue sky and the sounds of birds chirping. Looking back I was met with woods and a trail , gone was the white nothingness. "Yay! Park! Park!" Looking down I could see her arm reached up and pointing in the distance to a little park with swings and slides and silly things on springs you ride and monkey bars. I could feel her bouncing her butt in my arms and hear the crinkle again. "You are full of energy again aren't you?" I began walking towards the playground before setting her down on her feet at the edge to let her loose. Pausing she turned and looked at me with those eyes again, wide and wondering. "Play with me?" a simple question that at the moment seemed to mean more to her than the park itself. Looking around a moment and taking everything in around me I looked back down at her as she waited for my answer, her little hands shaking. "Yes, I will play with you" I smiled "Yayy!" eyes shining with glee she reached for my hand again to pull me along to the slides wanting to play together. Fully energized unlike a bit ago, she skipped along in her steps as I followed behind. Down the slide we went together to the sound of her squeals of delight being followed by hearing "Again? Please again?" we would climb and slide down again and again before she tugged me to the swings next begging with her eyes to be pushed in the swing. "Okay, okay" I caved without a fight and began pushing her as she squealed again. "Higher! Higher!" little cries rang out across the play ground as I sent her soaring, her giggles floating along with her. We continued onto the monkey bars followed by the little bouncers as what felt like hours passed by before she began to rub her eyes. "Are we getting tired?" Looking down I could see her nodding her head as I settled down under a tree by the lake next to the park as she laid her head on my lap. "Thank you for playing with me" a little sleepy voice began to drop off as she fell asleep on my lap as I stroked her hair. "You are welcome my little one" I began feeling my own eyelids getting heavy before long nodding off as well > < > < > < > < > < The sound of alarms sounded in the rooms of two people states away from one another as their eyes opened. One curled in a ball holding a stuffed animal in her arms not wanting to get up for work, the other rolling over to slap the alarm into submission. The sleepiness being pushed aside to get up for the day while both shared the same thought. "What a wonderful dream."

I am enjoying this story so far and look forward to more soon

This thread is filled with hot smut. ? Very well written

Halloween happened lol haldo trip ?

I wrote this for fun a while back and just got around to sharing, I hope you enjoy. The concrete floor was cold under her feet and it was dark save for only a few lights scattered here and there. She was cold and scared but also felt the thrill in the back of her mind. She had asked for this, had wanted it but had never once done anything like it. She had met her on that fetlife website, she said such sweet things and offered to teach her and help guide her. "You cannot trust men to guide you properly" she had said. Said it was because once they had gotten their way they would just lose interest in her and hurt her. "I will guide you if you are sure you want this." the words were still fresh in her mind as she stood naked in the basement save for the diaper around her waist. She had given her very simple instructions, go to the drug store and get the thickest and best adult overnight diapers they have and put it on before coming to her. She had complied and found a pack of plain white diapers that taped on the sides, but they came in a big package that would be really hard to hide and would leave her with a ton of extras. She had felt nervous the entire time almost like an embarrassed child that had been punished and made to buy her own night time protection while people watched. She felt like eyes were on her, why would a 20 something looking girl be buying diapers in her size. In reality she was in her 30's but just looked younger and was kind of small. After making her uncomfortable purchase she had headed home and followed the next set of instructions. She was to put one on immediately and was banned from the bathroom and had to drink an entire gallon of water before leaving to go to her teachers house. The drive had been long and hard on her bladder once she reached the rough roads leading to the house in the woods. Arriving she parked and walked to the door, brushing her shoulder length blonde hair back she knocked. A moment later she heard chains moving and a deadbolt and another deadbolt before the handle turned and the door opened revealing a woman standing half a foot taller than her looking down with deep brown eyes. "Ummm hi, I did everything you told me to do and sent back those signed documents like we agreed." No response, the eyes showed no change and her red lips did not move. Her hair dark brown hair was held back in a single pony tail that laid over her shoulder. "Umm did I get the wrong house maybe?" She began shifting side to side uncomfortable now under the stern gaze. "Is that how you address your superior? I see we have a lot of work to do indeed." Finally speaking in a firm voice the woman grabbed her by the bicep and yanked her inside and dragged her to the living room and placed her on the couch. "You stay right there now, I am going to shut and lock the door. There are five locks and this is your only chance to get out, if you stay there after that last lock latches you are not leaving am I clear?" "Yes" "Yes what?" her tone even and hard "Yes mistress" Heels clicked as she walked away and she could hear the sound of a heavy door closing and shutting before the clicking of locks began. One... was she sure about this? Two.... it wasn't too late to leave yet. Three... nervousness began settling in, maybe this wasn't such a good idea. A chain now followed by another click making four, I need to leave I can't do this. The woman returned just as she was standing up "Where do you think you are going?" "I was going to leave, I only counted four locks. Where is the fifth?" "Silly girl, the door handle was already locked to begin with. That was a total of five locks and now you are mine." A chill ran down her spine and she began to feel her bladder reach its limits as well. She was trapped with no escape and the feeling had begun to settle in. She felt a cold fear but also a warm tingle as well, she had asked for this and there was no going back. "Come girl, it is time to get your initiation started." Girl? "Umm I have a name you know?" She stopped dead in her tracks before rounding on the little blonde and approaching her before leaning down and looking her in the face. "What did you just say to me?" "I said I have a name." The slap across her face was sudden and harsh knocking her to the ground. "You will only speak when spoken to from now on, you need to remember that. If I give an order you are to follow it without question or comment. Do you understand?" "But I?" the slap stung and hurt, she could feel tears in her eyes. "Yes or no girl?" the question was more an order than anything "Yes" "Yes, what?" "Yes mistress" "Good now get yourself up and listen and listen well. From here on out you have no name of your own, you will be referred to as either girl or meat depending on my mood and whim. Do you understand?" Gulping the girl could only nod in affirmation fearing another strike as she got to her feet. "Now follow me." Walking away she followed to another locking door that when opened revealed a set of stairs going down. Following she soon found herself in a room dimly lit with bare concrete floors and evenly spaced floor supports for the house. "I will give you a choice, which in the future you will often be given but not always like the options. You can either strip yourself or I can do it for you." Her eyes widening a bit the girl contemplated her options. "I will do it myself mistress." "Good it seems you are learning, very well then everything goes." Reaching down the girl unbuttoned the waist of her skirt letting it fall to the floor before stepping out it and removing her shoes and socks followed by her crop top with a heart on it. Next she moved to the tapes on the thick white diaper wrapped around her hips before feeling them slapped away. "That stays, now pick everything up and place it in that clear box on the wall next to the door." Complying she walked over and did as instructed before. "I also have these which you so kindly mailed to me before." Holding up a pair of her panties the woman hung them on a pair of hooks that placed them on display before shutting the door on the little clear box and closing a padlock on front. "Now you have a permanent reminder of what you have lost." * * * * * The concrete floor was cold under her feet and it was dark save for only a few lights scattered here and there. She was cold and scared but also felt the thrill in the back of her mind. She had asked for this, had wanted it but had never once done anything like it. "Are you ready girl?" A shiver ran down her back, was it from the cold or excitement? "Y-yes mistress" Walking up behind her she wrapped her arms around the girl and began to fondle her small perky breasts and caressing the front of the diaper. A gasp escaping her lips at the touch and feeling of her mistresses form pressing against her back. "Do you like that girl?" "Yes mistress" she had never been with another woman before but she could not deny what she was feeling. She felt ashamed and humiliated by her current situation, naked save for a diaper and her identity locked away on display for her and completely out of her reach. So degrading, humiliating and yet so new and she felt tingling between her legs. "Do you know why you are in diapers little girl?" "No mm Mistress" the feelings where making her feel more warm "I am taking away even the most bare form of control from you. I will have you fully submit to me, but you will willingly give it to me in the end as well." A shudder passed through her body, for reasons she did not even understand herself. "Yes mistress" "Now stay right there and I will be back" and without another word she was gone leaving her alone. A few minutes later heels could be heard again as she returned with a bag in hand and having changed to a pair of skinny jeans and tight black lacing top while wearing leather boots. "It is time to get you dressed appropriately." Dropping the bag in front of her diapered pet she drew out several items before commanding her to turn around. A black leather top was first that was covered in laces and metal rings and buckles. Her arms fed through some straps as it was pulled against her and the buckles closed, looking down she noticed her perky breasts were on full display. That's weird, why? Soon she began to feel the top getting tighter and tighter pulling against her strained bladder and shaping her figured she felt tugs from behind and the gap on the back of what she now realized was a corset drew closer together. "There is think that will do nicely" The woman ran her hands up and down the girls sides feeling the smoothness and caressing the curves that had before far more apparent. "Let us continue now" Next black leather cuffs were secured to her wrists before a larger one was pulled from the bag that she felt being fed around her neck before being pulled tight as the strap was drawn through a buckle followed by a disturbing click. "You are looking even better than I had hoped for, your meat fills out very nicely girl. Now i will allow you to put these on next." Taking in her hands two small balls of fabric she unfolded them to find that they were black fishnet nylons. Leaning back against a pole for balance she fed each foot in before rolling them up her legs before finally reaching down and securing them with her garters. Taking a moment to adjust for tightness she turned back. "Next mistress?" Walking over the woman leaned in and kissed under the girls jaw before caressing the front of the diaper under the corset. Placing her lips next on her earlobe she nibbled a moment before beginning to fondle one of her bare breasts and whispering in her ear "I love having your meat exposed little pet, it is very satisfying" a gasp coming from the girls lips as her nipple was played with. "Put these on next for me" handing two more sets of cuffs. "Mistress?" she asked a bit confused "I don't understand." "One set is for your ankles, while the other set." Walking over she drew her hands from the girls knees up the inside of her thighs and began caressing very slowly and licking her neck "Is so i may control your very, very lewd thighs." a shudder ran through her body again. "Y..yes m..mistress" Reaching down she buckled her ankles in place next followed by her thighs. "Very good meat, it's time for use to have some fun. How is your stomach feeling?" "Very full mistress, I really need to go." "Oh do you now?" Walking behind, she pulled her back by the D ring on the back of her corset "I think very very soon" Reaching around she felt her breast grabbed and massaged while her stomach had pressure applied on top of her corset before a hand wandered down and began caressing the front of her diaper. "Do you like that my little diapered slut?" "Y...yes mistress. P..please more" "More you say? Very well then." Nibbling her ear now she drug her across the room before forcing her across a soft leather table. "Legs apart and hands forward meat." Obeying she spread her feet wide as she could while laying face down and placed her arms out. Soon she heard metal clicks and felt her arms and legs all pulled tight and held in place. Reaching down he woman tilted the girls head up and looked her in the eyes "It is time for you to truly learn you are mine from now on" walking behind the girl a noise was soon heard before a pressure was applied to her very exposed crotch area that soon began vibrating like mad. Walking back to the front after affixing the vibe in place she tilted the girls chin to look her in the eyes "You are mine now I hope you know?" only getting a whimper in response followed by moans that were growing. What was this feeling? Why did this humiliation feel so good? Her body began moving on its own , grinding into the vibration while staring her mistress in her brown beautiful eyes. Feeling moister by the second her padding thirstily drinking it in she rocked and rocked while pleading with her eyes "M-mistress p-please." Leaning forward without a word she pulled the back of her diaper away while slipping her hand in holding something cold and metal. "Do you want this? Whatever I give you next do you want it?" "Y-yes p-please. I beg of you for m-more m-m-mistress" words becoming harder to form as the fog was clouding her mind. Placing the tip against the girls small hole she gently began to apply pressure and pushing the plug home. Just as her eyes went wide and went to protest her mouth was sealed with a pair of lips and tongue playing with her own. The plug slid in fully and while the hand was removed the lips stayed, slipping across each-other with tongues wriggling. "Mmmm-mmm" Her mind near gone, consumed with pleasure. Lips hungry for more, craving her mistresses dominance while her hips bucked wildly against the feeling in her crotch. Her legs and arms bound, she was nothing more than a writhing captive of desire. "It is time you let go for me little girl, show me your devotion by making your diaper as wet as possible for me." Massaging the seat of her diaper with each word before she again captured her lips in a searing kiss before snaking her arm underneath and massaging the front of the diaper next to the vibrator. The feelings near overwhelming, she wanted to give into her mistress, to give her everything and when she felt her lips again her mind finally completely let go as well as her bladder flooding the waiting padding that soon gave a new sensation with the vibrator resulting in an orgasm that left her mind blank. Looking into her eyes the woman could see they had glossed over completely, she was gone and finally broken. This was what she was after and now it was time to rebuild this meat, that only knew desire at this moment. Turning off the vibe she unstrapped the girl, setting her soaked padded rear on the table before looking at the hazed eyes. "You really are perfect and belong to me now." Tracing her fingers around the girls lips she slipped them in and almost immediately the girl closed her mouth and began sucking "Such a good girl" she cooed "I think you are ready for your last present" grabbing a strip of leather from the bag she leaned in for one last kiss tracing her lips with her tongue before pressing their lips together and drawing back. The girl looked up with he hazy eyes waiting for more, her lips parted. Slowly the woman dragged the leather strap across her cheek and then between her lips watching her mouth part even more before the ball grazed her cheek. Opening her mouth completely to the let object in she wrapped her lips around, drawing it into her mouth gratefully. "Perfect' the woman stated as she strapped the gag behind her head firmly in place just as light returned to the girls eyes and realization dawned on her. Eyes widening in momentary panic she thrased her hed before feeling a hand at the front of her diaper. "You wanted this" I want this she thought before relaxing, what have i become? As if reading the question by the look in her eyes the woman responded "Mine"

Pshhh ? Justice is Kimmy in diapers ?

Wow Sophie what a ride. Honestly I'm going to have to reread this now to see if I can pick out who is who at each point between Anna and Juliet among other questions that come to mind. I do like how you draw things to a close at the end giving a sense of hope and closure at the same time.

All good things must come to an end but this has been a fun ride, Looking forward to seeing how it ends ?

Thank you for reading. I have pulled experiences from life in writing this. Events are fictional but there is inspiration behind several things. Several friends inspire me with their writing and one in particular gives great advice sometimes without even realizing it.

Thank you for reading and for the feedback I appreciate it. Originally the dream town was me trying to find a way to help pass time between sleeping and being awake and it has sort of taken on its own life. I did have a good idea the other day for expanding on it though and will help with the ending i have in mind. Although that end is quite far off right now. I hope to have a chapter ready soon . I want to get back to working on this. ☺☺??

Hope for a sequel one day ?

Thank you everyone for the views and comments. Its a new week so i wanted to drop this weeks chapter early, i'm working on moving right now and did not want to forget. Fourth Piece Turning the shower off Donna stepped out and began to dry herself off. "What to do?" She thought. She had been caring for the mental health of her clients for years and each new client brought something new but nothing on this level. She always made an effort to get to know her clients on a personal level to be able to help them better and Felicia was no different. When she met her in the hospital she remembered the dull haunted look in her eyes at the time. If her mother had not been there at the time as a constant companion she was positive she would have never gotten her to even speak with her at the time. She had a vague idea of what had happened and caused her mental and emotional shut down and Celina was her only anchor, an anchor that wasn't here now. "Dammit, just when things were looking so much better finally. Why now of all times?" Reaching up with her hand Donna wiped away the condensation from the mirror face to be able to see her reflection. She felt much better after her shower physically, showers always helped her to wash away the day and relax. Mentally she had calmed as well but was still thinking over what the next step would be. "She is going to shut down again, how can i keep he here but also let her grieve?" she asked her own reflection. There were no appointments to worry about for the next week so that was one hurdle already out of the way. Looking at the clock and realizing she had taken far longer in the shower than planned she decided it was time to go check on Felicia. Grabbing her robe and tying it at her waist she headed for the guest room. Slowly opening the door she found Felicia sitting on the end of the bed with the comforter wrapped around herself curled up in a little ball. "Hey there" she asked testing the waters. She slowly looked up in response, traces of tears evident on her face "Hi" she squeaked back. Sitting next to her and wrapping an arm over he shoulders and pulled her over to rest against her own. "Can i get you anything? Something to drink or maybe eat?" not wanting to touch on a bombshell by asking if she was ok or wanted to talk about it. Now was not the time for that, it was much too soon and she wanted to keep her calm. "I could really use a shower and maybe something to change into." she paused "I kind of......" "Yes dear?" Donna asked patiently "What is it?" Hesitating and turning her head away embarrassed "I had this weird dream and i was cold and it was raining and i kind of had an accident...." Expecting anger or disgust Donna did the last thing she expected and simply patted her head and stroked her hair. "It's okay honey, its not uncommon for things like this to happen. Tell you what, why don't you head to the bathroom. It's down the hall to the left, i leave the door open with a night lite on to make it easier to find at night. I will take care of things here okay?" Still too embarrassed to look up Felicia simply nodded her head got up and slowly made her way out the door with small steps while still wrapped in the comforter. Wandering for a moment until she found the bathroom Felicia dropped the comforter on the floor shivering from the cool air and dampness of her clothes. Reaching into the shower turning the faucet on letting the water run until it got hot enough and pulled the plunger for the shower to come on. Peeling her clothes away with a sense of shame as they clung to her she lastly pulled away her ruined panties leaving them in a pile on the floor before stepping into the shower. The water felt much better, turning the temperature up it got more comfortable but never overly hot for her. Reaching up to rinse her hair she realized she had forgotten to remove her hair ties before getting in. Pulling them out and setting them outside the shower she continued to rinse herself all over before reaching for the soap and shampoo. In the other room Donna was busy stripping the sheets from the bed to take down to the washer. She had heard of trauma in the past manifesting in several ways and bed wetting was not uncommon. She needed to be careful over the next few days how to proceed if this was going to be a lasting condition or a one time occurrence. Coming back up to the room she found the glass of water she had left for Felicia now empty and smiled to herself glad she had been able to give her something she needed. Removing the spare set of sheets from the dresser she proceeded to dress the bed and place a new comforter on top from the closet. Stopping by the bathroom next she gathered up the comforter and Felicia's discarded clothes to take to the laundry. "I'm taking the comforter and your clothes down to wash okay?" waiting for a response from the steamed shower she finally heard an "Okay , thank you" from the other side of the curtain. Depositing the comforter next to the washer the sheets went in first followed by the shams and lastly was going to be Felicia's dedicates. Picking them up the pure white boy shorts were stained yellow as well as traces of yellow at the bottom edges of her white bra. "It may be best to just throw these out for now" making a mental note of her sizes and to make a run to the store after getting dressed. Starting the washer after pouring in some detergent Donna headed back upstairs and retrieved a fluffy pink robe from the hall closet as well as a clean towel and headed back for the bathroom. "Felicia, I'm going to lay a towel on top of the toilet for you to use when you get out and a robe on the bathroom door to wear for now. I'm going to make a run to the store and pick up a few things and be back shortly okay?" pausing a moment before adding "You can help yourself to anything in the fridge and kitchen while im gone and maybe watch something in the living room until i get back." After a moment a small "Thank you" was heard before Donna headed for her bedroom. Getting dressed in some casual jeans with some sandals and a plain blue shirt she quickly brushed her shoulder length brown hair into a ponytail and headed for the garage after grabbing her purse. The drive to the store was brief, only being ten minutes from a Wal-Mart was beneficial for late runs since they were open twenty four hours. Walking in most of the registers were closed as well as the self scans. It was no real surprise since it was one in the morning already. Heading for the ladies section Donna quickly picked out a plain bra as well as a variety pack of underwear before heading to find some pajamas for the evening. Being a smaller girl she found herself having to look in the kids section for something that may fit properly. The selection was mostly cute little girl designs, cartoons or had hearts all over. Settling on a plain baby blue set that consisted of a pair of pajama pants with a t shirt she headed for the checkout counter when a thought occurred to her. Turning and heading for the pharmacy she stopped at the incontinence section. She really hoped that tonight would be a one time occurrence but decided it would be best to have some insurance just in case. Mental trauma can have lasting side effects or even be sporadic and unpredictable for months or even years at a time and Felicia certainly had experienced enough in the past six months. Looking over the available selection and her small size she came across extra small depends that had tapes or children's Goodnites. Neither were good options or were going to help her ego, one had to be taped and the other had a pink princess theme but at least were pull on like underwear. Deciding to opt for something she may not need help with Donna grabbed a package of the Goodnites and headed for the checkout counter and then home. Pulling in the driveway she could see that the light was on in the living room now, Felicia must have finished her shower and came down to watch something. Parking in the garage she headed inside with her bags and then upstairs to put the spare clothes on the guest bed and then hid the Goodnites in the top of the guest closet for the time being. Heading back downstairs and into the living to check on her she found Felicia in the pink robe she had left out for her curled up with one of the cushions she kept on the couch napping. There was an empty glass on the table as well as an empty microwave dinner. "Well at least she is eating" , Donna said to no one in particular. Gathering up the empty glass and the dinner she deposited the glass in the sink with the fork and the empty tray in the trash before heading back to the living room. Felicia could feel a gentle shake on her shoulder, it felt like someone was trying to wake her up. "Just five more minutes please mommy." she replied before feeling herself being shaken again followed by a gentle "It's time to wake up hun." Opening her eyes she realized she had fallen asleep on the couch watching television after she had found something to eat in the kitchen. Looking to the end of the couch she saw Donna sitting there smiling. "Did you have a good nap?" she asked. Rubbing her eyes for a moment to clear things up she replied "Yes it was nice. I didn't have any dreams or nightmares." pausing before following up with a question "So what is going to happen now?" "Well for now we need to get you into some clothes and in an actual bed for the evening. We can talk about the rest tomorrow, for now i left something for you to change into on the guest bed upstairs." Looking down and remembering she was only wearing a bath robe at the moment she couldn't help but agree. "That sounds good, I'm still tired and sleep sounds nice." Getting up and heading for the guest room she stopped before turning to Donna "Thank you for everything, I don't know what i would have done if i had been alone." Donna simply smiled in return before nodding her head as Felicia departed for the evening. Reaching the guest bedroom Felicia found a shopping bag that had come underwear for her as well as some pajamas to wear. Slipping into a clean pair of underwear after remembering how she had woken up felt great. Deciding to forego a bra for bed she pulled on the pajama pants followed but the top, reaching down to pull the tag off she realized that it had come from the children's section. Blushing at the fact that kids clothes fit her so well she pulled the tag off and threw it in the trash bin next to the nightstand before curling up under the covers and turning the lamp out. She was wandering the strange town again, it was night time now with a sky full of stars. Walking and admiring all the stars in the clear nights sky she caught herself before she walked face first into a street sign. "Not a good idea" she mumbled to herself before looking at the sign. It was completely covered in dirt in some parts with paint flaking off in others, there was no way to tell what it had once said. Continuing her walk she came across the store she had found before, heading inside the blanket was still on the floor with a burned out fire next to it. Folding the blanket neatly and setting it back down she walked back outside and continue exploring. Finding a nearby park she walked until the was a nice grassy clearing, looking up at the stars again she decided to lay and stargaze. "What is this place" she wondered out loud. She had never been to a town like this before to dream about, it was a mystery to her. She liked solving problems and figuring things out but in this case she didn't even have a clue where to begin. Seeing a shooting star streak by and followed by another before several others, the sky became a streak of beautiful lines. Feeling contentment at the beautiful night sky she felt her eyes drooping before falling shut completely. The next thing she heard was the sound of a bird outside somewhere, opening her eyes she could see daylight pouring in the windows of the room. Blinking a few times and rubbing her eyes she decided it would be a good time to get up. Placing her hands at her sides to help herself sit up she froze in place. She could feel dampness on the bed, pulling the sheets away and looking down against her will she saw her pajamas soaked as well as the bed.

Very good S&&P I am really enjoying this. It has a mixture of fun and dark reality mixed in making you want to keep reading for entertainment and to learn more about the secrets being kept. Keep it coming ☺☺

I enjoyed this S&&P and look forward to more guys. I love the back and forth banter and just the bluntness as well. Definatley funny at times, plants questions for later but keeps you interested in whats going on now. Definatley get the feeling two personalities were involved in writing the two characters and love it! Please girls i'd like some more

Thank you very much! I have been readings stories here for a long time and always wanted to try writing my own. I appreciate your feedback and will continue to update with at least one chapter every week as long as i can. There are some great writers here so it helps inspire me to try. :D

Hello everyone *waves* I had some inspiration and was able to finish the next part of the story. I hope everyone is having a great weekend and found fun things to do with their time. If you are choosing to spend some of it reading my story i thank you very much and appreciate it. Several of my friends are spending the weekend going to driving schools to get better at recreational driving while others are having a blast at a convention. Whatever you are doing have fun! Third Piece Accident... the word echoed in Felicia's mind. "What do you mean accident, what happened?" She asked confused at Donna's current demeanor and not knowing what she could be talking about. "My mom will be here shortly, can it wait until she gets here?" Donna's pained expression gaining a slight flinch at the question. "Honey, you need to come inside so we can talk" Donna took Felicia's hand and imploring the girl to come back into the building. "It is really important dear and best if we talked inside" Nodding her head she allowed Donna to guide her back inside and to the elevator. The wait for the elevator to come back down only added to the tension and Felicia's confusion. Stepping on and pressing a button for her offices floor Donna kept hold of her hand the whole time not letting go. Reaching her office she led her in and over the couch and asked to to sit down. This was not going to be easy, when she allowed Celina to list her as an emergency contact it was only in case no one could reach Felicia. Never did she think something like this would happen. Getting a couple of bottles of water from the mini fridge in her office she gave one to Felicia before sitting down herself next to the small girl. Shaking hands opening the bottle before taking a small sip before sitting it on the table she steeled herself. The world was dulling again at the edges around her, accident she had said. What accident? Why was Donna so nervous and..... was she shaking? She had never seen Donna shake or look so unsettled before in any of their sessions, even when she had lashed out at her in the hospital that one time. "Honey?" Donna caught her attention again, turning to meet her gaze Felicia waited. "I got a call from the police department, they said they couldn't reach you. Your mom had you listed as her first contact in case of emergencies, i was listed as number two just recently." Pausing to gauge Felicia's reaction and seeing a blank look she reached to hold her hand before continuing "There was an accident with a semi truck" a pause "Your mom was driving across an intersection when a semi truck ran the light and hit the driver side of her car" She could see the small girls eyes widening and watering slightly. "I'm sorry honey" pulling her into her arms "She's gone" Feeling her own voice cracking and wetness on her cheeks. Gone? Mommy was..... gone? Donna had pulled her into a hug at some point, she didn't remember when it had started but her cheeks were streaking with tears she did not remember letting go. Gone..... gone.... accident.... gone, the words kept playing over and over in her mind when it finally clicked. "No" it came out a whisper "no ....No... NOOOOO!!!!! Mommy!!!!" She began screaming and heaving with every breath, tears falling freely. "Not true, you're lying it's not true" Donna continued to stroke her back all the while not knowing what else she could do. Pulling back and looking in Donna's eyes seeking answers all she saw was tears and grief. "Ahhhhhh ahh hah ahhhh nooooo!"The wail was deafening filling the entire office and certainly could be heard outside as well. Donna did not know how long it lasted but it was the most heartbreaking sound she had ever heard. Between coughs from not breathing and continued howling the small girl was starting to feel light headed. The cold feeling was coming back again that she feared and dreaded. She felt Donna pulling her to lay her head on her lap and felt her stroking her hair. Pulling her twin ponytails away to allow access to the back of her neck she continued stroking her head top to bottom. "Cold... so cold" She whispered just loud enough for Donna to hear. Reaching behind the couch pulling the heavy blanket that was primarily for decoration down and covering Felicia with it. She tucked it around all sides and continued to stroke her hair alternating with her back until her breathing finally calmed. Satisfied she had finally fallen asleep Donna removed herself but placed Felicia on top of a pillow making sure she was comfortable. Looking down she could see the tears still falling, even in her sleep her grief continued. Her lips barely moving Donna could just barely hear her calling for her mother. Why was the world being so cruel to this poor girl, no one deserved this. Heading for her desk she retrieved her cell phone and reached out to the detective that had contacted her to inform him that Felicia was with her and was safe. Being eighteen now she was considered and adult and did not need a guardian so the police would not be coming to take her anywhere. She wasn't really sure where to go from here though, both of Felicia's still living grandparents were in a retirement homes and her father had her left her mother when Felicia was only 6 months old. Deciding there was only one course of action to take at this point she decided to have all her appointments for the next week rescheduled. Gathering her things up and closing the office down for the day she went to start her car and pulled it out front of the building. The office building had security on staff and she asked them to please watch her car while she went upstairs to get Felicia. She did not want to wake the girl up, not now after she had fallen asleep. Reaching under her legs and back she tested out if she could lift her to find she was even lighter than expected. How could someone so small carry so many burdens. Carrying her to her car the security officer was nice enough to have stayed outside and even opened the door for her to place Felicia in the passenger seat. Buckling her in and leaning the seat back so she could rest Donna thanked the officer and buckled herself in before pulling away and heading home. It was dark by the time Donna had gotten home, the traffic was horrible. She ended up unknowingly driving by the very scene of Celina's accident. The truck was a massive red eighteen wheeler, Celina's small Toyota hatchback had never stood a chance. She saw it a block away from the intersection on its roof with the door cut off, a trail of destruction had been left in its path after the accident. Broken phone poles and destroyed mail boxes littering its path until it had slammed into a brick building. When she had asked the detective how bad the accident was he said he could not overstate what had happened and that much was true. The only comfort in the tragedy was he had told her that she had died on impact and did not suffer. He told her that her eyes were closed and face relaxed when they pulled her from the wreckage. Pulling into her garage and opening the door to the house she came back and retrieved Felicia and carried her to her houses guestroom and tucked her in bed. Placing a glass of water on the bedside table and turning on a lamp so she could see when she stirs Donna left to go and take a long shower to collect her thoughts. Rain? Was it raining? Felicia could hear what sounded like water drops in the distance. She was running in the rain trying to find cover from the sudden downpour. It was hard to see and the winds were pushing her all over. Where was she anyways? The streets were unfamiliar, the buildings looked old and abandoned. Everything she could see looked like it was falling apart with no signs of life. "Hello? Is anyone there?" Yelling into the storm hoping for a response but did not get one. She went to a random house and started beating on the door. "Hello can i please come in, its cold and I'm lost." No response, the lights were out. Moving along she tried the next house followed by the next and the next. All empty with no answer, the storm was letting up but she was cold and alone. After the rain had stopped she started to wander this strange place. Everything looked so neglected like no one had been here in years and she couldnt help but feel like she really was all alone here. Alone, cold and scared she wandered for what felt like forever. Finally finding an old store she wandered inside and found dry blankets and camping supplies. Making herself a warm fire and wrapping herself up she felt very thirsty but also very sleepy eyes feeling heavy and dropping. Hearing distant water droplets again she stirred finding herself in a bed now feeling warm but also cold at the same time. Sitting up she found a lamp on at the side of the bed along with a glass of water. Where was she? She felt so dehydrated and thirsty downing the glass in one go. "So it was a dream" she said to herself. Looking around, where was she? The last thing she remembered was being at Donna's office and something about an accident. Tears began falling on the bed sheets. "Mommy" She whispered hoarsely. "I don't want to be alone, please don't leave me alone" Trying to calm herself so she did not have a panic attack she tried taking in her surroundings as a distraction. She realized now that the water she had been hearing sounded like someone taking a shower. Is that why she dreamt it was raining? The vacant town falling apart gave her an eerie feeling and sense of foreboding. Deciding it was time to get out of the bed she felt a strange sensation like she had been sweating and felt clammy. Drawing the blankets away a large sweat spot was on the sheets in the middle of the bed. Getting up and looking around the room for a towel she could use to wipe the sweat away from herself she found one hanging on the back of the bedroom door. Starting with her arms, then legs and dabbing her stomach before finally wiping down her face she froze. Eyes widening in shock the towel didn't smell like sweat at all, no not at all. Now realizing why she was so dehydrated and possibly why there was so much rain in her dream. The towel smelled like urine.

Thank you to everyone who have read part one of my first story. I hope to be able to get better at writing as time goes on and be able to share more in the future. I have the next part a few days earlier than planned. ~We are all broken in some way and it makes us unique and who we are. Meeting new people and fitting into each others lives ,creating a beautiful picture that brings joy. Just like pieces of a puzzle coming together~ Second Piece Cold, it was cold was all that came to mind. Faint rhythmic beeping in the distance that was steadily growing stronger and louder. Slowly opening her eyes Felicia winced at the initial light until her eyes adjusted. Where was she? The last thing she remembered was sitting in her mothers art studio waiting for her to come home and then seeing the razor blade. After that things were hazy and she vaguely remembered falling on the floor and feeling cold all over. "Felicia, you're awake!" Looking over a woman came into view, tears falling from her eyes. "Mommy? " Felicia's voice was weak and questioning. "What is going on where....where am I?" "Oh honey, we can talk about that later. What matters now is that you are finally awake and you will be okay now" Felicia's mother sitting by her bedside stroking her hand comforting her daughter and herself as well. "You have been asleep for almost a month now, school is over for the year. You are going to be very weak but now that you are awake we can start getting you better dear." A month? Felicia was confused. Why have I been sleeping for a month, what could have happened? She remembered running home, being in pain from what had happened at the mall with Daniel. She was confused at the time, a terrible mess. She was waiting for her mom to find comfort in and tell her what had happened. Then she remembered the red everywhere and feeling pain and feeling cold all over again. Looking around the room she was in it was plain she was in a hospital room, finally looking down there were wires going under her clothes and all over. An iv drip here, heart monitor there and then something that looked out of place. There was a bandage wound around her left wrist, why was there a bandage? Cold, severe coldness again and shaking but also wetness. Tears on her cheeks starting to leak and then memories came to the surface. There had been a razor blade on the table in the art studio, she had picked it up and felt its weight in her hand. The coldness of the metal case, she had been so distraught she had felt she could of only been dreaming at the time. She had cut her wrist open and bleed out all over her mothers canvas and the floor and collapsed. "It was all real" Felicia nearly whispered as more tears fell. "Why couldn't it have been a dream, if it was a dream i would be at home right now waking up in bed and not here." Shuddering she pulled the blankets up to herself and then felt her mother wrapping her arms around her. "Shhhh I'm here for you honey, you are still here. It'll be okay, we will get through this together i promise." Slowly rocking her little girl back and forth while trying to comfort her in her grief and hoping beyond hope things really would be okay. Two weeks passed before she was finally able to leave the hospital. It was miserable, it took days before she was finally able to get out of the bed and stand under her own strength again. Constant visits from doctors checking on her progress, the terrible hospital food did not help her mood. Then there was the therapists that came to visit. At first there had been a man initially but after it became apparent things were going nowhere a new therapist was assigned. Her name was Donna, she was sweet and didn't ask probing questions. She only would ask how her days had been and about any of her interests, letting her talk in her own time. She had recommended some anti-depressants to help her just temporarily until she felt comfortable enough to talk more. By the time she had left the hospital she was more than ready to breathe fresh air and eat normal food again. She now had a weekly appointment set to see Donna over the next couple months and after thinking about it found it was the only thing left for her to look forward too. School was out and she had missed graduation, thankfully the school system would allow her to make up the classes at a summer school and get her diploma. Daniel was gone and hopefully she would never see him again. Life had become a lot more empty and really the more she looked around the world seemed dull and gray almost without color. Her mom had been there, she had taken time away from work and never left her alone more than needed at the hospital. Walking into her house for the first time in what felt like forever. She took off her boots and placed them at the entrance , her mom doing the same but turning them so they were facing leaving the house and then doing the same with Felicia's as well. "I'll be in the kitchen if you need anything honey, Are you thirsty?" Her mother asked concern in her voice. "No mommy, I'll be okay i just want to go to my room for now." Making her way through the house Felicia passed by the art studio. The door was shut, she went to open it and found it was locked. Moving on and going upstairs she finally found her room. Opening the door and walking in the curtains were open and sun was pouring in. Being on the corner of the house her room always got plenty of sun light. She noticed all the photos she had from her and Daniel were gone as well as any gift he had given her. Looking around there were books at her desk as well as her laptop with a note that had dates and information for school. With nothing else to do with her time and looking for a distraction she opened up the first book and decided to start on school work. Three weeks was all it had taken to complete all the tests needed as well as the books she had to read. The reports she had to write took a little more time to finish but once she was done she finally was able to get her diploma. It had been a bittersweet moment, she had completed all her remaining school work in half the time she had been given and had graduated but had no one to celebrate with. "Felicia are you ready to go yet honey? Her mother was calling for her from downstairs. It was time to go see Donna for her weekly session again. "Yes mommy, ill be down in a few minutes." She had grown much closer with her mother since the incident, they had always been close over the past 18 years but now things were different. After almost losing her daughter Celina had made Felicia remember she was there and always would be. The drive took half an hour to reach Donna's office and once there Celina dropped Felicia off and went to run some errands. "How are you doing today Felicia?" Donna inquired. "I finished my school work to get my diploma finally, the work was boring but the books were good at least. I enjoyed writing the report for The Great Gatsby the most after i was done reading." "That's great!" Donna replied, "I remember reading Gatsby, it is a great piece of literature" Pausing and setting back she grabbed her notepad for their session together. "What would you like to talk about today Felicia?" Taking a deep breath to steady herself Felicia decided it was time to finally talk about what had happened. Finally letting go she replayed every event from what had happened at the mall all the way up to cutting her wrist. Talking about cutting herself and the memory always made her feel cold, brought back that feeling of the pain and then nothingness. She even recounted feeling so strange not having her collar anymore, almost like she felt naked without something that had been a part of her life 24/7 after Daniel had placed it on her. Getting it removed had been a strange experience, her mom had a friend of hers who performed artwork with metal. He had placed several blankets between her neck and the collar and brought out these big hydraulic shears. It only took a moment but seemed to happen in slow motion, she could hear the tool closing and felt slight pressure on the collar followed by a clink. She reached up and unhinged it taking it away from her neck looking at it, a strange feeling swirling inside her along with a sense of loss. It was the final thing left behind from a previous life that was lost to her. "What happened to the collar after that Felicia?" Donna asked. "I gave it to him to use as a piece in a future work of his, i felt it would be useful for something that way. I still feel it sometimes though like it is still there but when i reach to touch it nothing is there. It's a strange feeling, almost like a ghost passing by my neck at times. I miss the comfort it used to provide, the feeling that i was protected and it being the symbol of that protection." Felicia responded. It was the truth, as sad as it sounded there was comfort in having it and what it used to represent. "How do you feel dear?" Donna asked what should have been a simple question. Anytime in the past it would have been a simple thing to answer, but now nothing seemed simple. She had finally opened and shared her story with someone and it felt good to finally talk about. Being scared to talk about it was not just because of feeling shame over what happened but because she wanted to ignore the memories. The memories hurt and caused pain, she understood there was no way to "fix" these feelings. The only thing she could do was learn to cope with time and talking seemed to help. Life had started taking on colors again and she had started looking at maybe going to a trade school. They couldn't afford college and her grades weren't good enough for a scholarship. "I feel hopeful"Felicia stated, it wasn't a lie. She was ready to try and start again, having a goal would help keep her mind busy and unable to brood on depressing memories of the past. It may also help to rebuild her self confidence as a person. "Good, i am glad to hear it dear. You have really come a long way and I'm proud of you." Donna smiled "I think we have covered plenty for this week, what do you think?" Leaving the decision to continue in Felicia's hands. "Thank you i appreciate it, i think i am ready to head home now. I need to look over the career options the local vocational school offers. If i do well enough and maintain my grades i can get a good recommendation and job placement." Standing up and pushing her ponytails back over her shoulders and stretching a bit. "That sounds great, i'll go ahead and put our notes away and I'll see you next week" Leaning down Donna gave the smaller girl a hug before standing up and letting her out of her office. "She really has come so far the poor girl" Donna said to no one in her office "I really hope she can keep moving forward" After first meeting Felicia in the hospital she could see the hurt she was hiding but never pried or prodded. She just waited and let her talk on her own when she felt comfortable. Just as she sat down her office phone rang. Walking outside the building to wait for her mom Felicia saw two chipmunks under a nearby tree chasing each other in circles. Reaching for her pocket to take a picture with her phone she realized it was missing. "Darn it, i left it next to my laptop again" Continuing to watch them to kill time until her mom came to get her she was shocked when a hand was felt on her shoulder. Jumping with a small squeak she found it was Donna behind her. "You scared me" a small smile on her lips from feeling silly only to change at the look on Donna's face. "Is something the matter Donna, are you okay?" Felicia asked only to see Donna's features fall even further as if the offer to help her caused pain. "Felicia" she paused "I just got off the phone with the police, honey there was an accident."