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I've got two but I'm unsure which was first, I think they were around between 2, 3 years old. I don't really have much context or as to why I have them but they are pretty clear. The first is standing in the garden of our house, looking up at the stone wall where our neighbour was leaning on and talking to my mum who was looking down and along at me as if they were conversing about me, making gestures as I walked towards them from near the back door. The neighbour had some sort of sweet for me which she handed over the wall. The second I remember is pooping my nappy while I was in a small room at the back of the house where the door was and which had a couple of wicker chairs and books among other things in it. I remember walking over near one of the chairs, bending forwards and pushing a big firm poop out before walking back out of the room, almost as if I'd decided that the side of the wicker chair was the perfect place to go to the toilet and went specifically there for that, lol After that you get into nursery / preschool memories which have a bit more context. But these are my competing earliest ones.

I guess 1 / 2. On the internet sure, I can be comfortable in spaces like this where I'm surrounded by like minded people. When it comes to people I know though, I think being found out is one of my all-time greatest fears. I'm fortunate enough to have many friends who I don't think honestly would judge too hard if they found out and who are quite accepting for people as who they are, and I imagine many of them would react with a sort of "Ok thats kinda weird but whatever makes you happy" sort of thing - and others might even partly understand. Regardless, I'd never go out of my way to talk about it or reveal what I do, its a conversation we just don't really need to have. Maybe in a very specific scenario one day I'd open up to someone if they were curious enough and I was really certain they wouldn't judge or spread it, but I haven't come across that yet.

The mid to late 90s, an era I have fond memories of because of childhood connotations but one that, looking back, perhaps was not the best of times!

I'm definitely more of an adult kid than baby. I'm still rather new to all this and haven't experimented far enough to really have a definite answer for what age I am but I think when I'm in this mindset I'm somewhere between 6 - 9, not really a 'little kid' anymore but also still very much a child. I sometimes like to pretend younger but for the most part I'm more AK I think!

Hey guys, I'm from the UK and recently started getting far more into my diaper side and thought I'd celebrate my joining here. I'm much more a DL than AB, and my primary interest is wetting and messing nappies. I do have somewhat of a 'young' side but as said, I'm only starting to embrace this diaper side that has been waiting to be explored for years and am still finding myself. Currently leaning far more towards "Adult Kid" or late toddler age if I was to enjoy any sort of play. For the moment though, just here to read, maybe post a bit and enjoy exploring the new world of diapers. And what better time to write this post than while I'm sitting in a totally soaked nappy Mallock