Inky_Wonky

Tell me what size you want and what character and I'll have you made up for you.

I forgot to say I was raped by my brother when he and I were teens brothers. Some people might consider it exploration, but I don't see it as such because my brother did it too me and I really wasn't ready for him to do what he did to me. I wanted him to stop, but he didn't. To this day says that he'll deny that it ever happened, and my family is at a point of not wishing to pick sides at this point, so feel isolated from my family on this issue.

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Inky Wonky is a family legend, per se. When My mom was little her family had a milk cow 2 blocks from where they lived and her father would go down to milk the cow 2x's daily. He'd have to crawl through bramble bushes and barbed wire fence to get to the cow. When he got home with the milk in a pail he'd have his shirt, pants, legs and arms tore and scratched from head to toe. My mom would ask, "what happened to you papa?" To which her dad (my grandpa) would reply: "The Inky Wonky got me!" That story was also used to make sure mom and her brother and sister stayed close by and not wonder very far without the knowledge of parents. That legend continued with the grandkids as well. So anyway when I was searching and thinking of a nick, I decided to use the legend name.

I don't forsee you having any messy accidents, unless you intentionally do it. Then you'll be aware of it happening. If you are wetting at nite and not know you had until you wake up the next day, then it's obvious you are in need of them. Usually you'll tell when to change them. For many, who really don't care to be wet, will change as soon as they can. But then there are a few of us who don't mind the wetness and will often wear wet diapers for many hours at a time before changing, often when the diaper is unable to hold anymore. Then it's time to change the diaper, for fear of leaking out all over everything else. Since I wear Abena Abri-Form X-Plus I can wear the diaper for upwards of 16 hours, or more just because the diaper is capable of holding 72 ounces of fluid.

You lost lil baby girl? How can help you? Where can direct you too?

So tell us, how much of you is in this story? Obviously you have experience with urologists and protologists, so how much of you is seen in this story?

It's a good story. Hope that isn't the end of it.

Okay I think I understand what you are scared about in relationship to the video of a girl pooping herself and the other about an ab on a talk show. Further it seems all this peeing and pooping in a diaper goes against everything that you've been taught while growing up. It's hard to fathom why anyone would be "turned-on" by such notions. Unfortunately people do. There's much worse stuff that people get turned-on by, such as asphyixiation - trying to hang oneself as an example. It doesn't make it right for everyone, nor should someone be forced into doing it either. Scared it's kinda hard for some of us to get our minds around that just seeing someone dressed in baby style clothing. What makes it so scary? Are real babies scary for you, or just the thought of an adult dressed that way? Why is it so scary? I guess what would be help, Curious Girl, is your husband trying to get you to participate along side him in these activities, or is it much more like him asking for your approval of his activities? And participation I mean you wearing the diapers and doing the same stuff or it could mean changing his diapers, dressing him and doing all the other "babying" activities he might enjoy. Ask yourself this question - what would make you happy in this relationship, what do you need out of it? Keep in mind, that at this point, telling your husband that he needs to get rid of it or not be in this relationship with you, may not be the right solution. Your husband must love you a lot, knowing the circumstances and his own needs. He took the risk, knowing how difficult to rid himself of the desire to be diapered and "babied" means to him. Knowing those circumstances, and possible willingness to work on acceptance of his needs, what would be your needs that your husband should help in fulfilling them? Let me put it into perspective for you. I'm 52 yrs old and have had an interest in diapers from about the age of 8. I would make my own diapers out of old sheets, pillow cases and the like and then wrap plastic around them in order to make it feel like I had plastic pants on. I really didn't know why I was doing it, nor did I ever hear of others who wanted to do the same. But as time went along I discovered some influences that may have affected my need/desire to do this. 1) I had problems wetting and messing myself and was punished until about the age of 6 by being diapered and forced to wear my sister's dresses while doing so. I continued having messing accidents until I was a teen. I didn't know the reasons for the problem, nor any real solutions were found by my parents to overcome this problem. 2) Being the youngest of the family was always referred to as the "baby of the family". Dr. Money of John Hopkins, wrote a book called "Love Maps", which he explains that children have had experiences/exposures when they were young that effects their understanding of sexuality. It becomes an imprint on the psyche, usually for the rest of their lives. It could be from being molested, from wearing of certain clothing - ie diapers or any other thing that becomes associated later with sexual gratification. Knowing this you can see how many bedwetters whose parents required their children to wear diapers until the bedwetting stopped - sometimes later into their teen yrs, might be influenced by this. In some circumstances it could be some form of punishment, like being spanked every time there was an accident. Diapers, according to Dr. Money, become a paraphilia (an object of love) for many children, and associate that with the need for sexual fulfillment. It doesn't make it right, it just means that it will be hard to live without it, unless serious intervention is provided. In most cases, if it's not done early, the less chance of being successful. I point this out in my own 15 yr marriage. I didn't tell my wife until on our honeymoon about the use of diapers. It became a stumbling block for me throughout my marriage due to my wife feeling that she could not live with the situation and assumed much about it - thought I might be a pedophile or I might be gay, due to some of the contacts I had made through DPF were men who were gay, and later once I found access to the internet and downloaded pics of women in diapers. It became too much for her. I tried, through counseling and purging to rid myself of it. But was unsuccessful in those attempts. I've been divorced now for 6 yrs. I've been told by my sis, that Wilma still cares for me and wished we were still together. Under the circumstances I don't see that ever coming together again, due to my issue of diapers and wanting to be an ab and desiring for a wife/mommy/baby sis to experience that with. I wish you success Curious Girl and hope I answered part of your concerns. Maybe others can now do the same.

Welcome wolfloveraby. You know who this is. Glad you found this place to be so welcoming. I'm sure you will benefit from being here. Oh, and consider contributing some of your poems. I'm sure you'll get some wonderful reviews here.

It's not quite expensive using cloth diapers, but then again they have to be washed after being used. Yeah I wear occasionally too. Maybe 3 or 4 times a week.

Why are so many girls out there who, after finding out what guys want, or being hounded by "dirty minded" guys they give up and say they are "Lesbians"? For some reason I don't believe they give the real, gentle, sweet, loving guys an opportunity when that happens. It seems to me that Lesbians are not made/influenced or otherwise, they are born that way! So please explain to me why are girls doing this? From a real loving, sweet, gentle boy/man who treats girls/women with respect and honor.

It's really awesome to see your willingness to come here and share yourself with us. I've been truly amazed by the increase of girls who are incontinent, AB's or otherwise comeing here and participating like yourself. Welcome and look forward to getting to know you more.

Hi Baby Angel. Thanks for sharing about yourself here, and your desire for a daddy (couple). Be more than willing to talk about that with you. Email me at inkywonky@hotmail.com or chat with me online in the chat room or on aim SN: inky4474. It's refreshing to see more baby girls expressing themselves. Look forward to hearing more from you.

Welcome Sara. It's always refreshing to see more babygirls out there and willing to be open and sharing your interest with others. Yes you'll find quite a few ab/dl who are boys and a few who would desire to maybe be a daddy. I also know there are a number of mommies too. Thanks for sharing yourself. and look forward to getting to know you more.

Just as I assumed. Once a girl announces she is willing to be a mommy there is a deluge of baby boys making themselves available. I am too, and I'm amazed the # of guys versus mommies/babygirls out here. Good luck mommy!!

Couldn't help but comment on this forum, as I guess I qualify with whatever "club" this is, but you see I'm 2.5 (52 in reverse). I had to make up my own diapers when growing up. I was the youngest of the family, so didn't have anyone to rely on for a source of diapers and disposables weren't available for another 10 yrs. So here we are still experiencing the joys of diapered life.

Hi Baby Sunshine. I added you to my IM, hoping to chat with you sometime. Nice to meet you and look forward to further contact.

I'm on aol too: inky4474@aol.com I'm willing to be a daddy and also to occasionally be an AB as well.

PACIFIERS!!! We are the P)acific Northwest A)dult babies and C)ompanions of I)nfantilists for F)un, I)nformation, E)vents, R)esources, and S)upport (P.A.C.I.F.I.E.R.S) Our goal is to provide a safe space that encourages a positive attitude and self-acceptance about AB/DL desires by facilitating real-life informational and social gatherings in the Pacific Northwest (Idaho, Oregon, Washington & Montana) USA For adults interested in the AB/DL lifestyle. www.smartgroups.com/groups/pacifiers Okay so here's the deal. In the Pacific Northwest we are holding 2 regular monthly munches 1)Seattle, Washington: Location: Westlake Center Food Court (Top Floor) Time: 12:00 Noon Date: Every 1st Saturday of each month (Jan. 7th, Feb. 4th, Mar. 4th, Apr. 1st, ect..) Be on the look out for Inkey's Invader Zim diaper bag! And yes, I do carry diapers in it. :-P Any questions feel free contact Inkey698. 2) Salem, Oregon: Location: Denny's Restaurant located on Market Street just off I-5 Time: 12:00 Noon we meet in the back room of Denny's Date: Every 2nd Saturday of each month (next one is February 11th. Anyone who is coming a long distance or just like to come early, is more than welcome to spend Friday nite at Inky Wonky's apartment.) There are various other events we attempt to plan throughout the year, i.e. - Beach party at Sauvie Island's Collin's Beach, a "clothing optional beach" located on the Columbia River near Portland.(we've gone there the last 3 summers and have not had anyone say anything to us being in our diapers in and out of the water.) Usually sometime in July; trip to the Oregon Zoo. In the works is a campout in an area where we can spend time, privately enjoying are diapers. We will announce that when all the arrangements are decided. What I would hope is eventually starting a munch in the Spokane area, in Idaho and Montana. Our hope is that someone will be willing to step forward and be a host. It would be nice to have the munches arranged in a way that some members could attend another munch in order to meet friends from the Pacific Northwest. Additionally we are setting up our own website: www.pacifiers.org which will have a place to announce and remind members of upcoming events, to chat with others and connect with those in the Pacific Northwest. I need your help in getting the site up and running properly, if you'd like to help, please email me at inkywonky@hotmail.com or contact me via instant messenger. Look forward to hearing and seeing you. Please respond to how you feel about the organization of this, essentially, new group. The more individuals who can respond and participate the better.

For your interest there is a sleepover coming up December 9th and 10th. Let me know if you are interested in coming down.

In the 15 pages of this folder I see there are at least 75% of the postings requesting a response for a baby girl or a mommy. If I had a chance to do the same I would do it, but seeing that none of the postings, to this point have received a response, I don't think I will. Why is it that none of the girls/mommies/women care to respond? Other than the fact it's overwhelming to see more requests for them, what is an ab to do, looking for that special someone. Yeah I know, there are some men who would rather spoil it all by talking sex and trash, but not all of us are like that! It makes me angry to be catagorized by those type of standards. I need to be given a chance sometime, somewhere. So what is your response, what should be done to get any type of response?

I guess no one really cares to share they are a mommy or not or just prefers not to respond for fear someone is lurking for that special Mommy. It makes me very sad.

It's upsetting how the men are treating the women, then when someone comes along, like myself whose honest, not pushy and desires some sort of relationship and not referring to sex as being the ultimate goal, I'm hurt and disgusted how women are treated. It doesn't leave me anywhere to turn to, even in this, supposedly, open forum. Please men stop and think about what you are saying and doing. Afterall the largest sex organ in your body, surprise, surprise, is your brain!!! Imagine that.

So whose here as a mommy? Please help me and others out to your availability. Thanks