NotToBigForDiapers

Wow! This is just like me. I tried the wet it right away at night but I just had a harder time getting to sleep. I don't wear 24/7 all the time but I do wear every night.( Mostly) Trust was my thing. Once my diapers we're thick enough not to leak I started to sleep wet my diapers all the time not just by accident on occasion! I can remove them an not wet mostly, but do get up multiple times a night to go then. I do have accidents on occasion not diapered now. But that only reinforces I should be diapered at night. But the "wow "factor is how you said you wet shortly after you put your diapers on! That happens to me also. It started after I trusted my diapers and had my first wet night diapers. I go use the potty on my way to diapers on and even though I just went shortly after my bladder will relax and wet. Not much usually but annoying at first. I got used to it at night. I wear during the day sometimes. My wife gets to tell me to wear diapers on occasion also and she did one day she had me diaper up for some odd reason. Now when she does it there is no potty first I just go put it on. I wet within minutes I wet. At first I thought it was a fluke. Sad thing is a little while later she said if I was dry I could remove it. Of course this delighted her because we have a rule that no diaper gets removed until used fully. ( Some exceptions can be but not that day) Worse yet after I finnally wet that one enough she decided I can change my diapers instead of removing them. Being playful she said if I could keep it dry until whatever ( about an hour) I could take it off, if not I would stay diapered then until the next night. I made sure I peed in it before I changed. No problem. I was wrong. I changed and sat down to watch TV and without warning I felt my diapers getting wet! Ok I am getting a bit off track, but from then on it happens. I noticed within minutes of diapering up I will almost always wet myself without warning within 5 minutes. If I notice I can stop it, but as soon as I relax I wet anyway. I no longer fight it. I also find now I wet more often when diapered than not. I pretty much wet every night without waking now and wet many times during the day when diapered without knowing either. This is the first time I ever heard of anyone else who is the same. Thanks Betty Pooh.

So did you ever make it? Any updates?

First I will say I am very submissive in this area. We made a set of rules a long time ago that change with the times. I usually just bend and give in. For her be part of this she wanted to have some leverage in different areas and diapering me when she wants not only when I am in the mood was one. Personally I could wear most any day as long as I am in the mood and control. When my urge is over I just finish using that diaper and ask for release. She may or may not have wanted a big toddler then but she lets me do it. So likewise whenever she wants me in diapers I comply. Even when not in the mood. This is not to say if something came up that was a hard limit to me and I said no, she respects that. She has pushed it but respects it. Part of this is giving her control and if I don't let her control then I can do it myself. That leads to punishment and trust. I trust she is punishing me for something just and doing it to make me see some thing. An example was my three months of diapers. I used to think she was just a push over and even when I was punished by forced diaper time if I complained enough I would get out. I started doing it just to spite her and she didn't get what she wanted from this. Finnally one day she did diaper me just for talking smart about it. I asked when I would be out? Not supposed to do that either, but she said a week. I laughed and she said ok until I learn. Well a couple days later I had things to do that I don't care to be diapered for and took my diapers off. She got angry cause if she was doing this for me then I need to do it for her also. She got me back in a diaper. Usually she will lose interest and so I waited a couple days and asked. She added a week for asking. I grumbled one day I wanted a change and another week. She never relented until one day I was going to say something when she asked is it worth it? You thought I was a softy and when I was nice you took advantage of me and made fun of me for giving in. I can keep you diapered indefinitely or you can thank me for my mercy. (Now indefinitely was appealing I know full time diapers was not what I wanted) I learned she can be strict and I need to fill her needs also. I don't know if I helped that make sense but hopefully you understand better.

Would like to find a diaper friend to talk with and maybe hang with. All people welcome. Adult baby's, diaper lovers like me, sissy. I am not pick as long as we can get along. I have always wanted to meet and go do stuff with someone else in diapers. If your in my area or interested let me know and I am open to a friendship.

That would be awful. I am not into messing. Although I have to sometimes. It's good she doesn't read this. To many ideas given out I think she may use. This is the first place I shared any of my life as it seems like a group of genuine people into the same thing. Not just fantasy people. I am glad I found this board.

I wish I knew before the Internet was available to me. I thought I was a freaking for years. That's probably why i told my wife I wore for need not joy when we first married. I wasn't honest until later. I had a need, just not as bad as I told her. It was mostly want.

Medical bills are stressful. I didn't pay my insurance cause I didn't have the cash at the time and my insurance lapsed. On Christmas Eve I Drove into the hospital thinking I was having a heart attack. After 5 hours, nitro almost dropping my blood pressure to low, and lots of tests. I felt better and they wanted me to stay. I left cause I couldn't afford it. Bill was $3325.60. Didn't feel well after that but was trying to get my insurance back before I went in again. Unfortunately I had a TIA (mini)stroke a couple weeks later. Spent 3days in the hospital and many many tests. Very worried about cost and my life. An Angel came to my rescue. A lady from some county service came in and helped with the paperwork. She got me emergency insurance to cover that visit, helped with my other one some how and has been helping push my other insurance papers through. I am so great full. She is my angel. I have been able to sit home and heal and go to my multiple Dr visits to make sure I am ok and will heal without worrying. Cannot thank all of them involved enough and happy to be alive. Still not all healed but feeling much better. I bless my stars I don't have the bills some due on here. May prayers are with you.

Lol. I like the comment getting your money's worth! All I can do is giggle.

Nope not into yarn stuff. Hopefully I will be sleepy soon and crash. Tommorow is a new day.

Now that is a good idea. Doesn't help me today, but have not done that in a while.

Yah that's what I did earlier. Not into video games. Prefer old fashion board games. I like to tinker and work on my old truck but wife won't let me do any work until I get the doctors all clear. I am feeling good the last few days and now am bored. That's probably a good thing.

I'm bored a little tonight. Nothing on the TV to watch and my Netflix is out. Everyone seems to busy to visit. Maybe I should just put on my diapers and go to bed early.

Had this happen before with some other diapers. One one wing ripped off, another was a small slit. Able to change before someone noticed. Most embarrassing was I was in disposables headed some where in my car with light tan shorts and I looked down and saw a wet spot about a quarter form on the front. I stopped at the nearest gas station to change, but forgot my spare diapers. The spot was growing slow. I asked the clerk for some tape( they didn't sell any) he was like why? I whispered. He didn't hear me so in a panic I said for my leaking Diapers. Just as some came in. I ran to the bathroom and taped the pin hole shut. Dryed my shorts with the hand dryer. He gave me the oddest look as I left.

I came here looking for ideas to help with chaffing but omg that is a thick diaper. I thought mine were bad the last couple days. Now I feel lucky! Oh and thanks for the ideas everyone.

Diapers on please

Yes. I was spanked when I was around 6-7 ish cause I wet my pants to many times in a day then got put in diapers for a while. Sad mom did this for some thing I could not control.

Yep I was and I wet until later in life also. Spanked for other stuff too.

I wish you well. I have been twice since Christmas. TIA stroke. I am feeling a little better and hoping to get the all clear to go back to work next week. I have been off since Christmas Eve.

I love the discount bins. Our store does that also. We buy there too and put in the freezer.

Hi

It was she wanted a quiet afternoon with out me. Thankfully it was not what you said. Oh yah she undiapered me when she got home. So I'm free. Yes some times it seems to for me. Mostly when I am not in the mood like this time. She was having fun with it and that made me happy. It has been a while since she took to it. It had me worried cause last time she got this into it I went 3 months in diapers any time I wasn't at work. She has set me free though when she got home a little bit ago. Happy Days again. I love that gal.

Keto? Haven't heard of that one.

That last one looks interesting. Don't know if I want to be in it. Those mittens are not quite what I thought. There are no thumbs! She would love those but not something you would want to wear in public.

Does she ever make you wear diapers to work?

Oh I wish I was. These new locking pants seems to started a new spark in her that scary. She can be evil and back then she did this. It was a long time ago. I was able to wear a long shirt and taken to a movie and McDonald's. Thankfully nobody noticed. She loved it. Also a couple other times after that, but some how I managed to cover them up. It is one of her punishments for me. This time I am not being punished though. She just wants me in diapers! Problem now is she controls my clothes once in diapers because our agreement says I have the rights of a toddler when in diapers and toddlers don't dress themselves. She has never done that yet but could decide what I wear out. She has been really acting different. That said even my normal diapers have a toddler diaper bulge, just not so obvious, but I am used to that. All I can say is THANK YOU, THANK YOU, Thank You! She did relent! I repeat she did relent! Sort of! She asked me if I wanted to go to the store with her and some appointments. I panicked some saying "NO!" Not like this! She had me change into a dry diapers ( mine were not to bad yet)and after she put the new locking pants back on! Saying if I was staying home she wanted me locked up cause she didn't trust me. Thank you! Thank you! I would much rather be locked in and loose all potty privilege than waddle out like that. Thank you Thank You. Now I just hope I don't get any surprise visitors as she left with the keys. This is how she left me. I slipped on some sweet pants instead now. More comfortable. I wish she would relent on the thickness.