[After using the toilet to poop, have you ever thought...]

On 5/27/2018 at 6:55 AM, rusty pins said:

After you have taken a poo in the toilet, have you ever thought, "That would have been a good one to have loaded up in a diaper!"  Although I rarely poo in my diapers, I do it now and then when the mood strikes, maybe once a year.  I'd probably do it more often if I lived alone and had the proper facilities to shower and clean up without anyone noticing the smell or finding out.  Without getting too detailed, I prefer a specific kind of mess when I go in my diaper but you can't always plan on what comes out.  There have been times I have gone in the toilet and thought, "That would have been a great one for a diaper."

Yes!  All the time!  Especially when it is a large soft load, I always think, "That would have felt great in my pants."  Sitting on the toilet I often think back to 1959-1964 when I was in diapers and rubber pants doing my business in my britches.  I think about filling my pants with a large, soft, odorous load, sitting in it, toddling around with it in my pants, smelling like poop, and then my mom comes by me and sniffs the air and pulls back my diaper for a quick peek to confirm her suspicions.  

[How Old Were You When You Began Wearing Diapers]

I voted "under 6" because that is the age when it all started  My mom first tried to potty train me when I was only 13 months-old.  I kept going in my pants at that age so she put me back in diapers.  Then she tried to potty train me again, at the age of 2 to 2 1/2 years old, but I would not, or could not, stop going to the bathroom in my pants: especially pooping, I pooped my pants in both diapers and training pants.  After a while, my mom gave up and put me back in diapers again, at 2 1/2 years of age.  She kept me in diapers and rubber pants until I was almost 5 years-old.

But then, less than a year later, at the age of 6, I saw a baby boy around a year old at my friends house suddenly turn red in the face and poop his pants in front of everybody and then his mom changed his poopy diaper right there in the living room with everyone watching, and the living room smelling like poop and baby powder.  After that day, at the age of 6, I had a hunger; an insatiable desire to travel back in time and be a baby again, messing my pants in front of my mom and everyone else in the room. 

At that point, at the age of 6, I started stealing diapers and rubber pants and diapering myself in secret, traveling back to my days of infancy when I made a mess in my pants and my mommy changed me in front of everybody. I am almost 60 years-old and that fantasy of of being a 9 month-old in diapers pooping my pants in 1959 has NEVER left me. 

[What do you do when you poop?]

On 4/8/2018 at 3:30 PM, nonny said:

I chose wiggle, bounce, sit, squat AND stand. It all feels good...

And I never lose my fascination with reliving what it was like when I really was a baby and toddler, and really did this, and went contentedly about my exploration and play afterwards in my full pants, doing all of these things.

I am the same way.  I relive my time as an infant and toddler messing my pants and playing in a full diaper as the pungent odor of poop wafts up all around me, mixed with the smell of baby powder.  Just the act of "filling my pants" (that's what my mom always called it) takes me back in time to 1959 when I was in cloth diapers and rubber pants feeling the large soft mass of poop filling the back of my diaper and covering my bottom.   I would be happy and play for a time, bouncing and sitting my my full pants until my mom noticed the smell and then pulled open the back of my diaper and rubber pants for a quick peek to confirm her suspicions. 

[Utah Diaper Lovers: Area 51 fetish night / SLCC never dies]

I used to live in SLC.

[Really New Mommy]

Welcome Mommy Linda!

I have NO problem with anything you have said.

[Double Diapers or more...]

When I was growing up, my mom always doubled diapered babies, with a folded "soaker panel" down the middle.

[Birdseye Cloth Prefolds]

Thank you.

[Birdseye Cloth Prefolds]

Does anyone know of a good source for adult size Birdseye Cloth Prefold diapers?

Over the years I have bought them from different sources that are no longer in business.

[Reasons]

Wow.

[Diaper bulge ??]

There is just something so "babyish" about a thick diaper bulge.

When I was growing up in the early 1960s, every baby you saw had a HUGE diaper bulge in his or her pants; there was NO hiding it.

[Boo (re-post)]

Awesome story!

[Diaper Changes]

Yes, bottles and pacifiers always make me feel more "little" during a diaper change.

[Have you ever called a Phone Mommy?]

Yep, I remember Mommy Candy too: I had a few calls with her as well.

I am currently looking for a phone Mommy who is as loving and sweet as Lilly and Lizabeth.

[when you get a cold don't you feel more little than usual?]

Yes, when I feel sick, or I'm in the hospital, I feel much more "little" and my "hunger" for diapers increases like 10 fold.

There is something about illness that makes us feel more like babies, more, "little" and more in need of a Mommy.

[Hello Again!]

Welcome back.

[New here!]

Welcome.

[Herro ebrybodys. Hehe]

Welcome!

[Remembering makeshift diapers]

I began stealing diapers at a very young age, around 6 or 7 when I became aware of this need to wear them and regress back to infancy.

[Kinda Personal...]

When I was growing up, my mom had a home daycare at our house and I watched her change a lot of poopy diapers.

She said (a million times) "when you wipe a baby boy, wipe from the back to the front.

[How Did You Get Started?]

I was six years old, and had been in and out of diapers and rubber pants since birth.

[At what age were you fully potty trained?]

I answered the age of five.

[Hi hi!]

Welcome.

[Have you ever called a Phone Mommy?]

I'm just curious, has anyone here ever called a "phone mommy"?

[Coming out]

No, I haven't found anyone.

[Coming out]

Yes, you are correct about many of us looking for the Mommy in our wives, that we never had in our real mothers.