Padded comfort

That is figgin awesome. I’m so jealous, I wish I had someone like that.

I’ve never actually used wipes since I only wear at home. When I do wear I’m in one diaper for as long as possible. Then when that’s no longer an option I change, shower, and put on another one.

Before I never used to pre stretch my diapers. But then I saw a video on how to properly change a diaper and that involved stretching the diaper. Now I pre stretch every time. Just goes to show you can learn something new everyday.

I enjoy filling my diapers past their capacity when I get the chance. We have wood floors so clean up is easy, just a quick mop and the evidence is gone.

I have three places to hide my diapers. Lockable trunk in the corner of my room, a alcove in my closet, and my dresser drawers.

I'm sure a lot of people can understand that feeling of wanting nurturing care. Even though I'm not into the Adult Baby scene of the ABDL community, I understand the feeling of wanting to be cared for. There are times when I just crave the same feeling in my day to day life, especially when I'm sick.

Sometimes I can, it depends on how bad I need to pee.

One suggestion I have that may, or may not, work for you is to wear while doing something you enjoy. I have major depression and a while back I hated my DL side and was disgusted with myself. I almost came close to throwing out all the diapers I had stashed away. But I remembered the joy I had while wearing and didn't want to let that disappear. So every so often I would put on a diaper and do something I loved, for me that was video games. As I continued to wear while gaming my outlook on being a DL improved. I no longer focused on being a DL, I just enjoyed what I enjoy. Now I've accepted my DL side and no longer associate negativity with wearing. I hope things get better for you and you can wear for fun again.

I enjoy playing in my diapers as well. Since I live with my family if I ever get the urge to wear and play I just put on regular clothes over my diaper. On the really rare chance I get the house to myself though, I'm right there just sitting in my diapers.

Always standing, it's just easier to get the right fit. I've tried lying down, but I can never get the fit tight enough and I end up fixing it standing up anyways.

One day on my way home from work I stopped at a local medical store to pick a pack of diapers. I normally get there a little before they close so no one else is ever there except the one cashier. I say hello, grab what I need, pay, and head out the door. As I’m leaving I notice another car parked next to me. I didn’t pay it any mind and just put the pack into my trunk. Just as I load the pack I hear someone call me name. I turn and see one of my high school classmates right next to me. I say hello, we talk and then he points to the pack of diapers sitting clearly in my trunk. He asks “Who are those for?” I look him straight in the eyes and say they’re for me. He just stopped dead in his tracks. After a bit I started to laugh and told him I was joking and that the pack was for a family member who was visiting and has a bladder issue. He seemed to relax at that, but it still seemed like he was unsure. We spent the next few minutes talking and I left the trunk open with the diapers clearly visible. I felt that if I had tried to hide them it would appear more suspicious.

While I don't use boosters I do like to take a pack of pull over style diapers and put each one on, one over the other. I don't use them for their purpose, but I like the feeling of a thick diaper and the waddle that comes with it as well. If I remember correctly I'm wearing 8 or 9 diapers in my profile picture.

Wow thanks everyone for the good info. A couple things I should clarify. 1: I don't plan on using the pocket diaper for its intended purposes. I want to wear it for comfort, so I'm not worried about leaking. I enjoy that thick diaper feeling and would like a easier way to achieve that. 2: I'm not a fan of rubber diapers or flat folds, so I kinda want to avoid these. But you folks have given me some good info to work with. I grew up in disposables so that's what I'm used to, but I would like to try cloth at some point. I gravitated towards the pocket diapers because they have that disposable diaper look that i'm familiar with. Looks like more research is necessary.

As the title says, I've been looking into pocket diapers. I want a diaper that has good thickness to it and from what I see cloth seems to be the way to go. Currently I just layer my disposables to get a thick diaper, but it's starting to get a little annoying to put each one on one at a time. With a pocket diaper I can just stuff it with inserts and put just one diaper on. For those who have pocket diapers what kind of thickness are you getting out of them? I kinda want to see what I have to spend to get the thickness I want. For reference the thickness I want is a diaper that makes your legs spread out a bit and gives a medium amount of waddle. An example being my profile picture, which is about 8 or 9 disposables layered. Also how's the feeling of pocket diapers compared to a disposable?

How many inserts do you use to get that thickness and does it make you waddle at all?

I would highly encourage it.

It was a decent rain, but I did pull the front of my diaper open to catch more rain inside it. Still it felt great.

A while back I had a rare chance to get the house all to myself for a day. During the time I was alone a dense fog had rolled in and it started raining. The fog was thick enough that I couldn't see any of my neighbors, so a crazy idea popped into my head. I put on one of the diapers I have and walked into my backyard wearing only that. The feeling of the rain hitting me and the water collecting into the diaper was amazing. At that moment I really didn't care if I was caught wearing, I just enjoyed myself in that little moment. I don't know how long I stayed outside, but it was long enough for the diaper to swell. After a while I waddled inside, dried off, but kept the diaper on. I sat down, had a cup of coffee, and just enjoyed the sound of the rain. It was a real relaxing moment for me and it was something I hope to experience again. Just wanted to share that little story.

I will be taking a break from this site and other things for a unknown amount of time to try and get my life in order. Happiness is something that I've lost and I would like to get that back. Not sure when (or if) I'll be back. Hopefully I will sort all this out and I can return to the site with a smile and maybe someone at my side.

It's happening again, that feeling of emptiness and loneliness keeps coming back like a bad rash. Last night I stayed awake thinking about how much of loser I am. I thought about all the mistakes I've made and how they caused nothing but pain. About the friends I don't have, the romantic relationship that never existed, the warmth of being embraced that I don't have while lying in a cold bed. I felt like trash, like I'm only waking up just to live a monotonous life. I don't want to end my life I just want to disappear from it. I got up today wondering if I'm actual alive, I certainly don't feel like it. I don't believe I'll ever take my life though, I know my family cares about me and suicide would devastate them. It's not the final solution, and I keep telling myself that. But I'm not sure where to go, I'm lost on a road with no map and so far everywhere I've gone hasn't helped me become who I want to be. I'm living with my parent's because I can't afford to be on my own (which is probably a good thing). Life feels like a roller coaster; there are days when I'm up and happy, then there a days when I'm feeling low and depressed. It feels like the lows have been happening more than I would like. I've decided not to continue with my degree because it doesn't make me happy, I believe a trade school is a better option for me. I've wanted a off road truck since I was a kid, but everybody tells me "how expensive they are", "how much fuel they use", "how high the insurance is". It's like they're telling me not to pursue my goals. I haven't found a place to belong, I feel like an outcast everywhere I go. The only time when I feel comfortable is when I'm alone in my own world. I'm not sure what I'm writing, or if it even makes any sense at all. I just want to write, to say something to maybe help me feel better. Why write here I don't know, I'm sure there's other forums to post this but I came here for some reason. I'm tired, my head feels like it's in a vice, and I want to curl up into a ball in a corner somewhere. I think somethings wrong with me.

I do like the feeling of a thick diaper so I layer diapers as well. I have a bag of pull-over adult diapers that I use exclusively for layering. Sometimes I'll use 3-4 diapers or even half of them. When I really want a super thick diaper I use every single pull-over diaper to make a super thick diaper, the waddle from that is crazy good. If I want to wet I'll use a regular disposable diaper with tapes.

Well for me it ruins the charm because duck tape isn't an actual part of the diaper. It reminds me of when I had to use tape to make baby diapers wearable before I could buy diapers myself. Honestly it's a pretty small reason and I'm sure I'm the only one affected by it.

But that ruins the charm of the diaper. Actually the tapes failing isn't that big of a issue for me, it just means its time to change or put on a 2nd diaper over the 1st.

That's quite brave to be doing that at work, I don't think I'll ever wet outside of my own house. But now I want to get a pack of Dry's and some boosters and use those the next time I want to wet all day.

One of my favorite things to do, when I have the chance, is wearing a diaper and wetting it so much that it sags between my legs from all the weight. The weight of the diaper after multiple wettings is something I can't explain, it just feels really good to me. Though I only do this every so often since I have to make sure I have the house to myself for a day. But when I get the chance I'm diapered from the minute I wake up until the tapes fail or the diaper leaks, sometimes even longer then that if I'm feeling adventurous. If I feel like it I'll put on a second diaper and make a hole in the first so I can keep wetting and have a bigger and heavier diaper. Plus during this time I drink at least triple the daily amount of water the average person should have during the day, so that's a bonus. Who else likes doing something like this?