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I stopped when I was potty trained (I don't remember how old I was), and I didn't start again until middle school. I do remember leaving skid marks on my briefs until I was about 10-11 though. I would hold it in and squirm in my seat because I didn't want to use the potty. In middle school, I would simulate filling my pants by putting clay in my undies. Later, I put TP in my undies and actually pooped in them, but it was just small poops because I wanted to avoid any mess. It wasn't until my freshman year of college, when I realized I was a DL, that I started dropping full loads in my underwear and diapers I bought.

It was the summer after my freshman year of college. I went to Fred Meyer and bought some Depends. I was nervous about being asked who and what they were for. When I got home and had some privacy, I put one on. I liked how it felt against my skin (it did make me erect) but, other than the thrill, I didn't experience any catharsis. I initially struggled with making myself mess, but after a few times, it became easy. I realized then that I was a diaper lover and got an account on Daily Diapers around the same time!

In one word, finish the sentence "Diapers are..." Diapers are carefree.

I like medium loads that are on the hard side of average. The tenting the Red Yes Horse mentions is thrilling!

In one word, describe how a poopy diaper feels to you. My word is: childish.

I can't decide which is naughtier: Messing diapers or underwear?

We're all minorities when it comes to the particulars of our behavior. I'm a diaper lover who likes wetting and messing, but I don't use suppositories or enemas, as some DLs do, and I don't masturbate in my diapers either. A messy diaper feels naughty, but I don't like sitting in my mess, or even staying in a messy diaper at all (I'd rather get cleaned up). I could go into even greater detail, but the point I'm trying to make is that no two DLs are exactly alike, so attempting to generalize is pointless. We're all members of a diverse community, and we should celebrate that.

It'd been about five and a half months since I last pooped my pants. I'd run out of diapers and hadn't bought more, since I'm trying to save money. So today, when the urge came, I said "eff it," and filled my undies while wearing tight shorts! My poop made some squishing noises as my shorts bulged, which made me feel extra naughty. I was a little worried about overflow, since the elastic of the legs on my undies is not very tight, but there was none. I emptied the contents of my undies, threw them in the wash, got it the shower, and dubbed "Operation New Poo" a success!

As much as I like using diapers as a way of making myself feel little again, the naughtiness aspect of filling one is just as much of an attraction. The feel of pushing, that unmistakable crinkling sound, and the smell all make me feel like I've done something I shouldn't. Now, if only the clean-up wasn't so tense (I live with other people)...

I like pooping in diapers. Briefs are okay, but I don't like washing them. I find the act most enjoyable - pushing one out, hearing and feeling the diaper fill up - and not the aftermath. I always change and shower quickly.

Yes! The sound is my favorite part. The squishy sound of the poop, the crinkle of the diaper expanding...pure sensory delight!

My most recent poop (yesterday) came out

If you could only choose one, would you rather wet or mess your diapers? I would rather mess. There's nothing like putting on a fresh diaper and immediately filling it! So naughty...

I like the smell but, as I share a house with others, I need to be very discreet.

Just did it again this morning! For a change, I wore a tight pair of shorts over my diaper, which made the bulge more noticeable, and made me feel extra naughty. After the first push, I took my shorts off and added a little more. I hope I have

This morning my mom and dad were at work and my sister asleep, so I thought it would a fine time to mess. Unfortunately, this was after I had a ton of coffee. It also didn't help that I had no experience with really loose messes. I loaded my diaper and proceeded to step out of it gingerly. While disposing of it though, I realized that about half the poop had stuck to me and that it was dripping from my butt. Luckily, the towel I was wearing caught most of it, but I had to clean up a couple bits that had fallen and do a thorough check of all the areas I'd walked through. It was a nervous experience, since I had no idea when my sister would wake up. Given more precautions, like doing it only when I am alone for a while and laying down something to cover the floor, I think loose messes could be fun. For now though, I like my messes solid.

Just finished cleaning up! For the first time,

For me, it was this morning after my run and before I left for a debate tournament. It was really big and soft load, so much that the diaper almost overflowed.

My fave position is definitely on my hands and knees, like a baby.

Thanks to the fact that one of my classes did not meet today and my work was cancelled due to inclement weather, I have gotten to poop my diaper twice today! They were both big loads too!

I came home from work this morning and figured I might mess since my last time was awhile ago and I had been thinking about it. I didn't have much time to enjoy the act since I had class soon after, but it still felt nice.

I'm not sure I made myself clear in my original post. I am willing to spend some money to get good quality diapers. I'm looking for brand recommendations.

I am a DL who is currently attending college. I am also working, but I would prefer to save as much of my money as possible while still having a quality diaper experience. I do not own a car and my shopping options within walking distance are limited, so buying online is my best option. I like plain style diapers with a snug fit, and my waist size is 29 inches. Given these conditions, what are the best value-priced diapers available for me?

The overall experience of messing is enjoyable, but if I had to say, my favorite part is the crinkly sound the diaper makes when you are filling it up. What is your favorite part of messing? Is it the sound, the feeling, the aftermath, or just the knowledge?

I like messing. It feels both comforting to not have to think about going into a bathroom and naughty. I like hearing myself loading a diaper and feeling the resulting tent.