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Desmond deckers greatist hits.... 007 at ocean11...... cool tracks.

Nina simone, the latest gathering of her best tracks......

In my experience its soyamilk that is used for babies who are alergic to cows milk. As even formula is cows milk as far as i know.

undefined Personally gold cap is my fave. i belive its the stage one one. yes just got the can out. " now even closer to breast milk" tastes a bit odd at first but i remember the flavour and it takes me back to simpler life. my advice is go with the gold.

Hello susibabygirl, Let me be the firs to welcome you to this site as well as the community, Many of us know how youve felt alone befor this discovery me included.... I found DD nearly 2yrs ago and havent looked back( im also in the uk) i hope you make lots of friends here as i have and i look forward to seeing you around or meeting you in the chat room sonetime.... Have Fun... Tj......

Since my first post here i still havent broken the cycle.. i sat the other day looking at this thread for nearly 4 hours wondering how to explain somthing, then when i started writing somthing my dial up cut me off, maybe a good job...... To answer one thing, the head would have been my choice. its taken me 2hrs to write this so far..... i was listening to leonard choen when i started this post now 2 albums later its the verve... since my first post on this thread ive had two appointments with my doc, first he gave me diazepam to help stop me killing braincells with alcahol wich was good till i took them all with paraceetamol and tequila, i did pass out but woke an hour or so later then vomited all i had taken....... I still feel as black as i did when i firs posted on this thread, i can only hope the new meds ive been given (mirtazapine) will lift me over time as nothing els so far has worked... sorry to bore you all with my rubbish........ Tj.....

This should be posted in the one about dark side thingy.... But im listening to Leonard Cohen album Songs From a Room.... Its just how i feel......... Tj..

Curious, you held my hand when i needed it, wich i appreciate. I know your little pice has had warm comments made about it, however it sounds like were rubbing off on you. And that would be a crime....... if you turned into one of us then you wouldnt be the curious weve come to know an love....... Time to erase DD from the browser and run?????????? huggs Tj......

Not to be a merchant of doom but a thought i had the other day, I was helping my father while he was working on a roof, and it wasnt to throw myself off but a neat peice of kit we were using, a gas powered nail gun, as the thought pf it crossed my mind but at around £500 they arnt cheap. but as a way to escape what myself and many others feel is it really so expensive? However as i havent got enough money to buy my poor cat some food sadly its a bit out of my reach, but at the time it really did seem appealing to me, but infront of my father wouldnt have seem right infact totaly unfair as my depression doesnt need to pushed down anyone elses throat it would be a thing i did on my own, like the first time i took an overdose i was sure i wouldnt have been found till it was too late but the saying goes "the best laid plans of mice and men" and i was found about an hour later, stomach pump is yukky.... Tj...

I havent posted on this thread befor, but feel its about time i did. I have suffered from depression for a long time now. Even in the times when i seem to have a smile on my face im only ever ont thing away from my feelings surfacing again... I have been a heavy drinker for years wich brings its own problems with depression. and i cant keep alcahol in the house as if i start to drink i dont know when to stop. The first time i started self harming was about 15 and the firs time i attempted suicide i was 18 and attempted it 4 or 5 times since. now in the middle of depression again i feel at the of my teather, there are things i should have hope for to keep me strong but just cant see past the blackness now. i have had a few types of tablets over time to help and the latest are diazepam to help me from drinking but they dont help whats in my head. i know this post probably doesnt make much sence but i just had to put somthing donw. sorry for being a bore. Tj..

Hi, well i have to say i dont really agree with the original post. A relationship is supposed to be a loving thing yes? an if you hear"i love you but not your fetish/life style choice" then do they love who you are? If you have to stop wearing for someone then you wouldnt be the person they supposedly love. I have someone who loves me and that means nappies and all, if she haddnt then i'd be single. i waited 23yrs to wear and if i had to choose well you can guess..... Tj....

Not for me, i find jiggy jiggy is a lot better. pleases both rather than one or the other................... Tj.....

Well what a good question, For me as i wear all the time a fresh nappy is always nice especially when ive got my dummy and a beer an spliff listening to music...... Tj.

LOL.............

Hello frillynappy, Im sure you wont have any trouble finding people who like wearing nappies here.... come to that lots use dummies aswell!! i must admit i dont use mine as much as i should, only due to not shaveing very often(dont like the look of stuble an a dummy). hope you find friends here have fun and be safe. Tj

Hello and welcome, Your not alone anymore, i think we all felt like that at one point..... And as for being in the UK, well i think there are more of us in the uk per population percent than in the states, i was amazed when i discovered just how many of us there are around!!!!!!!! im in east anglia Essex Boy. well hope to cach up with you at some time or other... P.s. the chat room has been a bit of contention with getting in, send an email to daily di im sure he will help a new member get it sorted...... Tj

Hello Mark, Well i bet youve got a huge smile on your face with anticipation!!!! Well my personal oppinion is abena x plus are by far the best disposable nappies, well if not the best on sale at least the best ive tried.... Im not sure where you are but i know eBay in the UK has a wide variety of napies Tena, Abena, Euronform, Tendercare just to name a few. What ever you end up buying i hope you enjoy your week to the full...... Have you got the house to yourself as its parents going away or a partner? Tj

Hello frillylilly, Welcome to the site. Yes im sure there are a few of us here who thought that we were alone befor discovering nice places like this. I did thats for sure, but since i discovered DD its helped me understand and explore thoughts an feelings ive had for as long as i can remember. so no more plastic bags and towls like childhood but x-plus an poise pullups all the way. theres lots of nice people here to talk to an share with so have fun an be comfy.... Tj

Just a thought but as youve said about drinking lots of liquid, have you tried blind drunk? Tj...

Well done Necare, and welcome to the club so to speak. I remember the firs time i bought nappies from my local medical shop, i was almost stuttering when it was a male shop assistant asking the questions, "what sort is it your friends needs" errr err, "what style is it they use" err err "well theyer not for you are they" err err no, hes about my size and they are for night use and the nappie type i muttered. but it got worse when i had to pay, i used my card but i was asked if i wanted to fill out a form for tax exemption(cant spell) my hand were shaking so much i couldnt even sigen my name let alone fill out this silly form. but i left the shop with attends 9 medieum an practially ran to my car in fear of being seen carrying ths black bag from the shop and i just couldnt wait to get home and try out my nappies. so well done to you and enjoy them. Tj

well im glad you found us after your search, its a bit like what morpious said "welcome to the real world" although this is far from a dessert way too many people for that, as youve just found out. i must say im glad i took the red pill anyway.... lol have fun and talk to you soon. Tj

Hello mark, let me be the firs to welcome you to DD. is it youve only just discovered others like you or just the first time youve been to DD? well what ever it is welcome to you. i feel sorry for you not being able to indulge in nappies tho, i had wanted to be in them for years and finally about four years ago i bought some attends and ive never looked back....... Well i wish you all the best and look forward to catching up with you either on the boards in the chat room.. Tj

Surely not to be a smart arse(english) would be to keep your mouth shut? but on with the question, Personaly i'd just keep my nappies to myself and people i could trust with my life. but then in life even the people who you think you could leave your life in their hands can turn on you. so i guess im saying be very careful of what you do. Tj.

Remembers..............

Hey wheres Melbubs? BANANAS!!!! LOL