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littleme5144

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  1. I have set timers on my phone to drink more just for a quicker soggy diaper.
  2. I need to complain a little. I have been a long time user of this site and every once in a while I might respond to a thread. I am definitely more of a fly on the wall when going through the forums. I don’t understand why in this specific sub forum I see sooo many people trying to convince someone who has incontinent desires that it’s a bad idea. I do understand wanting to educate someone before they make a life changing decision, but in this specific forum I don’t believe it’s the right place. I visit this forum specifically to see how others have achieved their specific incontinence desires and there is ALWAYS someone who is trying to convince someone to not go for their goals. I do believe that is someone is causing themselves physical harm to achieve their results, then yes by all means we should give our input. However if someone is just wanting to be incontinent through other ways. Why can’t we respect that and stop leaving comments on why someone shouldn’t want to achieve their desires.
  3. I absolutely love Trest diapers. They are soooo soft and I love the blue ones.
  4. Just looking for friends that are near the Greenwood Village area. I just moved to CO and am looking for like minded people to hangout with.
  5. I really loved that book. I need to re-read it to be honest.
  6. I’m in Jefferson county. I’m more of a DL but always looking for friends.
  7. I just got a magic wand about 2 months ago and I have to say, it’s by far the best orgasms I have ever had.
  8. I’m in the Jefferson county area.
  9. So I have to say....I saw this at target today and all I could think was. “This makes me feel good”. Seeing this as a little just showed me that even some major companies understand we all like childish things at times. Now, maybe I thought to deep into it but it still brought a smile to my face. I also know that this store has always been better then most (in my area) for having childish adult sized clothing.
  10. One thing I honestly enjoy is whenever I drink (alcohol). I don’t have to get up ever 10min like everyone else
  11. Just wanted to say thank you too all of you for the suggestions/comments. I think this will help not only me but others as well.
  12. Being able to be myself and truthfully being able to pee anywhere I am
  13. I I told my now wife about my fetish about a year or so into her being my girlfriend and she accepted it for the most part right then and there. We have been together for close to 10 years and still don’t feel comfortable wearing around her. After our talk last weekend she was upset that I had these feelings about being uncomfortable with myself and has been trying to push me to wear more often by asking me if I want to put one (she says diaper on) on. I still say no even when I want to and usually make up some lame reason for not wanting to. I guess it’s just going to take more time. My biggest fear at this point is she is going to grow tired of asking and always being shut down. Can’t say I would blame her tbh. I still can’t get seem to get the courage to embrace myself and allow her encouragement.
  14. @rusty pins I did just that over the weekend. We sat down and had a nice long talk about my feelings and the personal shame I had. It was truly weightlifting. Thank you again for your feedback and support!
  15. Thank you all for your responses. It sounds like I still need to opening up with my wife and myself.
  16. @rusty pins I can’t thank you enough for taking the time to respond. The first thing you said about this is the fetish that I have really hit home for me. I also agree that I am so blessed to have someone who is willing to accept me for who I am and never thought I would want someone like that. There are a couple of things you mentioned that I didn’t think to answer before so thank you. 1st: Wearing for me is not a every day thing and I usually wear 2-3 times during my “binge” cycles. I will wear out and about sometimes and have done so even during parties/social events. 2nd: I went through the “purge” cycle when I was younger but stopped in the last years so maybe I accept it more then I did in what I would call my younger years. 3rd: I can say that yes I would want to wear 24/7 but it’s not at the forefront of my thoughts. Although I want to wear more often my biggest problems is if I wear 1 time a week or a week straight it still my wife hearing/seeing/understanding that I don’t accept. I guess I don’t understand how my wife’s can accept this part of me when even myself i cannot. I hope this clarifies some things and once again I truly appreciate your response. @Sparks My birthday is correct but I just changed my “real age” as I never noticed that before so thank you. I have heard of this book before but never read it as I consider my self more of a DL with a little preference then a AB. I have already purchased the book as if it helps you then maybe it will help me as well. I do agree that it’s obviously a “emotional” need.
  17. I don’t normally post but am sick of feeling the way I do. Let me start of by saying I have a wonderful wife who totally accepts my diaper lifestyle. She has never made me feel ashamed for my DL side and even accepts it in the bedroom. Here is where my problem lies, how do you TRULY accept yourself as a diaper lover? I deep down know there is nothing wrong with being a DL but if I’m true to myself I’m still so uncomfortable with my wife hearing or seeing them. I make sure to make noises when I’m walking around to as to ‘hide’ the noise. I don’t let her see them as much as possible even when I know she could care less. She has even gone as far as hell me change a couple times just for fun. I know by reading posts that others would die to have someone who loves me for who I am but I just don’t accept myself. It’s to the point that she will call them diapers and I still have to call them briefs. I can’t stress that my wife has NEVER made me feel bad for my DL lifestyle in the 11 years we have been together. Has anyone ever felt this way? If so, how did you truly accept yourself? How do I allow myself to escape the shame I have? I will answer any questions I haven’t already answered as I’m so done feeling this way. I thank you for taking the time to help in advance.
  18. I would love to do something like this. Don’t have any DL friends right now but like to meet some.
  19. I keep mine in my dresser drawers. My wife knows about them so no need to hide. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
  20. Good luck. Keep us updated. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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