Rachel Emily

It's hard, I know, I remember buying my first bottle. If using unfamiliar stores doesn't make it easier, Amazon does. It's how I get 75% of my stuff, confidential, no questions asked.

You would be surprised at how many people do not pay attention to you buying baby accessories. That's kind of natural. Now, buying adult diapers is a little different.

It's not buying the bottle that worries me. It's how my CNAs (certified nursing assistants--my caregivers) would react if they saw it. I'd be obligated to hide it, since only one of them so far knows about my being an AB. *Maybe* two others know about the pacifiers, because I explained them away successfully as a stress reliever. A baby bottle is not so easy to find an alternate explanation for. I'd have to admit to being an AB to all of them.