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nothing yet, i'm getting my cats fixed after Christmas which is a wonderful present for me because it means they'll stop spraying on my couch something pretty to wear to the New Years' party i'm going to, a DRESSER finally so i can stop keeping my clean clothes in nicely folded piles on my bedroom floor that my toddler likes to dive in like leaf piles, some samples of dry 24/7's and ABU cushies (and maybe more than samples if i like them ) and maybe a pair of jammies and a onesie from www.veryspecialclothes.com

Repaid1, that definitely got me a smile. thanks for the sweet responses, you guys. my little girl's biological daddy is actually a really big part of her life luckily (he's a shitty person, but he's a good father) she just knows Nick as Nick, which is a good thing in this situation. she's asked for him a few times and it's breaking my heart a little. anyway, things are alright. we're still talking, i had to ask him some questions yesterday about the oil in my car and i was apprehensive about it because we hadn't spoken in a couple days, but he responded the same way he would if nothing had changed and we ended with 'i love you's. other than the general suckiness of being/sleeping alone, i'm still looking forward to watching my little one light up on Christmas morning and i'm going to party on New Years', and after talking to some close friends and my wise and loving daddy (real life daddy, that wasn't an ABDL reference there lol) i'm a lot more convinced this is the best thing for us and it will all be okay in the end.

i'm effectively single. for now. it had nothing to do with anything AB/DL related. the boy got a promotion (he is now the youngest executive chef in our city, very proud of him) and we were talking about where his career was going to take him and what would happen if we were to move out of state... and what it would mean for my daughter. all of a sudden he freaked out a bit. he said he wasn't ready for this relationship, that he never expected to meet the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with and it was bad timing, that he had things in his life he needed to sort out before he could commit and we could move forward... so we're taking space. i'm giving him the time to do what he needs to do. honestly, i think he just got scared. he can't have kids of his own so he never imagined himself in the 'father' role and i think talking about our future made him realize what being a stepfather means and it terrifies him. this is probably a good thing, i think he needs time to grow up and give up his young guy lifestyle. he loves me. he couldn't say anything he had to say to me without breaking down crying, and his roommate who happens to be one of my best friends says he's been crying for days. he told me he couldn't ask me to sit around and wait for him because it wasn't fair, but if i did, then when he is ready he'll spend the rest of our lives making it up to me. so, i'm waiting, whether he asks me to or not. i can't imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else. but it's hard. it was unexpected and i'm not going to have an easy time getting through the holidays alone. i usually turn to ageplay when i'm stressed, and for some reason right now it doesn't hold a lot of appeal for me. i'm not sure why, i typically like being 'little' to escape my big girl problems and these are definitely big girl problems. maybe i just want to tackle this like an adult and get through it with the knowledge that it will more than likely make my relationship stronger in the end. i hope so, at least. anyway. just an update as to what's going on with me. i have some new ideas for my story and i might spend some quality time working on it, and i'm going to poke around on here and try not to ignore you all. but if i'm a little less active than usual, now you know why.

i am not nearly talented enough to make them lol. i do like a few of the things at www.veryspecialclothes.com, they have plain onesies with a couple cute prints available and a few jammies that i really do like (i want this one but with a pink ballerina print) but most of their dresses and things are still a little too over the top for me. when i'm really searching hard i've found a few things on etsy (like this which of course sold and this which i particularly love) but those aren't specifically made for AB/DL's and nothing on there or ebay i've found that is is my style.

LG question! I have a huge lovely wardrobe of grownup clothes and nothing little girlish. When i'm in LG mode, i am usually just hanging out in a diaper and shirt. I would love to have some pretty things that are specifically for my 'little' time, but I am having trouble finding things most of what I can find seems to be geared toward the sissy crowd, or maybe just LG's who are older than me? I like a little bit of pretty girly detail, maybe a little lace or a ribbon here and there, but tons of ruffles and taffeta and shiny fabric are just too much for me. do you have any favorite little girl clothes? if so, what do they look like, and where did you get them? if you could post pictures too, that would be awesome!

Hiya, i'm not a fur but welcome anyway

I was browsing Etsy today and found a zillion pink lacy vintage babydoll nighties... short ones that would just barely cover a diaper... I would love to have a few of those, i'd feel so pretty

I found something else! http://www.amazon.com/Timi-Leslie-Tag-Diaper-Felicity/dp/B003P8BQUC/ref=sr_1_23?s=baby-products&ie=UTF8&qid=1323398070&sr=1-23 this diaper bag, in the Farah print

You did it right Repaid1 thank you, you are awesome so hi little girls, who all is here with me?

Callie (the tiger in my profile picture) has been around since I was 5 or 6. I have slept with her every night since minus the 2 years I lived with my daughter's father, who had a hissy fit about me sleeping with stuffed animals. my boyfriend now doesn't care, so back on my bed she stays, never to be let go again, unless i can bring myself to pass her on to my daughter one of these days i also have a baby blanket, there are photos of it in my gallery. my grandmas both collaborated to make it for me while my mom was pregnant and i got it for my first birthday. it has an intricate cross-stitching design of a baby that looks like me sleeping on a cloud, with the moon in the background, and my birthdate and height and weight when i was born. i never used to sleep with it because i was afraid it would get torn or stained or worn out, but when i regress it usually comes out.

You more than likely weren't asleep when you did it. You probaby woke up and did it while you were groggy and not quite awake yet, and that's how you don't remember. It's not a big deal, it happens to people all the time... usually not with diapering, but i'll wake up cold and put warmer PJ's on and wake up that way and not remember, and my boyfriend half wakes up and has conversations with me all the time that he doesn't remember. It's not 'sleep-diapering' technically, and it's really not that big of a deal.

I was browsing etsy today and found this http://www.etsy.com/shop/ABbabies?ref=seller_info they have a few pairs of girly babyish print panties, not sure if it's what you're looking for or not.

boyfriend isn't here tonight so i'm snug and cozy in a goodnite with my binky in my mouth and my tiger and blanky! lovin it

I miss it haven't played in a couple years, need to get a better computer so I can run it again. I miss my sexeh blood elf mage

pediatric home health it's about the most rewarding thing I could imagine doing. speaking of which, my patient who has very limited functioning smiled when he heard my voice today, for the first time I thought it was a fluke, but he kept doing it all day every time I talked

Omg i'm soooooo unbearably jealous...

It would probably be more convienient, but I don't want to have to explain that to anyone if I'm not actually incon.! I'm definitely not one of those people who doesn't care what others think

I didn't use mine for a long time. I don't necessarily love the feeling of wetting, I just don't dislike it, and it seems a little strange to me to be all "lets take off this diaper I'm wearing so I can get up and pee." Also I have a seriously overactive bladder and I usually have to go 3-4 times a night so it's nice to just let go and not interrupt my sleep. But if you don't want to, then more power to ya, dry diapers are quite soft and comfy

My boyfriend bought me a heated mattress pad as an early christmas present because I love his so much

everyone gets hung up on price per diaper... I'd rather spend $3.50 on 2 diapers and find out I don't like them than spend $15 for 20 diapers and then find out I don't like them.

If you want it, you should bring it up and talk to him about it. To start with ask him what he means by "more," and how much more he can handle. It might be really helpful if you browse the story section and find a couple with scenarios you really like and show them to him, to give him an idea of what you want. If you want him to baby you more, build on what you're already doing a little bit at a time. Maybe while you're cuddling in your diaper and pj's he would read you a bedtime story or watch a disney movie with you? Or if you already use a binky, get yourself something to drink in a sippy cup and take a few sips while you're watching TV or whatever, and maybe you can transition from that to a bottle that he would hold for you eventually. Just take it a few little steps at a time and make sure you're communicating with him to make sure it doesn't get too far outside his comfort zone. As for wetting, just ask him. Tell him if he's not okay with it you don't have to do it, but that you'd really like to try. If it really freaks him out, maybe he'd be okay with letting you do it as long as he doesn't have to change you, or as long as you wet when he isn't around, etc. Open communication and honesty is the key. It sounds like you guys are doing well and he's very accepting, keep us updated!

oh, i didn't notice that. it said $3.50 S&H, so i assumed that was the shipping and handling cost, guess they meant $3.50 plus the shipping and handling. bummer! nevermind then.

nothing about diapers is sexual for me. but, i do love sex. nothing wrong with that.