LilFozzyJ5

Thanks guys for your posts so far... some interesting insight. For someone who has only been over there a few times and just had a couple of night stops down the east coast its very interesting. We have a smithsonian channel here and they do runs of 'arial america' and that throws up some interesting history and points of interest. Zip lining in caves? Sounds like quite a rush snugglebear i hear what your saying about Cali and the state of the place, its been dipicted in films and Tv for years valentinesstuff, are they the mounds that include a snake shaped one?

Ok, so a large portion of people here are from North America. So what i was wondering is: What State are you from? And if I visited it, what would you recommend I see? Could be a natural feature, a man made feature, something wacky but interesting. And just because someone from your state has posted, doesnt mean you havent got anything to add. Very famous stuff is cool too, but what about lesser known things, little gems, things that make your state shine? P.s. no bloody arguments, one persons opinion is not always the same as the next guy, but its valid all the same. Play ball!!

Cheers Brian, that makes perfect sense. Top banana

I think i have mentioned it somewhere else many moons ago, my fursona is a cute furball grizzly cub, brother bears Koda but needing a diaper. My paws are alway muddy and i always seem to have a pine cone stuck to my fur somewhere

Hey thats fantastic news. For those of us not lucky enough to have one, can u show us when you get it

Well a family member started calling me fozzy, aparently it was because i was a big cuddly bear. Then of course there is muppet babies, so for my abdl side it was perfect. So the "lil" should be easy to understand. Not to mention i have a babyfur side too. The initial and number are month and day of my bday. I was originally just babyfozzy on here many years ago, but during a purge cycle, i deleted everything including my old hotmail account, so i had to make a new name.

Still it was good of you to spot it and share it with everyone. Nice one

Airframe engineer... take away engine, wiring and bombs...rest was mine. Airframe, flying controls, hydraulics, oxygen, windscreens, doors, undercarriage, wheels and brakes, etc..

Our clocks go back on Sunday...i know you guys are a few weeks after

I was in the military, in our crew room, saw the second plane live. I understand your feelings wet knight, i was almost on that graph in 1990 and 1992. "When you attack one NATO country with terrorism, you attack them all"

I like a nice pair...wait, what...you mean fruit ☺️

Sorry no idea how that all works... not even sure why i have 6 of 7 rockets or a rep of 50 If you ever find out i would like to know

Welcome, glad you found us and your an ex-lurker

Hello and a big welcome to you. Its great to see people from other countries join us here. Makes me smile knowing love of nappies spans the globe and all languages.

Hi and a warm welcome to you. I hope you enjoy it here and do find someone close to you to share your enjoyment. My fingers and crossed for you

Brussel sprouts have always been a dislike, like how i would expect garbage to taste. Bananas its the smell, the texture, the taste..basically all of it. Happy eating the flesh of a beast, but none of the organs that processed piss. No thanks. Like garden peas, fresh coconut and fresh cherries... hate all of the once they have been processed. Like boiled eggs, like mayo...mix em together and ill projectile vomit if you make me eat it.

Yeah that will certainly cement into your brain

Brussel sprouts, bananas, offal, string beans/ grean beans, sea food. Processed peas, coconut and cherries Oh and an egg mayo sandwich. Revolting.

Thanks Elfy, lovely to hear from you. Its been so long. Hope your both well xx

Thanks guys. That means a lot to me

Dont sweet it fella. It was way to late for me. You at least caught it early and i am glad its worked for you. Some folks cruise through life not experiencing even a tiny amount of what the rest of us suffer, they are the lucky ones.

Yeah i dont want my own experiences to put others off seeking help. Its definately worth doing, results can very

Thanks mate, i think i have exhausted all mental health options open to me...repeatedly. The only option left is blocked for me by the NHS system and out of my price range privately. I am stuck with what i got and give up on anything helping. But as i said early, this should not stop others trying to get help, it can work and you should try.

So, i am been quiet on here for sometime. There has been a lot happening. My previous post in this section in 2019, had me home alone, my wife with her mum who had cancer. What happened next, well things got worse. I had already stopped all social interraction except work, so i could visit my inlaws and wife without risking her mums frigile state while on chemo. As we moved i to 2020, things got worse, we were already isolating, but Covid hit, my MIL had a stem cell replacement and returned home in March the same week as the lock down, i was sent home, furloughed, then in May i got notice of redundancy (at a local airline for 15 yrs), the following month it was official. Wife was still with her parents and her mum was having complications with the steriods she was on (She had pretty much beaten the cancer). In August i was still alone, MIL had to go back in, the steriod had built up to toxic levels in her head and caused all sorts of issues, being scared, seeing things, not recognising people etc... End of Nov, showing signs of recovery they sent her to a local home to recover... within a week of being there, she got Covid and died alone in hospital a week later. The same week she got it, my wife and her dad got it bad, and were both isolated at his home in seperate beds all through Dec and part of Jan 2021. I was still alone and jobless. Her mum was cremated with no one in attendance. My wife and her dad did not get a chance for closure or grief. They have both been left with long covid problems, i still havent had it, dont want it and still dont go out. I have got another job in a different sector, started in June. But i havent seen family or friends for over two years. We have our shopping delivered and its wiped before coming in the house. I am a diabetic and there is a chance, getting covid could be devistating... My brother has retired and taken my dad back to his place in france, his illness is progressively getting worse, i am not sure i will get to see him again before he is gone. To say my mental health has suffered would be an understatement. So if anyone was wondering were i was, now you know.

I had a series of emdr sessions a couple of years ago. I did find it helpful, and combined with the previous cbt sessions it was enlightening. But a lot of my problems havent gone away. I think due to the severity of the traumas, the period of time they span and the length of time it took to start asking for help, i have been left with what i can only discribe as deep ugly mental scar tissues which is there for good. I am very glad you had such awesome results, i am very happy for you, and i would encourage anyone else with problems to seek professional help, but for some of us, it just doesnt help how you hope it would. And well done @DiaperboyEddie12 for reaching out and suggesting it. Big thumbs up from me mate