Valisia

Hope you can figure out the source and overcome it.   Does anything help?   Hope you pulled out of it.

@Valisia

Looks like we are gonna have to bring in the BIG GUNS (They always say things are BIGGER in Texas - Size wise) so we will have to:

1.  Walk to Val, Pick her UP, give her a HUG, cradle her in my arms, and THEN

2.  I make sure you have a THICK Crinkly Tykables waddlers Diaper on, with white Diaper Cover, so you don't have to worry about any messes either way.  When I am ready, I say

3.   Send in The RABBITS:  "Attention:  Jackie Rabbit and Tiny Rabbits:  Begin Regression Relaxation Protocol"

4.   They say "Yes Daddy:  Shall we show Auntie Valisia How Gentle we can be?" 

5.   I say to the bunnies:  "YES Girls, lets show her what you can do:  REMEMBER:  G-E-N-T-L-E "

6.  The Bunnies hop carefully over and want to Help You, so I tell them, "Just a Moment". I then Gently place you in bed, and the bunnies hop in bed with you and they are so gentle, and they look at me and smile:  I NOD my head, and then they say "Nowwwwww" Really Quietly and you start feeling their soft touch, and they begin lightly TICKLING you, and you, being comfy in bed, goggle and smile as they do that, then they stop tickling, and Hug and Kiss you, then Tickle some more, they repeat until you  are giggling and smiling wide, and this is to let you release all of the stress, as releasing UNCONTROLLABLY is EXACTLY what you need:  The bunnies stay with you and help you, say in
Bunny Language "We Love You @Valisia, always

7.  They hop in so you can snuggle with them, and eventually, they see you may need a bottle and a paci of your choice, so they offer you them   **HUGS**

Depression, and all of that hell, is one of the WORST things I think we fight in our whole lives:  I had a dark patch this week, and my neck is arthritic and stiff and I will have to probably wear my C Collar tomorrow.  I Hate when I am depressed and it SEEMS like those whom you love, offer you something nice, and when I ask for advice, thinks go haywire in 2 hours, when I say "No Thanks". Sucks to INFINITY!! to heck with stupid misunderstandings:  I want to be PAIN free in the one place that makes it hard to:

1.  Want to get UP (I have to FORCE myself to move sometimes, and thank GOD for these:

WEDGE Pillow:

BED RAIL WITH SIDE BAG:

Hopefully, @Valisia, you will be OK, you have friends here, and REMEMBER that

**HUGS**

Brian

 2.  I also wish that this crazy stuff with my transportation and Medical Exemption would be approved:  THIS is why I feel so bad - Depression, PLUS Arthritic Neck, plus my brain feeling like scrambled eggs, because of the pressure and pain: causes headaches:  I don't complain much, but this one is really close to my pain tolerance level, and I've dealt with pain before, but having CP, sometimes I can't TELL WHY something hurts, I just KNOW it does   (I have family members who tell me I should "Man UP" when I have pain, and well, I do, but I give my bros a MIDDLE Appendage and try to laugh, cause they say I am a terrible patient, but I do not believe I am

3.  Thank You everyone who has put up with me this week:  I just wish I could use the phone version of chat better, but its a tad challenging:  @DailyDiare their any things that I should know about the differences between the PC/MAC version, and a smartphone?

Love you all

Brian