DiaperFriend

Well it certainly isn't a bad one. =) If you do indeed put that as the title, you could make someone sing that lullaby at some point. Perhaps in the end. The final words of your story might as well be the lullaby. =) I think that would give lot of impact to your story.

Hmmh. Well whatever. If I were a mod I'd just see the trouble of banning him over and over again if he's that annoying. =P Still, I don't really think that givin him tons of minus points really helps. People who don't like him aren't going to go near him anyway.

Could the title be a location from the story, like Under a Tree or something simial? As you tell the story, you could tell the reader what meaning that name has. I think it'd be pretty cool. =) Then again, if you can find a lullaby that has a good line to be the title, that might be even better. =)

Okay, forget about the "it might take a while" crap. =P Here's the second part. Day 2 Rina woke up suddenly. Her stomach hurted alot, but not too much. She tried to sat up, but it started to feel really uncomfortable and it hurted even more. She slowly lowered her head back on the bed. She reached to her cellphone to see the time. It's only four in the morning. Her stomach startet to grublme loudly, and the pain got a bit more severe. "Ugh, not good, this is not good at all." She knew what was going to help to her pain, but she didn't even want to think about it. However, she didn't have much choice. She would never make it to the bathroom. It was located on the ground floor, while her room was on the first floor. "Hmph, I guess I have to use the diaper again." Rina muttered to herself angrily. She didn't like the situation at all. She slowly rolled over on to her stomach, which again increased the pain and almost made her go right there, and then put her feet on the floor, shifted to a postion where she was sitting on her legs (the same postion she was in when she was watching TV) and let it all come out. Rina felt horrible. All the sounds and the feeling just felt disgusting. She sobbed a bit while letting it all out, but she also felt somewhat reliefed as the pain gradually went away. After finishing, still being a bit teary eyed, she started to crawl towards the bathroom, as she was too afraid to stand up. Her diaper felt really bulgy and full, and she was sure it would leak if she aplied any pressure to it. In the bathroom, Rina let out a big sigh of relief as she took the tapes of her diaper and pushed it away. She quickly turned on the shower and started to clean herself. Her crotch started to suddenly sting. "Ow what the hell?" Rina looked down. She had a few reddish spots. "What...Did I get a diaper rash?" She gently touched one of the bright spotsm and felt a slight sting. "Uuuh, I guess Linda didn't use that much powder for nothing..." After disposing the used diaper, and putting a new one on herself, Rina went back to sleep, but not before she had checked if the diaper had leaked anywhere. She didn't want any unwelcome surprises, like stairs that smelled like poop. Rest of the night went peacefully, Rina drifted back to sleep almost instantly and didn't woke up untill 8 am. This time however, she did make it to the toilet in time. Althought, her diaper got so severly damaged when she forcefully ripped it off, so she had to take a new one anyway. After putting a new diaper on, Rina proceed to do her normal morning routines. She brushed her teeth, made some tea and toast for breakfast and watched TV while she happily ate her breakfast. While eating, she noticed two things: First, she was feeling more sick and exhausted than yesterday. She felt increadibly lazy, as if all strenght had been drained from her body. Secondly, she noticed that she didn't need to go as soon as the urge hit her. Instead, she could feel it steadily build inside herself. At first she was happy about it, and thought about taking the diaper off when she had finished her breakfast, but then decided against it. No way in hell she was going to go in to the toilet when ever she needed to fart, and that was quite often. So even thought she only really needed to go about every hour or so, it would be more convenient to wear a diaper. Look at the bright side, tomorrow you probably don't need to wear them at all anymore, she said to herself. And suddenly, she felt all better already, even if she was stinking a bit. "Heeeey!" "Oh. Hi, you came surprisingly early, it's only 10." "Well it's not like I have anything better to do. And I wanted to see you in your cute new underwear." Linda smiled gently. "Haha, whatever." "So how are you feeling? Any better?" "Yeah. Well, relativly speaking. The diarrhea isn't that bad anymore, I can actually hold it in for a while. However, I do feel a bit tired and sick otherwise, nothing serious." Linda walked to Rina, who was sitting on a couch this time, and started to giggle. "Hehehe, you look really cute in those." Rina blushed and tried to cover the diaper with her shirt. "Aww, don't worry, you don't have to cover it. Anywat, is there something I could do for you? Do you need anything from the store or something?" "Mmmh, not that I could anything at the moment." "Mayby we should rent a movie and order some food? Mayby some really spicy Indian food?" "Yeah right. I bet it would help me get better so much faster." Both of the girls started to giggle. They chatted about Rinas trip to Mexico and about school, untill Rina really needed to go to the bathroom. "Uuuuh." "What's wrong? Need to go?" "Yeah. I'll be right back." When Rina tried to get up, she felt intense pain in her stomach. She lowered herself back on the couch. "Huh? Is something wrong?" Linda started to worry. "Ow ow ow, my stomach hurts." Linda put her hand on Rinas stomach. "How long have you been holding it in?" "...From the moment you came here..." "You silly, you didn't need to do that...It's okay, you can let it out now." "No, I think I can make it to the bathroom..." Right after saying that, Rina felt few farts escaping, and she knew everything else was coming too. Linda just gently hugged her while she, horrified, let everything out. After a while, Rina pulled back. "Ummm...I'll go take a shower..." Linda gave her a bit awkward smile. "Go ahead." After showering, Rina took a fresh diaper and went upstairs to change herself. She already got it on alot quicker. She also put on a new shirt and a skirt to cover her diaper. She felt too embarassed to show it anymore. When she went downstairs, Linda was still sitting on the couch, watching TV. "Hmm? Why did you put on a skirt?" Rina went bright red. "Well...I mean...because!" "Hihi, just take it off silly, you look alot cuter when your diaper is showing." Linda smiled deviously. "I'm not gonna take it off." Linda started to laugh. "Ohohohoo, you'll take it off or cry and take it off." "Bring it on!" After wrestling a while, and Rina losing her skirt, the girls crawled back on the couch to rest. After a while they decided to make food and watch a movie. They spent the next few hours watchig Pirates of the Caribbean, Rina making sure to go to the toilet frequently enough so that her stomach wouldn't start to hurt again.After finishing the movie, Linda needed to get going. "Yeah, I better head off. I still got some work to do before tomorrow." "Okay." "Hopefully you'll be all fine tomorrow." "Yeah, let's hope so. I wouldn't want to wear diapers to work." "Hehe, don't be like that. You could really surprise your students you know." "I don't think I want anyone form my class to have an heart attack." Both of them started to giggle "I wonder who would be the most surprised. Imagine the look on the headmasters face." Rina tried really hard not to mess herself while laughing. After a while Linda finally left. Rina sighed and dropped on the floor, concluding it was time for another diaper change. "Why isn't there anything here..." Rina sighed when she was looking in the refrigerator. She craved to eat some snacks. She wished she'd had potato chips or atleast some yoghurt, but no. She didn't have anything like that. "Hmmmh....mmmmh...." Rina was pondering really hard. She really wanted to eat something, but that required going to the store. What if there was someone who she knew? Nevermind that, what if she had to go while shopping? Or if her stomach would start to hurt again for holding it in for too long? Rina knew the answear to her question already, she just didn't want to think about it. She would go to buy her snacks sooner or later, otherwise she would go crazy. "Sigh....I guess there's no helping it..." She went upstairs and got dressed. She put on a skirt, a bit longer than the one that Linda managed to get off from her, and also a shirt that she could pull down to cover her waist. She made sure from the mirror that her diaper wasn't showing. After that, she jumped in to her car and drove to the nearby convenience store. The less time she spent away from home, the better. "Now let's see. What to buy, what to buy." Since she had gone all the way to the store, she had decided to buy few other things as well. She went in a hurry past the shelves, picked up a few things from here and there, like bread, milk etc. She picked up lots of yoghurt to make sure it wouldn't rune out any time soon. Her stomach was starting to grumble, but not from hunger. "Looks like my tummy didn't really like that spaghetti..." Rina muttered to herself. She had everything else excpet the potato chips, the whole reason why she left her house. She though about just picking something, anything, and then getting back to her home, but as soon as she reached them, she realised it would take a while. Not only she would have difficulties in choosing what type of chips to take (and if she would take any dip sauce with them), she noticed one of her coworkers standing there. If she went to pick the chips now, he would most certainly notice her. And that she didn't want, not right now. Her stomach had started to growl even more, and she wasn't sure how much time she had. But then again, she couldn't wait him to go away either. Rina looked defeated. She went towards him, and soon enough he noticed her. "Oh hey Rina." "Hi Markus." Markus was their school maths teacher. He was really tall (compared to Rina), bald and he wore glasses. Rina always thought when she saw him, that he would look so much better if he had hair. He was kinda handsome otherwise. "How did your trip to Mexico went?" Well, I caught a really explosive diarrhea, and now I'm wearing diapers so that I wouldn't mess myself thank you very much, Rina thought. "Well it was really nice to see those two again. I guess it went well." Rina smiled and tried to quicky decide what chips to take. "That's nice to hear. Did you bring any souveniers?" "Just a bunch of photos and clothes, and I doubt you want to wear my diaper." "Huh? What did you say?" Oh shoot! Rina felt all the colour escaping her face. Pay some attention in to what you say you stupid girl! "I s-said that you probably don't want to wear those bras I bought." Rina was panicking. "Oh. Yeah, I don't think I have any need for those. Not that they would fit me even if I had." Rina felt her stomach grumbling, and she knew she needed to get out of there now. She picked the chips and the dip and tried to go past Markus. "Yeah, so ummm, I really need to get going now." Rina said and tried to smile so that he wouldn't notice how much she was panicking. "...Are you alright? You seem a little pale." "Y-yeah, I'm totally okay, just tired." "You sure?" "Yeah. Can I go now?" Rian pushed past him. "Sorry, I didn't mean to stop you." Rina hurried to the cashier. Oh god, hurry up please Rina murmured to herself. She felt sick and she could feel some pain in here stomach. What seemed like an eternity to her, Rina finally managed to get out of the store. She almost ran to her car. She couldn't hold it off anymore. As soon as she got into the car and closed the door, she used her hands to lift her bottom up and messed her diaper again. Her bladder also decided to take part in the action. Rina moaned silently as everything came in to her diaper in such a force that it even leaked a bit as it couldn't absord all the moisture so quickly. Rina held herself in the air for a couple of minutes, sobbing for a while when she noticed what had happened. After five minutes, she started her car and drove home, trying not to sit so that the diaper wouldn't leak anymore. Ofcourse, that proved to be really difficult, so she had to sit down eventually, which felt disgusting to Rina. When she finally got home, she threw all the stuff on the kitchen table and went put her electric sauna stove on. She felt really dirty and wanted to clean herself properly. While she waited for the sauna to heat, she put the things she had bought on their proper places, cleaned her car seat (which wasn't really that dirty) and washed her skirt just in case. Then she removed her clothes, her diaper and went to the sauna and bathed for a long, long time. After drying and diapering herself, she thought about work. She was suppoused to go to work tomorrow, but considering what her situation was, and the fact that she felt more sick that during morning, she though it would be better to call and say she wouldn't probably be able to come tomorrow. After taking care of that, she went laying on the bed. She felt exhausted, and it was only 4 pm. Her thoughts started to wander, and soon she fell asleep. She woke up a few hours later. She had seen a nightmare where she went to school in a diaper. Everyone had found out her wet diaper, and she wasn't allowed to wear anything to hide it. She wondered what had woken her (although she was happy that she was awake), and soon found that someone has send her textmessage. It was Linda, who was still a bit worried about her. Rina chatted with her for a while before going to change her diaper. After getting dressed again, she visitet a health clinic since she wasn't really feeling any better. She felt nervous telling the doctor about her condition and that she was wearing a diaper. The doctor told her that she just got upset stomach from drinking the water, and assured her that it would go away after some time. She should just try to rest as much as possible and drink as much as possible. If it didn't go away after a few days, then she should come again. Back at the home Rina changed her diaper again, which was becoming almost a routine for her. It wasn't a big mess, but she didn't want to wear a soiled diaper if possible. She decided to spent the rest of the evening snuggling on her couch and eating all the snacks she had bought. Garlic and sour cream chips with same flavoured dip. Seems like I picked the wrong one, Rina said to herself, confused. It'll probably taste good anyway. She spent the rest of the evening pretty much the same as yesterday. Watching TV. Excpet she was also eating snacks this time. After a another set of pirates of the caribbean, shuffling trough what was on the TV and two diaper changes later, she decided to go to sleep. She was feeling pretty tired anyway, even though it was only 9 pm. She turned off the TV and stood up, and felt the need to pee. She went to the bathroom, took her diaper off and sat on the toilet. She looked at the diaper, and remembered what it felt like yesterday. She considerated of putting it back on and...just letting it go. She had been going to her diaper all day, what does it matter if she does it again? Oh comeon, do you actually want to wet your diaper now, she said to herself. She sat there, thinking, for a few minutes. "Fine whatever!" She shouted and put the diaper back on and sat back on the toilet. Again it took her a while to consiously wet herself, but she managed to do it eventually. Again, it felt reliefing and even somewhat comfortable. "Aaaah what the hell!" She ripped the diaper off and tossed it aside. She cleaned herself, and after hesitating a bit, made herself ready for the night. She was still all embarassed about what had happened in the bathroom, that it was hard for her to calm down and fall asleep. After tossing around for half an hoour, muttering to herself about what kind of weirdo she is, she finally relaxed, closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Yarrr! >=3

I'm surprised at the negative feedback on this post. I did look at his posts and profile, and do understand that he is kinda fail troll, but still. If a troll happens to post something perfectly sensible, you don't have to go all...well, just look at the first few posts. You also don't have to hit the red button untill you have a good reason. If you don't like him, ignore him. If you think that he should be banned, say so. If you think he has posted something gross, don't read it. >=I What exactly is so wrong in his post anyway?

Good to know it isn't total crap. I'll try to write the next part as soon as possible, but considerating all the things happening in here, it might take a while. Please keep commenting, and tell me if there's some way I could improve my story. =3

Heyja. I finally finished the first part of my story. This is the first actual story I have written. I have never written anything like this, only a few "test" texts, so it might not be all that good. =P Tell me what think about it, any comments are appriciated. =3 *EDIT* Hellouuuu. I have updated the story with awesome pictures, made by equally awesome Sketch man! http://sketch--man.deviantart.com/ He was so kind to take my money and draw 7 pics for me. ^^ He's awesome, go and check him out! No really, go check him. =I Now! ^.^ Finding Diapers Day 1 Rina Abell was having extremely hard time. She felt awful, dizzy, thirsty and it felt like something was weighting her down. Actually there was something. Her stomach. And if she wouldn't make it to the bathroom really quick, something disastrious would happen to her pants. Rina had planned a trip to mexico for some time. She hadn't seen her friends for a while, and when her one week vacation finally came, she didn't want to miss the chance. So on the very same day her vacation started, she took a plane to Mexico. Seeing her friends wasn't the only reason Rina wanted to go to Mexico. She loved to travel and see new places and cultures. Her trips were usefull in other ways too. Rina was a high school history teacher (30-years-old), so she would usually take lots of pictues during her trips, and share them with her students along with all the bits of information and experience she might have gotten. Unfortunately for her, not all memories of this trip would be pleasant, not would she like to share them with anyone. Her trip went smoothly. She went sightseeing with her friends, ate local food and also did some studying about the local culture. On the last day of her trip, her friends wanted to celebrate Rinas visit to Mexico. Altought Rina wasn't really good with alcohol, her friends managed to persuade her that they should celebrate in a bar. They partied whole evening, half of it in the bar, and half of it back in her friends place. When the morning finally came, all three of them had the worst hangover ever. Rina, trying desperately to soothe her hangover and cool her body, drank some water and took a shower. Which led to her current, desperate situation. She had noticed some of the symptoms while still on plane. She felt a bit sick and dizzy. At that time, she had thought she was just tired, and it would go away after some sleep. But as it turned out, that wasn't the case. Right now, Rina had just arrived at home. She quickly took her coat off and tossed it aside. She didn't have time for it now. The pain in her stomach was already almost unbearable. She was slowly moving towards the bathroom. On the bathroom door, the pain became so severe she had to drop down on her knees. Rina crawled towards the toilet, but when she reached it, she had reached her limit. She couldn't hold it any longer. It all started to come out even thought she tried to stop it. All she could do now, was to lower her jeans so that they wouldn't get dirty, and take as comfortable position as she could, and let it all out. After 10 minutes, her stomach had finally calmed down. The pain had gradually subsided, and now it was finally gone. Slowly, Rina got up. She took the rest of her clean clothes off, and started to clean the mess she had caused. Which was big. And wet. And really stinky. "I can't believe that I got this severe diarrhea from one sip of water." Rina grumbled. "And I can only blame myself..." After the shower, Rina dried herself and dispoused her panties. She wasn't exactly thrilled to got herself half red half brown panties. She went to the fridge to get something to drink, but then she felt it again. It came too suddenly for Rina to put up any kind of resistance. She could only feel that something liquid started to pour out of her. Again. All she could do was to stand petrified in one place, soiling herself. It stopped as suddenly as it had started. In horror, Rina looked down and decided it was time to take another shower. Rina refused to believe this was happening. She had caught a diarrhea, and now she couldn't even leave the bathroom. The diarrhea was so severe that she would mess herself as soon as the urge hit her. And that would happen every 20 minutes. "What the hell am I going to do now...I can't sit on the toilet forever...this is ridi-" She felt the urge again, but as she sat on the toilet already, she didn't pay attention to it. Suddenly, she heard her cellphone ringing. She quickly cleaned herself, went to fetch the phone and then returned to the bathroom. "Hello?" "Hi Rina. How are you? Did you return from your trip alredy?" The caller was Linda, her friend and colleague, altought she was a teacher in elementary school. "Yeah, I got back a few hours ago." "Are you alright? You sound strange." "Well...I got a bit sick during my trip, but it's not anything serious." "Aww. Want me to come over?" "No need. It's better if you don't come." "What do you mean?" "Just trust me okay." "I'm really worried now..." "Fine fine! I got...really explosive diarrhea, and I can't even leave the bathroom now..." "Oh...that sounds a bit serious to me." "Don't worry about it, I'll be fine after-" "You'd say that even if you had cancer. You are always like that, telling that you are alright even if you aren't." "Well-" "Tell you what, I'll come over to see if there's something I can do for you." "Wait-" "See you soon." Before Rina could argue that she REALLY didn't want anyone to see her right now, Linda had ended the call. She knew that even if she called her, Linda would still come to see her no matter what. "You stubborn...I guess there's nothing I can do now but wait." And as to remind Rina of it's presence, her stomach started to growl and she felt the need to go again. "Aww come on. Open the door." Linda shouted behind the bathroom door. "NO! I'm not going to open the damned door!" "You don't need to be shy." "It's not about being shy, it's abo-" Rina stopped when the urge hit her again. "You'll have to come out of there at some point, and I'm not going to leave you alone in that state. Beside, you should drink alot so that you won't get dehydraded." "I know that." Rina mumbled to herself. "How about I make you some rice porridge?" "...okay." After the porridge was ready, Rina finally let Linda in to the bathroom. They ate the porridge, chatted a bit and had a few embartassing moments. After finishing eating, they started to wonder what to do with Rinas little problem. "Mayby you should go to a hospital? That seems really severe even for a diarrhea." "Hmm, I don't know. I don't feel sick or anything anymore. I just need to...go about every half a hour. And besides, I can't really leave the bathroom...I'd just mess my pants..." "Well...that's true too but...something has to be done." Linda started to giggle. "What?" "Sorry, but it's just funny to think you as a little kid. You know, you can't leave the bathroom without going in to your pants, and then crying on the floor." "Oh comeon, I wouldn't start to cry from something like that." Rina grumbled silently. "Still, it's funny to think you would." Lindas expression changed suddenly. "Hey, that's it!" "What now?" "I know how to fix your problem!" Linda stood up exited. "Diapers!" Rina stared at Linda, not sure if she had heard right. "...Did you just...say diapers?" "Just what you need. They are easy to get and will protect you if you...happen to have an accident." Linda was beaming with joy. "You can't be serious..." "Aw comeon. Do you have any better ideas?" She didn't. She couldn't think of any other idea except going to hospital, but she still needed something to protect her. Rina let out a big sigh. "No, I can't think of anything else." "Wonderful! I can't wait to see you in a diaper, I bet you'll look really cute in those." Rina was mortified. She would have to wear diapers. The very idea seemed impossible and embarassing, but right now, it was the only option she had. "Well, you are not getting of the hook that easily." Rina grinned to Linda. "Huh?" "As I can't leave the toilet, you'll have to go and buy those diapers for me." Linda seemed to get embarassed. "But..but!" "No buts. You were the one to suggest this, so now we are going to stick to it. So get going already, I don't want to sit on the toilet anymore." "Ugh...fine." "Let's see now...where do I find adult diapers." Linda pondered. She visited local convenience store, but found only baby diapers. "As petite as Rina may be, I don't think that she would ever fit into those. Altought, that would be so cute." Linda giggled. After a trip to few other shops, Linda finally found adult diapers from a pharmacy shop. She was feeling extremely embarassed, and even the friendly smile of the shop keeper, didn't really make her feel any better. She almost ran to her car. When inside, she felt reliefed that there hadn't been anyone she knows. She would have died of embarrassment. "Now, it's my turn to have fun." She muttered to herself happily, when she started the car." "Could I get some privacy please?" "Nope." Linda was grinning from ear to ear. She was having fun. She always enjoyed teasing people and loved to make people feel all embarassed. Rina, in the other hand, wasn't really having that much fun. The diapers were already bad enough, but Linda was sitting right next to her, giggling and watching as she tried to put the diaper on. "Not like that silly, your putting it on the wrong way." Linda giggled. "Here, let me help you." "Now just wait a-" Before Rina could oppose, Linda snatched the diaper from her, turned it the right way, and started to put it on her. "Lift your hips up a bit so I can put the diaper on you." Rina was about to die from the embarassment. "W-what, are you some kind of a expert diaper changer now?" "Don't be silly. I have looked after a few kids before. This is not the first time I have to help someone put on a diaper you know....and there! How does it feel?" Rina got up. The diaper felt strange and silly between her legs. It was like she had covered her panties with sanitary napkins atleast five times. It made lot of crinkling noices when she moved. "Aww, you look so cute!" Linda was now laughing. "Okay okay, you had your fun." Rina glanced at her. "No need to be so hostile. I can't help it that you look really cute." Rina tried to put her clothes on, but she couldn't get her jeans on anymore. The diaper was in the way. Aw hell, she thought, I'll just put on a t-shirt and be done with it. "I wish I could stay longer, but I think I really need to get going. I got some work to do at home so...I assume you can change yourself now?" Rinas face got red from embarassment. "Ofcourse I can..." "Hehe, I'll come see you tomorrow again." "Mmh, bye." "Bye." Rina was tired. She didn't remember when was the last time she had felt this exhausted before. Nor could she remember when was the last time something as stupid as this had happened. Unbelieavable. She had to wear diapers...and not only wear them, but also use them, since she felt already that it was going to happen again. She turned to make a dash to the bathroom, but then decided to just squat down. She had to use them eventually, so it was meaningless to postpone the inevitable. Even if she had tried, she wouldn't had made it to the toiled, as she messed herself as soon as she had squated down. She felt tears forming in her eyes as she felt the diaper getting warmer and messy. However, she just wiped them away, stood up and went to the kitchen where she was originally headed. No use crying about spilled milk, she thought to herself. Or mayby it's a soiled diaper in this case. Rina made herself some tea and sandwiches, and decided to spent the rest of the evening watching TV. However, she felt extremely reluctant on sitting on the couch. What if the diaper leaks and stains the couch? And besides, she was already messy enough without her intentionally making it worse. And it would probably feel even worse than it already felt. So instead she laid on the floor. There she was, watching TV, drinking tea and messing her diaper every now and then. She had to go about every 20mins or so, but only a little bit came out every time. Much less than during the first few times. However, her diaper did get kinda full during the two hours she spent watching TV. Rina did yoga every now and the with her friends, so it wasn't really a problem for her to sit on her legs for long periods of time. As such, she didn't really notice how full her diaper had gotten until after she tried to get up. She had noticed the smell, but it hadn't even crossed her mind that her diaper might get this full. "Uuuhhhh, this is bad...I'm gonna need a shower...Well, atleast it's a good thing to know that these diapers can hold quite much. Wouldn't want them to leak all of a sudden." After a nice shower, and changing her horribly smelling diaper, Rina went upstairs to her room. Her room wasn't really the cleaniest room, but she didn't really care about that. If someone would get offended by some books and pants on the floor, that was their problem. Rina glanced herself in the mirror. There she was, 30-years-old women wearing a diaper, with her short look and long hair. She was only 5 feet tall, but she had a long, beautiful black hair, deep green eyes and a smooth skin. She was a bit pale, she got sunburns easily so she wanted to avoid sun as much as possible. She often wished she'd be as tall as Linda, who was 5 inches taller than her. But she would never like to be a blond. It didn't suit her at all. Rina kept staring at her diaper. She blushed a bit. Suddenly she felt really shy, and hid under her blanket. She really hoped that she wouldn't need to wear the diapers tomorrow anymore. As she laid there, trying to sleep, she suddenly felt the urge to pee. She hadn't in peed her diaper yet. She felt all shy again. She sat up and tried to relax, but she couldn't wet herself. After a while of nothing happening, she put her hand on the top of her diaper. She stroke it gently. It felt strange and she started to feel shy again, but continued to rub it gently. It felt a bit good, and soon she was so relaxed that she started to wet herself. Rina blushed again. It felt really warm and somewhat satisfying, alot different than she had thought. Also, it somehow felt better than messing herself. Well, I guess I'm gonna sleep like this then, she thought before falling asleep.

Hello and welcome. Don't worry about asking dumb questions, there are lots of people here willing to answer any questions you got. =) If you need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a message. I hope that you'll have good time in here. =)

I wish it would be possible to just say something that made you feel better and solved all the the problems. I agree with sarah. Being a mommy is certainly something that you want. You can't just put it away and forget about it. It's not going to do any good to you. I may sound cruel, but sometimes love isn't just going to work. Sometimes, loving someone can hurt like hell. I too don't just want to say that 'go and dump him'. It might be a wise idea to talk to your boyfriend about your feelings, and decide together, what you are going to do with your relationship. I really have just one advice to you: What ever you are going to do, do it so, that you won't have any regrets. Because, believe me, having regrets is the worst thing that can happen. You need to tell him about all the feelings you poured into your poem. I wish I could have said something better than this. =/ But alas, my mind is empty. All I can do is wish that you two can be together.

Single. As much as I liked to say bi-sexual or pansexual, I have to say straight. No, as I haven't ever had a partner.

D= Well, luckily you can open up to everyone here. =3 No one here is going to say you are crazy. And if someone does, I'll make sure they wont do it again. >=3 ^^;

You are not the only one with that problem. ^^;; Altought, my mom already thinks I'm crazy, so she might just shrug it off. =P It's kinda sad that some people, like us, have to just keep things to ourselves. I'm not sure if any of my friends would be able to accept my liking of diapers. Except mayby one. =P

That is good. =) What I have heard, there's way too many who feel bad about their interest in diapers. =( Well, atleast have felt bad about it, mayby not anymore.

Beautiful poem. ;_; I wish life wouldn't be cruel like that. =/ I wish all the best for you. <=) Even if I'm a total stranger, I hope it has some meaning. <=)

Whatever you are going to do, you need to be carefull. It would be kinda nasty to notice one day that you have really become incontinent, if it's not what you want. XP =D If nothing else, eat laxative. ='D That ought to have effect. XD

Welcome. =3 Hopefully you'll have a great time here and find lots of friends. If you ever need to talk to someone, you can always come to me. =) And here's a little gift bunny for you. ^^ (\(\ (^.^) (_(")(") And one more thing: Never feel bad about diapers. Ever. =I There's nothing wrong in them. =3

Even if I'm a bit late, welcome. =P If you want friends, feel free to come and talk to me. =)

What is this? No more than one suggestion? Community, I'm disspoint. =I Well, no can do. It'll probably take some time, but I'll see what I can scribble up. =P

Hmm, I first thought about writing a story that I would like to read. I already have a basic idea of what it would be like. For that reason, I don't actually think it would be as exiting to write it, as it would be to try and write something someone else wants. =) I also thought that it would be nice to do a story someone else wants. I, for one, have found that even if there's lots of good stories around, and I really like to read them, they aren't 100% what I would like them to be. <=) I found yesterday a really nice story, and the start was perhaps the best one ever, but eventually it started to get worse, so I kinda quit after reading half of it. =( But perhaps you are right, mayby I should just do the story that I want. But I still wish I could do a story for someone else. =S After that everyone would like me here. If I'm not going to get many suggestions, I just have to think of something. =)

So here I am, finally convinced myself that I should do this. =P I'm going to try and write a diaper story! (....not so exiting as is could be, eh?) Anyway...What I'd like to ask is that you post here what kind of story you wish me to write. =) Gimme the basic idea what you wish it to be like. I'll pick the one that I like the most, if there's going to be any. I'm not an expert writer or anything, but I think that I can write atleast a decent story. Or die trying. >=I So, please post here ideas. And helpfull tips are always wanted, since this is my first story. ^^

You aren't the only one who can't find friends. =P You aren't probably doing anything wrong, it's just that people can be picky about who they want to talk to (i guess?). ^^; I mean, majority of the people here are men (atleast that's what i have heard), and i think it's kinda obvious that most want to find a talk to women (me included, doh). And i bet most women are bit skeptical about us. =D I'm sure that if you start to be active on forums, you'll get friends eventually. =) And if you absolutely need to have someone to talk to, will free to contact me. However, i'm not really that active so......Anyway, hopefully you'll find some friends soon. =)

ummm....okay....i didn't understand the point of that video.... o_o

Hello and welcome. =) Hopefully you'll have a good time here.

wow .___. there's some really harsh text here...i wonder why people always have to quarrel from everything...