dampfish

I'm also a bed wetter. For me the first part was about getting super comfortable wearing to bed and peeing in any position - I'ld switched to wearing almost every night in 2010, and finally started last year (2020), so that went on for a very long time. Not every night, but vast majority. Don't think it needs to be so long, because I think what finally pushed me into it was wearing and drinking before bed - work got super stressful a few years back so I would put a nappy on when I got home from work, and being in protection didn't really limit fluids before bed at all. After a couple years of that I started realising that I wasn't sure when I wet in the night, and having now tested it can confirm that wearing before bed, drinking lots or indeed wearing to bed is not needed - it's almost every night so would presume near-permanent at this point. No longer wake to pee, but occasionally wake because I need a change; rather disappointed with that last detail - sleeping through is one of the major positives! Didn't plan to be a bed wetter - just sort of happened, but feels right for me, and I'm mostly happy with it. Really just jumping in to say that the behaviour before sleep does seem to matter a lot, at least it did for me. Comes with the warning that I had issues as a kid and job is still insanely stressful, so who knows what will happen when I finally burn out and quit.

I'm vegetarian, though often running pretty close to being vegan as quite a few of the meals I cook have no dairy in. Also have a properly annoying food allergy, but that's sufficiently rare that I'm not going to give details (I'm paranoid about my anonymity!).

Off the top of my head, so can't remember exact models numbers etc: 6 core Intel overclocked to 4.2Ghz, 16 gig of RAM, Nvidia RTX 2080ti, 240gb SSD, 4tb harddrrive, 27" 2.5K colour calibrated monitor. It's not a 'single purchase' - I tend to update one bit at a time, and some parts are over 6 years old (well, speakers, are ~15 years old). At least, that's my main desktop - have a bunch of other computers, including stuff far more powerful at work. While a gamer the high specs are primarily because I'm a computer scientist and a (hobbyist) digital artist, so need the juice!

I both use and teach Blender, so am extremely familiar with it. Its not something you can just pick up and casually use, but if your willing to put in the time and effort you can use it to create almost anything, including Hollywood-level special effects. (While it doesn't get the use of the traditional Maya-Nuke pipeline, there is a long list of major films for which it got at least a little bit of use!) Its probably the most valuable open source program out there after Linux (and an argument can be made for putting it first...). People are doing some really super stuff with it, and its improving at a speed that suggests it may actually catch up with and overtake the professional stuff at some point:-) Simply put, its worth the effort to learn if your interested in digital art or other related areas (There are people using it for architecture, for robotics, for research etc.).

If you want to find such clips there is the internet movie script database - its a website where the scripts for films are put up, unsurprisingly! Also seems to have some TV shows as well. If you type: "site:imsdb.com diaper" into Google you will get loads of instances of the word diaper on that site from films you can then potentially obtain. Problem is scripts also describe what is happening, and so most of the hits are a description of a baby having its nappy changed, without anyone necessarily saying the word. Additionally, just because its in the script doesn't mean it made it into the final film, though that website seems to only have final versions. Its a good starting point though - just tried it out and found a whole bunch of films where diaper is (probably) said.