twister_girl

Lately, I do find myself doing that. When I see cute young girls walking around I thing "she'd look so cute in a diaper."

Yeah, that's another problem, size inflation. Know the baby cups they give you at a fast food restaurant if you say you just want "water", that used to be the small soda. What's a small soda at the movies was the large when I was a kid. Tough to drink a big one and sit through a 120+ minute film without having to go.

In my experience with "tests" at home, a pullup isn't nearly as much protection as a diaper...

Well, I'd say that soomeone coming up and humping your leg definately sounds like sexual harassment, if you want to report it. I take it you've already told him to knock it off and you don't find it a bit funny?

Especially now that so many movies are more than two hours in length, right? I avoided seeing the last Pirates of the Carribean movies in the thaters because I looked at the running time and thought "that's just too damn long." I didn't see "There Will be Blood" in the theater for the same reason.

After denying myself any diapers yesterday I decided to make Saturday a diaper day. Around lunchtime I got dressed up. First I put on my diapers, I used a Depends with a heavy nighttime incontinence pad insert (thick & bulky), and put my new pink plastic panty with the cute white lace trim over it. Then I put on some knee-hi black stockings and some black flats. Next I put on a skirt. I haven’t worn a skirt in ages. The one I wore today (the only one I own) is a black layered affair, somewhat frilly, that I got in a store that caters to the Latina’s. A bit hard to describe, I know. I bought it because I thought it helped hide my big hiney, today it was hiding more than that. Lastly, a tomato red knit top, makeup, earrings etc. The skirt hid my diaper & panty quite well, although there were definitely some crinkly noises going on as I walked, not much though. First I drove to the corner store and stopped to drop something in the mailbox. As soon as I stepped outta the car I felt like the whole world was watching. It wasn’t, but still, that’s how I felt. Of course, all streets in LA are pretty busy… As I was walking over to the mailbox I was thinking “Has this thing gotten further away?

That almost happend to me a couple of days ago.

I was trying it today, but didn't get far. I drove all over town for four hours and couldn't have an "accident". I went to the shoe store and bought shoes, two medical supply stores looking for Tenas (the first one, where I got them before, had them, but not my size; the second store was closed), ended up getting some Attends @ CVS Pharmacy because I was wearing my last diaper and still wanted SOMETHING. This was all about three hours. I kinda had to go, but it wasn't going to happen without standing and forcing the issue. Finally, after my last stop, I put my things in my car, opened the door, stood there for a moment and forced myself to wet & mess my diaper. I sat down on the car seat, felt things squish about a bit, drove home (it wasn't far), put my things away - and now I guess I should change myself. The Icky Part! I need a daddy or a mommy!

Or better yet, how 'bout go to college and get out from under mom & dad's roof?

A cartoon character t-shirt, a Tena diaper with a heavy incontinence insert, white plastic panty, colorful socks, my hair tied in pig-tails, and sucking a pacifier. The best I've felt all day.

I used to play a lot. Got a Carvin, a Dean flying V , a few others.

I play WOW, wanna hear about my Warlock or my frost Mage, or my...

Well Bruce, I love the Philosopher's Song

Yeah, that's the guy. And here's his big scenes in Commando

I doubt there are too many people who remember that one. I do, I think. Was that the one with the weasley guy who was taunting "Warriors, come out an play..." That guy was in a Schwarzenegger movie later, Commando? I think the line just before he died was something like Arnie: "Sully, remember when I promised to kill you last." Sully: "Yeah, that's right - you did Matrix." Arnie: "I lied..." Rae Chong: "What happened to Sully?" Arnie: "I let him go..."

But,what game were you playing? WOW?

At least he read her the Bible and not something truly horrific like Darwin.

Unless you could get the media to take up the case. Just need the right pitch. "Some mothers may be endangering your children* by throwing their dirty diapers just anywhere." Then have a film crew film it and do ambush interviews. And "out" the names of the judges who have been throwing the cases out of court, if they've actually ever went that far. *Local news' favorite stories after all, all the ways that your children could be in danger. "Don't let your kids walk down the block to a friends house, a child molester might get them, drive them 300' instead!" That media culture of fear... I've been living in "big cities" for 20 years. One day, I was driving my parents somewhere and we saw the cops with some guy up against a fence with their guns drawn. My mom said "I bet you see that every day." I was like "Um, no. Actually, that's the first time I've ever seen that."

No, you they'd prosecute, they'd call you a "pervert" who needed taught a lesson.

Yeah, that I could do witout.

I was just talking to a friend on the phone. She was telling me about seeing Carrie Underwood on the Grammy's, and made some comment about how oh-so-short her skirt was, and what popped into my head (and almost out of my mouth) was "was it so short you could see her diaper?" Then I thought "oh yeah, most girls don't wear diapers under their dress'."

I'll have to remember that. A few years ago a friend (jokingly) asked me if I ever peed standing up any more. I said "Hell no!" Then I thought about it a moment and said "Well, um, actually - if I'm at one of those big music festivals and you get into the porta potty and it stinks to high heaven and you know hundreds of people have sit on that diry toilet seat before you, yeah, then I do - but don't tell anybody!"

This reminds me of something I saw a few years ago. It was on the weekend, I was standing in the living room with a morning cup of coffee thinking about what I wanted to do that day. I was looking out the big sliding door of the apartment and saw this kid on the patio of the apartment across the way. I didn't know them, or anyone in the buildings. She must've been 7-10. She was out on the patio pacing around like a cat in a cage. And she was mad. She wasn't so much pacing as stomping back and forth. I thought to myself "What's a little kid got to be so mad about?" Then she stopped, squatted down, pulled up her nightgown and stared peeing on the patio. I about snorted coffee through my nose as I started laughing and thinking "Well, if ya gotta go, ya gotta go..." Reminds me of another story. When I was very young I lived on a farm. When you're out in the fields, nobody runs back to the farmhouse when you have to pee. You find a nice bush or tree on the edge of the field, take care of business, and get back to work. Nobody thinks anything of it. Nobody told me when we moved to town that that wasn't appropriate behavior in the city. I was honestly puzzled the first time I took pee outside a couple of blocks from home (I had to go bad) and some woman came out of her house and started yelling at me. At the time I thought "What's her problem, hasn't she seen anyone pee before?"

There have been times I wish I could have - traffic jams. Where I live, you can get stuck in traffic at any time of day, not just at rush hour. Sometimes it was so painful I thought about going anyway. I've carried a plastic trashbag to cover my cloth car seat just in case.

Definately nail polish remover, you'll never get it off without that. Not without a lot of work. A small bottle of remover lasts a long time, you don't need much. Also, be prepared to sacrifice and old toothbrush if you want to get every last speck off before going back to work. There'll be little spots you can't get off easily, even if you use a q-tip to scrub at them, but an old toothbrush dipped in the remover will get rid of almost everything. If you use something dark & red though, you (probably) won't get rid of every last trace. Which (probably) won't be a problem for you, although you may be nervous about it. People aren't that observant. Before I transitioned, I only got one comment about my a nails. When the old me (he) was working at this bank and I was using the photo-copier, this co-worker grabbed my hand one day and I thought "BUSTED". But she just looked them over and said "wow, you have nice nails, do you get manicures?"