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4 hours ago, NonCommitted11 said:
I ordered my XL samples about 2 weeks ago. Has anyone gotten theirs? I got one of each gender
Nope not yet... Im on 3 weeks, and nothing yet still. I'm gonna safely guess 4 weeks, maybe a little later - especially with the way the post office is still having issues...
But I am uber anxious for these already! And I know I'm not the only one...
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I am really surprised that this hasn't blown up on here yet... Since it hasn't, allow me to be the bearer of some GOOD news!!!
So as the title states, KC &GoodNites have FINALLY decided to make and release a new size!! Here's whats happening: The current L/XL size is being separated into 2 individual sizes, a large which will be for the 68-95lb range, and the new XL size will be for the 95-140+lb range!!! Here's some confirmation of said new sizing, due for release in March!!!
Also in the works, are supposed to finally be a size 7 Huggies diapers as well!!! I haven't heard or seen any further details on which specific diapers are getting the new size, or if its across the entire lineup range, or if they are coming out the same time as the new GoodNites are... I will update this once I find out more...
But in the meantime, get ready because the demand has been overwhelming and its coming to life for these!!!
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Ok @Little Sherrihere we go. Gonna tackle this one section at a time...
My normal outlet for the longest time has always been my music. I've been able to grind the strings on my guitars for the longest time and its always helped. Lately though, it too has become something in somewhat of a decline. My biggest thing is that I guess I can call it writer's block so to speak - where I get bored playing the same stuff all the time & being limited to what I can play. I would exercise, but I don't have any equipment at home, all the gyms here are still closed, and I'm not risking getting sick or my S.O. sick by going out if I don't have and need to. And I'm usually physically spent by the time I get home, so all I wanna do is just veg out once I get home. And I can't do that because I need to take the dog out for 2 more walks between the time I get home and before I can call it a night. I am also pretty much diapered almost all the time (GoodNites during the day and being normal, and actual diapers at night when I go to bed.). I've been diapered for so long that I dont feel right or normal when I'm not wearing them - despite retaining control and being a "normal, responsible adult"... And when my S.O. and I got together 10 years ago, we were heavily involved in the various kink lifestyles, including the AB stuff. Since thier development of diabetes and related health issues, that went out the window. So maybe my lack of interest in the AB side is a combination of both the lack of activity and having been at it for so long by myself that it's become meaningless???
What do I want out of life? I want to not have days where I fear for my life and that if my S.O. because of the hatred and division thays spreading like the fires on the west coast... I wanna feel like what I'm doing everyday has a true meaning ither than just being materialistic. I've pretty much accomplished almost everything I've wanted in life so far (had some decent, unique guitars and music gear, had a band that was playing out live, had my dream car & am working towards another one in the next few years, have a relationship with someone that lasted more than a week, landed my dream job/career I've been fighting for since I was a kid...), and there's only 1 significant thing left that I want in life. But that 1 thing spun off into 2 or 3 because the 1 major one created a 2nd almost vitally important one - start a family & getting a house. But those too have been a kick in the face to a degree, because they keep getting delayed again and again, more and more, further and further... and with the way things are going in this country, it really makes me severely doubt and second guess if that's even a good idea or not.
I've always been someone who looks at and plans long term, and has always done the right thing - irregardless of what it is. I am a firm believer of treating others the way I want to be treated, and that what goes around come around. The problem I think is that the balance is way off by way too much on one side with nothing to counter it on the opposite side. I can't keep giving, pushing, fighting and being a rock without equal and opposite fulfillment on the opposite side... I guess my quest in life has finally fully evolved from materialistic things filling certain voids, to now needing the emotional and mental ones to be filled in, which is much harder and drastically more difficult. And I'm well aware that life is a lot like the guitar - mastering it doesn't happen overnight, or in any kind.of quick period. But unlike the guitar, some of whats entailed in the process is far more difficult to sometimes even comprehend, plan for or attack little by little at a time. These challenges seems more like kicks in the face from sources outside our control, and its equally frustrating and demeaning when it seems like they just keep coming one after another all the time. And I know somewhere someone else has it worse than me, but that doesn't mean that my feelings, hurt and struggle is ANY less relevant or a struggle - just as you stated...
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@Little Sherrithank you. I will reply more in-depth when I get home this evening. You do touch base on many things, and I wish to elaborate further when I have the real chance to...
@hungsmall& @mamabugyour absolutely right about the having an outlet part. Thats usually the thing of playing guitar or the drums for me.. when i start jamming, i just get right into it, and it gets amplified by my playing and digging into the strings harder. And since I just got an electric drum set, I should start getting into those more as well.
And as for the sleep aspect, I usually don't have the issue of falling asleep... my issue is I tend to stay up waaaaaaay later than I should. I need to try and getting to bed by 9:30 the latest - and rhats after I take the dog for his walk, and take a shower, diapered, bottle of formula made and in bed.
But thank you both for the thoughts and prayers, it certainly hasn't been easy giving it my literal all ¬ getting anything back. This is why its clear as day why I'm a sub/little! ??
And @TinyBunny, I absolutely do! Thanks! ??❤?
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13 minutes ago, mamabug said:
I would say speak to your S.O about all your thoughts and emotions. Even if they're going through their own things, that doesn't discredit or mean that you shouldn't' take your own feelings and troubles into considerations.
There will always be someone who 'has it worst' than you.
I think it will help to be able to get some things off your chest. Sometimes it's nice to have a listening ear from someone who cares about you. I know that if my boyfriend was going through some things, I would want him to share that with me, even if from an outsiders prospective I had my own 'worst' troubles.
It's also very important to focus on self-care. Perhaps set down a certain amount of time each day (even if it's only like 15 minutes) to focus on yourself. Meditate, read a book, take a nice bath, or even indulge in some AB time. Whatever helps you destress.
I know that has helped me a lot when I've had really bad days.
Thank you! Sometimes its always easier said than done, but I should try to actually talk to my S.O. ... They DO care, and I've been their rock for this long now, thru everything they've experienced so far. ?
That, and getting to bed a LOT earlier than I typically do will help as well... I always joke about implementing a more appropriate toddler's bedtime, but I really should follow thru on it. Having to get up at 4 for work comes quicker than I care for...
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Hey all,
This past year has been by far the most brutal yet. And while I have my good days and bad like everyone else, the bad ones seem to be compounding and hitting harder and harder. Here's a bit of whats going on:
*To start, I work 60 hours a week in an essential, and one of the most dangerous industries there are. And because I spend 10-12 hours a day inside the cab of a machine, it leaves one with an over-abundance of time to dwell and ponder on things...
*My S.O. of the last 10 years has had a really brutal year with complications from diabetes, including multiple infections that have nearly gone sepsis and killed them. PLUS, they've suffered a small stroke, small heart attack, and had triple bypass surgery as well as a upcoming surgery to fuse every bone in one foot back together so they can walk and exercise again...
*And because my S.O. can't do any significant walking, I have to take care of our dog. And with the already non-existent time to myself, this cuts into it further. Not to mention that I have also not had any interest in many of my normal releases lately - like playing guitar, going to car shows (which the season is over now...), and even my AB side...
*And needless to say, that a lot of what is happening in our country with the pandemic and everything else feeds my anxiety and stress, which doesn't help...
My takeaways:
I'm not only concerned about myself, but my S.O., and how much time I have left with them. I'm concerned about my future plans I've had for more than a decade now, and how they will not only affect me but those in my immediate circle... I'm also finding that sometimes it feels like I'm just "going thru the motions" of my normal daily life, with sometimes no real point or purpose to any of it... I'm also someone who can't bring themselves to do something bad or harmful, thankfully. It's too hardwired in me to not do anything stupid. But these often drained and broken feelings are starting to bother me.
I want so desperately to tell my S.O. about how exactly I feel, but they have enough of thier own to worry about with their own health, and I don't need them compromising thier own health on my account. Plus I'm the kind of person that doesn't like to bother people generally with shit like this - I know people have thier own difficulties they are dealing with, and I don't like compounding my issues on top of thiers. Plus I've done that in the past and it's been used against me - in particular the AB side of things. Because I'm sure everyone reading this can relate about how people instantly get things twisted and make it into something it's totally not... Yeah, thays right. It was so bad that it partially caused me to move to another state, quit talking to those I thought were my friends, and disown an entire half of my family over it!
I am taking going to see a doctor about it off the table, because I've been there before 15 years ago and the results were making me much worse than the good it was supposed to be doing. Plus now that I operate a 25 ton piece of equipment every day as the only breadwinner of my household, I CAN NOT afford to be out of it from any of those drugs or otherwise. Too much risk and waaaaay too much to lose to even consider that as an option.
Would like to hear what others think, about all of it... Nevermind the weight of the world on my shoulders, I'm trying to balance double, maybe triple that. And am really feeling the pressure and stress of it all.
Thank you.
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Those are AWESOME!!! I sent you a PM, and have subscribed to your website!
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Avid metalhead myself. Have been since I was 4, when I got introduced to it by my brother and sister. They got me into stuff like AC/DC, Motley Crue, Dokken, Rush, etc. Wasn't until I was 15 that I got into Metallica, Megadeth, Crowbar, Cannibal Corpse, Morbid Angel. When I started playing in several bands, I got further introduced to bands like Slipknot, Static-X, Fear Factory, Suffocation, Brujeria, Divine Heresy, Nile, Carcass, Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, Buckethead, Primus, Alice In Chains, and sooooooo many others.
All of these bands have been huge inspiration and influences on me as both a drummer and guitarist.
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After 15+ years (half of my life...) fighting tooth and nail for it - including going to school for it and licensing since 2002, I am a heavy equipment operator in the waste industry. I normally operate an excavator, loading tractor trailers going to the landfill. But I also operate the loader, the trucks pulling the trailers in and out of rhe transfer station, operate the scale house for both inbound and outbound material, and maintenance on the trucks and machines.
I basically have every little boy's DREAM job!!!
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On 10/2/2013 at 6:51 AM, Fishy1 said:
Sorry Joshua you had a terrible time in RI.
like anywhere, you find out how people are and can be. And when you hit a point of being at rock bottom, you either make plans to leap as far as you can away from what's killing you, or you either wind up in a mental hospital or dead...
Sorry for the mad late reply, but sooooo much has happened since this post... I now live in another state, with a job & career I have been wanting to do since I was an actual little kid, and have had a ton of other things happen in the last 9 years.
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I second that... That is the coolest set I've seen yet! And even more fitting for me as I LOVE big trucks and earthmovers!!! Needless to say I think I just found another new "Favorite" website...
That is exactly what I've been trying to find for my crib!!! Thanks guys!!! -
I haven't gotten like that in my writing, but I do know the pain and hurt you feel and are talking about. I have had to deal with it for years growing up and trying to get back into diapers as a kid. I just posted part 1 of my story up here, so take a look at it when you get a chance and you can see where it all comes from.
Granted I've gotten a lot better with it over the last few years, but it's something that I'll never forget, and it's made me stronger as a result. "That which does not kill you, makes you stronger!"
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oh god, I have several times of being caught...
The first was when I was 8 and was at my sister's house. My dad brought me to her house to be baby-sat until he came home from work. At the time, she had twins that were in Walker 3/XL size diapers, so every once in a while I'd try and take a diaper and hide it somewhere so I could try and bring it home to wear it. Well needless to say, my sister found the diapers I was hiding and asked me about it. She said "Should I tell dad to get you some diapers? Because I will and I'll see to it that you stay diapered..." Needless to say due to being scared, I said no and she never said anything to my dad about it as much as I wished she did...
Another time again at my sister's house, she was out, but I was with my dad and he was baby-sitting the twins. I thought I'd had enough time to get undressed and put a diaper on before he came back up from the basement doing laundry, but he came back up just as I was about to pull my pants back up.
Another time I was at home and just bought a sample 2-pack of the Depends diapers. Like a dummy, I left the recielt out and my dad found it. He made me go get them and show them to him and then asked me if I needed to be back in diapers, and if he should take me to see a psychiatrist. At that point, I was more terrified of being strapped to a bed or put into a strait jacket than being put back in diapers full-time and sent to school in my diapers, so I again said no, and left it alone for almost a year. It was my scared strait moment for a while.
I had moved to Florida with my mom one year, and she went into my room and she found the GoodNites I had hidden. She asked me about it, but wasn't threatened to be taken to the psychiatrist about it. Within the last few years, I have been able to discuss with mom the details about the AB thing and why I do it and she's become more accepting of it. She won't change me, nor will she buy me little boy/toddle/baby stuff, but she is glad I'm finally happy.
A few years before I left RI, my former best friend and nephew somehow noticed that I was wearing diapers and have always been trying to bust my chops over it and degrade me for it. My nephew has been trying to do it for years since he found me trying to hide diapers under his bed when he was 6.
Afew months after that, I had to make a late-night run for more diapers. Once I got to the drug store where I got them from, I saw a freind of mine in there. He didn't see me, but I wasn't about to get diapers while he was in there just because...
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I opted for "other", for being all of the above. I am already wearing 24/7 as my Master/daddy wants me to, but if it were more "socially acceptable" I'd definitely be wearing little kid's/baby clothes more, drinking from a sippy cup/baby bottle more, be taken out in a stroller or on the harness and leash that daddy bought me. I'd love to be more of a little boy in as many areas as I could. I've wanted to be a little toddler since I was 8, and still want to if, where and when we can...
And I too have a story of trying to change in a bathroom one time... I was leaving work one day (I was working at Caterpillar - the earthmover machinery co. - though I won't disclose which one...) and I stopped at the McDonald's to get a couple double cheeseburgers and to change as I was super wet. I went into the bathroom, and heard someone come in with thier little boy. As I was putting my new diaper on, I looked down and noticed the boy's dad or grandpa looking and peeking in, then the little boy peeked under the door at me while I was changing. Was a little odd to have people peeking under the door trying to see me changing to say the least. After making a comment to the perverted old man trying to see me change, he and the boy left and I walked out (dressed...) less than a minute behind him. He wound up leaving with the boy, all while I'm still making comments about it as he's driving off.
But that was back in 2002, and I was still in the discovery/experimental phases of my AB side then. I have since then been a lot more accepting of it, as are those who are close to me. Like I said I am diapered 24/7 now, and am a lot more at ease with it than I was years ago. But it's still a thing being nervous about someone seeing/noticing and saying something. But then again, I could always say that it's a result of a horrific childhood incident ( as I still think I was molested as a kid by my dad...), so it's not like I'd be lying about it...
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I have been doing baby/toddler formulas for a little over a year now. While not done every night or day, it's very useful in helping me feel little. When I initially started thinking about trying it, I was told to get and use the kind for older babies/toddlers. I normally use the Enfagrow Premium Older Toddler in the Vanilla flavor, and also the Chocolate flavor before it was discontinued. I liked the chocolate better, stinks that they quit making it. But the Vanilla is good too. I have also used the Enfagrow Premium Toddler unflavored in both the powder form and the pre-made liquid. The liquid is more drinkable than the powder taste-wise. But I have always thought that little ones should be given the flavored formula when they are good and the unflavored when they are bad or misbehave.
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This is something I've yet to have happen to me. This and random diaper checks are 2 things that I'm hoping daddy will start doing with me soon to make me feel like the little boy I am. I'm looking to be humiliated in these ways and getting used to it as it's part of being a little boy...
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Actually, hello to you all from deepest darkest Somerset, New Jersey!
Did you guys know NELIcon '11 happened this weekend? Maybe we'll see you next year?
WHAT?!?!?!? No I had no idea! I was trying to get up to the Boston one when I was back up in RI but never got the chance to. I hope that I can attend one down here sometime, whether it's a much or whatever. If possible, can you send me an email with details and web pages I can visit to stay up to date on this??? I'll update my page so I can be sent emails. Thanks and will be looking forward to attending sometime!!!
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Hello. I wanted to also welcome you to the site! Good to see that there's yet another fellow NJ'er here too!!!
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Welcome home! And grats on getting in the situation you longed for!
Thanks! It took longer than I was anticipating, but is well worth it!!! It's good to be back!!!
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Hello all. My name is Josh, and I originally joined this forum when I was in RI and had a lot going on. Family issues, a bad depression issue that landed me in the hospital for a week and having to sell my beloved truck - my '92 GMC Typhoon. But after 2 years of being out of work, and a lifetime of harrasment and hatred from family, I moved out of RI for good and am finally free to be the little boy I've wanted to be. So here's what's been happeneing since I signed up here and became a ghostie for a while...
I have since moved to NJ, where I now have a Master/Daddy and I am finally at peace with myself for once. Daddy has told me that I am in diapers now full-time and must ask for permission to not wear. This I am okay with, and the only time I prefer to not wear is while at work. Half the time, there's always someone in the bathroom and no place to change if I need to. But sometimes for work, I will wear Goodnites under my undies this way I am still diapered at all times and can use the potty when I need to. I now sleep in a crib 95% of the time, and I can't get over how good I sleep when I'm in it. I haven't slept so good in years, and needless to say I sleep like a baby while I'm in it.
We just recently got a high chair that we plan on using more in the near future and which I am greatly looking forward to. But the thing I enjoy most is being cuddled up with daddy while he's giving me my bottle of formula. 
(< too bad this wasn't a little boy smiley, but it'll work!!!) I love feeling like a little boy and this really brings it out of me. We also now have a harness & leash set with the wrist restraints for when we go to certain events - something else I am really looking forward to wearing. As for diapers, I am usually in Abena M4's, with a combo stuffer liner of Pampers Cruisers size 7 & Pampers Underjams L/XL. This little boy absolutely loves his Pampers and will wear them at all times now that he can. I'm just hoping that daddy will start doing more babyish things with me soon like random diaper checks. I really want to reach the little toddler level I've been craving since I was 8 and we're getting there slowly but surely.Other than the AB lifestyle, things in the "normal" world have gotten much better also. I am now working again full-time as a forklift operator nearby the house. And since I'm back to work and able to cover my bills again, I have also had some money to play with again too. With that extra money, I was able to complete my guitar collection (6 guitars - 5 7-strings and 1 8-string...) and have just spent the rest of my tax returns buying a new amp so I can try and get another band started and back to playing out live again. Am psyched about this, as it's been way too long since I had good equipment to get me the sound I've been dying to have an the powerful enough gear to be able to get back with a band again.
And maybe once all my musical equipment has been bought, I can then spend more money on my truck. Despite the rising gas prices, I want something with enough power to get up and move out of it's own way. So I'm either going to turbocharge the 4-cylinder that's in the truck now or do a custom drivetrain swap, which entails a Corvette LT-1 V8 & 6-speed standard transmission. If not this and I can get the job I'm really looking to get with the pay rate to match, I'm looking at an '08 Chevy Trailblazer SS with the 400HP Corvette LS-2 V8 and all-wheel drive. I just love the feeling of being thrown into the seat from a vehicle with enough power to do 0-60 in 5 seconds!!! 
I'll be trying to update my profile and stuff with time... I've got some pics up in my profile now and they're of what 90% of little boys love - Earthmovers!!! I've posted some of my favorites so far, and I'll be adding more over time including some of my recent baby/little boy pics, and some of my stress relief and a few of the rides I love. If anyone wants to chat and say hey, hit me up here and send me a message.
So in the meantime, stay thickly padded, dry and happy. Hope you enjoy the pics and hope to talk to some of you sometime!
Bye-byes for now,
Boy Joshua in NJ
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Ah, there's finally action in the RI section... It's too bad I couldn't find people to talk to and whatnot when I was there... I was in Coventry for about 10 years, and in West Warwick for the rest of my life there. I had to leave because I was unemployed for 2 years since '08 and had too many problems with family thinking I was a pedophile because of my diaper and ab interest... Other than that, there was nothing left in RI as it's boring as shit.
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Real age: 29
play age: a toddler - regressed 8 year old
what age I'd like to be again: 8
I am in the same boat as Andy. I have finally found a daddy (partner) and am finally being able to become the little boy I've always wanted to be. While my childhood and up-bringing have not been the best (being labeled a pedophile by family because my dad was, the torture of being teased or found out about because nobody has the brains or balls to as and to understand WHY...), I can now forget about all that negativity and focus on being the little boy I am.
My daddy and I are doing a lot of the same things. I too am fed baby food and bottle-fed formula like a toddler. I have to have 1 full jar of baby food before I can have any big boy food. I too very seldom get to eat with a knife or an adult plate, which I am starting to enjoy. I am dressed as a baby in onesies, and plastic pants while in the house. We also are members of the leather scene in the nearby NJ/NY area, so there's times when I'm in leather harness and head harness, restraints and leashed while at events or some gatherings
... And since I put so much efforts and force to dominate in being an adult/big boy, I enjoy the helplessness of being a little boy again. I'd love to saty a regressed 8 year old, but would ONLY if I could keep my skills on the 7-string guitars and drums... THEN I'd be up for itI'll post more when I get a chance... I just woke up and got out of the crib, so I need to get out of my wet diapers, take a shower and look for a job online for a while. I'll tty all again soon.
Boy Joshua
LONG-AWAITED NEW SIZING FOR GOODNITES!!!
in Youth Disposables
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Got my sample today, ordered on 1/4. As much as I wanna open it and try the new size, I kinda wanna leave it sealed and put it away with the rest of my diaper collection... I got it for the new size alone, and the L is basically adding another current L/XL to the extensive stock of GoodNites I have and will be waiting to wear (2x 34ct boxes & an 11ct pack of boy's GN's, 2x 36ct boxes of the Up & Up version, 1x 34ct & an 11ct pack of the current star & cupcake print girl's GN's... And those are just the ones I have that I bought to wear for during the day!!! I think a lot of those may be going up for sale soon to make room for the new size once they are available...)...
Oh I kniw these will be a HUGE seller for KC, just in the number of parents who have been asking, requesting & demanding a larger size for the last few years - let alone those of us who have inquired for a larger size...
And there has been a HUGE thread about these on another AB/diaper forum, including sizing comparisons between both new sizes and the current L/XL size. If you or anyone else cares to see the details while waiting for these to come out, can see it all here:
https://www.adisc.org/forum/threads/new-bigger-sized-goodnites-coming-mar-2021.147448/page-36
Got my sample today, ordered on 1/4. As much as I wanna open it and try the new size, I kinda wanna leave it sealed and put it away with the rest of my diaper collection... I got it for the new size alone, and the L is basically adding another current L/XL to the extensive stock of GoodNites I have and will be waiting to wear (2x 34ct boxes & an 11ct pack of boy's GN's, 2x 36ct boxes of the Up & Up version, 1x 34ct & an 11ct pack of the current star & cupcake print girl's GN's... And those are just the ones I have that I bought to wear for during the day!!! I think a lot of those may be going up for sale soon to make room for the new size once they are available...)...