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I like them snug around the legs, and loose enough around the waist to still be able to get a little paw inside without tearing a tape. A plus is when you're in bed they seem like they shift around more when the waist is a bit looser.

The gimmick totally works because I was just grocery shopping with my wife and kids and my 4 year old who's been trained for over a year just freaked out when she saw them and said she wanted them. I laughed and shrugged my shoulders and told her "what ever" and threw them in the cart. My wife started yelling at me so I told her, first off, I'd want them too because they seem cool to a little kid, Secondly I would be a hypocrite if I were to yell at her for wanting them when I feel jilted that I was denied them past infancy. I'm not going to push anything on her but it's harmless and if she wants to wear them to bed, big deal? My wife understood where I was coming from and eventually gave in too.

The messed up part is, even before this country had indoor plumbing we had developed a decent grasp of open pit cess pools, and leech beds. How can there be a lack of bathrooms anywhere where there's soil, rocks, and a shovel?

I was in therepy for a long time when I was younger, and there was a point when I could TELL that my therapist got confident and thought he had me "all figured out". So I threw him through a loop, I took some ecstasy before a session once. About midway through, I started explaining shit to him. The beginning of the next session he just had this look on his face like, "I'm not sure what to think/do/ or say".. my response was, "the human mind is a pretty complex thing huh? Shame on you for thinking you can conquer it by going to college" From that point on, he told me that he was going to change his approach, and he was only going to listen to what I had to say, and offer a third party view for me to consider. Every time therein, we'd start the session with me asking him, "is there anything YOU'D like to talk about today?" It really made him eat a plate of humble pie because shortly after he told my mom that he had to discontinue our sessions. Try and "cure" me, bitch! Therapist=pwn3d?

Great advise Betty. Thank you for giving it so much thought. I will give it a shot and update later with my results.

I just noticed the Total dry Boost ups!? My order literally just came today, so I missed seeing those on Bambino's site by a day! They sound interesting.. they claim to be able to hold 1000ml, compared to the quadro's 850ml. Has anyone used these before? Are they fast? Do they swell up thicker? Would love to see a comparison between quadro, boost up, and a conventional baby diaper as a stuffer!

Don't take this as a nod for EITHER party, but looking at the results, it's surprising to see who a group of people who are disillusioned about their own age are going to cast their vote for. :-)

Yeah, okay.. Your attempt at funny/stupid was too obvious.

I thought this was made-up by the Oregon Trail people.

I never want to take mine off! The only time I really look forward to a change is when I have to pee really badly and I know my current one can't hold any more.

The boosters are great. For me they're almost necessary to achieve the capacity I like. I think they're a bit faster than a baby diaper as a stuffer, but the baby diaper will swell up and fill the Bambino a lot nicer, you just have to give it a controlled flow to not breach the leak guards and end up with wet creases on your butt.

This is bullshit. With so many outside factors, how can a responsible scientist or even journalist for that matter claim that the two are related. That's like saying that people who are teased school are x% more likely to develop eye problems and have to wear glasses. *rolls eyes*

I spent half my time in HS wandering the halls. It doesn't take kids much to realize that it's tough to deny them a basic human need... then exploit the shit out of it.

It has also been said that.. well, alot has been said. Not all of it is true, as in this case. I'm a DL and it has nothing to do with regression or acting like a baby. My wife knows, but I really don't have much interest in her partaking, usually when I wear, it's for my own satisfaction, and I can honestly say that I am not an AB and I don't see myself ever being one. To be brutally honest, while sometimes they're super cute... seeing grown men acting AB is a little uncomfortable to me, I would never judge because I "get it" I just know that it's not what makes me tick is all and part of the uncomfort is me feeling like I would die if I even saw myself dress/act AB, I know I shouldn't, I just can't help feel embarrassed for them because I can't align completely with it.

Thanks for all the awesome replies fellow ABDLs. I have an update: I decided to listen, and give it a shot! I wore a bambino and a quadro (just to reduce the fear of leaks a bit) to go see Looper with my wife. It was a little hard to relax when we were walking in, but I was committed! I got a large drink and drank most of it during the first 10 min. I had already drank a 20 oz on the way there so about 20 min in, I had to go pretty badly. I couldn't muster up enough balls to wet it in my seat especially since I was afraid it might leak in the back if I flooded it, so I excused myself. I went out front and within seconds of being alone outside in the dark the urge was overwhelming and my bladder wasn't going to be convinced NOT to use my diaper. I went along with it, and opened the gates. Everything held perfectly! I was actually a little shocked and worried about how much a good wetting changed the dynamics of the situation. Moving without looking weird was difficult, it had swelled up and since I was standing with my legs clenched together tightly most of it soaked up into the front of the diaper, causing a noticeable bulge across the front of my jeans.. it looked like I had a foopa! LOL. Either way, it was a great experience and I would love to do it again. The one other noticeable things to me was, once I got home and took my pants off, I couldn't believe how much of a difference it made in how the diaper swelled because of the pants holding it in place. It actually felt really nice since the shape changed in all the right ways, it wasn't saggy down below at all, it was all firm up front, it actually made it feel like I had used it about twice as much as I actually did. It was weird because of how wet it felt up front, but it had so much more left below and in back, so the next good wetting came after I had my pants off, and it ALSO felt weird because I could feel the warm liquid hit the front, the entire front of the diaper felt SOOO nice and squishy almost like it does when you're about to hit capacity or you've overdone it a bit, except because the crotch was so thirsty yet, it all had somewhere to go! It felt very "efficient" lol. Bottom line is, I LOVED the experience.. to ease my fears a bit, I had taken a quick video of myself walking in front of the camera to see what I looked like, and it really was NOT noticeable! The only regret is, I was going to tell my wife I was wearing right away, but since she is so accepting of me wearing at night, I was scared that she might be embarrassed or like she might think I was going overboard by bringing it outside the house, so I kept it from her. She didn't notice at all, partially because I hid it a bit, and I was sure to keep her attention off it, but that was just dumb luck. Looking back on it, if she had found out during the night, she might have been blindsided by it and felt like I was trying to hide it or something. (which isn't good). TLDR: Wore to the movies - LOVED IT - no one noticed, including my wife!

Break it down to is most basic components... most people can relate their love for diapers to the fact that a diaper is the ultimate symbol of babyness (word?) it's a visual symbol, as well as symbolic of relinquishing the most basic control (holding bladder). It could be relating to the most early form of conformism (potty training). It's the most ultimate symbol if you think about it, visually, it's hard to hide a diaper. Auditory, you hear all the sounds relating to diapers. Smell, one of the strongest senses we have is our olfactory, which is why LUVS is brilliant in their push to fight against the "scent free" movement (ultimate cradle to grave strategy because I'll never forget that wonderful smell) Touch, diapers are soft, crinkly, smooth, squishy, along with a ton of others.. Crotch caressing, It doesn't hurt that they reside against one of the most "emotion provoking" areas of our body since birth (our genitals) in the most comforting, gental, memorable way's possible. If someone stood by me since birth and gently rubbed by penis and crotch 24 hours a day, non stop, and never for selfish reasons (just for me), and never for their own sexual gratification.. albiet creepy, they'd be my best friend for life. Diapers are one thing that almost ALL human beings alive today have experienced. Plus we experience them during the most critical times. They're always there for us, even when we're scared, or lonely. It's a pretty basic theory actually, one that I think we all WANT to believe, yet we still feel like we need some big "answer" as to why we like them. I think the question shouldn't be "why do we like diapers"... it should be "why DOESN'T everyone else like them?" We aren't broken, they're just stupid.

arrg. Over the past couple years I've been hearing more and more about the mental health community taking notice of us and I'm seeing this label "Paraphilic Infantilism tossed around more and more. Part of me is happy that something is being studied, but at the same time is scares the shit out of me because there are a TON of us who don't need any kind of "diagnosis" as that would indicate that we're not well. More fucus should be put on embracing how we are, and ensuring that we live our lives happy. Enjoying diapers is not a disease therefore there is no "cure" besides to try to take away something we love. This is me digging my heals in -- perfectly healthy, happy, man who's private life doesn't hurt anyone.

Just wondering if there are other people like me out there who really enjoy wearing, but just want to keep it to themselves, or between yourself and a loved one. I have an insatiable love for diapers, my diaper of choice is a Bellissimo with a quadro stuffer, or a luvs (love the smell) inside... but I find myself not wearing outside the house ever because no matter what the mirror tells me, I'm convinced that it's noticeable! I know there are a lot of people who will say, "it's only noticeable to you because you're self concious about it" but it's not like you spend most of your day standing in a giant crowd of people.. There's a lot of times when you'll be in a semi intimate situation, or walking through a quiet room, or even walking down an open isle in a grocery store. I'm personally not the type who get's off on knowing that people notice it and I know there has to be a ton of people like me, yet the ABDL sites would have you believing that you should be turned on and you should leave the waist band showing above your pants, etc. If there are others like me out there who enjoy the comfort and security of a premium diaper when they go out, but they also enjoy keeping it to themselves, can you offer any hints? or give any good advise or experiences? Maybe I am over thinking it, maybe when I wear under a thick pair of jeans, it isn't as noticeable to people even if they were walking 10 feet behind me staring at me. I'm going out to a movie tonight with my wife, and I was really considering wearing because I think it would be fun to drink a couple large sodas and wet during the movie, and I thought that even if I do end up with a small leak then I'll be wearing dark jeans, and it'll be dark outside when we leave the theatre... What do you guys think? Do I have anything to worry about? I mean, millions of people wear them every day, and I've never noticed a single one out in public. I wonder statistically how many full fledged diaper wearers I encounter every day without noticing (I'm not talking about people wearing pads, thin little depend pull-ups, or those belted things. I'm talking about incontinent people, or ABDL's wearing plastic backed diapers in close proximity. (one a week? one a day?) Your thoughts?

doesn't that feel hot and crinkly? Seems like you've just invented the "plastic pant" :-P

No activity here lately. Where'd everyone go?

I would also like to know about after-effects of being 24/7 for 2 full weeks! I go into long term wearing with the mindset that I am fully willing to let myself become untrained, so I find that after just 2 or 3 days it becomes very natural to void smaller amounts, more often, whenever your body gives you the signal no matter what the situation or location, I also found out that after switching back to wearing underwear, it's really hard for me to know when I'm really done peeing, and it'll be common for me to zip up and dribble a big stain in the front of my pants after I tried hard to squeeze it off with less success Let us know! Did you notice any changes?

I know it's prob conditioning, but my nightly ritual includes drinking a few big glasses of water after dinner, then before bed, I diaper up, and walk outside and stand by the door to the screen porch and smoke a cig. The quiet of the night, the full bladder, and the mental conditioning of thinking that this is my peace and quiet chance (standing up) to flood my diaper alone and without my wife staring at me making me nervous, but after so many years of this practice, like clockwork, every time I go out there and smoke at night, diapered or not, I get an INCREDIBLE strong urge to pee! It's so strong that when I'm not diapered, I almost have to rush to pull it out so I can pee on the grass. Upon realizing this, the whole "mental conditioning" aspect of potty training really made sense. Also, the concept of "un-training" seemed a lot more plausible if you were to consume a lot of fluids and really pay attention to your body's need to urinate, and you rewarded your body's queues by urinating immediately every time. I've played with this concept before, I've diapered myself 24/7 over a long weekend a few times, and because I really focus on the mental aspect of it, by the end of the experience, I find transitioning back to big-boy underwear takes a little extra effort! I was pretty satisfied to realize how, once you mentally condition yourself to let it go when ever you need to, that when you switch back to the potty, the urges to pee come fast and strong, and in my case, had to be reacted upon pretty quickly. Luckily, I never had an accident, but there were a few close calls in that first "transition" day or so. Another interesting physical reaction to un-training yourself again in my case was the inability to "finish" clean, meaning when I would pee in the toilet, when I was CONVINCED that I was finished, I would zip up and have a little uncontrolled dribbel leave a large wet stain on the front of my pants. Very interesting results!

Do you guys think that using a baby diaper as a stuffer is better (thicker, more capacity, faster absorbency) than using like a bambino quarto booster?

MY earliest memory of enjoying diapers was when I was about 4 (just starting kindergarten), I used to stare at the diapers on the younger kids at my daycare and for some reason I was very jealous Well, one day we had a new lady starting, and I noticed her looking at a chart and picking kids out of the group and changing diapers on them. I knew I wanted that more than anything, so I took a diaper, it was a LUVS I remember because I'll never forget the smell, and I went into the bathroom and put it on myself the best I could. I shoved my underwear in my backpack and I went back out into the main play area. Well after some personal struggle, I finally decided that it was "now or never" because after the first day she would be suspicious if I needed diapering. So I went behind a couch, and I squeezed as hard as I could and I wet the HELL out of that diaper. It was the most glorious feeling in the world (again) I'll NEVER forget it. I remember approaching her a bit later with a SOAKED diaper and sweat pants with wet marks around the butt, telling her that my pants were wet. Well, this kind of blew up in my face because while she DID change me into a new diaper and I had sealed my future, I had also caused her to take off my pants and send me back out to play with just a diaper on. I remember it was a very embarrassing moment because I was older and none of the other kids my age were still diapered. Bottom line is, from that point on, I got to wear a diaper EVERY day for what seemed like forever, I could wet as much as I wanted (never had the guts to mess), and I would be changed when I wanted as well. Every day when my mom would come get me, I would tell her I needed to go potty, and she would let me into the bathroom near the front entrance, where I had my daily ritual of pulling my soaked Luvs off and either binning it, or shoving it into my backpack for wearing later that night. I had a nice little setup for a long time. To go a little further, I had my first sexual experience one of those days at day care, for some reason I remember getting hard while wet, and I remember as I walked, the diaper felt so amazing rubbing against my penis. I snuck off to the bathroom to investigate this strange thing, and when I pulled the diaper back up, it rubbed against my stiff penis that I had to do it over and over again. I didn't orgasm or anything, but it was a heavenly feeling, so I can safely say that my first ever enjoyable sexual feeling was given to me by rubbing a hot pissy diaper against my dick. :-) This situation lasted until I was finishing 1st grade, we got yet another new lady, and I was too scared to try it on her, as I was 6 by now and I knew she wouldn't buy it, especially since I wasn't on the "diaper list". but luckily, but this time I had learned how to gaff them myself from the diapering area and diaper myself in the bathroom. Which I did well into 4th grade, when I stopped going to day care and had no more access to diapers except through the occasional visit to a cousins house or something (in which case I ALWAYS made sure to bring my backpack LOL) I was hooked for life at this point, and by then I had experimented with all sorts of masturbatory practices involving diapers.

I just ordered bellisoimo and Teddy in L in a sample pack, and I ordered them with 2 day priority mail, and they came exactly 2 business after i ordered them. A word of advise, if you are out and desperate, do what I did. I placed my regular order of a case with free shipping, then I placed a second order for a sample pack of bellisimo and Teddy and picked 2 day priority Usps delivery. It only cost me and extra you $13, but they came in exactly 2 business days, so I had 4 bambinos on Tuesday, enough to let me have 1 diaper each night until my my big ordercomes on Friday! So I solved my problem by getting 4 diapers in 2 days for only $13 bucks! It worked out perfectly. Because I need to wear at night, so it was a small price to pay to not have to wear drug store brand for an entire week and have wet sheets and mattress and having my wife PISSED about me pissing at night. Lol.