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So here is the first half of chapter 6! Sorry there was a little wait for it, I had some problems with concentrating and it took longer to write, the good news is that barring some rewrites and proof reading the second half of this chapter is almost ready and a lot of chapter 7 is already done. So this is the next part of Nick and Sarahs saga The next part may be posted tomorrow morning (GMT) depending on how the writing goes and also, of course, opn how many comments I get for this part Also this chapter is called the "The First of Many"... I'm sure you can guess what this referring too and if you can't you will by the end of the chapter Chapter 6 - The First of Many Nick was the first person to wake up the next morning, it was still very early, a result of going to bed so early. He felt very warm, a consequence of being at least partially under the cover all night on the warm evenings of July. He looked over at the clock and saw that it said it was just past 6am and already the sun was up and illuminating the room as if it were midday. Nick felt incredibly uncomfortable, waking up like that in a pool of his own sweat. "Wait a minute..." Nick thought as his mind suddenly remembered a very similar feeling the last two days when he had woken up. Nick quietly and carefully slid out of bed and pulled the cover back, he was incredibly anxious not to wake his wife. He gently and slowly pulled his cover back, him and his wife had invested in separate covers some time ago since he tended to roll over and take the cover with him in the night if they only had one. He slowly dragged the cover off and slowly revealed a darker patch right where his legs would have been in the night. He froze as he saw that for the third night in a row there was a large wet patch on the bed. Nick started panicking almost immediately, there was nothing he could do this time. His wife was still asleep in the bed so there was no way to remove the sheets without her knowing, there was no way to hide the evidence of his latest accident. Nick carefully and quietly put on his clothes whilst keeping an eye on his wife, he was keen to make sure she didn't stir from her slumber. He slipped on his clothes from the pile beside his bed and without taking his eyes off of his wife he made a step to leave the room. He didn't know where he was going, he knew he couldn't hide this forever, but he really didn't want to be in the room when Sarah discovered what had happened. Nick took that first step and immediately realised his crucial mistake. The nappy that Nick had refused to put on the previous night had been buried under his clothes, now with that first step whilst looking at Sarah, his foot came down on that open nappy. The nappy’s slick plastic backing slipped on the floor and Nick fell to the ground with a crash. If he wasn't so scared, he would probably laugh at falling over like a cartoon character slipping on a banana skin. But unlike the cartoon character, Nicks banana skin was about to have real life consequences. "Woah, Nick, are you OK?" Nick heard a sleepy voice say from the bed, he didn't respond. He didn't know what to say, he was never great at thinking on his feet like this. He heard the bed creaking as Sarah shifted to look over the edge of the bed. "Hey, what is-... Oh my god! NICK WHAT THE HELL!" Sarah shouted. She had started crawling across the bed to see if her husband was OK when he didn't respond to her asking, when one of her hands was placed directly in the middle of the large wet spot. "Ew, ew, ew." Sarah said scrunching up her face and sounding disgusted. Nick started to stand up, he peeked above the bed to see what was going on and saw his wife looking back and forth from her hand to the wet patch. She had sat back on her heels on her side of the bed. The way her face was scrunched up in disgust made Nick feel more ashamed than ever. Sarah was confused more than anything as her recently switched off mind was trying to process all the inputs it was getting and work out what was going on. "Nick... Did you leak?" Sarah said confused as she looked over at her husband’s eyes which were just peeking above the mattress. Nick took a moment to think of how to respond. "Erm..." Nick said, he wasn't sure how to proceed, could he pull off a lie in this situation? Could he say that he had simply leaked? He thought of the ramifications, would she want him to have thicker padding? Maybe she would be sympathetic. Maybe she would understand that he had done all he could so this wet bed wasn't a problem. "Yeah... I just woke up and it must have leaked... The shock of it made me fall out of bed." Nick lied, he wasn't sure how convincing he was but it was in his nature to find an excuse for things that went wrong. It seemed like lying his way out of situations was his brains automatic defense system. "Oh baby, it’s OK, come over here." Sarah was sympathetic, he had tried but the nappy had failed that wasn't Nicks fault, Sarah thought. Nick didn't appreciate the baby comment, what was wrong with her usual "babe" as a term of endearment and stood up to walk around the bed. Nick walked around and as he rounded the corner of the bed he looked at his wife and saw some confusion in her face. "You are dressed?" Sarah said suspiciously. "Yeah..." Nick said cautiously, he wasn't sure where she was going with this. "You said you just fell out of bed and last night you weren't wearing clothes, I remember looking." The cogs in Sarah’s mind started turning trying to work out what was wrong. In reality it was fairly clear that Nick had quickly improvised another lie that was not falling apart at the slightest scrutiny. "Oh, erm, yeah... Well... I actually got out of bed and when I saw the, erm, wet spot, it gave me a shock and I fell over!" Nick finished with a nervous chuckle. Sarah shifted up the bed slightly and without warning she just suddenly reached forward with one hand and grabbed Nick on his groin, not roughly but still with a little bit of force. She had expected to feel padding there, but instead all she got a hold of was Nicks distinctly average manhood. Nick jumped at this sudden intrusion from his wife at his most private area. It wasn't entirely unwelcome but it was very unexpected and certainly out of character for Sarah. Nick started thinking if some early morning sex was coming and couldn't help a little smile creep across his face. Perhaps she wasn't too mad after all. "Where is your nappy?" Sarah said accusingly. "You took it off already? I want to see it." This wiped the smile off of Nicks face, he was busted now because the only open nappy in the room was the one on his side of the bed... And it was bone dry. "Listen, Sarah, honey, I just want to say-" Nick began "Hand me the nappy..." Sarah said her teeth gritted slightly, her earlier suspicions seemingly getting proven right. Nick slowly walked back around the bed to where the incriminating evidence was lying on the floor. His mind raced through last minute ideas to deceive his wife but there weren’t any options, especially not with her watching his every move. "Sarah, I-" Nick looked up and began speaking again but the thunderous look on his wife’s face stopped him. Nick suddenly realised the true meaning behind the phrase "if looks could kill." He gingerly picked up the unused but open nappy and placed it on the bed in silence. He moved his eyes from the nappy to the floor in front of him. Sarah, meanwhile, watched the nappy being placed on the bed and looked across from the nappy to her husband who was now crouched on the floor looking down. The sight reminded her of a dog when they know they have done something wrong. There was silence in the room, and although Nick wasn't looking at Sarah, he could feel her gaze burning a hole through his skull. Nick didn't want to say anything, he didn't want to move, he barely dared to breath at this point. "Nick." Sarah’s voice broke through the silence, Nick looked up to his wife. "I'm very disappointed in you." There it was. The phrase that children all over the World are afraid to hear, the disappointment feeling ten times worse than the anger he had been waiting for. Nick remained silent, he didn't want to say anything now. He knew there was nothing he could say to help the situation so he remained silent. "I'm going to the bathroom, when I come back I expect the bed stripped and I want you to still be in here waiting for me." Sarah said with a hint of menace. There was no overt threat in what Sarah said, but Nick knew it would be a mistake to disobey so as Sarah stepped out of the room, Nick began stripping the bed and fretting about what was going to happen. Sarah, stepped out of the bedroom and walked into the bathroom and went over to look in the mirror. She was contemplating her next move, after last night on the computer she knew she had to take this further, but she also had to be careful in how she did it. She was legitimately angry with her husband, take out any other thoughts or feelings, he had promised to wear a nappy to prevent an accident like the one she just woke up to, and he had betrayed her trust again. Sarah used the toilet and stepped into the shower for a quick wash before she went to face her husband again, she wanted more thinking time at the moment. In the bedroom Nick had stripped the bed and was now sitting on the edge of it waiting for his wife to come back. He was worried about what she would say, he really felt he might have pushed too far. "Why didn't I wear the nappy?" He asked himself, It might have been embarrassing but it wouldn't have been too bad. Now he had put everything in jeopardy, perhaps even his marriage. They had been arguing about, among other things, trust for the last couple of days and now after everything he had betrayed it again by not putting on that silly bit of padding. Sarah walked back into the room naked but wrapped in a towel. She threw a single contemptuous look at Nick and headed over to the window and looked out over the front garden and street. She remained silent though, she wanted to prolong the torture for Nick. She knew from the look on Nicks face that he was feeling seriously bad for what he had done, he was embarrassed about waking up in a wet bed again and she could see he was full of remorse for breaking her trust. The question now was, how far does she push it? "Nick you wet the bed again, and worse you promised me you would wear a nappy to bed and then you broke my trust again by going back on your promise." Sarah said, still looking out the window. "So... You have a choice, it is a simple one and it means the difference between gaining my trust and..." She paused, was she going to do this? "And... the end of this relationship."

Here is the second part of chapter 5 There are some very mild mentions of sexual activity and I think on and off in the future there will be more mentions of it. I chose to be vague and not particularly detailed at all here, I'll leave that up to my readers though, if you would rather more detailed sexual stuff let me know in the comments since I am personally torn on the idea, part of me wants to be overtly sexual in places, and parts of me think I shouldn't. "He wet the bed! Twice!" Sarah said, a little louder than she intended, she hadn't meant to just shout it out like she did but her patience was being tested by her friend’s comments. She opened the door a little and could see Nick was still on his game with headphones on so she was OK. Whilst Sarah was checking the door, Kirsty exploded with laughter on the other end of the line. Once she had finally composed herself a few seconds later she responded. "Oh my God, really? Why? What are you going to do?" Kirsty said with a little laughter still in her voice. "Well... We just got back from the shop and we bought him some "absorbent underwear."" Sarah said to her friend letting a grin creep across her face. "You bought him nappies!? And you didn't tell me so I could see his face?" Kirsty said still laughing. "I'm sure you'll get over it." Sarah said giggling, "You should have seen his face Kirsty, it was great, he was so embarrassed... Made all those times where I had to do all the chores and work and everything worthwhile!" Sarah said sounding upbeat and even a little excited. "You know... You sound really happy about all this. I would have thought that Nick adding another burden to you would just annoy you, not make you happy!" Kirsty said suspiciously. "I thought I would feel the same way... But things have changed, I feel so much more... assertive" Sarah concluded after taking a moment to find a good word to finish the sentence. "Sounds like someone I know." said Kirsty. She was referring to herself and her more dominant side when it came to some of the kinkier aspects of her life. "It isn't sexual..." Sarah began, sensing what Kirsty meant with her last sentence. Though in all honesty she couldn't say that for sure. Sarah could not explain the feelings she was getting from asserting her dominance more in the relationship, but she couldn't rule out a sexual element to it. "I mean... I don't think it is." Sarah continued questioning herself and wondering what was going on. "Listen I need to go, it is the weekend and I want to relax a bit before I have to make dinner. How about lunch tomorrow? You can come here and I'll make a big roast dinner for us all" Sarah said wanting to wrap up the conversation, suddenly feeling somewhat embarrassed. "Sounds great." Kirsty finished still giggling. "I'll see you tomorrow at around 1pm?" "Sounds perfect." Sarah finished. They both said their goodbyes, Sarah hung up the phone and paused for thought. Kirsty had vocalised something that Sarah had thought about but not talked about, the possibility that she was getting aroused sexually by taking a more dominant role. Kirsty mentioning it basically confirmed to Sarah that it wasn't all in her head, someone else had noticed the change in her just from talking on the phone. Sarah walked into the living room, sat down on the couch that was just behind and to the side of Nick and turned on the TV for a bit. It wasn't often she just got to sit down and relax but now was a good time and she intended to use it fully. Sarah spent the next few minutes flicking through TV channels before finding one showing a marathon of one of her favourite TV shows from a few years ago and she decided she would sit there, watch the show and just switch her mind off for a while. A few hours later, Sarah got herself up from the couch, to get dinner prepared. Nick hadn't moved from his seat in that time except to get himself a couple of drinks. Since it was Saturday, Sarah just made simple oven cooked fish and chips and before long she was setting the table, laying out the food and calling Nick over. Nick was secretly glad that his wife had made dinner without even asking him to. Maybe this little dominant streak Sarah had found was already running its course and things would be back to normal sooner rather than later. The two of them sat at the table and although there was a slight air of awkwardness between them both, it paled in comparison to the arguments and tension of yesterday. They ate quietly for a little bit until Sarah broke the silence. "I think it would be best if you head to bed around 9pm tonight, OK?" Sarah tossed out casually. "Why do I still have to go to bed early?" Nick said with more than a hint of whine in his voice. "I think it might help with you staying dry." Sarah said innocently, "and since you are going to be in my bed, it is my rules." Sarah said, she knew she was testing some limits here but she was intrigued by what her husband’s response would be to this statement. Nick blushed and was sort of shocked at that last statement, he had been hoping the assertiveness Sarah had found had dwindled during the quiet afternoon but apparently it hadn't. "Your bed? I thought it was our bed..." Nick grumbled. "Well, I'm still angry at all the problems you caused yesterday and I'm very tempted to keep you in the spare room. Until you earn your spot in the master bedroom back then yes, it is MY bed." Sarah said looking into Nicks eyes and puffing out her chest a little. Nick couldn't hold the eye contact and looked down. She was still upset over yesterday, and now Nick had to "earn" his spot back in his bedroom. "This is starting to go too far" Nick thought to himself. One thing was for sure, he was mistaken in thinking her little dominant streak was coming to an end. "And how do I "earn" my spot in the bed back?" Nick asked. "Well, you need to start acting like an adult." Sarah said, she had been planning this conversation all afternoon whilst sitting on the couch. "You need to start showing responsibility and you need to start being useful." Sarah said in between bites of food. Nick blushed at the way he was being talked to but decided not to respond. He didn't want to start arguing with his wife again because in her current mood there was no way he could win. "So what do you want me to do exactly?" Nick asked cautiously. "Well for a start you need to keep the bed dry." Sarah said and whilst Nicks already pink cheeks went even redder, she continued "With the nappies that should be easy for you". She finished with a smile. "Ac-Actually the packet calls them... Absorbent underwear..." Nick said trailing off a bit as the sentence went on. "Does it?" Sarah said, "well I just feel nappies are a bit easier to remember and say." Nick didn't want to respond to that, he found the whole subject embarrassing and didn't want to push the point. "By the way, Kirsty is coming over for lunch tomorrow." Sarah stated. "Kirsty? Great..." Said Nick sarcastically, he knew Kirsty didn't like Nick much and the feelings were mutual. "I don't get to see her often Nick, just try to be good and get on with her please." Sarah said with a pleading tone. Nick just sat there quietly eating and grumbling to himself. They finished up dinner together and went back to doing their own things. Sarah took up a space lying on the couch reading a book and Nick, predictably, headed to the computer and began playing his games again. Time passed quickly and before either of them knew it it was 9:15pm. Sarah noticed the time and sat up and put the book down. "Nick, time for you to head to bed." Sarah said with as much authority as she could muster. Nick ignored her, he was playing a game, Sarah could wait until he was done, it was too early to be heading to bed and this game was online so he couldn't pause it, she could wait until he was done. "Just a minute, I just need to-" Nick began before suddenly coming to a stop as the screen went black and the computer switched off. He turned to the side to see Sarah standing there holding the plug for the computer. "Are you crazy? I was in the middle of a game!" Nick stood up flapping his arms about in anger. "Nick, we agreed you were heading to bed at 9pm, I even gave you an extra 15 minutes. Now go to bed, I want to see if heading to bed earlier affects your little... problem." Sarah said like an exasperated mother to their disobedient child. Nick didn't say anything, he just turned around and headed for the stairs. "Oh Nick?" Sarah said heading to the bottom of the stairs herself to speak to Nick. Nick stopped halfway up the stairs and turned to face his wife. "Can I trust you to put on your nappy without my assistance?" Sarah asked trying to mask the little smirk that wanted to appear at the sentence. How odd that would have sounded a couple of days ago. "Absorbent underwear." Nick said quietly. "Whatever babe, can I trust you to put them on yourself?" Sarah rolled her eyes and repeated the question with an air of exasperation. Nick turned red and nodded, unable to speak all of a sudden as yet again he felt the shame of being reminded of his problem. Nick felt tears form in his eyes from the embarrassment and turned around as he willed them away so that his wife wouldn't see. Nick trudged up the stairs alone and turned through the doorway into his... Or rather his wife’s bedroom. He walked over to the closet and pulled out the bag of padding he had stowed away in there earlier. He opened the packet and could feel his heart beating a mile a minute. He looked over to the door and saw it was still closed, and he pulled out one of the Comfie nappies and looked at it in his hand. It looked just like a baby’s nappy, it certainly felt thick and when he unfolded it he was surprised at how large it was. In the packet they looked pretty small but when he pulled it out and opened it up he realised it was much bigger and thicker than he previously thought. He stripped naked and tossed his clothes into a pile beside his bed. He put the unfolded nappy down on the bed and went to lay back on it, it was as he reached forward and grabbed the front of the nappy that he was suddenly struck by the absurdity of what he was doing. Nick laid there not moving for a minute and imagined how all this would look if one of his friends from the pub were here right now. He couldn't bring himself to pull the front of the nappy up and tape it on, it was just too much. The accidents had been embarrassing, the shopping trip had been mortifying but now Nick felt like he was at the end of his rope. "I'm not putting this stupid thing on." Nick said to himself in a defiant tone of voice as he threw the open nappy to the side, Nick leaned over and covered it up with his clothes so Sarah wouldn't see it. It was too early to worry about bed wetting, Nick thought to himself as he rolled over. It had only been two days; it surely won't continue. "Sarah will understand." Nick thought to himself. He was confident the last two days were aberrations, he was also confident tonight would be a better night. Sarah meanwhile was downstairs, she wanted to give Nick time, space and privacy for putting on the nappy for the first time, didn't want to make it harder for him than she knew it already was. She was very content with everything that had gone on and had put on some melodic and quiet music as she relaxed on the sofa and read for a bit longer. She thought it would be perfect with a glass of wine, she gave herself a mental reminder to remember to buy some the next time she was at the shops. She found herself yawning far earlier than she had expected. The early start that morning and the emotional roller coaster that she had been on had clearly taken their toll on her energy and she decided she would head up to bed at around 10:30pm. That gave Sarah 30 minutes so she went over and turned the computer on, after spending a couple of minutes wondering why it wouldn't start up she remembered to put the plug back in. She logged online and after checking her usual social media sites she decided she wanted to do more searching. She had originally only suggested the nappies to Nick after searching online for answers to a problem, but the more time had moved on since then the more intrigued she was by the whole thing. She couldn't seem to get her mind off the topic. Sarah sat there for a second and then typed into the image search bar "man wearing nappy". She wasn't sure what would come up, all she knew was she was anxious to see the results. She didn't have to wait long as a big wall of images appeared on the screen. Some were clearly from medical related sites and showed mostly elderly people wearing, but as she scrolled down she noticed more and more a change to pictures of younger people, and some were not only just wearing nappies but were also holding or surrounded by other baby items! Sarah’s mouth fell open and she looked around before leaning closer to the screen in a conspiratorial manner. Was this a thing? Sarah had heard of fetishes and some of the things kinkier people got up to from Kirsty and from elsewhere, but was dressing up like a baby really one of these fetishes? This shocked Sarah somewhat, she hadn't really expected such images, and perhaps even more interesting than the fact that pictures like that existed was her reaction to them. She was more interested than she thought possible as she looked through the images. She found herself getting irresistibly turned on by the images, she didn't know why but her mind immediately started imagining scenarios where she was these people’s partners and had put them in this state. The images in her mind started shifting to imagining Nick in the position of the model on the screen and she started feeling even more aroused. She looked at the clock in the corner of the screen and saw it was already approaching 11pm. It was time for bed, but beforehand she made another mental note, this one was the letters "ABDL" they seemed to be all over the pictures that Sarah found most intriguing and Sarah wanted to remember them for searching another time. She turned off the PC and headed for the stairs, when she reached the top she stood at the doorway to the room, there was no way she was going to be able to sleep with this level of burning desire within her, and with Nick asleep and padded she excused herself to the bathroom for a few minutes of ecstasy before heading back into the bedroom. Sarah had never been very sexually inclined, she very rarely felt the desire for sexual pleasure, but tonight she felt insatiable. It didn't take long for her in the bathroom, after all the events and how she feeling after looking at all those pictures it certainly didn't take much time or effort to find release. Now thoroughly exhausted, she flopped into bed and fell right to sleep without waking her husband and without moving the covers that were concealing what she assumed was his nappy.