Your First Reaction

[Horndog]

What was your first reaction to seeing another man or woman in diapers? Were you shocked? Curious? Aroused?

[freddie84]

Well it has been a long time ago. When I first found this site, & seen the pictures on here. I taught i was the only person in the world that wore diapers for fun. I think i about fell out of my chair and had a heart attack. Now i had seen my wife in them before i found this site or anything. But that was because i asked her to wear it.

[wetatnight]

I think I was shocked and aroused.

before the internet I didn't know anybody else who liked to wear diapers.

[Bonsai]

Eh, I remember when I first found gal pics on the web - after many years of solitude!

It was a sexual breakthrough.

[Eir]

Clearly, I thought it was cute/hot depending on the girl. I enjoyed wearing myself as well. As y'all know I am not a natural AB. I got into this through working on a cure for shy bladder (cough) I still have it. I practiced linking, systemic relaxation and visualization. I wore diapers to know if I was successful. When I was successful I got wet. It did not take much time to realize that I got a sexual feeling while flooding the makeshift towel/tape and trashbab "diapers" I was using. I am still a cloth baby, although I have tried using disposables a few times. I like the feeling of a snug, plastic backed diaper hugging the skin. I like cloth diapers for the capacity and the waddle. I like wearing giant costume sized diapers (at home of course). It just helped me to try and think like a toddler. I have had a frustrating 20 months. November 2011 I learned to practice linking, a skill which gave me the freedom to stand up in stalls and go. Before that I had to sit, and sometimes wait for restrooms to clear out. The alternation of plateaus, gains and backsliding have been frustrating to say the least. Now I am using a very simple link I used before. I am using giant cloth diapers, again in an attempt to ensure that this link will make it impossible for me to hold back. I try to act like I do not want to wet, especially when laying down diapered in the "crib."

[Mommy's Diaperboy]

I was relieved (pun not intended but unavoidable) to find that other adults enjoy wearing diapers. For years had thought I was the only one. The reassurance of finding others like me has helped me accept the fact that wearing diapers is just a part of who I am.

[diaper4life]

I was in middle school when I looked on the Internet back in 1993. I have always thought I was alone in it and I was weird for wanting to wear diapers since I can remember. I was shocked to see dpf web page. There was others! Took me awhile to grasp what I had learn but I was excited and wanted to know more. It felt dirty to me cause diapers are sexual and comfort to me. But I learn to embrace diapers and it's a normal thing for me now. I think being AB or DL is like being gay. It's who we are and we struggle everyday to find our identity. Now with Internet and understanding of it I'm a happier person.

[Eir]

The onlything I looked up online in middleschool was green slime, recruiting, and nickelodian. I wanted to get slimed on Nickelodian. Mom told me those shows were too young for me, end of discussion.

[Diapered Jason]

I had already discovered porn and seen and read crazy things so, marginally aroused was my first reaction, lol. I am pretty sure I read stories first before viewing pictures. Of course, it was a natural progression for me, because I am always looking for that new thing. I do not need to disclose at what age this occurred.

[lilJester]

now are you talkin about in person or online? when i saw that others were wearing it was more of a relief that i wasn't the only freak out there. and yes i said freak i am PROUD to be a freaky lil S/O/B.

[BabyJune]

My first reaction? Wow! I'm not alone! It made it seem okay to do what I like to do.

[Amyuser]

My very first job was full care round the clock of a Quadriplegic (pre dating my own illness) and he had a foley that i managed and every 2 days was bowel care, where i turned him up and propped him up with pillows and put a chux under him and with a gloved lubed finger inserted 5 Dulcolax suppositories high into his rectum and then we would watch TV for about two hours, and generally at that point i could glove up wash him dispose of his BM and he was good for another two days,though sometimes he would be a little bound up and we would at the 2 hour point give him another pair of bisacodyl (Dulcolax) liquid enemas as well as glycerin and wait an additional 2 hours for him to finally move his bowels. So honestly i did not see another diapered adult until i was in Physical rehab learning to transfer in and out of wheelchair and from wheelchair to car and back, and driving my chair onto elevators and such everyone wore hospital gowns and of course the backs are open so there where people there who had hip replacements and where relearning to walk and such and they where mostly old and i started feeling very self conscious of the fact that i was as far as i could tell the youngest one in diapers so i had a friend bring me some street clothes and wore those instead of a gown, because at that point i didn't know that its all good its like wearing glasses and people can suck an egg if they can't handle the fact i'm incontinent.

Nappy

[Bettypooh]

I have three answers My first 'knowledge' came from a couple magazine references to DPF, and those were made to appear as if was a Gay orginazation. Back then my world was different and I had only the slightest inclination of any ABDL tendencies in me plus I was less tolerant of diversity. I have learned better now My second 'knowledge' was online discovery, and from that I learned about me My third 'knowledge' came from seeing a LG in person at a TG event, with me thinking how pretty she was, how much I'd like to look that way, and (sadly) how little acceptance the poor thing was going to get- even from a community as extreme as TG's

My regret was not stepping forward and saying hello, for that opportunity is gone and will not return. Still, it has prodded me forward here and should the chance occur again I am not going to screw it up a second time

Live and learn!

Bettypooh

[dl_ashlee]

I don't really remember the first time I saw diaper porn. Though I do remember searching on the internet to find others like myself. I think I just assumed that there must be others like me out there. Think I first found some Teen ABDL forums, not sure if it was so much as OMG others like this also, but was certainly glad to find people to share my fetish with them. At that point probably mostly looking for people who would be accepting of my fetish to help me accept it myself. I remember some purge cycles, but mainly due to not wanting my mom to find out. Then of course I found DPF, was there pictures of females in diapers on that site? If so that was probably the first time I saw others in diapers and being a male and a teen with raging hormones it was a very sexual thing for me.

Not sure at what point I found them, I know it was pretty early on though, but for a long time I remember the old wetset photo forums were my main source of pictures.

[Nat]

I was very thrilled and surprised because I thought I was the only one in the world who liked diapers. I don't remember what was the first photo I saw but I remember seeing picture of a man wearing a diaper and it showed his diaper only. I remember seeing more at DPF at age 13 and I would fantasize wearing them or them peeing in them. I also felt a little dirty too because my parents told me it was all sick and twisted. Over the next years I enjoyed seeing women in diapers and I preferred women in them.

[Amyuser]

I Do remember the first Adult cloth diaper i ever saw i was at a medical supply store picking stuff up for my client and they had one on a mannequin and one to "play with" and it didn't strike me as anything thicker than maybe a smooth washcloth and it had velcro on each side about as much as you would find on a baseball cap to help keep it in place so you could snap a gazillion snaps on each side and then a flap went over that with a leather strap and locking buckle as they said it was for the "undresser'" not being able to remove it each side was velcroed snaped and then covered buckled and locked.

Nappy