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I did and it’s some years ago now. However I still remember the day I took all my boxers from the drawers, put them in a clear plastic bag and carried on to walk down and put them in the trash, only to see the trash being picked up a few days later. It was exhilarating! I haven’t had any boxers come near my drawers since, and it’s such a nice feeling to have just embraced wearing my diapers! I don’t even remember what it feels like to wear boxers anymore..

I found a product called TensCare iTouch Sure, which apparently can stimulate the pelvic floor and muscles in that area, so that they’ll tense and eventually become stronger. Am I the only one here thinking that a product like this, just doing the exact opposite, would change the world for those striving for incontinence and diaper dependence? I mean.. Imagine a product that’s designed to basically unpottytrain you and make the muscles literally atrophy. I guess this product might be able to achieve it, but it would require you to use it for extended periods to over-stress the muscles so much they’ll actually give up. Do not actually do this. What are your thoughts?

Could you please elaborate on "VERY painful"? As you say, yours is broken.. But if you chose to do it on purpose, why wouldn't it be fun? I guess what could be painful would be trying to hold it, if you're years into training, as your sphincter would be "out of training" and you suddenly clenching down could hurt. If it's not that, I don't get it? Nothing should hurt you..

Well, you’re probably right. However, as stated, I would feel more like myself if I was completely incontinent - and I wouldn’t want people to feel sorry for me. You can only explain that you’re living the best life you can live, and that you’re both happy and proud of being diapered all the time - it makes you more you and differentiates you from everybody else.

This is really almost to exciting to follow, without tapping in. I’ve been on the “path to untraining” myself for about two years now, non-stop, and I feel like I’m more myself now - more complete. I’d be more than willing to take the same route as you, @Ferix, if it was only possible. I really don’t understand how you can get plastic- and cosmetic surgery, if this kinda “psychological fulfilling surgery” isn’t available to ‘everybody’!

Hey Fattymatty, It's now a year since you wrote this post and I'm currently on my "one year mark", just as you were when you wrote this. I wonder what progress you made this past year. Have you reached your goal in becoming incontinent?

Hello everyone, Something I simply don’t understand about this forum is, that every incontinent person tells everybody that it’s so bad, don’t do it and trying to talk you from becoming diaper trained or wish incontinence. Now, is it really that bad? Yah, you have to change, yes you can leak, yes your skin will need extra care, yes people will find out and so on... Yes! And so what? My point is, some people is born without any legs, they can’t walk, they depend on wheelchairs, everybody knows, wheelchairs can puncture, and you will get sore from sitting down 24/7.. Still, some people love their wheelchair. Why can’t incontinent people just accept, that some of us also depend on our diapers, and wish to depend on them more? And what’s the reason to tell us it’s this and that bad.. Come on! It’s not, and if you think so... You’re making things worse. Remember, somebody will always have it harder than you. Incontinence is easy - live life. Bye byyyeeee....