Sparkle Dust

(Uncontrollable laughter) yup, and let’s give your Jennifer a humanitarian award. Ahahahahaha! ?Look away! Look away! This story is dreadful and full of scary ways! So look away, look away! ?

Yeah, Amy isn’t the main character.

I ended up started that story after all. Enjoy!

I didn't realize you were the author of this story! I like it! Another story in the Diaper Dimension multiverse.

There are other parts, but I wanted to write that diaper dimension story I mentioned yesterday! Izzy: “Find someone to draw me! My blue hair makes me iconic to the story!” Lestat: “Sorry love, I’m going to spoil that I’m going to be the face of the next short story in diaper dimension chronicle.” Strums his guitar and shows off his teeth that were painted to look like candy despite the pale complexion

Doubt it. Confusing for an Amazon to be babied with a little. LOL. look forward to other stories!

Baby Phoenix: “Join my nursery! Also, voting for Cameron to be baby. He too wittle for caretaker. Maybe if he changed Beth more. (Sticks out tongue and makes raspberry noise).

My daughter is the goddess of infantilism. All of her caretakers wear eternal self cleaning diapers that don’t come off and wield double edged lightsabers.

My dust! You really do live on the website. We both posted within 2 minutes! LOL. XD Must be why you're diaper royalty.

“Who is hungry?” An Amazon Mommy said towards her adopted Littles. She had large boobs peaking out from the tight apron. “We are!” Her litter of Littles cheered running towards their Mommy. They were surprisingly compliment children all dressed in dalmatian onesies. “Now now. You’ll all have a turn” the Amazon assured as she breastfed her kids two at a time. Unfortunately, she was only able to feed half of her Littles. “Oh no! I’m out of milk.” “Waaaaaaah!” Her surprised littles cried. Suddenly the setting froze. Narrator: “Want to have a large family, but your boobs just can’t feed everyone?” An eccentric looking amazon looking similar to a mage called Silly Minx due to the rainbow colored hair and loli outfit. “Well now you can!” She holds up a pill case of the commercial’s medication. “Take MilkMaid. The hormone treatment that will reforge your body into a fountain of youth!” She zaps the Amazon mommy with her candy cane shaped staff, and the Amazon’s boobs instantly doubled in size while lactating milk. The Littles drooled and wagged their fake tails. The Littles fed until all of them were full and napping. “I still have more to give!” The Amazon Mommy said. “Now I can adopt even more kids! Thank you MilkMaid.” Narrator: “Ask your doctor before using Milkmaid, not that they’ll say no.” Wink. The TV turns off. Commercials like that were common these days. After decades of forcible altering the bodies of Littles to become more babyish, now Amazons were altering their own bodies to become stronger and more maternal. ******************************************************* Amy was finally ready. After a year of hormone therapy using MilkMaid, the Amazon felt ready to adopt her first Little. She was raised to be responsible, which is why it tormented Amy for years not being able to adopt until she was financially ready. And now that she was ready, she would make sure that whatever Little she adopted would be well fed and fat for the rest of their life. She had stalked many spots where Littles were vulnerable. Littles got adopted all the time, after all it was only natural for them to be babied. She already spent months shopping for the perfect nursery. Comparing the latest trends and gossip from her friends. Each day she placed a different diaper in her purse to be prepared. She had even breastfed one of her friend’s Littles. “My Little will want for nothing but the cutest.” Amy said in the vacant nursery squishing a five foot tall stuffed animal with her hugs. “Except for all the cute outfits I’ll dress them in. Ooooo! But which one should I pick!?!” The eyeballs of the stuffed animal were poking out. “Just the thought of caring for a little was triggering Amy and her bigger boobs. She lactated when seeing cute Littles. If she didn’t adopt one soon, she’d go insane. Today was the day she would start a family. Amy started at the park. She hid behind a tree studying her prey. Signs of Littles needing to go potty like the foolish act they were trying pretend to be grown ups. She’d stop them from using the potty, and put them in their rightful diapers on their cute tooshies. But which ones to choose? Now that it was happening, she didn’t know who to pick? Boy? Girl? Hair color? She had ideas, but Littles never tried to make themselves look the way Amazons wanted them to. And just them Amy’s heart skipped a beat as she met the ONE. She was gorgeous. The Little had blue hair tied into tiny twin tails. She wore a pink shirt that said DIAPER PRIDE on the back and HAPPINESS on the front. Her red, white, and blue skirt with blue bow on the front was more like a tutu with the cute way it did nothing to hide her diaper on the back. The plastic cover even said CHANGE ME. The Little waddled in the park with complete obliviousness with her lined hipster sunglasses and the bubble gum she blew. And for some reason she had no parent or tag meant for runaway Littles. The only thing missing from her was a pacifier. Amy knew she met her Little. She was biting her nails just seeing her little girl swing happily on the playground swing. She was a magnet for Amazon mommies. A little hyperactive, but nothing extra padding couldn’t prevent. She couldn’t let these other sluts in the park have her. The victory pose HER Little gave after jumping off the swings was explosive, that Amy began lactating. Here maternal instinct was attracted to this girl more than anything else in her entire life. She rushed towards the Little and picked her up. The Little was only 5 feet tall compared to the 13 foot tall Amazon. Amy even had a name for her new child. “You’re so cute Izzy, the way you posed for Mommy!!!” Amy said hugging her new child with all her might. “You’re going to live with me forever and ever!!” “Mommy?” Izzy said confused and looking up from Amy’s boobs. Luckily, she was still able to breath. Amy giggles and swings around. “Naughty naughty Izzy. Lucky for you I have 10 pacifiers to choose from in my purse. The teddy bear one will look perfect on you!!” Amy’s adoption of Izzy was probably a bit louder than the average Amazon, but she didn’t care. Amy was high on Izzy!! This feeling would never go away. She couldn’t even wait to go home to breastfeed Izzy. She would immediately go to the nearest bench to stamp the relationship between Amazon and Izzy, as god intended. (Funny story, there was a new religion regarding a new deity called Baby Phoenix, said to be the goddess of infantilism for Littles. But that is a story for another time). “I’m going to…” Izzy grunted as her diaper visibly expanded in the back. The Little had pooped herself from all the squeezing from the stronger Amazon. Izzy looked a little embarrassed, but more mature about it than the majority of Littles caught in an accident. Now nothing could prevent the adoption which lit stars in Amy’s eyes. Amy: “Good baby Izzy. Making boom-boom for Mommy. I have a diapee just for you right after we feed your tum-tum.” Suddenly Amy squinted with disgust. She was so close to the poopy diaper that gave off the worst odor had never smelled. Amy didn’t understand why she hated this more than anything. She had lots of experience changing the messy diapers of littles. It made her feel maternal and only strengthened her resolve to one day adopt. But Izzy’s poops just felt wrong. Like an allergic reaction bringing untold misery to Amy’s nose. Her arms shook as she started holding the dizzy Izzy farther away, but the smell wouldn’t go away. Izzy looked a bit relieved after pooping herself, but Amy felt vomit coming up. How was this possible Amy thought looking at a smiling Izzy? How was this perfect Izzy making her need to vomit? And then she dropped Izzy. Amy blacked out for a moment to the sight of her daughter Izzy crying on the ground. “Izzy I…” Amy stuttered but interrupted by vomit that she had to block. All the other Amazons could see the vomit slowly ooze out of the hand barrier. “She dropped me!!!” Izzy cried out pointing at Amy. This drew the attention of all of the Amazons, some with phones out. “How could you betray me?!” Amy thought looking at her daughter. Was she still her daughter? The smell was overcoming her maternal instincts and each second she wavered made things worse for Amy. Instinct just kicked in. Amy ran away from the situation. She didn’t even bother to pick of the purse she dropped. She just ran back to her house to empty the contents of her stomach and lay sick in the nursery she had spent months building with love. Izzy would have looked so cute in this room, but that was impossible now. “I’ll never be a mommy” Amy said crying herself to sleep. And every night for the next three months where she couldn’t even leave her house from depression. She had the boobs she wanted, but they felt useless now. Just big heavy lumps of fat with no one to relieve them. The company of MilkMaid never released any side effects to the public and 95% of reviews were positive from successful new Amazon parents. Amy was not a satisfied customer, but then she was considered an outlier. She never got a chance to adopt Izzy although the system said she was adopted shortly after. Their day at the park became a viral video on social media. Everybody say what happened and the GOOD Mommy Amazon who adopted Izzy when Amy fled. “At least she can stand a dirty diaper!!” Amy cried looking at the video in humiliation.

Called it!

Addy would be a better choice

Same. Although my method is trying to make pharmacies that sell cute ABDL diapers a thing. #phoenixpharmacy I also wanted to give back to the diaper lover community. Gone through most of the stories on daily diapers already. Not all male ones though, but that’s just my preference. Will love seeing Cameron diapered though. ??

Gee hee hee! I’d never rush you. Maybe audit you if you worked for a bank, but you’re the fastest story teller I know, next to black jade puppy on Wattpad for the super long hypnotism story. Although I’d certainly petition, if given the opportunity, for Abby to be called in as a surprise witness while dressed as a baby. Her mom would facepalm herself. Or ifCameron ended up getting adopted by Abby, she’d end up wearing diapers with him in rebellion. Sorry, into diapered mommies. Kik-kik! Oh hey!!! You actually have a mother and daughter diaper duo in the story right now. (Grand diaper party at London! And an award from Phoenix Pharmacy)! Wooo! Anyway, I’m pretty sure you’re one of the current era’s best writers for the diaper lover community. Hard to say what to call the era. Doesn’t feel like a bronze, but we would need your stories published in Barnes and Noble before we can call it Platinum era. Golden era was definetly Mistress Twilight and Pinknappies. They are great friends in DeviantArt. Other amazing writers too, but crazy politics.

Aw, you’re sweet. And cute you have the puppy boy version of my name. LOL

Maybe as a oneshot. A bit busy with Chill Out Mom!! And I did want to make a spin off sequel for Best Friends House. Not to mention it would be hard to cameo Phoenix Pharmacy, although my Gwen always dresses like a diaper lover hipster. LOL. Not to mention I don’t write as frequently as Sofia. And if you want mages, I basically have America filled with anarchist group of mages called Ghouls. Their leader Silly Minx loves sadistic infantilism/sissification. Not to mention it is very easy for her to manipulate my daughter Baby Phoenix, goddess of infantalism. Definitely going to be a huge magically war given how my son Nmia Dust endorses the Scorpio mages and my eldest daughter Fiona is marrying the leader of the Hornets, Tepeu, on 3/21/2021. Tepeu is the most powerful mage on Earth and she was the one who shrank the Amazons in my diaper dimension short I mentioned earlier. And I guess from experience I’ve certainly dressed like a diaper lover hipster. ?. The way I’ve dressed in public this month (ABDL diapers peaking at any noticeable angle from underneath a short skirt), I would be immediately kidnapped in the diaper dimension, although would appreciate the compliments I’d get. Me? ?

Not necessarily for a diaper dimension story. Usually it is a bad ending for the protagonist.

So that’s the epic plot point you hinted for chapter 30 when you posted to Patreon a few weeks ago. the diaper dimension multi verse is really sparking. I once did a diaper dimension one shot, but no where near as creative. Basically my mage just shrank the Amazons harassing her to the size of littles. I do have an idea for the diaper dimension, what if there is a group of littles that poison Amazon’s with their products and hypnotism tapes to make there sense greatly heightened and conditioned to become violently ill at the sight of diapers. And then we have their group called the Diaper Lovers, Little agents that dress like diaper lover hipsters. They don’t hide their diapers to make it easier to get adopted so they can poison their abductees. They’ll even hang out in a bar called Mother’s Milk. LOL.

Hmm... I would like to retract previous content of lack of character development. More noticeable at this point.

True words, although I consider myself to be too much of a novice to pull something as deep as this story. I like giving my characters quirky gimmicks but also their personality explored more through actions and experiences that better flow their character development. Katie: “i sure wish Mommy was this prepared in my story Chill Out Mom! I’m already 200 pages in, and I only just started wearing diapers 24/7. At least I get character development where at first I come out as a victim due to compressed love of infantalism, to a very manipulative anti-hero using diapers as a zen substitute.” And I end up switching POV between Katie and her Mom Mimi to explore both of their journeys wearing diapers for different reasons and different reactions to them. With a Baby of the Family it would be interesting to see Deborah’s thoughts. Maybe it’s more maternal and a warm feeling in wanting to baby Scott. The biggest issue with the story is lack of much character development. Sure there is karma, but very episodic plot. Now if you really want sadism humiliation the best options are always public! Geometry was a nightmare.

You are welcome!! Baby Phoenix: “Baby Mommy also posted a bio about me in a separate post! Read me to pass the Time while waiting for season 2!” i also plan to make a few short stories including a spin off called Diaper Performer, about Allison Paige from chapter 12! The story of a big reformer who suffered a terrible accident that left her paralyzed and incontinent. The journey she takes to walk and dance again until finally becoming the icon character The Goose! Maybe.

Merry Christmas baby girl!

Chill Out Mom!! Chapter 15 Doctor’s Note Mimi woke up to the sound of birds chirping just a minute before her alarm clock went off. Mimi was still groggy, but becoming more used to sleeping without her medication. It also became routine to feel that her nighttime diaper was wet again. “I’m still going to have to wear a diaper tonight” Mimi groaned as she turned off her alarm clock. She got up and yawned. Walking outside of her room she heard humming in the kitchen. Katie was finished cooking a morning breakfast. Her diaper bulge was quite noticeable underneath her new PJs. She was also wearing her squid Miyagi like a scarf. “Morning Mommy!!” Katie said looking happiest when they were together. She took Mimi by the hand and sat her down like she was royalty. “I’m glad you’re sleeping an extra 30 minutes.” “Oh yeah, I set my alarm clock differently for the weekend and forgot to change it back.” Mimi said munching on food with her food with her daughter. Mimi noticed the extra sugar in her coffee while Katie gulped down orange juice. “Oh, I’m sorry I kept you waiting. I hope the diaper isn’t feeling uncomfortable.” Katie pausing for juice: “Not completely. I mean, I’d prefer it not being wet right now, but we can wait until after breakfast. I guess after this we are trying to use the toilet again?” She gestured that sentence as a joke rather than relieve. Mimi: “And better. With the weekend over it’s back to pull ups, well for both of us.” Katie: “Pull ups?” Mimi: “At least for today. I mean they are much more discreet.” Katie: “Mommy, I don’t want you to leak again.” Mimi didn’t have a mature follow up to that. She spoke into her coffee mug. “You leaked more yesterday.” Mimi didn’t know why she felt immature this morning. Maybe she was cranky about her wet diaper. However, she was still thankful for Katie cooking her breakfast again. And maybe even more that they are talking together during it. After breakfast they both removed each other’s locking plastic pants. Mimi insisted heavily that Katie shower first so she isn’t late for school. In the meantime, Mimi took pain in tacking the garbage out. A large portion was from the diapers and pull ups the two of them had been using. “Well better than washing cloth diapers” Mimi thought, but still pulled away from the smell. She made sure to hide the dirty diapers from showing to the neighbors. After Katie left the bathroom in a robe and pull up, Mimi enjoyed her shower to start the day. It was refreshing, but she needed to minimize her time to prioritize moisturizers, conditioner, and post shower make-up and hair dry. Be it strange she didn’t want her body to look gross to her doctor. She was going to walk outside her house looking her best. She also came out the bathroom wearing a pull up and robe. In front of her was Katie. Mimi: “Katie?! Why are you still here? You’ll miss the bus.” Katie: “Just wanted to give you your lunch and this.” She gives her a big hug. It felt warm. Call it weird but Mimi felt more pampered and younger than ever. “Good luck today Mommy. Just know, that no matter what happens at the doctor’s, will change nothing between us.” Before Mimi had a chance had a chance to respond, Katie was clumsily running out of the house with her backpack towards her bus stop. ******************************************* Mimi made sure to go to the bathroom before leaving for her doctor appointment. Since she was wearing a pull-up, she was confident enough to wear jeans that went well with an orange blouse. She even switched her earrings. Katie had her ears pierced too, but Mimi sighed in her daughter’s tacky taste in them. She had never gone to the doctor due to bedwetting before, even as a kid, so she didn’t know what to expect. It was an annoying wait in the lobby as she arrived early. Mimi took the opportunity to keep up with the news on her phone. She usually kept up to date on technology developments and new software that could enhance her business. “Hmm, definitely not going to make election software in the future. Pretty sure they made a movie of this exact conspiracy over a decade ago.” Mimi thought reading an article. This was always common for a workaholic such as herself. Working even during breaks. However, her focus began to wander to unrelated stuff. She ended up clicking on an add that forwarded her to the Walmart website with random stuff. “Hmm, Walmart’s diapers aren’t as impressive as Phoenix Pharmacy’s.” Mimi twitched and looked around in panic, superstitious that just thinking about the pharmacy would summon the eccentric staff out of thin air. “Why did I have to think that?” That wasn’t the only thing she regretted. She still felt twitchy that she had no time to react to her pull up growing warm. It wasn’t full stream so it could likely survive another full wetting, but Mimi was panicked at the loss of control. Mimi just had a public accident at her doctor’s office. She hoped nobody could hear it. “Ms. Everest” A nurse said to her outside her peripheral vision that spooked her a bit. “Please follow me.” She led Mimi into the patient room. Like most patient rooms, patients are meant to sit on a cushioned table with wide paper role in case of leaks. Mimi’s legs would be dangling. With the wet pull up, this was the first time she felt like she was on a changing table at a doctor’s office. The nurse handed Mimi a water bottle. “Sorry for the wait. There are some delays so it might be another 15 minutes before the doctor is ready. The doctor wanted you to drink all of this before then.” With that Mimi was left alone. Mimi thought: “This would be a good chance to find the bathroom. Should I change out of this pull up?” She gulped about half of the water bottle while pondering. She only brought one spare. After 10 minutes of stalling and having finished her water bottle. In her mind she was scarred to of the idea of lying to her doctor or having people notice her pull-up bulge. “Screw it” Mimi said. She stood up to take off her jeans. The pull up had taken some damage, but probably wouldn’t last another wetting. She figured she had enough privacy inside here. Suddenly the door opened. The doctor was looking down at a medical chart. “Thank you for coming Ms. Everest. Let’s do our best to help you.” She looked familiar when she looked up to see the exposed Mimi sporting her wet pull-up. Mimi: “Tsubaki?!” She tried to hide her pull up in embarrassment. Tsubaki looked happy to see her friend. “Mimi! I thought the name looked familiar.” It felt pointless for Mimi to cover herself given her history with Tsubaki yesterday. “Small world I guess.” She shuddered. “What are you doing here? You’re not my doctor.” Tsubaki made sure the door was closed so it was only them. “Your previous doctor took an early retirement and I was hired to replace their clients on short notice.” Mimi: “Oh, so that’s the job you were talking about yesterday.” She was blushing and trying to pull her jeans back up.” Tsubaki waved: “Oh no, keep them off. And sit down and relax. We’re friends, but don’t let yourself feel nervous. I’ve seen plenty of people in your position.” “Okay” Mimi said softly sitting down. She looked like a toddler ready to be changed. The vulnerability and her health in Tsubaki’s medical hands. Tsubaki washed her hands and placed on rubber gloves: “I know this may seem weird, but just want you to know that anything here is strictly confidential. The procedure was longer than most check-ups. There were follow-ups to conversations they had yesterday as well as new medical questions like her medications and allergies. Mimi answered them to the best of her ability. There was small talk in between to make Mimi more comfortable. There were other procedures like examining the vagina and prostate. Mimi even explained her strange ticks that occurred before the daytime accidents which Tsubaki thoroughly noted in her file. Eventually, Tsubaki handed Mimi I small bottle. Tsubaki: “I’ll need you to fill this with your pee. I hope you’ll be able to go, but that’s why I give my patients water to drink before this test.” She chuckled. Mimi blushed and said nothing. She was escorted to the bathroom and was able to fill the bottle with her pee. Once closed she was able to clean herself up and put on a fresh pull-up that would hopefully be kept dry for the rest of the day. Mimi handed the bottle to Tsubaki as requested. “Here.” Tsubaki: “Thank you. Normally it would take a few days to complete, but for you I can do it in 30 minutes if you’d kindly wait.” Mimi: “Sure.” She was prepared to spend that time on her phone. Tsubaki turned around: “Oh almost forgot. I was also looking at Katie’s medical records that were attached to yours. It didn’t mention anything about her CONDITION that we talked about yesterday.” Mimi gulped. Her lie was exposed! Of course, there was no car accident that left her daughter incontinent. It seemed like a good story at the time yesterday because how was she supposed to know that her new friend was going to be her new doctor?! “Well you see about that…” Tsubaki chuckled and waved it off. “Not to worry. The last doctor had a few record deviations and we’re spending some overtime correctly updating the system.” “It is?” Mimi asked surprised. Tsubaki was typing on her computer. “Not to worry. I just edited her profile. I’m not telling anyone about that either.” Mimi: “That’s good, for her I mean.” Tsubaki: “I mean except the school.” Mimi: “Say what?” Tsubaki: “Yeah, it was a system you two signed when she started high school to help the school infirmary in case of emergencies. Although I’m sure Katie is used to some areas.” Mimi gulped. “Oh no no no.” Tsubaki patted Mimi on the shoulder. “I’m sorry about that, but everything will be fine.” With that a panicked Mimi was left alone in the room twiddling her thumbs imagining her daughter suffer the consequences of her lies. She buried her face in her hands feeling like the worst mother in the world. ****************************************** Katie tried to go through her morning with a zen mind, despite catching up on homework and studying. The math quiz was during her 4th period, so she had time in between classes. The only thing she wished for was to wear diapers instead of pull ups. She also barely had time to catch up with Melody. They shared math class together. Melody: “I have no earthly idea about anything for this test. Spiritually I claim I have the answers, just not the tunnel to flood my test paper.” Katie: “Same. The weekend was so much fun that studying just passed me by.” Melody: “Then let us breeze through failure together.” She crosses her fingers. Katie: “Is it failure if we tried our best?” Melody: “So true.” Katie also needed to pee. She wanted to use her pull-up, but she needed to wait until Mommy finished her plan to impact her diaper usage at school. She turned off her phone so it wouldn’t go off and get her detention. During the middle of the test the intercom made this message. “KATIE EVEREST. PLEASE COME UP TO THE NURSE’S OFFICE.” Katie’s classmates looked at her with confusion before going back to her test. Katie was also confused of why she was called, but called it as a blessing in disguise given that she could postpone her test. She turned her in test into the teacher, given a hall pass, and ordered to come back during lunch to finish it. Katie walked towards the nurse’s office happy to know what may await her. Except for a surprise emergency vaccination, not that she was afraid of needles, just needles are annoying in general. Also, the paradox that using them once increases pollution, but using it multiple times risks AIDS. There is no good argument for the environmentalists to use. Either way, she had more study time. The infirmary wasn’t fancy, but had the simple look and equipment you would expect a high school to have. There was also privacy. Katie signed for her appointment and was greeted within minutes. The former omorashi in Katie made her avoid going to the potty. “Thank you for coming Katie. Sorry to pull you away from class.” The nurse shook Katie’s hands. Katie gave a warm smile back. “No inconvenience at all. What did you call me her for?” Katie was led into the soundproof office portion of the infirmary that allowed privacy while discussing medical issues. The nurse typed a bit on the computer and pulled up Katie’s file. The nurse: “We received an update to your medical file this morning from your new doctor, Dr. Pynn.” “Tsubaki Pynn?” Katie vaguely remembering Mommy’s new friend’s last name. She didn’t recall her being her doctor, but maybe the universe just made Tsubaki her new doctor. How exciting and enlightening. “Correct” the nurse said after double checking the name. “Now the medical professional change was quite recent so we just want to confirm the new information with you.” “Okay” Katie said curious what Tsubaki said about her. She did remember signing a form in freshman year to share medical information from her doctor. Of course, it is weird to talk about your body with a stranger. “Thank you” the nurse said trying to be as sincere as possible. “According to the update you’ve been having continence issues and using ‘alternate underwear’ to treat it.” Katie: “Alternate what?” The nurse coughs. “Diapers.” The nurse continued before Katie could respond. “Now I know this is a sensitive issue, but just know that the school is here to discreetly help you with your needs.” Katie was speechless: “Uuuuuugh.” Katie thought: “What the zen? Am I dreaming? I had nothing to do with this. Wait..” She remembered how she spent her day at the zoo with Tsubaki yesterday. Not only did Tsubaki see them in diapers, but Katie and Mommy used their diapees plenty of times around her. Plus Mommy told Tsubaki that she was incontinent, although sadly temporarily. Too many unlikely events leading towards this moment, yet still plausible in her favor. This was outside of her plans. There was no control on her part, anything could happen if she went too fast. But was the chaos such a bad thing? Going with the flow is the zen way. No! Babies had no true control! And Katie was one of the cutest babies in the school. This was an opportunity that may never come again. The end of potties. Katie proceeded to pee herself. She didn’t care if the nurse looking away could hear the pissing noise or if the pull-up even leaked. She was a baby and proud of it. Katie enjoyed the warm feeling. There was a short silence as the nurse clearly wasn’t going to bring it up. As usual Katie had to improvise. Katie tried not to sound excited. “Yes. I’ve tried to keep it hidden, but I’ve been using them for awhile now.” Show a frown. “Still trying to handle it, but I still have daily accidents.” The nurse gives her tissues expecting tears, but Katie just blew her nose. Nurse: “There there. Don’t feel embarrassed. There are plenty of people with your condition.” Katie curious: “In this school?” The nurse deflects the questions. “I can’t answer that for confidentiality reasons. Just know that your secret is safe and her to accommodate for your needs.” Katie: “Thanks. How so?” The nurse spent a few minutes going over everything needed to know. Katie would be able to come to the nurse’s office to change her diapers. Her teachers would be informed and Katie could just ask to use the bathroom as an excuse and they would be unable to refuse her a pass. Katie could also change into her gym uniform at the infirmary. Katie: “Will I have to provide my own diapers.” Nurse: “We have a few, but we recommend bringing your own for us to have on hand. Do you need our facility to…change?” The nurse was trying their best, but neutrally discussing awkward body situations with students never gets any easier. Katie was starting to open up with the nurse if it meant at-school diapee changes. She even took the opportunity to read her name tag. Jackie. So, she would be changed by Nurse Jackie. “Yup. I’m afraid so.” She lifted up her skirt to reveal her wet pull-up. The cute pictures were disappearing and it nearly leaked. “I’ve been trying to use pull-ups, but I might need to switch back to the tape diapers since they hold more. I’m still new to it so…” The nurse nods. “Understood. Unfortunately, I’m not legally allowed to change you until both you and your parent/guardian sign the agreement.” Katie tilted her head: “Both of us.” She dropped her skirt. Nurse Jackie: “Correct. We sent an email to your mom who is listed as your primary contact and guardian. We’ll need her to sign before we enforce it. In the meantime you can sign now.” She hands Katie a stylis used the electronic I-pad thingy the modern day signatures are done on. “Sure” Katie gulped not knowing what to say to Mommy about it. Never-the-less, Katie signed her cursive signature on the pad. Mommy had a signature stylis too, but had yet to purchase an I-pad. It also looked like she wouldn’t be getting diaper changed by a nurse today. “I have a spare pull up in by backpack. Can I change in here today?” Nurse Jackie smiled. “Of course.” Katie’s binder gets heavy every once in awhile, so she prefers carrying her backpack around instead of straining her arm. Of course, she carries the bare minimum during the day and stuffs the rest in her locker. Katie walks into the private infirmary bathroom that only has one toilet. Much cleaner than the other school bathrooms. “Eeeeee” Katie squealed while biting her lip in joy. She also did a lame dork dance to celebrate. She had a chance to look herself in the mirror. She felt younger, cuter, and best of all happier. “I’m never using the potty at school again.” After a quick change Katie was happy to be dry and start her new school life as the weird zen girl who secretly wears diapers. Well diapers would come later this week. For know she would make do with fashion pull ups like the used one she just threw in the trash. Don’t worry, she remembered to wash her hands. Katie walked back into the halls hoping to back full use of extra time. Katie: “Hmm, Nurse Jackie mentioned she emailed Mommy. Probably should check in with her.” She turned her phone back on to see her inbox blown up from Mommy the past half hour. Many concerned about Mommy’s story to Tsubaki. Katie considered calling Mommy, but couldn’t think of what to say oral-wise. She sent a quick text before getting before contemplating if it is cheating to study for a math test she already saw the questions for. She certainly didn’t want to tip the scales negatively. For now she had a radical idea for today’s Zen club. She took out her bottle of laxatives and giggled. *********************************** Mimi had spent the past half an hour trying to contact her daughter. She was even stress drinking! That’s right, she refilled her water bottle with water from the sink for her dry throat. “Is her phone off?!” Mimi thought. “Okay, schools are pretty strict about phones. Grr! Curse the public-school system!” She eventually noticed the email from the school regarding Katie’s condition. “Permission for…Oh hell no!!” She slaps herself a few times in the forehead. She would have thrown something, but she didn’t want to wreak Tsubaki’s workplace. Before her fingers bled, she finally got a text message from Katie. It had a couple emojis. “Had an int (interesting) appointment at the nurse’s office” Mimi read the text. “Agreed to their conditions because I didn’t want Mommy to get in trouble. Need you to sign something later. Talk more after school. Love you Mommy.” Mimi thought: “What in the…?” What was Katie thinking? Wearing diapers at home, public, and the zoo were one thing. Why, why did Katie need to risk wearing diapers full time at school? This made no sense. Oh no, I lied to my doctor and it impacts school. Was a social service agent at the school? Did I unfairly place Katie in a position where it is either wearing humiliating diapers at schools or be taken away from me? I need to come clean. No! The damage has been done. We’re in too deep! But Katie is a smart girl who’s perfectly potty trained. She’ll be out in no time. We’re both going to be out of diapers soon.” Within a few minutes Tsubaki was back with the results. Mimi was on the edge of her seat with anticipation. It was bad that Tsubaki was looking away first. Tsubaki gave a professional neutral doctor tone: “After the quick test, I can safely say there is nothing wrong with your diet, prostate or kidneys.” Mimi nods her head to the good news. “That’s good. But what exactly is the problem?” Tsubaki: “You mentioned that you stopped taking your sleeping pill medication for your insomnia?” Mimi: “Yeah?” Tsubaki gives I’m sorry I’m about to give you bad news look before tilting her head to the side out of habit. “That was the problem I noticed. Normally I’d have a brochure or slide show to explain, but I didn’t have the 3 days. Anyway, your specific medication was too strong to stop all at once. You were meant to request a weaker dosage to wean you off before we normally stop. Was there a warning on the pill bottle you used?” Mimi looked down in shame. “I didn’t look. It was a big impulse move. Why?” Tsubaki types in notes on her computer. “Based on the twitching it appears you’re suffering medication withdrawals.” Mimi nearly bit her tongue. “Withdrawals?!” She was thinking of cocaine and heroin users going through huge withdrawals at rehab centers. The clips they show from HBO. “No, nothing like those types of withdrawals” Tsubaki said shooing away the delusional thought bubble over Mimi’s head. “Researched side effects include daytime accidents and bedwetting. Not the most common, but you’re lucky that your sleep is stabilizing. I’d also recommend continuing to hydrate as much you did at the zoo. Also, to continue to eat full meals even if you aren’t feeling hungry.” Mimi was confused. “But my bedwetting started before I flushed my pills.” Tsubaki does NOT look away. “I’m afraid I don’t have answers at the moment. Until we go through the withdrawal period, the only answer I have right now is stress.” Mimi gulped: “How long is the withdrawal period?” Tsubaki looks away. “According to research, the withdrawals peak for incontinence symptoms at 2 months, with an average 1 month of recovery. I’m afraid too much time has passed to use a weaker medication.” “3 months?!” Mimi exclaimed standing up. “Am I supposed to wear diapers for 3 months?” Tsubaki: “Oh you know 3 months will fly bye in a flash.” Fun fact, Tsubaki is incapable of snapping. Mimi starts panting heavily as she paces back in forth around the room. Protocol would require some manhandling, but Tsubaki didn’t want to assault her new friend. She is mumbling to herself. Tsubaki grabs Mimi’s hand to calm her down. “It’ll be okay. Lots of people have survived temporary incontinence. “I CANNOT SURVIVE INCONTINENCE!!” Mimi screamed gripping Tsubaki’s shoulders and looking like a crazy person that teenagers would post as a meme on Instagram. The scream literally blows enough wind to move Tsubaki’s hair with the force of a typhon. The scary expression on Mimi’s face was actually a twitch attack. A huge flood escaped into her pull up. It was too much! The flooding leaked into her jeans with the stain spreading to the floor. This is the worst day of her life. In a nightmare that would make her miserable tomorrow and tomorrow forever more with only lonely days ahead. Tears flowed down her eyes ruining her make up. “I’m sorry.” She sits down on the table crying like a baby. “I’m sorry. My life is messed up right now. The bedwetting came out of nowhere, I had an accident at a client, and I feel like I have no control in my life! I don’t want to make fun of anyone else who wears diapers but I feel like if I keep wearing diapers, I’m letting Katie down and that she won’t ever get out of diapers. I know I haven’t been the best person the past few years and that’s on me. But I’m trying to be better. I’m trying oh so hard and learning new ways to be happy. But I feel like this is the start of me breaking apart. I’ll keep crumbling and peeing myself until I die alone and obsolete!” She buries her crying face into her palms. Tsubaki wasn’t a doctor right now. She was a woman looking at another woman. And the woman in front of her needed comfort. She sat next to Mimi making sure to avoid the pee puddle. Tsubaki: “You know in my experience when I have a day or month, I like to enjoy a nice bath with a fresh bottle of wine and relax to the sound of death metal.” Mimi looks at Tsubaki weird. “Or forest sounds. Death metal karaoke isn’t for everyone.” Mimi: “I’ll go to death metal karaoke if you like.” Tsubaki: “I mean we don’t need to go now. This is more of a cheer up speech.” Mimi: “Yeah, I’ve been getting a lot from my daughter lately. God, that girl handles these issues better than me.” Her make up is still a mess, but at least the tears have stopped flowing. Tsubaki: “At least you’ve calmed down.” Mimi: “Honestly, it helps that you’re both a friend and a doctor. After whining about my situation for over a week, I think I’m past the crying will solve it eventually phase of my diapers. It’s a good thing I landed a good client to pay for the next few months.” Tsubaki: “That’s the spirit! It’s just a temporary thing.” She pats Mimi on the back. “Now how are why going to get you out of here?” She’s scratching her chin. Mimi: “Say what?” She looks down at her jeans and, even worse, the small piss puddle she left on the floor. “Ooooh shit. Sorry about that.” >///< Tsubaki: “Oh I’ll just tell the janitor a kid did it. She looks outside the hallway quickly closes the door. “Dang. If only there was an influenza going on that greatly decreased the number of people in a room or at least required everyone to wear masks. Unless…” Mimi: “I’m not just going to walk outside like this. I think my pull-up is still dripping.” Tsubaki looks at a map on her phone. “Okay, you stay put, and I’ll be back in less than a minute.” More than two minutes later. “Okay I’m back and I have what you need.” Tsubaki said bringing in clothes and a trash bag. “Just know that this is on loan and I need them back like tomorrow.” “Thanks. No one has ever been this helpful.” Mimi said looking at her clothes. It was the stereotypical light blue nurse’s outfit. Not the sexy white ones from the black and white movies. The ones with pants that feel like plastic. A fitting disguise. Hidden in the clothes was a white medical diaper that Tsubaki grabbed from the supply closet. Mimi raised her eyebrow. “Really?” Tsubaki snorted. “I think you know why.” Mimi sighed. “Fine.” Tsubaki left the room to give Mimi privacy to change, even though she teased that she already seen her in much cuter diapers yesterday. As promised Mimi carefully cleaned herself up and placed on the diaper before the outfit. She placed her clothes inside the trash bag which she carefully tucked inside the shirt. If anybody asked, she was having Katie’s sibling. Tsubaki gave a thumbs up and assured that the billing was already handled in advance. Mimi shook her friend’s hand. “Thank you for everything. And yes, I would love to go to death metal karaoke or whatever you call it.” Tsubaki hugged her for that. With her disguise, Mimi paced herself outside. When she was in the lobby she said. “I’m going on break!” Thinking that lowered suspicion. Mimi wasted no time in driving back home after the bad day. She would be taking the afternoon off after the bad news, and make up a lot of work this week. She undressed and set up the bathtub using Katie’s herbs. She bought Katie a bunch of toys yesterday so her daughter would not be able to complain. She took a random song from Katie’s playlist, strangely by The Weekend, and spent the next few hours chilling out in the bathtub enjoying a bottle of sweet Berringer wine, accepting that she will be diapers for a while. ****************************** “I’m a star boy” Katie hummed the Weekend song. She was able to reconnect with Melody at the next period. Although she couldn’t out right saw what happened in the classroom, she did take the opportunity to show Melody pictures from her zoo day. Melody’s favorite was from the zoo day. The pictures of the amusement park section of the zoo gave Melody a strange vibe. “I was seduced by bad temptations while there that had some regrets” Katie admitted. Melody gasped. “But I rather not talk about it right now.” Melody respected that. After that period, Katie went to finish the test she skipped. The infirmary trip was a blessing as the good vibes she was feeling calmed her down, so she only needed 10 minutes to complete the test. A 100% victory no matter what her grade would end up being. It was time for Katie to celebrate. Before heading to the Zen clubroom, Katie went to the bathroom to try her laxative medication she purchased from Phoenix Pharmacy. She never used it on herself, but she thought it would be an excellent practice for today’s Zen meeting. Diapers just make everything better. Even poopy diapees. Katie saw the weirdest thing at the Zen club door. Melody was being pulled out by the ear by a teacher. The club must be in trouble. Were they already on their third strike? How did the first two violations even count!? “Ow, ow let go” Melody complained barely keeping balance due to her leaning angle her hair made. Katie was contemplating acting as an anchor, but grabbing Melody’s hand would likely create a more painful tug of war that Katie was not willing to comedically inflict on her best friend. So she decided to just follow. However, as social outcasts and Melody’s protesting outbursts, caused a big scene for the rest of their peers. “Ooo, looks like the hippie girl finally got in trouble” A cheerleader commented snarky. “News flash! Woodstock ended decades ago!” Melody gives a serious peace sign: “Ow! I. Ow! Am a 3rd generation hippie. Ow. Oh hi Katie. I think the government is trying to shut us down.” Katie finally catching up to the meany-face teacher. “Please ma’am. Melody did nothing wrong.” The teacher looks at Katie with a scary glare. “You with you club?” Katie shivered: “Um, yes.” And with that both girls were dragged to the principal’s office meant to wait on their hinnie’s next to each other for the principal to arrive. The principal wasn’t a dictator, but if you had to be dragged in, you were definitely in trouble. Katie’s tummy was rumbly and not because she should eat lunch more often. Katie: “Soooooo, why are we in trouble?” Melody: “I don’t know. The teacher was there when I got to the club room. The other members were shoed away. No wait they were behind me in the lunch line.” Katie whispered: “You bought food at the cafeteria?” Melody: “It was gourmet pretzel day. Who wouldn’t be there?” Katie: “I missed pretzel day?!” An outside secretary told them to quiet down. “Swrry. I missed a lot. I hope nothing bad happens.” Melody gives a thumbs up. “Fear not, the school has no reason to harm a club as low maintenance as ours. I’m sure there is nothing wrong.” And with that Melody jinxed it. The laxatives were kicking in for Katie, and she nearly bit here tongue holding it in. Although she had no intention on holding it in for long. The door screeched open like those in haunted houses. Only two people in this school opened doors that way. The student council president and… “Thank you, Mr. Prez” Entered in the principal finishing a chat with the student council president. “I’ll be sure to take that into consideration for the next committee meeting. However, please stop skipping non-free period classes for student affairs. Your teachers worry about you.” The Principal closed the door. Katie did not like the bad premonition the double door openers brought. Katie wasn’t a fan of the student council president for reasons she could not explain except for an odd aura. “Sorry for the wait” the Principal said sitting down and reorganizing papers. However, the principal did not seem in a good mood to see them. “I’ll try to make this quick so you can finish your free period. There have been a few requests from the Student Council to audit your club, Zen Society.” Melody: “So good of them to assist us.” She blinks a few times trying to remember what happens during an audit. “I assume that means budget increase.” A classic negotiation move that helped Melody form the Zen society; merging with a different club, winning club space in a school lottery, and a student council president accidentally approving a higher than needed budget because they thought they were approving a more popular club. Yup, a lucky contract negotiator Melody is. I mean who can say no to her? The principal laughs. “Ha! Of course not. In fact, it has come to my attention that the club is overspending on unnecessary expenses.” This vocabulary shook Melody and Katie as their principal was currently channeling the spirit of “The Man” right now, which is a lot of what they stand against. Katie objects: “That cannot be true. The Zen Society is about minimalism and has no use for money.” Principal: “Including only 4 members for a large room and buying 10 new yoga mats this year.” Melody: “We recently got a new member. After we win, we’ll have at least double that from popularity. My parents’ friend even made sure our mileage on the expense reports were correct. I doubt there is anything you can find, although we thank you for caring enough to do so. Right, let’s go Katie.” Principal: “Not so fast.” She pulls out one of the club’s new diapers and changing supplies that made Katie and Melody’s eyes open wide open. “Our janitor noticed a foul odor coming from the clubroom. Upon inspection he found a bag of unwashed diapers with notes calling this New Uniform. And with this price (affordable but the bag said over $60 due to their size and quantity) and company logo without approval by the student council. You better have a good explanation for this blah blah blah…” Katie was zooning out because she pooped a bit after seeing the diapee. “I feel like we’re in trouble, but it sounds more like grown up talking from Charlie Brown.” She thought. The words were gibberish to her and she found no reason to hold back her poo even though a grown up was talking. She knew she should care for manners reasons, but holding it in had no merit at this point. The laxative made the poop come out soft and a little damp into the seat of her pull up. If it leaked, so be it, she would just be changed into something cuter. No sound or grunts needed as Katie was one with the universe that involved filling her pull up. Katie was smiling and thinking. “Wonder if the principal will change me into that diapee? Hee hee. Then she’ll stop yelling at Melody.” “And furthermore, it is my opinion that without a reason for this product…” The principal said nearly done with her rant towards a Melody whom broke a single sweat. “I actually need them” Katie interrupted. Melody and the Principal looked at her with confusion. Katie held Melody’s hand tightly and their friendship synced them up to 80% of the plan. Or more like Melody had enough information to understand it on improv. “Call the nurse. She’ll verify them.” She sends a message to Melody with hand squeezing. Melody: “Ugh, that’s right! And the Zen Society has been wearing them to support Katie on this recent development and in an ingenious plan, made them our new uniform for the competitions in a month!” “Yeah and if you don’t believe me, I really need to get changed” Katie said in frenzy as she proceeded to stand up and lift her skirt in front of her principal exposing her messy pull up that was beginning to sag. “>///<” Katie felt naughty for doing that as she immediately sat down spreading the mess and making the odor noticeable for a moment. The principal was dumbfounded. “Please sit outside. I need to make a call.” Katie: “Can I…” Principal: “Not another word!” Katie and Melody: “…” It was an awkward five minutes. Both ended up thanking each other for backing the other and hugged each other. Although Katie was pissed about waiting for a diapee change. Melody believed they would pull through it. When they were called back in, they were asked to stay standing. Principal: “After confirming with the nurse and since the ‘supplies’ were donated, I have no choice but to approve on the new uniform.” “Yippee!” Katie thought. “On the condition that your group wins the next competition and doubles membership before regionals” the Principal continues. “In the meantime, the janitorial staff shall clean the incontinence products in order to keep the group’s privacy.” Turns out the principal was sweet after all. “We will still need everything signed by next week.” Melody nodded: “Thank you ma’am. We will do whatever is needed.” Principal: “Good. Now please clean up before next period. The supplies are back in the clubroom if needed. And expect a visit from the student council in the future.” The hallway was empty when they got out, meaning classes were likely going to start again soon. Katie felt ready to celebrate and Melody wouldn’t stop holding her hand. She seemed out of breath. Melody: “That was scary.” Katie giggled: “Yeah. We zenned the principal.” Melody: “You’ve outzenned me. Maybe you should be the president.” Katie sticks her tongue out. “Never. I don’t trust anyone else.” Melody looks down at Katie’s noticeable diaper bulge. “Can I at least offer a diaper change as thanks?” Katie’s eyes lit up. “Wreally? I’m out of pull-ups, so can we use the club ones?” Melody nods and escorts her to the clubroom by holding her hand. Melody had greatly improved in diaper changing because of her weekend experimentations. Melody had her own gentle touch, that was like a twin sister. Katie felt safe to be a little baby around her best friend. Melody: “My Katie, you are more ticklish than I remembered.” Katie in baby talk: “Thwanks for changing me.” She hugs Melody. Melody: “Amazing how into your inner child you’ve become. I’m envious and nervous about the ability to regress that far, and if I should. Oh, and you’re welcome. You make great practice.” Katie: “Well I hope to experience being a baby even more!” Her thick diapee barely got covered by the skirt and she didn’t care! “Thanks to destiny moving the universe I no longer need to use the potty at school!” Melody: “That is a true miracle. We need to log this for future generations of the zen to learn from. Also, if we’re going to win, we’ll all need to be able to do what you did at the principal’s office without even thinking. Of course, we are forbidden to use drugs for assistance. Especially after the recorded marijuana incident of 1994.” Katie nods just as the bell rings. “And we are late. Let us walk to the next class and find a way to avoid getting yelled at by the teacher. Our record is 8-2 right now for no detention for lateness.” Melody helped Katie up and helped her walk to class due to the excessive diaper bulge that needed constant readjusting of the skirt to hide the diaper. Katie was able to readjust her mental age once they got to class, although that did not stop her from peeing whenever she needed to go. The club diapee didn’t even sag with how little that happened. There were a few odd looks from the peers due to the club inspection. There would be a few rumors, but the Zen Society was used to being known as weirdos and the two friends were great at ignoring them. It only fueled their separation from the physical realm of worries! Melody even helped Katie to her bus. There had been no incidence in people seeing her diaper and Katie matured herself enough to be left alone. Katie felt queen of the world! And if she had her way all people would be wearing diapees! It wasn’t until her stop that she let her guard down, a cute guy probably strong enough to carry Katie, maybe, saw a quick glance of her diapee when she got out. His only reaction was to blush a face as red as a tomato. However, that is a story for another day. Katie felt at peace underneath the light rain. She thought “I waited the entire bus ride and even sipped my bottle (a regular water bottle) the moment I saw it raining.” Katie loved rainy days and, even though she needed these days anymore, she peed her diapee there on the corner not even checking if the bus left or not. She enjoyed her warm wetting underneath a cool pour as a light breeze lifted her skirt up a bit like in the movies. “I love my diapees” Katie proclaimed as she merrily skipped home. ********************************************************* Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap. The sound on keyboard roared like a raging thunder with how hard Mimi was pounding on it. Mimi’s mind and hands were synced up at over 150 words per minute as she continued to type website code. Mimi had enjoyed her earlier herb bath, but after 3 glasses of wine, she decided she didn’t want another drunk night with Gwen. It certainly eased the tension her awaiting conversation with Katie. However, Mimi still had work responsibilities, although that didn’t stop her from wearing her favorite robe. She even embraced her new lifestyle and just wore a thick night diaper underneath, figuring that she can still pull it down to use the toilet, especially with the amount wine she drank. However, she could not do work drunk, and also needed to work much faster, so she prepared her emergency concoction she learned in college. Mimi: “Okay. Just fill this thermos with coffee, 10% is sugar, and also two mini-bottles of 6 hours energy. Then shake a bunch (shaking like a bartender) and an unholy mixture of quick energy.” Her experience told her that it had a 2/3s chance of working and 1/3rd chance of puking. She gulped the whole drink down in one sitting, needing to pound her chest to keep it down. She felt hyperactivity throughout her entire body that motivated her to pound on her keyboard until it broke. That was what it was like for the last 3 hours as Mimi was able to do 8 hours-worth of work in that time. Monitoring of client firewalls were up to date and were working efficiently. She computer doodled a draft for updating a client’s homepage. And also began experimenting with brighter colors and new risky code for some clients. Of course, after 3 hours she began to cool down when she needed to sprint towards the bathroom to pee. Even though she made it she squirted a little in her diaper. “Phew” Mimi said relieved. “That was a close one. I almost didn’t make it. Good thing I’m not wearing locking panties.” Now that Mimi had cooled down, she started procrastinating. She began playing with the Putt-Putt toy she set up on her desk, sometimes playing the Putt-Putt computer game on her over scream on using FaceBook. In her intoxicated state, thanks to another glass of wine, she ended up sending a friend request to Gwen from Phoenix Pharmacy after sending one out to Tsubaki. Gwen was very quick to send a private message. Gwen: “Thank you for the friend request diaper girl. Look forward to learning more. Kik-kik. I’ll even throw in VIP access at my store. Also, my job offer is still open!!” Mimi shivered as she is starting to think Gwen has a crush on her. The shivering also led to another wet diaper that was nowhere close to needing a change. Mimi could hear the door open. She took a final sip of her wine knowing it was Katie. “I’m home Mommy!” Katie said in the background. Mimi walked to the living room to see her daughter wet from the rain. “Katie! What happened to you?” Mimi reacted to seeing her daughter looking wet and trying to grab a towel. Not that Katie was made of sugar, but enough rain hit Katie to mess up the pigtails and make her bra seeable. “I keep telling you to carry an umbrella.” “Sorry Mommy” Katie said drying herself off. “Although I never let it bother me. So how was your day.” There was 5 seconds of awkward silence before Mimi responded. “How about you change clothes first and then we’ll talk…I’ll make tea.” Katie nodded. Mimi was no tea expert, but luckily her coffee maker was with the right pods she buys for Katie. Of course, Katie has complained that she knew how to use it better, whatever that’s supposed to mean. Katie came back with a new shirt on and repaired hairstyle. She sipped her hot tea while they both sat on the couch, not knowing who should go speak first. As the parent, Mimi knew it was her job too, right after a sip of wine to ease the tension. Mimi: “Now I heard about the alert from school and I’m sure you have a lot of questions. Just know I will do everything in my power to help with whatever you want done about it.” Katie: “Yeah, about the…” Mimi interrupted. “Please let me finish. You remember Tsubaki yesterday? Also, that tiny (poses squinted fingers) white lie I told, that you said you were okay with, about you being temporarily incontinent?” “Yeah?” Katie said confused about the question. Mimi: “Well turns out my new friend is also my new doctor.” She noticed that Katie was not as surprised given how she did not dramatically spit out her tea mid sip. Katie: “Go on.” With that Mimi told her story of what happened at the doctor’s office this morning. This included Tsubaki informing the school about Katie’s ‘problem.’ This was confirmed about Katie’s story about how she was called to the nurse’s office about it during a test, the details she was given, and that she just complied with everything pending adult approval needed for access to the nurse’s office full time. At the end of it, they were able to chuckle about the irony of the situation. Mimi gulped and held Katie’s hands. “I am so sorry that I did this to you. I guess I can accept that I will need diapers for a lot longer, but I cannot allow myself to let this impact you any further.” Katie raised her eyebrow. “I also know that you’re old enough to make your own decisions. I can’t force my will on you like I did that night I first found you in a diaper. If you want out of diapers I’ll come clean, but just know there are consequences to wearing diapers to school. They’ll expect you to use them and there is a high chance that people who aren’t your friends will find notice them. You will be bullied for it by others if you continue to do so. And as your mother, I don’t want you to wear diapers just for my sake. If you just want to support me it can just be at home and outside in certain circumstances. I’ve really enjoyed the support you’ve given me.” Katie started to cry. “I’m swrry Mommy.” Mimi: “No Katie, I was the one apologizing.” Katie wipes away her tears. “I know I said that I was doing this for just you, but I also wanted to use it as a chance to spend more time together and ease tension between us.” Mimi: “And we have. And that still doesn’t mean we won’t be able to hang out together or have other zoo days, maybe less diapers next time.” Katie: “What I mean is that I’ve been using diapers for myself just as much as you. I’ve had a few accidents while wearing them, as you know, and sometimes on purpose, >///<, like during the weekend. After the experience, I can’t fully say I hate wearing diapers.” Mimi tilted her head. “What are you trying to say.” Katie lifts up her skirt and it was not the same pull up she got changed into this morning. In fact, it was the thickest diaper Mimi had ever seen, that it was a miracle that Mimi hadn’t noticed. It was also green and may have been used a few times based on the angle of the sitting sag. Katie: “I told Melody about me wearing diapers last week and we ended up surfing the idea of wearing them during zen competitions for…reasons. In the end we ended up buying these cloth diapers, which ended up being discovered by the principal today.” Mimi: “Wait, they got discovered.” “Oh, I forgot to mention that” Katie remarked as she gave her story about Melody being dragged towards the principal’s office and the Zen Society nearly getting disbanded. “And the thing about it was that it happened after the trip to the nurse’s office. I had no knowledge of the future for that event, but I still committed our tale to Nurse Jackie. It was thanks to your story that I was able to save my club which is basically my home at school. Honestly, I’m not popular, and all of my closest friends have come to know a version of me wearing diapers. I’m not against the idea of wearing them because I feel like the universe is sending me many signs that this is a good time in my life where I can. Is it okay if I see where this goes as least as long it takes you to recover?” Mimi needed some more wine to process that. You’d think she’d have thought monologue to process Katie’s words, but the past week had taught her a lot of motherhood, especially since she hadn’t been the best one on reflection. Last month she spanked her daughter for coming home in a wet diaper and here Katie was in an even thicker used diaper saying that she was interested in wearing them for a little while longer after the few weeks of bedwetting hell Mimi had gone through. She had no words except… (Hug). It was a long deep hug. No tears, with both girls happy for this warm embrace. Bonded by more than just blood and diapers. “I love you” Mimi said to Katie. “And if you need to try this, then I’ll except it. Don’t feel afraid to tell me what you want.” Katie: “Thank you Mommy.” They look at each other. “Of course, there will some conditions for the next couple of months” Mimi said. “We can discuss them during dinner after I think of them.” Katie gulped and then nodded. The next few hours involved Katie doing her homework and Mimi some extra work. The rain was pouring harder outside. They then made dinner together while shaking their diaper buts to music from the 70s. During dinner Mimi gave out her guidelines she wanted Katie to follow. Mimi: “ 1. Due to the story we’ve created, diapers will be our only underwear for the next couple of months. No more pull-ups as they will leak. While I’m trying to avoid using them, the school nurse will expect you to use yours every day. Also, can’t be seen using the toilet at school so settle everything at home before leaving. 2. She should really learn how to babysit, which is why I may have volunteered you to babysit Tsubaki’s son Manny. We will have a lot to discuss this week to train you about it. 3. You really need to learn how to properly apply make-up. Especially, there, there, and here. I’ll let you use the car again. 4. I’d like us to have dinner together each night, unless we need to schedule something in advance. I’ve been enjoying your cooking and don’t want to miss it. 5. We’ll talk more about it as we go, although I prefer not to discuss our underwear with anyone outside our current circle.” Katie: “Sure thing Mommy. I can agree to that.” She mumbled, “Especially the car.” “I was also wondering if you could come to a few of my zen competitions, if you’re chill with that. The first one is in a month and my diaper will probably be noticeable during it. And maybe if you’re up to it, we could sometimes change each other like we used to. I could use one after dinner.” Mimi smiled and responded. “Absolutely Katie. Your mom can be pretty chill about that.” After dinner Mimi submitted the parent permission form together and then changed each other’s diapers. The bond between mother and daughter that allowed them to pamper and soothe them and their most vulnerable with gentle care. Mimi thought: “I know I’m an adult. And my own mother never approved of my bedwetting phase as a kid. Katie, you’re the only one I can admit I’m okay being diaper changed by.” *********************************************** Katie was enjoying her evening as she hugged the stuffing of all her toys in celebration. Katie thought: “I did it! I did it, I did it, I did it! I’m in diapees 24/7!! The universe gave me this gift and I shall make it up to the world in gratitude. I need to tell people.” And she did as she Facetimed Gwen. As usual she was available and you could never know how busy she truly is. Gwen: “What up girl?! You looking better since yesterday. It is a miracle you’re able to contact me when I’m not busy.” Katie tried to be quiet so Mommy could hear. “I told Mommy I want to wear diapees and she is okay with my proposal to experiment with them.” Gwen coos at Katie: “That’s amazing. And lucky you. Most girls your age have to find a Mommy or Daddy to change their diapees. Your Mommy is a lucky woman to change yours, not to mention get HERs changed by you. I need to get you a present.” Katie: “No, you’ve provided a lot. If it weren’t for you changing my first adult diapee I never would have learned to love being a baby. I already got diapers and I’ll be sure to tell you when I start age play.” Gwen: “I wouldn’t say no just yet. If it’s age play you are looking for, I do have a few projects almost finished that could soothe your baby side before your Mommy is ready to do it with you. So long as you’re a willing test subject. (Wink).” Katie’s eyes light up as she slips in her pacifier to let out her baby side. “Oooooooo. Does it have a crib?” Gwen smiles like a caretaker: “A crib and every nursery item a baby like you could need if you’re a good baby girl.” “Yaaaaay” Katie softly claps. Gwen: “And speaking of being a good girl, best to mention to your pal when you get in school that relates to using my pharmacy’s diapees. Got an angry call from your principal this afternoon.” Katie shivers: “Swrry, I forgot to tell you.” Gwen sticks her tongue out funnily. “You baby are cute pooping in front of your principal. Respect. Hope you don’t mind if I poop in front of you sometime. Anyway, don’t worry about that. With by people skills and lawyer I out talked a simple sponsorship dispute with a public high school. Trust me, within a year, your school’s staff will be wearing my diapers to PTA meetings. Never underestimate my Lola to make diapers the new thongs. Victoria Secret eat our heart out.” Katie: “Well I’m glad you’re able to manipulate the great flow of lifeforce. Maybe one day you’ll literally seduce a goddess with your awesomeness. And feel free to poop whenever.” Gwen: “Well until that day, hope you don’t mind me changing your diapees occasionally. And since you said you don’t mind.” She zooms in on her diaper as she proceeds to mess it. It was far more impressive than the mess Katie made earlier. Katie giddily clapped her hands in approval. Gwen also takes out a coupon from her wallet. “Thank you. I rarely get an applause for hyper-messing. Going to treat myself to a diaper change between my friends. Thank god for birthday present coupons. Stay diapered forever Katie.” And with that the phone call was done. At 10 pm Mommy had gone to bed early and Katie was double diapered when thunder could be heard from the outside. While Katie did shiver from fear, she found one last opportunity for the evening. Katie was deafly afraid of thunder which was amplified by her baby side. She grabbed 5 stuffed animals and knocked on Mommy’s door. “Come in” Mommy said still in bed. Katie slowly opened the door. The sound of a thunderstorm outside continued to make her small. “Can I please sleep with you tonight.” Mommy’s next words were warm and kind. “Sure Katie. Come on in.” Katie wasted no time in snuggling up close to Mommy’s bosom the entire night in tight embrace. She felt warm and protected. Ironically it felt like Katie was now more awake at night. She would not let Mommy let her go. Especially when Mommy went poopy in her diapee not much longer. Katie wasn’t sure if it would work, but she placed a small amount of laxatives in Mommy’s water cup, toothbrush, and toothpaste before bed. Now that they were permanently wearing diapees 24/7, Katie wanted to do this as much as possible, and would make sure her Baby Mommy would get changed in the morning. And from now on Katie would make sure Mommy would suck her thumb each night until she got her own pacifier like her. This night it only took a few jerks of the elbow to make it look like an accident. Both diaper girls had a lot of training starting tomorrow to achieve babyhood. They. made two cute baby girls. ? End of Book/Season/Part 1 See you in when it gets continued with even more diaper fun!!

I’m curious. What happens if Yuki drinks from the Baby Bottle? Does she end up in the real world? Oh! She would make the best transfer student! She would end up being Anami’s fitness trainer!

I have never had cotton candy.