That was my love from the age of eleven. I would get out of school and I would get on the bus or sometimes walk the 4 blocks. I would stand at the light on the corner and wait for the crossing guard to safely get us across.While waiting I would let out the biggest poops in my panties under my jeans or skirt and then cross the street. I think puberty kicked in early for me because I already had the tingling sensation in my vagina and damn it felt great ! I was a latch key kid so I never worried about my parents being home. I would get to the front of my house and stand like I am checking the mailbox and see if there was any poop left in me. Sometimes I would let out a little pee. I would then go in my backyard and climb into my tree house and do what a girls gotta do. I did this for about a year, and noticed my panties were becoming stained. I couldn't get away with that to much with my mom so I would spend allowance on new panties. Let me tell you panties were expensive for an eleven year old girl. I did my own laundry and always threw out the garbage, so questions were never asked by my parents. By age twelve I did baby sitting for at least twenty families on my block, and hence I had a paradise of diapers heaven. I fell in love with diapers so fast, it made my head spin. Now I can pee and poop myself and walk around like nothing happened. I would go to the candy store and poop my diapers, and if anyone asked I'd say I farted, meanwhile I was enjoying a good orgasm and poop at the same time. I really feel bad for those of you that can't be as free as I can be. Some have spouses or boyfriends & girlfriends that would disown them if they found out. I was in that situation for almost thirty years. My husband never was into my fetish, but what can I say, I survived. Now I am a stronger freer woman and I do what I want, when I want. Love you all here and peace be with you all !